#im like. so not rocking.
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Been doing laundry for. 6 hours. Still not done. Havent been able to do anything else in meantime. Its like purgatory
#em yaps#i fucking wish i didnt do this. i got so wrapped up in how nice itd be to have it all set and done that i forgot about my physical wellbeing#which is not great#i feel abysmal#and i did this... KNOWING ive felt really bad the last few days#good lord#im like. so not rocking.#dreading going home. dreading passage of time#dreading everything
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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(part 1)
(short comic) (you can otherwise search 'spy x pta' on my profile)
MY GOODNESS. it's been a hot minute since i posted the first part and i guess i just couldn't SHUT UP because this is FOURTEEN PAGES LONG. FOURTEEN. you can even see some pages where the linework is slightly different because i drew it like 6-ish weeks ago, that's how long this has been cooking. drawing in general has been hard lately because of time constraints, BUT i am so happy i finished this. this is like my fav project even tho it isnt as popular, but who cares!!!!! POPULAR IN MY HEART
#also another six of crows reference because Obviously#loid “i must mold myself to please everyone” forger meets yor “as long as my family accepts me im happy” forger#mrs delaire you can choke on a rock#i hate her (i literally wrote her)#im so happy with so many parts of this comic but its so freaking long LMAO so i wont list all the parts i like#to the people who r enjoying this thank you for the love :')#its nice to see when people like smth that i have put time into :D#spy x family#my art#loid forger#sxf#yor forger#twiyor#spy x pta
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unorthodox murder mystery
#zosan#one piece#roronoa zoro#sanji vinsmoke#fanart#okay so basically this concept is ok so basically#its a murder mystery where those who are murdered on the ship actually turn into VAMPIRES#but theyre like#guys. how the fuck do we not know who the vampire is#like what do you mean you are literally still alive after being 'killed' and somehow you dont remember who killed and turned you#zoro: well whatever. im still gonna be the greatest swordsman#sanji: right ok so hello FUCKFACE. DUMBASS. GREATEST SWORDSMAN THAT IS ONLY AVAILABLE DURING THE NIGHT OR WHAT–#sanji: CAN WE FOCUS ON THE FACT THAT WE JUST DIED THAT WE JUST CAME BACK TO LIFE THAT WE'RE IMMORTAL NOW. THAT I CANT TASTE THE FOOD I MAKE#zoro: wat dat gotta do wit me#sanji would be suchhhh a good vampire feeder but a terrible vampire I think#thats my opinion stop throwing rocks at me what the hell#anyway i dont actually know who the vampire on the crew woudl be#thats the mystery#its a mystery to the creaotr of the au as well obviously... or else whats the point.....
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u should think of tiny megu. To keep the stress at bay. You should draw him actually. Ooooo you wanna draw tiny megu getting the love he deserves so bad /j
he's with his 2 best friends
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#they r just BABIES#these 3 r the fiends of the playground . they make me SICK#thinks abt yuuji with his scuffed knees n the socks/crocs combo covered in dirt n mud still beaming at megumi with the force of 1000 suns#thinks about nobara making the two of them push her on the swingset :((((((#thinks about them climbing trees collecting cool rocks looking fr bugs being KIDS#i want to die actually. i shouldnt have drawn this#in other news! hina put yuuji in something Other than a plain white t shirt challenge clear!#u cant see all of it but th shirt says explore#N NOBARAS OUTFIT IS SO CUTE tbh i lowkey . want.#coordinated her bracelet n hairclip bc she Would. best dressed 8 year old#omg but speaking of best dressed 8 year olds#looking through kids fashion on pinterest fr ref and . WHO is dressing these kids children r not meant to look that put together#where r the obnoxious layers where r the clashing colours wtf is up with all this beige n cashmere n collars#i do not like this world we live in where toddlers can look more expensive than me#put those preschoolers in bright purple and orange as god intended >:(#anyway enjoy pls anon im miserable thinking abt the childhood none of them got to have <3
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She has my whole heart.
#I NEED U GUYS TO LISTEN GO THE FEMININE URGE BY THE LAST DINNER PARTY THE CHORUS IS SO HER OK JUST LISTEN AND SEE MY VISION#jk u dont have go see my vision#i cannot go on a week without drawing her#i WILL feel faint#shes like a really cool rock that im studying#i canny stop studying her rn or get my degree and license revoked#anyway i love cassandra cain#seajjae illustrations#my art#fanart#dccomics#dc fanart#cassandra cain#batgirl#batfam#black bat#orphan
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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the body is tea and MOTHER WANTS A SIP
#like the top picture ???????????#oh i need him on top of me BAD#he’s so big???????#and it’s driving my crazy bc he has such a petite frame#like i just him to stand in front of me and im on my knees giving him head and i use my hands to stabilize myself on his torso#just to feel how rock hard and solid he is#lavender baby#nicholas chavez#nicholas alexander chavez#grotesquerie#father charlie mayhew
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Join us and die! Join us and die! Join us and die!
She demanded I draw her it was a physical need LOL
Progress gif + flat colors under the cut 😳
#rainyart#trolls#queen poppy#trolls world tour#rock zombie poppy#dreamworks trolls#lyric is from the guy who didnt like musicals :]#ive never drawn rock poppy before her hair is a TASK AND A HALF#rendering this was so much fucking fun tho omg im rlly happy w how the lighting came out#ermmm no other yaps to be had today except i listened to a lot of 2000s emo/pop-punk music drawing this. heart emoji
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Society if people stopped using “he” for characters that use they/them or it/its
#im mostly thinking abt p03 but ive seen it so fucking many times#like i am going to kill you with a rock. ok#like as an nb person who uses he/him as part of its pronouns. if a character is canonically they/them or it/its dont fucking wipe that
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The pants on your red life Tango design are giving me life. Please know that
YEAHHH thank you !!! i quite like him actually :3c
#tangotek#trafficblr#he was haphazardly put together but like i said before#im atrocious at fashion so ITS FINE!#he can be loser dad cringefail emo core#my baby#the only thing im ehhh about my red tango is his tail#im still not quite sure what kind of tail i wanted to give him#like right now he's rocking a charizard tail which is fine but i also have no idea what a netherborn is supposed to be like#in my head its more magma cube aesthetic wise but#idk how to translate that just yet#eydireqs#my art
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SEA MOON SEE YOU
#og art#one piece#sanji#blackleg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#IM NEVER TOUCHING THIS CANCVAS EVER AGAIN#GOD. WHY DID I DO THAT.#HOWEVER. ITS CHOPPERS BIRTHDAY SOON. I HAVE TO MAKE PREPARATIONS#PREFERABLY LESS COMPLICATED THAN THIS SHIT#HAVE YOU FUCKING HEARD THIS SONG. HAVE YOU REALLY#IT HAUNTS ME. HE WAS JUST A LITTLE GUY.#I WANT TO HOLD HIM LIKE A COOL ROCK#HE WAS SO LITTLE….. WHY IS THE WORLD SHIT……..
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just one lap ahead
Taglist: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing
#IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS#ugh this is my first senna piece im so glad it doesn’t suck#once again doing f1 pics like renaissance paintings#wait guys with or without the star 😳#f1#formula 1#f1blr#f1 fanart#f1 art#annie’s art#formula one#ayrton senna#senna#senna30#mclaren#mclaren senna#formula one fanart#formula 1 fanart#formulanni#going to enter this in the comp and see how I do 😳#EITHER WAY I LOVE IT#me when I spend 10 hours on this and have the time of my life#retro f1#as27#imola gp 2024#the way I spent like 3 hours on those rocks…
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NO ONE TALK TO ME RN. OHMYGODFDMMEEUIEHA
i LOVE THEM SO MUCH I CANT CONTAIN MYSELFFF. IM RIGHT NEXT TO MY PARENTS RN ICANT RUNNING AROUND JUMPING WHILE SCREAMING. IM GOING CRAZYYY
#HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!1!1!!!!!#I LOVE THEM ALL I WANT TO CRUSH THEM UNDER A ROCK LIKE SMALL TINY BUGS.#DRUNK PROTAGG AUGRHHH IM GIGGLING HES SO GOOFY..#AND ANGELICA CONTENT LETS GOOOO AAAUAA<HAHEHEHHE#dead plate#cold front#elevator hitch#eloquent countenance#studio investigrave#racheldrawsthis
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hey guys! i was just looking for some old old art of mine of something specific! i didnt find it!! and it doesnt matter! because i found some 2021 SANDERS SIDES FANART. which before 15 minutes ago, i was 100% sure didn’t exist. and it includes some bangers such as; 15 year old me’s moceit, prinxiety, c!thomas, and vague intruality!!! and also! it doesnt suck total ass!!!!! enjoy.
#can you tell this information has rocked my entire world view?#oh so… i actually WAS into sasi in 2021… when this whole time i said i got out of it in 2020… yeah ok..#this information hasnt just totally changed my brain…#im just babbling#sanders sides#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#sasi fanart#thomas sanders fanart#janus sanders#patton sanders#virgil sanders#roman sanders#remus sanders#prinxiety#moceit#intruality#c!thomas#2021 intruality art has me crying laughing#oh i was always like this okay yeah..
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theyre soft your honour
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#okkotsu yuuta#inumaki toge#inuokko#inumaki#yuuta#fanart#jjk fanart#timelapse#long time no canon fits !!!#still having the time of my life playing with these brushes#i was just gna do a regular draws to slap on the ask i just got but i decided 2 record it last minute fgdgd#didnt know if an mp4 file would cooperate if i tried to put it under an ask so i played it safe#but know this is fr u anon <3#i ..... cannot believe i am continuing my streak from last night of Forgetting very key and very obvious design elements#last night it was yuuij's sukuna scars.... today it is inumaki's tattoos.......#smh im Slipping fr#breaking news tumblr user hinamie fake jjk fan And fake fanartist :C#its ok tho ! crisis averted!! me forgetting them may be caught in 4k but i Did catch myself before posting th video#that would have been tragic i would have been chased out of this fandom with pitchforks. i wld have been pelted with rocks#anyway i like this piece a lot i like them i like the black/white/blue#VERY happy i got yuuta's hair right without too much hassel#turns out i know how to draw and references r a godsend <3#oh also !!! @ the person who asked about my colouring process this is what i was talking abt re: painting with an underpaint layer#helps everything look cohesive :3
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