#i just want one ring for the jays is that too much to ask 💔

[cazluvsu]

terry rozier to the heat?&?(@??&,,!

[glitterjay]

Enhypen reaction when you take off your engagement ring after an argument 💔💍 (heavy angst to happy ending pls)

⭒ angst (but its happy at the end????), arguments

⭒ c's note: yall are making me cry and for WHAT. i also did this up to jungwon only because i just can't see ni-ki being engaged just yet. reblogs are appreciated!

⭒ taglist: @hollyoongs @moon7jay @wondipity @fertilizedtoesw @kwiwin @enhabooks

heseung had a really bad day at work. he was exhausted, and to be completely honest, he did not want to see anyone at all. so when he got home and ignored you, you confronted him about it. he had given you attitude when he first walked into the house, and you were not about to deal with that. the argument escalated quickly, with you taking your engagement ring and giving it to him. this made him realize quickly what he had done, realizing he shouldn't have taken his frustration out on you. he'd approach you gently, apologizing first about his actions and asking how he could repay it. he knew you wouldn't talk to him normally right away, and he was okay with it. he admitted he was the one in the wrong, but he'd beg you to put the ring back on

you and jay had been clashing a lot when it came to opinions, which often led to arguments between the both of you. tired of this behavior, you took the engagement ring he had given you a month prior and placed it in the bowl where you kept your car keys. jay noticed this and sighed, taking the ring in his hands and approaching you calmly. what had caused all of this were the fights you had often, so causing another one would be the worst thing he could do. he'd ask you to sit and talk it out with him, brainstorming ideas and ways you could avoid all these problems without ruining your relationship. he'd then give you the ring and tell you to wear it when you feel ready.

jake had snapped at you after you tried to explain why you hadn't told him you were going out beforehand. there was no need for him to yell at you like that, but he did anyway. with tears in your eyes, you took off the engagement ring you had on and dropped it on the floor. it was only then that jake realized he was being far too harsh and immediately apologized for his actions. he wouldn't care about the ring, actually. his priority then was to resolve what his actions had caused and to let you know how much he truly loves you.

you had taken your engagement ring out after a heated argument with sunghoon simply because every time you saw it, it reminded of you of the way he had snapped before your eyes. he knew he was wrong for exploding that way, and he was aware that both of you needed some time to relax and cool off before talking again. it made him sad when he saw said ring in the night table next to the bed. specifically the one on his side, but if he was being honest, he fucked up. it took him by surprise when you approached him first to talk things out, giving him your own ring so he could put it back in your finger.

it was rare when you and sunoo faught, but this time it had gone over the edge, making you take off the engagement ring he had given you, and tossing it out in some bowl that was laying around the house. it hurt his feeling, and it hurt you too knowing you broke the promise of never taking it off again, but there was nothing else you could've thought of in that moment. sunoo was quick to apologize first, not being able to take it anymore, and ask you to at least put the ring back on.

arguments were jungwon's least favorite part of a relationship, and it sure became his enemy when you took your engagement ring off and gave it to him after fighting over something quite stupid. he was incredibly upset about it, but took matters into his own hands to make a surprise for you as a way to apologize, and propose to you in the hopes you'll say yes and put on the ring again. (you did)

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[chocolvte]

ENHYPEN IMAGINE — what sunoo, jungwon & jake would be like as boyfriends

REQUEST — anika, can i get a headcanon for jake and hoon as your boyfriend like how you did it for jay and riki, will you?

LISTEN TO — naturally by tinashe

AUTHOR’S NOTE — hello my loves! these are the last of the enhypen members so i thought i’d put them together! you can find them all on my navigation :)

JAKE

there is no doubt in my mind that he would be the sweetest boyfriend ever. none.

no one else is doing it like this man. def the type to buy you squishmallows and bring you coffee when you’re sad.

and smh he’s so touchy with you too. rubbing his thumb across your knuckles whenever you hold hands, pulling you into his lap whenever you’re sitting in the same room, kissing you twice on each cheek whenever you’re sad, etc.

loves wearing small matching items like rings or shoes bc it’s subtle but still couple-y

everything you do makes his heart melt. like he’s constantly trying to hide how much he wants to go awwww just watching you

layla is also obsessed with you and sometimes it makes him a little jealous but he does his best to be supportive of your relationship oop

SUNOO

so so easy to talk to! he’s the best listener ever. you guys love having late night talking seshs where you wear sheet masks and spill everything that’s been going on lately to each other

he seems like the type to act cute to get what he wants all the time. he knows you can’t resist

gets shy easily and wants you to order for him

he’s literally always on your side, even when he knows you’re in the wrong. like he’ll be damned if he doesn’t defend his love in front of everyone

and you always back him up too. to the point that people are scared to say anything that could be perceived badly about sunoo when you’re in the room (as they should be)

always helps you choose whenever you’re torn between two things. he’ll be like obvi this one 🙄

JUNGWON

so protective & sweet 💔💔

always worried you’re gonna hurt yourself. low key hovers over you, holding his hand over sharp corners you could bump your head on and automatically moving you to his other side if you’re standing closer to the street

definitely memorized all of your orders (coffee, favorite dinner, etc.)

but to be quite honest

i have a feeling he could be a bit of an oblivious boyfriend at times

as in he has no idea when or if you want something unless you specifically ask for it

but once you do he’s like: you want ___ ?? ☺️ every time you look even a little bit upset as if it’s the new answer to everything (but honestly it’s really cute so you don’t mind too much)

[svnoofy]

forever & always — p.js

pairing: ex boyfriend! jay x fem reader (she/her pronouns!)

genre: angst | lovers to exes | arranged marriage au

warnings: profanity

word count: 2.9k words

taglist : please send an ask and i’ll add you to my permanent taglist >v<

listen to this while reading for alleviated emo vibes #💔🥀

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tears were dripping down your cheeks, each drop staining the soft material of your ex boyfriend’s shirt as you cuddled into his chest for the last time.

“i’m so sorry, y/n, i really am so sorry”, jay speaks, tears threatening to fall as he strokes your soft hair.

he stares at the silver band around his ring finger, one that you also wore around your ring finger as a sign of the everlasting love you had for each other, which he will have to replace permanently in less than a week.

as you cried into his shirt, you remember the day he gave the ring to you.

“i promise i’ll always be by your side and protect you, forever and always”, he said as he slid the silver band on your finger, placing a chaste kiss on the back of your hand right after.

you knew jay and you knew he was a man that always kept his promise, but here you were, crying into his chest, disappointed and hurt at the promise that was shattered in to pieces.

the fact that in less than a week: your jay, the light of your life and the man who never failed to make you smile— would be someone else’s man and someone else’s reason to smile, hurt you so intensely.

however, as hurt as you were, you couldn’t find a single bone in your body and a strand of hair on your head to blame and lash out on him for not standing his ground on your relationship.

jay felt like his whole world came crashing down when he was informed about the whole arranged marriage ordeal.

what infuriated him most was the fact that his parents told him about it two weeks before the wedding was supposed to happen.

how the fuck was he supposed to process this in his head?

his world came to an abrupt stop and rose up in flames when you came over, for the last time, and cried into his chest, your sadness far too painful for you to say anything else.

if only he could’ve told you how beautiful you were every single moment of the day and remind you how much he loved you, he would.

hell, if given the choice, he’d give you the whole world and more because that’s just how much you meant to him.

“i love you jay, so fucking much”, you say, breathless after crying— your voice sniffly and congested like.

when your eyes met, he knew for sure: he had just made the biggest mistake in his life.

“i love you too. so much more than you think, i’m sorry y/n— let’s meet in another life, yeah?”, jay brings his thumbs up to caress your tear stained cheeks before placing a kiss on your forehead.

jay didn’t know why he couldn’t stand up to his parents and tell them the only person he knows he can love is you. no one else.

so, as he stood in front of the mirror in the groom’s room in the venue, adjusting his suit, he smiles as memories of you and him flood his mind.

when the after party started, he could not see you anywhere— which made his heart break a little yet made him feel a little relieved.

he felt relieved, not because he was moving on, but because: if he saw you at his wedding, at any place but next to him, he wasn’t sure if he would be strong enough to continue. 

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hera’s note : thank you for reading my first oneshot! aaaaa i’m in my emo feely feels tonight so like :/ sorry if this was underwhelming or bad!! i have had massive writer’s block and i wanted to release this because amongst my other drafts, this was by far the one i liked most :>

hera loves you! stay safe & take care ♡

[cpd5777]

i have a theory but nobody will like it... i think that P.D. generally always "notes" hidden in sentences, e.g. long foreshadowing, so to speak I believe that Jay will die in 10x03 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔 and that was planned for a long time... because there are too many hints of his death 😭😭😭 from season 7-9 for me Jay concerns

• in 7x09 Jay said to Angela "I deserve the death"

• in 8x06 there was the conversation between Jay and Vo*ght and after that the focus went to the picture of Justin and Vo*ght (because Vo*ght sees Jay as his "son" and he suffers the same fate as Justin)

• in 9x03 Knox said that there is no better guy in the "sandbox" (coffin) than Jay and that he is a reptile (freezing cold as a corpse) and that "he doesn't have a normal heartbeat like mere mortals do"

• in 9x04, Hailey told Adam Jay "be dead to the world"

• in 9x09, Jay said to Vo*ght "one way or another I'll pay" and Vo*ght said "your cuts are just clean" (like his murder or an autopsy) and there was a photo of Jesse with one Fan where he had cuts on his neck 😭 and was covered in blood (he didn't have a wedding ring 😭)

• in 9x16 Anna said to Vo*ght that she met his "son" (Jay) and Vo*ght said "I don't have a son my son is dead" and then there was the conversation between Emy and Hailey where Emy's friend (a good man) died and Hailey was like "I know how hard that must be" and Emy was like "No" and "we know each other" and "I'm the closest person in the world to him" and "he's the best guy you ever met" and that "it wasn't a gang shooting" and that he was out of jail (I think the deal between Jay and Vo*ght was a "jail" for Jay) and that Joshua (Jay) was looking for "jail" wanted to retire with Emy (Hailey)...and the case was about jealousy (Adrian, Emy & Joshua) which I think refers to Jay & Hailey and someone else maybe Vo*ght kinda or something the one with Anna" has lost everything"

• in 9x18 Jay was talking to Anna in the snow (which I think can also be a sign of death because Anna is dead now) and Torres (who I think represents Vo*ght so to speak) put a guy on the ground (reference to the Roy Walton and Vo*ght) and Jay asked him if he had hurt anyone else and he just meant someone who deserved it (I think Vo*ght is going to freak out about Anna's death and blame jay and he's " from vo*ght's point of view jay deserves it" or he will definitely hit jay as a parallel to 9x04 because there was the scene with jay and torres with "you wanna hit me? do it" (which explains the bts photo of jesse where his face looked like he was being beaten) and the opening scene where it was implied that torres is either a psychopath or a good cop (he puts vo*ght there so psychopath haha)

• in 9x20 there was the "tell mommy and daddy i didn't want it" scene (i think the little boy did vo*ght) and they sorted the files

• in 9x21 Jay said to Hailey "the beat is killing me"

• Tracy said in an interview after 9x09 that it could happen that Jay is doing something wrong and Hailey is the voice of reason (I think that could happen from 10x01 - 10x03 😭) and jesse also said in the interview that it could be that she police work that harms marriage (maybe the new boss who doesn't want 2 detectives to be married)

• Tracy "teased" in an interview that North might come back and Gwen said the Anna/Roy thing will bite Vo*ght and jason said in an interview "i don't wanna die" because vo*ght in 9x09 too jay said "give me up and i'll be just fine" i think hailey that she's somehow the "new jay" that she'll deliver vo*ght and maybe vo*ght will die in the finale... i think so too that hailey will be pregnant in the finale or get the child then after a time jump (that's why the maternity service sign from the crew is 9x21/9x22) but without Jay P.D. makes no sense to me because upstead is everything and without jay 😭😭😭 I even think the whole team (Kim,Adam,Kevin and maybe Torres and just Hailey) will stand up to vo*ght and want to bring him down

I'm sorry it's so much 😅😭

Wow anon. Just saw this pop up after I posted my last post. This is quite the ask and I thank you for sharing your theory!

I do not personally agree that they have been planning to kill Jay for a while. I do believe that “hindsight is 20/20” though and we can drive ourselves crazy trying to pick out lines that foreshadow it, though!

I believe Jesse’s exit was not pre-planned far in advance by either him or the writers.

BUT now that it is here (hurts to type), I do think good storytelling would dictate that they could use bits from prior arcs to tell it.

[jiminrings]

jay em rings you’ve done it again 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 i cannot express how much i love this work i am truly so happy u took ur time to perfect this because it was So Worth the wait… the amount of times i teared up while reading this is embarrassing. u were so right he is stupider than stemkoo so much stupider it’s crazy it’s like shit hits the fan chapter but on repeat and 5 billion different ways but god was i eating it up it was so incredible. i hope ur as proud of this piece as much as i am bc this is SO HEARTBREAKING LIKE I CANT BELIEVE ITS EVEN POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE TO THINK THE WAY JUNGKOOK DOES and my god he is just so stubborn and stupid i’m so happy the word stupid exists bc how else would i describe ur characters stemkoo and fwjk my stupid boyfriends that i’ll dress like twins. when oc said u just want me around GODDDD IT HURT SO BADDDD i rlly do hope u listen to sad music when u write bc i’d love to someday get a playlist of all ur angst songs 💔 even tho this takes place in take five universe i rlly felt a lot of perpetual datejust parallels just with the way that oc was kind of tossed to the side, obviously pdyg and fwjk r not very similar personality wise but god do they have similar actions… Only realizing now that pdyg is one of ur stupidest characters thank u for writing a stupid yoongi this app is deprived of stupid yoongi… sorry this ask is all over the place i literally jumped to notes app right when i finished reading i didn’t even collect all my thoughts but i needed to write them all down but please know that i really really appreciate ur work and all the time u take to perfect it for urself and ur readers, as always thank u for sharing ur work with us, u r so insanely talented I LUV U JAY EM RINGS!!!!! - 🌟

STAR ANONNNNNN 💔💔💔💔 thank u for nawt leaving my ass despite the being five months fic-less omg i’m glad the wait was worth it </3 if u are proud of me then i’m proud of me too… HE’S SOOOOOOOO STUPID even more stupid than stemkoo just overall the stupidest character i’ve ever written :// stemkoo and 5wjk wow they r also stupid my two stupid boyfriends that i want to dress up like twins wat a coincidence… UR RIGHT AGAIN this has do many parallels with pdj and i’m glad again and again that pdj!yoongi can join the jk twins in being stupid 😻😻 the notes app folder for me ur so so real I LOVE U INSANELY STAR ANON!!!!!!

[myupsteadheart]

✨️Happy someday!✨️

1) This "Another one." reminded me IMMEDIATELY of 9x03!!!! So, now I'm curious if this is an army case and our detective Sunshine gets some help from her former soldier!!! 👀👀 🤔

2) Ohhhhhh, I see! This is the bank robbery case when Jay and Hailey first met (on the show)! But they already know each other! Scratch that! They already LOVE EACH OTHER!!!!!! (MY HEART!!!!!! MyUpsteadHeart is ❤️ and 💔 at the same time while thinking about that!! 😢) NOW I'm REALLY curious how this case goes in this AU!! 👀

3) "She knows she’s poked the bear..." 🤭🤭🤭 THE WAY I GIGGLED, Em!!!!!!! 😅

4) “I was here even before you guys ... so by your logic, technically I should be taking point.” SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 Jay's there too!!! Now, this should be interesting!!!!!!!

5) JAY HALSTEAD STEPPING UP FOR HIS DETECTIVE SUNSHINE!!!!!!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 Again: SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!!! I love it, that he says that sentence, "She’s from Robbery-Homicide. There’s been a robbery and a homicide here. Sounds like her case to me.” 💙💙💙💙

6) “I’m good, I promise.” 🥺🥺🥺 Oh, how I wish he would be good on the show, too!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 Yes! My heart is still heavy! But any distraction (like reading your incredible fic right now) is such a welcomed distraction!!!! THANK YOU!!!! 😘

7) "Over my heart.” 🥲🥲🥲🥲 The tears threatened to come out, but I forced them to stay where they are!!! HE STILL HAS THEIR PHOTOS WITH HIM RIGHT BY HIS HEART?? I can't!!!! I just can't!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 This is soooo damn cute!!!!!!!!!! ... And ofc she has her half of their photos with her too!!!!! I AM IN THE UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

8) Ofc the private security company has success! That's Jay and Mouse we're talking about!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

9) "Soon after that, she learned to appreciate just how cozy its spaciousness could be." I'm grinning like a little idiot just because of the immigration of it!! 😁😁😁

10) “As much as I love this dress on, I can’t wait to see it off,” 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🤭🔥 I LOVE TEASING UPSTEAD!!!!!! I just love it!!

11) The Art Institute???? Their date has to mean something!!! This was where they crashed the wedding!! Wasn't it? Omfg!!!!! Are we getting our new someday???????? Ahhhhhh 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

12) They even get the place to themselves! How fancy is this???? I'm getting more and more excited!! I didn't know this was a possibility when it comes to that fic! I thought I reached my highest point of excitement already!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩

13) I mean, if this isn't romantic as hell!!!! BUT HE EVEN ORGANIZED A PHOTO BOOTH??????? 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 My smile didn't only reach my ears!!!! It goes completely around!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 A smiling idiot is NOTHING compared to me!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

14) He's NERVOUS!!!!!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 Is he .... Is he .... omfg ... IS HE PROPOSING??????????

15) SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!!!!! I literally let out a pretty loud SQUEAK!!!!!! Our former soldier is actually proposing to his sunshine in a photo booth!!!!!!!! 😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭 THIS IS SO F*CKING ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!! I can't!!!!!!!!!!!!! UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

16) “Happy Someday, sunshine.”😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

17) Yes!!!! I've read with tears streaming down my face from this line! But that 'I go with you' engraved in her engagement ring 💍 was just like a second undoing!!!!!! Adorable!!!!!! 🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭 Adorable, adorable, adorable!!!!!!!!!! UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

18) Immediately, when she asked him if they could stop somewhere on the way home, I knew she wanted to go to Bo and tell him!!! And ofc I immediately started crying again!!!! THEY GOT THEIR SOMEDAY! And Bo is the reason why they met in the first place! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ... 🎶 "Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end!" 🎶 ... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

19) Ofc Bo knows already!! Jay was asking him for permission to merry his little sister sunshine when they visited his grave on his anniversary!!! 😭😭🥰

20) “Oh, he scolded me for almost getting married in Vegas at first,” 🤭🤭🤭 Thx for the little laugh while crying!!

21) "She goes with Jay. And he goes with her too." Em!!!!! 🤍 My awesome, incredible, talented friend!!!!!!! 🤍 This chapter was so damn beautiful!!!!!!!! This was everything!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

I'm sitting here, crying my soul out! And for the second (and unfortunately only) time in this week, those are VERY HAPPY UPSTEAD TEARS!!!!! And these happy tears, I only have you fanfiction writers to thank for that!!!!!!! And except for this one time in between, I was COMPLETELY in this AU and not in the real Upstead world!! This was only you and your incredible writing of them, who did this to me! And I'm so grateful for that! 🤍 WHAT A PERFECT SOMEDAY!!!!! 🤍

I can't believe that we have to say goodbye to Jay and his Sunshine next week!! I'm not sure if I'm ready for this! 😭🥰

I Go With You: Chapter 25

Writer's Note: Hi!! I want to start out by doing a check-in. I hope you're all doing okay. I know it's been a tough, tough week in this fandom, so just know I'm sending out all of the love and hugs I can. Writing/the idea of writing hasn't been easy for me. I was so excited for this chapter, I still am, but I did struggle a bit in the process. Even the happiest and fluffiest things have found a way to make me incredibly sad. I hope that isn't the case for you, but if it is, I'm sending you the biggest hug. This chapter is happy and fluff, so if that's helped you during this time, this is a great one for you! Sending you all my best. Happy reading, and I hope you have a wonderful week🤍

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