#im not a lurker anymore

[spinostarz]

hi käärijä fans i just wanna say u guys are actually the chillest and kindest fanbase i've ever been a part of i love u

[kaiserouo]

me with bloodhound back in 2022. they're literally the sole reason why you can even see me here

[blossoms-phan]

signing up for phannie twitter in a trench coat was not on my to do list today but i need y’all to know this is just for the enrichment like sure I guess but tumblr is my number one girl and so are all of you on here <3

[stlamb]

actually going to start queuing my image posts for the first time in my entire decade on tumblr because my drafts are almost in the 4 digits

[koushirouizumi]

Can people who clearly hate Meiko + canon!Meiko and have made {especially if numerous} posts actively expressing it + in particular please stop interacting on my {+02!!!} Positive edits PLEASE & thank you.

*Unless you're actually willing to change your mind + reconsider on the matter then go ahead but please note I'm keeping a careful eye on tags added to my Meiko and Tri inclusive posts. {And I have been for a LONG while now (basically ever since BNM ended)}

[wolvertooth]

started tagging stuff w 'friend art' cuz some people were doing it to me and uhm. yea. feels good man.

[beroidae]

ok one con of being free of the shadowban curse:

the bots are back

[coastxlwaters]

Yawns and stretches

Well uh... I wasnt planning on making one of these bc i appreciate everyone so much i cant put it into words... But ah. Lets go

This is gonna be extremely cheesy, also remember im making this half asleep and even fully awake i couldn’t explain how much i care for you all

No specific order, lit just what pops up as moot first:

@escapetheslaughters Hey Ze! I love your ideas and creativeness, even if at times i have to back away due to my uncomfortableness with ykw related topics. You are by far one of my most trusted moots even though i trust all of them with my life, and i wish i could call you my father, but im happy to atleast call you my friend

@eternal-soup Hey soup, god you have pulled me through some rough times without even knowing it. I cant tell you how much i treasure our few and far between interactions but god you are just a great person to call my friend. I cant put it into words for how muchi care for you, but if i ever hear that someone was rude to you i would go to war on your behalf

@eclipsen-smiles Hey Clips Mod, i dont know you too well but you do take up a special place in my heart, you are a very wonderful person with great character building, i wish i could say i knew you more but i respect that you find more likeness in others and not me, im just happy that i know you well enought to call you a friend

@theinfamousmaybelle hi maybelle!i dont know you too much but when we do interact it calms many of my always frazzled nerves!

@im-just-a-dumb-gay Hey Gay, oh god icant put into words how much i appreciate you. You wereone of my first ever moots and i am so happy i have had the fortune to have you in my life

@inkyucu Hey Inky! We may not interact much but i hold you near and dear to my heart, you always know the right thing to say somehow and always make my days better!

@itsahotminuteinbetween hey minute! Oh god, agajn, i cant put it into words but you are a treauredpart of my life i could have never hoped for, as i aslent lurker myself i always understand you not being able to interact much due to social anxiety and i appreciate whenever you become braveenough to interact with me, i am trying to telepathically hug u as i type this i hope you feel it-

@obsessivecelestial i havent known you for long, Celestial, but you make people i care for happier than i ever wish i could, please, please continue to be their friend because you have an untouched power for making people happy

@o-i-w-u hey Charlie! I miss when we were able to interact alot, but i still silentl lurk through your blog for memories of when we would interat alot. You pulled me through one of the roughest times i have ever had and i still appreciate the hand you offered for mine

@potatotato-26 Hey Tato, god, i miss you so much. I think about you every single day, your anxiety about uour art, your little quirks, you bring light to many people and i ask you continue to do so even if ur not in the tsams fandom anymore, u will forever be one of my role models

@strawberry-arrowtip Prime, Prime, Prime, i cant put inro words how much i just LOVE u /p, you have been there for me since my early days under the user of ’CoastxlWaters’ or ’Xellia_eclipse’ you have been one of the best role models for me and i cherish ur existence in my life, though i cant decide whether you are brother figure or father figure <3

@froggielovescoffee Oh Forrest,god your terrifying in a good way, i cant believe i have an amazing artist following me of all people, much less being able to call you a friend!

@h-didanart H, H, H H H H, god I have always loved your stuff and always will your aus fascinate me and your support for whenever I try to do something has never went unappreciated, also, you made one of my absolute bestest of friends as happy as they are, and I think you know who they are, wink wink

@just-a-normal-nova Nova I cannot stress how much I care for you, you are literally part of my family in my head, your older brother btw💥 but anyways, god i hope you get the man ur looking at and i hope you are the happiest you can ever be even if i have to someday leave you behind in my online life

@knizuu Same as your brother, Knizuu, i cant put into words how much i care baout you, i am hugging you and burying my head in ur chest out of appreciation rn

@letthebloodrunlikeariver we dont talk much but for fuck’s sake you are treasured, treasured i tell u, treasured.

@liminal---nightmare-aliza oh Liminal- oh god i miss u so much... I hope you are living a great life even ifim not even noticed in it

@loony2star LOONY, LOONY LOONY LOONY, OH LOONY, GOD I CANT PUT MY APPRECIATION INTO WORDS BUT YOU ARE- SOSOSO- GREAT? AMAZING? TREASURED? SOMETHING LIKE THAT!-

@creaturenamedchoir Choir i literally cant say anything when it comes to you, when i do all i end up seeing in my head is me hugging ur sona with my shark onesie with caption: ’Big brother’

@brightsstar i dont know u that well but ur creations lighten my mood every time i see one!

@multifandomcutie13 oh god u are so treasured in my life i think ill cry if i try to explain, even if u are ominous smt with ur messaging and get the wrong idea you are still an amazing person!

@mellonaide-skys KASHI, I think you know how much i appreciate you, i could make entire posts for every single one of my moots and you would still be in my mind waiting for ur turn to be yelled at with appreciation

@morriganfey i call u every day, u help me through some of the worst times in my life, i cant put my appreciation into words but everytime i hear your voice i smile and my self deprecating thoughts become a little less heavy, i care for you more than almost everyone else on this list. I am sorry for anyone else reading this, but Fey has heard me crying and helped me more than i could even hope for

@capring *sobs into ur chest* i care for you so much i cant tell you how much of an impact you have made on my life and not sound like im overexagerating but you certainly had a huge impact like Fey’s, i care for you deepky and wish i could flick a wand and watch yoir worrkes melt away

@librarian-computer My unbelievably anxious friend, you are treasured and u can talk to me about anything, though i do ask that u message me when u lose motivation for an rp so i can cut it off or try to help <3

@bittyfromquotev you are a role model and i cant say nothing else without sounding really, really crazily happy and i sadly have reputation to uphold

@sunny-inajar ifyou killed me i would die happily/silly but actually, you were one of the biggest motivations in my life and you continue to be, im so happy i have the continued ability to call you a moot

My hands are hurting from all this typing and i know this isn’t everyone byfar but im in more pain than i am in when doing chicken scratches to vent-

I love all of you

So much

I am so tired and slow

I hope i worded this right

But you are truly gifts in my life

Everyone of my moots and people i trust

You are all gifts

[danrifics]

okay. ive tried to write this so many times in so many ways but i think ill keep it simple for my own sake. i’ve been watching dan and phil since 2012, i’ve seen so many things happen, i remember every tour announcement, i remember them announcing dapg, i remember the hiatus. i remember it all. i was a lurker back then, i didn’t make my socials until the day dan came out. watching that coming out video made something click in my little audhd brain and my life has never been the same since.

this isn’t just a fandom to me, it’s my family. and i know people think it’s cringe when we call them our dads but like they really have been parental figures in my life, i found dan and phil when i was barely a teenager i can’t hide from the fact that they shaped who i am today and im glad they did. i don’t wanna know what kinda of world it’d be without them in it, cos this is where i want to be and where i belong.

i know not everyone understands the love i have for them, i know objectively that this is weird but i wouldn’t change any of it. not even one second. a world with dan and phil in it is a world worth living in.

very few things in this world make me show emotion, i rarely get excited about things but i always without fail get excited about them

i’m so grateful that i get to give them my love and i get to receive theirs in return, not many online creators are as parasocial about their fans as their fans are about them but dan and phil are and they clearly value us in their lives and they make sure we know what we mean to them

this is too long and too rambly and what am i even saying anymore but long story short they are quite literally everything to me. i love them more than i could ever love anyone else 💕

[theashemarie]

I'm not really active on tumblr anymore, im just a lurker, but I still wanted to send some fanart :]

Only a sketch bc i didn't have much time, but hope you like it anyway!

OMG???? HELLO???

THANK YOU SO MUCH WTF???? ;A; Love love LOVE the body language you used!! 🥹🥹🥹 Thank you for breaking lurker status to send this to me omg what a great thing to wake up to ‼️💜

[foursaints]

hello! im usually a lurker, but i just wanted to say i enjoy your little rosekiller headcanons and was wondering if you had anymore to share? personally i adore the vision of evan being a cross between a biology student and a sentient excel sheet and barty being his cretin boyfriend.

and everybody on campus looks at them like ??? because evan rosier has a 13 step skincare routine, only drinks soy milk due to lactose intolerance and sheer animosity, is keeping the japanese stationary industry in business with his psycho colour-coded biology notes; but barty crouch jr's blood is currently being substituted by vodka he imported from russia using his dads stolen credit card, yet he somehow passes every class because evan helps him revise if barty gives him his heart to dissect.

oh you really see the vision here... this ask made me smile so big LMFAO. however i think the important distinction to be made is that despite barty being on the brink of academic probation for sleeping through too many classes he effortlessly makes the deans list every year because he doesn't have to try to be smart. meanwhile evan makes an incredible impression as The Most Type A Person Known To Man except his dorm room looks like a hoarder's den & he goes through every stage of grief whenever he has to ask barty to share his quizlets because they really are quite comprehensive

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

hi! i think i saw your post just now (i cant find it anymore so idk), something along the lines of how it sucks that you lost your old gg analysis posts when the old acc got nuked. it reminded me that i still have screenshots of 2 of your posts so here you go? i thought it might be worth sending them to you if you still care about them and haven't recovered these already

https://imgur. com/a/A4u7aKQ sorry for sending it from anon im a shy lurker lol

WOW that is extremely flattering and kind, thank you! I was planing to see if I could track down some of them and repost them but I haven't really gotten around to doing it.

Also yay that first one is literally the post that started it all LOL I still remember the tags on that one with people talking about how much they love Axl... some of the folks who sent those tags are actually beloved mutuals of mine now. Second one is just. Yeah. Gear does that you.

I'm so touched you saved these posts and thankful you sent them to me anon, thanks so much! They brought back good memories. I'll stick em below for anyone who wants to see em:

[antiendovents]

The same Endo has been making multiple accounts to harass me after I interacted with an anti Endo post. They send me anon asks that I keep blocking but they just keep coming. I know it's them. They use the same sign off.

It's funny how, back when I was pro Endo, anti Endos only tried to politely educate me. Sure there was the occasional asshole, but even they didn't harass me. They were just rude. But now that i understand science even just a little every pro Endo wants me dead. I think that says a lot about them :(

Idk I'm just tired. I just want a disorder I genuinely have and struggle so hard to live with to not be bastardized...

(I'm just gonna call myself Night Glider? Idk how it works but I'm more of a lurker so I doubt I'll be around much ^^')

im really sorry about that,, I'd recommend blocking any anon messages that come in, so if it's one person they won't be able to send anon anymore ((their actual blog will be able to, but then you'll know who it is so you can block them!))

Also Night Glider is a cool name,, well make it a sign off for yous :3 also DW, we're kinda similar with the lurking thing lol

[themetalvirus]

"fountain pen ink company just re released dark lilac color but its different and fountain pen people are going insane about that" just hit my feed on another app and as literally the only fountain pen guy that i know of im really curious if you have any feelings about dark lilac

i havent been keeping up with the FP community for a couple months or so because i'm trying to avoid spending a bajillion dollars on pens. so seeing that this story somehow hit the NEW YORK TIMES is SO funny because ive never even seen dark lilac being discussed before this point, tho i am a simple fountain pen subreddit lurker that only goes occasionally so

but apparently the red dye that's part of the old dark lilac color isn't available anymore, so lamy tried their best to make a dupe with the new ink. from what i can glean, the original was so popular and sought after because no other ink could dupe the deep purple tones properly. now even lamy can't dupe it properly it seems. which is fucking WILD

[lesliewasablogger]

hello!!!

okie so now that u can pin posts (or maybe it was already a thing idk oops) i thought i’d make an intro post just to make more friends n moots but also to (re?)introduce myself !!

i’m Leslie :p

-my username is a play on stella was a diver and she was always down by interpol. idk i think it kinda goes hard. (also see second point on this post)

- i’ve retired from fan girling in the sense that i kinda stopped stanning ppl? did that happen to anyone else? idk i just don’t rlly feel a passion for anything anymore besides a few things

- i’ve gotten rlly rlly into the band interpol, which is crazy tbh cause i haven’t felt super intrigued by any artists in such a long time but if there r any interpals out there…hiiiii

- i’m obsessed with secretary (2002) and i could talk about it for hours. lee holloway nation RISE!

- i like glee (it’s so bad it’s good), criminal minds, new girl, la casa de las flores, PEN15, ugly betty, jackass, n other shows i can’t think of rn !!

- i rlly love sanrio….it’s bad for me

- music wise im like all over the place most likely i listen to whatever artist / group / etc u r thinking of

- idk wat else i like the color pink (??? LOL)

- OH N I HAVE A CAT N SHES JUST A LITTLE GIRL N I LOVE HER

ya idk im a lurker hopefully this works LOLLLL…so sorry if u have seen me in ur likes like a creep…my bad

thnx for reading or viewing idk...maybe i'll become an avid poster soon? no promises i'm in college n a champion procrastinator LOL

[concorp]

ill post more qaypierre just for you trust dude we are like the last standing soldiers

o7

im so obsessed with him to a point where im pretty sure people in cc!pierre’s discord think im weird for being the only one still posting qsmp fanart in there lmao.

im still subbed to pierre on twitch btw it hit the year anniversary recently but i never hit the notification button anymore because i am very much a lurker now on actual streams and have been since qsmp ended. and no i still don’t understand most of what’s going on without subtitles my french is still abysmal 😁👍