#im probably forgetting stuff tbh
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#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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RE4R photo mode with no distance limit: Burning Laboratory (Part 2/2)
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I believe this room was effectively Luis's bedroom, due to the couch and blanket. Most other areas associated with him (his laboratory on the island, the SW plaga research facility) don't have anything suitable for sleeping on, and don't even have blankets anywhere. While there are beds in his childhood home, I think him sleeping there is a lot less likely, due to all the rotting fruit and fish, the holes in the roof, etc. Because of the books in one bed and the mug on the headboard I think it's safe to say he did spend some time in his childhood home and may have even slept there occasionally, but I just can't believe it was where he slept most frequently given the overall state of the house.
Meanwhile the burning laboratory is very obviously a better place to live in, it's structurally sound, no risk of rain coming through the roof, it's clean… you get the point.
↑ Once he reaches the table, he stops moving and stands like that until the player reaches the room (or the timer runs out and he dies…) I found it a little interesting where he stops. Was the medicine in the cabinet behind the couch? Or was it somewhere else he wasn't able to reach so in his panic he just ran as far as he could and gave up at the dead end? (I'm aware the real reason is just that it made sense for him to stop there to wait for the player from a game design perspective, but humor me, I love coming up with in universe explanations for out of universe game design choices, it's more fun.)
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(Please like/reblog if you found this post helpful in any way! Do NOT repost these screenshots without giving credit. I know these posts may seem simple, they're just screenshots, but they actually do involve a lot of time and effort on my part, time spent in photo mode zooming in on every single tiny detail to make sure I haven't missed anything important, as well as all the time sifting through dozens and dozens of screenshots to narrow it down to the 30 I deem most important <3)
#not sure what my next post in this series will be so im open to some input on what to prioritize 👀#i have screenshots for several areas that need organized. luis's island lab mendez's house plaga lab merchant/shooting range#some misc castle/village stuff.... also some more lakeside settlement shots that arent of luis's cabin#probably more areas im forgetting tbh#luis serra#luis serra navarro#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake#re4r#re4#re4make#separate ways#resident evil separate ways
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this joke mightve worked better for dream drop distance in retrospect
#tbh i probably didnt think to do dream drop distance#because i avoid thinking about ddd at all whenever i can#anyways#sorry about the watermark i used tiktok to make it and didnt realize i couldnt save it without it#ig i have a tiktok now#i mean i had one i just didnt post there#but tbh i still forget to post on youtube so#should i make these links accessible? probably#will i? probably not#honestly im not even sure about using tiktok#but i will give it one (1) chance to not suck#but youre not getting anything unique over there#actually youre getting less than my youtube lmao bc i can only really post short videos on tiktok so theres none of my longer stuff#anyways thats it#if this doesnt upload again ill riot#doodles#kingdom hearts#sora#ansem sod#xemnas#xigbar#video#sound on
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hoppity patch notes.. slight upgrade
#i was at 11k 😭#i hate that im addicted to upgrading the employees bc it does not leave me enough funds to buy more things in the shop before i prestige#im at 7.6b/10b and the next accessory i need is 3b#i can either get it next level or save up and get it but wait a bit to prestige#but i feel like i should gun it for prestige ya know#but also buying things in the shop actually gives you more rabbits now...#augh. Strategy :(#tbh i'll probably just get distracted and forget to check in on them for a bit#hasnt happened yet but this is the most likely week for that to happen lmao#maybe i'll finally get back to ttyd#havent gotten very far yet bc it's a bit hard to pick up after work n stuff#since it's story heavy it's a bit of a chore to play when im exhausted and also need to go to bed early for work tomorrow#work isnt usually too bad but this last bit has been rough bc of corporate interference lmao#chat#sb
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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh
hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]
i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..
#snap chats#//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes#might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking#he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ#oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever#first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway#aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO#though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role#daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot#yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does#if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh#and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing#theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line#masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together#if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack#but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral#im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like#'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal#they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together#like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid#so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/
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new cure song !! 2024 good yr for new music !!
#laura jane grace released a shit ton of stuff which has been fun. im sooo hyped about cure.#and tbh the newest linkin park songs are fire.#obviously oasis. yeah. but they havent released anything its ok tho.#other stuff im forgetting probably. yeah dawg
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seems like my only two viable career options in the short term are
a) throwing myself into another difficult situation that will exhaust and isolate me and relying on my stubborn refusal to take care of myself or let myself quit (like i did in college)
or b) taking a few months to get a driver's license and a car and move out so when i get a machinist job i'll actually be able to commute to without slowly killing myself
#tbh id probably pick option a if i hadnt burnt out so completely in my last semester#it's scary to put career stuff on hold because i dont want to lose momentum or forget things#it would be nice if i could start working where i wanted right out of school and that's technically possible but also realistically#...it's only going to make my career prospects worse if i start off on the wrong foot like that#im worried i won't be able to keep myself motivated without burning all my other options and forcing myself to keep moving#but if i cant trust myself to be responsible or believe in the future then i really don't have a reason to live and it was all for nothing
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FOR LIKE. CONTEXT. idiot's guide is broken up into two arcs, arc 1 is... almost done i think. hopefully. there's still kind of a ways to go for arc 2
so essentially i'm thinking about, once i do finish writing and editing arc 1, starting to post those chapters on a once a week schedule. then if i haven't finished arc 2 by the time i run out, i'd take a break from posting until it does get finished. if it is finished by then i'll just continue posting lmaofjdsklfjd
#talk tag#HOPEFULLY THIS MAKES SENSE LMAO#uhhh. idk what else#like okay i knowwwwwww i know i said im waiting and i WILL if thats what the poll says but also#i am very excited for some of the stuff i already have written LMAO#and i feel like posting it and getting like feedback and shit will help motivate me maybe????? idk shrugs#I REALLY REALLY WANT TO SEE PPL FIGURE IT OUT#i like. legit. always forget that ppl dont know as much as me bc its My Fic#and i assumed ppl would know [redacted] only to realize that. its not explicitly stated or even heavily implied. just lightly implied#so it makes sense that ppl Wouldn't know. and now i am very very very very very excited to see when people figure it out LMAO#among other things#yes there are MULTIPLE secrets to be figured out#though one of them i think is probably not. like. i don't think anyone's gonna figure it out until it's Actually Revealed In Text#or very few people anyway#either way i'm excited akl;fjdklsjfd#i looooooove seeing ppls theories whether they're right or wrong tbh
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on the note of you not getting the best grade at DMing (but a good grade at friend!!!) did you ever get around to reading Kay's zero escape fic I don't even remember when I mentioned it but surely I mentioned it to you right did I :0
... also I have been getting a bad grade in getting back into playing rpgs I'm sory 😭
OH SHIT DID I...... I DONT THINK I HAVE..... i swear i remember u mentioning it to me at some point but i mustve just completely forgot after a while im so sorry;; maybe its somewhere in our dms.. ill check for it there after i wake up (< FOR REAL THIS TIME..) but maybe itd be easier if u sent it again just in case? thank u SO much for reminding me bc i would Not have remembered this myself,,
#ik theres a few things i either have yet to read or have yet to like . write down my thoughts on and i dont remember which this one was..#i have a feeling its the former bc i dont even remember anything besides the fact that its a ze fic.. 0(-(#also!! no worries abt getting a bad grade in playing rpgs KXHSKD it wouldnt be as fun if u tried to rush thru it!! play at ur own pace :3#WAIT ON THAT NOTE BEFORE I FORGET THO. do u happen to remember what part of isat ur at. either the act number or#whatever happened last or smth like that. i can probably figure out p easily based on that#(asking specifically so i know what posts i can let escape my drafts so i dont risk spoiling u on something Big)#oh ALSO also. are u open to recieving hints for things . that are both Major Important Secret Stuff and also Super Fricking Missable#hints can range from very vague to just telling u directly#the only reason im asking is bc u probably wouldnt wanna play the game twice just for This One Thing KXHSKS but also its. its so. . yeah.#oh shit i should probably ask kay that at some point too . hm.#oh and by telling u directly i mean telling u how to do the thing that does the thing not just telling u what the actual secret is#if that . made any sense#ANYWAY.#i might look thru our dms before sleeping tbh just to cnfirm its there but im gonna pass out right after either way#TY FOR THE ASK!!!!! :3#ask#mortellanarts
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and unfortunately i am like the equivalent of one of those true crime girlies but like, with white collar crime and corporate scandals. except instead of getting paranoid about random people minding their own business being serial killers coming for me, i just keep telling every tall skinny whiteboy friend about how much financial crime they could get away with if they put on the right posture and confidence.
#is this worse or better. is this worse or better.#they never take me up on it. the whiteboys ive collected tend to be too kind and awkward to do any of this tbh#BUT IMAGINE.....WHAT YOU COULD GET AWAY WITH.....#sorry my dad once told me about a job he was contracted to do to set up some computer equipment for some college#and apparently a day or two later he was contacted because someone just walked in with confidence and stole thousands of dollars of equimen#and they wanted to know if he saw anything. he didnt cause he didnt really work there but apparently it was just some tall skinny white guy#glasses simple short hair probably a plaid button up. it was the 80s. you could do anything if you looked like that. its crazy#maybe my dad should have never told me about that because it like lit a fire in my eyes. im not gonna do any white collar crime i prommy#but lemme tell you. i think about it. all the time HJSKHKDS im too conspicuous but MAN if i was a tall skinny whiteboy.............#and okay the financial ciminal possessing my body aside - i also just get really into this stuff#its my favourite nonfiction stuff to read about. like to get serious for a sec: i wanna see companies get caught is the thing#being into this stuff tho - you will feel a lot of righteous and burning anger about how little these companies end up paying#so many huge life ruining corporate scandals have only just barely started paying out damages to victims like. maybe this year#it can feel like a start to see shit like whatever was going on with we charity or somehting get noticed#but theres always still a long way to go. still exploitation going unchecked. it keeps on happening but i wont forget
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me when the character loves their friends and is also terrified of losing them and cannot bear the thought of it: 😍
#marlo’s stuff#this is about marcy wu rui kamishiro and basil omori but there’s probably more im forgetting rn tbh#i have a type
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#...soooooo i kinda forgot about engage LOL#IDK WHAT HAPPENED TBH ONE DAY I WAS SUPER DEEP INTO IT AND THE NEXT DAY I FORGOT ABOUT IT AND STARTED PLAYING FATES OBSESSIVELY AGAIN 😭😭#also! this is notgoing the entire day ill look at this again when i finish everything today :^)#so in another... hrmmm#ill probably be done by 3 pm ish today#cuz iiiii woke uuuuup earlyyyyy :3#which im proud of bc i cant get out of bed lately without it being~9 am :(#i feel like im forgetting something... oh well#i think like writing hcs and stuff for sunchildren (again) but ill just tack that onto 'cont. drawing sunchildren' 🤭#snowpolls#but yah... i mean... we'll see if i have extra time BECAUSE i saw the extra time and went OOOOOO I CAN FINISH MY STUDIES A DAY EARLIER >:OO#so we'll uh. see lol
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pssst, good omens sideblog: @mx-anthony-janthony-crowley
#probably will get increasingly active on there as s2 gets closr#but tbh i keep forgetting which blog im on and reblogging stuff without thinking so. there's also that#robin rambles :)
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Trying to build muscle is so frustrating bc it's hard enough to motivate myself to eat as it is but now I have to eat more protein and my stomach is too liddol for the amount of food I need in a day
Can I get an f in the chat?
#tw food#tw eating#i like. forget to eat#and it's low priority for me bc i dont like cooking#bc it can make me start to think abt calories and micro/macro nutrients and i used to have disordered eating#so thinking abt that stuff is triggering to me#but now that im trying to build muscle i have to super pay attention to protein and shit and it's HARD#im trying to like HOPEFULLY convert 3-4 lbs of fat to muscle#just feel dysphoric abt my hips and since you cant target fat deposits ill probably have to lose like 3 lbs of fat instead#of the 1 that i think will help with that a bit#ive been working out a lot and have definitely seen results but i do not eat enough as it is to see the muscle growth in my back shoulders#and arms that i want to see. so now i have to eat more and it's hard bc i get so tireddddddddd and boreddddd and also the cooking thing#and PLEASE no dms worrying abt my eating habits ive improved so much and I'm doing well!!! I'm eating MORE even!!#it's just hard bc it feels like a chore to me#which is part of why i had disordered eating in the first place. well that and dysphoria#I'm legitimately healthy and eat well for the most part. it's just such a hassle to consciously try to build muscle yk? im eating i swear#i love food ask anyone#actually dont bc for whatever reason everyone around me thinks i dont eat bc they never /see/ me snack#i just keep my snacks in my room bc that's where my workstation is rather than snacking in the kitchen bc i dont like to waste time#that's my hangup tbh. i always feel like im wasting time even though it's hella important to cook yourself good meals#it's probably bc i go on a lot of walks so that eats into the time that i WOULD spend cooking#but yeah like i pound back food at restaurants so ppl also say it as a joke bc of how quickly i eat when im not distracted#i could eat more veggies though tbh. i just dont like many of them outside of complicated dishes and like i said i dont like to cook#and theyre so low calorie it takes FOREVER to eat enough to be filling#love protein though#it's quick and tasty ;3#also this is coming from someone who eats baby carrots like they're jelly beans lmao#they're a treat to me bc it takes so long to eat a serving of them#and they're sweet#so to be clear i DO like veggies they just take a while to finish
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Sometimes I think I should get into the drag scene
#ive actually performed in drag one (1) time#fun fact about me#myself and my then-girlfriend (also in drag) performed a few numbers with me on sax and her singing#including that one song from jungle book that the king ape sings#as well as a cab calloway tune and one or two others that i forget#it was fun#ive done drag casually for other stuff in the past- mainly halloween or just fucking around at home with makeup#but its a lot of fun i enjoy it#idk maybe id like getting into the drag scene cause there are a ton of elements i think id like#the performance the drama the costumes the community the being-someone-else#but on the other hand theres a lot i would probably really not like#the drug scene the gender politics the potential for being in environments where im pressured into intimacy i dont want#anyway#i make a pretty handsome king tbh
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#i need to rewatch season 2 & 3 to confirm something I've been thinking about the treatment of Totty and Choro#but like thinking back to S1 the stuff Karamatsu went through was insane???#There's the whole kidnapping thing ofc but also the abusive marriage thing which i forget all the time then im startled when i remember it#also the poor man was BALDNED#i mean that's not as bad as the other two but I'm sure he cried over it#rambles#this man probably didn't even divorce his flower tbh??? the fact that virgin widower!Karamatsu is the best case scenario of that episode 💀#truly god's Favourite stress ball#ososan rambles
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