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Just drew the juiciest hand without any reference... it's the wrong pose tho😔
Rip Hand 27.08.2023 12:50 - 27.07.2023 12:54
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#im so tired but i hav to keep up my one gifset a day#mimo holding bunny healed me#skz code lino tmrw tho i have a short day at work :>>>#also the difference between loading screenshots vs importing video frames to layers is insane#like the quality is soooo much better even if it takes a lil longer to do#*#*lino#*talker#*19#lee know#lee minho#stray kids#skz#bystay#linosource#staydaily
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To me personally, R*ck could've done more for Percy's and Nico's relationship better than just the "You're not my type." Not only because it just felt like a rush fill-in for closure and not even being true, and the irrepetible damage it did to the fandom who wore the line out among many other things, but also because it felt so lackluster (but many things in HOO felt that way). Like R*ck could've done so much more with these two and their history rather than just brushing it off with this dumb line and Percy being confused in the end like he had any control over the situation. R*chard, I'm in your walls!
#percy jackson#nico di angelo#pjo#rr crit#pjo critical#bc there are also still people who put blame of nico's crush on percy even tho it's not even his fault & i feel like rick could've given#better closur but just fed into it#like you mean to tell me (if percy found out what happened with cupid) he wouldn't try to comfort nico even if awkwardly?#you mean the two of them don't at least bond over tartarus? not even a conservative?#tho it's been a minute since I've read hoo (im still on pjo) so if i miss anything pls correct ne#*me#and pls if u want to debate at least keep it respectful#i also feel like this unresolve has some fans of both characters making them ooc for some reason#like some nico fans still placing unconscious blame on percy especially for things he can't control and making nico seem overly bitter#while some percy fans do ignore how certain things about nico that percy could've handled better amongst other things#like there are LAYERS to these two besides some run away line and nothing else#come on richard 😒
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i feel like almost everything in utena has sort of already been extensively discussed in the last two (almost three) decades of utena's existence (not that there aren't new interpretations to be made, there always are) besides black rose arc (mikage+mamiya+tokiko). which is why they're so much fun to think about. i think the need to read between the lines makes it unfortunately easy to misunderstand or look past obvious stuff if you don't pay attention, but to me it's always been really obvious that mikage's arc is a literal representation of the erasure of queerness in ohtori (society?) by akio/everything he represents. and that's so fucking tragic! nemuro was never able to find a name for his desires. he lived and died as a puppet in the shadows.
#rgu#i think sadly that trigger warning list that people always passed around kind of stunted discussion bc of the assumptions it made#like. i think its okay to say that mikage/nemuro was always in love with mamiya and not tokiko#not that its impossible to interpret him as bisexual (similar to how people see utena as bisexual)#but his love for mamiya is what changed his life (same for utena/her meeting anthy)#one scene i never see people bring up is how#at one point mikage says that attaining eternity wouldn't even make 'her' happy#and then akio questions '''her'' you say?'#the only reason mikage thinks attaining eternity wouldnt even make 'her' i.e 'tokiko' happy is because he just had a conversation#with mamiya where he admitted the whole endeavor was making him unhappy#if anything it would have made tokiko happy to attain eternity and forever preserve her brother like a dead flower#which is what akio does with anthy! so fucked!#ALSO another thing#is that mikage sees utena as tokiko returned#just like how utena meets 'dios' - returned as akio#he claims he will finally beat tokiko - in this place (the dueling arena) - which is kind of foreshadowing utena fighting akio?????#anthy!mamiya says to mikage in the black rose musical:#“You can’t win against her. You will eternally lose to my sister who dwells in your memories.”#or “You will never beat my sister; who dwells in your memories.” in the nozomient translation#which makes so much sense because anthy couldn't believe utena could win against akio either#god i could literally keep going#by read between the lines i mean like how akio actively tries to lie to the audience by saying things like#'mamiya was created for you out of your lingering attachment to tokiko'#of course nemuro/mikage being gay isn't all there is to him bc like always everything in utena has 1000 layers#really love the general theme of becoming static and unchanged forever bc of our attachment to nostalgia/memories/eternity#(re: can't grow up)#tho in mikages case he is literally just a ghost summoned by akio. which the utena sega saturn vn confirms#also definitely people talk about black rose arc (i.e me right now) but i feel like the majority of the fandom kind of side steps it#on tumblr specifically at least?? im not on the fansite forums or discord#rgu meta
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Seared like a songbird flying to the sun
A belated birthday gift for @misty-wisp ! Tried to combine references for both Swan Lake and Cendrillon >:3 (Linked the English cover I took the lyrics from for the title!)
#ariart#isat#isat spoilers#gemtale#friends oc#i unlocked the ability to draw two characters and decided to just kept at it but tbf this one has 4 in all honesty and boi...#the Perspective... the one for the mirrored version was harder than i thought but aaayyyeee!!! AM SO PROUD AND HAPPY THO!#let it be known that this piece was only meant to have the mirror for the background but i was like: hm... too empty-- oh whoops--#also a lil sad that odile and odettes arms are blocking the design for front of odettes outfit. she also has a diamond by the center#of it! and its also meant to take on the shape of a star with three beads at the bottom! tried to give her an outfit combining#kabue (diamonds) vaugarde (circles) and the island (star) meanwhile odile gets diamonds and circles#and yeeeeeess!!! their outfits are mirrored in a way! i only wanted to give the mirrored effect of spiky and round#but somehow managed to pull off an actual mirrored fit like with the open and closed wings and the shape of the top#i also designed the outfit as like-- a ballet outfit thats also like just a fancy dress for the swan lake and cendrillon themes#the red part on mirrordiles leg lookin like a gaping wound. i love that part honestly cuz its so last minute#i was meant to blend that to soften the edges but my brushes wont cooperate and i noticed it looked reaaaally nice as is so i kept it!#also odile has gloves that has fake nails outside it so she gets sharp pointy nails privileges. i could write a whole ass theory bout that#smth smth odile making sure to cautiously and gently handle odette so as not to hurt her but as a result keeps her at arms length#did i thought bout that explanation when i gave her the gloves? no. i was actually just too lazy to get rid of her nails when givin#her the gloves cuz i did everything in one layer for the lineart so i was like: hey arent there gloves with fake nails? yea thatll work--#LET IT BE KNOWN THAT TUMBLR MF LOGGED ME OUT AGAIN FOR NO REASON WHILE MAKING THIS POST BUT IM SMARTER!!!#LOGGED IN A DIFFERENT TAB. WENT BACK TO THIS TAB. SAVE AS DRAFT! MY TAGS ARE SAAAFFEE!!! GODDAMMIT TUMBLR!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN YALL
I AM SO SWEATY
And wanted to show off my scareCROW costume cuz i put a LOT of work into it and it came out amazing >:0
#the cryptid talks#halloween#even snagged myself some candy tonight cuz dammit i will enjoy this night#the reall trouble was keeping my hay wristlets things from slipping and the crow on my shouldercuz he was tipping over the whole entire time#next year im keeping it simple and just going as wirt from the otgw#there was so many layers to this#im happy with how it came tho#the other downside was seeing so many yards with trump posts on em >:(#truly the scariest thing of all#i hope the rest of yall's halloween was fun c:
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anyone know if bookbinding glue works on canvas? im thinking i want to add a shield to my halloween costume next year and am trying to figure out how to attach the front
#not silm#not art#halloween#first attempt w cardboard hot glue and canvas worked fairly well but the back is kind of lumpy from the glue and the corners arent great#so im thinking of doing painted canvas on book board with binding glue to adhere it#so itll be nice and sturdy#not sure how i would attach the straps though#unfortunately im too busy to do much in the way of costume upgrades rn but for next year i have a few things in mind#i definitely want to do a cloak- i saw this nice quilted fabric at joanns that could work as an insulating/lining layer to give it weight#i really want to do fake fur trim for the Fancy Himring Cloak but ill have to find something im not allergic to#idk how to do cloak clasps but the actual sewing part should be reasonably simple since its mostly one piece#just have to attach the outer layer and the lining layer and hem the thing#for the helmet im trying to find larger brads that might work to add a rotating visor#idk how to get it to stay shut though. will probably have to adjust the angle so it doesnt keep getting stuck on my nose#and so i can actually wear glasses with it and not fall down every single set of stairs like last time i wore it#anyone know if there are like. sewing patterns but for 14th century helmets?#armor wise i might actually go with the slipper top for pauldrons#would probably be decently padded#gambeson means i need to learn how to sew shirts#so maybe thatll be a few years down the line#for the shield i have one custom heraldry and one feanorian heraldry. maybe ill make two shields idk#the cuirass is going to be harder - maybe alternate a few layers of cardboard and quilted fabric? would that get too thick tho#ive tested cardboard + heavy waffle blanket gambeson and that works pretty well so maybe just go with that#maybe a cheap bookboard layer for the top?#idk how well you can paint book board though. will have to run some experiments
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When Chay and Kim get back together in the 24/7 AU, Chay expects things to go back to how they were before, and is surprised when they don't. The whole point is that Kim wanted a lover, but didn't want to let anyone close. So he maintained this distance between them, using the D/S dynamic to do it. But now he doesn't need to, anymore. Chay can be on equal footing with him in this relationship. And sure, a little bit of that shone through towards the end, because Kim couldn't help himself, he was falling in love, and that distance became harder and harder to maintain (which made it easier to convince himself to cut Chay off entirely after the RevealTM).
Chay is not at all prepared for a completely, unrestrictedly in love Kim
#cookie writes#kimchay#I'm v excited#I also thought about how their reconciliation would look#thought about Chay making Kim submit this time as punishment#but Kim isn't vers and I don't want them to leverage sex that way In this fic#the whole point is that the ONLY healthy thing about them is their sex life and the trust they've built#so that wouldn't make sense#Kim could still let him top tho lol#wait i think I just mixed up switch and vers#no reason to keep them straight bc im bi so im both xD#whatever kim bottoms but doesn't sub#although I think he would offer to at some point#which would be fine#just as long as Chay isn't the demanding it in exchange for forgiveness#it's Kim's decision to trust Chay while he gives up control#unrelated to their reconcilliation#this fic is just a long ass character study hidden behind 10 layers of sex and whips
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tinies from yestersay whats up with me doodlig in the worst art programs known to man ive done this with other things in the past too
#this program was like an acctual night mare to work in though#u see that box? yea it just appeared randomly#and it merged all my layers and also. locked them to position so#you cant color very good in this program which made me testing out maeda's eyes in my style incredibly difficult#literally couldnt even finish it was so sad#he comes mostly unscathed though.....#micetalk#doodles of the spine#sucks tho bc i DID really really like this pen.#like a fucking large amount#pen pressure doesnt really work on magma and ibis it's exclusive to stylus#i do not Have a stylus. i use my fucking fingers#what a cruel messed up world#hajime#i should tag me sona.. bc i will probs post the things i do with him sometimes#uhm#mouse mice mouhhh#nagito my darling#chiaki the wifey#clothing is hard to design when ure just Spitballing and not looking at anything#bc i just wanted to try her hair honestly#wondering if i should chnage it drastic or no for magikink au im not sure#i am not goin g to tag said au idgaf it's not centered its not GETTING IT. GET OUT!#strawpage has done wonders for my posting nervies#forced helplessness into bravery... its okay..... u can look at my works that i mainly keep 2 myself...
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glad people seem excited about the skin overlays, ideally id like to do more in the future and knowing that the ones i whipped up as tests are doing ok takes some of the pressure off haha
so worried about 'what if its not INTERESTING enough' but that doesnt really matter. just getting in blender and messing with their noise settings gets some fun results. one of those patterns is literally just this
painted on in some spots. and it came out really swag. i wanna play w these noise settings some more in the future as well. only just scratching the surface...
#simoleon#i come from the Adoptables art community tho so im always worried about like.#being as original and interesting as possible or else no one will even look at ur shit#but that is. not the case in simblr. and i keep forgetting that#anyway i wanna play with negative space more next time#like paint on a section of color#and then use a texture like this as an ERASER instead of a brush#i also wanna experiment with multilayer/color designs#(they would be flattened into only one CAS part but working in layers would make#recoloring easier in dev)
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THEY ARE STUNNING THEY ARE EVERYTHING THEY ARE THE FUCKING MOMENT
#HOLY FUCK!!! HOLY FUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!#oh my god they look so good!!!! they did not disappoint im freaking tf out#tbh akito’s new fit my be my fave… HE DOESNT HAVE THE UGLY LAYERS ANYMORE 🎉🎉🎉 the layering actually looks good I LOVE THE SWEATER AND JACKET#and an. ANNNNN SHES STUNNING SHE IS SO PRETTYYYYY IM OBSESSED!!!!! OBSESSEDDDD! the top and pants combo is such a slay omfg#kohane’s oufit is soooooo fawking cute like im gonna cry 😭😭😭 the sweater over the collared shirt is such a nice look for her#and touya… okay maybe his is the one i like the least but i will not deny he is looking very stylish…#the turtleneck (??) is rlly nice and the jacket keeping the dermond branding is so cool to see (touya moon parallels 🥹)#not a fan of the ripped shirt or whatever thats hanging down tho… like it looks fine but id prefer the design without#AND MIKU… holy fuck??? kind of an insane looking design but i genuinely love it!! she looks so cool and i absolutely adore the coat#also her tie?? is so weird looking?? but i think it works? somehow????#<- i am feeling very normal about these designs. i like vbs a normal amount.#project sekai#proseka
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Just finished Moving and I'm a sobbing mess.
I don't wanna say goodbye to them.
I have hope that they'll pick it up for another season.
I think the way they brought everything together was well done. And also the parallels between some of the characters!!
#i love thos drama with my whole heart#id go off on a tangent about this drama but i doubt theyd ever be enough time nor words to describe how much this drama meant to me#the way i could hate a single character#as in the NK agents because just like doosik#and juwon and minhyun those NK agents had so much layers to them#i was sobbing for all of them#theyre all just victims used as their governments playthjng just because theyre gifted#i love deokyoon and sure some people may disagree with me but he was#to me at least a mirror image of doosik#they cared more about the people then the missions#they both has so much compassion and empathy for their comrades and the only difference was that doosik was able to break free from these#restraints unlike deokyoon#im sure if they focused on the NK agents they would have meant a lot more to me given their#harships and forced submissions to their government to keep their families safe and fed#THE CHARACTERS WERE ALL WRITTEN SO BEAUTIFULLY#you could tell so much thought went into each of them and i truly love that#moving#kdrama#무빙#i cant believe it's over#i know ill be rewatching this soon#i dont want to say goodbye just yet thoughㅠ#the amount of spelling errors in this hashtags 🫠
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My irl social circle became so so trans dominated while dropping out i had forgor how bad it feels being in cis dominated institutions
#im not atuch with them they’re stuck with me but. had not missed it#i hadn’t forgotten public life or like#mostly cis familial circles#it has an additional layer of badness in school tho i feel. extra#exposed and restricted#and that’s in an art uni with mostly leftist students#just. far from left enough#not that anybody is leftist and anarchist enough for me-#i had done a short program to prepare health formation where i was surrounded by cis women always. but the teachers were#keeping less of an authoritative distance and those women were if not the most anti bogtry at least mature#the people in this dlass are mostly just out of high school and huh. have growth left to do#also there’s a bunch if gays but not really the radical kind and some people who definitely are somewhat trans but still battling their#internalized transphobia too much for what i would say to be well received#tired of being the most radical fucker in all the rooms i walk in it’s exhausting#making friends is hard also. in general#but i can’t help but feel looking genderweird and alt isn’t helping me (also i don’t do the first step lol that one’s on me)
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nawt the first aid uni classes payin off.
#have a looootta dressin/bandages left over. like. lots#jus replaced the old one for the night#sigh#i feel really. yeah yeha idk how 2 explain but expect a vent#vent#ahead!!#idk i have such a strange relationship with sеlfhаrm cause it is wat it is but i m also unironically attracted 2 pain in blood in a way dat#makes it exhilaratin when i start doin it. so i cant stop. so i needs someone 2 keep me compny 2 ;b able 2 stop. which is a whole new layer#of disgustin n lowly i think. likr why am i drawn to things dat destroy me. he was right.#like im nawt tryin 2 any kind of -ise jt romanictise normalise etc but its suxh. a Thing 2 me. i do it ina fit of rage or hate n end up#directin it into. a weird sense of pleasure. why.#obviously it hurts as a bitch once im outta it but. okay....#i think due 2 dat feelin is exacly why im leanin into it so heavily like#yea ppl use it as a way 2 translate their emotional pain into physical but 4 me its litwrally like#oh X happened. lemme do Y 2 myself 2 give me a rush#it doesn rly mattwr tho. naw matter da reaosn its still da same thing w the samw outcome#ill stop..one day
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just wanted to make a cute short comic but then i told myself i have to redraw the first half of the sceneim basing the comic off of so now it's THREE pages instead of two
#snap chats#i should be shot immediately why does this keep happening#WHATEVER ig this can be paneling practice#i remember when i was first trying to do comics 'seriously' one of the tips i saw for practice was trying to make comics out of films/scene#like if you were watching a movie or show or reading a book you'd try to turn whatever scene you were watching into a comic#so i GUEESSSSS i'm basically doing that now. except the scene gets an alt ending cause i said so#but no spoilers on that.... here's to hoping i have the motivation to finish it later#cause bro im gonna sleep now and i didnt even lay down the Proper Sketch layer#OH I HAVE TO DO A COMM TOMORROW FUCK I JUST REMEMBERED it'll be a fun comm tho so im not complaining#i just didnt wanna forget i had to do that LMAO well between sleeping and working on That i can think if the sketch i have now is good#but anyway. good night I Am Tired
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oh yeah i forgot to tell yall i dyed my hair pink
#winter’s diary#i mean only the top layer is pink the rest is blonde#and even tho it hasnt even been a month my roots are so fucking awful dfghfds#like im a natural blonde technically but where i dont go outside anymore my roots are so dark#however i got a raise and im getting a full time paycheck now so ill be able to get my hair done soon#and i plan on keeping the pink but making the front two pieces blonde with light blue at the end#like cotton candy hair#bc i love cotton candy#the colors#cotton candy itself i do enjoy but i dont like sweets that much#i prefer less sweet sweets#like dark chocolate#i wonder if its because i am terrified of having cavities because of the time i had 8 at once as a kid#i mean im terrified of the dentist in general#this sounds bad but i havent been since i got my braces off#whiich was when i was 15#im just so terrified of the dentist honestly#i dont like people messing with my teeth#i think its from where i got 4 adult teeth removed in order to get braces because that was the most awful experience of my life#i have less teeth than the average person because my mouth is too small to hold them all#hence the removing of adult teeth for braces#i had 7 teeth in total removed (3 were baby teeth obv) in order to get braces in 7th grade#and then it was pointless because by the time i got my retainer my teeth had already shifted#so i will have crooked teeth until i can afford to fix them
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