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Aside from the EMBARASSING lack of anya angst in the fandom, could be please have atleast a SLITHER of swansea angst I mean come ONNN
#yes I have seen some swansea angst but I wish we got just a lil more yk?#i just feel like everyone either focuses on daisuke because haha he's the youngest and so most relatable#which dont get me wrong he should get his fair share of angst too#it just feels like theres a separate fandom entirerly focused on memeing daisuke which#im mean fine ig#what really bothers me though is how nearly all of what could the interpreted as anya angst is still centered very much on how it affects#jimmy or curly#which yes ik thats the main theme of the game but still#i would love to see some angst from HER pov#not just focusing on Jimmy's poor excuse of guilt or taking responsibility#or just the whole can of worms that is curly angst#idk man it just feels like ironically enough she's overlooked#just like in the game#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fandom#anya mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing
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our AC died in the middle of a fucking heatwave im going to rip out my organs so jay also gets to suffer with me
#hi guys im alive this is how im showing it#I haven’t drawn jay in a while welcome back gayboy#gonna be real I took a bit of a break from the ninjago online scene cuz like#people were being dicks and no one properly HID THEIR LEAKED SHIT#so I’ve been kinda pissed but it’s fineeee im Fine#thinking about this guy again#jay#spinjitsu doodles#ninjago#ig I mean it is jay#there’s a heatwave in ninjago rn so says ME#I want fall to come right now
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just saw an instagram reel about who the mc in bsd is, and people in the comments were like "atsushi is the least MC of all the MC history, like the guy could not exist, and it would hardly change the story" AND PEOPLE AGREED????!!
well, for starters, dazai wouldn't be alive, and the story would end after the first chapter/episode. i could write an essay about why atsushi is the MC, but that's something some people are not ready to hear
#didn't wanna get into discussion with people on ig#so im ranting here#i mean if you want to watch it because of dazai or any other character that's perfectly fine#lord knows ive done that so many times#but come on#critical thinking is free you know#bungou stray dogs#bsd atsushi#bsd#nakajima atsushi
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ALSO, I JUST WANT TO SAY. Although I'm not the biggest Ivypool fan, I never really was, THE FANDOM ISN'T EXACTLY ALWAYS NICE TO HER EITHER. Now, it's not as bad as the way they've treated Dovewing. And Ivypool often felt like a fan favorite, even !! But. I've also seen some terrible takes on THE BOTH of them. Alongside Hollyleaf as well. Honestly, those three cats seemed to get a lot of weird controversy meanwhile Jayfeather is Literally Perfect Boy to the fandom, and even LIONBLAZE doesn't really get much hate- he's just seen as kind of boring, which, is pretty accurate for the majority of the time he had a POV. very starkly different vibe the fandom has towards those cats meanwhile Holly, Ivy, and Dove all stir up arguments all the time. Them being flawed characters are a GOOD THING and idk why some people dont get that
#warrior cats#wc#wc hot takes fr#im sorry im pissed off right now#i like starting trouble ig idk#nothing makes me more upset than seeing undeserved hate towards things#i've always disagreed with a lot of the wc fans opinions tho#more recent ones arent usually this bad but.#what can you expect from a book where ivypool and dovewing have large roles?#people are so mean to them. both of them.#i have my reasons to dislike ivy but COME ON#THIS BOOK WAS GOOD#ivypool#ivypool's heart#IT FEELS WEIRD IM THE ONE SAYING THIS WHEN FOR THE LONGEST TIME. I WASNT AN IVYPOOL FAN.#ive hardly ever seen a single person ever in my whole life ever even dislike jayfeather.#i think blixemi doesnt like him and thats literally the only person i can remember ever saying they dont like Jayfeather#and like ITS FINE TO LIKE HIM!!! thats not my problem#my problem is. why do you like whiney boy over there but not dovewing#and sometimes even ivypool and hollyleaf#anyways#yeah#my point is#this fandom confuses me
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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I made the mistake of latching onto Brennan playing a mean girl with the garthy o'brien accent and now i'm paying the price
#im genuinely so upset like i really want them to revive her but my god#i get it she's mean she said mean shit she's a catty ass high school girl#but holy shit 'i'm gonna skin you alive and have sex on a rug made from your skin'????????????#anyway im the only one in the world bummed about her dying i know this and yet#christina liveblogs#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 spoilers#d20#ivy embra#im the only one sad about it but i sure am sad#at least mazey's okay so far ig at least one of the new npcs that i love will be fine
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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Vent post
#ignore me lol#vent post#I am feeling extremely angry and frustrated and alienated#like of course I'm demotivated when I point out injustice and literally everyone just shrugs at me and tells me to get over it#“what are we gonna do about it”#put any thought into it whatsoever for starters#idk I want to give up#the same bitches that tell me not to kill myself are the same ones to vote my rights away#I hate living#I don't even get validation from participating in fan content anymore#im just anxious and feeling rejected all the time#except for like five very specific moots on here#but then I feel like a fucking failure for not knowing how to socialize or show them that I care without being weird and ugh#idk i'm tired#I feel like I put all this energy into making myself acceptable for everyone else and I go out of my way to be positive and compassionate#and then I get fuckall in return#post election blues ig#here's hoping I don't end up under a bridge#I think I would be a vastly different (better) person if everyone around me wasn't a bunch of complacent#selfish#wet blankets.#I'm getting really tired of being treated like I'm crazy for expecting better.#I can't talk to anyone because I don't want to hear that I need to get over it or that everything will be fine#it doesn't help or mean anything#things just get harder and harder and I'm just waiting around#I'm so srs if you read this far don't try to tell me nice things#im in an evil caustic mood and I will just continue pouring negativity in return
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another shirt added to the collection
#ive lost all sense of self and making shitposts is low-key the only thing keeping me alive rn#i mean everything is fine im just real tired ig#my art#rossposting#the bridge burner#shitpost art#oc shitpost
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A lil john doodle/sketch 🌺
Flower gifted by arthur
#ik he doesnt look like john bc its not easy to draw realistic guys in my artstyle#im still trying 🥲#also i swear john looked fine until i added the beard 😭#also there was meant to be a hand there to represent arthur putting the flower in his ear#but i forgot so just imagine Arthur’s hand is there#red dead redemption 2#john marston#arthur morgan#morston#rdr2 fanart#john marston fanart#rdr2#the watermark is my priv twitter account#didn’t originally mean to post this but fuck it ig
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Ok last bit of TOTK saltiness for now but can we agree that trying to tell a linear story via the same collecting memories system was fucking dumb as hell
#fires posts#ramblings#totk#tears of the kingdom#It works in BOTW for a multitude of reasons#The story is non-linear and we KNOW what happens. We just don't know WHY#it serves more like snapshots of Link and Zelda's life than an overarching narrative. Meaning it's fine to get things out of order#and ultimately... the past is behind us. BOTW is as much about the future#MEANWHILE#TOTK is trying to tell a linear timeline of events in the most un-linear way possible#You HAVE to do the glyphs in order or risk being confused af#I can't imagine getting the 🗡 glyph early and having that plot turning point completely spoiled for eg#So you pretty much have to just traipse round the map to find the glyphs one by one (a boring chore)#Literally such a dumbass decision im sorry. At least the glyphs are pretty ig
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do i really want this relationship to continue tho if i genuinely feel worse after every interaction with her and she is in 89% responsible for my already precarious self esteem crashing and plummeting most severely in the span of just three years?
#aside from everything else she literally ruined my face for me lol#never before uni did i think that i was genuinely ugly. like i never thought i was beautiful or anything#but i was like yeah ok this is fine i can work with that my face is cool#i didnt even notice my nose or the colour and shape of my eyes and i actually liked my lips lol well not anymore 🤡#[girl who is your friend voice] yeah my eyes are blue yours are more the colour of idk a swamp or sth.#yeah you do kinda have a big potato nose. and yeah no my lips are bigger actually see#i have this like aristocratic type of features im good for playing countesses and stuff... you're more of a soubrette kind of face tho#idk people often tell me i look like young meryl str/eep (she does tho) haha omg you know who you look like?? d/olora z/ajick! <3 literally!#omg sorry im not trying to be mean look she's not that ugly!#:)#and like the worst part is she's right! she's right. completely.#the only thing i KNOW im better at is like. Being on stage. yes she's prettier yes she's sexier but i know i have a better stage presence#this is the only thing in my life im confident in. i KNOW what to do on stage. i CAN act. im not the best but im genuinely Good.#and like. so what lol it's literally worthless when juxtaposed against alllllll the other things she's winning at#'im worthless and no one wants to fuck me' is what im getting from this relationship. but sometimes it's funny ig
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just wanted to ask how much y'all would be willing to pay (FRC) for a Fullbody unshaded piece of art from me on the off chance I open comissions. Examples of wtf I mean under cut (just stuff like the art I post on this blog)
#flight rising#btw i wouldn't feel comfortable doing uncoloured sketches bcs I add a lot of patterns via colour#oh im fine with drawing non-fr stuff too as long as its an animal#just no humanoids#edit: i did not mean. to set it to a week 💀 i dubno how to change it so rip to me ig
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God i love songs that dont curse a lot, but when they do, its always in the most perfect place
#this is specifically about fine im fine and a styrian rhapsody#'such convenient luck for a thickheaded dumbcunt'#and#'less is more. slam that door. now shut it whore'#i love those lyrics so much theyre just so fun anyways yeah im done rambling#but do ppl understand what i mean?? 😭#chonny jash#cjgw#also this literally goes against my whole thing about not cursing on the internet but im just reciting a lyric so uh who cares ig??#🗣️
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i don’t know if this is gonna make sense but i feel like Wicked’s casting is bad for like. longevity. bc sure in the Movie Theater having the Movie Theater experience my ape brain goes oh! jeff goldblum! haha cool. then i exit the theater and turn on the soundtrack in the car. then i also listen to it the next day at home with earbuds. and maybe again the day after that in the shower with a speaker. and it’s like hmm. i don’t think seeing jeff goldblum as the wizard of oz is worth having mediocre moments in the soundtrack. that you should want me to listen to multiple times. “i thought he did fine!” fine? it’s. it’s Wicked. genuinely why on earth should i settle for “fine” ITS WICKED i feel like im going bananas.
#oh and i ESPECIALLY hate when people on tiktok try to claim he sounded like that on purpose#specifically in the affair part during the first song#‘i thought it was because they were supposed to sound drunk’ im going to hit you on the head with a hammer#anyway#the same can be said about the mixing.#im not an audio engineer by any means. im a choir kid that’s not even trying anymore at best.#but why. why does it sound like that.#god the casting really does irk me though bc it’s like they went through a whole thing to say look!!!#we hired Real Singers to play the leads!!!!!!!!!!!#to give them credibility#they are not the only characters that have important musical moments#so those moments will just stick out like a sore thumb every time you listen to the soundtrack#im sure there are people that genuinely don’t mind/really enjoy/have gotten used to these moments#and that’s totally fine#im just so sick of this#we’ve been doing this ‘casting actors/celebrities instead of singers’ thing for so long#and it’s just never gonna stop huh#i mean ig i understand. wicked is so fucking popular these bitches will be richer than god#but sorry i still want talent in an adaptation of one of the most popular musicals ever#holy shit that was a TANGENT LMAO#i’ll probably delete this in the morning because i sound like a lunatic
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Having a shitty morning but this is just making me want to laugh now
#🤖.txt#Im sick and i feel like shit and the bus didnt. show up so i had to take another way to take here . And my mom was so insistent of me going#to mornign class today and. its supposed to start at 7 and i got here rn and the teacher isnt even here fjdhhdhfhj#Had a mini breakdown on the way here too and now im just😭JCHFHDH all of that for nothing ig#Really hope the teacher doesnt show up i really dont want to be here rn. But she probably will eventually rip#vent#<- i mean. Ig but im fine now other than being. sick and tired
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