#im not atuch with them they’re stuck with me but. had not missed it
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My irl social circle became so so trans dominated while dropping out i had forgor how bad it feels being in cis dominated institutions
#im not atuch with them they’re stuck with me but. had not missed it#i hadn’t forgotten public life or like#mostly cis familial circles#it has an additional layer of badness in school tho i feel. extra#exposed and restricted#and that’s in an art uni with mostly leftist students#just. far from left enough#not that anybody is leftist and anarchist enough for me-#i had done a short program to prepare health formation where i was surrounded by cis women always. but the teachers were#keeping less of an authoritative distance and those women were if not the most anti bogtry at least mature#the people in this dlass are mostly just out of high school and huh. have growth left to do#also there’s a bunch if gays but not really the radical kind and some people who definitely are somewhat trans but still battling their#internalized transphobia too much for what i would say to be well received#tired of being the most radical fucker in all the rooms i walk in it’s exhausting#making friends is hard also. in general#but i can’t help but feel looking genderweird and alt isn’t helping me (also i don’t do the first step lol that one’s on me)
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