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Bro the night time sucks. the most benign shit can happen at night and all of a sudden you’re crying over your dead mom, like???? And then i remember it’s been almost 13 years, in two weeks, and it’s like oh righttt it’s august i forgot :) like this is gonna happen EVERY august and every holiday for the rest of my life. When someone dies they leave a hole in your life that will be there forever and it doesnt get better you just get used to it and you cope, until it’s a random night or afternoon with the light coming through the window at just the right angle and you’re caught unawares by everything converging and BAM you’re crying to a stupid fucking bo burnham song????????? Like really??????
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GUTTERAL SCREAM !!!!!!!!
#* **** ** ***** ** ** ***** !!!!!!#im ok lol#the complete DISRESPECT of my boundaries#i can feel myself just#becoming less attached#to this person#like#idk
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Falling face first in the dirt over a middle aged man is my favorite pass time
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i need bts back together as one unit
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I'm still far away from Kuca and my home so i just wanna show u im doing ok i drew this pretty self portrait of me telling you im fine xoxo -Pitang
#im ok lol#great artist#i am so cool#wish u were here#xoxoxo#miss u babe#doodle#good art#dnd ocs#pitanje rules#pitanje approved#pitanje
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don’t wanna get into it but i’m alright
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taking the suicidal thoughts away from my brain like a parent taking away scissors from a baby. "no no no dear, set those down. those aren't for you."
#im ok lol#its not serious thoughts#i do feel like a parent though#suicidal thoughts#suicide#og posting
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ㅤCALLㅤMEㅤANIMAL
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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[Ready for a new game?]
day 11 definitelynottober - heart in your fist & week 1 weeklyhermittober - beginnings
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IM SO READY LETSGO SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW LIFE SERIES💥💥💥💥💥💥
#definitelynottober#definitelynottober2024#weeklyhermittober#trafficblr#traffic smp#life series#grian#bdoubleo100#bigbst4tz2#ethoslab#geminitay#goodtimeswithscar#impulsesv#martyn inthelittlewood#ldshadowlady#mumbo jumbo#pearlescentmoon#ok not tagging the rest bc theyre so in the back JKASLDJAJAWHAH#but also#zombiecleo#my art#i suffered so much with this piece but i really liked the idea KLASJDKAUEUEHE#maybe ill polish it more later URGH THIS TOOK SO LONGGGGGG#me: ok i need to catch up im two days late#also me: life series all members GO#HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT LOL#i didnt mess up the day count and only just realized now KLSADKLUEHUEJ. AS U CAN TELL THIS PIECE FRIED MY BRAINNNNNNN#edit again i did not completely forget this is also for weeklyhermittober.... trust.......................... KASDUEUEUHGl
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ARCANE S2 SPOILERS
"If you take this path - they will despise you. Love and legacy are the sacrifices we make for progress [...]"
"Jayce will understand."
AND HE DID!!!!! HE DIDN'T CARE WHAT VIKTOR DID TO HIMSELF HE WAS JUST OVERJOYED HE LIVED!!!! VIKTOR WAS RIGHT. BET YOU FEEL REAL STUPID, PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT JAYCE WOULD BANISH HIM FOR IT 😭😭😭
#im coping with the break up ok???? 😭😭😭#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#arcane lol#jayvik#arcane league of legends#jayce talis#jayce arcane#viktor arcane#singed#singed arcane#jayvik divorce
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"It wasn't time that did it."
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Guys I'm honestly not gay but I'm not blind either.
Also 😲
LIKE c'mon 😩😩 what do y'all expect from me I'm just a girl 😞
I see cool attractive people and I cant tell the difference between, "omg I wanna be them" and "omg I wanna be WITH them"
And DON'T get me started on Ambessa
(Is this normal help)
#arcane#vi arcane#vi#sevika arcane#sevika#vi x reader#sevika x reader#arcane lol#i dont know why thats a tag nothings funny about this#ohhh ok leauge of legends#im NOT gay#ambessa medarda#arcane ambessa
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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