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watching sonic x at the part where eggman is guessing thr password for gerald robotniks files smtn and how first he guesses “eggman” or “ivo” “robotnik” etc but the right answer is “maria” vs in sonic 3 when gerald says “oh ivo, youre no maria” to him
humgfhh i have feeling about that
#maybe eggman is so passionate in his mad scientistness just cause he wanted to be like him grandfather or#just finally have a chance at getting gerald to like him umfghhh#hes just always living in marias shadow (hehehe) and the favoritism is just so blatant#im not doing this right now nope#gerald robotnik#ivo robotnik#dr eggman#maria robotnik#sonic x spoilers#sonic 3#i have sad feeling about eggman now ok#anyways glass child eggman#vio yaps
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So we know Jason knew Nico as the ambassador of Pluto when he was praetor before the events of the Lost Hero. So do we think that sometime in the six months between Lost Hero and Son of Neptune Nico went back to Camp Half Blood for a quick minute and had an encounter with Jason (who only had some of his memories back) that exactly mirrored his conversation with Percy in SON?
#hey do i know you#nope never you seen you before in my life#but um#why are you here#well im from the Roman camp and i don't remember where it is but we think that Percy guy is there#oh actually i need to leave right now for no specific reason bye#nico di angelo#pjo#percy jackson#jason grace
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geno front and center ^_^ also i asked the Coolest 90s animator ive ever met for critique on the geno renders and he called them 'drawings' and i havent decided if thats something i should correct or not yet. but if im fooling people into thinking they're drawings instead of 3D renders that's probably a good sign. but also a bad sign because does that mean recruiters will overlook it thinking its just concept art?
i hate computers.
but i think what i concluded was that instead of sending people just the one action render, i will send that PLUS a link to the turn around saved to my drive.
edit: just looking at it as its own image my portfolio as a whole still really screams 'girl' and 'colorful' doesnt it? sigh. people keep telling me i need to stop that but unfortunately unless i am being forced like in the case of following an art director i think its just gonna stay colorful.
#jrnlsht#anyway now that this is done i just need to finish polishing the resume overhaul and then i have to read a friends screenplay#and THEN i can finally get back to sculpting the geno pose that i have wanted to make from the start#yeah i bet you guys thought i was done with that project haha nope it never ends#the action shots were for the portfolio#the locker room sculpt i want to do is for me because i think hes gorgeous and kinda sexy sitting in the stall looking all fierce but soft#like a knight right before the battle#with the pens weird round locker room as a metaphor for the round table#im basically writing my own sports anime here someone take hockey away from me
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they honestly couldve done so much with junpei beheaded/dismembered and im disappointed that it ended up just being mira. so much of his character and his relationship with akane is characterized by his lack of bodily autonomy, and him being openly beheaded during the nonary games would be the ultimate example of this. its perhaps the most brutal death in the game, and it never really gets explained or developed beyond the one puzzle that we get with it. junpei has been shown repeatedly to be subject to akane's plans or follow her blindly and i just think that would have been a really interesting angle to approach his beheading from. junpei has willingly signed up for nonary games in two different timelines just because he knew he would see her. he was infected with a deadly virus trying to find her. he grew desensitized to death as he took underground jobs to try and find her. his safety always comes second when shes in the picture, and his beheading wouldve been a prime opportunity to 1. exploit his willingness to let himself die/be injured for her and 2. make akane confront the fact that her confidence that junpei will always follow after her is not necessarily a positive thing.
#zero escape#additionally wasnt mira supposed to be asleep?? like i know she didnt get the forget juice but didnt she still get knocked out?#but also!! none of her other kills were like that! none of them were dismembered and she didnt touch junpeis chest#so even that reasoning doesnt make sense#kinda feels like a copout to keep the shock of junpei being disrespected in such a way - to have his very body turned into a puzzle#a puzzle that akane is forced to solve!!! without knowing that what shes looking for is his head - him!#theres so much potential there and they just didnt do anything#im not even saying that akane should have somehow been responsible for that death - only that not having her really grapple with it is such#a missed opportunity#i still fucking LOVE the imagery of it though. i really think its the epitome of the representations of his lack of autonomy#he loses all of vlr. quark. 45 years of his life. because akane decides this is best for him. he dies repeatedly trying to find her.#because she believes that she knows what will keep him safe#and turning junpeis body into a puzzle posthumously is a fantastic example of his lack of control over his body#its like hes literally become a doll. hes jumpydoll - not junpei. hes subject to these games even after he has died.#he gets no peace. no respect in his death. not when hes in these games. not when hes in the shadow of akanes whims and games.#i still love the imagery. i think it was one of my favorite parts of ztd and is honestly now a core tenet of my Junpei Understanding#but i was disappointed in the lack of narrative weight that specific death had. for him to be one of the first dead? for it to be in such a#brutal manner? like come ON. the character analysis for junpei and akane and their relationship is RIGHT THERE. all you had to do was put i#in the game#but nope.#they just handwave it as something mira did.#and dont bring up the details ever again because. plot point solved?#anyway. ive been thinking about junpei imagery and bodily autonomy a lot. obviously.#zero escape spoilers#mak no peeking#marydontlookatthis
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actually inconsolable rn
FINALLY got to the sick simon fight on my first time ever doing nightmare mode and the first valve just noclipped through the floor
i watched it sink in horror and then just stared at the place it once was as the sounds of grinding chains and screaming slowly got louder in my ears
this is a great game with no issues
#cry of fear#i!! am so okay right now!!#i have to redo SO MUCH#AND I WAS DOING SO WELL#im fine im normal it's chill it's not like i have to redo the entire mental hospital section or anything#i love this game and have nooooo issues with it at all nope hah aha haha ahsdha#ripping it apart in my teeth
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Ok so today i had my dads bday!! wow cool and awesome sauce. So, this was my first time seeing my family after moving in my dorm,5 days. It was really fun at first, we ate nando's, I was being super social blah blah, but yeah it drained me like a bitch. Midway in I just started laughing at the silliest things.
There was this cupcake thing, my older sister ordered it, she will be N, there was only one piece left and she gave it to my other sister, H, I was lowkey joking around saying I wanted it, i did a little. However, I already had a couple of bites before so N was like no im giving it to H. Lowkey was a little bummed but oh well, after this I looked down at my phone for a little bit, and when I looked back up I saw my sister handing my mom a plate with the cake bit cut smaller, while going my way. For some reason I had a face of absolute joy and was actually really fucking happy, turns out fuck me it was for my dad who sat besides my mom. My family saw this exchange right and they all laughed at me, I laughed along too, it was pretty funny. However I was laughing fucking hysterically, like crying, almost throwing up, could barely breath, i do laugh like this occaisonally, it means I'm tired as balls.
H and my dad were talking about how much she's been walking, and since iv also been walking(we go to the same uni) I wanted to brag as well since I'm allowed to do that, I checked my app for my steps, I realised the past two days i havent really been walking so I decided to not show them.(I didnt mention this but i was REALLY bragging like being loud as balls) My brother saw me take out my phone mid conversation being loud as balls, look at it then stop talking and put my phone down, we then locked eyes. Me and him suddenly started bursting out laughing and yet again i could barely breath laughing hysterically. But this time while i was laughing, I was hit with a wave of fucking exhaustion and sleep deprivation(I am sleep deprived AS FUCKING BALLS), but this wasnt all I felt, also I felt like a crazy desire to fucking burst out crying. Crying and laughing is a pretty close action uk, but unfortunately I resisted and just continued laughing. After that I didnt let the wave of cry bother me but im pretty sure i was noticebly less outgoing. My social battery was getting drained like a bitch.
Like 5 minutes after that, I looked behind only to see a little girl crying and that shit sent me into another fit of laughter. Take note, this is while my dad is like giving a speech about his birthday thanking god and blah blah BLAH, meanwhile im hunched over fucking in tears.
I settled down after enough time we all finished eating we were just talking, and then we were preparing to leave. I saw my sister say soemthing to my mom and I heard like wanted something, I thought they were talking abt getting food for themselves cuz H and I are gonna go back to our uni's after that. So, I interjected saying wait i want to as well( I thought they said get food) my mom said" Oh? you want to give a couple of words to dad for his birthday?" and my stupid ass said what? no? And then i realised it, my mom mentioned wanting to give a couple words for my dads bday not wanting to get food for later for uni AND THIS SENT ME INTO ANOTHER HYSTERICAL FIT. I could see on my dads face he was over with my ass. I explained my side of the story afterwards and it was all a silly goofy laugh.
When we were going back to the car, my social battery was already dead for awhile. We were at the parking lot we left the mall, and i saw a person behind my, i thought it was my sister, so i looked back TURNS OUT IT WAS SOME RANDOM ASS OLD GUY. AND I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING AGAIN AND MY SISTER GOT MAD AT ME TELLING ME NOT TO LAUGH CUZ YEA I JUST LOOKED AT HIM AND BURSTED OUT LAUGHING NOT NICE AT ALL.
#On the ride home just my sister H and me with my mom and dad#We were talking blah vlah blah we get to our uni's and they sent my sister off first cuz her dorms were closer than mine#when she left she asked my parents no money? and yea my dad says no in a silly goofy mood typa way#So after she left I also asked for some money nope instant shut down yea tehres totally some type of way one can tactfully approach it...#and i did not do it#and so yea my ass was already fucking tired and getting bitchy we arrived to my dorms and since im not used to it yet we werent sure on the#way and my mom says she knows a way for me thatl be the easiest but my dad was adamant on followign the gps#while i was just thinking of getting out#and while they were like arguing? not rly my ass got super bitchy and just said dude just drop me off#And honeslty#I get my sister so fucking much She does this type of thing all the time and before this i thought she was just bitchy and not chill abt it#but now i see THESE GUYS ARE BEING ANNOYING AS BALLS#like this is literally my dorms i fucking now wehre to go dude#BUT NO THEY JUST IGNORE ME UNTIL I LIKE NOTICLBY BITCHY ABT IT#but unforties my mom was right she did have a faster way it was jsut i didnt know of it since it was primarily a shortcut for cars and not#for walekrs and i only walk around campus
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I’m a simple…lonely boy…..
#irl post#UUUUUUGH IM SO PISSED#I wanted to pick up my book and read#but before I could grab it this stupid brain just went#’nope! can’t do that!’#and when I asked why he just said#’well~ you really want someone to sit with while you read!#you wanna just lean up against someone while you read and they do whatever~’#and I’m just here like ‘bro what? we don’t fucking have that!’#and he just laughs and goes ‘yeah~ so anyway you’re REALLY sad about it now so~ no book for you~ because it doesn’t feel right now~’#I think I’m better now#after drawing that#but goooooood why you gotta be such a dick about iiiiiit#I get it#no one likes me#ya don’t gotta bring it up and random times you bitch#vent art
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something something a fanfic in which Ian is best friends with Yevgeny and then he timetravel and falls in love with his best friend's father.
I like to think that in this version he was raised by Clayton cause Monica obviously couldn't, and canonlike she wasn't in the picture much. He then lives with his father, stepmother and siblings but doesn't quite fit with them. Yev was raised by Svetlana and never knew his father cause he left when Yev was a baby.
When Ian travels back he is saved by Mandy. He says he's a Gallagher and she's like "I know the Gallaghers but I never saw you!". He's introduced to his "cousins" who immediately take he in like a brother? Who he is cause of Monica.
Then because of Mandy he gets to know Mickey and younger Svetlana and baby Yev and it is extremely fucked but... my dick's in your dad mouth, sorry Yev!
Gallavich: they start as friends cause Ian quickly hits off with Mandy, and soon Ian gets to understand the difficult situation that led to Yevgeny's conception and why Mickey probably left them when Yev was still a baby. Then, feelings come along and Mickey's deep in the closet but Ian's nothing if open-minded so with time it works out. Ian doesn't lose interest even though Mickey has a wife and baby, he isn't scared off easily, and Yev Svet and Mandy all like him so that's a turn on. Ian likes older guys so the fact that Mickey's an old soul in a hot young body who listens to dad music and is grumpy is what attracts Ian.
The future is forever altered. Ian now actually has a family of Gallagher's he actually likes and fits. Ian came along so Mickey never left the picture and now Yev was raised with his father around. Which changed the way Yev grew up to be, so he's not the version Ian knew, but that's alright cause then Ian gets to meet him again. And yes, they end up being best friends all the same, after all, Yevgeny watch the type of cartoons and listens to the kind of music and plays the same videogames Ian grew up with so they're very close.
#How do time travelers solve the documentation issue? I'm not sure. there would have to be research in order to write this fic.#but if there was someone who would know how to help Ian it would be Svetlana. hello Russian illegal immigrant?#also. shes the first to find out hes not from there cause Ian knew older Svet but hes only now getting to know younger Svet and he#has absolutely no chill so she figures him out rather quickly and than he proves her right by revealing things she never told anyone before#eventually people have to know hes a time traveler but I like to think every time it happens is in a shitty situation totally non planed#and then theres doubt and he has to try and prove but! effect butterfly things wont happen as they happened before#like he will try and say “this actor will die this year” or “bitcoins are a thing” or “we'll face a pandemic" and... nope. never happens.#and then hes right about the most stupid useless but detailed thing like the whole plot of a movie thats not released yet or like. vaping.#stop im so funny. it will become a family joke thing like Franny and Liam will constantly listen their family say Ian's a time traveler and#and is it true is it a joke why everybodys so serious about it theyre totally messing with us#mickey gives a total of zero fucks i bet. now he gets why ian is the way he is like super optimistic and anxious and super open minded but#like. it changes zero things for him. good for u ian i guess. i would still love u if u were an alien or from another dimension of whatever#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#yevgeny milkovich#svetlana yevgenivna#mandy milkovich#gallavich#ian x mickey#shameless#shameless us#og.#fic idea#honestly “fic idea�� is like my best tag
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IM GONNA SCREAM
#SHES DEAD#HOLY HELL CHIYOS DEAD. OHHHHHH MY GODDD#SO MUCH JUST HAPPENED IN THE PAST FIVE MINUTES IM GONNA THROW UP#I ACTUALLY JUST HAD TO SIT THERE FOR A FEW MINUTES IN PURE SHOCK#NO. NOPE. NONONONONO I DO NOT HAVE THE MENTAL OR EMOTIONAL CAPACITY TO DO THE STUPID PUZZLE RIGHT NOW#I DONT EVEN HAVE THE MENTAL CAPACITY TO PROCESS ALL THAT RIGHT NOW#im. im gonna need to put down this game for a long while i think#vivid/stasis#vivid/stasis spoilers#<- im serious this is the only time where ive been 100% certain on a spoiler tag#vividstasis liveblogging (aka the active rewiring of my brain)#BOY is that tag name relevant now.#hhhhaaAAAAAAAAAUASDKJKJFFADJSGFDF#death tw
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so i thought i had sent an email to someone yesterday about a job (that is, my mum's boss) and that was all fine, sent it from my phone while on a train out for the day. got a call ten minutes ago. 'she didn't get your email'. yeah i know because i'm checking my outbox right now and i can't see my email either, nor in my drafts, nor my other email account in case i sent it from the wrong one. 'how embarrassing'. well, yes. it is, actually. evidently you think it's embarrassing for you too. and i'm sorry. i'll get on it. i'll send it. 'you can bring your laptop with you if you want to get work done' (i'm popping into where she works to help with some other diy things). no thanks. i won't get any work done there, actually. 'what's wrong?'. embarrassing. 'oh, i know, but it happens. it's fine, don't worry about it. she hasn't made a decision yet and will likely need to ask [person] so it's okay'. yes well i need to send the email and luckily my draft-draft of it is on my notes app on my phone, so, bye.
i think i'm stressed enough about this potential job situation as it is, without needing to be told: 'embarrassing'. thanks.
#idk what happened bc my phone app said it sent. that's that. but if the train wifi or my data decided 'nope' well what can i say#i'm starting to think the stress ain't worth it you know#maybe. maybe i just don't need a job yet. maybe that is too much for me right now.#especially since im STILL DOING A DISSERTATION AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT#:)#helia rants#feeling evil feeling like i wanna cry ♡
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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes#and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on#ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done#and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well#im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them#and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right#its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried#i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway#im just. this is gonna b a difficult week#and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend#nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia?#how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru#but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep#ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway#and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week#sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems#but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed#unrelated
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when romancing isabela, post the sex. are you supposed to question her about her stance on love? bc in my maior pt, i didnt - bc it felt liek a sure way to get her running [and it wouldnt be ic for my pc anyway] - and i got the outfit change, her visit in all that remains, her return, and varric mentioning her as a romance.
but all the forums are saying you SHOULD or else the romace doesnt trigger?
so im ... confused.
#grapecase plays da2#isabela#hawkebela#da2 isabela#isabela da2#isabela dragon age#like im getting the beats so clearly maior is in the in? but wouldnt it be funny if the game was like nope lmao#wanna know now before i have to replay act two ... again#im already stressing over fenris not showing up in all that remains - despite the mod saying he should - but he does have the right outfit#change [so im not stressed TOO much]#as much as i do love how mroe roudned these characters feel but dao wasnt this complicated lmao
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WHY IS THERE AN EXTRA STITCH
#ITS LIKE FUCKING HOUSE OF LEAVES UP IN HERE???#by all accounts it doesnt make sense. ive redone this row twice. kept coming up short#figure ok maybe its a problem w the previous row. recount the row#extra stitch. what the fuck?#double check that i didnt accidentally stitch twice into the same stitch#nope. because of the nature of the previous row#its impossible that i could successfully stitch into each stitch just once and end up#with an uneven number. but thats whats happening.#ok stepping away for a bit. im gonna start fucking screaming lol <3#just recounted the prev prev row. right number#so what the fuck did i do..#now i have to redo the row -_-
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Palworld is fun and I'm having a good time except it crashes every ten minutes and my creatures freeze up sometimes so I get fucked during boss fights.someone please hold a fucking gun to my head the next time I consider starting an early access game
#palworld#im playing on xbox idk if its better on pc#but god guys it is ROUGH right now. performance wise#i like that its kinda like ARK but less intense and also i have a cow with a vampire face#it needs so much work. but the bones are good#but also oh my fucking god i keeo getting attacked and my guys jsut stand there??#like nope not my problemsl#like hello????#and then it crashes :)#at least SOTF is almost full release#so i can do that soon without worry
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#i have 80 tabs open on my phone right now#most of which are fics i really really want to read#i love them even though i haven't read them and I want to know each and every story#but seeing the word count is really daunting#more than the presence of 80 tabs lol#but some days i pick a story and I just... can't read it#not because the vibe is off or the writing isn't for me#its a physical issue#i cannot read some days#the words don't make sense#the meaning doesn't register#im reading but im not comprehending#and so i leave the tab#and try another thinking maybe it is what im reading#nope#even my favorite fics i read over and over just do not register#is it my dyslexia?#is it a mental block?#is it just me being overwhelmed?#i don't know#but i really want to read right now and nothing is clicking in my brain#im gonna try anyway#maybe im just having an off day#who knows? not me!#my nonsense
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Hot Take. Blitzo does not own S//tolas affaction, and with hwo Stolas treate dhim in majorty of S1 ? He has every right to feel angry, hurt and used. The deal was Stolas idea. Blitzo din't use him, he just gone along with it to be able countine to do his job. if anything. Blitzo didn't exactly do much wrong here? beyond stealing the book the first time around but everythign else? I think it more on Stolas. Blitzo messed up a lot, Stolas ain't one of ehm. I don't hate stoals btw, im just tired everybody ask as if he done no wrong. Or try to justfy it - with reasoing that would work for Blitzo just as well.
#im jsut..mad#i get stolas is more popular but come on#he aint a inccount uwu boy#he started that whole mess#the lates epsiode even explained well why BLIzto is so distant#but nope he is strong tough guyx#so his mental issu and trauam do not count#haaa#im glad the deal is gonna be broekn upcomming ep#but damn aint lookign forward to all the#blitzo ahte /::#espically given he is in the right to feel angry#again im indifferent to the chara and ship#..thogu if stolas bashes on blitzo in aplogty tour i not#gonna like him very much anymore#the mun#tbd#maybe#idk#i jsut liek blitzo alot#and i think he will fix his shit#espiclaly now that he has his best friend back#yknow the reason he struggles wiht lettign people close#..bakc to uni stuff i go#syr need a bit to vent#not lookign forward tot he fandoms reaction
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