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she fell first x he fell harder ノ begrudgingly (on my end) intrigued strangers to lovers(?)~ ノ mutual reluctant pining ノ ace of hearts x ace of spades ノ wants too little x has too much ノ expressive x scared of vulnerability ノ small things x grand things ノ wounded soul x wounded soul ノ terrified but only you understand me
dappled sunlight ノ found solace ノ iridescence ノ lingering kisses ノ cold fingertips ノ melodic giggles and eye rolls ノ safe space ノ held after a nightmare ノ eyelashes fluttering on cheeks ノ tears on neck ノ nuzzles into soft skin ノ messy healing
#this is essentially 'how aventurine feels to me' in a post#well...kakavasha#😌#it feels very personal posting this#strange how some silly pictures can make one feel so much#this is basically how i see him in its purest form and how our relationship is after a lot of mess quite probably#i have my left hand behind my back as i post this ~ iykyk#𖹭 𖹭 𖹭#avenoie ⊹⁺#i had songs sort of kind of but i want to flesh them out more im not musicy and i can always add them later#maybe this is subject to change little bits because i have adhd and as i go through i will probably find out/decide on more things#why am i talking just post it shsh#i will delete these tags later probably hehe#i did this for you coco you hear me???
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ill delete this later but i know this may seem silly and unlike what ive usually posted art-wise but honestly this project has motivated me to create!!! which i havent felt in months and it makes me happy... im tagging it so ofc feel free to mute it but! i hope yall come along with me for the ride :3 it is ofc inspired by horse race tests but i want to make it its Own Thing separate from its source...! ill try my best
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I'm so sorry these are all just images with my duff handwriting (I thought I had more half-sketched things than I actually did WHOOPS) but here's a bunch of comic scripts I've had chilling for ages (and this is like...a fraction of them lol).
Anyways for 2k followers (!!!) I thought I'd do something a bit bigger than I have been drawing lately SO if you have a preference about what you'd like to see finished here's your chance 😊 I'll run this poll for like 48 hours (wait...there's only two choices? 1 day or 1 week smh...a week it is) and then get to work 🫡
#added a little emoji at the end like the millenial i am#weirdly embarassed about posting this jfhgjkjjj#i like being told what to draw so....yell at me if these aren't legible#these will all get finished / recycled in some manner so dw about that#im not tagging this and i will delete this later#RIP to anyone viewing this on mobile
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gideon, kremy’s official taste tester
#I just wanted to draw him cradling his face idc idc if he needs a taste tester or not#this !!!!! this is my first time drawing ouaw fanart!!!! and it’s Gay!!!!#I just started watching it !!!#once upon a witchlight#coalecroux#gideon coal#kremy lecroux#ouaw#fanart#my art#what tags do I use… im scared …#the way I drew them is lowkey inspired by crowliphale bc I just love their art so much ouuuh#legends of avantris#loa#might delete later if I suddenly decide I don’t like this
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" WIP DELETE LATER 🤪🤪🤪" ok who gaf?
#me i gaf#anyways wip#ill finish this eventually#keyword#eventually#but i got other stuff to do#so for now here's Hopeful Steward with his staff because i am sorry#but why arent we all talking about how his staff is basically the symbol of the king#and hes the dusk ember#and knows spells#which means hes probably an enchantment kid#and also HE HAS A STAFF THAT MIRRORS DAWN EMBERS POWERS#sky magic is color coded#sky assigns colors to the prophecy elements#gives alef all 4#and hopeful stewards ultimate form is a form where hes an enchanter with a spell staff#and his colors represent water fire earth and 'purple'#(idk the basic enchantment color idk im a fake fan)#also Sky: NEVER ELABORATES#like????????????#anyways its 3:43am#take the ramblings of a mad woman and go#sky cotl#wip#hopeful steward#dusk ember#sky children of the light#this is a lot of tags for something youre deleting later SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUDDUP#ok gn pookies ily#my art
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Portal studies


gosh with no reference and limited time this was more of a study of brushwork and edge colours than anything supposed to be good. Don't look at me this is quite a bit unfinished. Took around 45 minutes?
The one below's a little better, an hour and 15 minutes instead almost all devoted to colour shifts and perspective warping it to look right.
#put your pitchforks down i know its bad#lord knows i couldnt find a part in game to base this off of#not proud#might delete later because looks like a toddler made it#im an overgrown toddler#regular tags incoming#portal fanart#digital art#digital drawing#portal 2#portal#glados portal#glados#turret portal
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here’s my hot take of the night:
the e-temples that have been cropping up lately are cool, and im glad to see people making specific spaces to come together to worship. that’s awesome! i’m very here for that as a concept. i love nothing more than to see the theoi get the praise they deserve.
that being said, i am very wary about the amount of people i have seen calling themselves priests/priestesses lately. not even just in the e-temples! ive seen multiple people in the tags who have in their bio “priest(ess) of [deity].” i realize most people probably don’t mean harm by it, but it gets under my skin. to call yourself clergy implies a specific level of knowledge and experience with a religion (which isn’t my business to get involved in your praxis like that, that’s personal unless you wanna share it), but more importantly, official recognition by an established institution. there are not that many of these (that i am aware of) for hellenic polytheism. calling yourself clergy is simply that — calling yourself that. there’s no backing for it, and it genuinely concerns me.
we as the polytheist community talk a lot about harmful practices in spirituality, things like spiritual psychosis or cultural appropriation, which are important topics to discuss. it’s been said before and i’ll say again — people claiming to be spiritual authorities of some kind without any kind of proof can be very dangerous. i don’t assume anyone has bad intentions. i give people the benefit of the doubt and assume that everyone is just trying to help other people worship. but it doesn’t change the fact that calling yourself a priest(ess) will make impressionable or unsure people look up to you, and that is a hell of a lot of responsibility. i am concerned that there are minors running these kinds of blogs. that’s a lot of pressure on someone’s shoulders, especially to put on someone who is still growing up and developing their research and critical thinking skills. i don’t want to gatekeep or anything like that. im very glad to see minors having really good experiences with their faith, that they’re excited to share it with others. but it just concerns me.
im certainly not as experienced as other practitioners on this site, having had about two years of experience at this point, but i am very wary of anyone who claims to be any kind of authority on anything unless you can back it up. regardless of if your blog says that you’re not an authority, calling yourself clergy of any kind implies that. people will take it that way. it inherently implies a level of authority, knowledge, and experience on a particular subject, which is usually backed up by having an official institution that recognizes you.
perhaps this is a little callous of me, but in the same way that when someone makes a claim about the theoi academically, i expect them to have sources to prove it, i expect clergy to have some kind of proof of their authority. otherwise, what are you doing that’s different than any other tumblr blog?
to be clear, i don’t have an issue with these devotional spaces. i simply take an issue with people referring to themselves as clergy when that is a particular term with a particular context and a particular implication. words have power. i earnestly think if people just called themselves something like ‘stewards’ of a particular temple, i wouldn’t be so bothered by it. or just call yourself a devotee of a particular god. ultimately, at the end of the day, the words we use have power and implications, and that has to be acknowledged and respected. send tweet
#helpol#hellenic polytheism#my posts#i might delete this later. idk. im feeling saucy tonight.#i think i need to be more on the hard recon side of helpol tumblr but most of those blogs post pretty infrequently unfortunately#which im guilty of too because i dont make original content often#but whateva#im just kvetching at this point#i should make a tag for that#kvetching tag
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My favorite type of romantic relationship in fiction is when they're absolute IDIOTS. They share one brain cell together, and it's barely working, the whole pursuing between them is just awkward af, so they're just weird about it.
They're just cringefailures in love.
#delete later#If they ain't dumbasses in love#i don't want them#I think yall should tag ur otp HEHEHE#I think it's obvious who im talking about.#ladynoir#twiyor#soma#stalkyoo#yatori#sonamy#(this is like a headcanon ik it's not full on canon.)#Haru and Akari#Kai and Felix#Ren and Kaito#<-Ocs#miraculous#spy x family#soul eater#noragami#ocs#oc writing#writing#tag your otp#kai talks
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Dude i loved the lps 2012 cartoon as a kid and ngl i still do. I havent gotten rid of ANY of my lps and im actually still buying more for my collection lmao
#maja needs to shut up tag#delete later#majart#wip#sketch#I GOT 6 OF THE NEW LPS BLINDBOXES. 3 OF THEM WERE PANDAS... good thing i am not above customization#< implying customization is a bad thing. its not im just not the best at it lmaoooo
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sneak peek… I got some lovely lovely asks about W1 and like a normal person im answering them with a whole 3 page comic.
#btw no i did not forget to make the V a VV#ultrakill#w1#not gonna tag much#because#delete later#im soooo excited i loooove answering asks about my blorbors i looove it
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we have not touched the stars,
nor are we forgiven, which brings us back
to the hero’s shoulders and the gentleness that comes,
not from the absence of violence, but despite
the abundance of it.
#i need them dead *remembers what happened* Wait#arcane#arcane spoilers#jayvik#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#jayce arcane#viktor arcane#jayvik fanart#? idk if that’s a tag people use#arcane fanart#viktor league of legends#viktor lol#jayce lol#jayce league of legends#idk how to feel ab this im kinda just posting it might delete later
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Caseoh x reader (platonic maybe romantic????) I thought of instead of sleeping
context: you are another popular streamer thats good friends with Case, but recently you got into some "beef" with Case that was just a joke, which chat tells you all types of insults about you and even telling you to kys and Case has to interveine (i dont think I spelled that right. Keepin' it gender neutral. maybe a bit of romance at the end if you squint and tilt your head. MAY OR MAY BE CRINGE. DID NOT PROOF READ)
It was really stupid but it started when you made a comment while playing a game on horror game on stream and the monster was... odd looking, to say the least. You jokingly said: "Chat, look! It's Case!" You say looking at a very divided chat. One part of chat is laughing about it, another part is saying that it's not funny and defending Case, and the rest of chat just start saying hella mean and rude comments about you. You try to ignore the hateful comments for now but that was hard to do when that was the majority of the chat. You then say, after a few minutes "I'm joking, I'm joking." You genuinly meant it, but chat was not buying it. The chat became more hateful, some people even saying to kill yourself. You didn't know what to do. You couldn't end stream because people will think your trying to run from the situation and the hate, you just know that you have to stop the "drama" as soon as possible. "Chat, I was joking. Me and Case joke like that all the time, even when we stream together! Me or him would say a joke like that and we'd both laugh, we've both said that we're fine with the jokes." You say a little bit before ending stream. You just wanted to cry. You hated shit like this, everyone just swarming you, not letting you breathe. You felt overwhelmed. Case started streaming an hour and a half after you ended stream. You heard the discord notification from his dicord server saying he was live. You open up his stream, to distract yourself from just having a meltdown, and he starts with his usual "WHAT'S GOOD CHAT?!" making a little smile appear on your face until it immediately drops when you see 3/4 of the chat starts asking about the "drama" and what you said about him. Case obviously saw those messages so he had to respond. "Oh here we go... Chat, imma be real with yall, it ain't even drama, yall was being dramatic." He pauses, reading chat for a second before continuing, "Yall was being dramatic over nun'." Like magic, his whole chat was saying "RIGHT", "FR", "W" as if someone those people typing those things weren't the same exact people that told you those things about your appearance and to kill yourself. Case continues, "Nah, chat, there's probably some people in this stream right now that said all'at stuff to them." His mom even pinned a message in chat saying "Even if it was something worse no one should tell anyone those things!!" which Case responds with a, "Yeah. It was just a joke and yall had to do all'at. They ain't even done nun', they made a joke and yall overreacted." As you watched you couldn't help but tear up from the words. The feeling of having someone actually care about your mental health and well being, it overwhelmed you with happiness and he didn't make it a big deal, he just talked about it and left the topic. You texted him saying "Thanks Case that was really nice of you, I owe you one" Case then checks his phone "OO someone textin' me!" and when he reads it he has a huge, stupid grin on his face as he texts back "No problem, anything for you" (DID NOT PROOF-READ. Not sure if it's accurate but I tried! 👻 not sure how to feel about this one buttttt yeah👍I was just bored.) (ALSO PLEASE ASK BC I GOT DONT GOT NUN TO DO AND I WANNA WRITE)
#caseoh x reader#not proofread#first writing#please ask me stuff#caseoh#i thought of this at 3am#im bored#idk how to tag this#thumbs up#smiley face#may or may not be cringe#may or may not delete later
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new vocaloid stickersheets are up!! get them here: loneshop link !!
#circus said i should do a synthv one of these and maybe i'll do one of some of the characters who already have designs#i dont have all my fully drawn designs for the dreamtonics ones..#okay im gonna tag the fuck out of this just to see what happens get ready.#vocaloid2#vocaloid3#vocaloid#luo tianyi#zhiyu moke#yuezheng ling#haruno sora#kaai yuki#gumi megpoid#rana vocaloid#fukase vocaloid#zola project#meika hime#meika mikoto#vflower#megurine luka#oliver vocaloid#miriam vocaloid#delete later
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can i be so honest for second
i don’t post it i don’t bring attention to it on here, i don’t want to show other people on here and i know i failed in ignoring it by talking about it.
I get racist shit flung at me so much and it fucks with me so much more than i’d like to admit , and like I know im an easy to target bc i love primates my sonas are monkeys and I know theres racial connotations that can be flung AT me that I didn’t ask for .
i know its used to be hateful against black people and people purposefully use it to be discriminatory and people use it against me. I can’t escape that, and I always have to live with the knowledge that people are probably giggling to themselves coming into my inbox calling me the hard r or someone coming on my pinned post to call me a slur or call me a disgusting monkey or my f/o will never love me bc im black or whatever .
and it makes sad that the moment I want to be upset and vocalize something about it people get uncomfortable and want to bail bc I guess hearing me complain about people being blatantly racist to me and makes me upset is too much . I don’t know i just wish I was allowed to be openly upset about it without people getting upset at me. I don’t know
#and I always loved monkeys. I find it comforting in a way to reclaim that#I genuinely don’t understand what makes people so hateful#I feel so guilty wanting to talk about it and be upset. I don’t know#txt#delete later probably#im sorry if this is sudden#vent#antiblackness#// sorry for forgetting some tags
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Could you imagine?
Finding out the theory is correct that the white star took the body of a Thames and that it was the son of Jour's brother. So it was Cale Henituse's maternal cousin, who was supposed to be Kim Rok Soo.
Both of their names being Cale boggles my mind because a lot of families have recurring first or middle names.
So imagine finding out both Thames siblings named their kids after their father only for them to try to kill each other.
#trash of the count's family#tcf#lcf#cale henituse#might delete later#jour thames#somthing something doomed bloodline#I have like 4 relatives with the same first name actually#but hey thats just a theory#idk what tags im missing but we'll get there#none of this is in comprehensible order oh well
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might delete this later but I've been developing a penrose crew in my head
#delete later ?#art tag#my ocs#pilot's name is veronica and they were on penrose 279 :)#not sure if I want to choose another name for the elster...#im in SHAMBLES over the idea of veronica braiding her wife's hair to make her look unique#I'll try to make a proper post about them once I'm out of this week's uni hell#veronica#elster#signalis#signalis oc
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