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The nitty gritty is watering down katara's character so she's just a meek girl ? Your lying If you really think that's the same character. The producers said they would take an axe to the main characters and that's where the show really suffers...also nothing is perfect people like you is why we get stuck with mediocrity
?? I finished episode 5 but whatš how is katara just a meek girl, i feel like yes she has a little less rage but other than that she shows that shes smart and powerful and her own person? Explain what is watered down i feel like animation usually over-exaggerates facial expressions and voices for the most part, so iām not surprised that katara has more subtle strength so far, and also the actress has a very kind face, but i think shes still able to show some of that anger. (I havent watched the water master fight yet so maybe thats where youāre talking about, so i cant speak on that)
Idk what taking an axe to the main characters means (like really cutting them apart? Cuz i doubt they would promote a show by saying its gonna be bad but who knows). But i feel like the characters are all pretty accurate with how they carry themselves, of course theyāre younger so acting wont be perfect but i think the imperfections are what brings them to life. I know a lot of people hate the writing, i feel like itās quite similar to the show? (Though its been maybe 3-4 years since i last rewatched it) and some lines especially from something previously animated are gonna sound awkward in real life, which is why generally i believe live actions arent necessary for any animation, though in this case iām really enjoying just rewatching atla and my childhood be brought to life.
Nothing is perfect: ok i was using perfect mostly because i was very excited about it, of course i know theres things that could be changed to improve it but a lot of those things are impossible (like you cant get an actress thats EXACTLY katara and will make everyone happy, because shes a drawing) but overall, i think the landscapes come close to perfect (iām just really into fantasy scenes and i think itās so beautiful and impressive to see things like the omashu supply rail and the air temple come to life. And zukoās boat looks so awesome and so accurate too.) And i thought the cgi looked slightly silly at first (especially air) but then i realized that we were always seeing drawings of aangs air in the animation which would look even stupider irl so i made my peace pretty quickly.
People like me is why we get stuck with mediocrityā¦ hm. I feel like my opinion probably has nothing to do with what comes out on tv, especially because in this society haters have the real power, and you guys tearing it down are more likely to get it cancelled. I donāt think any production team takes an animated film or show and thinks āyea im gonna make this absolutely awful,ā (though iām really not sure what they were thinking when making the pjo movie, its good as a standalone but they went so off course from the plotā¦) of course theyāre all just trying to fit what they think into the show and express their own opinions, which are ultimately going to be a lot different than some people watching it.
Overall, ok i havenāt watched the og in years, so my memory on comparing each episode of the show to the live action is not going to be at the level of others (which i think boosts the enjoyability 100x over). But as i watch it, i remember tons of parts of the animation, and it makes me super happy that it has the same air as the show, albeit slightly more serious because they canāt fit all the funny filler episodes (if they ever created a live action lost appa episode i would lose it that cannot happen).
Maybe i sounded rude in my original post (i changed it quickly bc it was very angry at first lol) so sorry i know youāre all entitled to your opinion, itās just i was SO EXCITED and then checked the tag on tumblr only to see that everyone hated itā¦ i always feel inferior to people who really like films etc because i tend to enjoy things that other people hate, (like i really enjoyed the avatar way of water movie even if it was super long, and i know people DESPISED it). So maybe i seem like someone who is satisfied with mediocrity, and maybe i am, i focus mostly on the backgrounds and beauty of movies because im really into art and much less on acting and script (though i can appreciate beautiful characters, i was Blown Away by live action suki and hair down sokka my jaw dropped fr) i agree i am fairly simple to please in terms of this type of thing.
SORRY THIS IS GETTING QUITE LONG IM SURE U WONT READ IT ALL but i hope ur finding joy in life since live action atla is obviously not doing it for u
#avatar the last airbender#atla#JUST MY OPINION#take it all with a grain of salt#im quite bad at wording things sometimes
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I keep trying to post shit I been drawing lately BUT I CANT. I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO. THE WORMS INSIDE MY HEAD DO NOT APPROVE OF THEM. I CANNOT FUCKING DRAW. PUT ME DOWN. I DONT FEEL THE SILLY IN ME.
#If I had the fucking time to draw at home my life would be sparkles and glitter#I feel like my skills are falling away from my grasp#Bc wdym I was fr cooking before I came back to school and now this junk happens#Iām probably just out of energy from everything thatās been going on in my school#And I think I said som in the tags of one of my latest posts about a new girl in class thatās funny n shi. Well she isnāt.#Iām starting to hate her bc sheās cringe and quirky as hell but not in an actually funny way itās just annoying#And sheās always cutting me and other people off in irl convos and acting like the goofy main character#While also being so unbelievably stupid like we have to repeat things to her over and over again and itās just. So much.#I feel bad for being an absolute hater but sheās genuinely becoming more and more insufferable and itās just her second week here#Idk how my friends put up w her but I look at their faces and I can tell theyāre done w her sometimes#Itās not that sheās a bad person sheās just. So cringe. In a bad way. Not in a ālet people be cringeā cringe way. Just cringe.#Like I swear sheās an absolute ditz#Or whatever the word is in english#Why am I just hating on this random girl nobody on here knows irl mb but I had to get it out š#Ugghhhhhhggg Iām sorry for not posting anything too interesting chat#I know I technically do post quite often but I donāt feel as artistically satisfied with myself as I felt before#oh and Iām also going to try reaching out to some teachers I kinda trust ab how I feel mentally and shi#Maybe theyāll talk to me#i hope they do#I just donāt feel like myself anymore itās like Iām two entirely different people online and irl#im so much more open online and irl Iām like an actual nobody. Not degradingly Iām seriously just not sociable š#But ummm yeah whatevz I guess#vent#vent post#personal rant
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ah shit only just realised its september now.... lets hope the rest of this month isn't like this.....
#just med shit innit. gonna force myself up at my usual work time even tho i have the day off bc I need to be in my routine or ill lose it#i am. very tired and very sad. and thats ok generally im ok ive been keeping myself so busy for weeks and weeks#and im glad im going out n doing shit often n meeting new ppl n trying to focus more on hobbies n get more on the life balance#but whenever i have a moment to stop i still get so sad. ik exactly why theyre all just old aches n wounds i dont want to wallow in them!!#lately its been well under control i only usually have one actual bad day a week and sometimes its not even a whole day#and the rest im.just busy and i dont know if im just avoiding things and its not satisfying being busy bc im still missing out needs#but i cant fulfil them so might as well stay busy and not think about it!!#and its okay its all okay im just so sad right now :-( but im going to sleep soon and then ill be busy tmr so i dont have to think abt it#i wanna ventpost abt it but also i dont rly want to bc findinf the words to talk abt the things distressing me involves thinking abt it#which will just.make me feel worse. and it wont resolve anything bc its all mostly outside of my control anyway just hurts innit#but im trying hard to make my life bigger than it was before even if its still shallow and not quite enough at least it covers more space#yeah yeah we all want to feel genuine connection and wanted and loved but life doesnt often work out like that so.#hands in your pockets player keep it moving. im goiny to brush my teeth and then rly need to go to bed zzzzz#.diaries#hope everyone else had a nice weekend i had a pretty good saturday at least. and played a lot of videogames today so could be worse#very glad i dont have work tomorrow as well thank u past me for booking it off ahh..
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I am currently stuck feeling 28 years old which is equally terrifying and interesting because the January before I turned 28 is when I had COVID and I just got over the flu and a sinus infection and I'm experiencing a lot of similar fatigue issues, so like maybe I split around that time and my brain just pulled me up again because "hey, we need a guy who can be sick", but it's also fucking terrifying because I don't feel like I know where I am.
The fuck you mean we live in another state across the country now? The fuck you mean this is my room and I have little altars to pagan deities now? Where did these plushies come from? Whose candles and decorations are these? Where's my desk and dresser?
I know what happened, I know we moved, but also what the fuck is happening???
#screaming to the void#this is especially frustrating because as viscerally afraid as i feel right now as much as i am legit shaking right now#'im' gonna come back to this post later and be like 'wow that was dramatic of me there's no way i actually felt like that.'#'i was just being dramatic' i know its going to happen#its going to happen because i already feel like im sitting next to someone else inside my own goddamn body#i can tell that whoever is around is just experiencing this as bleed through and im just managing to grt enough control to get this written#out and documented for my own sanity#yes sometimes we do genuinely feel like different people or like were out of our correct time places you dumb bitch#(im sorry that was mean but oh my god quit it with just saying youre being dramatic as stop it i dont know where the fuck i am right now#because you shitheads moved us across the country on an impulse)#this is real this is a real feeling i am having in my chest its like a pressure around the sternum for your somatic therapeutic shit okay?#i physically feel upset right now and i don't feel fully in control of my body. i feel like im having to possess it and control it#like a goddamn puppet so i can get my point across and get all these words out#youre gonna look back on this and be like 'wow that was wild i cant believe i did all that for attention and or to be dramatic because i#felt bad and didnt understand my feelings' and im going to come back and kick you in the head#bitch attention from who? youve already been pegged as a system before people have noticed the switches and dont come at me with#the accidental faking or whatever i swear i throttle you#just let things be okay? just let them happen. let me be angry and upset and get it all out on paper and out of my system then you can go#back to being ignorant okay?#stop being afraid of whether or not people believe you or whether or not what your experiencing is real because my anger is very real and#im tired of it being ignored.#my name is probably amber by the way i like the way it sounds even if you dumb fucks dont bite me
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#helpp i know sometimes ppl use ai for school TO SUMMARIZE really long readings when theyre short on time#like i still dont think thats. ideal. but i can understand it.#what i cant understand is using ai writing for assignments.. which ive had ppl proudly talking abt before.. ew#and recently my brothers been using ai for like. cover page and resume layouts but like..#wait actually i think i could solve my brothers layout problem if he just wants to remake his old one but ANYWAY..#hes sounded pretty happy abt it and it makes me feel a little bad but even my parents r like. why r u using ai š#AND IM GLAD bc theyre usually. not right w their opinions im ngl#idk whats my dads deal with it but my moms is that people are getting lazier or dumber and not doing things on their own#and thats part of why i want my brother to stop too but hes stubborn and he probs like that it saves him some time#but genuinely i think he spent a good amount of time generating layouts and even asked me abt it#but i probably couldve remade his in google docs in less.. and he'd be able to edit and adjust everything to his liking too#idk why i just realized i could remake it todayš saw the side column and my brain shut off idk! its possible even w my limited knowledge#ALSO ON AI. heard from a cousin whos in his late teens say that he has friends who are ādatingā their ai bots?#like snapchat ai chats? girl huh#like i knew abt c.ai and shit but the snapchat bot? if ur on snap then just talk to people š#like i knew people would freak out that would freak out whenever c.ai was down for maintenance n shit#but i think even they have more awareness than the people who go around announcing theyre dating their chat ai#and like i get it! bot says everything u wanna hear n ur like oohš„ŗ#but like. at the end of the day thats still just a chat ai.. and apart from the āwtfā factor. i do feel bad if ppl cant remember thatš#where was i going w this umm. using ai writing! bad! and im not even gonna get started on art š#i think for me also part of it is like. do u really want to write to other ppl in some ai's words and not ur own?#and ai can generate u as many nice looking resumes as u want but when u need to update it ull have to redo the process of#generating a new one or a similar one all over again if u dont have access to it in a way where u can make edits..#like its just a waste of your time and the writing isnt sincere idk. ig it matters less if u think ppl wont see it#but i heard ppl r doing it for creative writing applications to universities too and its like. why? what are u writing#a prompt? girl get the fuck out of here#anyway. will quit yapping š ai bad#44597
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read asoue to weeman as a bedtime story he liked it YAYYYY
#i set up a oneblock mc workd 4 him bc hes been obsessed w them#took me a while bc im an idiot FJFBFNN but i got it. nd he was having fun but itsba school night#but he was in my room playing so eventually i convinced him to turn off mc (meryl my computer came in with an assist (battery low warning so#i could say I think meryl is getting tired....)) so then he helped me turn it off but was still so sad#so i offered for him to stay cozy in my room 4 awhile and we sat together and then i said we could read a story together#so he read his favorite book 2 me (not a box if anybody is curious) and then i relized my copies of asoue r in storage at current moment#Which was the bummer. but i checked out the ebook from my library in wa YAYY I LOVE LIBRARIES#so i was reading that to him :] and he was super into it asking me abt words i didnt know he even asked me Why is his last name snicket...#as if the name lemony isnt weirder NRNTJFNhes funny#but ya. and he was asking me questions abt the story (How did that fire start.... Maybe they left the oven on too long š„š„š„) but he was#rly into it... i was a bit worried itd be a bit too sad 4 him But i underestimated him . he was very sad when their parents died but very#invested. we got abt midway through chapter 4 (klaus had just said the thing abt olaf only giving them one bed) and then he started#fake snoring. so i carried him to his room and then unfortunately he noticed that his phone was charged so he decided to play on that a bit#before bed . sigh . I did my best#nd then i told my mom and she had the gall to be like Sigh when i said he grabbed his ohone and its like. Well thatis bc you gave him a#phone to play on and whenever you dont feel like listening to him when he wants to tell you things you distract him with any screen in reach#like. yk. itis entirely your alls fault. and i feel bad#hes such a sweet kid and yes he does have a tendency to talk a lot bc hes . an autistic 6 year old who loves a lot of things and is excited#to share. yk. but most everyone just ignores him and i feel bad...#i try my best to listen sometimes i have trouble following but like. yk.#and a lot of the stuff is abt whatever youtubers hes watching which. sigh. but whtevr#idk. i worry abt him having a phone with internet access like. hes only got kids youtube and stuff but. well i dont love kids having access#to the internet so young <- guy who was doing erp with strangers online at age 7.#but. waghhhhhhfhfhrbfufbfjr. wtvr#anyways. im glad he liked the story at least im hoping i can get him into reading more#he likes reading but im gonna ask my mom if i can get all my books out of storage#theyre like. hes still quite young for most of them but ive got some old junie b jones#and i think tag would like a lot of them as well ... neither of them read a lot it makes me sad but its. understandable. my parents didnt#teach tag to read like at all and they still struggle with it#so i cannot blame them. but i think the books i liked at their age r things theyd like so ! yk.
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¤attractive things they do | heartslabyul
parts. heartslabyul, savanaclaw, octavinelle, scarabia, pomefiore, ignihyde, diasomnia
characters. riddle, trey, cater, ace, and deuce.
content. gender neutral reader as always
note. fun fact: was scrolling thru my really, really old drafts and saw this. so I decided to just finish it cause why not. (this been rotting there for like a year and a half lmao)
I have about, 14 in my to do list haha. im doing them at random but trying to squeeze in writing at the crack of the night
perhaps he isn't aware of what he's doing exactly but riddle nods every once in a while during a conversation with you. that alone wouldn't have striken something in you if he wasn't intent on looking in your eyes every, damn, time! when you started to notice whatever habit it was it honestly got you skipping words mid sentence. eye to eye contact was something he thought was basic etiquette, hence his lack of care about it. there's something nice about his undivided attention focused, and probably soaking up whatever you had to say. if that wasn't enough him remembering every single thing you mention to him definitely did the trick..
everything, coughs. if i had to narrow it down probably the fact that trey quite literally looms over your shoulder to take a look at whatever you're doing. it doesn't matter whether you're tall, if you're sitting down that's what he's doing. if you had a penny you'd bet that he knows exactly what he's doing from the small smirk he does right after you jolt. you could smell his cologne, his skin over yours and you don't know if you want to screech into the void or throw yourself out of the window. you're as still as a statue, refusing to look up at him or else you're gonna get more down bad than you already are.
some might have contrary opinions but we all love an affectionate guy who isn't afraid to show it. caters just the type to bound up to you and attach himself like a magnet or something. it's funny cause you could be talking to your friends or something and he just bounds up behind you and encases you in a hug. sometimes when he's the one in a conversation he's pulling you over like he needs an emotional support item. literally whenever you're in reach, he's putting his arms to good use. you will not escape I guess.
for someone who claims to be a major hater to certain things considered weird in his book, affection included. ace does it a lot. he somehow always gravitates towards you, it doesn't matter if deuce is walking beside you he's gonna literally bump the guy away with his shoulder (one time into a bush.) a thing he likes to do though, is an arm over your shoulders like you're buddy buddies, which you technically are. just kinda out of character for a guy like him to pull you close so suddenlyāand he's semi-aware of it.
looks away really fast when he gets flustered. it's really obvious that you got him, with whatever you've done. a cute thing deuce has done is laying face down in his desk at record speed just because you managed to make him embarrassed, in a good way! if you peeked through the gap under him you'd see his red face. if he can't hide his face from you, as in you keep tryna peek at it when he looks away he's literally just gonna use his hands to cover it. (although his likely response is to just sputter some excuse and dip.)
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¤āā”ā . . signed !#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twst#twst fluff#riddle rosehearts x reader#riddle x reader#trey clover x reader#trey x reader#cater diamond x reader#cater x reader#ace trappola x reader#ace x reader#deuce spade x reader#deuce x reader#gender neutral reader#also i stared at this and debated whether or not to post cause i was honestly shitting myself
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Just a friend.
Summary: You both had agreed to see each other as just friends, but your feelings developed into something deeper.
Pairing: college!fwb!abby Anderson x reader
A/N: hello thank you for taking time to read ! , this is my first post Iām really excited so please give me feedback, also like and comment! They is just a test run sort of thing to see how it goes itāll be maybe 3 parts to this !
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āIāll be fine here, go!ā You assumed Dina and Nora as you stood at the bar, they had dragged you out of your dorm for a night out but you wasnāt quite feeling it tonight.
You watched as your friends made their way through the pool of people, smiling at them as they danced with each other. You sipped on your drink as you watch not bothering to join them.
A voice from beside you caught your attention, prompting you to look over. And There stood Abby Anderson, the university's star soccer player. "You donāt dance?" she asked.
āNo, Iām a horrible dancer.ā When you turned to her, you noticed she was leaning in closer, allowing you to take in every detail of her face. She was captivating.
"I'm Abby," she said as she introduced herself. You chuckled softly and nodded, replying, "I know.ā
"You know me, but I don't think I know you," she remarked, leaving you wishing you hadn't mentioned that you were familiar with her. "Just joking," she added.
ā I hope I didnāt come off as a stalker I think we share friends.ā You added āim y/n.ā
"I'm not opposed to having a stalker, especially if they look you," she said, her tone playful and soft. You could feel your cheeks burning as you went quiet, letting the loud music fill the space around you.
Abby sensed the sudden quietness and quickly found a way to redirect the conversation. āSo these mutual friends with share, who are they?ā
You mentioned the names of several people, and she instantly recognized the group when you said the first name, Ellie Williams.
āWhy don't you ever come us when we hang out?" she asked, sipping her drink while keeping her gaze fixed on you.
"I'm usually tied up with work or school," you replied.
"That's too bad; I'd love to see you more often," she teased. "How about we study together sometime?"
"What do you think?" she asked, her voice dipping into a flirtatious tone as your eyes locked. You nodded in response.
"That sounds great," you murmured, just loud enough for her to catch over the booming music, your gaze drifting to her lips.
ā§ļ½„ļ¾: *ā§ļ½„ļ¾:*
Abby pushed you against the icy metal of the car door, and as your lips moved perfectly in sync with hers, you realized you had left Dina and Nora behind without a word. Your thoughts were a jumbled mess; one moment you were exchanging flirtatious glances with Abby, and the next, she was pulling you out of the club, almost dragging you along.
The drive to Abby's, which should have taken just ten minutes, seemed to stretch on endlessly as you exchanged messy kisses at every red light. When you finally reached her apartment complex, you both rushed to get inside. You pressed kisses along her neck while she clumsily fumbled with her keys, eager to let you into her home.
You moaned, "Where's your room?" as she finally opened the door, nudging you inside and pressing her hips against your back.
"no room, I wanna fuck you right here on this counter." She murmured in your ear while her hands moved around you, quickly unbuttoning your jeans pulling them down from behind as she moved towards the counter lifting you up placing you on top.
Abby whispered, "pretty," as she slid your panties aside. You gasped loudly when she traced her tongue over your clit, then gently pulled it into her mouth. Your back arched off the counter, and you found yourself gripping a handful of her hair.
The sound of your moans echoed throughout the room as you sensed your hips starting to tense, signaling that your climax was near. āNot yet,ā Abby said, rising up and pressing her lips against yours in a messy kiss, allowing you to taste yourself.
You spread your legs wider, feeling her fingers at your entrance as you lock eyes with her. Abby thrusts into you, her two fingers stretching you, and you can't help but cry out, your nails digging into her shoulders.
Abby urged you, her breath warm against your lips, "look at me while I fuck you." As she quickened her rhythm, you matched her movements with your own. "Please, donāt stop," you pleaded, your voice filled with urgency and longing.
The moans grew louder as you reached your peak, your back lifted off the counter. Grasping Abbyās arm feeling your walls tighten around her fingers. Not holding back Abby thruster fasted into you as your body shook, your hand flying to cover your mouth as your chest moved up and down heavily.
Abby smirked as she brought her fingers, coated in your juices , up to your lips, gently tapping your jaw to signal you to open your mouth. As you complied, she slid her fingers inside, slowly pulling them while you savored your own taste.
Abby let out a soft moan as you pulled her into a kiss, and you swiftly hopped down from the counter, shifting your attention to the other woman above you, tugging at her pants. "it's your turn," you whispered, biting your lip in anticipation.
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#abby anderson#abby anderson x reader#wlw smut#the last of us#wlw#lesbian#abby anderson x you#abby anderson fanfic#tlou2#abby anderson smut#dina tlou#ellie williams
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You've now filled my head with nothing but Alastor and Lucifer brainrot. Any other sharing thoughts you have for them? (I cannot stop thinking about them, I quite literally thought about them sharing me during my entire 8hr retail shift yesterday)
alastor and lucifer sharing you pt 3!
pt1, pt2
this was highly requested, thank you all for the love <3 im tagging anyone who asked/was fine with it last time but now you can fill out this taglist form to ensure you're tagged for future posts!
tags: @lu-ferri12 @my-anime-garden @princessdreamss @polytheatrix @reaper-of-light-12 @ambi-squirrelly @hazelfoureyes @meggletoomanyfandoms @afernandez21
cw: angst ig?? idk reader is upset cause they keep fighting, general relationship issues for a moment, smut, reader gets eaten out, there's some light praise and condescension i think, alastor has a master kink, alastor discovers he LOVES eating pussy, there's like a weird sexual tension between alastor and lucifer for the majority of this if you squint, the ending is VERY suggestive
other: not 100% happy with formatting on this but i wrote majority of it on a 6 hour flight so like. you win some you lose some. not proofread that well, i kind of ramble at times too but it's fine. 2.1k word count and half of it is formatted in a headcanon cuase, again, lazy 6 hour writing. i also don't use the bolding and coloring that much cause it'd be a lot of work.
left the ending a little open, will probably do a poll tomorrow on if people want me to take this that direction.
ā okay so sex aside i would think outwardly everyone knows you're in a relationship with lucifer at the very least
ā but it's kept lowkey with the other part of the relationship
ā which both are fine with btw
ā lucifer loves pda so he's happy, alastor isn't a fan so it's whatever
ā the public part works out because alastor would genuinely be worried about someone trying to use you to get to him
ā it's bad enough that it's known the king of hell has a new partner, but nobody knowing that if they fuck with you they're fucking with the king of hell AND the radio demon is a silent advantage
ā if anyone knows, it's charlie. but only to the extent of like the fact it's a hinge relationship, everything else she doesn't know and honestly doesn't need to know
ā she's just happy her dad seems happy and is getting along better with alastor
ā i think alastor is the kind to really start caring during the relationship vs. lucifer caring about you deeply before
ā so occasionally alastor will pull you aside, or if no one is watching will just press a quick kiss on your forehead.
ā meanwhile lucifer is always making it known he's in love with you
ā arm around your shoulder, holding your hand, everything
ā again, alastor doesn't really mind unless lucifer decides to be an ass abt it
ā look they still compete with each other sometimes they can't help it
ā then it becomes a game of how much the other can get away with before you either get upset or it's too telling
ā that's the other thing is like, the competing gets really fucking annoying to you
ā we saw them in hells greatest dad it wasn't a want to be a better dad it's just wanting to out do the other
ā and when it transfers to your relationship it gets agitating fast
moving on
ā relationship side alastor isn't as involved with that
ā but if either of them did something that upset you or like there was a lovers quarrel between you and either side it's a big deal to them
ā especially if you're only upset with one half of the hinge
ā cause like, sure, they could compete with each other and purposefully drive you apart
ā but tbh.. both of them lowkey like this arrangement much more than they thought they would
ā so they end up talking to each other about it and figuring out what to do
ā same if you're upset with both
ā not that you're upset often it's just that when you are it's usually cause they crossed a line in their little competition
ā and they hate making their girl feel like a prize to be won :(
ā whatever their solution is, they do it together.
ā show you they can get along, that they both care about you enough
ā you're in your room, a bit of a blow up happened earlier after they got into one of their arguments
ā it's not that you genuinely think theyre using you to get to the other but sometimes with the way they act it's easy to doubt
ā anyways, they both come in, it's late
ā i cry when im frustrated/upset and i think it's a pretty normal reaction, so let's just say you're crying a little
ā they're both immediately at your side, apologizing profusely
ā you've never cried like this before
ā it scares them. alot.
ā for once there's absolutely no competition, the only worry is making you feel better.
ā both sitting next to you on the couch, lucifer murmuring how much he loves you, and how he knows how much alastor cares for you
ā i hate the whole "alastor doesn't understand emotions" thing because he does. he has to, he knows how to read people well.
ā it's just he hasn't ever comforted someone
ā he doesn't know what to do when someone he cares about is upset
ā so he's glad lucifer is here, as alastor just sits at your side nodding along and gently rubbing your back
ļæ½ļæ½ alastor only tunes back in when lucifer offers to give some space for the night, and a little murmur from you agrees but asks they both come to bed that night
ā given its usually only lucifer who actually sleeps in the same bed as you alastor is surprised
ā but lucifer is beckoning him out for some space.
"cmon, we'll be back in an hour yeah?" he chimes from the door, and with a squeeze of your shoulder alastor is out of the door, but he opts to walk along with lucifer. "we gotta do better" lucifer sighs as he walks, not looking over at alastor. he's not accusing alastor, he seems equally disappointed in both of them.
"for her?" alastor adds, and lucifer gives a hum of agreement. "this while ordeal has been quite... stressful as of late, no?" alastor adds, "to our own faults, yes" lucifer murmurs, giving a sigh. alastor nods, and the two men walk in silence for some time, ending up in the parlor, husk far since gone to bed. "want anything?" lucifer pulls alastor back to reality once again, he's standing behind the bar while alastor had been staring off, his mind running with thoughtd of god knows what.
"whiskey, my friend?" alastor suggests, and giving it a considerate thought lucifer pours two glasses. the silence falls over them again, just the sound of the clink of their glasses on the counter.
"so tell me, how do you do it when you pleasure her?" alastor breaks the silence, lucifers eyes dart up to him. thinking for a moment before replying "i don't really think tonight is the time for thatā" lucifer says, but in a gentle tone.
"no no, in the morning." alastor says, staring down at his glass. "you two indulge often in the morning, correct?" alastor says, now his eyes uncomfortably on lucifer. Watching as the other man almost pales a little, swallowing thickly.
lucifer immediately falters, giving a sigh. "look it's notā iā that's not her faultā" lucifer immediately starts, assuming this is a confrontation. his eyebrows raise as alastor shakes his head. "oh please, if i had problem with it i would have done something" he says, a static crackle echoing through the room. "no, i want to know how you do it when you... when it's just about her. how can i do the same?" alastor asks, and this is even more surprising to lucifer than this whole fucking idea in the first place.
ā so lucifer of course explains some stuff to him, of course it's hard because unless he's done it before it's hard to articulate some of his "moves"
ā i mean lucifer can hardly resist going down on you everytime, he's definitely experienced but it's hard to transfer that knowledge at times
ā but he's impressed alastor even asked
ā so when they return to your room, they're a lot more calmer with each other than before.
ā that night changed a lot between them tbh
ā it's slightly awkward for both of them when everyone gets settled in the bed
ā you're on your back, lucifer on your right side and alastor on the left.
ā they're both holding you to the best of their abilities
ā lucifer gives alastors hand a squeeze before shuffling it to have a better grasp on your waist
ā you all peacefully sleep through the night, not shifting much but it's pretty comfortable
ā is the morning you're mostly cuddled into alastor, which is entirely lucifers doing
ā when you're all awake though alastor gets arguably nervous
ā but you being you, you slump over onto alastors chest, murmuring some affection to him
ā lucifer gives a nod, it's time.
ā he'd honestly probably move to get out of bed, assuming some privacy is wanted
ā but he feels a shadow wrap around his forearm, it's a light pressure
ā alastor shakes his head, mouthing a small "please"
after lucifer processes for a moment what exactly is about to go down, he's okay with that. he settles back in, his eyes on the two of you as alastor tilts your chin up, pressing a kiss to your lips. "my dear, would you mind if i tried something a little different with you?" alastor chimes, and you blink your eyes open again, still a bit sleepy as you give a nod.
he gently maneuvers you on the bed so you're laying on your back, his hands pawing at your sleep shorts and pulling them to your ankles. lucifer watches, honestly a little mezmerized by the whole ordeal. he feels proud in an odd sort of way. āI think our little doe deserves a treat, would you like that?ā alastor murmurs as he spreads your thighs open. You take a shaky breath before murmuring some form of agreement, maybe even a little plea.
without further prodigy, alastors finally leans down his tongue swiping down your folds, hands grasping your hips to pull you to his face. your hands go to hold lucifers, but he shakes his head tutting at you. āah ah, thatās not very polite princessā he chides softly, guiding your hands to alastors hair.
and alastor makes good use of the tips and information lucifer gave him, his tongue plunging into your sweet little hole as his nose bumps your clit. his eyes wander up, making eye contact with you as he eats you out so wonderfully. you tug at his hair and he practically growls in pleasure, opting to change tactics and focus his mouth on your clit while his fingers slide inside you, gently curling into your sweet spot.
and lucifer watches it all, absolutely mesmerized. he doesnt know what it is about watching this but theres something about knowing alastor is doing exactly as told to in this scenario that makes lucifer feel warm. he lets alastor steal the show, doing only minimal work. maybe hes softly cooing praises or gently reminding you to show your appreciation to the one making you feel this good.
as you get close, evident by the murmur that falls past your lips, alastors eyes snap to lucifers for a moment, and he takes a moment to think before understanding. usually when youre close alastor is all over you, telling you to be such a good girl and cum, just slight praises and coaxing. given the fact hes face deep in your sweetness he cant really do that, so that job is up to lucifer now.
āisnāt alastor doing such a good job duckling? you want to make sure he knows how good hes treating you, dont you?ā lucifer coos, scooting in behind you on the bed so you stop trying to writhe away. āI think heād be so disappointed if you didnt cum for him, you think you can do that, hm? you wanna cum all over your masters tongue?ā lucifer says directly in your ear, and alastor feels a bit of a warmth in his stomach by being referred to as āmasterā
when you give a weak moan in response lucifer sighs, shaking his head. ābe a good girl now, you can do it little doeā he says which is what sends you toppling over the edge, your hips rutting up into alastors mouth, whiny moans coming from you as alastor desperately licks up your sweet release. this whole thing was quite enjoyable for alstor, but hearing lucifer call you ālittle doeā his petname for you made him smugly satisfied.
after some aftercare which mostly just involved more cuddling, alastor feels satiated enough to shift to leave, before getting a look from lucifer. he reluctantly stays, feeling as you come to lay at his side once more. lucifer seems to take note of something, giving alastor a nod down, he glances down, seeing the obvious tent in his pants. alastor looks back up, slightly annoyed. a like āyeah, no shit dumbassā kind of look is exchanged.
alastor looks back down at you, pressing a kiss to your forehead as you sigh happily. but alastor tenses as he feels a hand on his knee, shooting a glare to lucifer as he traces his hand up a little. the two meet as and alastor takes a shaky breath as lucifer leans in just a little, breathing out the next few words with a calmness alastor admires:
ājust keep cuddling herā
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I saw you write for homicipher! Can I request some Mr Silvair Headcanons? I barely see content of him and I'm hungry šš I will give you my heart as a sacrifice šš»āāļøšØ
MR. SILVAIR HC {N/SFW}
a Mr. Silvair hc list. {an: hand over that heart!!! >:3}
warnings! : sadism, orgasm denial, smut, blood play, Mr. Silvair is an extreme dom, marking, hair pulling, semi cuckhold, experimenting, afab and amad genitalia described
{an : this isnt bad per se, BUT he is very sadistic and is in denial of his love for you}
SFW HC "relationship" hc
unfortunately, a relationship with Mr. Silvair will be difficult to maintain.
he is in HEAVY denial that he loves you, and claims it is just experimental for "science", though inside he cant deny that you make him feel a certain way.
in his eyes, if Mr. Chopped likes you, then he likes you. simple.
wont push your boundaries, so tell him if you dont want him to do something specific when experimenting.
he will rarely let you touch him, but at no times will he allow you to touch his "eye" bandages. those are off limits to anyone.
doesnt understand "love" or most human reactions, so dont expect him to be all lovey dovey with you.
very work influenced man. will be nose deep in books.
doesnt hold grudges at all. so if you upset him a simple apology will fix it. even if there is no apology, it wont affect him.
he is relatively friendly with the others, but mainly close to Mr. Chopped.
doesnt sleep, so sometimes will watch you sleep. for "experiments" of course
i swear this man doesnt know how to button his shirt.. so you will have to be used to that.
he really likes your eyes. he has a weird fascination with the colors.
surprisingly possessive. usually he wouldnt care, but he does tense up when someone else touches you.
he does make it known that he is attracted to you, but tries to exclude the word "love"
NSFW HC sexy time..
he knows every spot, being a doctor and all, therefore he doesnt need much teaching. does enjoy learning things he already knows though for some reason.
adores your body. he doesnt express much emotion in general, but if you are lucky he will show a little bit over your body during sex.
makes little to no noise during the act, likes watching your expressions.
will absolutely let Mr. Chopped watch. for some reason.. only as long as you are comfortable with it of course.
respects boundaries, so please respect his.
he makes sure to keep your hands tied or something at all times. will rarely let them be free.
he doesnt give head often, but will on certain occasions. usually doesnt let you give him a blowjob, so that is very rare from him.
will laugh as he edges you. you would have to beg for him to let you cum, and even then he might not. likes to see you cry over him.
if on the rare occasion that your hands arent tied, he will let you pull his hair. he quite enjoys it actually.
if, and only if you allow him, he will use his scalpel to make light cuts along your body so he can lick the blood.
definitely the kind of guy to fuck you during your period if you menstruate. he gets down like that
{an : i love him sm, im definitely going to make a fic for him. send in requests!}
{ made by @whokilledsamara }
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summary: requested by @toasttt11 : āI donāt think Iāve ever met someone that makes me want to treat them like theyāre royalty, like they doā in which luke yaps out about his girl to jack, luke hasnāt told his girl exactly how much he likes her, jack takes matters into his own hands.
warnings: use of y/n, couple uses of profanity, really itās just luke being a massive s!mp for his girl so fluff fluff fluff, jack meddling (again)
word count: 2.25k
notes: thank you toast for this prompt request I had a lot of writing this!!! i didnāt think i would finish it so quickly but the tournament i was supposed to ref got cancelled so im stuck in a hotel with nothing to do but read and writeā¦ hopefully its good because i already wrote a 6 year in the future pt 2
As Luke slid the key into the lock, a warm, fuzzy feeling filled him up like a cup of his favorite grandmaās homemade hot chocolate after a long day of playing on the outdoor rink as a kid. He had just returned home from his date with a girl he had become absolutely smitten with. Her name was y/n, and she had this alluring way about her that made him feel as if he was walking on the clouds. It was in the way she laughed, how she would talk about her family, it reminded Luke of the way he talked about his family, it was the way she smiled when she talked about her favorite things. To Luke everything about her was perfect.
And now, here he was, back at his shared apartment with his middle older brother, grinning from ear to ear like an idiot. Jack, had spotted him as he was about to enter the apartment through the windows and was gingerly waiting to ask him what had him so smiley.
Luke routinely wears this tight lip, apprehensive smile but after being around her or simply just the thought of her was enough to bring out his genuine smile. āWho or what has you so giddy? You look like a child who was just told they were given unlimited access to a toy store for the next year.ā Jack questioned. Scampering around their small living room to stay right on his younger brotherās heels. Attempting to insure he didnāt miss Lukeās answer. Luke didn't even need to think about it before he replied, "Iāve been seeing someone...and letās say, if someone would have asked me what I wanted them to put together in a female, she is it. Wholly everything." He paused for a moment, letting the words sink in for Jack. Lukeās heart was still beating rapidly even after being away from y/n for half an hour now. He was truly down bad.
Jack's eyebrows raised, his mouth agape. Not believing what he just heard quite yet, "Wait, you mean you're in a relationship with someone?" He asked, trying to keep the incredulous tone out of his voice. Luke shook his head no, feeling a little self-conscious suddenly. Jack narrowed his eyebrows as if to question him why no, but didnāt just yet. Sometimes dating exclusively just doesnāt happen. "And this girl, she's...she's really special?" He prodded. Luke nodded again only a yes this time, and more confidently. "Yeah, Jack. Y/n is really special. I don't think I've ever met another girl that makes me want to treat her like she's royalty all the time, like she does." He paused, letting the words hang in the air. "I think...I think I might be falling in love with her." The silence that followed was deafening. Jack beginning to think Luke just might be serious.
Jack looked at Luke, attempting to gauge if he was serious or if he was just being his typical sarcastic self. But when he studied Lukeās eyes and noticed the sincerity shining through and the emotions held in each word he spoke that this definitely was not a joke. There was no way this was just another one of Luke's short flops either. He was serious about this girl.
For a short lived moment, Jack felt a pang of jealousy that the youngest was seemingly finding himself in a serious relationship. Only he quickly reminded himself that it wasn't like he was necessarily someone who had truly went out and tried to find himself someone special either. It also wasn't like Luke had ever been the kind to want anything that was deemed as just a good time or an easy lay. However, he also wasnāt one to talk about love, girlfriends, and all that over the top mushy stuff. Those topics were more of Quinnās realm of interest. Jack had never thought he'd hear any of this from his younger brother. At least he didnāt expect it fresh out of his rookie year when women throw themselves at him.
Luke shifted uncomfortably, moving to sit on the couch next to Jack, emptying out his pockets onto the table, all while being under Jack's intense studying stare. "What?" He asked, not entirely sure how to react to his brother's silence. āSo, you want to treat her like royalty?ā Jack reiterated Lukeās previous comment. Luke nodded, feeling the heat in his cheeks intensify. Luke dropped his face into his hand for a few moments thinking how heās going to approach his response before he spoke.
Jack took his chance and grabbed Lukeās phone. He knew his brother all toowell. He knew he would likely never be brave enough to spill out whatever confession he is about word vomit to him out again, let alone to y/n. He quickly shot off a text to her about it being from Jack, and that he was calling her but needed her to listen to the conversation, not talk to him unless he talks to her. Does Jack feel bad for tricking his baby brother and this girl? Oh definitely. But he thinks it will help him, he hopes it will at least. Heās grateful that Luke even mentioned her name.
āYes I do want to treat her right. I donāt know her past relationships, and Iām not sure that they even matter? If it is her and I, I hope she never thinks of him or them again. I want to give her every reason to forget they ever even existed. I want to make her world be an entirely different place than it is now. Make it different. Better. Because she deserves it. So. Yeah Jack, yes, I want to be the guy who opens the door for her, who treats her like she's the most important person in the room, shit the most important person in this world. I want to make her feel special, you know?" He shrugged, looking up for the first time before meeting his brother's gaze. Thank goodness, Jack had the phone discreetly placed. Luke could continue his rambling which Jack knew by the way his eyes were glassed and his pupils dilated so large, āGo ahead, continue talking about her. Youāve stayed quiet about her for a while apparently, letās hear it.ā Jack wasnāt that interested or invested in Lukeās overtly smitten relationship but he was happy seeing his baby brother so happy.
Luke let out a small laugh, feeling the warmth spread from his chest to his fingertips. "Y/n is amazing, Jack. She's funny, and so damn smart, I am talking mom smart. I have never met anyone else as smart as mom until her, and...and the best part, get this she had no idea who I was before I introduced myself. I was just Luke to her, I wasnāt Luke Hughes, New Jersey Devil. I was just Luke again. I didnāt have to overcome some preconceived idea she already had of me. I only had to worry about the one she would form of me when we first met. She knows now that I play for the Devils, I wanted to be open about it but it was so nice to meet with out having to fight for showing someone that I am more than hockey. So for her, although it has only been a few true dates and a couple times seeing each other I want to show her that to me, she's as important as a princess." Luke paused, there was a faraway look in his eyes, as if he was imagining the moments of treating her, loving her. "She hates being paid for, but I want to give her everything she desires, needs, I donāt want to do it because Iām fortunate enough to be able to. I want to because she never puts herself first. If sheāll be with me, one day sheāll be the first in my universe.ā Luke turned his to look at his older brother, hoping that he was getting through to him. He sure was. Jack was nothing short of wonderstruck.
"She's a lucky girl, you know that? To have someone like you who genuinely cares for her, who sees beyond the superficial layers and goes deep, who wants to make her feel so special." Luke nodded, a small smile playing at the corner of his lips. "No. Youāre wrong. I am the lucky one. I just hope she knows how I feel. I don't want to mess this up." Jack reached over and pulled Luke into him by the shoulder, a normal gesture of affection from the older brother. "Just be you, little bro. That's all you can do, seems it already worked for you. Right? Mr. Just Luke. Question is though, have you even began to tell her any of this?ā Jack asked him possibly the most important question of the entire conversation.
Luke paused for a moment, his expression turning down from the previous glowing high. "Not yet. Us Hughes boys do have a track record of doing or saying dumb shit too early. I don't want to put any pressure on her to reciprocate the same feelings. I just want her to know that she makes me happy, that she's special to me. But I want her to feel it, see it in my actions, without having to say it." He sighed, resting his head back against the couch. "But I know I should tell her, right?ā
Jack flashed him a smile, retracting his his arm from over his shoulders and dropping it over to pat Luke's knee. "Yeah, you should. But you've got this, little bro. You've got a good head on your shoulders, and you're being genuine. She'll see it. And if you're still worried about it, well, I'll always be here to help you. Like now.ā Jack revealed that he had stolen Lukeās phone off the coffee table when he had dropped his head earlier in the conversation. Y/n listened silently hearing his verbose words he shared over their time together. Her heart palpitated a few times over things he had said specifically about her. No one had ever talked about her the way Luke did. It made her feel ways she was unsure how to put into words just yet.
A few moments of shared unutterable silence spread across the three of them when Jack had announced that y/n was on the phone and she inevitably had heard Lukeās emotional admiration for her, y/nās voice finally broke through the speaker of the phone.
"Luke, I'm so glad you told him that. Or well both of us that.. It's just... well, you know... I am just me, a normal person. Thereās no need to overplay it silly boy." Her voice was soft, almost shy like it was the night Luke and her me. Probably because Jack was listening, but there was still the hint of that playfulness that Luke had started to love. "I can't even tell you how much it means to me that you see past all of my quirky interests and...ā She paused for just a split second āCan I come off speaker phone? Uhm.. I really just want Luke to hear this.ā Jack handed Luke his phone with a smug I told you so look plastered on his face. āHey, itās just you and I now.ā Luke told her, even getting up off couch to allow space between him and his nosey brother. Luke had a smile so big spread across his face. Jack couldnāt help but smile too. His baby brother was growing up on him. Y/n continued, āand most of all I like that you're just Luke for me, and that you felt comfortable enough to still tell me so quickly about your life when you couldāve kept me in the dark for however long you wanted to. You may be this hockey star, but for me youāre just Luke. I mean, I know you're amazing at hockey and all, but that doesnāt define who you are in life. You are so much more. You're funny and sweet and thoughtful, and I just... I just can't help but feel lucky that I get to spend time with you. And I hope you know that." She paused, her voice catching a little, and Luke could swear he could hear her sniffling. "So, um, yeah. I guess what I'm trying to say is... I want you to know that I feel the same way.ā Lukeās face kept flushing deeper shades of red it was nearly burgundy by the time y/n was finished talking. He couldnāt form a coherent sentence without stammering entirely over his words. He pulled his phone away from his ear and opened their text thread.
āCan I come to your place? I think we should finish talking in person?ā
Luke pressed send and heard her cute giggle through the phone speaker. āYes. Iāll see you soon.ā The two shared their goodbyes before hanging up the phone. āJack. Youāre dead when I get back, but thank you.ā Luke said to his brother scurrying around the living room for his shirt he discarded earlier and his sneakers.
Luke grabs his keys and wallet from the bowl in the table by the door. Murmuring a goodbye to Jack and essentially leaps out the door. He has a very little talking he wants to complete and a lot of affection to start giving. Y/N is anticipating his arrival because first thing she plans on doing is nabbing a kiss from the sweetest boy on this planet. Both of them riddled with anticipation to see each other. If they turn out not to be meant for each other, then there is no way soulmates exist. Luke and y/n are two halves apart that become one when close to one another.
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THE NAME OF LOVE .į
ā© ā the three times hoshina soshiro dismissed his feelings for you as something that friends do and the one time he realized otherwise.
ā© ā request: IVE BEEN WANTING TO REQ U SOMETHING FOR SO LONG NOW I HOPE U DONT MIND !! can i ask for hopeless romantic reader and hoshina soushirou.... the way he... is...... (LOVE PESSIMIST š«µ) I'm a sucker for hoshina falling first or confessing first but it is truly up to you!! i genuinely have no idea where im going with this so pls feel free to change anything to your liking
ā© ā includes: hoshina soshiro x gn!reader. fluff. cw: uhm funky pacing bc this is just pure word vom LAWLZ. wc: 3583 (i did not expect for it to be this long i swear). reader works for operations and is considered as second best to okonogi (is also okonogi's assitant). ikaruga and okonogi cameo yipee! hoshina is bad at feelings ā¢. reblogs and feedback are much appreciated !!
to love is something you cannot name.
thatās a saying that stitched itself onto your brain because it just makes sense. loving someone has way too much depth, depending on the person who is the one lending out their heart and who they are giving it out to in the first place. it could be named as anything, depicted as anything, or interpreted as anything.
especially for you, who had witnessed, watched, read, and consumed all sorts of media that named love as numerous things. sometimes love is tragic, making two people feel so much just for them to get pulled away from each other when they were so close to running into each otherās arms. sometimes love is mirthful, having two people become the best versions of themselves around the person they love because they feel safe becoming vulnerable with the other. yet sometimes love is bittersweet, accepting the art of letting go as it was for the bestāaccepting that things werenāt just meant to be but not forgetting the emotions the person made you feel.
well, how were you supposed to know what love really is? a hopeless romantic is hopeless for a reason.
having a day off is quite rare, even for the employees of the operations department. the work was quite demanding, as any job involving the JAKDF was. but you still made time to relax and enjoy your rest from time to time, whether that was rewatching a good old romcom film from the 2000s or reading a new romance novel you decided to pick up.
it was normal for a hopeless romantic to dream. to fantasize. that maybe they could experience an extraordinary love like it is portrayed in films or described in songs. so naturally, as a hopeless romantic yourself, you werenāt any different. you just wanted to experience loveāto be loved.
then again, liking someone does count as experiencing romance in a sense. admiring someone with traits the public doesnāt really notice isā¦ rare. but thatās how it always went with you. though you wouldnāt really say that you actually acted upon your feelings, they're usually be gone once that person has stepped out of the current environment youāre in.
thatās how it was before.
vice captain hoshina was a respectable man. he is talented, and he sure as hell knows it. as the ton put it, you and the vice captain had a strange relationshipānobody really knows what to call you two. as the secondary leader of operations and okonogiās assistant, it was only natural to be in the presence of the vice captain most of the time. but thereās just something different when it comes to how you two treated each other.
from flirtatious remarks and confusing gestures that you arenāt sure if youāre supposed to interpret as romantic, just what were you to the vice captain? youāve observed long enough that he only does this to you. though you donāt really hate it. in fact, you like it that heās only like that to youābut you werenāt supposed to like him, you swear! but honestly speaking, how could you not? you had plenty of reasons to like the vice captain in that way. you just pray that no one has really noticed it.
however, okonogi wasnāt stupid. she gets praised for her analytical skills for a reason and you wish she didnāt have to use those skills when it came to your romantic interest in the vice captain of all things. she promised to keep it a secret, though, and keeping secrets is a thing okonogi was really good at (to your surprise).
ā ā ā ā ā ā ā āĀ
the first time hoshina denied his feelings for you was when he overheard some rookies talking about you.
ā(l/n) is such a blessing to the third division, donāt you think?ā one said as the other hummed in agreement. āi know, right? theyāre so nice! did you know that they helped me once? they gave me tips on what i should do to enhance my combat power for my fighting style; it was really helpful too!ā the rookie beamed. hoshina had an unsettling feeling churning inside of him as he eavesdropped on the conversation. but he quickly shook it off, thinking that he probably ate something funny earlier.
but why hasnāt he received such treatment from you? you were closer to him than some rookies, right?Ā
right?
wait, what the hell is wrong with me? hoshina thinks, snapping out of his earlier thoughts. he was not jealous of some rookies. those were just rookies, for christās sake! hoshina walks away, only to be greeted by the sight of you and ikaruga talking this time.
āthanks again for the film recommendation the other day, (l/n). i didnāt expect to enjoy it so muchāyou were completely right! it did suit my preferences,ā he excitedly says. hoshina watches silently, observing everything in detail. and one thing he notices is that ikaruga is standing close to youāway too close than he preferred.
āreally? iām glad you liked them, ikaruga. feel free to ask for more film recs when youāre free.ā you laughed at his enthusiasm. ikaruga had always been a fun person to converse with, in your opinion. and you two bonded over films! but it was really nothing more than that. āwill definitely do!ā he replies, giving you a two finger wave as he excuses himself.
he was definitely not jealous. why would he be jealous in the first place? you two were just friends.
and friends donāt get jealous like this.
ā ā ā ā ā ā ā āĀ
the second time was when he was undergoing recovery after the whole fiasco of the tachikawa base raid. everyone was exhausted. it was fortunate that the third division didnāt get any casualties during the incident; the majority of the troops were only injured for the most part. soshiro was counted among the severely injured troops but he doesnāt regret it one bit.
or so he thought.
soshiro wakes up slowly, blinking and squirting his eyes at the sudden brightness of the light above him. he felt a weight on the side of his bed when he tried to get up, as if something (or someone) was pressing down on the blanket. looking down, he wouldnāt mistake your hair for anyone else. he knew it was you with just a glance.
and there you were, sleeping softly on the side of hoshina soshiroās bed. soshiro takes note of your appearance that he could see right nowāwhich was really just your messy hair. he gets up, making sure that you donāt wake up. it is likely that the operation has not had much sleep up to this point, which is why you ended up sleeping in his hospital room of all places.
he feels bad. a hand slowly reaches out to your head, stroking it ever so gently. if he were to be honest, he was worried for he operations team during the attack. he recalls regularly checking in to see if things were okay on your end, and you kept reassuring him that everyone was unscathed. his other hand reaches out to his phone on his bedside, checking to see if he missed anything. he was unconscious until now, he thinks. and the text from okonogi just confirmed all of his suspicions.
youāre probably still unconscious by the time i sent this, but theyāve been there every day since you got admitted.Ā
thatās all the message contained. soshiro glances at you again, a soft smile tugging on his lips. he doesnāt get why okonogi felt the need to send him that text, but the thought of you waiting for him to be conscious again made him feelā¦ warm inside. but it all went away as he pulled back his hand from your head as you stirred awake. you raised your head, adjusting yourself to be in a more comfortable position as you rubbed your eyes with your knuckles.Ā
shock was an understatement when you realized that he was finally awake.
āvice captain! iāsorry, i didnāt mean to sleep on your bed. wait, are you okay? does anything hurt?ā he just stared at your eyes, trying to process something. shock was still present in your eyes, and relief was mixed in them too. you noticed him not answering anything you said. worried that he might be suffering from some aftereffects, you asked him again. āuhmā¦ vice captain hoshina?ā
he snaps out of it as soon as he hears his name. āsorry, i was just thinking. what were you saying?ā
āerā¦ is there something on my face? youāve been staring at my face the whole time since i woke upā¦ā
hoshina blinks once. twice. then thrice. before he focuses his gaze on something else, looking away from you. you held back a laugh at the sight of red tinting his ears as he apologized for his actions.Ā
āiām glad youāre alright, vice captain.ā
hoshina freezes. he didnāt expect those words to have a bigger impact on him than they do now. but this is all natural, isnāt it? friends worry about each other. friends wish and hope that the other is okay.
yet why does he feel bitter when he labels this as something that friendsāno, snap out of it. he thinks.
āiām glad youāre alright too.ā
ā ā ā ā ā ā ā āĀ
the third time was when you were sent to work to the first division of all places. he was completely against it, of course, but he doesnāt have any concrete reason to actually protest against it.Ā
it was quite boring to not have you there. he didnāt really have anyone to disturb anymore. and the sudden change in the vice captainās demeanor doesnāt go unnoticed by the platoon leaders. sure, he still had the same toothy grin on his lips, with his fang peeking out ever so often but deep down, you canāt really point out if it was genuine.
after all, hoshina soshiro was good at concealing his emotions and thoughts.
but then again, okonogi wasnāt stupid. it pains her to be the one whoās stuck between the vice captain and her subordinate. soshiro was the same as the night he didnāt get to neutralize kaiju no. 8 back then. shoulder slumped, arms crossed, a slight pout on his lips, and an expression that clearly stated he was pondering about somethingāor perhaps someone?
āyou miss them, donāt you?ā okonogi suddenly asks as she organizes the paperwork in front of her. working with hoshina when it came to paperwork wasnāt really new, except for this time because you would also be present in times like these. āmiss who?ā he decided to play dumb (or is the right term indenial?)
āplease donāt make me spell it out for you, vice captain.ā she replied, pushing up her glasses.
hoshina doesnāt reply, zoning out as he thinks about okonogiās words. well, it wasnāt really false that your sudden absence had changed things in the vice captainās usual routine. he doesnāt see you making a cup of coffee after he finishes training in the middle of the night. nor does he see you drowning yourself in research at the library when youāre not in the operations room, where soshiro would personally lend you a hand and provide his own insights on whatever youāre researching.
oh.Ā
oh.
he does miss you.
but thatās just normal, right? friends miss each other. and friends tend to leave sometimes but they will always come back when the time is right. however, the head of operations for the third division didnāt have to be some kind of genius to put two and two together.Ā
the vice captain has some sort of interest in you as well; he just hasnāt realized it himself.
ā ā ā ā ā ā ā āĀ
the day you returned from the first division was the day everything went back to normal for soshiro.
it was currently a quarter after one in the morning, and he had just finished his training. he ended up going more overtime than usual, but if he hadn't, he probably wouldāve missed the open door to the library at this hour. and of course, being the ever so curious man he is, he takes a peek in.
and again, there you were. but this time, you were drowning yourself again in research. your hair was a bit messy, and the eyebags doesnāt go unnoticed by him. yet in spite of that, soshiro still found your appearance to be lovely. maybe it was just the fatigue from his training, or perhaps itās the thought of you being so determined in your work that sparked such a thought in him.
regardless of what the reason actually was, soshiro found your appearance lovely despite it all.
āyou should head to bed soon.ā he says, approaching the table you were currently working on. you looked up, surprised to see him awake at this hour. but you put your focus back on your work, not even giving him a second glanceāwhich surprised the vice captain. he reads on whatever you were working on, noticing that they were mostly reports of kaiju no. 9.Ā
āresearching on kaiju no. 9, i see. need a hand?ā
āthereās just something off about him and i canāt put my finger on it. also thanks, but no thanks. i can handle this myself, vice captain.ā
āitās almost two in the morning, are you sure about that?ā
he didnāt quite catch on to what your reply was, but he was positive that you just declined his offer either way. hoshina decides to pull up the chair beside you and grab the small stack of reports in front of you. he rotates the lamp a bit in his direction, but just enough to leave some light for you to read as well if you needed to.
you sigh at him. āvice captain, you really donāt have toāā
ābut i want to. itās the least i could do.ā
truth be told, you really canāt bring yourself to be in the presence of the vice captain now. everything was just confusing. you were aware that the vice captain doesnāt really like paperwork in general (who even likes paperwork in the first place?) but you donāt get why heās so insistent on helping you every time he finds you here.Ā Ā
you donāt get why he likes your company so much. you considered yourself to be plain, a bit mundane for someone to actually spend some time with. especially when your interests donāt really spark any others for the most part.Ā
and while you may be a hopeless romantic, you werenāt foolish. even if you like the vice captain whoās currently making an effort to help you with your work, heās just way out of your league. heās too high to reach, and you were sure as hell that he would never actually look at you in that way. not now, not ever.
but why? why does a part of you keep saying that maybe he does? he wouldnāt do all of that if he didnāt actually look at you in that way, right? hope is a dangerous thing for someone who doesnāt know how to stop. for someone like you who refuses to give up on most occasions. it was stupid. foolish. naive.
not now, not ever would hoshina soshiro actually look at you that way.
āvice captain, please get some rest.ā
āi could say the same to you.ā
god, why is this man so stubborn? is he not tired from all the late night training he does? you thought, slowly getting frustrated. hoshina tells you his observations based on the reports in his hands and shares his hypothesis on the matter. he had some valid points and heās lending a great hand at the moment. but frustration was just getting the best of you at the moment from your numerous trains of thought.
āthe fact that he can adapt so easily is scary in itself. and the recent report of him breaking in the operations room in the first division states thatāā
āwhy are you doing this?ā you cut him off.
hoshina stares at you, dumbfounded at your question. he opens his mouth to answer, but no words actually come out of him. he chuckles bitterly in his mind. soshiro would like an answer to that question as well. but then it dawned on him. every flashed across his mind in seconds, and he finally realized it.
yet the result of that still scared him.
he was in love. hoshina soshiro is in loveāwith you nonetheless. the person he swore was just a friend. it took him quite a while to realize it, always being in denial that it was just normal for friends to act the way you two were. but he was in love. and that scared him. because what is he supposed to do when he finally realizes that you have consumed him? he never wanted this to happen, not in a million years.
but perhaps he was in love with you long before he started tripping along the lines of being friends and something more.
why are you doing this? your question echoed in his head. because i love you, he swallows back down his throat. he canāt say it. thereās no way things would work out. he could die any day and heād rather not see you miserable because of his death. it would be better if you found someone elseābut how ironic. he couldnāt really handle the thought of you being with someone else in the first place.
why are you doing this? your question echoes again. ābecause i love you.ā he finally says, hesitant even. hesitant to know what youāre reaction was going to be. your eyes went wide at the sudden confession, and hoshina was certain that you wouldnāt believe him (well, he couldnāt really believe it either). āyouāre kidding me,ā you replied.
āiām not.ā
and surely enough, the look on the vice captainās eyes said it all. he was dead serious. "i... why?ā it's ten past two in the fucking morning, and you were too scared to accept that all of this was occurring right now, so you were afraid to ask. you were too scared to just randomly wake up and realize that maybe it was all a dream. too scared to believe that your feelings are being reciprocated.
ābecause youāre differentādifferent to me, if that makes sense. itās like you have this effect when it comes to me. food tastes better whenever i share a meal with you; my day just feels more peaceful whenever i get to see youāre doing fine, and i realized that maybe i havenāt actually looked at you like a friend or coworker for as long as i can remember; i was just too stupid to realize it earlier.ā he avoids his gaze for a moment before looking at you again.
āi love you. i want you to look at me and love me too. weāve come too far to turn back. iām already too deep into you.ā
you were speechless.Ā
he loves you. he loves you. he loves you. it repeated like some sort of chant inside of your head as you processed everything. hoshina soshiro loves you backāwho wouldāve thought? you hadnāt realized that he was sitting so close to you. the tension was so thick, but you easily cut it down as you started with your response.
āyouāre an amazing man, vice captain, and i truly cannot grasp how you could feel such feelings towards me, but i love you too.ā you could see hoshina jump in his seat in shock at your confession, but you continued. āi love you in ways you have never been loved, for reasons that you may not have been told, for longer than you think you deserve and with more than you will ever know existed inside of me. yet i canāt help but still wonderā¦ how? why? wait no, why was already answeredāā
he chuckles at you. stopping you with your words. āwhatās so funny?ā you pouted at him. āitās nothing. i just canāt believe that weāre seriously having this moment at two in the morning.ā
āsorry, i think that may have been on my part. i kind of snapped there because i was just soā¦ confused.ā
āconfused?ā
āyeah, confused if weāve crossed the line between friends or lovers without actually realizing it. crazy, right?ā
hoshina moves a bit closer to you, making the distance between the two of you smaller than before. he puts his forehead against yours. ānot really, but i look at you, and i just love you, and it terrifies me. it terrifies me what i would do for you. iām in love but iām also terrifiedāthatās what i think is crazy.ā
āthen letās be terrified together,ā you whispered to him.
a soft laugh leaves his lips this time. āi like the sound of that.ā he whispers back.
he loves you.
and you love him back.
thatās all what matters.
love, in general, can make you feel all sorts of things. joy, confusion, anger, fear, and many more. it can also make you do all sorts of things. it can make you do things you never really imagined doing for or with someone in the first place. it tends to be irrationalāridiculous, even. but the thought of doing all of it for the person you care most about? you finally realized thatās simply what love is all about for you.
to love is something you truly cannot name.
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a/n: sorry for not posting yesterday y'all i was running on no sleep but im back !!! thank you to @rummy-cubex0 for the request
Darry Curtis:
Its very rare that Darry ever gets the time to slow down, so when he does and its just the two of you together, it feels like a rare moment. At the end of a long day, sometimes all he needs is to wind down and hold you in his arms.Ā
His arms are always strong and secure when theyāre around you, and heāll always bring an air of safety whenever heās cuddling you. He absolutely loves when you rest your head on his chest, his hand tracing absentminded patterns on your back and playing with your hair.Ā
If he falls asleep, you can best believe he does not let go of you. Itās comforting to him to know youāre there and eases his worries knowing that youāre safe with him.
Sodapop Curtis:
Soda is the most affectionate person ever, so heās more than happy to cuddle with you anytime, anywhere. He loves to face you when cuddling, his arms draped around you whilst he studies every single one of your features and peppers little kisses all over your cheeks and forehead.Ā
Sometimes, heāll randomly just pull you into hugs because he feels like it, and it brings him a sense of security that he canāt quite explain. Having you close to him is incredibly grounding and helps him to wind down when heās on an energy high.
He loves falling asleep tangled with you, his head resting on your shoulder and your hand in his hair.
Ponyboy Curtis:
Pony can get a little shy about cuddling at first, but once heās gotten comfortable and relaxed a little, he will start to loosen up. He enjoys lying on his side whilst looking at you, your hands laced together as he talks about the most random things. Thereās something comforting about knowing youāre there, listening to him, that helps him calm down at night.
Sometimes, heāll lay his head on your chest whilst reading, letting you play with his hair. If heās had a bad day, heāll probably just want you to hold him and tell him everything is going to be okay until he eventually falls asleep in your arms.Ā
Johnny Cade:
Johnny absolutely adores cuddling with you as it brings him so much comfort. Heās incredibly touch-starved, so at first he might be a little hesitant, but it won't take him long to get used to it, and soon it becomes something he craves.
He loves just curling up against you, and youāll always feel him melt in your hold, his head resting on your shoulder. If heās ever feeling anxious, sometimes all he wants is to hold you, the ideit, that heās got you there by his side enough to ground him and bring him back to the present. Heāll bury his face in your neck and just breathe deeply until you both drift off.
Dallas Winston:
Dally will always act like he hates cuddling; it makes him look soft, and heās anything but. However, he secretly enjoys it, and having you close by always helps him to relax. Most of the times, cuddles with him happen when heās half-asleep and not consciously aware of his actions. Heāll drape an arm around your middle and pull you close, pressing lazy kisses to your neck, jaw, and shoulders.Ā
If you try to leave, heāll grumble and tighten his hold on you, pulling you back to him, but if you ever bring it up, heāll deny it and just say it was your idea. When heās having a bad day, he loves having you in his lapāhe wont say anything, just resting his forehead against your shoulder as you play with his hair.
Steve Randle:
Steve will tackle you onto the couch for a cuddle, wrapping his arms around you and covering you with kisses. He loves holding you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder, and just talking in a hushed voice.
If youāre both watching a movie or something, heāll sit you in his lap and play with your hair, letting you rest against his chest. He just loves having you close to him, mumbling little half-asleep words as the two of you drift off.Ā
Two-Bit Mathews:
Two loves cuddling with you and will probably state that its his favourite thing to do ever. He isnāt subtle about it either; heāll just straight up flop on you, pulling you into a tight hug. Heāll tell dumb stories while the two of you are tangled together.
If you try to get up and move, heāll sigh dramatically and pout until you come back. It never takes him long to fall asleep when youāre around.Ā
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HIII I kinda suck at writing so maybe you could take my idea and use your amazing writing skills and make something of it? (Only if you want ofc!!) hear me out yk how Spencer rambles about random facts and everything at the bau imagine if he had a partner (was a profiler as well) and that knew a lot about musics or movies and would ramble about it to him?
Ignore this if it sounds stupid š
rambles | s. reid
summary: you talk a lot, spencer doesn't mind.
pairing: spencer reid x reader
warnings: okay so idk if this counts as gn!reader?? but reader wears a dress lol. drinking, and again my terrible english,, lmk if i missed anything!
a/n: hey beautiful!! this deffo does not sound stupid i had fun writing it but this is so bad im sorry i didn't do u justice *crying emoji* also im so sorry this took me forever to finish LMAOOO
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YOU CAN FEEL it.
In your spine, in your ears. The songās quiet but it had you in its grip, tight and firmāmusicās always been like that to you. It didnāt matter if it was Hendrix, Queen or even Chopin; it has always been the one thing to make you stop dead at your feet. Itās a feeling you canāt quite put your finger on. There wasnāt a word in the English language that could possibly describe how it made you feel. Perhaps, you think humorously, you ought to learn another language, or two.Ā
Youāre wearing this dress. This sweet, white silk thing that sweeps against your knees each time you take a step. The taste of expensive wine sits against your lips, lingering. The glass rests idly around your hand and your grip is careful. Expensive red wine and a cheap dress don't usually mix well together.Ā
āYou okay?āĀ
You smile, teeth and all. Spencer whoās found his place next to you, furrows his eyebrows worry painted against his soft features. He looks tired. But heās here, with the rest of the team; he always is.
āFine,ā you say, blasĆ©. āYou, Dr. Reid?ā
His eyebrows raise slightly, āYeah, fine.ā then, ānice dress.ā Itās a small whisper.Ā
You brush your tongue against the wine on your lips. The comment catches you off guardāespecially when heās dressed like this and looks at you like that. So, all that leaves your wine-stained lips is a small: āOh.ā then, because you remember your manners you say, āThank you.ā
The song changes, and Spencer smiles, āThe songsāā he says ātheyāre nice.ā
āIāā You stop yourself from rambling because really, theyāre more than nice. Itās Elle Fitzgerald. SheāsāHer voice, her instrument is clear as a bell, with diction thatās almost impossible to misunderstand. Her rhythm isā well itās, you can set her as the metronome for her own band. Which, well, isnāt exactly easy to do. The way sheās able to scoop and bend her pitches with such precision is, beyond, nice. So the song, really itās, more than nice, itās a masterpiece itāsā
āUh, yeah, sānice.ā you pause, āMore than nice, really.ā
Spencer smiles, amused, āMore than nice?ā he echoes.
You clear your throat, āItā yeah. I mean, itās Fitzgerald, you knowā¦ā
āI donāt know,ā he says simply.
Figures, you think. āNo, yeah. Sheās, like, got this tone in her voice, you know? And itās like sheās the one leading the bandā with the rhythm, I mean. As in like, instead of the drummer, which isnāt exactly easy to do. You know, actually, some people say she ā sheās got the voice of an angel. Or something along the lines; canāt really remember andāā you pause, slightly embarrassed at how much youāve been talking.
āEr, sorry,ā you mumble sheepishly. The edge of your shoes had suddenly become increasingly interesting. ādidnāt mean to go on a tangent.ā
Spencer kisses his teeth, and you look up to find him grinning. āNo, uh,ā he scratches the edge of his eyebrow. āYou donāt need to apologize for talking about something you like.ā He seems to think about his next words as he brushes his hand against your arm. It sends a shiver that lingers longer than the touch itself. Spencer Reid could be so cruel sometimes.Ā
āI love listening to you talk.ā
Your dress ends up wine-stained, anyway.
as usual my inbox is always open for requests (or just to talk lol) but it will take 192374 years to actually finish it,, reblogs are soo appreciated !! (u guys r always so kind idk why im asking for them) so is feedback btw!! (despretely in need of some)
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Sorry this request might be a little weird; Im gonna try and word it best I can. Can you do something with Alastor and the reader, who very slowly and maybe unintentionally became friends; where Alastor confesses his feelings and how much he cares for the reader... But the reader doesnt take him seriously? The reader basically doesnt think he is actually interested in dating them. The reader thinks its a joke, he is just trying to use them, or otherwise just trying to get something out of them. Not in like a distrustful way either. The reader has the attitude of 'oh yeah. The great radio demon who has girls falling at his feet and can get ANYONE he wants is interested in me? Right, good one.' Like its a self-esteem/self-worth thing stopping them from believing him. Oh and this is for Hazbin Hotel obviously, but just in case I had to say it.
Please Please Please~
(This honestly was me projecting because this is me anytime someone shows interest in me. I have horrible self-esteem issues lol)
When you woke in hell, you thought nothing of it, really. You did some good, and you sure did some bad, so maybe this was exactly where you were always supposed to be. You had no anger or frustration about your placement because you simply couldnāt care enough. Heaven or hell, you probably would still be fighting for something. If anything, you hoped you would just fall asleep in death, but where would the fun in that be?
Upon your arrival, a few things became quite clear: 1. It was a dog-eat-dog world here in hell, so be prepared for anything. 2. The more souls you own, the more powerful you are, so start making some friends to make just as many enemies. 3. You will always be less powerful and popular than the TV head and the Radio Demon.
The only downside is you never got to meet this Radio Demon. He had been missing for seven years, according to the streets, and long gone, but still, he was the talk of countless women and men, especially Vox. This wasnāt a surprise, though; how people explained his rise to power was even more impressive and unique to you. He would one day be a formidable foe if you crossed him, or would he? The last extermination was killer. Half your souls had been killed off, and you were left a lot weaker from an injury caused by angelic steel. A slash was going straight across your back from a poorly-timed dodge. You werenāt bad at fighting; you weren't good at it either. Usually, during exterminations, you would hide at the Veeās tower or another notable place. However, unsurprisingly, you were kicked out after your loud denial of working with the Vees.Ā
Seeking refuge at the next best place, you stumbled upon the Hazbin Hotel. Delirious and in pain, it was indeed just a stumble into the lobby. Upon entering, you saw an excited and concerned blonde chick, someone with a spear, and then all that was left was just redābeautiful crimson red.Ā
Some days had to have passed; you only know this because your wounds were wrapped up, and the calendar in the room you were placed in had days since the extermination marked off. Five days you spent asleep resting and recouping. Though your body was mainly healed, the scar you saw on your back when you stood was anything but attractive. Sighing, you sat on the cold bathroom floor.
You were never much of a beauty in your mind. You were just simply good enough. Sometimes, you could seduce a soul into your clutches, win a soul gambling, and sometimes gain one from fightingāa jack of all trades, master of none. Yet now, your value has significantly decreased with a giant scare running across the expanse of your back. Sighing, you stood once more and decided you would figure out where the hell you were and who was stupidly kind enough to help you.
With your top half fully bandaged, you didnāt think about putting on a shirt. The idea of anything rubbing on your wound annoyed you greatly. So, being mindful of potential others, you walked around carefully, ensuring your bandages were tight. Looking around, it was a reasonably average hotel. Nothing was too crazy about it; it just had some eerie decor at the most.
Rounding the last corner, you found stairs that opened up to the lobby, and dear lord, above did you wish you stayed in your room. A loud, cheerful presence came bombarding you, shouting a hundred questions about your health, your name, and what happened. You almost wanted to retreat into the shadows at how brightly she shone when you agreed to stay at her hotel and take a shot at redemption.
You met the residents quickly after that. It's not like you had much of a choice anyway. Surprisingly, the one you clicked with the most was the famed Alastor, the Radio Demon. How you two clicked was beyond everyone, besides the fact you were cunning and a silver tongue speaker like the man himself. Maybe that is why he found you amusing and watched you work your magic on lulling Husk even into a secure enough place to talk to you.
His lack of asking for your soul surprised you more than anything. Though you knew Charlie had her rules in the hotel, that didnāt dissuade the Deer from making his own choices. You commended him for his poise and regality; you understood why he was the talk of the town even when Vox was trying so hard to be the new it boy. Alastor was handsome in a nonconventional way; he was refined, elegant, and poised. He treated women like a gentlemen and men like they were just one step below him.Ā
You wouldnāt lie to yourself and say you weren't enamored; you liked him a lot from just the first handful of conversations. However, one late night really sealed the nail in your coffin of love for the affamed Overlord. You two were sitting on the lobby chair, the long-forgotten bar, and a nursed bottle of Whiskey between you two. Each new glass only brought you two closer, having a lot of similarities.Ā
You also killed upon your time on earth as a means to protect the ones you cared about and end those who acted foolishly like them. You also died an untimely death at the hands of something out of your control. You were both quick-witted and capable of compelling those around you with your voice and words. The only significant difference was he was an Overlord, a beautiful, attractive overlord. At the same time, you were just a sinner with a few damned souls that saw potential in you.
After that night, you and Alastor grew a lot closer. You would even dare to call him your best friend, knowing that nothing more would ever come of your two relationship past that. Not only was Alastor continuously turning women and men down left and right, but Angel was convinced the man didnāt know what romance or sex was. You couldnāt help but agree with him as every beautiful person who crossed his path was quickly shooed away or disposed of.Ā
As the Adam-led extermination approached, you noticed Alastor took a particular interest in your training. You were opting for him to train you and approve your placement on the battlefield. Your heart soared at his kindness, but you didnāt want to get your hopes up. He didnāt want to lose a like-minded friend, which was all this was. As you all prepared for the event, his sudden and lingering hug was just him being worried about a friend.
You would do and say anything to convince yourself he just saw you as a friend, even as he scolded you for your injuries after the battle. He just cared a lot about his best friend. You were nothing comparative in power and prestige as Alastor was, so he would never see you as more. This was all just a fond kindness he used with Niffty, Roise, and Mimzy. You wouldnāt allow yourself to be a fool and believe anything more would happen.Ā
As your affection grew for the Radio Demon, so did your self-doubt and negative self-esteem. You didnāt want to embarrass yourself like Mimzy, pining after a demon that would never love you. Your nights at the bar became more and more apparent enough that Husk took to talking to you and trying to help you out. This didnāt go unnoticed by the boss of said man. No, instead, jealousy was brewing inside of him, watching you grow closer to the cat demon. Jealousy that was soon to reach a head.
Alastor was utterly infatuated with you. You were a perfect mix of normalcy and insanity, something he admired dearly. You were not overbearing or clingy like Mimzy, not psychotic and wild like Niffty, and not motherly and borderline insane like Rosie. No, you were a perfect combination of what he loved in all his dear friends. Thatās all you were right, a dear friend. It didnāt help that you stopped spending time with him and hanging around Husk; he grew irate.Ā
He needed help and fast; who better to turn to than his motherly companion, Rosie? Wanting to get you out of Husk's grasp, though he invited you along on the trip. It was pleasant. You wrapped around his arm as he led you through the streets, up until cannibal town people cowering at your feet. Once in cannibal town, though, the women came flocking. He was used to this, declining, pushing people away, and even allowing his shadows a meal or two. However, the frown on your face was the least of his expectations. He hadnāt long to question it before you two arrived at Rosieās Emporium.Ā
As you two entered, you were immediately enamored with all of the goods Rosie had sold. Once quick introductions were out of the way, Alastor approached the side table to speak with his friend while you looked around more. His worries and fears were confirmed, though; he was, in fact, in love with you. Alastor wasnāt one to skimp on charm; he was a gentleman who would court you properly.Ā
After your visit to Rosies, you noticed a new change in Alastor. He was quite literally everywhere you were. You couldnāt get far without him complimenting you, giving you a gift, or asking you to accompany him on errands. You figured that your time secluding and hanging out with Husk might have made him think you didnāt want to be friends anymore. So, with a smile, you welcomed this change and stuck through it. Why not accept his doting behavior before he finally broke your heart and said he didnāt like dating or got a partner?Ā
This went on for months. The lingering touches, longer hugs, late-night talks, gifts galore, and, most importantly, him letting his guard down around you made you feel special. According to Husk, he hasn't done this with any of his other close friends. This made you almost hope that there was something more. Alastor had countless options, though, so of course, he would never choose you. Why would you allow him to embarrass you like that?Ā
After six months of pursuing you, Alastor believed he had amply courted you. He had enlisted the help of Charlie and Vaggie to set up the lobby so he could ask you to be his officially. The room was perfect: low lighting, candles, your favorite flowers, and food placed out. All that was missing was you there on his arm. He knew it was perfect for you, everything to your heart's desire.Ā
You were in shock as you entered the lobby after an impromptu errand Charlie needed to be done. You couldnāt even begin to understand what was going on. As you walked in, you saw Alastor sitting at the table before you, a large smile on his face. You looked at him quizically. āUh, Al, what is all this?ā He looked around awkwardlyāthat was the first time you saw that expression. āWell, Y/N, what does it look like? Of course, it's a date for us, in the hotel's safety.ā You scrunched up your eyebrows, trying to process his words. āA date?ā He seemed to be growing more tense by the moment; he expected you to be happy and excited, and you seemed to like his courting so much. āYes, dear, we have been courting for some time now, which leads me to believe you were ready for a date. Was I mistaken?ā You were taken aback. Are you courting? When did that happen? You looked at Alastor, trying to piece together the puzzles. Could he have liked you all this time? No, there is no way; he had so many options, so many better, less disfigured options. āAl, are you waiting for a different girl? Is this some like practice run for a person you want to date? You shouldnāt play with me like this. Itās not nice.ā Alastor looked genuinely upset, only momentarily before his signature smile returned. āNo, Y/N. This is for you. I have been courting you. Did you not realize my advances towards you? I have been avidly seeking you and you alone out.ā You started to tear up. You wanted to believe him; you did, but it was hard. You werenāt the best; you werenāt the strongest. You had nothing going for you than surviving hell each day. āWhat, no? What do you mean? You canāt mean me. I am nothing, Alastor. I am nothing; I would just be embarrassing you. You are a powerful Overlordāa handsome, sought-after man. I am nothing. I am just here a sinner designed to fight through hell, that is all.ā Alastor began to realize what you were getting at. You didnāt see yourself as being good enough for him. He never learned the toll you put yourself through watching person after person fall to his feet. You were watching him turn them all away and go about his day. You thought he was going to do the same to you. You thought you would never be good enough for him when you have always been what he wanted all along.Ā
āOh, Y/N, no.ā He rushed over to you, holding you close. Even as you fought to push him away, he stayed holding you close until you calmed. āY/N, it has always been you. Yes, I am rough around the edges and have high expectations, but you meet them, Y/N. Can you not see how close and compatible we are since the day you moved in?ā You stilled and listened. Could it be true that he liked you too this whole time? What if this was some sick prank to torture you? You looked up at Alastor, a genuine smile replacing his normal, calculated one. āAlastor, if I agree with this, you won't hurt me, right?ā He sighed and held you close. āI canāt promise not to hurt you; I am an overlord and a selfish creature. However, I promise never to lie, cheat, or steal from you. I choose to love you and you alone, Y/N.ā You smiled brightly and reached up, kissing his lips softly. His arms snaked around your waist as he deepened the kiss, and both of you closed your eyes. You could easily get used to being the top overlord's girl.Ā
Just please, please, please let him prove you wrongā¦
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Hello! New anon here, um, so we have the headcanons for Vox x extravert reader. But what are your headcanons for Vox x introvert reader?
Got me curious :3
Vox x introvert reader!
Warnings!: Non!
Fandom!:Hazbin hotel!
Author note!: AH I WAS WAITING FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS (ā§ā½ā¦) TYSM FOR REQUESTING THIS! Hazbin hotel has my mind running and my hyperfixation on this show is actually wild. IM SO GREATFUL FOR ALL THE REQUESTS TRUELY
Summary!: Vox with a introverted reader!
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First things first, he always makes sure the paparazziās back off. Being with one of the more popular and powerful overloads is definitely going to come with some press!. But donāt worry youāll little head off he can always just zap the equipment or threaten them.
As the show shows us heās one little show off! But as much as heād love to show whatās his and whoās heās with heād keep it private if your uncomfortable with the sudden spot light.
Depending on your personality behind closed doors, like if your more on the calmer side, or on the but more ecstatic side, it will determine what he prefers to do with you!
If your on the calmer heād love to wind down in your arms and just lay for a bit! Maybe put on the latest news. Or show you the good press heās getting for his latest invention. He likes having someone to listen like actually listenļæ¼ as much as he likes having power and using it to scare people. It does effect his daily conversation with people since they want to get one his bad side, so he adores the calm conversations with you! Even if your more a listener then a talker.
Now if you were more on the hyper side behind closed doors, heās gonna be so confused. Where was all this energy when you guys were in the building?! ćļ¼Ā° ā”Ā°ļ¼ć!!
Once you explain your a bit more introverted in-front of people you donāt know. Which he has to admit he gets it to a degree.
Most of the time he handles any social interaction and takes the lead if someone approaches you not that heās jelly of them or anything! Yk that meme where itās like
āThey said no picklesā thatās quite literally you and him
Sometimes holds your hand or links pinkyās with you if your ever feeling a bit overwhelmed by all the workers in the building, or the camera shoved into your face. He hates seeing so stress so he dose his best to figure something out, which he always does!
If your not a busy demon like him and are just with him for most of the day which he will admit in secret he absolutely loves he has your own little space in the three Vs building for you to chill out and not get interrupted. He filled it with whatever you said youād like, even stuff you didnāt tell himā¦ weirdā¦(š§ć^ć)
Sometimes teases you, just because he doesnāt like seeing you upset doesnāt mean heās gonna let you get away that easy!
Like one time him you and the two other Vs were ordering over phone and rang up the place. Before handing you the phone hurriedly as they picked up making you stammer and stumble over your words from surprise. He cracked up over this, now your always alert when he has a phone around youā¦
Heās devious, sometimes he makes you go up and ask for straws or something you always end up getting a bit freaked out only for him to laugh as he calls the waiter himself and does it. Yea heās foul.. -_-
On the brighter note! He always with you in a second if your having trouble with a person and are to nervous to speak up. He dosent mind doin it for you!
Makes you steer clear of the other Val and velvet, their chatter boxes, also he just prefers you to not have to talk to them.
Sometimes he basks in the pure knowledge that your more comfortable with him then others
Overall! He does tease!, he loves the expressions you make!, but in all honesty even with his personality and attuned heās a sweetheart! Does whatever makes you uncomfortable for you!, heās a gentleman after all.
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AHHHH TYSM FOR REQUESTING!!! I LOVED WRITING THIS AND I LOVE SEEING WHAT I CNA DO WITH CONTRASTING HEADCANONS LIKE THESE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! ā ļ½('ā½^äŗŗ)
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