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skylilac · 2 years ago

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im sooo

#so ill over dean and what fitz couldve been #ily kotlc mutuals dont unfollow me yet #but BUT #that scene where dean is talking abt how it was in hell #how he kept getting unimaginably tortured so when he got his chance to do it he took it #he tortured others and he ENJOYED it and it horrifies him that he enjoyed it but he kept doing it #the thrill of rage and vengeance taking over you…. hurting people just like they hurt you….. taking back your power and your pride #he couldnt stop it he was so mad it blinded him it took over #he doesnt have any control suddenly its like all the anger is blinding him hes taking it out on the souls maiming and killing and #and then it ends. and hes looking around and he cant believe HE DID THIS #and he suddenly wishes he couldnt feel anything #we couldve had a corruption arc like this for fitz…….it wouldve been so good i swear #anger blinding him he does unforgivable things he doesnt know how to come back from it the same…..#im making sense in my head i swear #avery rambles

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luxiguess · 6 months ago

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hello guys i would like to make a psa of sorts!!!!

so theres this guy that i have been seeing around... it seems like they have gotten a decent amount of traction, but the more i look into their stuff the more i am put off in a way. Which has happened a lot when looking more into peoples accounts

I have seen that they have posted some... very suggestive and straight up cp works that included mob in it... but basically they are a creepy reimob shipper.

But basically I found that they hated serizawa which is a red flag in its self but the reason why they hate serizawa and serirei is because serizawa adds nothing to the story except for him having to "touch grass" and that his fans are annoying or smth????? they also said they head-cannoned serizawa as a "certified predator" to excuse the fact they were sexualizing mob??????

I really dont care if you age up mob your still sexualizing and shipping a character that is a middle schooler for the majority of the series.... And also the whole "fiction doesn't equal reality" is so weird and stupid like your still sexualizing a minor. Just because its fiction doesn't mean it can't effect someones thoughts or perceptions on things. fictional cp is still illegal!!!

some freaky stuff they said/drawn!!!!!

Im just really sick of seeing so many reimob stuff and a lot of it is normalized like.... thats really not something we should be encouraging or something that was even implied!! its just really creepy and your projecting your weird fantasies!!!

But i would really like to say that you need to be much more careful with the things you're engaging in. Please look more into the creators before reposting/rebloging their stuff!!!!

please dont engage in this persons content

#I am so sick of proshippers actually #Like who cares what you head cannon serizawa as that doesnt effect his actually character??#this actually makes me so sick #I would like to say that im not “obsessed” this is an actual problem that i have been seeing a lot that i wanted to warn people about.#this is actually illegal and more people need to understand that #mp100 #psa #fuck proshippers #I want to debate this guy but it feels impossible #please tell me this rant makes sense #rant post #guys im really smart i swear #I can debate people if i want...#might delete later im not sure depends on my mood

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maplemaplemaplemaplemaple · 6 months ago

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maple wip !! because i don't know when i'll actually finish this. but i think a lot about sasha's attempts to suppress/detach himself from his childhood, possibly over struggling to forgive himself for the intrusiveness of reading his father's mind. and not to mention the ensuing intrusive thoughts + obsession for strict control over his mind.., waugh . go get an ocd diagnosis agent nein !!!

#also undecided on a colour scheme. ill either stick with oranges/browns because the cube interior is orange or switch to primary colours #because bauhaus. and thatll let me have a fun with the contrast. i dont knowwwww lalala #i love to study him under a microscope. i love to spiral off based on the brief flashes of lore we get from the memory vaults #this all makes sooo much sense in my head i promise. i swear im only projecting my pure o ocd a little bit #maple doodles #maple rambles

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maliciousalice · 2 months ago

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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.

#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get #we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening #instead it was 'ALTERNATE #' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2 #they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf #instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed #chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why #In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult #to follow #above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart #I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles #id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction #instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay #describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear #im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2 #i can see through it #insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing #there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded #it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear #i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her #why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season #let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess #the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters

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cozymochi · 20 days ago

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Just so I stop bothering others cuz I’ve been super annoying the last few days- (It’s all fun and games but my shame kicks in and I have been trying to supress it), and also because I’m starting to get a little baffled about what I receive, I’m going to be a lot pickier about which asks I actually do respond to.

Unless they’re interesting, relevant (especially this), or seem fun I’m probably just gonna not.. Which almost feels counterintuitive to how I do things nowadays because I admittedly rely on being prompted by others a lot. Especially since trying to muster up the guts to post even the most asinine art I can think of feels like a shot in the dark. It feels almost like getting permission and having a safety net of sorts because I know beforehand that somebody wanted whatever it is I could offer. I don’t really feel useful or involved otherwise. But, I digress.

Don’t get me wrong I DO REALLY LOVE THE ENTHUSIASM, it makes me really happy to see 😳😭 and i’m flattered and super grateful. But, I’m really not like… some all-knowing person, and the more… esoteric the questions get, the less I have to say. If anything at all. There comes a point when I wonder how much is just a joke to gauge a reaction or something rather than genuine interest.

I could be reading too deeply though.

Yeah that’s it really.

#cozy texts #i also. this might sound weird.#but i also do have /some/ awareness that there are plenty others who WOULD want the #amount of interaction i have been getting the last couple days for their own work #so me even saying what i said might even look insulting.#or that i am being ungrateful #i swear i am #i really am.#and this isnt even a post where im saying ‘send less because im bothered now >:(‘ its not that.#im just going to be a little more selective now.#dw i am prepping gen stuff i know i keep saying that but im just a bad artist who isnt great at coming up with basic imagery to look at.#i cant name other artists off the top of my head at all. but they’re all just way better.#theres a few things being made. im trying anyway.#The tags are just yapping now. Im being a bit more vague than i’d like.#I Dont think im making any sense.

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dandyleyen · 6 months ago

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the abigail, sebastian, and sam sdv polycule is so real to me you guys. there's one functioning braincell in the group and sebastian usually has it. they're all small little creatures when they're together. ferret coded.

#i think this makes sense im on sleepy meds rn #ANYWAYS im kissibng them all #also throw my farmer into the polycule mix #i love them all sm they're genuinely such lovely characters #i need to draw them holding hands and being dumb or smth.#also not a single one of them is cis #i need a name for their group but my head is so empty rn i swear you could rent it out #sdv #sam stardew valley #abigail stardew valley #sebastian stardew valley #sdv sam #sdv abigail #sdv sebastian

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ghostboyhood · 8 months ago

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joyce and mac getting drunk/high one night and mac close to tears says he "wishes charlie was a girl so he didnt have to feel this way", and joyce at this point has realized she wouldnt mind spending the rest of her life doing this with mac (in whatever way its her version of a 'crush'), shes tired of high school, she hates being home with her mom who constantly has uncle jack over, luther is in and out of jail so practically every night mac and joyce spend together at whoevers house.. mac is far gone so joyce gets the dress she use to wear with her mom and dresses up for him.. mac is way into it and it makes joyce realize that macs right.. if she was a girl it would be so much easier, she wouldn't have to dress up only in the bathrooms, she could be the girl mac wishes she was, and she could wear dresses and wigs whenever she wants to.. and the next day she wakes up barely remembering anything

#guys the brainrot is getting really bad im about to write a highschool joymac fic #pleaseeee i swear i hate these guys and j do NOT take them way too seriously #joyce kelly #sorry this probably makes no sense i have such a hard time figuring out how to get things from my head to paper #yapping

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dustykneed · 1 year ago

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warning for bones whump ahead!! (last two images) not specific to any canon moment btw i just wanted to do some emotion/expressive lighting studies (no refs bc i like to be lazy oh wait jk its the adhd paralysis)