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chestersbraincell · 3 months ago

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Aside from the EMBARASSING lack of anya angst in the fandom, could be please have atleast a SLITHER of swansea angst I mean come ONNN

#yes I have seen some swansea angst but I wish we got just a lil more yk?#i just feel like everyone either focuses on daisuke because haha he's the youngest and so most relatable #which dont get me wrong he should get his fair share of angst too #it just feels like theres a separate fandom entirerly focused on memeing daisuke which #im mean fine ig #what really bothers me though is how nearly all of what could the interpreted as anya angst is still centered very much on how it affects #jimmy or curly #which yes ik thats the main theme of the game but still #i would love to see some angst from HER pov #not just focusing on Jimmy's poor excuse of guilt or taking responsibility #or just the whole can of worms that is curly angst #idk man it just feels like ironically enough she's overlooked #just like in the game #mouthwashing #mouthwashing fandom #anya mouthwashing #swansea mouthwashing #asher's ramblings

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spinjitsuburst · 6 months ago

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our AC died in the middle of a fucking heatwave im going to rip out my organs so jay also gets to suffer with me

#hi guys im alive this is how im showing it #I haven’t drawn jay in a while welcome back gayboy #gonna be real I took a bit of a break from the ninjago online scene cuz like #people were being dicks and no one properly HID THEIR LEAKED SHIT #so I’ve been kinda pissed but it’s fineeee im Fine #thinking about this guy again #jay #spinjitsu doodles #ninjago #ig I mean it is jay #there’s a heatwave in ninjago rn so says ME #I want fall to come right now

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oddvanilla · 2 months ago

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When you stay on your phone to distract yourself from being upset but it actually makes you even more mad lmao

#but ig thats fine I'd rather be mad at some random influencer than my actual problems #hey everyone how are yall doing how was your year so far #tough right?? well despite this being my favourite year and having many good stuff happen #it was fairly painful too i mean i lost both my bsfs of 5 years these past few months haha #but as my mom says; some ppl are just obstacles in your life #theyre not meant to last but sure youll pass by them in life #im very confident in my abilities to find new friends and get a new bestfriend #but just know that even the strongest of us still can have breakdowns sometimes #and thanks God i have a good habit of speaking out and talking about my problems so much until I feel relieved #but i know some ppl have it harder than me obviously so thats my motivation for not feeling like its the end yet #good luck everyone with what 2025 will bring and make sure to search for your purpose and yourself before anyone else

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maroontragedy · 7 months ago

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just saw an instagram reel about who the mc in bsd is, and people in the comments were like "atsushi is the least MC of all the MC history, like the guy could not exist, and it would hardly change the story" AND PEOPLE AGREED????!!

well, for starters, dazai wouldn't be alive, and the story would end after the first chapter/episode. i could write an essay about why atsushi is the MC, but that's something some people are not ready to hear

#didn't wanna get into discussion with people on ig #so im ranting here #i mean if you want to watch it because of dazai or any other character that's perfectly fine #lord knows ive done that so many times #but come on #critical thinking is free you know #bungou stray dogs #bsd atsushi #bsd #nakajima atsushi

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radibe5 · 2 months ago

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im barely even exaggerating im ngl

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steeltwigz · 3 months ago

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Saw a post abt the Sonic movies that was like "plz filter negativity posts better" which is GOOD AND TRUE you should be doing that. Ok. But then they kept going to imply that the criticisms of the Sonic movies are all entirely Personal and Ignorable and not like. Usually abt the horrific copaganda, misogynistic writing, and Paramount's disgusting zionism.... Guys a lot of ppls problem w the Knuckles show wasn't JUST a bastardization of Knuckles' character or thinking Wade was annoying or whatever, but like was focused on the grotesque Zionist message from that one episode 😭😭😭 you can enjoy something and still recognize that it has intrinsic and huge glaring flaws and talk abt them. I think actually you Should be speaking up abt the misogyny, zionism and propaganda the SCU supports and discusses, ESPECIALLY if you like the movies! Its important to be able to recognize these things in media and admit that even media you personally enjoy can be deeply problematic, instead of hiding it away and pretending those HUGE FLAWS aren't issues actually....

#scu neg #sonic movie negative #do you guys even have a specific single tag? genuine question #scu negative #like bro you just had to say 'plz tag negativity posts better :(' you didnt have to go on a tangent abt how sonic wachowski is a perfect #little angel ...#and writing off criticism abt the movie as 'personal issues' is also just. Mean. undermining ppls genuine investment in the characters #shadow means a lot to me. his storyline js extremely powerful. ofc im disappointed they fucked it up. thats personal but it has real world #consequence. taking a character whos entire plotline is driven by an anti-militant message and who is a genuine and powerful representative #of PTSD in media and making him. Whatever He Is Now is Bad Actually. even if you think thats just a personal take it still has Real Effects #and i dont expect the scu to be a masterpiece of art. i take sonic seriously but i understand that im maybe an Exception and also that #perceptions of characters change between literally Everyone. but i think its still fine to say that i dont trust the writers to tell the #story they want to tell. they very clearly Dont understand what made adventure-era sonic so powerful in the first place and thats a valid #take even if it is 'just a personal opinion'#ok sorry for getting heated. as a board-certified PTSD haver shadow the hedgehog is important to me its like i imprinted on him as a child #like. i dont think its a stretch to assume that theyre probably going to make shadow Dull and Lame compared to his old storylines. gerald i #already so fucked up that i honestly have lost all hope this movie will have good writing. and i can Expect good writing becuz this project #is from a huge corporation that can Afford good talent and Chose to do their movies this way instead #and they were like 'you guys cant b mad that the character you like didnt show up!' when the criticism for THAT is that the scu is doing #EVERYTHING in its power to AVOID adding new and substantial female roles to the cast. rouge not being there is a larger issue besides just #Missing Her. we have 3 reoccurring women/girl characters. out of a cast of roughly 13 main characters. cant you see how disgusting that is.#i think its 13 anyway hang on. im counting wade tom sonic tails knuckles shadow eggman gerald those two gun guys. yeah #'but theyre adding another woman character!' yeah.... and shes another military official..... when we coulda had Rouge the Bat???#thats not the win you think it is.........#ig theres sonics owl mom too genuinely forgot abt her tbh #she exists only to b a mom and die tho so she isnt rlly That Great as a woman character either #and maddie exists only to b Sonics Mom and rachel only exists to be the Funny Aunt and jojo only exists to be The Girl Cousin so......#SORRY ESSAY SORRY i feel very passionately abt sonic!!!! especially in this case!!!!!!!#ok well ig maria is there too but shes also just. Uhm. Ok. Look. i love maria robotnik. but she is a Plot Device not a character. sorry #wades family dont count either becuz. well. they suck NO NO NO JUST KIDDING

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starlos-soulmate · 12 days ago

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I love it when I'm so hungry I'm nauseous and I wanna eat stuff. I have food right there in front of me but I can't eat it. And that's making everything worse

#i just wanna explain what happened on my end. and yet im too terrified #like the two people that reached out to talk about it? thanks. means a lot #like did i mess up? yeah sure i did but not to that extent. and its so vague too like #i didnt like ONE trans headcanon. despite having trans and nonbinary f/os. i didn't like the mindset of people regarding m/f ships as #-only being good when they're dumbed down to a certain sexuality. it was poorly worded snd I'll admit that. nowhere did i intend to say-#-that i didnt like bi4bi or t4t relationships irl. or if people do it to their ocs #i mind it when people say thats the only reason theyre good. not about chemistry or how theyre written or anything else like that #everyone else was fine with the brok.ebac.k mount.ain gifset i posted and tagged as a self ship. like i took it down when an anon said to-#-do so. then mutuals said it was fine. star.cake is a ace4ace relationship too. so like #the lesbophobe thing is an ex mutual who hasnt been a mutual in months. nuff said. quit bringing that up #i couldnt say anything cuz I felt backed into a corner. trying to say anything to get out of that situation #and I wasn't contacted about that for MONTHS. It was in november when i made that poorly worded reblog and wasnt told anything till early-#-January. like ya just sat on that. didnt even ask for clarification. just. blasted it in one day #yeah im not happy #im not gonna be happy for a while #this is the best way i can share what happened on MY side #take it what you will. now you have both sides #have fun ig #(oh yeah forgot to mention about the gifset thing. i reblogged another gifset earlier and no one said a thing about that one. so what gives)

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jils-things · 1 month ago

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i don't wanna complain so much about school but im getting way too uncomfortable abt this dude in my class 💀

#he's been sitting next to me lately n approaching me to talk to him. i mean ok fine u can talk to me ig but its really just mundane #nothin special #but what really makes me uncomfy w this guy is that he keeps taking over my “personal space” by leaning or elbowing on my table #and i can smell his cigarettes breath. i know a smoker personally and i hate the stench of it #i can see hes trying to be my friend but so far im just incredibly uncomfortable and idk what to do...#and yeah he chose to sit near me again. he is there as i type this down 😔😔😔😔#i just wanna sit next to my friend 😭#gouyudfhh the cigar stench makes me so sickkkk #irl banter #and im not interested to talk to anyone atm because i got a bad headache 😔😔😔#thinkin abt. my mans. my husbands n boyfriends. save meee wiwiwiw

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fallenrain40 · 5 months ago

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ALSO, I JUST WANT TO SAY. Although I'm not the biggest Ivypool fan, I never really was, THE FANDOM ISN'T EXACTLY ALWAYS NICE TO HER EITHER. Now, it's not as bad as the way they've treated Dovewing. And Ivypool often felt like a fan favorite, even !! But. I've also seen some terrible takes on THE BOTH of them. Alongside Hollyleaf as well. Honestly, those three cats seemed to get a lot of weird controversy meanwhile Jayfeather is Literally Perfect Boy to the fandom, and even LIONBLAZE doesn't really get much hate- he's just seen as kind of boring, which, is pretty accurate for the majority of the time he had a POV. very starkly different vibe the fandom has towards those cats meanwhile Holly, Ivy, and Dove all stir up arguments all the time. Them being flawed characters are a GOOD THING and idk why some people dont get that

#warrior cats #wc #wc hot takes fr #im sorry im pissed off right now #i like starting trouble ig idk #nothing makes me more upset than seeing undeserved hate towards things #i've always disagreed with a lot of the wc fans opinions tho #more recent ones arent usually this bad but.#what can you expect from a book where ivypool and dovewing have large roles?#people are so mean to them. both of them.#i have my reasons to dislike ivy but COME ON #THIS BOOK WAS GOOD #ivypool #ivypool's heart #IT FEELS WEIRD IM THE ONE SAYING THIS WHEN FOR THE LONGEST TIME. I WASNT AN IVYPOOL FAN.#ive hardly ever seen a single person ever in my whole life ever even dislike jayfeather.#i think blixemi doesnt like him and thats literally the only person i can remember ever saying they dont like Jayfeather #and like ITS FINE TO LIKE HIM!!! thats not my problem #my problem is. why do you like whiney boy over there but not dovewing #and sometimes even ivypool and hollyleaf #anyways #yeah #my point is #this fandom confuses me

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girlivealwaysbean · 4 months ago

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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come

#like how do i even feel #on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things #ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym #plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi #and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food #which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol #like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes #so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die #i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me #also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study #and i want to now it's high time #but yeah want doesn't really work for me #i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals #and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks #but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us #which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective #anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed #but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms #and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops #i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty #much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream #but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life #lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month #i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them #i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into #depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it #my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom #is around warna mostly he's fine #i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls #mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏

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voxmilia · 9 months ago

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I made the mistake of latching onto Brennan playing a mean girl with the garthy o'brien accent and now i'm paying the price

#im genuinely so upset like i really want them to revive her but my god #i get it she's mean she said mean shit she's a catty ass high school girl #but holy shit 'i'm gonna skin you alive and have sex on a rug made from your skin'????????????#anyway im the only one in the world bummed about her dying i know this and yet #christina liveblogs #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 spoilers #d20 #ivy embra #im the only one sad about it but i sure am sad #at least mazey's okay so far ig at least one of the new npcs that i love will be fine

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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Do you like overwatch - and if so who's your fav?

//long drag of cigarette// overwatch huh.... havent heard that name in years..... i remember her fondly tho...

#snap chats #i did love overwatch for a while IM SORRY #thats why i love rivals ig ..... im already used to hero shooters and all now i just get to play with my favorite dolls jvLEAKJAK #as for faves Of Course i have faves for each role: sigma hanzo zen #zen and hanzo were def my main picks i think last i checked i had 150+ hours on zen and i think 120 on hanzo?#i didnt play tank much once overwatch. ''''''upgraded''''''' to 2 but in OW1 i pkayed dva and zarya a lot #tho at a point i did pick tank back up and i'd play sigma ... i love grandpa..... also a very strong and balanced tank he's excellent #sigma AND ramattra oh my god i love ramattra so much hes so cool ... and sexy Now Who Said That #i actually wanted to be a sym main when i first played OW but i couldnt get into her.. i still think she's cool tho..#mostly cause whenever id join a game we'd need a healer so <:) id pick zen.. but i genuinely love zen too !!!!#he's so fun to play i love me a lil robot monk !!!!! also he has a takoyaki skin and takoyaki is Top Five Food Ever to me #anyway... the last tiem i played overwatch was maybe two years ago???? def a long time #uhhhh honorable mention is reaper ..... of course i love Death. also flanking and kiling as him was just gen fun #and i mean while 76's playstyle wasnt ever my faovirte .. i did think he was kinda fine tho ... yk before they gave him a FUCKASS BEARD #see thats where my disdain for beards began. also that haircut Stop That. What Is That. he looked so much cooler with the mask..#ive rambled about OW enough tho. i could prob go on forever i really did love this game when i played it lol ...

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bluebellhairpin · 21 days ago

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Deadass. I'm am not catching a fucking break. I don't think I ever am gonna.

#if something aint gone wrong im busy #and if i aint busy somethings gonna go wrong #i dont think im ever going to have a day of nothing ever again #i was gonna have a rest day tomorrow bc ive been going full throttle for the last three weeks #but no #my mums eye had fucked itself so she probably wont be able to drive #and ill have to haul ass an hours one way to droo my sister off at the train station #which is fine and would be more fine if i wasnt LITERALLY RIGHT THERE TODAY AND NOW HAVING TO FACE GOING AGAIN #ESPECIALLY AFTER ALREADY GOING ANF FAILING A DROP OFF LAST WEEK #AND MY WRIST FUCKING HURTS SO BAD #i mean i feel great ig but im just so fucking tired man

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ableedingpromise · 26 days ago

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Whenever I go to someone else's house I'm reminded of how peacful it is to have silence.... idk when this road suddenly became super busy it was quiet before :( I wish this was still mainly a residential area and not a spot for shops and etc

#i feel kinda selfish saying that LOL #but what comes with all this is new construction always and its ALWAYS SUPER UGLY #and then theres also the hostels #which is fine in theory until you get catcalled for the first time in front of your own house #then i start to wish that every young man dies and leaves me alone #:D #i miss the OLD PEOPLE #old men arent perfect but they have wives so they canr say shit outloud or maybe thryre just tired idk idc #its not like i got catcalled since so its whatever i just hate that its constantly filled with young men who are liud brash and noisy #maybe im being mean but idc :)#when you see every gurl your age since 13 have to stay indoors because their parents want to protect them it kinda starts getting on your #nerves!#maybe i want to be able to take a walk in my own are without ffeeling scared!! and i could thats my own problem ig #my area is fine #its just going around the city tbh #which is also fine!#until its not!#then its like why did you even go out blahblahblah

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deus-ex-mona · 6 months ago

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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bandsandwristbands · 3 months ago

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Vent post

#ignore me lol #vent post #I am feeling extremely angry and frustrated and alienated #like of course I'm demotivated when I point out injustice and literally everyone just shrugs at me and tells me to get over it #“what are we gonna do about it”#put any thought into it whatsoever for starters #idk I want to give up #the same bitches that tell me not to kill myself are the same ones to vote my rights away #I hate living #I don't even get validation from participating in fan content anymore #im just anxious and feeling rejected all the time #except for like five very specific moots on here #but then I feel like a fucking failure for not knowing how to socialize or show them that I care without being weird and ugh #idk i'm tired #I feel like I put all this energy into making myself acceptable for everyone else and I go out of my way to be positive and compassionate #and then I get fuckall in return #post election blues ig #here's hoping I don't end up under a bridge #I think I would be a vastly different (better) person if everyone around me wasn't a bunch of complacent #selfish #wet blankets.#I'm getting really tired of being treated like I'm crazy for expecting better.#I can't talk to anyone because I don't want to hear that I need to get over it or that everything will be fine #it doesn't help or mean anything #things just get harder and harder and I'm just waiting around #I'm so srs if you read this far don't try to tell me nice things #im in an evil caustic mood and I will just continue pouring negativity in return

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