#im lying when i say im normal

[satsuha]

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[turtleplushi]

I need to stop drawing them my god

[kwyoz]

ew, not the genshin reddit being ableist and insulting a va's appearance.

[gumy-shark]

ok so there’s still a lot of things i liked and miss from my old university. but also kind of glad i dropped out of there if i was gonna be figuring out sex shit this year. this is already a mortifying ordeal could you imagine if i had to do it in the dorms of a christian college

[darcydoescosplay]

Me omw to rant about "Cyberian Demons" and the entirety of the Lashings gig (she hasn't seen it yet and knows next to nothing about the songs in it)

[ritualslaughter]

note to straight men: you will not find your soulmate on the street, don't even try

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

i wish i had more thoughts on the playlist event beyond "omg its so cool its happening" and "omg im so sad its ending" etc etc. i need to like reread what's been said about each playlist bc that's the one thing I probably dont do enough. i just have the gist of what i remember from when i read it on sunday and then the rest of it is just me going "whoa i can really see xyz listening to this" except for jopson who i constantly want to strangle bc what the fuck do u mean. Jopson and miss jamie's mixtape drive me up the WALLS im ripping my nails off thinking about them (jopson what do u listen to off the clock brother and well. dave just tell me who put what on the playlist u dont need to confirm anything at all beyond who put what on the playlist, just give me one song per guy dave i dont think its a big ask)

[cdroloisms]

forgive me my demons but i see this take so much and it drives me a little crazy . c!Sam is stupid, obviously. He has no self-awareness, he somehow completely misses on the fact that his actions have social ramifications, he has a sense of entitlement a mile high and thinks that everyone automatically should fall in line and agree with his authority just because he decides that he has it. he navigates conversations with the grace of a wrecking ball because he assumes that everyone will agree with him being In The Right and therefore doesn't actually go for much more convincing half the time than "do what i say or you'll end up locked up in an inescapable prison." his moral compass is a roulette wheel and his justifications incomprehensible.

but at the same time, c!Sam is far from unintelligent. like, not just anyone was going to CREATE and then RUN pandora's fucking vault. he made a world eater ?? if there's like anyone on the server that could reasonably create shit to cause mass destruction across the server other than like the literal fucking nukes, then yeah it'd be him, see the world eater again. sure, he makes the craziest fucking assumptions off the fact that he's Right And Justified And The Ultimate Authority And Everyone Should Agree With That, but he's also able to lie and manipulate and gaslight and coerce and threaten pretty much without breaking a sweat if he ever deems doing so necessary for his own goals, and it's not like the methods by which he does so are like, all that clumsy either. like people absolutely bought his whole deal early on in the prison arc, believing him to be a well-meaning, burdened Warden doing Whatever It Takes for the good of the server, which did in large part have to do with how his character talked about the prison to others and such, etc. just because c!sam is crazy bonkers and expects his ex to forgive him chopping their arm off doesn't mean that he's completely incapable of being pretty damn convincing at some points.

and like, even more importantly, his being dumb really didn't make him ANY less intimidating. i'd argue that it made him A LOT WORSE, honestly! just because his moral bullshit is twisted up in knots doesn't mean that he's any less dangerous for it. c!sam is, honestly, from the top of my head, one of the most casual about being violent on the server, purely because he believes he has a Right to it. he believes that people owe him obedience by virtue of who he is. he threw several people into pandora's vault WITHOUT LIKE, ANYONE KNOWING just because he decided that they deserved to be put in prison. he kidnaps a toddler??? c!Sam really doesn't bend himself in half trying to justify things according to someone else's moral system; as he literally does in that one scene with c!Bad during the stream where they investigated Sam Bucket, he literally just. is the epitome of the guy that lets himself do shit because he has a self-written permit that says i do what i want. the only thing getting in the way of c!sam's bullshit is c!sam, and i think that people honestly chronically overestimate how much he holds himself back from horrific violence. he stabbed a teenager to Make A Point about his authority? he repeatedly threatens hannah, one of his own employees, because of things she did while being mind controlled--and then like, uses this to excuse himself of? workplace harassment? in the stream after techno escapes with dream, he literally MAKES UP A REASON to be really fucking angry at dream and then threatens TO TORTURE HIM over it. when new people joined the server he would threaten them with a sword for asking questions about the prison in a way that seemed too 'dream sympathetic.' and he regularly tells people that he would commit all the atrocities again, including ponk, because he's entirely 100% convinced that everything he does is justified?

and a lot of the stuff people hold against him, like. sure, his plan to contain technoblade didnt work, but it SURE DID WORK BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE THAT TRIED, DIDNT IT? like techno would've been decently screwed if he didn't have a statis chamber set up. and well, the situation with dream speaks for itself--he was stuck in there for ten months. a lot of what people attribute to c!Sam's stupidity really does very little if anything to make him less scary--less effective, maybe, but for every time his moral bullshit gets in the way of him getting something that he wants there's probably a few other times you can find where his ability to justify himself out of anything makes him do something fucking ridiculous . anyway i dont even have a point to all of this except c!sam is scary as fuck bro

[froget-me-nots]

thinking about emily and lillian

[linkvcr]

Do you ever

Do you

Do you everrr

Do you ever think about skyward sword

👁️👁️

i've never thought about this game in my life [< worlds biggest liar]

[marshadowstea]

this might be a terrible take but personally, lying isn’t necessarily the problem at first. The problem is when I ask you again and you continue to lie yk? Like just tell me or else you’re digging yourself into a deeper hole dude, i wasn’t mad at first but now that you’ve passed the first layer of earths surface, im a little sad for you

[who-the-fuck-knows-blog]

actually, ed did shoot izzy because izzy said he loved him. because ed was trying to prove the point that love always dies and was hastening the process as much as possible. he was trying to get izzy to a point where he wouldn’t forgive or love ed anymore. hope this helps!

[skibidiahaajarkin]

Im so lint core /neg

[tauntedperfume]

Me and my boyfriend have known each other since we were kids, and now we work at the summer camp where we met. We’re only a year apart in age but since covid fucked with the amount of people who came back, he’s a supervisor/near the very top of the command chain, and I’m near the bottom. The only reason I’m not at the very bottom is because this is my second summer on staff.

We’ve been dating since february and interested in each other for even longer, so there were 0 power dynamics involved since we were both low in the chain of command last summer. Not to mention the fact that our roles have nothing to do with each other. However we decided to keep our relationship a secret to keep everyone, especially our bosses, out of our business because my bf’s a pretty private person.

I’m the opposite; I love to tell everyone everything, and I’m a terrible liar. Today he found out that if senior supervisors are found out to be involved in relations with people below their stations, they are to be fired. Like flat out buh-bye. We’ve both spent a decade at this camp and dreamed of working there our whole childhood, so I would be devastated to be the reason he was fired.

Anyways just wanted to share because it’s fucking insane and I can’t tell any of my camp friends about it, obviously, because everyone there is a blabber mouth (me included, no judgement here. Just sadness).

ANYWAYS I LOVE MY BF GOODBYE GOOD NIGHT

[orcelito]

Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍

Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.

But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.

I do need to eat. But... later...

[natsmagi]