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magnolia-sunrise · 28 days ago

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two years after their violent meeting, Wolfgang decides to seek out the man who saved their life - hopefully to make a better second impression 🚬 (shoutout to mintt and julien for proofreading and feedback!)

#surprise wolfgang tuesdayyyy 💖#oc art #comics #original characters #android #art #wolfgang #bastien #wolfien #(the beginnings TM)#one thing my characters will do is lean on the fucking railing at all times #this is the longest comic ive ever scripted and drawn and it was so much work oh god #but im happy with the result and im happy that this little scene can now be out there #Wolfgang is very funny to me in this they tried so hard to plan this out and make sure it goes as well as possible #and STILL they nearly completely fumble #i hope its fun to see them being younger and less confident and less *them*#finally the vampire comic from last year is no longer the most dialogue heavy thing ive ever written lmao

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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thank you WH update for confirming that Wally breathes. i really thought he didnt <3

#but also fuck it for confirming that bc it sounds like hes in pain and it hurts my shriveled heart #(keep it up the pain is top tier <3 hurt him more. but also dont. but Do. i want the emotional agony attached)#but uhhhhh seriously tho i did Not expect breathing to be in his library of skills #absolutely unprompted #welcome home #'why is that' i hear one person passively wonder #well considering that he doesnt sleep. and he doesnt eat normally - one could argue that he Doesnt eat either.#and how he Knows hes a puppet.#i really thought he wouldnt feel an innate need to keep up a charade of 'breathing' like the others who are Unaware!#BUT IT TURNS OUT ITS NOT A CHARADE AHAHA #THEY KINDA NEED TO APPARENTLY! at least i can assume so #but i was Genuinely surprised to hear wally's labored breathing in his hidden record audios #i almost paused the first one i heard to go 'what??? he can breathe??'#i had convinced myself of it so Thoroughly that i need to edit some stuff in my brain #bc oh boy i had Thoughts completely centered on that #oh well! into the fire they go!!#im happy for him. puppet man gets to enjoy the annoyance that is breathing

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luc1ferian · 2 months ago

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Hi I'm thinking about writing a h2g2 and gravity falls crossover fic. I saw your post awhile ago and I was wondering if you had any idea on how the two fords would interact.

Oooh this is a really good idea!

Hm, I haven't properly watched Gravity Falls in a while (I KNOW IM SORRY), but comparing their personalities from what i know they have a couple similarities and differences.

For first interactions I'm not entirely sure how or where, neither of them are naturally social but if someone were to start a conversation it would be Prefect, and once they realize they're both named Ford P. they'd hit off perfectly.

I think they'd love to go out for a small drink and talk about their outlooks on life, about space, their own traumas and relationships, about their research and studies with their respective books (Pines to the Journals, and Prefect to the Guide), and about their plans for future. This interaction could also be a lot funnier depending on the tone you wanted to take.

Ooooh they could also rant about their annoying family members (Zaphod and Stan)

They would also engage in an epic game of Dungeons & More Dungeons no doubt

#if you ever end up writing this fic please feel free to send me it when you're ready i would love to see it :)#okay okay im not sure if you were only planning for the fords to interact but a full crossover is immediately interesting me now #hmm maybe the HoG malfuctions with the improbability drive on and it crashes into the mystery shack immediately i think that would be silly #i'm really interested in bill and arthur interactions now as well. they barely have any similarities but it sounds really funny #oh wait they could relate to their world's being destroyed...even though bill's the one who destroyed his own world #i think the pines twins would immediately lose their marbles over ford and zaphod being *real life* aliens #ford prefect would give dipper his copy of the Guide that man would give a 6 year old a laser blaster this is tame for him lol #mabel would be super insane over the fact that zaphod has 2 heads and 3 arms and was also a president and zaphod would. not care #(i head canon he dislikes children)#i think a mabel and marvin interaction would be cool too #uber depressed and uber excited #i also need zaphod and stan relations yeahhhhh 2 greedy often self-absorbed criminals probably wanted across all 4 dimensions #i want to see trillian and arthur summon bill cipher by complete accident because they were bored and they are simply just Normal Guys #neither of them would be surprised to see a floating yellow triangle with a tophat. they've seen too much at this point this would be norma #someone needs to restrain me i've made too many tags #ANYWHO happy writing!! im sorry if i sound demanding you get to choose whatever you would like for your story i just got a little silly #i hope i answered your question enough #h2g2 #the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy #ford prefect #gravity falls #ford pines #stanford pines #ask #tumblr asks #lucifers gluttony #lucifers inferno

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banjomelodies · 3 months ago

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Honestly really sad about the fact Natlan has some of the coolest outfits and animations ever .. but everything about the characters is plain colorist and stereotypical. Mualani is super cute, Kinich seems interesting, Xilonen is super pretty, Ororon is really cool. ..But then you look at their designs. And realize that they just stripped a culture from the real world of the actual people behind it, being POC.

All I can really recommend is to not pull Natlan characters and keep yourself as F2P as possible. They obviously are trying to beg on their knees for players considering all of this really cool stuff they're sending out, and because of the fact Shogun AND Kazuha somehow got a rerun before Shenhe despite running really recently. They're compensating. Don't let their compensation win.

#genshin impact #genshin impact Natlan #natlan rant #like honestly fuck natlan #unfortunately genshin is currently one of the only things that makes me happy so i cant fully drop it.#but im planning on not spending a dollar during natlan banners and im not pulling them. im saving for a venti rerun instead.#im hoping if they see Natlans sales hit the fan that they'll be willing to do something about the shitshow of natlans characters #its doubtful considering they've already advertised these characters as the picked designs. but. maybe they'd make more at a later date #ones that are actually culturally accurate.#stealing someones language #stealing someones culture #their architecture #but then saying “oh no sorry youre too dark so you wont sell well in our game :((” and whitewash everything is just fucked up #and people dont get that. people think it's okay because its a chinese company #completely ignoring the fact a game like Dislyte exist. which has IMMACULATE diversity in both skintones and bodies.#it's not an excuse. youre just dickriding the rich company.

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adhderall · 3 months ago

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well as you can see besides being ugly as all fuck I'm also extremely bitter so that doesn't help at all in making me appealing. but it also comes with the territory you see, being treated as a hideous freak of nature for your whole life kind of does things to your psyche.

also going into shit in the tags as an extreeeemely jaded individual who's been on every side of the discourse and KNOWS it all VERY PERSONALLY so I know many people will find all sorts of different reasons to hate me (if they want ig) because I'm ~politically homeless~ at this point because I'm sick and tired of everything but whatever

(also fuck I ran out of space in the tags so another post maybe idk. )

#so. i get why people are against children transitioning i really do. and i have my own nuanced complicated feelings about it #but honestly. im beginning to believe id be more well-adjusted by now even if just a bit if i had started larping as male by 15.#would it fix all of my problems? no. but it would make a lot of things in my life much smoother and easier.#but i was sooo deep into raddie/gc shit that i had this fucking. complex about not wanting to troon because its ~cheating~#and 'omg all the butches are leaving!!1 butch flight i cant be one of them!!!1'#'i MUST be a good example for all the young girls!!!1' a weird sort of almost martyr-like complex if you will.#but as i get older im like... honestly man fuuuuccckkkkk this.#barely anybody expects straight or even bi women to abstain from dating men forever For the Good of Womankind #its not seen as Expected but rather Exceptional and Wow Amazing if you do.#and anyone who Expects it is seen as a ~crazy extremist~#meanwhile lesbians and especially HSTS are almost fucking Expected to sacrifice themselves for the ~greater good~#and ngl other lesbiams perpetuate this shit too.#oh you CANT transition even if you feel it'll make your life easier because because because #[arguments that would really only apply to OSA females transitioning]#[strawman] [misinterpreted stats] [unverified reddit posts]#and if all else fails 'think of how the very act of doing so will HURT ALL OF WOMANKIND'#no fucking wonder dysphoric lesbians develop an fucking insane martyr complex and start to treat hrt/transitioning like its fucking crack #'ill give into the temptation if i see a happy trans person ohh nooo so nobody should be allowed to troon'#like thats not fucking normal! you realize thats NOT FUCKING NORMAL right?#youre acting like a deranged christian who is so afraid of sinning by wrongthink #and disclaimer no. i dont inherently hate being female or a lesbian but with the way i am physically and mentally #i would have/have had a Much easier time integrating into society as a ~man~. just because of how i am physically and mentally.#now i wont say internalized homophobia/etc. NEVER has anything to do with transition or etc. but im gonna be real #for HSTS (which are extremely rare in the first place) thats often only a very small part of it at most.#its often more about making our lives easier and integrating better without having to completely remold our entire personalities.#thats the reality.#would we not transition if society have patriarchy/gender roles/sexism? perhaps. i wont deny that possibility.#the fact of the matter is however #that it wont be happening any time soon. so we just want our lives to be easier.#'oh but youre lying to yourself' not necessarily. i dont have a ~gender identity~ and im well aware of myself and my situation.

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chotachica · 1 year ago

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How the fuck did I learn how to efficiently help my partner through his autistic meltdowns thanks to a vashwood fanfic .what

#me reading ww help w vashs meldowns: oh well I . ?? oh ???? wait It does look similar to - OH ?? IT WOULD HELP MAYBE OH MY GOR #I followed fucking fanfic wws steps next time my bf had one #i used his way of asking and talking #the question that fictional bitch asked #and it WORKED #Fun fact were both autistic #just .completely different breeds of it #plus I cant understand ppls physical reactions to save my life #thought process ?? im a fucking expert . the BEST #but PHYSICAL oh hell naw #I just understand what I physically need but absolutely nothing more #NOW I CAN HELP HIM #U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY AM I ABOUT THAT #autism #fanfiction #vashwood #ao3 fanfic #we had obv talked about it b4 but he didnt understand how it worked either so we left it at “dw if u dont know. ure trying and i love u”#(i wanted to eat his face and cry bc I HATE NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT I SHOULD UNDERSTAND)#oh and I couldnt do what works for me bc my body is 100% uncapable of being vulnerable in anyway in front of ppl for more than .5 min prob #so I just loose my mind a lil bit w laughing randomly and moving compulsively like rocking on the chair or slamming things etc for that time #and the close off until im alone and gave the full needed meltdown #so ive never been actually comforted or helped so I dont know what it would help bc Ive never experienced it #rant ended lads now SORRY

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vilelittlecritter · 3 months ago

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The device theory by Molly stars is my lord of the rings.

#GOD ITS SO FUCKING LONG BUT I LOVE IT #the idea of the game being a sort of device to me is completely canon because it works so well and its cool as fuck #very similar to how Oneshot and Off executed the idea of you connecting to a world through a program #but deltarune is going yo take that concept as far as possible i think #darker. yet darker even.#GOD IM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTERS #RAAAAAAH I FUCKING LOVE META NARRATIVES #I LOVE CHARACTERS HAVING THEIR REALITY SHATTER AROUND THEM AND THE DECONSTRUCTION OF VIDEO GAMES AS A CONCEPT #Also the idea of darker yet darker referring to creating fiction within fiction and blurring the lines of reality is so fucking cool #idk but visually it evokes the image of silent hill 2 in the prison when your repeatedly descending down stairs/holes #the idea of going further and further as you lose grip on whats real #also the idea of a character (probs Dess) being stuck in the physical game code is such an awesome idea #watching the community go from “oh hey undertale 2!” to “oh god what the fuck is happening” is fantastic #deltarune just has such an eerie undertone to its story its fucking wonderful #even when its bright and happy the moment you dig deeper it starts becoming genuinely unnerving #sorry i love deltarune #random rambles #deltarune #the device theory

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zymstarz · 6 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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good-beanswrites · 1 year ago

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My english lyrics for Triage woo! (They're written out under the cut, I just wanted to share my lil chart lol)

Though I'm too indecisive to officially label this as my favorite song, it's had the strongest emotional impact on me by far. It holds a special place in my heart, I definitely wanted to write lyrics for it first! I'll leave all my rambling process commentary in the tags, but I was so happy with how it came out!!

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

If that were the case, it should have been fate for me to die.

That's the truth, given my crime, so why--?

No, I can't take it, to this cruel joke I'll submit. You

don't know, you can't know, but I'm ready to admit:

Killing for them, extracting for them, won't change the fact they're dead.

I need someone to tag me as RED.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel and leaves you on your own.

(I can't die) to atone. (I can't love) alone.

I can't be saved (saved), you've nothing to give. Saved (saved)

But what if I lived? Why else would you choose to forgive?

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, you need me, (I can be) indispensable.

Tilt to and fro, I know the scales should land on GUILTY for me.

Tilt fro and to, it's INNOCENT that they choose.

They cry (x4) out in pain, I can hear them. There's no one else, to guard their health,

My mission is offering help.

All of those cards of promise thrown down carelessly,

This must be retribution for all I've taken endlessly.

So if that's the case, then it must be fate to make amends,

Extract that fang before we meet the end.

It makes me sick (sick), it's too unpleasant. Sick (sick)

Is this punishment? What do you mean I'm INNOCENT?

I see, the world is cruel, but what I've realized is

(Now I want) to be INNOCENT. (Now I want) to live.

It makes me sick (sick), This wasn't my plan, hostages at my command.

Their future resting in my hands

I see, there's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

Maybe this was meant to be -- oh -- or maybe neither of us can know

There's lives to save so let's be sensible.

Right now, please save me, (I will be) indispensable.

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I mentioned earlier that I always get annoyed with myself when people post translyrics and I can't figure out the rhythm they were going for, so here's a recording of me singing, but I'm bad at it! It's just for fun! Like a rough draft for music! Because the only thing worse than people hearing my voice is people thinking I can't count syllables!

#milgram #shidou kirisaki #lyrics #im real happy with how they came out :))#when i first got into milgram i started writing tear drop lyrics but got discouraged #(ill be revisiting them next but) it was so fun to work with this song!#i love the sound of it and had a great time creating my version #i wanted his repeated lines in the refrain to have a punch to them #and was SO satisfied giving the doctor 'sick' and 'saved' as his focus words #the mention of 'throw down' wasnt originally intended but it fit so well i just had to keep it asdfsd #i looked up an internet translation for 'Shinenai sentaku o ikenai ai o' because the official english line confused me #and it gave me 'i cant die. i cant go. i cant love.' and i loved that more than the official translation actually #really the only word that doesnt flow quite like id want is 'punishment' but the meaning/rhyme made me happy so i kept it haha #nothing can replace the sound satisfaction 'Yurayura tenbin yurusa naide hoshii noni/Yureteru yurushite hoshii to' gives me tho -_-#and i wanted a more open-mouth sound when he sings 'dattaka' the second time -- i absolutely love how he draws it out #but had to settle for what i could make work 🤷‍♀️#we are spitting in the face of cringe culture and posting my voice!!#some writers are okay if their complete vision doesnt make it across to the audience but Not Me #i gotta show my whole vision and draft 😂#oh and excuse his voicemail message LMAO #i love shidou with all my heart but i have to tease him about shoving his profession in our face every chance he gets #(did we ever get a translation for that btw?)#but yeah im always preaching to do arts and things youre bad at just because theyre fun so i figured id take my own advice #because it was a lot of fun to sing :3 #and i dont know how to word this in the fans-having-collaborative-fun way and not a pretentious way #but if any of the milgram pals who like singing want to cover it hmu :D

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doctor-cunt-phd · 14 days ago

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Bro i swear to god i try not to be annoying abt my interests to my friends bc i have such a single track mind, and this blog helps curb a lot of that need to ramble abt things unprompted, but sometimes my friends will literally ask and I'll get going about smthn im excited about and they'll just completely disengage or tell me they dont care actually or make fun of me for how much i talk abt the things I like.

But I dont think i do bring it up a lot?? At least not when it's not appropriate or i wasnt asked, and it just feels like im friends with a bunch of people who love rambling to me bc i genuinely try to engage with them and ask questions abt their intrests, try to get context so we can talk more abt the things they like, but its never my turn to ramble about this cool show im into or my spelljammer character im making. Its so terribly frustrating, and every time ive ever tried to bring up this issue in the past I kinda get laughed down and I feel like im way over reacting but this always happen when i get into something new.

#i feel like im being very 'woe is me' about this but i get this shit from people i try so hard to listen to and they tell me everything #but i just dont get the same thing. and when people that dont know me as well Do ask me to infodump im too scared to bc im afraid theyll go-#-'oh i dont actually care' and then never give me the opprotunity again #everything anyone else gets to is cool and interesting but everything im into is lame and not worth getting this enthusiastic over #ugghh idk man #thanks to this little community for keeping me company and lustening to me rant all the time and Actually interacting #its keeping me from going completely crazy #thata the other thing. like maybe it is fucking lame but this ia the ONLY thing i have that im happy abt rn. things are hard on me and have-#-been for a while so yeah maybe it does hurt a little more when the only thing keeping me afloat rn in a sea of struggles is disregarded.#idk!! anyways rant over sorry

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jayisa · 6 months ago

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just saw the haikyuu movie and it was SO GOOD

#didn't even know it was in theaters I thought I had to wait until July!!!#then out of nowhere my mom was like oh did you see its in theaters???#im so happy right now im so so happy right now I had a fantastic time!!#i even got to see it in the dub which is so fun bc I actually love the hq dub #also god damn tsukiyamas were well fed I mean their scene was basically a complete amv #im so fucking happy right now #i think it actually worked really well as a movie #i'm sure it would have been great as a season like season 3 bc I'm sure there was stuff they had to cut but all things considered #the movie hit the emotional notes really well and was just fantastic to watch #ugh i love them so much #so its not like i ever really fell out of my haikyuu phase but like the hyperfixation is !!!!!!!!!!#of course its right when I start my first adult full time job #I'm totally gonna see it again tomorrow with my cousin #but i would see it as much as possible if i didn't have goddamn gainfull employmentt #so mad that i don't know any one is real life who shares my intensity about haikyuu i wish to scream #anyway it was great pleaseeeeee go see it if you can #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #haikyuu spoiler #haikyuu battle of the garbage dump #haikyuu battle of the garbage dump spoilers #not really but just in case #tsukkiyama

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widevibratobitch · 19 days ago

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actually im kinda happy with it lol probably because ive given up quite some time ago but yknow. its not that serious.

#thank ye gods of mediocre adult animation shows for doing everything in your might to de-twinkify him i appreciate it 🙏#they gave my man a moustache AND a sugar mommy #insane. ill take it!#if i had a nickel for every time i fixated on an evil little dude with a moustache and a sugar mommy... two nickels indeed #and that's before i even knew he had either of those! its like i have a sixth sense for this lol #hazbin leaks #tagging just in case #anyway i am kinda disappointed they're taking the sillygoofy way out about it when the huge great evil drama had been so heavily hinted at #but they would have fucked it up anyway so all in all i think this was the best Other way out. AND the song slaps. im happy honestly #anyway time to get into something serious again but ngl its kinda fun obsessing over something thats like. still a work in progress.#i dont get that often. fun! just shameless entertainment! (well not completely shameless but oh well. a little shame is good for the soul)#pity they seemed to have dumbed him down and not in a pilot!alastor way but oh well. ive survived worse shit done to my blorbos 💁‍♀️#wish we could have just have him stay Actually Fucking Evil and yknow. also Actually Scary. i miss his pilot self every day #but like hey. whatever. we just vibin. the version of this show that exists in my head only is soooo good and ive made peace with it already #the actual show is more like a parody of it and its fine. just give me simple music that slaps and some good voice acting and we good

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motherforthefamicom · 4 months ago

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finally got the new desk set up in my room and cleaned out my dresser nd closet (had barely touched anything in there for Literal Years cuz of how much of a mess they were). feels surreal

#we still gotta figure out a new chair situation cuz the one ive been using #is Not Good its this awful office chair my dad had since before i was even born and its the most uncomfortable thing ever #also theres still a lot in my room that needs to be cleaned…….namely everything on top of the dresser XD #nd i gotta sort out a lot of my closet still ive been using it to store all my art n stuff for years its piled up so much stuff #that ive been meaning to get more organized AND scanned since its just. so much theres no real way i could take all of it #whenever i end up moving out.. i want to be able to still look back on it even if its not all physical #i found some goofy stuff while throwing out these old binders frm middle school i might post em #inquisitivewaltz.txt #realizing as im typing this out its a little. silly that this feels like such a big accomplishment #my rooms been fucking disgusting and an absolute mess for years now and im not very good at taking care of. well anything #so little stuff like this feels sorta relieving like. im kind of getting my life together in some sorta way #idk #oh wait also we didnt end up having to move as much as originally expected which im #pretty happy about i was really reluctant abt getting the new desk purely cuz itd completely alter the layout of my room #….which isnt very good rn but i didnt want to have to deal w the new thing i know for a fact what my parents had planned wouldve been worse #also the new desk has shelves so have more room to put shit and itll hopefully be actually more organized instead of #just throwing things onto my dresser and forgetting it even existed in the first place becuz it gets completely buried by everythint else

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nyupuun · 1 year ago

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I wish people would talk about the OST in the Yugioh Anime and Games more, (so I have an excuse to talk about my favourite tracks.)

#i should continue my 5ds posts i completely forgot (said in a neurodivergent way)#in wcs2007 the deck menu ost... literally so good #also duel links ost has been so nice i think its so underappreciated #ESPECIALLY THE KC CUP THEMES THEY KNOW HOW TO HYPE YOU UP!#when i got into yugioh again i was watching all the DL summonings cause i always loved seeing the monsters #and the KC CUP Stage 2 Theme from 2019 played #and I think that like. literally changed me as a person #i feel a bit embarrassed cause all i know js like. yugioh ost since i dont really listen to music outside from my special interests #so someone will ask me 'omg do you know this song?' and im ljke. sigh. no sorry i only know looming threat yugioh 5ds sound duel 2 #also theres probably a lot of nostalgia involved but... oh well. it makes me happy so #random ramble #ramble in notes #yugioh

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theblankest123 · 2 months ago

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Quick quastion:

#trans #nonbinary #haircut #whatever #transgender #weh #take a guess what im scared of. that good ol ~social judgement~#which im realising is more and more and more just.......stupid. i dont wanna be shackled by that...#im just.... scared of everyones reacrion and everyone judging me #but they most likely are not like. gonna do shit to me #oh no they are going to be weirded out? uncomfortable? make mean comments? snide remarks?#cool. they are most likely not gonna like. hurt me phisically. im not gonna get disowned my parents would not do that.#they might be shocked or dissapointed or whatever. upset maybe. angry maybe. but they are not going to disown me for something like this.#dad might take it worse but. i really dont want to sacrifice myself completely just to keep him happy.#it can be a take it or leave it kind of situation for others #im not gonna get fucking murdered for having a fucking haircut.#maybe i might become more likely to be a target of aggression but as long as im careful its. hopefully unlikely as hell to happen #i might get some snide remarks from old fucks but like. im progressively just in general giving a bit less and less of a shit about that #aaaaaaaaand im rabling here #well whatever. take it or leave it i guess heh #*rambling #well thats a ton of typos. neat #im a damn adult i need to learn how to break out and be me and make my own choices and all that. even if it is scary as hell. to me.

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arytha · 1 year ago

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[ID copied from ALT: A digital drawing of my partner (@hunterofthehunters) OC Amaranthe with her embodiment Chorus behind her. Amaranthe is a young black woman crouching down with one knee on the ground, facing the camera and smiling while resting an arm with a glowing baton on her knee. She has straight two-toned pink and red hair, is wearing simple streetwear in reddish purple coloring, and carries a dark soft guitar case slung casually over her shoulder. Amaranthe's eyes match Chorus's gold-and-silver coloring, with white pupils. Chorus is floating behind her, visible from the waist up as only line art. Chorus is a genderless, humanoid entity that is composed of doll-like sectioning without visible joints, and has its arms open as if conducting the audience with the glowing baton in it's hand. Chorus's eyes glow brightly, golden tears dripping from them. They are adorned only with a scarf. A glowing golden halo circles its head behind it, and circular soundwaves emanate from them. Underneath Amaranthe's feet, glowing concentric circles spread out in a wave from her feet. End ID]

Advent of the Euphoria

#Mara's Art #Amaranthe #Chorus #aaaaaa #finally completing art! feels good!!#also im soooooo happy with how this came out im so happy #ammy is basically the incarnation of chorus. she borrows some of chorus's power to buff and debuff things #when she pulls her baton out her eyes change to this color. otherwise they're hazelish #this is my new wallpaper lol #me trying to keep this id small. failing bc this is the first time either of them have shown up. oh well

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