#im probably long to hate this in the morning
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𝔹𝕊𝔻 𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕪 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕪 𝕤/𝕠
[Warnings: nothing.ᐟ✰] [Word count: 435 || 𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂.ᐟ]🍓
°ᡣ𐭩ft. chuuya, jouno, akutagawa
sfw. hcs
ℂ𝕙𝕦𝕦𝕪𝕒
lowkey loves this shit
lets you cling to him for however long you want
grumbles the whole time but only pretends to hate it
isn't a huge fan of pda tho
this is a port mafia executive we're talking about, he has his social image he needs to reinforce
in private, tho? cuddles u riiiiight back
yes please use him as your portable heater
y'all just waste the whole morning cuddling in bed (=⩊=)
loves how he doesn't have to ask for physical affection, u just jump him at the most random times
you two balance each other perfectly, he needs the reassurance that you're not gonna leave, you get your recharge
9/10, he doesn't mind a clingy s/o one bit 🥺
𝕁𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕠
mildly uncomfortable at first???
like his super heightened senses isn't a big fan of it
(if he's feeling especially mean he would use his ability to escape u, wow rude)
def. protective if u cling to him because of insecurity reasons tho
NOT a fan of pda
he is a hunting dog after all
absolutely isn't used to being touched at all :,)
appears unaffected but secretly appreciates how u don't hide ur affections
probably gets used to you after a while
will return your hugs in private + eventually learn to love your physical display of affections omg
and when he does?? he's EXCELLENT at cuddling☝
7/10.ᐟ.ᐟ loves u too much to hate it
𝔸𝕜𝕦𝕥𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕨𝕒
my touch-deprived baby omg
will accidentally smack u with rashoumon the first time u try to hug him, pls be ready to dodge
bro be standing there stiffly with his hands at his sides the whole time 😭
has 0 idea what to do
unsure whether he likes it or not
please be gentle when touching him in any way 🙏 we all know this boy's got some serious trauma
if he says some harsh stuff don't take it seriously, bro just really doesn't know how to act
probably likes to hold hands with u tho.ᐟ.ᐟ
yall dont smack me for this but it's probably going to take months for him to even hug u back willingly
5/10...*might learn how to one day..maybe
a/n: i had way too much fun writing this lmao ,, but y'all the brainrot's seriously getting me...anyways requests are always open!! its been like a week and im already out of good ideas 😭
𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾.ᐟ ʚ🍓ɞ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢs + ʟɪᴋᴇs ʜɪɢʜʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇᴅ
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#bsd#chuuya x reader#bsd hcs#bsd fanfic#jouno x reader#akutagawa x reader#bsd x gender neutral reader#bsd x y/n#bsd fluff#fluff#bungo stray dogs#chuuya hcs#jounohcs
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quick sketch bc i cannot get them out of my HEAD
pov ur 2 seconds away from losing ur shit and u can’t get ur nasty fucking coworker out of ur head
edit: i did a better job drawing this traditionally :’) check it out here!!
#im probably long to hate this in the morning#oh well#im combating art block#and like 27 mental illnesses#anyway#mark hoffman#peter strahm#coffinshipping#saw#sawposting#saw fanart
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you guys i love college so much
#i hate assignments.#BUT LIKE HOLY SHIT I THANK GOD EVERY DAY THAT IM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL#im an adult who is alive and has a life and does things as an adult and gets treated as an adult and i get to pick my own classes and#i can buy myself things if i want to.... and im active in my club and we're going to travel to another school to compete#I GET TO TRAVEL TO ANOTHER SCHOOL TO COMPETE AND HAVE A TEAM BONDING THING AND DO LONG ROAD TRIPS ABOUT IT#AND MY SPORT OF CHOICE IS LITERALLY LYING#IM IN MOCK TRIAL CLUB AS A WITNESS. I SIT AROUND COMFORTABLY AND WATCH THE LAWYERS DO THEIR THING AND THEN I SOUND SYMPATHETIC ON STAND#ITS SO#it's really fun.#and also i get along with my siblings so much better now that i dont live with them#im not getting mad at my sister all the time just because she Makes Sounds. im not getting annoyed with my brother for being argumentative#we just. hang out.#(frequently lmao)#and my mom and i keep going out to eat#and i visit my dad for lunch most weeks#and we all HANG OUT#and . fuck. i love life#and being an adult who gets to live it#and COLLEGE#next semester im going to take a couese on Detective Fiction#and probably get a job or internship to fuel my spending addiction 🤑💰#💸!!!#* AND MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. WOW. FUCK. ITS ALL UP TO ME#AND I DONT HAVE TO GET UP EARLY EVERY MORNING#AAAAAA#my grades aren't fantastic. right. i know they're not. but im not failing any classes. and i get along w my professors.#i like econ a lot more than i expected to
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I JUST CUT MY HAIR
#ITS NOW A BOB#AAAAAAAAAA#haven't had my hair this short since i was like. in year 3#my friend and i coincidentally texted each other at the same time that we were going to cut our hair#probably because i've been gojng on about it for SO long#im either going to love it or hate it tomorrow morning#but Yeah
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its so funny how being stuck in an airport for the last six hours has actually cured my writers block for the current chapter of amicus curiae im working on. feeling a lot more hopeful that ill knock out those last three chapters soon! and boy oh boy are they gonna be a doozy
#amicus curiae#genuinely i think its so funny that ive been stuck on chapter 23 for months and i just had to park my ass in an almost empty gate#(with my computer carefully angled so nobody else here knows im writing total drama fanfiction)#to get myself unstuck and actually write a chapter that is deliciously angsty and slaps so hard honestly i went from hating this chapter to#being proud of it yay!!#was really not excited for this long layover but i guess the airport alliance was a prophecy that i needed an airport to keep writing this#fic. that probably makes no sense. ive been up since like 4 in the morning wheeeeeeee
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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seeing posts ab waiting for Hours in voting lines.... ill be there the whole time baby!
#3 4 5 hour lines. charging my phone bringing my airpods and poppin a squat we're here for the long run folks#so if im uber online tmrw morning just know. im voting baby#im worried theres gonna be LONGGGG ass lines bc im in a bigger city now but. itll probably be fine anyway#also just scared in general bc its a new city. ugh i hate anxiety#talk tag#oh fuck 8 have an interview at 3:30 tho..... guess im going early!
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of course i start breaking out as soon as pictures are right around the corner, why wouldnt i?
#i fucking hate my skin#at least my period will have ended by then so i can wear something cute without worrying#i have a cute sundress im gonna wear#i still need to figure out my makeup tho :(#and my hair :((#i have a few ideas and its in the late morning so i think ill have time to do it#as long as i wake up around 7 or 8 to give myself time#probably 7#boredbeestalk#i wanna cry
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#its 3 33 in the goddamn morning i have spent too long away from the radiation poison present in odas writing so now im being tormented by#how good a character 3ji actually is#LIKE . DID HE HAVE TO GET ALL THE GOOD MOTIFS .#THE OCEAN . FOOD IN GENERAL . CARING THROUGH COOKING FEEDING AND HUNGRR . FUCK OFFFF DIEEEEEE#im not writing a whole essay others probably did it already just imagjne me throwing rocks at the tv#luffy’s trauma tearing itself a new one in wci . ugh . i hate that arc <-(blatant lie) explode i never shut up about it#ok WHATEVER im sleeping for real now <-(also a lje)#solar-talks
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Cozy muffin 😻
#pearl#cat mama hours#for someone with a built in fur collar she seems to require many cuddles and warm blankets lately#she's been napping in one position or another for nearly three hours already#and we started our morning before breakfast with her just chilling in my arms for half an hour#which is a long time for both of us to tolerate that#im debating lunch but hate to wake her#and this position hurts#so i probably will ruin her nap soon#sorry in advance bby
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what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i haven’t literally been doing it since age 13 but because it’s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if it’s downhill from here?
#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down#anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and I’m ✨scared✨#technically it’s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour#and honestly I’m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesn’t open until 10#but like fuck if I’m gonna try to make food here#I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and I’m exhausted#I’ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of#the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. that’s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin#but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a#shit ton and in the sun#oh and my roommates must’ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didn’t get up but it did#mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was#closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer#anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao#i think it’s cause I’m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? it’s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off#quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao#boom blogs high
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#periodical life updates#HUH. OKAY. MANY THINGS OF NOTE. things im not excited for first!!#im going to go into coding now because my parents want me to so whatever i guess!! i think coding is cool anyway and im willing to learn#its such a vague job. my sister recommends front end web development. i still dont know. i guess i'll look into it. gwuah.#registered for classes and now im just waiting for them to start. i dont know if i can do four classes. ive tried and failed before.#but im grown now. classes should be simple. i should be fine. i have to finish this soon.#im going to the dentists soon and as much as i hate toothaches i HATE THE DENTISTS i hate them im so scared of them u-u <33#i probably need a lot of fillings and sht and im not hype about it. i hate the dentists but i know my teeth will hurt bad so i will go ughh#im tired and i need to cook spaghetti soon and life is currently so up in the air right now. i have things i want to queue but everytime i#go look at my drafts i just close the tab again guhhh. okay lets talk about other things now.#changed my profile pic!! its so cute i love my orange pattern shirt <3 daily eca is posted and that ones cute too <3#im excited for the pjsk pop in my heart event; ive been waiting for a four star emu for so long and nicori smile survey is a fun song <3#the valentines day one has such a cute emu too and the white day event has a knight tsukasa which i ADORE <3 knights are so my aesthetic#got to say good morning to darling and eros today <33 might make an oc for a friend on twitter's oc storyline which is fun <3#finished some things up yesterday that i dont have to deal with anymore.#im trying. im trying really hard. we'll get there eventually. *sighs*#napping now maybe. i love you <3
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BEDTIME!! who knew that missing like 3 hours of school would make me MORE productive lmao... feeling good :D and so fucking sleepy oh my God
#nightmare.personal#can we start a manifestation chain (not a literal chain) that my body stops hating me by like saturday morning#ideally i'd like to not suffer tomorrow but so long as im mentally with it i can probably make it through this week#i just have to grind like crazy but i made some plans and accomodations for myself#saturday is prom though and i'm presumably not going to be fully mentally there so i would like to not have a period also#but we'll see. for now i'm gonna speedrun everything i need to do pre sleepies so i can maximize sleepies#GN ILY
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i know the year isnt over but im already trying to figure out what my new years resolutions should be so I can plan. and actually do them (I did nottt do them all this year and ik like 2 of them were unrealistic but it makes me Sad) now that I have a car which was kind of my Big One for this year. i found a place in town that has sewing/clothes making classes and ive always wanted a sewing machine but also hesitated buying one bc what if I do it wrong and Break It and i spent So Much money on it :( they also offer art classes and ive never taken formal classes so...I might perhaps...look into that tomorrow more (they dont have prices on the website so id have to stop and ask so i know how much to save + if they would be willing to teach me on whatever machine I end up buying, or if they have ones there, but i do want to buy one at some point, maybe as an xmas gift or bday for myself) I think that would be a really cool thing to try !!
#i HAVE made clothes before/customized them but hand sewing takes SOOO LONG#also for the actual art classes..i mean stuff like Painting Painting#i will probably never be able to afford college but cute lil local classes? could be fun...and i could learn new techniques like#Classic Real painting stuff...ooo i want to...but im also kind of anxious abt it#i mean right now i am trying realllllly hard to distract myself im so anxious i could throw up but thats the American El*ction experience#unrelated to my thoughts abt fun classes. but like. truly#i cant even just go to sleep and stop worrying abt it bc im working late#bc i was out all morning and then napped when i got home :( im forcing myself not to check results every 2 seconds. hate it here truly#sanchoyorambles
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oughh it hurts. i miss it so much & i never ever ever thought i would miss it & i never thought it would hurt this much
#thinking about one of the worst times of my life#but i made themost amazing friends and i had the most amazing community#missing something….longing….has to be one of the most painful emotions#i was thinking about somwthing that happened and i realized i couldn’t remember one of my friends names and how i haven’t seen her in so#many years#i hate myself forgetting her name#it sent me into a spiral hence this post#also im drunk as fuck im probably going to delete this in the morning laugh out loud
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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it#its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul#crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to#say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to#let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to#physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill#somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes#energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating#and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make#work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics#so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while#i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation#rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all#the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals#like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too#but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them#if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she#works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology#i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying#at least i get to work with some culturs this week#unrelated
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