#im not paying 100 of anything for anything
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cannot explain what my face did when I saw the €100 next to the leather jacket
#“vegan leather”(plastic) is prob more expensive than what im guessing is the heavy fabric of the jacket they're selling for this tour?#still holding out hope dont talk to me#im not paying 100 of anything for anything
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chat where is the jar store at
(He got delivered today with a certificate on serving from the university of cunt motherington)
((why is the quality so shitty Tumblr))
I cannot with myself bc what is this mess bro 😭
#Part 5 characters to me is like a boy band to a one direction fangirl#Part 5 boy band au wait……. Has anyone done that…….#I spent 100 dollars on him and honestly I don’t know if I’m happy about that#Im really disappointed in myself for paying that much for a mere figurine of a character I like but hey I can’t do anything better w my lif#Parental attention could’ve fixed this#Anyway I should stop yapping about that I just got my babygirl figurine#I wanted to try posing him but it was too hard and I was scared something would break so I just decided to not mess w it too much 😭#Besides I think it’s kinda cute lil bro is just sitting there hes lowkey just a chill guy :3#I wish he was bigger tho 😞#Jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojos bizarre adventure#Guido mista#action figures#He makes me happy :)#jjba really getting me thru shit man
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does anybody want some old ass kpop albums xjdjdjd I want to take down my shelves and I'm not into it the same at all anymore and if someone could enjoy them, that would make me feel better than just storing them in the basement til I die... not sure what all I've got and I'll probably keep mx but I've got some super junior, nct, history, astro, block b, vixx, topp dogg... maybe some boysrep?? idk there's like 50+
#id just ask you pay shipping#myname cross gene and 100% also#im in the us btw so anything outside would be more expensive
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I had an Isaac run where it was so stressful my heartrate was at a 145bpm and it persisted for 6 hours. After that, like every day that followed, my heart would just suddenly shoot up to 120-140bpm for an hour if I so much as thought about something I've been stressing over recently. Everybody encouraging me to go to the ER. And I'm just like "Oh please I've actually always been like this, I'm fine." Had to chop down my Adderall dosage. But I swear I've felt like this since high school, but I guess the medicine enhances the feeling and that feeling was ANXIETY.
So, suffice to say, playing The Binding of Isaac™️ almost gave me a heart attack.
#and its not the adderall thats just inducing the heartrate#cause i only got prescribed adderall this year#dad got diagnosed with afib when i was still in school. he rushed himself to the hospital with mom while i was taking a test#i was like what the heck where did you guys go and mom said oh dad was having a heart attack or something and we didnt want to bother you#like WOULDNT YOU TELL YOUR CHILD OH MAYBE YOU WONT SEE YOUR FATHER AFTER WE GO TO THE HOSPITAL BUT FINISH YOUR EXAM BABY#that was like 2020 and we have a couple of those oxygen readers for your fingers and it measures your heartbeat#i out one on for fun im just sitting there at the dinner table and my heartrate was at 120#like i didnt do anything we been stuck at home because pandemic and we just having a nice dinner#and my heartbeat was just thats my resting heartrate. they told me to try the blood pressure thing#average blood pressure but truly my heartbeat was just vibing at 120. mis padres were like oh no maybe you have afib too#babes youre too young to have that. and i jsut said oh is that what it means when im nauseous and have to lie down#i havent been diagnosed with anything. i suspect is tachycardia but no official thing#although i havent seen a cardiologist. what if we pay to get a screening and its nothing#i dont want to go thru all that and let it be nothing. lets wait until its a real problem#when my brother and his family visited just like what two weeks ago he was like#he was sitting on moms exercise bike and said it reads your heartrate#and it did you put your hands on the handle and it reads yer pulse#i told him like oooh let me try. hey brother my resting heartrate is 120 a lot. and hes like. what. get on this thing#and i get off the couch literally resting and lay my hands on the handles#and we see it go up. from 80 to 90 to 100 to 110 to 120 and hes a nurse and my moms a nurse and he says go upstairs and rest#dont hang out here with the kids. and im like ha i already told mom#he said sit there for ten minutes dont do anythingg and were trying again#he got mom to call our doctor and my doctor said to stop taking the adderall which is NOT IDEAL theres worse repurcussions to stop cold#so i cut mine in half. cause i had a dosage of 20mg and i almost fainted at work. we died the dosage down to 15#but after all that i cut my 15 down to 7.5 cause hey i cant stop cold but i can ween myself#brother said i shouldnt be taking adderall if im not doing anything that requires focus. but im like i need focus to live man#look at how much ive been drawing...i mean its only in like hour long intervals but its productive#so theres that. i can feel my heartrate already up but i guess its just a thing with me...anywho#doodles#the binding of isaac
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what are ur skills? (besides explosive sex)
whats crazy is that im actually an incredibly experienced social science researcher. ive been published in journals and wrote a thesis and worked in corporate ux research for like 4 years now
#also explosive sex#im genuinely completely 100% serious i will take fucking ANYTHING thats remote and pays at this point followers PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dm me#if u have a lead#i mean it doesnt have to be remote. but i assume most of you dont live within commuting distance of me
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it seems people are already upset that tsumiki is not nice anymore, sorry you dont know her like i do
#cmon. cmon. she has every right to be violent#idk if i trust gege to allow her to be angry (which she also has every right to be?? her life has constantly been people pushing her away#and forgetting about her and her constantly being nice) but if she was nice even now it would literally make zero sense#thats not character development. its not even giving her character. its just megumi's perspective being right that shes some kind of saint#which is sooooooo boring like why would she be nice. i think she should be tired of being nice. i think she should go apeshit. as a treat#and there was so much build up about the curse put on her. making it just some thing like oh shes a sorcerer but shes not gonna do anything#about it because shes so good IS SO BORING#and really it would be unrealistic if she didnt harbor at least some negative feelings i mean megumi was always kind of an asshole right up#until she got cursed and im assuming gojo didnt pay much attention to her as he did megumi. and her mom left her for some shitty dude#why would she not be mad?? just getting stuck being a little angel after all that just makes my skin crawl#and if megumi only really considered apologizing after she got cursed i doubt he really did a lot for her when she wasnt.#so i absolutely think she should be allowed to kill people it would be a disservice if she wasnt and was just again boiled down to the#saintly girl older sister image megumi seems to have of her. so boring#or maybe its just me being an angry sister who has to be nice. but i dont really think it is#tsumiki fushiguro#jjk 211#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk#oh and before anyone misinterprets i know megumi had some psychology going on as a kid. doesnt mean tsumiki didnt either#or that she has to be so understanding all the time and not consider her own feelings. so boring. so shitty#it mightve sounded like a joking tone when i said she should go apeshit. but i was 100% serious#anyway yeah thats it#hanancouldyounot#hanancouldyoupost
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eating only 3 chocolate chip cookies a day for a week is good and healthy actually ^-^ <- coping with not being able to afford food
#ive eaten a little more a few daya#days#but im so. so. tired. of being hungry to the point of tears CONSTANTLY#and no matter how many times i explain what foods i can and cant eat my mom ONLY buys stuff i cant eat#so i either eat. and get sick. or dont eat. and stay hungry.#but i only make $400 a month and once my bills and stuff are payed...im left with~50 a month. for the whole month. to buy food.#and i dont like. have my own fridge in my room so i cant buy anything refrigerated/frozen#so i have started a stash of rice and canned fish in my room#but im down to only one can of fish left...#wait no i guess i have like. $100 a month. but thats not just for food like i also have to buy like...toothbrush and deoderabt and shit#and i also am still trying to get to where i can buy some clothes so i have more than 3 pairs of underwear#and one pair of jeans#and i still havent been able to save up enough to replace my headset in like. a year and a half.
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what does it mean to average 2:1 or 2:2? I don’t think we do that in America
okay so the uni grading system here is done based on percentages. the pass mark is 40%, which americans ALWAYS hit me with 'only 40???? easy!!!' so id like to clarify the content/exams are very difficult and the marking is very mean and generally it's really frustrating when people respond this way, like why tf would we have such a low pass grade otherwise it's a dumb assumption to make but anyway. you do about 6 modules a semester (on average, some courses have more/less), and each module will give you a final grade, and then the average of all your modules from both semesters will give you your final year grade. they're all marked by the same system, which is:
grade of less than 40% = fail
grade of 40%-50% = third class honours (called a third)
grade of 50%-60% = lower second class honours (a 2:2, literally said aloud as 'i got a two-two in my exam')
grade of 60%-70% = upper second class honours (a 2:1, said as 'i got a two-one'). this is what im PRAYING for.
grade of 70%+ = first class honours (just called a first). this is the highest you can get, so even if you get 90% you'll have the same grade as someone who got 72%. this is also what i mean by the exam system being really tough here, bc most people are just grateful to get a first.
#so last year i got averages of just over 60 in a lot of my modules but also some that i BARELY scraped a pass#bc id resat them and when you resit an exam (bc you failed the first time. lol. lmao) then even if you get 100% on the resit#they will cap you at 40%. so naturally it shafts your average#but i STILL SOMEHOW MANAGED TO AVERAGE WITH A 2:1 LAST YEAR WHICH IS WHY IN THAT POST I MADE BACK THEN I WAS FREAKINGGG OUT#bc that's genuinely such a good grade like that's an UPPER SECOND CLASS HONOURS and i never considered i could do that#bc of how much this degree has pumelled me into the mud. so yeah now that i know it's actually potentially feasible#im really really hoping to keep it up and end with a 2:1#bc traditionally (and im not saying this is a correct way to think. you're not gonna see me of all people yapping about good grades#have you SEEN the state of my academics) a first or a 2:1 are considered the best outcomes with a degree#while a 2:2 is shrug not bad not great and anything lower is considered 'embarrassing'#and i literally MADE PEACE with the fact id be getting a piss poor grade out of econ so to find out all my hard work and struggling#MIGHT ACTUALLY PAY OFF ON PAPER??? WHEN IT LITERALLY NEVER HAS BEFORE???? POPPING MY PUSSY#ask#hella goes to uni
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why is everything so awful every single day why doesnt anything good happen why hasnt any of my hard work paid off at all i ruined my entire life i just wanna get hit by a car please end it all theres nothing left i cant do this anymore
#i thought i was gonna start making money and have enough to have my own place and save up and start paying for my own stuff#i wanted to commission my friends and tip them 100% i wanted to donate i wanted to have fun and live#im never ever ever gonna make enough money to live what a cruel joke#the entire world is so sick and evil and loveless there is no good anywhere#everyone just wants to scam you and lie to you and take advantage of you for anything they could get out of it#nobody cares about anyone i hope the entire plant fucking blows up fuck everything#i just wanted an income i wanted a life i wanted a future and i get NONE OF IT#nobody is EVER GOING TO FUCKING HIRE ME FOR ANYTHING
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#Welp#looks like the car is most likely gonna be totaled. I only had 500 dollars left to pay on it too.#im just....really feeling done with everything#i mean i wont do anything about it#but everything since 2020 has gone wrong#i have no degree#a ridiculously low paying job for my age#i made a total fool of myself for someone who in the end was 100 ready to throw me away#and now the one adult thing i managed to do getting a car is gone#and i didnt even do anything wrong#i even went that way home to try and avoid getting in an accident#what's...the point in trying any more?#im gonna have to move back in with my mom at 30 and i dont know if I have the energy to get back out again#thats what im really terrified of#i mean its not a horrible situation but#im not at all where or who i thought id be by now#and i dont know how to get there#or if theres even a point trying#cuz there's no guarantee anything will even work out#ill probably delete this later im just really sad and have no way to fix it#i'm sorry for whining i just cant yell at the old man who hit me (i mean i could but that wouldnt actually fix anything)#so im bawling at Tumblr#edit: talked to my dad and feeling a bit better now
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really and truly nothing kills my art drive more than having to be in the office 🙃
#I’m so fucking sick of being here#there’s no fucking reason to demand we be physically in the office#we PROOVED we could do our jobs MORE EFFICIENTLY AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!#and how do they repay us???????#im sick of this I felt myself dozing off yesterday driving home#I hate being here#there’s no fucking point#I do literally NOTHING DIFFERENT teleworking or in office#I’m sick of the price for parking constantly going up I shouldn���t have to pay $15 every fucking day just to go to work#the one day a week was tolerable but 50% is fucking killing me and I have the feeling they’re about to make it 100%#and there’s nobody to fucking complain to!!! nobody who can do anything about it cares!!!!! I’m so fucking sick of it all!!!!!!!!!!!#i just wanna make my shitty art and not have to deal with ANY of this!!!!!!!!!#i was not made for this life!!!!!!!!!!!!#negative#I just wanna cry I’m so tired and pissed off i don’t wanna be here#I’m sick of wearing pants and a bra and I’m SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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tu/mblr i will take whatever ads so yall can stay alive since i wont get prem/ium possibly ever, im rly not as no as a lot of ppl but like im poor man lol i realize the issues keeping me from gettng any premi/um probably cant be fixed anyways until they can pay devs to fix them, like thats something i dont see a lot of people realizing or understanding like a website is expensive to keep open esp one needing as much data as tumbs does to function, some ppls distaste is a little mean and kind of lacking that understanding i think but i digress, but like heres the thing, i will accept any ads tumbs. unless they have sound. autoplay sound ads are actually villainous esp to your largely neurodivergent base and the level of reduced screentime ive had this week JUST from the autosound ads being SUCH a turn off??? that does not help me or u dudes
#even n/eopets isnt giving me auto sound#autoplay feel free turn that volune off#raiiot#if i cant listen to music or watch vids on mobile w/o them lausing bc of ab ad#im gonna go on a dfferent website thats the thing#i e never caref abt tums ads before bc they were wuiet and fine and chill#these new ads i hate#if i had that kind of money i would actually buy premium ust to shut them up#thats how much i hate that ad in particulars sounds#like tumbs pls i havent even gotten the new badges yet bc im poor man dont make me suffer too#gimme a setting to turj auto sound off#pls tumbs pls#im not dissing prem or anything else btw to ppl who are eyeballibg me#honestly i get it ive done accounting for companies before shits pricy#they have like 100 employees they gotta pay im sorry not everything can stay 100% free without ads in a capitalist society but again#again. as long as the ads dont make sound just live w then#its when the sound is loud and ruins my videos or snthn that its mmmmm#love u h8 y tumbs but no on auto sound#tbd
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Haciendo todo esto y todavia diciendo a los de latam que ellos tienen la problema 💀
#WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRR idec#i prommy this is theblast one but i hope every gringo on this site trying to pretend like they care abt anything other than the fact the us#lost hard (lol!) and being weird to latam [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]#as a gringo im allowed to say that 🙏#acutando como que los importan es el deporte y no que ellos se creen mejor de esta copa 💀#‘ive never seen anything like this 😣’ entonces nunca has visto esta copa 💀#rip to you but ive been watching since i was born for the hashtag patria (i know) and what IVE never seen before is the AUDACITY DE ESTES GR#[GUNSHOT NOISE] hahah anyways. im calm.#but like whatever its not like this is OUR tournament that YOU asked to be part of and YOU asked to host and YOU provided shit set up for#and YOU put players in over 100 degree heat for and YOU continue to be weird about and YOU continue to try and make stupid claims during and#[GUNSHOT NOISE 2] haha. calm. thats me.#solo creo que es chisto que- [GUNSHOT NOISE 3] okay that one was a prank fr i promise. anyways turning off rbs#anyways rip to ppl that dont normally watch this tournament but this is the only one i DO watch so maybe be strong or smth. babies fr :|#ni puedo decir el classico jugamos como nunca y perdimos como siempre de PER bc WTF WAS THATTTTTT#and i personally am being such a brave little boy abt. what do you even know abt that. nothing.#eeuu jugaron como siempre Y PERDIERON COMO SIEMPRE WE ARE NOT THE SAME#ENFOCATE EN TU PAIS#anyways this is one of the leas egregious examples of how horrible these fans have been this tournament but didnt feel like dropping the#actually nasty shit bc we are all aware lmfao.#anyways i didnt spend 20+ years watching my parents have to explain what sudaca is to ppl (including other l*tines!) for this 🙄#anyways whatever once again idec and i have to go pray for ven to win it all (delusional) since per has beef with like wveryone 😭#HERES HOW WE CAN STILL WIN- (<- insane)#v.txt#also abt the spanish. before you say anything… i am aware alright 😭 my parents never corrected my spelling im begging u to let me be 😔#wait last one ‘porque solo estan usando sus arbitros 😣’ ES NUESTRA COPA GRI[GUNSHOT NOISE FINALLLLLL]#ni quiero imaginar que estaban diciendo en el comm ingles 💀
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hurlements. there's a stroker/prosthetic that is sooo cool and realistic and i really can't wait to get my pay check cos it *will* go right at it. (a wee bit nsfw talk in the tags, just talking abt that prosthetic)
#THERE'S. A RETRACTABLE FORESKIN.... AND IT'S LIKE YEAH A PRICIER OPTION BUT YOU CAN JUST.#GET IT ANOTHER TIME AND ADD TO THE “UNCUT” VERSION#sorry im stocked with how far we've come with prosthetics and toys for trans ppl#grateful that i was so poor i couldn't afford anything higher than a binder bc holy shit now there's so much better stuff#AND like thsi one is only around 70 bucks??? for such a realistic prosthetic im loosing my miiiind#there was realistic*packers* that were at like over 100 bucks back when i first looked into this#anyway i really can't wait to get oaud#*paid#im working to pay my bills (+ beat my meat with more toys)#company is mormeprosthetics and it's the stroker 2.0!!! saw a video review like yesterday or the day before#and i can't stop thinking abt anything else
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This is the only way to express how I'm feeling
#i try not to talk about my home life on here but im honestly so fucking frustrated that if i dont get this out i might just kill someone#my family car broke down in January of this year#my father refuses to get a new one because he thinks hes saving so mucj more money and he doesnt feel like he has any incentive#acting as if he was giving us free trips#i would literally pay him 100 dollars a fucking week to help take me in and out of work#and he just doesnt like acknowledge that at all#so now im having to take ubers to and from work every day. each trip is like 20+ dollars so that 40+ dollars a day five days a week#im averaging spending 200 dollars a week jusy to get into work#and i work a minimum wage shitty fucking job so all of my paycheck goes straight into ubers and fucking therapy every week#ive had to skip so many sessions becaause theyre all 50 dollars after insurance#and im just so frustrated#i want to move out so bad but how can i save enough if im constantly hemorrhaging cash#the only reason hes saving money is because he fucking works from home#i just dont know what to do at this point i feel so helpless#becayse even if hou casually bring it up my dad immediately assumes youre ATTACKING him and how DARE you and im tited im so fucking tired#how am i meant to move out in these conditions#how am i meant to do anything#i have no fucking social life because i literally just cant afford it im going to cry#i hate him. i hate my dad so fucking much#vent#ig.#scringee mouth
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im actually impressed w how much notes my plight drawing got ... its the first time in a long time i've been truly proud of a drawing so it makes me real happy to see ppl enjoy it too 🥹🥹
#im impressed if anything i make reaches even like 30 notes so when i get 100 im like damn ok !!#and sometimes being obsessed with a guy pays off ig LOL
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