#im just. popping in idk if i will like. come back
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Something something- Ranma and Akane first meeting is how all of Ranma obssessed would be sutiors meet him. Let me explain- the formula for how Ranma ends up with his none harem (because he dont like them hoes). Is they all pick one form of Ranma to like and refuse to get to know the otherside.
Ranma and Akane first meeting, Akane is only really interested in female Ranma as a friend. Akane was super happy to have a girl partner to train with. (Theres a whole ass post to be made about Akane life, before Ranma and his father moved in.) Shes so alone which is weird- Akane is not disliked by the female body of her school. Akane is popular! Again why is she the only one doing any form of fighting. Thinking of it now i dont think akane has friends "friends".
But its clear, she wants a connection in fighting with another girl. When Ranma turns out to be a guy, and her fiance. The illisuion of having a friend of the same gender to do matarial arts with is broken. But this in turn has more to do with Akane current gender experssion and hang ups. (We can't get into yet-). This rejection makes Ranma retaliate.
Its only when Akane comes to terms with her own personal problem, does she fully accept Ranma. This moves her out of the space with the other would be suitors. An into a lane of her own one, Ranma contuines to go back into. But there something there in that small space of Akane and Ranma first meeting.
Its so hard to pin point/explain it. Its a deep loneliness on Akane end that isnt really explored outside that small window when she had long hair. Theres also a fic to be made about Ranma hiding his male identity to hang out with Akane more.
The tendo house becomes way more lively once Saotome moves in. The dojo is used more often, its not just Akane trainning by herself. The long hair seems to repsent everything a girly girl should be. The- you have to be more lady like, a lot of unneed pressure Akane puts on herself with that long hair. Ranma a high fem girl popping up probably felt like vindication in Akane eyes. Look see a girl whos is super feminie can do martial arts as well!! Only to have that betrayed, when the girl turns out to be a guy. An then you say a bunch of shit you dont mean. Resetting your relationship to negative 10. But! There something so idk how to explain it. There something there-
Ranma and Akane fall in love in that first meeting.
Maybe its different type of love, maybe its only from Ranma end. But there something so undefinable about it, that makes it feel like love. Love at first sight, rejection, and then the rest of the show is reconciliation. It feels like this is the first time Akane has ever liked someone outside of the doctor dude. Which was probably really jaring for her. Ranma has spent all his time trainning i dont think romance even crossed his mind, let alone a friendship. Akane becomes one of the only character (im being hyperbolic) that accepts Ranma as both guy and girl. In that single isolated moment breed so much.
I don't think they ever have a moment like that again. Akane and Ranma from that point onwards are never truly left alone. When they are its interpurted, or they're going somewhere- Especially! With serious moments. It really does feel like their first meeting they fell in love, broke up, and tentatively got back together.
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buck meets shannon at a cafe around the corner from his -
from abby’s apartment. he’s just going to get a coffee and maybe a croissant and scroll through apartments.com to try and find his own place. he’s willing to admit now that he can’t keep living at abby’s waiting for something to happen that never will. abby is clearly not coming back and if she did it wouldn’t be for him.
“do you mind if i -“
buck looks up to see one of the prettiest women he’s seen in a long time with her hand on the chair opposite him.
“um.”
“sorry.” she tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear with a soft smile. “there’s nowhere else and i just have to get some work done. the internet is down at my house.”
“oh-oh yeah. yes, there’s totally room.” he watches as she sits across from him and pulls her laptop out of her bag. “i’m evan - uh. evan buckley. most people call me buck though.”
you can call me whatever you want, he thinks.
“i’m shannon.” she smiles. “thanks for letting me sit with you. i probably should have gotten this report done last night, but it got too late.”
“are you a student or something?”
“nothing that exciting. i work at a law firm. not doing actual law. i mostly just type of reports and stuff, never went to college but i can type 100 words per minute.”
“that’s way more than me. i’m mostly just muscle.”
she gives him appreciative look. he knows when he’s being checked out.
“what are you? some kind of body builder? personal trainer to the stars?”
“no no nothing like that. i’m a firefighter.”
“so you run into burning buildings for a living?”
“sometimes, yeah.” he’s forgotten about what he was supposed to be doing. new apartments can wait.
“sounds brave.” he smiles, rests her chin on her hand. she isn’t looking at her reports. “evan was it?”
“yeah, yeah. evan, that’s my name.” he smiles big and bright.
neither of them get much work done that afternoon.
IDK WHAT THIS IS JUST TYPED IT BC IT POPPED INTO MY HESD I SHOULD BE ASLEEP sorry there’s no caps im lazy
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#have been so down lately and just thought about subnautica. specifically peepers and got happy :)#something something little thingsin life#ive told myself i will visit my grandma today. will report back if that happens#trying to be easy on myself while also not doing something ill regret is hard#i am. so not ready to see my grandma. im mentally so not there and ive been so shakey mentally for months and i just. idk#it would be easier on me if i didnt see her. but im not sure thats fair to my future self let alone my grandma herself#i just. i dont know. i hate being in survival mode like who fucking doesnt want to see their grandma when shes dying. whar the fuck#fun fact i get an anxiety attack everytime i receive text messages now because im convinced its my dad telling me she died#its. probably a good thing i have a psychiastrist appointment tomorrow#anyways. hi#im just. popping in idk if i will like. come back#lifw rn is. so much#im literally driving 10hrs in less than a week from now
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#homestuck#hom3stuck#hom24uck#dirk strider#roxy lalonde#sona#strilonde#strilondes#admin draws#fanart#doodles moderately grouped by theme that i keep forgetting to fkn post#im currently in the proces of getting sick and i have a presentation tomorrow that i already had a fucking nightmare abotu#and people wont stop messanging me on whatsapp despite it being SUNDAY NIGHT#tldr im just about to end it all. enjoy the dirks though#also my sona looks way too similar to roxy im realizing just. keep in mind one has big round glasses and the other doesnt#bonus late additions. idk what id call these but its like thoughts that pop into my head randomly almost every day#daily affirmations? is it intrusive thoughts if its this benign? it feels like they just come out of nowhere on their own#its like im pretty sure its me just coming back to them passively so i dont think its thought insertions. whatever.#self#TTAC
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how i think the last skz meeting went:
jyp: okay so jisung just dyed his head blue, felix is back to black and hyunjin just became bald.
jyp: so who's gonna be the blond one now?
skz: ???
jyp: yknow? THE blond? y'all have had a blond for so long, skz feels incomplete without a blond member. so, who's it gonna be?
sunshine twins: well, we just dyed our hair
chan: i'll be wearing a beanie anyway
changbin: i just recovered from the green, i ain't gonna dye my hair for a long time now
minho: but my hair is so long and lucious and healthy now 🥺🥺🥺
jeongin: i had a light colour during ate
seungmin: 😃
jyp: ok...
hyunjin: whatever, i don't even have hair anyway at this point
#BEFORE U COME FOR ME I KNOW JYP DOESN'T DISCUSS IT LIKE THAT WITH THEM#i just thought about it and it was funny to me okay???#i mean damn like a buzzcut is crazy anyway but a BLOND BUZZCUT?#i think i fell for him more#idk idk i mean the long hair had its charm (like those pictures of him with the messy floofy hair ugh i'll miss those)#but like this just makes him look 10x more attractive#like it really makes his features pop imho he looks so majestic#AND FELIX??? OH WE ARE SO BACK#the dark hair just makes his features so idk like clear#he looks so gooood#and bluesung's styling was so well done with the side swoop i love it 😭😭#AND SEUNGMIN'S FLOOF IS COMING BACK RRRAHHHAHAHH IM SO HAPPY#i missed it 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#but yeah everyone just looks so damn attractive#OHOJO DON'T GET ME STARTED ON MINHO'S HAIR???#i think he bias wrecked everyone a little bit with the youth mv but ugh yhe boba eyes the fit the hairrrjejej he looks so good#but this makes me so curious about their next concept tho IM SO EXCITED#stray kids#skz#hyunjin#hwang hyunjin#lee minho#lee know#han jisung#skz han#lee felix#lee yongbok#skz felix#jyp#—mimi 🎤
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I’ll go into a social media exile for a bit, so idk when I’ll be back, but just picture me like this while I’m gone: working <3
#I hope to pass my exams and to have answers regarding my project when I’ll back#bye moots. I really like interacting with all of you :)) 💗#I’m leaving here Machia to look after my blog. bro better do a good job>:(#I’ve deleted the last stands of social from my phone and I’m currently blogging from my tablet(but soon it will be gone on here too).#bye Pinterest. bye YouTube#and bye tumblr for now(?)#even if I have already reduced both my online engagement and internet footprint in the past three years I always found myself attached to#the few socials that I have and until I’m not in full control I don’t want to have anything to do with any of them.#if anyone wants to ever chat I’m still on discord tho!#💗💗#ultimamente poi ho scoperto che esistono anche persone qui che condividono i miei interessi per la letteratura e l’antichità#ed è stata proprio una bella sorpresa perché non pensavo esistessero spazi online per condividere in modo divertente queste passioni#anche se da tempo cercavo un luogo del genere. dove poter semplicemente scherzare sugli uomini e donne vecchi come il mondo ai quali tengo#manco fossero mia sorella#I’m making such a scene (again)#there must be a reason as for why my friend call me drama queen constantly;)#ngl im honestly kinda excited to be totally out of touch with pop culture. idk#I just have this postive idea about it#( I have schedule a post for the 21st of September if I’m not back in time to post it lol)#byeee 🫶🫶🫶#my blog stuff
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Maybe it’s time I admit that Tord is a,,,fav?? Character of mine????
Question marks because I don’t love him like how I see Tord fans do, not like how I wanna smooch Paul eddsworld in the face every hour of every day, I like to….bully him, I wanna throw him against a wall and curb stomp him, I wanna see that man beat up, in distress, and under constant mental anguish
I anti-love him ig idk LMAO, by consequence I’m acquainted with many actual Tord lovers
#neil talky#IDK IM#GIGIL#<<Pinoy moots you get what I mean#I JUST LIKE TO KICK HIM AROUND#Salt’s Tord ball AU is my heaven bc hes an actual ball I can kick in the face#ALL THE TIME#THAT BRINGS ME AN IMMENSE AMOUNT OF JOY!!#If u see this Salt ily ty for making tordball#BUT YE???#Like I dont care if theres no merch of him or if he never comes back#I dont think about him fondly I think about him MEANLY#IM SQUEEZING HIM TILL HE POPS#GOODBYE YOU LITTLE SHIT <3
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thinking about vampiric arakawas again just so i can make a 'blood-sucking politician' joke
#snap chats#have i ever posted my vampire arakawa musings. i think i did long ago in a distant land. or at least for halloween vjaERLVKJ#anyway i was having my evening stroll with my dog and thinking about how much i love dark-renaissance age stories and whatever#which is a weird way to lead into vampires since At Least Dracula vampire stories dont start until the victorian - progressive era#though i guess you can do whatever you want with mythical creatures and its not as if vampiric stories cant start during the 1400s either#theyre immortal and Not Real (i hope) so anythings possible theres no need to be super restrictive#i am. literally not getting to the point Point Is it could be funny .....#thats why they cna be really good assassins like just eat your targets tf <- vampires dont eat people#but then of course i have to wonder the implications ... oh ive definitely made this post but im still curious#fuuuck man i wanted to make my joke but i just realized how do i even get to that joke cause i dont think masato would be a vampire#dhampir as i definitely said way back then IF THAT. what were the circumstances wait shut up why are there police next door#bro im too nosy this post is interrupted hang on#not nosy enough to keep watching im bored its probably nothing anyawy. cause i think sawashiro and ikumi woudlve been human#like during the uhhh idk dark ages and maybe arakawa turns sawashiro into a vampire later on but what of masato .....#idk im not gonna think too hard about it. right now just take my blood-sucking politician joke idea we'll figure it out later#stopppp i was wondering about vampires in japanese pop culture but then i rmemebered mandurugo WHICH. are filipino but STILL FOUL#im everywhere im ending the post now bye#wait i have to end this post cause why tf did my bestie send me a tweet being like 'look forward to the future of chao'#since shadow x sonic generations is coming soon LIKE DONT PLAY WITH ME AVBOUT CHAO I DONT PLAY ABOUT THEM FUCKERS#ok im ending the post now for real bye im gonna throw up
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Worst thing about having taken business classes is that I see people complain about bullshit companies are pulling and a part of my brain goes "Oh, that's an effective tactic for cost reduction" or something around those lines. And then the part of my brain that is Not a wannabe businessman is just like "Bro."
#speculation nation#or anything on data management or anything like that. bfkshfmsbd#been learning about company perspectives and what have you. unfortunately i understand businesses more than i ever planned to.#such is the IT major at my school </3 i did already finish my business classes already#but im in data governance class now which deals a lot with the ways companies handle their data.#learning about policies and harm reduction tactics and data lifecycles and what have you#looking at the scaffolding of a company's data system and recognizing just how fragile it all is.#a side effect of all this is me feeling less angry about websites trying to make money.#advertisements and subscription services are aggravating. but hosting a website is *expensive*.#if they cant at least break even then the website is a resource drain and isnt sustainable in the long run.#not unless it's a damned passion project of a bigger conglomerate. and you'll find those are exceedingly rare.#so im annoyed by advertisements as much as the next person. but if theyre kept relatively unobtrusive then i dont mind them too much.#now ads that pop up to cover the whole screen. or god forbid youtube's unskippable 30+ second ads#THOSE are so obnoxious. the youtube ads especially.#had a few of those some weeks back when prepping my presentation that had me wanting to tear my hair out.#30+ seconds and NO SOUND EITHER. literally ridiculous.#anyways im definitely not a business sympathizer Especially when it comes to predatory practices#but for those more daily functions kinds of things... idk man sometimes these things just gotta happen.
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#small vent incoming#mostly bc i dont know where else to get this off my chest#but man. realizing how much it sucks to be someone who rotates fixations really fast compared to most other people#specifically with ocs#i have a ridiculous amount of them compared to most people and i can't control which ones im obsessing over at any given moment#but when the obsession changes#it means i accidentally end up semi-ghosting the previous obsession character and their setting- like. i can still do things casually#but then it sucks feeling like im suddenly unable to put as much wholehearted effort into it as i used to and/or as much as my friends do#like im so sorry my brain is like this. truly i am. i want to continue to enjoy everything we have#but you're gonna have to deal with my activity coming in waves when the spotlight oc inevitably changes every few months#and its not like i don't come back to the others#its a rotation for a reason#but man. idk.#its just super frustrating#i do wonder if its a result of like... going my whole life trying to escape via silly little guys#im just constantly running and whichever new idea pops up that makes me happy in the moment i absolutely dig my claws into#until there's another one#and so on so forth#ack.
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can i be real for a sec im really suspecting that i might be intersex
#not to go into a lonng list of medical history but hormone related things and uterus and gential related issues just keep popping up#and ive done like a huge amount of research and it keeps consistently coming back to that conclusion#idk#i wont be able to actially like.. get examined or anything until im 18 n can do stuff w/o parental knowledge but like
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hate that thing tumblr app does now where trying to post a post with no tags brings up a prompt to add some tags to ‘help people find your post’ and i really hate that it even pops up when you try to save a post to your drafts. like girl its a draft. no one is finding it in there. i might not even find it to be honest
#skye's ramblings#just like. the disconnect between this feature and most the userbase for it to only exist to say 'help people find this!! seek interaction!'#most untagged posts are personal posts/op just saying literally whatever random thought is on their mind. theyre not lookinf for clout#theres a reason i censor popular fandom terms in the tags of my rambles skye tier 2 illness is follower exclusive. i talk a lot <3#idk i just think its a really funny feature to add to a site where getting popular is widely seen as one of the worst things that can happen#most common thing for someone to do when their post blows up isnt to celebrate the clout its to just delete it/turn off rbs. lol!!#also it pops up when you rb a post without tags too and just. thats not even how that works. come on man#they could mean 'find it' in an organizational sense too but i doubt it and if that is the case um. bmaybe fix your search function first#i dont personally see this window much as you can probably imagine. but it is annoying when im just drafting thoughts to come back to#'ooghhhhh give me tags help people find me' well its cute you think youre special. youare going in the drafts
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hi all 👋 how are we doing today? 💖💗💘💓💕💞
#mädch rambles#no matter how hard i try it’s so difficult for me to make a comeback here 😭#between my nursing schedule and just LIFE like im just … it’s so hard coming back!#im like .. afraid of booting up photoshop half the time lol ALSO mx is all off to the military so 😭#i miss the good old days when mx tumbly was poppin but :’) i guess all good things have their moments and then wean again !!#i hope all my old mutuals are doing well (if u still remember me hehe) and idk hopefully i’ll make content when im up to it :)#for now im just being an adult and falling in love with my bf more and more everyday hehe#OKAY CAN WE ALSO TALK ABOUT how my bf and i have been together for 8 MONTHS NOW ahhh#highly recommend falling in love with your person 10/10 would recommend <3#okay guys anyways bye bye for now i’ll pop my head in here soon 💖
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remembering ggio and that i do like him even if we only had him for a short time
#bleachposting#listen......... its maybe because hes another cat.....#mila rose is also a cat.#i remember this one art where people drew them and grimmjow together and it made me laugh.#i loved it so much. where is it.#i just think its funny that he also has a second form for his release just like ulq does.#but his second form just makes him fucking huge and jacked. its so fucking funny to me idk why.#gonna pop him like a balloon and watch him fly around and deflate#i think im just constantly upset about how many of the arrancar are just fucking dead.#like next to none of them ever come back bc they all fucking DIED.#not given the same treatment as shinigami at ALL#i want them to be not dead bc i want to see them in new little outfits.#and also i think itd be funny to have them interact with the people they lost super hard against again U_U#like yeah ok they were the antagonists whatever but listen. im right. they shouldnt have ALL died.
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pulled aside by my father to watch a homophobic k&p sketch and just had to sit there like 😬 and then when i explained it was homophobic he was like "i fear for your sense of humor". christ alive
#look idk anything about k&p maybe they've gotten better. not the point#it's the one where there's a pop duo singing a love song to a crowd of women and one of them keeps coming onto the other guy despite him#being obviously uncomfortable for like. two minutes. and then when the queer guy gets too into it and starts singing about the other#artist's bald head he backpedals and starts singing about being cartoonishly straight#thats the whole thing#the joke is 1. gay guy can't catch a hint and makes straight guy uncomfortable by hitting on him or expressing interest in him#(classic homophobic joke. probably don't need to explain that)#2. when everyone realizes what's going on gay guy stumbles back into the closet in an over the top way#and when i pointed out point 1 to my dad he was like 'i fear for your sense of humor'#im gonna shit bricks#[father's first name] [father's last name] be fucking normal for one second challenge (possible but he's a proud asshole so he won't do it)#i spent so long haha yeahing my problems with what they did away that now whenever i challenge them even slightly and see that they#will not reflect and will not change it's wild. i explained why this was homophobic (less clearly than here but still) and he was like. :/#youre no fun. like ok i actually tried and it Is That Bad. sheeshhhh#the answer is probably to keep trying until they get it bc they think they like queer people but that's. a lot.#(they in this case = my parents. just switched into a broader rant without warning my b)#he rewound it when my mom came out and when it seemed like i was gonna leave too so like... idk what that was about but it feels very#'now that our gay kid's out of the room. cishet wife with a similar sense of humor to me do you think this is homophobic?' to me#and hey maybe that'll be productive and reflective but uh. historically speaking? probably not.#i feel like im not doing enough to make them less shitty or at leaat to stick up for me n my brothers so i gotta keep going and doing more#and theyre not the worst people ever really. so i should do my part so to speak. but man it fucking blows is all#they're so annoyingggg#also why does he talk like that who does that. i mean. i do. but it's bad when he does it#and they ARE capable of change. i had to argue for trans people existing years ago and now they act like that never happened#(granted i was arguing from a cis transmedicalist perspective back then but like. still. (i have grown since age 13 if you can believe it))#so theyre pro trans in a superficial kinda way. which is something. i just wish they'd acknowledge that they were wrong literally ever#it's happened once that i can think of. twas my dad#theyre like emotional and ideological brick walls it's insane#ugh. god gives his most frustrating softcore bigoted parents to his swaggiest gay transsexuals i guess#man what a post to be making soon after the daig o one. what a coincidence that that post materialized with no influence from my life haha
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