#im mean today
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I'm trying not to think about what happened this evening because it makes me mad so I'm just gonna write this thing again for @saytrrose
His eyes fluttered open.
He was laying in an open field, a beautiful blue sky and rolling clouds slowly moving by above him.
Where was he? What happened last time? He was... In the circus right?
"____ hurry up!"
He heard someone speaking, calling out his name but he couldn't quite make it out.
"Are you going to sleep all day?"
He slowly began to sit up, something felt... Different.
His body felt different.
He looked at his hands "... When..." They weren't how they normally are... No that's not right, they were BACK to what they were... Human.
"___ Come on! We'll miss it!"
He looked over, squinting his eyes in the light at who was calling him, he couldn't quite make her out, but her voice.... He knew who that was. His chest rose and he felt his breath hitch, butterflies raging on in his heart.
"Queenie."
"Oh not that nickname again." She laughed.
He stood up, walking towards her "I thought you had gone..."
"Gone?"
"Yes, you were with me in the circus and then-" He noticed something. Why couldn't he get closer? No matter how close he tried to get, she was always just ut of reach.
"Queenie."
"Come on, we have to get going you know, you promised."
"Promised?"
"We were going to play that game today."
He jolted awake, hand grabbing at his chest as he shook, tears streaming down his eyes as he glanced around.
He was back, the circus...
He jolted from his bed, grabbing at a set of draws near his bedside and yanking them open, throwing item after item out before wrapping his hands around a notebook.
He flipped it open quickly and inside seemed to be the writings of someone, not his own, someone he knew.
Each writing had information about this game, about the exit, about the npcs, about caine, about the company.
And then he got to the end of the book, a letter inside.
'My king.
I do not know if you will ever come back to me, I do not know if we will ever escape.
Each day I watch as you slip further from me, each day I regret playing this game with you, pushing you into it for the sake of some research.
If I've ever abstracted I am leaving this note with you, I think you will forget me as soon as I am gone... But I am okay with this, it is for the best.
I hope one day your mind may return, the others think ill of you, an old man who has lost his mind but they do not know you like I do.
You need to return, you need to remember your research.
I am sorry...
Forever yours my love.
Your Queen.'
He shook for a moment, a hand rubbing at his head and he clutched at the notes.
And then.
His mind was gone.
#im mean today#sprinkled some of my personal headcanons I have about kinger and queene in this#idk if i can explain my ideas#but u can ask if interesteddddd
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7/3: pov u r nanami kento pleased that i managed to pull smth together in time for your bday
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#nanami kento#nanami#fanart#jjk fanart#i ws like I Need To Get This Done Today I Should Not Fully Render It#and then i said bet and did anyway#with 2 hours to spare !!!!!!#thats what we in this house call Winning#hbd nanami please forgive me fr spending most of it drawing gojo.......im so sorry i didnt know ill be better ill do better...#tiny smiling nanami u mean so much to me....#i did smth a little bit different with the shape of his nose also and let me just say i am Down On One Knee#hate to simp over a blond man but
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long time no timkon
based on this post and the original video is by jake webber called "target shopping with my ex" :D
#kon: "im straight- *LOUD BUZZER*#timkon#cassie sandsmark#cassandra sandsmark#wonder girl#kon el#conner kent#kon el kent#superboy#tim drake#robin#red robin#young justice#dc fanart#dc comics#illustration#ash's doodlings#i told myself i was posting this today and today only means before u go to bed so#ok goodnight#ok nvm minor edit i mispelt ‘helping’
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alternate apocalypse ending or something who the hcrist knows anymore
#mcu#xmen movies#xmen#xmen apocalypse#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#almost posted this to the wrong blog omg i wouldve thrown up#this dumb as hell forgive me chat#unrelated i thought today was sunday but no it's. 4AM saturday THAT MEANS ITS CHERIK POSTING TIME#i thought of binning this like five times but ive convinced myself i like enough of this to keep it#at the very least im making myself chortle at the mini charles in the corner. like yeah that about summarizes it donnit#anyway the reason why we're here. highkey just wanted charles to grab his waist SORRY#and this was the first thing i thought of so. Apocalypse But Erik Directs The Ending jvlkeajl#my god i was gonna say something else but. i forgot#oh wait no i remember hold on. uhhh something something charles shouldve fought harder or whatever erik said in dofp#dofp IS before apocalypse i know this but it applicable. probably. im not gonna think bout it on whats essentially a shitpost#ok im sleeping now bye. ive got more doodles i wanna do but my god im sleepy. or at least i should sleep
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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more boblox. someone came up to me and told me they were going to bleach their eyes after seeing this!
#...#it was in a pro server too#like damn bro you never seen yaoi before? let me take your hand. ill show you the way....#slash jay. kay why ess that was mean#oh yeah and im all glammed up rn cause my friend's roblox wedding is today. gotta get on my formal attire.#smiling friends#charpim#charlie dompler#pim pimling#smiling friends fanart#cloby’sshit
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has this been done yet
(Idk how to link it so the og trend starter is under cut)
#Im gonna post another kaito drawing later today#just felt like posting this now#Shuichi is in the background somewhere#I didn’t mean to add extra to this but I got bored and I’m still figuring out what to draw next#training trio#danganronpa v3#maki harukawa#kaito momota#art trend#drv3#drv3 kaito#drv3 maki#danganronpa killing harmony
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the full page of radahn doodles bc i love him :3
(Radahn, Elden Ring)
#ganondoodles#art#elden ring#radahn#doodles#general radahn#starscourge radahn#im not good at making sketch pages look good#but i have a mighty need to draw him#but need to stop for today bc my thumb needs a break#i want to yell about him#and all his ost is gonna make me cry even harder than before#elden ring dlc spoilers#... just bc those lil doodles in the corners#also added leonard to the everyone so mean to me meme
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objects loving objects baby!!!!
#inanimate insanity#ii#bfdi#battle for dream island#bfb#potatart#penraser#payjay#fantube#ii fan#ii test tube#ii orange juice#ii paper#bfb pen#bfb eraser#oh lord. theres so many#hi i like penraser but whenever i envisiom any sort of fanart its always just eraser standing near pen with that#shit eating grin he always has and its so funny#whats his problem#i rewatched ii season 1 today and i plan on watching season 2 tomorrow#i literally took notes on s1 so i wouldnt forget some things#anyways payjay so real and true#i am excited. i like fan and test tube <|:)#(update i wrote these tags yesterday im going to watch s2 today if possible)#third image could b interpreted platonically or romantically yes yes#i dont know how to accurately describe erasers expression in the first picture.#he has a “bucket of wet slop grins” face about him#i dont think its a smug smile there is no meaning behind it i think. i think he just looks like that#i cant draw eraser with any other expression help help help
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them!!! they!!!!!
#when i tell you i have negative 20 understanding of whats fashionable#idk what looks good at all#yet another reason to love this series cos everyone looks stylish#i wouldn't know style if it came into my house and busted my kneecaps#but i like comfy clothes!!!! so thats what they get!!!!!!!#the hands came out weirdly good in this too usually my hands are awful but look at em#im being so mean spirited to myself today wth WHATEVER POINT IS#this is a doodle take the doodle i hope you like the doodle#skip and loafer#skip to loafer#mitsumi iwakura#shima sousuke#shima x mitsumi
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Lusopp my beloved!!
Smthn smthn falling in love with your best friend can do wonders for you
#lusopp#monkey d. luffy#god usopp#one piece#one piece posting#one piece luffy#usopp one piece#luffy op#usopp op#sb’s art#digital art#Ill post this again when i color it either later today or tomorrow or whenever tbh#i was just really happy that i found this old sketch and actually worked on it when i opened it#lusopp does mean so much to me if im being honest#they are best friends who go through insane situations together#luffy learns how to act the age he is from usopp and usopp learns how to be brave from luffy#together they make up for what the other lacks ouhggg they mean soooo so much to me
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色彩 [Shikisai]
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been#almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh#this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt#anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei#SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time#speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK#wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops#sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it#resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw#i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy#have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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you open my Super Important Documents and its just pictures of charles xavier
#xmen#mcu#xmen movies#xmen first class#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#todays schedule has been ruined by my ever occurring need to practice drawing movie charles its horrendous#i started this sheet last night but then i kept adding to it and i keep wanting to add to it but i MUST stop myself#in an ideal world i get paid to draw charles xavier and erik lehnsherr but no i live in this baka society#sleepless charles WAS inspired by me starting this at 1AM and forcing myself to sleep at 4AM#and then here i am picking i up still later .... i need professional help i fear but i aint got time for that#NEVERTHELESS I THINK IT GOT IT NOW. I THINK IM OK. i think i know how i wanna go bout drawing him now ...#chat can i confess that like. .5% of the reason i barely draw FC charles i because of his hair#for some reason some demonic entity prevents me from drawing it easily i am in STRUGGLE CITY#the only thing that gets me is that whenever i draw him i can only think of the likes of a disney prince but man thems the strokes ig#i also drew a quick dark phoenix charles but i figured id just keep this first class oriented#anything else i want to say ? uh. hm. its funny i never do any of these sheets for erik#genuinely On My Life made One (1) sheet and was like 'no yeah i got it. i got it down'#literally not my fault his head is So Shaped and defined but anyways. this aint about him.#i mean it could be. i still wanna do a doodle page concentrated on drawing how his powers show#more specifically how do i wanna draw the glow cause i cant decide on it ... also i wanna draw the 'levels' ...#but thats for another time. for right now i should probably eat i havent eaten all day#bye bye !!!!!! here's to hoping i draw something thats not a doodle sheet one of these days
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[og]
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#ichiban kasuga#masato arakawa#snap sketches#i was gonna be productive today but i made the mistake of going on twitter and the speed at which i opened a new canvas#havent drawn masato in nine million years hi beautiful#was actually gonna try to doodle him today. for world goth day like i did last year jarLVJELREJ but universe had different plans#anyway ichi's aint even about masato it about some other mfers. masato is about ichi. of course#ok im gonna ACTUALLY be productive now. and by this i mean im gonna make myself a blt THEN be productive bye
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It's a tough job but someone's gotta do it
#he is proud to be a babe he takes his job seriously#posting a lot today im sick in bed and have nothing better to do 😅#using the work Canva account lol oops#saw this meme and wanted to make an ed version#ehehe#ofmd meme#edward teach#ofmd#our flag means death#BABE#ofmdann edits
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