Bro the night time sucks. the most benign shit can happen at night and all of a sudden you’re crying over your dead mom, like???? And then i remember it’s been almost 13 years, in two weeks, and it’s like oh righttt it’s august i forgot :) like this is gonna happen EVERY august and every holiday for the rest of my life. When someone dies they leave a hole in your life that will be there forever and it doesnt get better you just get used to it and you cope, until it’s a random night or afternoon with the light coming through the window at just the right angle and you’re caught unawares by everything converging and BAM you’re crying to a stupid fucking bo burnham song????????? Like really??????
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Falling face first in the dirt over a middle aged man is my favorite pass time
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i need bts back together as one unit
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I'm still far away from Kuca and my home so i just wanna show u im doing ok i drew this pretty self portrait of me telling you im fine xoxo -Pitang
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don’t wanna get into it but i’m alright
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taking the suicidal thoughts away from my brain like a parent taking away scissors from a baby. "no no no dear, set those down. those aren't for you."
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What's your problem lol (in the tone I ask my cat when he is Not Happy with me existing)
BFNSJDJFJJD incredible mental imagery thank you
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for the sake of accuracy and transparency it feels important to post here that i broke down in my dorm today for unclear reasons and sometimes school sucks ass
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Like 2 days ago i had a very bad mental breakdown it was so fucking bad
I was on a call with my bf we were playing roblox and shit i was still a bit sad but i was acting that i was fine, then a stupid thing (im not saying what) and i just broke down and started crying my bf was saying what was wrong but i couldnt express myself, that the problem with me i cant express myself i cant put my feelings into words it fucking sucks
When people say to me what is wrong i say I don’t know bc i cant express myself i hate it so fucking much why can i not do it
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how many more? every day I feel loss
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"It wasn't time that did it."
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