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mosaic-hunter · 1 month

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auhgbeuhdhejfjsjf theres. many cool people in yhis community that i really wanna talk to but i either cant or am just too scared to do so 💔jsjjdbejffjwjf

#hunter rambles #not tickling #ok yea so this is directed to pretty much all of my moots...hi #when i say that i cant talk to them sometimes i mean that im #too young (im 13)#and i dont wanna overstep their boundaries #and to those that i CAN talk to...#im just too scared 💔#uahejfjwbfj #if anyone. would like to be friends and all you can jus dm me #if you wan #idk the most ill do witj those people i wanna talk to is just send stupid asks about whatever comes to mind in the spot #now im starting to wonder if anyone is actually gonna read this #i should shut up #shut up mosaic

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cconfusedkat · 1 day

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Society if i ever drew Narinder the way i would want to in my style 💔

I love munkus my wife so if i simply project my wife and my other wife (yf) onto narinder we get an even MORE mentally ill cat

#sydneys thoughts #otherwise no im too scared to change his ref id feel so bad </3 i changed some hcs bUT I STILL FEEL BAD .....#i thought abt it some more and rlly hes just so. he/she tfemmasc to me...... but then id have to re do his ref... and That's why i feel bad #SOBS.#stuck in my Feeling Bad Cycle 💔💔💔 cannot make him like my favorite meowmeows....#sydneys doodles #<- technically counts ???

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stupidrant · 3 months

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SANTA MONICA STUDIOS GIVE ME MORE ANGRBODA CONTENT AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

PLEASE WE ARE BEGGING WE ARE GETTING FRUSTRATED 😡😡😡😡 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

#THAT PARTTT #My monster girl i love and miss her bad 😢😢😢💔💔💔💔 slight rant below #I can tell they are kinda scared to put her in the forefront but like who really cares plus shes getting more fans😭#Im sure she’ll join atreus fully or partially on his journey i hope they put more emphasis on her esp in promos. I think it just makes sens #considering her role and all. It would make me disappointed if they tried to hide her because of trolls bc hiding her imo #would make things worse and make them look shady 😭😭😭😭#Thankfully they are primarily focused on kratos post-valhalla so im not too disappointed because they havent #posted about anybody else too much or at all either. I need to stop and go on twitter 😭😭 the more angie fans on there the better #Angrboda appreciation #asks #gowr #god of war #angrboda #god of war ragnarok #gow #Gow ragnarok

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alexkeller-doodles · 7 months

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ♡

oh god

um

1. alex keller

2. my girlfriend

3. alexander keller

4. echo 3-1

5. alex "yes m'am" keller

(6. did i say that alex keller makes me happy?)

#oh god i am a bit... stressed about putting this into other's askboxes really😭😭#BUT ALRIGHT.#so. i asked.#please don't make me do that again IM FRICKIN SCARED💔💔��💔💔#I MEAN FOR A FEW PRETTIES i might have revealed my og account and. well. i died few hundred times help #← starts panicking when thinking about interactions w/ somebody #dailyak ask #it's not like i mind this kind of challenges im just uh... too scared

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rogueolight · 9 months

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you ever think about how juri and shiori only look at each other when the other one is looking away. IN THE LOCKET AND THE FLASHBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#THEYRE BOTH SO SCARED #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#FML THEIR FEAR FUELS THEIR IDEALIZATION #FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #im gonna make a new tag that’s not just kibitalk #kibinevershutsthefuckup #<-me when im extra annoying #HOW WHEN JURI SEES SHIORI AND THEY MAKE EYECONTACT #SHE IMMEDIATELY LOOKS AWAY #Guys Hold On Im Going To Look At All Of Their Scenes Again #don’t get me started on the hands covering eyes thing too #yuri so good i get stressed out

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hollowaluminumvessel · 2 months

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lets doodle!

Oh yeah, theres a good reference.

Oh, hey! That didnt turn out so bad, but now its time to color...... this never goes well....

SOBBING KILLING MAIMING CRYING WHAT THE FUUUUUCCKCKKKKK

#I never color my traditional art because im too scared and now i just 💔#I made a T4T MLW playlist thats like only an hour long and i listened to that as a drew this. AAAAAA #art #traditional art #Colored art #sprart

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pepprs · 1 year

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halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol

#purrs #there’s like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the #instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i #embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you #a bit of a gamer 👀 have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE 💀😭 NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMES…..#but ajyways um. i don’t have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet 💀💀💀💀💀 and we r watching videos rn and it’s so s #scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high #hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. it’s like ‘every moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at risk’ well idont want t #to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help 💔💖#anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it #wont be that bad and i’ll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared #also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. that’s just fucking great #drivers ed tag

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sensitivegoblin · 11 days

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Vent

Tw: sh, suivide

#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing #mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do #im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real #he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same #....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting #but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying #i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me #....all i do is annoy my dad #i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore #but im too scared of failing #also im scared of Hell #i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it #i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain #instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide #my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that #theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification #the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight

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sykei · 3 months

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i have bad anxiety about playing fps games with strangers and bc of that i can barely ever play valorant. so it just takes up space on my computer cuz i keep telling myself i'll work up the nerve to play and then i dont cuz im scared

#i HATE YOU video game performance anxiety !!!#i just got gekko and i cant even use him cuz im too scared to play anything but dm... 💔#this is so sad for me #i miss my early days in the game like 2 years ago when i didnt know any of the rules so i didnt give a fuck #but now that i know there Are rules im so stressed.. so nervous...#and ppl can be so mean too #jaci.txt

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riaki · 8 months

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riko what if we became moots </3

OMG ofc !!! it’s alwYs nice seeing u around :3

#inbox 💌#precious moots!#haerin!#im so glad u ask >:)#i feel like some peolme are too scared to approach me sometimes #guys i dont bife #normally #ANYWAY now that we’re moots we can give mputh to mouth but better #also u guys need to interact mroe i feel like i’m a solo stage player #i love interactions pls guys 💔#on that note if u wannab moots literally just ask i (normally) don’t have any qualms

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senseiwu · 2 years

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I need to get my minifigs from my dads house.... these ones plus my keychains are the only ones I have with me

#please ignore the fact it kinda looks like garm is being held at gunpoint #i just wanted to display both him and arthur #there has always been at least three wus in this case dhshsu oops #maya ray and wu need their other kids 💔💔💔#also. that lady with the white face. is meant to be faith #im too scared to try and paint her face #and i never got that faith head i ordered

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legogender · 3 months

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just remembered garmadon Day ruined

#ARGHHHH…. THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLEEEE!!!! [sitting completely still]#he is every single one of my most favourite painful tropes.#self fulfilling prophecy doomed by fate failed resurrection etc etc etc.#me when i grow up with wveryone telling me im wvil. and then i become evil throigh my own actions !#garm is interesting to me just in the basic version of it in the show its like. ok well its Evil Magic hes actually good but h got Corrupte #which is. technically true BUT #when hes Purified he makes it clear that he still beleieves all his actions were his own and takes responsibility for them #and in THE BOOKS. its VERY clear that hes terrified of who hes becoming but everyone else being scared too makes him distrusting #like the venom is able to twist wus concern and naive fear into something that garm perceives as wu viewing him as a monster #which drives him deeper into his Evil #ohhhhhhhh i love u so much garm. Explodes #i forgot what hes actually doing rn in the show. ik there was the merge so we technically cant know (unless i just forgot??)#but like. is he still just living his best domestic yaoi life. i hope so #disowned my son! feeling good!!#current garm makes me EMOOOOOOO. truly the most fucked up thing harumi ever did bringing him back #its him….. but so different. and not even bad anymore. just…. not who ppl knew #and its sadddd bc in a way this is wus fear realised… he can no longer recognise his brother #like theres glimpses but most of his memories are gone and he has no personal ties to those he loved… but THEY still do #they atill rememeber the garm they loved. but hes dead. but his body is still alive #btw for the record garm makes me emo but wu makes me SUICIDAL. nobody understnad me 💔#whatever [slamming my head thru concrete]

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cazluvsu · 8 months

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terry rozier to the heat?&?(@??&,,!

#jesus fucking christ #im so scared of the heat pls wtf 😭😭#i just want one ring for the jays is that too much to ask 💔#they’re gonna put that magic in him and he’s gonna avg 28 on 60/46/100 against the celtics just you watch #in the playoffs no less #i’d put money on that fr

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junkie-virus · 9 months

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why does no one talk aboiy how scary wisdom teeth surgery is like guys wgat the gelll…..

#ro rambles #we should not normalize this.#<- guy scared of dentist and doctors and lots of medical stuff in general really #umm rambling about it and how it feels in detail so dont read if u r also like me but also maybe do for comraderie or something.#like the feeling pf something being missing or replaced the bone deep avhe #STITCHES sticthes in my mouth….#if i think too hard about it it makes me freak out a little.#DRY SOCKET…… WHY DOES THAT EXIST…..#like you feel ot all yhrpugh your jaw like #why are the nerves so finicky literally fucka you !!!!!#i dont have that but im paraboid #im not even in PAIN its just discomfort mild at best and the AWARENESS that something is missing and replaced & hurt/healing so i want it t #o heal bit i dont anat to fuck ot up because thatll make it hurt again #its soover bros #think ik having a root canal amd i literally dont know how to handle that either #i feel like ots gonna be different. and maybe worse roght.#dental shit disturbs me so bad #lik its fascinating in some ways but also i was literally shaking on the chair thing #+ i cant take pills so usually medicine stuff is relly tedious for me and also similar levels of anxiety for me…#dentist called me a acaredy cat 💔#probs bc i croed BUT IT LITERALLY WASNT EVEN MY FAULT MY FACE WAS NUMB AND I DIDNT FEEL THE TEARS FALLING #its also iromic bc overall i think my pain tolerance is pretty decent ? or at least how i manage it #i just dont like ot aksdjdjkdhdk #like my dads experience…. yeah no i wasnt like. i wasnt that bad #i think its the stuff entering my body that i dont fell is safe or im not fsmiliar woth #actually maybe thats it…#pills needles any surgical instruments……… DO NOT ENTER ME !!!!!!!!#its so ride like have some manners they dont even ask…….#WHY DO THEY JUST HAVE FEELING !!!!!!!#the nerves they jump…….

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amourcheol · 1 year

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paris is so freaking good!! ahhHHH tears were just streaming down my face while reading this. everything is just written so beautiful and so rich with detail, i could imagine each scene so clearly <33333 definitely gonna read the rest of your work!!

OH MY GOODNESS ????😭😭😞😞💖💖 thank you so much for the sweetest words dearest !! 💖💖

#asks #paris tings #im glad u thought it was rich in detail I just was so scared it became too saturated 💔#thank u for reading !! 💖

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ughmulder · 1 year

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every day I realize that going to medical school is like the Answer to what I should do next but then it's like OMG. I don't want to ❤️

#i dont want to take the mcat i dont want to spend the next 6 or so years of my life underpaid overworked etc etc #too many hoops to jump through #im not scared. perse #where its like do what makes you scared #its like #ohmygod #college made me so depressed #ok but it was a different ajd more manageable depression...#IDK #the mcat is honestly the biggest obstacle atm #i am just. not someone who can study 💔#journal #2023-06

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