#im just scared of walking right now and im scared of waking up my parents. so this means no apple juice for me
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iwakuraz · 4 months ago
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drank a cup of apple juice about an hour ago and I think that was my favourite event from today
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wassupmygays · 1 month ago
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every time i listen to Runs in The Family (Reprise), i think about how Scared sodapop must be
"maybe i should finally just walk on out" darry screams, "you'd be one less thing for me to worry about!"
and suddenly soda is thinking about how much darry does for them. how much he works, how much he cleans, how much he cooks, how much money he brings in. and soda knows he cannot do that. he cant do what darry does, and if hes gone... what would happen to him and ponyboy?
"leave you boys, im heading back to school! im tired of lifting you up, tired of playing the fool"
darry cant leave. he cant. he wouldnt. soda knows this. but what if hes wrong? its looking more and more like he wont be able to de-escalate this argument, and what would happen then? he always hopes and prays that the next argument would be the last, but they always just keep growing and growing. would this be darry's final straw if soda couldnt hold them together?
"Start a new life in a different town, there aint no tellin' where i'd go without you draggin me down"
soda knows hes right. he knows that darry couldve gotten out and made a life for himself if he didnt have to devote every waking hour to making sure him and pony didnt get sent away. and god if soda didnt feel a shit ton of guilt for that every day.
"picture life without ole' Darry around!"
god soda doesnt ever want to imagine that. even if darry wasnt the one holding their family together, he wouldnt ever want to picture a life without his big brother. he loves him too much. he needs him. even before their parents died he needed his big brother there. hes never known a life without darry and he never wants to.
but he also can't sit and dwell with this fear because hes gotta de-escalate everything. and darry is yelling, and now ponyboy is yelling, and poor johnny is watching all of this and now theyre screaming. and ponyboy is saying maybe Darry should just leave and oh my god why cant they just stop fighting
and then suddenly darry has slapped ponyboy and soda watches him and johnny sprint out the front door. he doesnt even know how any of it happened. and god he prays that darry wont leave now.
he cant lose both of them
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capitalisticveins · 2 months ago
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Seeing as how you're doing headcanons again i'd like to request hcs of Gavin,Milo,Sam,Vincent,and Guy( btw here's a thought for ya Guy as Hermes dangerous has stuck in my head for the past couple hours send help) also your previous hc were also great!(you could say they were ruthless ha ha ha im sorry that was bad lol)
~ Deviant anon (⊃◕ω◕(´ω`*⊂)
idk if you can tell but I really like Guy
also I wrote headcanons for some character recently so characters like Gavin, Sam, and Milo have them a lil short than Vincent and Guy since it takes a while to think about possible in-character hcs for them. Sorry :(
Lots of Headcanons #3
Gavin
Believe it or not, Gavin’s social media accounts are usually blank. Save for Instagram. He just has them to comment under the group’s posts.
Despite never reading a book, Freelancer has told him he’d do best in the writing industry.
He does not know how to hold a baby. If you give him a baby for any reason he’d hold it with both of his hands under its shoulders.
The worst he’s been scared was when he played a horror VR game, but he didn’t scream or anything he really just jolted and went “shit” and moved on. Freelancer was not amused.
He likes being the big spoon when he and FL cuddle because he gets to breathe in their scent, hold them, and remind himself that this is real, and not just a dream he’ll wake up from.
Milo
You can’t beat him in cup pong. Digitally or physically. You just can’t.
The only reason David is considered a better cook than Milo is because Milo uses a lot of seasoning and the pack is full of babies who can’t handle oregano or sazón.
Whenever the pack goes somewhere tropical he has to wear a shirt or Sweetheart will constantly attempt to latch onto his torso.
Milo and cats have always gone together like peanut butter and jelly. He had a cat toy when he was a toddler, his first cell phone had a stray cat as his wallpaper, he’d feed the stray cats around his home, etc. So when he learned that he and the people around him could turn into “dogs” (wolves but still) he was DEVASTATED. Got over it after a day tho.
He likes juice boxes.
Avid Apple Juice “tastes like piss” hater, although he also says mint ice cream tastes like toothpaste so take that as you will.
Sam
Sam fucking hates cowboys.
Sam had braces from the ages of 19-21 and the only upside he had to being a vampire when he first turned was that he didn’t need his retainer anymore.
Sam always reads manga wrong and no matter how many times anyone explains it he’ll read it from left to right and never understands what’s going on.
The closest Sam has gotten to riding a horse is when he flopped on top of Darlin’s back while they were shifted and they walked around his house like that…he’s never been on a horse.
Sam has a lot of existential crisises, compared to like Vincent or Porter.
If something's flying and he can't figure out if it's a plane, helicopter, animal, or any identifiable flying object, he just believes it's an Alien UFO and moves on.
Darlin' gave him a wheat head for Christmas once. He was not amused.
Vincent
Wanted to be a youtuber for a brief period in time in 2010.
Had a weird obsession with those traced anime characters dancing tiktoks in 2020, a little after meeting Lovely.
He canonically has multiple cars he likes showing off to Lovely, but he also nearly never uses them and it’s Lovely who showboats them and takes them on joyrides.
He didn’t believe William at first when he was first told he’s a vampire now and was the only one who survived The Surge incident, until they both saw his funeral take place and see his grave, which took place a long time after the accident because his parents refused to believe he was dead.
He had 3 tomodachis at once and they all constantly died because he forgot feeding them was a thing.
He commonly "regrets" asking William to make him unable to lie to Lovely because they like to ask him embarrassing questions on purpose and he can’t help but answer them, even though he could just stay quiet.
His favorite memory as a kid was roller skating with his parents on his 7th birthday. Even though he fell on his face, sprained his ankle, and had a loose tooth fall out. Still his favorite day.
Guy
GUY IS SO HERMES CODED UR RIGHT
Turned a fanfic he wrote as his college essay and got in just because of it.
Was very afraid of Honey when they first met, they kept staring at him like he was the scum of the Earth. They just wanted to talk to him about the Animal Crossing pin on his backpack.
Whenever his friends order from Max’s, and he turns out to be their delivery guy, they make fun of him so much (playfully) and give him a 10 dollar tip
He borrowed his friend’s motorcycle to impress Honey
Cried over Gnomeo and Juliet
Dressed up as the Thomas Jefferson Miku Binder drawing in 2023.
He almost gave himself a buzzcut once when he was drunk, he had to be held down because everyone knew he’d regret it so hard later, not matter how funny it’d be.
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nokiatelava · 1 year ago
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Author’s Note - HEHEHEHAHAHA! HI YALL!! I feel like im on a literal rollll, i started writing this RIGHT AFTER Moonlight! But this is like a part three-ish to this little Awpxey series!!! If you guys want anything more to do with him girl don’t be shy to hit up my inboxxx! I actually have to check if it even works but regardless! Enjoy this please!
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Summary - It is now early in the morning, the morning after you had snuck out. You are now stuck in between how to explain to your parents why you had left and never returned, and why you now have a boy with you, courting you, following you 24/7, and asking for your family’s blessing!
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Warnings - nothing to crazy?, cuddling, kissing, teen romance, fluffy stuff, courting, relationship establishments, very worried parents, worried family, parent talk, jake still coming to terms reader’s growing up, mentions of mating, boyfriend vs family tension, happy family moments, family dinner, meeting parents (yes already), overprotective family
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A sudden loud chirp was what had woken you up from your peaceful slumber. Your ears folding down in a slight annoyance as you were so groggy.
You sighed tiredly, your nose stuffy and congested from your sleep. Your body felt so warm, you thought it was from the atmosphere of the cave.
Until, you felt the cool breath of someone from behind you.
You froze.
Who is that?
You had felt relieved once you remembered it was just Awpxey.
What left that relief short lived was the fact you had fallen asleep here, in this cave, all through the night, with Awpxey, exchanging kisses throughout the night, and you still haven’t said a thing to your parents. I mean how were you supposed to talk to them?
You were not home. And you were not going to wake them up in the middle of the night over the fact you couldn’t sleep.
But now you wish you had left some type of note. You were scared to return home. Gosh your parents are not going to be happy.
You knew that as soon as you walk through that hut entrance, your ass is as good as grass.
You’re done for. You’re gonna be on the worst punishments ever. This would be your first and very last time sneaking out.
If you even make it out of this, alive.
Awpxey’s head stirring had brought you back to reality, a deep sigh coming from his stuffy nose too.
You had stood up abruptly, your back weirdly warm due to his chest. But that was the last thing on your mind.
Guilt set in your stomach as you seen how he jerked due to your quick removal. He sat up, rubbing his eyes as he was trying to look at you but rub that itch out his eyes.
“Y/n?” Oh god… His morning voice was beyond fine.
“A-Awpxey… We-uhm, we fell asleep here. I have to get home, and I’m probably gonna be in trouble.” You ramble on nervously. When you looked down towards him to see why he was so quiet you found him already looking at you, a soft smile adorning his lips.
Awpxey proposed his idea. “Why don’t we go wash up first? Then I’ll walk you to your hut, and say it’s my fault you left and never went back in the first please, yeah?”
“No. No, that’s not fair for you to just take the blame lime that. I cant do that to you.”
“I’m doing it to myself, actually.”
Gosh when did everybody just start becoming such smartasses?
“Okay then, smartass. Since you know everything, fine then. You can do whatever you want. I don’t care.” You grumbled as you crossed your arms over your chest.
He smiled at you teasingly from the floor before standing and stretching. A yawn spread across your mouth as you heard his back crack.
You were caught off guard when Awpxey was just then in front of you, and pecked your lips.
You covered your mouth with both your hands in shock. His name coming muffled from behind your hands.
He stared at you confused, his head tilted as the skin of his eyebrow was raised on one side.
“You kissed me before I even washed my mouth!” You exclaim, your shock seemed so foreign to him, why was it so important.
Your mood felt more sour once you heard that familiar laugh. He was laughing at you, in your face. His head thrown pack with one hand slapped over his stomach kind of laugh.
“Boys are unsalvageable.” You mutter the comment to yourself, or at least it was supposed to be to yourself. In your daze of being annoyed at the fact Awpxey laughed at you, you didn’t notice when he had stopped.
Hands were suddenly around your waist from your front, scaring you. And there Awpxey was standing in all his glory, his tall stature hanging over you.
“What’s that supposed to mean, sevin?” You eyes widen at the question, and at the fact he had called you pretty.
There wasn’t must time to dwell on it before he smashed his lips against yours. His hands gently holding your waist, giving it four small squeezes.
Your hands soon moved up towards his shoulders, your arms wrapping behind his neck, deepening the kiss.
The kiss lasted for almost a good minute, before you realized neither of you had washed your mouths.
“Awpxey! That’s the second time!” You jump back after you separate from the kiss.
“What are you, a germaphobe or something?” He asked mockingly while rolling his eyes. You turned back to glare at him while you exited the cave.
You were glad there was a river close to where the cave was located as you submerged yourself knee-deep into the cool water.
It helped cool down your hot skin, so you had given in to your urge and went completely underwater.
The cold water enveloped you, your hair, your clothes, your jewelry, your whole body.
When you resurfaced, a small pant evident in your chest, you turned around to see Awpxey around shoulder deep into the water.
You swam towards him, catching his attention quick. A smile on both of your faces.
“Have you washed your mouth?” He asked matter-of-factly. And you responded just the same.
“Yes I have, have you?” You were expectant for his answer as what you wanted to say was on the tip of your tongue.
“I sure did.” He said with so much confidence.
“Hard to believe…” You mutter out purposely, hoping to get under his skin. Which you had.
“What did you say?” He leaned forward to you, turning his head to point his ear at you.
You placed your mouth right in front of his ear, speaking decibels louder. “Hard to believe.”
Awpxey moved back, shock on his face. “I’m offended Y/n.” He placed his hand on his chest.
“That’s okay.” You shrugged, a smile breaking out on your face.
“You’re so mean to me, makes me wanna kiss you.” You froze at his words.
“What?” You say blindly, shock written all over you.
“You heard me. Didn’t you?” He wasn’t be serious was he? He’s just trying to bother you for bothering him that’s all.
Yeah. That’s all.
But it wasn’t when he put his index finger under your chin, lifting your head so you look back up to his face.
“I said I wanna kiss you. Can I?”
You were speechless. Not really knowing what to say back to him, but you blindly nodded anyways.
“Can I hear you say it? I gotta know you’re functioning Y/n.”
Oh Eywa.
Somebody needs to come get this man.
“F-fine. You can kiss me.” You grumbled.
“Good.” Awpxey said with a smile.
His lips then connected with yours, his hands holding the sides of your face gently as the kiss deepened.
Your hands held onto his biceps, your legs felt weak under the water. His arms were working as your extra support.
You have never felt anything more intimate in your whole life.
This is what true love felt like.
This must be what your parents feel like, your grandparents. Your grandfather who you were never able to meet.
And the many generations before that. They had all felt true love. They all had their own intimate moments such as this. You’re experiencing that moment, right now.
“Awpxey.” You said breathlessly. He felt this way too right?
“Y/n.” His voice was so soft, it was smooth and sultry. A tone like no other.
“I want to ask you something, Y/n. If you don’t have a problem with that.”
You nodded, “it’s fine Awpxey, you can ask me.”
“Come,” he beckoned, “I want to ask you while sitting down somewhere.”
You nodded, following him out the water. You watched starstruck as water cascaded down his back. Going through and then out of the crevices and dips from his muscles.
Eywa took her time on him.
Before you knew it you were sat on a patch of grass not far from the river, Awpxey next to you.
“What was it you wanted to ask me Awpxey?” You didn’t want to rush him, your parents the last thing on your mind right now.
He took a deep breath, settling his nerves before he spoke.
“I want to start courting you.”
You did everything to stay still and to just look and listen so your body language didn’t send any of the wrong signs.
You gave a small smile and a nod as you noticed he had more to say.
Awpxey turned more towards you, grabbing your hand. Fidgeting with your fingers and the rings you wore, along with your bracelets.
“This is why I want to court you.” He starts.
“You read me so well, you read everybody so well. You notice the little things and always want to help!” You nod, letting him know that he has your full attention and that you’re listening to him.
“You’re so sweet, and kind, and beautiful. You can make anybody happy. You light up rooms when you walk in and your smile brightens everyone’s day. The elders love you since you are so kind. You’re humble! And they love that, I know I do.” You laugh at his small comment, trying not to cry at his sweet words.
“And the children.. The classes that you teach you can hear them when they talk to their parents, just raving about just how amazing you are, and how you’re so interactive and I just love you.” Your eyes widen.
“I love you. And I want to show it by courting you. So, I am asking for your permission. Y/n te Sulli Neytiri’ite, may I, Awpxey te Relongtai Puo’itan, court you?”
Your eyes well with tears. His words were so heartfelt. No one had ever said they loved you but your own family. To hear it from somebody else in that way caused this feeling in your chest that was so foreign and unexplainable you didn’t know what to do.
But you did know that you loved him, you loved Awpxey. So you nodded. You nodded accepting his request to court you.
“Y-Yes Awpxey. You can court me.” You wiped your tears as you laughed, feeling a bit embarrassed at your reaction.
He tackled you into a hug. Holding you tightly before his whispered a small ‘thank you’ into your ear.
“Does that mean we’re boyfriend and girlfriend now?” You asked into his shoulder.
“I guess so, but that’s only if you want to.”
“Then I guess we’re boyfriend and girlfriend.”
You both laid there, together. Enjoying your moment, until your eyes widened, realizing that you are still out here and your family has no idea where you are.
“Oh my god Awpxey!” You exclaimed, rushing to get up.
“What? What happened?” He got up just as frantically as you had.
“I have to go home! I haven’t went home, oh my god! Awpxey I’m gonna be in so much trouble! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh.”
Awpxey was quick to be at your side, holding your shoulders to calm you down.
“It’s gonna be okay. Everything’s gonna be okay, okay? Like I said earlier, I’ll take the blame. I’ll say it was apart of my plan when I was asking to court you, alright?”
You shook your head, “I can’t allow you to get in trouble like that! I’m not doing that to you!”
You were refusing, you know how your parents could get, you did not need the only man who had shown you true love and interest in you, to be chased away by your parents who are borderline-psychotic.
“Please Awpxey, I can’t lose you.” Your eyes had gotten teary again. And that’s when Awpxey realized how serious this was to you.
“Okay Y/n, okay. We’ll figure something out, I promise.” Awpxey pulled you to his chest, brushing your hair back from your face.
“I’m just gonna tell the truth… My mother always told me that the truth sets you free, so I’m gonna say what really happened.” You were dead set on not letting Awpxey lie for you. And he could see that, so he nodded, not wanting to upset you further.
“If that’s what you wanna do Y/n, you can do that. You know your family better than I do, you know their morals and what they believe.” Awpxey still held you, his chin resting on your head.
“We should go now…” You whispered meekly. “Go and get it over with.” There was an apology at the tip of your tongue. But you wanted to hold it, just in case you might really need to say it later.
“Okay, let’s go Y/n.” Awpxey held your hand the whole way. He talked to you and helped you take your mind off things for quite a bit.
You then realized that you were at the point where you would need your ikran to go back to High Camp.
“Awpxey, we need our Ikran now.. To go back.” You had gotten sad at even the thought of returning. You were scared to see how your parents would react.
Awpxey agreed, and had noticed your hesitation, so he placed his hand on your shoulder, rubbing it gently.
When you both had finished calling your ikran, and they had both arrived, you mounted them. Riding back to your home located in the Hallelujah Mountains.
Once you were there, and had landed your ikran, the amount of anxiety and trepidation inside your stomach was unreal.
As you two walked close to where your hut was you had stopped, shaking your head.
“Y/n? What’s wrong?”
“I can’t go in there Awpxey. I can’t go in there. They’re going to be so mad at me, so disappointed I can’t do this. I can’t, I really can’t.” You rambled out, your breath shortening as you panted.
“Y/n. Y/n, you need to focus. Okay? Look at me. Y/n look at me please.” Your eyes flickered to his. “You can do this, okay? Don’t ever say you can’t. Got it?”
“G-got it.” You nodded. “I-I’m going to go now, I want you to stay out here though Awpxey. I don’t.. I don’t want them to act different if you’re in there, okay?”
He nodded immediately, understanding your situation. “I got it Y/n. If anything, absolutely anything happens, come look for me. I’ll most likely be in my hut with my parents, okay?” You smiled.
“Okay Awpxey.” You hugged him, hugged him tight to savor his body warmth because you had no idea if that was going to be your last time seeing him.
“You’re going to be okay Y/n, go. I promise.” Yo nodded, waving goodbye to him before walking towards your hut.
You walked slow, your footsteps light as to not aware anybody in the hut.
When you had finally approached the entrance, walking through it slowly, your chest heavy and your mind hazy you stopped.
All heads turned to you quickly, your parents the first to stand. They rushed towards you, both exclaiming, “Y/n!” As they ran.
Your father grabbed you, turning you around and examining your body for any injuries, he had obviously, found none.
Your mother held your hand, pulling your head to her chest as she cried tears of joy at the fact you had come home, safe, and with no injuries.
“Where have you been ma’ite? We were all so worried for you!”
“I-I’m okay mom, I swear. This is a really, really big misunderstanding.” You held your hands out.
“Misunderstanding?” You dad echoed.
“Yes, misunderstanding. I want to explain you guys what happened first before you ask me anything though, okay?” Your parents nodded, they had beckoned your siblings out, though they protested as they wanted to see you too.
Your parents gave them the promise that they will see you later.
Awpxey watched from afar as he seen all your siblings walk out the hut, incoherent protests leaving their mouths.
‘Shit.’
Once they were all gone, and your father checked the area to see that they were really gone, you all sat at the table.
As your parents faced you, you fidgeted with your jewelry, scared to even look them in the face.
“Ma’ite? What happened? Why were you gone for so long?” Your mother asked. That’s when you finally looked up.
“I-It’s a little bit of a long story? I’m going to explain everything though.” Your father nodded, giving you his undivided attention.
“Last night, I could not fall asleep.” Your parents began to nod along to your story.
“So, I decided that I would go to the forest, to get my mind off of things.” You internally cringed as you seen your fathers eyes widen.
“I know, I know that it was really, really dangerous to leave with out saying anything and with the fact Sky People are here, I know. I hesitated at first. I was scared to even go. But I followed my gut. I think it was the best decision I ever made actually.” You said with a sheepish smile after your last sentence.
Your parents’ brows furrowed as they shared a look between each other.
“Anyway, while I was out there, about to bother the fan lizards, I had found Awpxey.” The name felt heavy on your tongue, worried about how your father would feel before anybody else.
“We hung out, and then he took me to this really pretty cave that had an open top so we watched the stars.” Your cheeks felt warm as you knew you were leaving some details out.
“We watched the stars and then fell asleep after a while, and when we woke up we washed at the river then came here.” You felt bad for worrying your parents, but at the same time you are so, so glad you left.
“Nothing like that happened either, dad. We only hung out, talked and stargazed. That’s it.” Toy father put his hands up.
“I-I never said anything.” He already looked so guilty, but you know you had put him on the spot.
“I know how you are, I just want to say it to clear any thoughts.”
After about 10 seconds you noticed your mother’s ongoing silence. You peeked up at her nervously, wondering why she hadn’t said anything.
You were shocked to see she had a smile on her face. Did she know?
“I’m glad it was only positive stuff that happened ma’ite, is there anything else you want to say?”
You choked as you remembered the fact Awpxey is now courting you.
“Babygirl?” Your dad asked.
“Uhm.. Yeah. One more thing..” You let out a nervous chuckle.
“Awpxeyaskedtocourtmesoweretechnicallykindofdatingnow!” You rushed out in one breath.
“What?” Your parents said simultaneously.
You took a deep breath. “Awpxey asked to court me. So.. We’re technically kind of dating now…”
Your eyes were shut. And you wanted to keep it that way.
You peeked through one squinted eyelid, just to see your mother holding your fathers head.
Your body slumped in as you stared on in disbelief.
“Sh, sh, sh, it’s okay ma’jake. It’s okay.” Your mother patted his head.
“Wha- Mom. What is even happening right now?” You jumbled out.
You then heard a hiccup. A deep one.
Is your father crying?
“Dad?” You asked worriedly.
When his head lifted to face towards you your heart broke. You had never seen your father cry in your 17 years of living. So to see his tearful face and swollen eyes, knowing you were the reason broke you.
“Dad.” Your eyes watered, hands clenching into fists at your side to try and hold them back.
“Oh babygirl, come here.” You both hugged, he held you close to him, and you cried into his shoulder. Happy to feel the familiar parental love and warm body that used to hold you when you were young.
The sensation had felt so far away at this point. It was heartwarming to feel it again.
Feel it as if you were little all over again.
“I’m sorry dad.” You didn’t know what exactly you were apologizing for, whether it was for making him cry, dating Awpxey or both. But regardless, you knew you had to apologize.
Your mother looked at you both with a smile on her face, an idea flashing in her head.
“You should invite him for dinner.” You and your father turned to look at your mother quickly. Both talking out at the same time.
“No!”
“Really?”
You look to your father quickly, trying to catch his eye as he avoided looking at you.
“I mean, uh. Yeah, uhm yeah. H-he should come for dinner, yeah.”
Your mother came forward, patting Jake on his shoulder. “You’ll be fine ma’Jake. I think it would be nice, think about it. We can see what he’s really like.”
You nodded, “please dad? He’s super nice, and respectful! He’s like a family man.” You had made sure to add the last comment because you knew it would win your dad over.
You could see the cogs in his brain working as he actually thought about it.
“Hmm.. Okay, okay fine he can come over for dinner.”
You jumped into his arms, knocking him onto his butt on the floor. “Thank you! Thank you, thank you! Thank you dad! I love you!” You kissed his cheeks and hugged him, he smiled as he hugged you back.
“You’re welcome, and I love you too babygirl.”
“Now go, go get him for dinner. Because I will start preparing it soon.” Your mother shooed you, and you left hastily with a new excitement as she was pulling you out the hut.
You walked around for a bit, looking for Awpxey’s hut when you finally noticed his father, Puo outside, hanging loincloths to dry.
You walk up to him speaking quietly as to not abruptly disturb him. “Excuse me, Mr. Relongtai?” He turned around at the call of his name.
“Oh, Y/n. Oel Ngati Kameie.” He said, doing the hand sign’s greeting. “Oel Ngati Kameie.” You greet back.
“What brings you here Y/n?” He asked.
So Awpxey hasn’t said anything to his parents. Good, that’s good. For right now at least.
“I was wondering if I could borrow Awpxey for dinner? My, uhm, my parents invited him over for dinner.” Puo had smiled at you.
“That’s fine with me! I’ll pack him a plate to take so he doesn’t go over there empty handed! Just go look for him inside and tell him to get presentable. Don’t need my son to look ugly if I’m handsome.” He mutters his last sentence sarcastically, chuckling at his own joke.
“If I’m being honest, he has your looks!” You gave a kind smile.
Puo paused, “really?” He asked, patting his cheeks. He smiled before running into the hut, yelling, “Itxä! Itxä! Y/n said Awpxey has my looks! That means I look young right?”
You peeked into the hut, seeing Puo kneeling next to Itxä who was re-braiding her hair.
“Puo! Get away from me! Go hang the clothes like I told you!” She was nudging him away with her elbow, still skillfully braiding her hair.
“But Itxä, you don’t think I’m handsome?” Puo asked with a frown.
“I mean, sometimes. It deducts points when you drool, you know unless-” She was cut off by Puo.
“Okay! Thanks by honey see you later!” He rushed back out the hut.
You finally noticed Awpxey in the corner, cringing at his mother’s innuendo.
“Mom really? Unless? Unless what? You know, don’t even answer I’m okay.” You giggled, a hand covering your mouth.
That had caught Itxä and Awpxey’s attention. Awpxey stood with a smile once he saw you.
“Y/n. Are you okay? Did everything go good?” He approached you, a nervous look in his eye.
You nodded happily, “yeah, everything went good. Really good actually. They want you to come over for dinner.”
Awpxey’s eyes widened. They wanted him to come over?
“R-really?” He was shocked, very shocked.
“Mhm! And I’m sure it’s with good intention! My mother proposed the idea and my father even agreed!” You fiddled with a bracelet on your arm.
“Mrs. Relongtai, is it okay if Awpxey comes over for dinner at my house?” You ask, knowing it would be rude to not even acknowledge her.
“Yes please, don’t even ask! It’s good he goes out. Or just gets out.” She adds quietly.
“What? Mom!” He turned to her, her head facing the wall to not look at him.
“What? I didn’t say anything!” She rolled her eyes. “Make sure you take a plate of food to offer to the Sully’s! Don’t even think you’re going over there empty handed slugging your shoulders.” You laughed, covering your mouth as it accidentally came out to loud.
“Y/n? You’re laughing too?” You placed your hand on his chest, still covering your mouth, shaking your head.
“No, no I was just, uhm..” You mumbled from behind your hand as you tried to think of an excuse.
“You’re hurting my heart Y/n.” Awpxey said walking away, going and packing a plate of what his parents had made for dinner.
“You’ll be fine, and make sure you tell the Sully’s I said hello, Awpxey!” Itxä called from the floor.
“I will, bye mom, love you!” Awpxey said as he started to leave the hut, you in tow.
“Bye, love you too!” She called back. As you walked by his father, he also said his farewells.
“Bye dad, love you.” He said as he intertwined his fingers with yours.
“Bye Awpxey, see you later, correct?” His dad teased. Awpxey pursed his lips in embarrassment.
“Yeah dad see you later.” Awpxey grumbled.
“See you son, love you.” Puo said before turning back around, continuing to hang up clothing items and other pieces.
“Love you too.” Awpxey then pulled you a long with him, walking to your hut.
“Awpxey?” You call for him.
“Hm?” He hums back in response.
“How do you know where I live?” You genuinely question. You weren’t trying to press him on anything personal, you just wanted to know.
“Y/n..” He says, his face was almost in a form of shock. “What?” You respond confused.
“Almost like everybody knows where you live… You’re a royal Y/n, even then, everybody knows where everybody lives. And your hut gets a bit rowdy with your siblings. Though it’s definitely not the biggest household.” You nodded in agreement at his last comment, you always wonder how the Ipexti Family is doing.
And wonder how they even managed 14 kids.
“Yeah that makes a lot of sense. I’m sure my brother kind of just lets everybody know doesn’t he?” You said with a small laugh.
You didn’t notice it, but Awpxey stared at you, looking at your smile, and all the features on your face.
Eywa took her time on her.
He had thought, he shook his head continuing to walk towards your house.
As you got closer, you slowed as you noticed your brother, Lo’ak, standing in the entrance of the hut. His arms crossed over his chest and his foot tapping impatiently on the ground.
“Oh God…” You mumbled as you seen him.
“Is that Lo’ak?” Awpxey asked, his eyes squinting as he smiled.
“Oh my God. Just walk by or something, cover your face so he doesn’t see us.” You muttered as you placed a hand to cover the side of your face.
“Y/n!” A voice suddenly yelled out. You did not turn your head as you knew exactly who it was.
“Y/n Sully!” Lo’ak continued to yell.
Now you see why everyone knows where you live.
You walked even slower towards your home. Awpxey laughed, seeing how you felt embarrassed.
Once you were finally near the entrance, you had noticed Neteyam stand up from the table and stand behind Lo’ak. Once you were in front of Lo’ak, he squinted his eyes to Awpxey.
“And who are you?” Lo’ak sneered at him.
“Lo’ak!” But your call had fallen on deaf ears.
Awpxey opened his mouth to answer, but was silenced when a hand rose up towards his face.
“Save it. I want to know what you’re doing with my sister. And why you’re here, holding her hand.” Lo’ak poked his chest, his eyes trained  solely on Awpxey.
“Lo’ak.” You let out a low warning, Neteyam seemed to notice how serious you gotten. So he reached forward and placed a hand gently around Lo’ak’s elbow.
Awpxey raised his hands in surrender, balancing the covered plate of food in his other.
“I come in no harm. I’m here with your sister for this dinner and to meet your family.” Awpxey explained.
“Meet us for what? Are you trying to mate her?” Lo’ak jabbed his finger back into Awpxey’s chest, and his eyes widened at Lo’aks question, not even the gesture.
That’s when Neteyam pulled Lo’ak back by his elbow, turning him around and pushing him into the hut.
“That’s enough.” He said to Lo’ak, still gripping onto his arm. Lo’ak pulled his arm back, walking to the table and sitting down.
“I apologize for his behavior, he doesn’t usually act like this.” Neteyam said, facing Awpxey with an apologetic smile.
“That’s alright, I can see why he’s upset.” Awpxey smiled.
When Neteyam had finally looked away, you turned to Awpxey, “I’m sorry about him. Don’t let him make you upset he does that to everybody really.”
Awpxey laughed, “it’s okay Y/n, I really don’t have have a problem with it.” He said with a smile.
You nodded, giving a nervous smile back. When you faced back towards the hut, grabbing his hand gently. You were shocked to see how everyone in the hut had a stiff face.
Your mother and father included.
What happened to the happy go lucky moods they had earlier when they told you to invite him?
You sighed, already feeling defeated in some way.
You just hoped he didn’t want to leave you.
Approaching the table, you sat in your usual spot, making sure that there was enough space for Awpxey before looking at everyone.
No one was batting an eyelash at you, everyone was looking at Awpxey. Their faces serious. It shocking to you to see even Tuk staring at him with her face hard from next to you.
She grabbed onto your arm, hugging herself around it and resting her head in your bicep, your hand instinctively coming to the top of her head.
You couldn’t see it, but Tuk smiled to the other side of the table. To your siblings that sat on the other side, expectant.
They must have not taken the news of you bringing a boy home too kindly.
The tension in the air was so thick, and you could see it was working Awpxey’s nerves as he rubbed his hands up and down his thighs.
Though he was the first to break the silence, “I brought a plate of fwampop, I helped my mother make it for dinner. I don’t know if any of you like that, so I apologize if you don’t. I’m sure it should still be warm.” He pulled the wrapping off the top of the plate, showing the seasoned meat, steam elevating as the barrier was released.
“Fwampop is fine.” It was Kiri’s voice who cut into the air next. You noticed her posture and realized how intimidating she actually looked. Her arms crossed over her chest as she looked at Awpxey, the usual warm expression she wears, gone.
“Yeah, thank you.” Tuk said as she leaned forward, making sure to be in his line of sight as her tone wasn’t the most, welcoming.
Your mother gave an expectant look towards your brothers, making them flicker their eyes to each other before looking back at Awpxey.
“Thank you.” It wasn’t exactly rude, but it wasn’t nice either. You’ve never heard them sound so passive aggressive.
“It was very nice of you to bring us something, Awpxey.” Your mother broke her characteristic silence, her voice calming and comforting as she nodded her head Awpxey.
“Now, how about we eat, yeah?” Your dad asked, placing his hand around Neytiri’s waist, pulling her closer.
You all hummed and nodded in agreement.
When you all began to serve yourselves, saying a quick prayer before eating, you took the time to look around. Seeing that the atmosphere had lightened up somewhat, they were making their own conversations. In their own little worlds.
So you took that as an opportunity to talk to Awpxey.
“Hey..” You whisper, bumping his knee with yours. He turns his head, responding in a quiet “hm?” As he finished the food he was chewing.
“You okay?” You continue to whisper, keeping your head as straight as possible while still attempting to look at him.
“Yeah I’m good.” He whispered back, nodding.
“Good.” You nodded, giving him a smile before returning back to your food.
Once you all began to approach the end of your meals, you noticed everybody start to sit up straighter, clearing their throats.
Oh God.. The questions were to start now…
“So Awpxey..” Your father started, Awpxey already had his head up, his eyes and ears focused on your father to catch every word he said.
“What do you do? For the clan?” He finished.
Awpxey cleared his throat, “I am a Warrior.” Your father’s eyes widened for a split moment.
“Warrior?” Awpxey nodded. “Yes sir, I am.”
“How come..” Your father’s eyebrows were furrowed. “How come I’ve never seen you?”
Awpxey smiled, “I guess I’m not that important, or just unnoticeable.” You wrapped your fingers around his, your face scrunching in confusion.
His smile.. He looked so dejected, his eyes having a dog-tired look swirling in his irises.
You didn’t care if anyone at the table got mad at you for showing some type of ‘affection’ towards Awpxey.
Neytiri looked at the both of you, a smile on her face as she noticed the slight movement under the table.
“You work along side your father?” Your dad asked, wanting to change the subject as he as well noticed the expression on Awpxey.
Awpxey nodded, “most of the time, unless we’re assigned apart to different groups.” Your father hummed and nodded.
Neytiri cleared her throat quietly, bringing the attention of everyone to her.
“I made kalin paste. If anybody wants any?”
Everyone around the table quickly nodded. Your mother looked towards Jake, pointing her chin to the pot that held the paste.
“And don’t eat it all while you’re over there.” Your fathers ears twinged purple in embarrassment.
“I won’t..” He muttered, his lips pursed as he walked to the steaming pot.
Minutes later, you all had your own servings of the kalin paste. Lo’ak with the most on his plate.
As you finished up your plate, you took the time to look around at your family.
Neteyam, he was in his own world, Lo’ak, he was still scraping for scraps of the paste on his plate, Kiri, she was fiddling with something in her hands, your parents, who were talking with their hands in front of their face as if they were gossiping like teenagers.
Which they were.
Now on your right, closest to your parents was Awpxey. And you were unprepared when you turned your head to look at him to find him already staring at you.
“Hey..” He whispers, a smile on his face.
“Hi.” You whisper back, the same smile mirroring onto your face.
“Can you tell your mom that her kalin paste is the best I’ve had? It’s really good, please tell her.” You smiled, your hand coming to cover it as you nodded in agreement.
“What are you doing?” As he asked, you hesitated in answering, but you had already decided.
“People Watching.” You say with an embarrassed smile.
“People Watching?” Awpxey echoes curiously. You were relieved when you didn’t hear any type of disgust or disappointment in his tone or face. He was genuinely curious.
“It’s where you kind of just, uhm, you know. Watch people? But it’s not that simple. You- you mostly actually observe them. And think, think a lot about what they’re like, or what they can be like. What they could be like. You evaluate them, study, but on a emotional and physical note? When you People Watch, you aren’t supposed to judge, because all it is, is an observation, and thinking.” As you end your rambling, you bring a hand to your mouth and squeeze it tightly, not even for a second.
It was an unfortunate habit you developed young when you realized you talked to much.
Awpxey noticed, and in an attempt to distract you, he grabbed your hand gently. Intertwining your fingers together.
“That’s really cool.” He squeezes your hand, a toothy smile adorning his lips.
“You think so?” Your eyes search his, looking for any type of sign that could show he’s lying.
“Of course! How long have you been doing this?”
“My whole life. It’s actually like a hereditary thing. Mostly between the females in my family. My grandma, her mom, my mom, my late aunt, my sisters do it too, only sometimes. And my brothers.” You roll your eyes at the me ruin of your brothers, thinking of mostly Lo’ak. He stares at people. Little weirdo.
You hoped, hoped that this genetic trait didn’t scare him away and make you look even more like the weirdo you are.
It doesn’t, it really doesn’t.
All these little things you tell him, these details. He eats it all up, saving it to his memories and saving it to learn more about it later.
He was planning to try and do this “People Watching” trick when he got home, or when his stomach wasn’t as full.
Maybe he could try it with his parents? His friends while they train, or just strangers around the clan.
Though nobody in this clan is really a stranger.
“I wanna try it,” he frowned. You laughed, “why are you frowning? You could try it now if you want? With my parents and siblings? But you might be too tired, kalin paste is heavy on the stomach.” He nodded in agreement.
“Can I do it tomorrow? I really wanna try it.” He slouched.
You smiled, “you can do it tomorrow. I think you’ll enjoy it.”
Awpxey smiled, looking at yours. His eyes trailed your face, looking at your lips.
It was as if his surroundings melted, Awpxey was stuck in a white space with just you. His hand squeezed yours tighter, eyes moving across your face in a triangular motion.
When he began to raise his hand to try and caress your chin, everything rushed back to him.
He’s still in your family’s hut, still sitting at your dining table, still with your family.
“Oh, uhm.” He stumbled, his hand slowly coming back down, lightly slapping against his lap.
You let out a small chuckle, wondering what was going through Awpxey’s head at this exact moment.
“Awpxey?” You mutter quietly, a small giggle escaping your mouth as you see him come back to reality, blinking a bit too hard.
“S-sorry Y/n..” He stuttered, you began to nod in response, opening your mouth to say something before something brushed against your back, skin brushed against your back.
You turn your head to look behind you, only to be met with a swaying Tuk, a drowsy weighed-down look on her face.
“Tuk?” Your sister took your attention from Awpxey. Though he had no problem with that with how questionable Tuk’s state was.
“Is she okay?” But Awpxey’s voice only echoed in the back of your mind, right now, the only thing you can think of is Tuk.
“Tuk? Tuk what happened?” You grasped her cheeks in your hands, turning her face towards you. You could tell she was mumbling something, but you could not see what.
“What are you saying Tuk? What happened?”
“A-ate to much… Ate to much kalin paste.. Stomach hurts and I’m very tired…” She mumbled.
You felt a bit relieved as you realized it wasn’t anything serious, but the fact she was in pain made you sad.
“Okay then Tuk,” you laugh. “I’ll go put you to bed, okay?”
All Tuk was able to offer back was a simple nod.
You stood up, scooping Tuk up in a bridal style. She was obviously very, very tired by the way she snuggled her head closer to your chest, curling up in your arms.
When you reached the sleeping mats, you placed Tuk on her respective mat, tucking her in, saying a quick prayer before you placed a kiss on her forehead and left.
When you arrived back at the table, your parents had asked you what happened with Tuk, which you explained.
“She ate to much kalin paste and got dizzy? But she was swaying and said her stomach hurt, oh, and that she was tired. So I just put her to bed.”
Your mother smiles and nodded in appreciation, you always made things a bit easier for her around the house.
You loved helping out, it would make you feel complete when you were always able to help people.
Awpxey watched you, he watched quietly as he seen you walk back to the table, an empty spot now behind you where Tuk was previously sat.
“Sorry about that. I just get really worried about my siblings.” You rub your hand against your forearm embarrassingly, not noticing Awpxey’s smile.
“Don’t apologize for it, it’s okay.” He messed with his loincloth. You smile, flashing a tired smile.
Awpxey had noticed, seeing the small bags under your eyes. “Hey, do you want me to go now? You look pretty tired.” Your eyes flicker to his, now at the fact it was pointed out, you started to feel sluggish. Your eyes struggling to keep themselves open as the kalin paste started to push down on your stomach.
“You know what? Now that you said that, I actually feel super tired.” You rub your eye, holding back a yawn in your throat. Awpxey smiled at you, “I’ll tell your parents.”
He turned towards your parents, who were still in their conversation, trying to find a part to speak to them without interrupting.
“Excuse me Mr. and Mrs. Sully?” Your parents stop, looking towards Awpxey, “yeah honey?” Neytiri says with a smile.
“I’m going to be heading home now, Y/n’s very tired and I don’t want to hold your family up any longer.” Neytiri and Jake both smiled, nodding their heads toward Awpxey.
“Okay Awpxey, be careful and make it home safe, okay?” Your mom said. Awpxey nodded, “I will Mrs. Sully! Thank you for having me for dinner, it was very good, and your kalin paste is the best!” Neytiri and Jake laughed together, your father nodding in agreement.
You smiled, getting up to walk Awpxey to the entrance of the hut. But what you didn’t know was that Kiri had also gotten up, following you both out the hut.
Right when you were about to wish Awpxey a goodnight and send him off, your sister, Kiri had rounded the corner coming to a stop at your side.
“Kiri? Is something wrong?” Your sister shook her head, looking forward to Awpxey.
“I wanted to bring him this, here you go Awpxey.” Your sister pushed an object into Awpxey’s hand.
Awpxey looked down at it, holding and feeling the smoothed surface of the object, not being able to tell what it was straight away.
“It’s a Lepidolite, a peace stone, it brings good luck. I’m giving it to you now that you are in a relationship with my sister, so you are both stable enough to take care of each other.” Kiri said with a sincere nod. Awpxey smiled, “thank you Kiri. That’s very thoughtful of you.”
You watched with smile, seeing how Awpxey fidgeted with the polished surface of the lilac-gray crystal.
“Goodnight guys, see you in the morning Y/n.” Kiri waved the both of goodbye, walking back into the hut and heading towards the sleeping mats.
You waved her goodbye, turning back towards Awpxey, feeling shy.
“Too quiet to say goodnight to me now too?” Awpxey teased as he leaned down to your face, trying to catch your eyes.
You giggled, “be quiet Awpxey.” Your cheeks burning as you smiled hard.
You turned your head up in his direction, smiling as you tried to hold back a laugh and make eye contact with him.
“Goodnight Awpxey, get a good nights rest, okay?” He nodded, reciprocating. “You too Y/n, sleep well..”
You both stood in a small silence, it was comfortable and not awkward. Awpxey was the one who made the initiating move and leaned forward, planting a small kiss on your lips.
You were quick to kiss him back, making sure not to leave his lips stranded for too long.
When you both parted, a small ‘smooch’ sound indicating that your lips separated, you stood with your hands clasped together behind your back.
“Goodnight Y/n.”
“Goodnight Awpxey.”
After finally saying goodnight, Awpxey walked back home, smiling all the way back to his hut. Happy to see his parents together in their sleeping mat.
When you were done recollecting yourself outside of your hut, you walked back inside. Shocked to find all the plates put away, hanging to dry.
When you walked toward the family room, looking to see where everyone went. You were not shocked to see everybody already asleep, tangled in their own bedrolls.
You were happy to see your parents together in their sleeping mat.
Getting into your mat and tucking yourself in, you reflected on your day. Thinking about how it was a really good day and how your family accepted Awpxey.
You yawned, turning on your left side as your eyes began to shut due to your tiredness.
Warmly, you let your body succumb to the drowsiness you felt.
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Oh my gosh you guys. This is longggg… I feel like almost all of my stories are long, maybe to long. Because I just write when I have the time and I don’t have like an active word count, so i just write. I apologize if it’s to much for you! Also I just want to mention @creamboba ! I didn’t know if you wanted to be tagged, I’m sorry if you didn’t! Oh my gosh please excuse any spelling mistakes I try my best to proof read but I get tired you guys. But anyway, thank you for reading 🤍!
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crushedsweets · 1 year ago
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Do you have any headcanons of Lyra and Toby’s relationship?
this has been in my inbox for like over a week by now because this is a big task in my head. i will focus more on the family itself, but obviously the siblings r there.
ROGERS FAMILY HCS UNDER THE CUT... tw for abuse and addiction, of course
ok. WE'RE GETTING PERSONAL HERE. im the eldest daughter of 3 so the way in which i project into older siblings is insane. ive also had an addict father(no where near like frank though let me clarify) so in general . . the story.. makes me feel very...... basically their relationship is very personal to me.
lyra is about 2-3 years older than toby.
frank's dad was in the vietnam war, his grandparents were in wwii, his grandparents in wwi, etc. so he went into military service right after marrying connie. for a long while, he was SUPER military strict. those kids were up, made their bed, and down for chores by 6am everyday. he made them do military time rather than civilian time. he was incredibly traditional, expected a perfectly clean household, a polite soft daughter, a strong bold son, perfect wife. he wanted the 1950s nuclear family model. so toby and lyra grew up in a very clean, strict, traditional household.
in my au, frank wasnt outright abusive until the kids were around 8-11. it was after he developed his addictions and lost his job. the kids really didnt understand what was changing at first, and legitimately were like 'omg dad isnt making us wake up at 5am everyday..... this is so cool'.
theyd start having sleepovers in eachothers room, slacking a bit on chores, going to sleep late, sleeping in. toby didnt develop his tourettes until he was around 7, so lyra and toby would walk home from their elementary school together. sometimes, theyd walk another friend home first, stop at convenience stores to get candy, pet a cat, etc. frank didnt say a thing for the first few months, just drunken grumbles along connies worried 'WHERE HAVE U BEEN'. if they weren't walking around the area, they were in the backyard playing soccer.
eventually the abuse began, and all of those little freedoms were quickly stripped from the kids.
toby developing tourrettes around this time was a painful coincidence, because not only did he experience abuse at home, but awful bullying at school. he was promptly pulled out after completing 3rd grade. he was only 8.
lyra would practically run home from school everyday, as fast as a 12 year old girl with a backpack could manage, just because she spent all 7 hours in school worrying about toby at home. connie had to start working to pay bills, so..
when toby was around 11 and lyra was around 13, toby started kinda just. being more distant. he was kind of a dick to lyra for a period of time, half because of everything he was going through, half because puberty is rough. his room started getting messy, lyra had to start picking up chores he was slacking on , etc. lyra isnt perfect and began to resent toby for this, and eventually, the two were kinda at eachothers throats for like 6 months. which isnt a lot, but for kids, its an eternity.
when franks abuse evolved from ''just'' verbal abuse, to shoves, to slaps, to full on beatings, toby started egging frank on. just to get him off of lyra and connie. obviously he couldnt feel it, and while it sure took a fucking mental toll, it was so much easier to just wait it out rather than listen to the girls cry.
lyra didnt even realize toby was doing this for a while, she just thought it was all part of him going through his little hormonal asshole phase, until one day frank made a fucked up comment about 'youre lucky that boy is always causing trouble. was supposed to be you'. then it kinda clicked and she very quickly tried to fix their relationship back to what it was.
frank eventually scared connie so badly that there'd be periods of time where she'd take the kids in the middle of the night, and run off to either her parents place, or even a random hotel in another city. she'd use cash, force the kids to keep their phones at home, leave literally everything behind and often make the kids pick out new toothbrushes at a random walmart. etc. it would only last a few days each time, and lyra fought so hard to stay strong while her mom cried and toby closed himself off.
she'd try to get toby to come to the hotel pools with her, try to get him to watch tv with her, try to get him to just fucking talk to her. he was often catatonic during these little runaways, once the confusion adrenaline and fear wore off
it wasnt until they went around a month without seeing their father, and frank had some weird fucking. 'those are MY kids too' thing and went to connie's parents house while all the adults were out, and forced the kids back home. this was the first time lyra was full on sobbing and begging and pleading in years. that was what shifted something in toby, too.
now tobys 13, lyras 15, and theyre on better footing. theyre starting to understand eachother. tobys back on keeping up with chores, knowing that either him lyra or connie was going to get beat if they were missed. sometimes he'd just silently come into lyras room and lay down and watch tv with her. they'd talk about books, about school, their trust was built right back up and toby ended up being the first to know about lyras school drama, gossip, boys, etc.
toby wasn't really socialized properly, since he's been homeschooled for 6 years by now. all the time, he'd hear lyras stories, and wish he could go to school. his mom would be horrified anytime toby asked, because all she could remember was her sweet boy coming home and crying into her arms after a day of being mocked and pushed around by peers.
so he began to live through lyra, in a sense ? he almost became a diary for lyra, and he kinda loved it. she was like a sitcom to him.
frank wasnt a good father by any means during this period, he was still awful, but he wasn't constantly looking for trouble. the kids kept to themselves, connie did everything she was expected to, he didnt give a shit about their grades or social lives. he couldn't even recgonize when lyra was coming home late.
lyra got her license the second she turned 16. the house had two cars, and its not like frank was ever going anywhere, so she was always going everywhere. she adored the freedom, and took toby wherever he'd let her. he only really left the house if he was going grocery shopping with his mom or something, so it was kinda weird now that he was just. going to malls. going to restaurants. going to parks. just Hanging Out. every now and again he'd stick around when Lyra was with her friends, but he didn't like them so it was rare.
sometimes theyd just drive together for a long time. at night, she was the one to take him to every hospital visit, she even got him to volunteer at a pet shelter she worked at for a bit. 3 years and they become so close again, and lyra is tobys best friend. she's his entire world because who else does he have ? he loves his mom, but she's married to the man he hates more than anything
toby was 16 and lyra was 18 when frank strangled toby till he passed out. thats finally when connie kicked frank out, forcing frank to go live on his moms couch. lyra was mortified and started spending an absurd amount of time with toby. she took online community college courses just so she could spend even more time with toby, and it didnt hurt to do so since frank wasnt there anymore. things were getting better for the family, frank was gone, lyra was in college, connie was working, toby was volunteering at shelters and even had a few acquaintances he'd talk to now and again.
lyra picked toby up from the shelter he volunteered at when the accident happened.
lyra and connie had matching silver necklaces with a circle pendant that had their initials. toby didnt cuz frank would get pissed if toby tried wearing jewelry, but when lyra died, toby immediately clung to it. he wears it religiously. the only time he takes it off is if he knows he's going to kill someone that day. otherwise, its always on him.
lyra died and was buried in colorado. toby lives in alabama now. so he really doesnt visit her grave often. only on her birthday, he'll scramble together some money and get brian, tim, and kate to agree to cover his uh. 'shifts' with slenderman, and take a few loooonnnggg train rides over to colorado.
he'll leave two bouquets of flowers. one for lyra, one for connie.
connie just feels in her heart that its toby. she has no reason to believe it, they've never bumped into eachother (toby's visiting at like 2am and falls asleep near the grave for a few hours), but she knows nobody else whos visiting lyras grave and leaving two sets of the same flowers.
toby and lyras childhood home was put on sale shortly after it was reconstructed from the fire, and connie moved in with her sister. lyras bedroom door was the only one that was shut and left unscathed after the fire (legitimately keep your doors shut if you ever have a housefire it can save entire bedrooms and even lives). the rest of the house was ruined, but not lyras room. connie kept every single one of her belongings, but she's put some photos out on the grave. tobys taken them, and connie believes it was him. again, she has no reason to believe it other than the flowers and 'why would someone take a photo of my dead daughter.'
anyway hi. in tears. i love them. sorry. i just retell their story over and over and get sad everytime
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pinkslipxox · 3 months ago
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could we possibly get more young miko angst that ends in fluff💔
hey my love! Yes of course, hope you enjoy 💕
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The bright, full moon stares back at you as it slowly hits you that the biggest day of your life is just hours away. You’re not sure how long you’ve been awake or what time it is. Neither do you know if the thoughts in your head are just out of fear or if they are a warning from your conscious. You’re not even sure where they’ve come from. When you answered yes to the four letter question Miko asked you a year ago, you’ve never felt more certain about anything in your life.
That is, until now.
You decide that some fresh air will help you clear your head. With that, you kick off the duvet and sheets, and walk out of your hotel suite. The wedding is supposed to take place at the beach right in front. It’s the main reason why you and Miko chose to hold the ceremony in Puerto Rico. Especially when it’s where you two had first met years before.
Save for yourself, there is no one else outside the hotel pool. The cool breeze makes you wish that you put on a jacket but you don’t care. You sit on the lounge chair, your eyes closed as you take slow, deep breaths in and out. After doing this a couple times, you feel a bit calmer but your mind is still racing. God, how wish that Miko—
“Y/N?” a soft, familiar voice from behind you calls your name, and you quickly stand up to see your fiancée behind you.
“Vicky… w-what are you doing here?” you ask, biting your lower lip.
“Te vi salir de tu habitación,” she replies, taking your hands in hers and she gasps. “Ay, estás bien helada, Y/N!”
Without hesitation, Miko pulls her black oversized hoodie over her head and puts it on you. Her scent immediately engulfs you, the warmth comforting and gentle just as if she were to have her arms around you.
“Gracias, Vick.” Your voice is barely above a whisper. Then, ever so gently, Miko lifts your chin up. Her blue eyes lock with yours, your chest tightening when you see the concern in them.
“Estás bien, mi amor?” Miko murmurs softly, and you bite your lower lip. Slowly, you sit back down, your heart beating out of your chest.
“Yes. No…” You sigh, defeated. “I-I don’t know.”
“Háblame, Y/N, por favor. You can tell me anything… sabes eso, cierto?” Miko sits down next to you and wraps her arm around you. “Please, tell me what’s wrong. Is it about us getting married tomorrow?”
“Yes,” you admit after a beat of silence, your voice trembling a bit. “Im so scared, Miko.”
“What are you scared of, Y/N?” Miko breaths, hesitation evident in her voice. When you don’t say anything, she pleads, “Talk to me, please.”
“Marriage is such a huge commitment, Vicky. Are we sure we’re ready for this?” you ask, choosing your words with care as you look at your fiancée in the eye.
“Claro que si, mi amor! We love each other. That’s all we need… isn’t it?” Miko offers you a small smile but you can see the worry and fear on her features.
“But what if it isn’t? What if this is all happening too fast and we’re not actually ready? What if marriage isn’t for us?” you ramble as you feel tears swell up in tour eyes, your chest tightening.
“Y/N…” Miko inhales shakily. She then turns her body so she is facing you, her hands holding your tightly. “Escúchame, mi amor. No tenemos que casarnos si no quieres. Podemos seguir siendo casadas en nuestros corazones si es lo que deseas…” She then lets out a shaky breath. “Pero si no quieres seguir con nuestra relación—“
“I do, I do, Miko!” you interject quickly, squeezing her hands. A tear slowly falls down your face and your fiancée gently wipes it away. “I-It’s just that I-I’m scared! What if it doesn’t work out? What if one day we wake up and realize that we we’ve fallen out of love for each other? W-what if we end up like my parents?!”
“Tranquila, mi amor,” Miko soothes, her voice barely above a whisper as she smooths your hair in an attempt to soothe you. “Eso no va pasar. Sucederá si lo permitimos. Pero no lo será... because I will spend the rest of my life fighting and protecting what we have.” A quiet sob escapes her lips. “Te amo, Y/N. Lo único que me importa es tu felicidad y bienestar. No importa lo que elijas… I will always love you.”
She then looks away from you, her gaze focused on her ground as she rubs her hands together, biting her lower lip. You know that she is fighting back tears, and your heart breaks. As her words resonate in your ears, you slowly begin to realize that Miko truly loves you. And that you love her— enough to marry her.
“What I want… is to get married to you, Miko,” you finally say as a big smile slowly spreads on your lips and Miko quickly turns her head to look at you.
“Really? You want to marry me?” Miko’s face lights up with happiness.
You chuckle softly, nodding your head rapidly. “Yes! Yes, Miko, I will marry you.”
“Espera. Dame tu anillo,” she says in a mock-serious tone, and you slide it off your finger and hand it to her. With a giddy smile on her face, Miko gets down one on knee and you become a giggle mess as she takes your hand in hers, holding up the ring between her fingers. She then clears her throat.
“Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, amor de mi vida, will you marry me?” Miko asks charmingly and you squeal.
“Yes— a million times over, yes!” you exclaim happily as Miko slides the ring back on your finger. She then stands up and so do you. You press your lips against Miko’s, pouring all the love you have for her into the kiss, and Miko instantly kisses back with just as much passion.
“Y/N… mi Y/N,” Miko murmurs as she gently leans her forehead against yours, her grip tightening around your waist.
“I’m so sorry for doubting you, doubting us.” You kiss Miko again.
“You have nothing to apologize for, Y/N,” Miko reassures you and brings your hand up to her lips, kissing it. “Im glad we had this talk.”
“Me too,” you hum, feeling as if a huge weight has been lifted from your shoulders. “I love you, María Victoria.”
Miko chuckles, cupping your face. “No tanto como amo a ti, mi vida. No puedo creer que mañana a esta hora estaremos casadas.”
“Oh, my God…” you giggle, your heart fluttering. “Me neither, baby. I can’t wait.”
“We should go back to our rooms and get some sleep. We’re not supposed to see each tomorrow, you know,” Miko chides playfully and you pout.
“I don’t want to be separated from you again,” you murmur softly. “Please stay with me. At least until I fall asleep. Please, Miko?”
“Of course, mi amor.” Miko presses her lips to your forehead, letting them linger there for a moment. “Vámonos.”
Hand in hand, you and Miko return to your suite. Once in bed, the two of you wrap your arms around each other tightly, peppering kisses all over each other’s faces. Miko then takes your left hand, admiring your ring with a fond smile before kissing your lips sweetly.
“Te amo, Y/N,” she murmurs softly, pulling you closer to her.
“Yo también te amo, María Victoria,” you hum as your eyes flutter closed as your soon-to-be wife lulls you to sleep in Spanish.
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themultifandomgal · 1 year ago
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Tommy Shelby- Granddaughter Pt2
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"Shhh Eloise please" I sigh bouncing my now 3 week old baby in my arms "what do you want? I've given you food, I've changed you, I've checked to see if your to warm or cold" I can feel tears starting to form, are they from frustration or are they because I'm tired? Probably both. I've barley slept since having her. I guess in normal circumstances the baby would have 2 parents present and their mother wouldn't be a 16 year old girl. I glance at the clock on the wall, it's now 4:35am. I've been awake for 24 hours now but sleep doesn't seem to be in my grasp anytime soon. She woke up crying just as I was falling asleep, not wanting to wake my dad, stepmum, or little brother up I brought Eloise downstairs "Eloise please I'm begging you to sleep" I continue to bounce the baby in my arms
"Miss Shelby?" I hear the quiet voice of one of our maids walking into the living room "is everything ok? Is the baby ok?"
"Francis I don't know what else to do" i can no longer stop the tears from falling "she won't stop crying. I've not slept. I'm a 16 year old with a baby with no husband. My dads still mad at me..."
"No love he's not mad at you. He's mad at the boy who has done this to you, left you in this situation. Why don't I sit with the baby for a couple of hours while you sleep?"
"Oh Francis I can't ask you to do that. Go back to bed"
"Miss Shelby you are not asking, I'm offering and I think you need more sleep that I do tonight" Francis gently takes Eloise from my arms and starts bouncing her
"Are you sure Francis?"
"Positive, now of you go"
"Thank you" I yawn before heading up to my room.
When I wake up, the house is quiet. Slowly I get out of bed and put my robe on then head down the stairs to the living room where I find Grace holding Eloise
"Morning" I groan sitting next to Grace "wheres dad?"
"Out with your uncles" glancing at the clock I sigh knowing I need to feed Eloise soon
"She will need feeding in a bit, she's gone nearly 4 hours without a feed"
"Ok, but while she's asleep, tell me how you are?"
"I'm fine"
"Don't do that. Remember I married your father, I know how stubborn you both are" Grace chuckles quietly
"I guess I'm tired, sore all the times fed up"
"Well you haven't left the house in 3 weeks, since this one was born"
"I'm scared what others will think, or if I see him and his new girlfriend. He will know that Eloise is his, but I know he won't want to be her father and I'm not sure I want him to be"
"Well, you do need to give him that chance, but you don't have to get married to him"
"I think dad would prefer that" just then Eloise starts to stir. I take her from Graces arms and head up to my room to feed the baby.
"Tommy you need to calm down" I hear Grace raise her voice "Charles is watching and YN is only upstairs feeding Eloise"
"He did this to her, he did this to my daughter and he"
"You don't know that he is the father"
"Grace he was bragging about bedding 'Tommy Shelby's daughter' it's got to be him"
"Tom..." Grace sighs. I run down the stairs and the negative atmosphere hits me in the face. Grace sees me and gives me a smile "YN you best come and talk to your father. I'll take Charles outside for a little bit" she picks up my 2 year old brother
"James is Eloise's father. Isn't he?" dad says sitting down with a whisky in his hands. I don't say anything to him, which must have told him everything he needed to know "damn it YN"
"What are you going to do to him?"
"Nothing, at the moment. Im giving him a chance to do the right thing and be a father to Eloise. The moment he fucks up he's dead" he takes a sip of his drink
"I don't want to marry him if that's what your getting at"
"It won't be the first time a 16 year old marries her babies father. Martha married John for fucks sake"
"But..."
"You need to go and speak to him, soon YN"
"Ok, I know I do"
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eclipsethemagic · 8 days ago
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Christmas Baby |Im Chang-kyun|
Summary: Giving birth is one thing, but giving birth on Christmas when I.M isn't here is another.
Paring: idol!Changkyun x!female plus size reader
Genre: fluff
Song of the day: what kind of future by WOOZI+ I'm Gonna love you by D.O. ft. Wonstein
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w.c: 2,765
a/n: omg! There’s just one more to go and I’m so sad 😞 thank you for following me on this journey of Christmas one shots that should have been finished way before ( I’m sorry about that!) also I will give a warning. I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT PREGNANCY! so I tried to this with the best of my ability. Also! This is for all of my plus-size girliesss I hope you love it.
If Changkyun had a dime for every time his mother cursed him out, he'll have 10 million of them. If Changkyun had a dime for every time he messed up at practice he'll have about 10 of them. To summon it all up, he'll have a lot of dimes. But if Changkyun had a dime for every time he fell in love it'll be one. And if he could choose to do it all over again, and pick the same person again in his next life he'll pick you, his beautiful girlfriend.
You made him happy, you made him actually want to wake up the next morning, and you also are now giving him something that he's been wanting for a while and that is a family. When you first told him that you were pregnant it scared him shitless. He felt like he wasn't ready to be a parent, let alone become one so young in his 28th years of living. To be honest, your relationship was rocky from the start. He was working on a new project, and barely home while you, you were also a full on college student trying to finish your degree in becoming a lawyer. You two wasn't supposed to cross paths, you two weren't supposed to fall in love, in fact when he first met you randomly on his walk to the river to clear his head he wasn't supposed to make eye contact with you. But he did.
And it was actually the most humane interaction he had a in very long time. You left such a big impression on him that he couldn't get you out of his head the next day. So he tried to track you down, went to the river again and didn't see you, so he went the next day, and then the next day and then when you didn't show up after a month he was starting to lose hope. That's until he found you at a bar in down town Seoul. You looked so beautiful too, and had on a pretty little black dress that hugged your curves perfectly. Then he knew to never let you out of his life again.
Then the next month after that he took you out to a fancy restaurant that was his favorite and you two talked about anything that was on your mind. He found out that you loved art, and the very next date he took you to an art museum. That's when you knew that he was the one for you. You met his parents maybe a few months after you made your relationship final. Getting through his dad was the easy part, but his mom? You didn't know how it would go but she surprised you with open arms and ever since then you two have been attached by the hip. If he couldn't reach you he knew he could call his mom and you'll be right beside her. You two were like partners in crime and as much as Changkyun loved his mother loved you he barely got to see you.
And when you two announced that you were expecting his mother never left your side. If he could count how many times his mother been over his house before he met you, it'll be about 5 but being with you his mother was over there more then 5 times out the week, more if his father would let her. Which is why he's standing in the kitchen, knife in hand trying to peal an apple for you while his mother is in his ear talking about nothing important. "I'm just saying that you going on tour this late when she's almost due is a bad idea son." Ah yes, you're due date was approaching fast it was only next month in the beginning of January but his mother was so sure that you'll be due on Christmas, in fact she was praying on it.
He hums and goes to grabs an orange and peals it for you as well. "Well I wish I could push it back but I can't, plus you're acting like I'm going out of Korea, I'll still be here just in Busan for one night and if she needs anything she knows to call the guys and also you mother." He says and puts the knife in the sink before grabbing the gray bowl of fruits you been craving for the past week and walks out the kitchen to the living room where you been sitting on the couch for the past hour. He hears his mother let out a sigh, "okay. I'm trusting you with this, but if her water breaks and you aren't here I will personally-" Changkyun cuts her off. "I know, I know. You'll kick my ass I get it mother. I have to go your sidekick is pouting at me because I'm taking too long with her fruits." His mother lets out a little chuckle and she hangs up the phone first. Your boyfriend lets out a deep sigh and then looks at you. His thin deep pink lips form into a smile when you hold your hands out making little grabby hands for the bowl in his hands.
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"You're so impatient." His deep voice rings your ears as you pout at him. "No, the baby just wants fruit. She's been kicking ever since you said that we had apples in the kitchen." Just as you say the words, the little princess makes her presence known as she kicks top of your stomach. "See." With a shake of his head changkyun hands you the bowl and goes to sit next to you on the couch, the blanket that was once coving you is long gone as you set the bowl on top of your belly ready to pick up a apple slice. When you take the first bite a moan leaves your lips and you start to do a little dance in your seat. Your boyfriend lets out a little chuckle watching you be so happy over food. "It's so sweet." You sigh in happiness and goes to pick up another one and eat it too.
"I finished packing the hospital bag. I can't believe she's almost here." You say as you bring an orange slice to your boyfriend's lips. He opens his mouth as you feed him the fruit and he nods at you. "Yeah? Are you excited?" He questions as he watches you set the empty bowl down on the table. You didn't know if you were excited I mean you just knew that you were tired of being pregnant. Every woman you talked to said that they loved being pregnant, they loved being able to feel the baby kick, setting up the nursery, being able to pick out little baby clothes for their kids to wear. They loved seeing their belly's grow.  Changkyun told you that everyone's pregnancy was different, and that you shouldn't base yours on the other woman you talked to but you couldn't help it. You truly hated the morning sickness, you hated the fact that you could fit your own clothes anymore and had to wear Changkyuns. You hated that your feet ached, and most of all you hated how heavy you felt.
It was times when your lower back hurt so much that Changkyun had to come behind you and pick your belly up. It also didn't help that your stomach dropped just a couple of weeks ago as a sign that your due date was almost here. That's the beautiful thing about your boyfriend is that he tries so hard to make you feel your best even when you felt like you didn't. "Yes and no." You answer to his question, he nods and you feel him grab your leg and pull it in his lap. He starts to rub your feet and you let out a sigh and a small smile forms on your lips. "Feels good?" He chuckles when you nod and leans back against the couch rest. "You know." Changkyun starts off after a moment of silence. You let out a hum, your eyes close, you don't even feel like opening them. "I'm going to miss you." He finally says as he rubs his thumb against the heel of your foot. "You're acting like I won't see you next week." You mumble to him and he lets out a deep laugh. "You're right, but I got so used to seeing you every day." He's right. During your first trimester he was working a lot, leaving early in the morning and coming in late a night and it really started to bug you. Any other time you wouldn't mind because you would keep yourself busy, either finishing up homework or just painting in the little office you two shared. 
It was when your second trimester hit when he missed a doctor's appointment and it made you so sad. And being the strong independent woman you are, you told him how you felt and he made a promise to never miss or leave you alone at home alone ever again and he did keep his promise. So for him to leave you now after months of being home with you was a big adjustment you'll have to get use to when he leaves. You open your eyes a little, peeking at him through your eyelashes. "I'll miss you too baby." He smiles softly at you and reaches over to your belly and rubs it before gently bending down to kiss your belly button. "And I'll miss you too princess."
It had to be around 5 in the morning when you feel a sharp pain in your lower back, forcing yourself to get out your bed slowly. You're boyfriend left about 2 in the morning yesterday, and you should of known that your little princess was going to make her presence known. With a groan you crouch down a bit, rubbing the bottom of your back as you walk down the hall to the kitchen. That's when you start to feel pressure, it wasn't bad one but it was something that made you feel slightly uncomfortable. So you got your water and back into the your bedroom hoping that it'll pass.
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It indeed did not pass, in fact as the morning went on the simple pain turned into you sobbing for some type of release. "I can't." you sob on the phone with your boyfriend as another sharp pain hits, Changkyun sighs on the other end. "How far apart are they? or have you not been keeping track?" He ask you as he goes to pack up his stuff in his suitcase. He already texted his mom to come over to check on you in the morning and you seemed to be doing fine so she left. That was around 10, when it hit around 5 at night that's when the pain that started to be 10 times harder, and you couldn't take it. "Haven't- fuck- I haven't been tracking them, god how far is your mom?" He felt so bad, first it was Christmas, your first holiday without him, and now you're in labor without him and that sucks. "She's on her way my love, I also have Jooheon coming too he's just around the corner. If that's okay, I know you just wanted her here's that was the plan." He mumbles and he hears you say okay. There's a know at that front door and a very excited Jooheon walks in with a big smile. You always appreciated him, even when you're in pain right now he always knew how to make you smile without even trying.
"Hi pumpkin are you ready?" He smiles at you and notices the hospital bag next to the door and picks it up. Changkyun says something to you but you don't really hear him as another sharp pain shoots through you. With a grunt you put your phone to the side and Jooheon picks it up. Him and his band mate talk briefly before he hangs up and helps you up.
You have been in labor for about 2 hours now, each contraction hitting you harder than the last one. Each time the nurse comes in the room, she checks your dilation, and that was about four different times and each time it goes up about an inch. Maybe your little princess doesn't want to come out. Jooheon watches you with pity in his eyes as one of his best friends he wish he could just take the pain away from you. Changkyun's mom is right beside you, moving your hair to the side as you try to sit up just a bit. You haven't ate since this morning and the ice chips they gave you haven't been filling your appetite.
You hate changkyun.
It's the first thought that comes to your mind when you think about all the food you want that you can't have and that's makes you pout. His mother chuckles when you shake your head when the nurse pops her head in another time to ask if you want more ice chips. "How about water?" She ask you with a hopeful smile and as much as you wanna tell her no, you need the liquids. "Yes please." The nurse nods and walks out the room and shuts the door back to your room. "Where the fuck is your son?" You ask his mom who lets out a laugh and shrugs looking over at his bandmate. Jooheon shrugs as he leans back into his seat. "He should be landing now, he hasn't said anything to me yet. I'm sorry pumpkin." You grumble something under your breath and your door opens again to a different nurse. He holds up a cup of water and sets it down next to you.
As he starts checking your vitals again there's a knock on your door and your doctor comes in. She smiles brightly at you and that too puts a frown on your face. "Hi! YN. You look just a lovely as always." She says and goes to grab some gloves. "Okay, so here's the thing. As for right now your dilation is about 7 and that's good! But your water also hasn't broke yet so I think what we're going to do is force it to break so we can speed it all up for you okay?" You nod and she starts doing what she has to do.
It's about 9 pm when you feel like you need to push, but you don't want too. Changkyun still hasn't made it yet. The last time you talked to him he was just getting off the plane but since it's Christmas the streets are packed but he was trying his best to make it. As the doctor helps you put your legs up she tells you to listen to your body as you start to push. A sob leaves your throat and you mumble curse words left and right. More so directed at Jooheon, and poor buddy because he's so confused. "I'm here I'm here!" Another voice is heard and your heart beats when you see your boyfriend next to you. Everything around you stops and it feels like it's just you and him, alone, and all the pain you once had is now gone as he kisses your forehead.
After a few pushes later a big cry fills the room and your baby girl is laid on top of you. She's so pretty too, with a head full of hair. Maybe the heart burn during your pregnancy did pay off. You look up and notice your boyfriend's eyes and how red they are. It might have been the first time you seen your boyfriend cry. Your nonchalant boyfriend. Isn't that something?
"What should we name her?" You mumble looking down at your little girl. Changkyun hums for a second and runs his thumb against her cheek. "Well considering she's our Christmas baby, let's name her Joy because she brings so much joy to our lives." A little chuckle leaves your lips and you nod, smiling down at her. "Welcome to the world Joy." You mumble and Changkyun brings his lips to your forehead then your lips softly.
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sweet-3-whispers · 2 years ago
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˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞➳❥ ꒰ ⌨ ✰ 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 ⁱˢ ᵗʸᵖⁱⁿᵍ··· ꒱ | ೃ࿔₊•
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Word Count: abt 800 or so
Pairing: Miles Morales x Reader
Reader: GN Reader
Genre: fluff, established friendship(relationship??)
Warnings: None
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Late nights are something you always enjoyed. The feeling of the cold air coming from the air vent, the sound of Brooklyn late at night, all so peaceful… sorta.
Some nights you would be on your phone, scrolling through social media, on others you would do skincare or working on missing work cuz why not. However, tonight was going to be a little different.
BZZZ
You felt a buzzing sound come from your phone, assuming it was just a notification from a social media app, you left it untouched.
BZZZZ
Another buzzing sound came from your phone only a few seconds after the first. Now thinking someone might be texting you, you grabbed your phone and unlocked it, checking who it is.
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡ sent a message
‘This late at night?’
It was kinda strange to see a message from him, especially this late at night but considering he was Spider-Man, he does have some nights where hewould stay up late.
You opened the message, your eyes slightly squinting from the bright light of your phone.
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡: do u think i can come over
You: this late??? Hell nah my parents would kill me if they see u
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡: i promise i'll be quite
You: nah man no can do
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡: well wtv im omw anyways
You: BRUH WAT WAS THE POINT ON ASKING ME THEN??
𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠♡: just to worn you so u dont scream like last time😋
You: 😒
seen
‘The nerve of this boy’
You laughed a little remembering the last time Miles came over, almost scaring you to death causing you to scream and wake up your parents, thankfully you covered it up by saying it was nothing and only a nightmare.
You heard a thud at the balcony of your window, removing yourself from you thoughts and walking towards to window when you saw the loveable boy who texted you not to long ago
Opening the window to get a clear view of the boy, you saw him panting slightly, guess swinging around Brooklyn still tires him at times.
“H-hi” he turned around to face you, a cheeky smile forming on his face showing off his dimples and his freckles from the city lights.
“Hey, come on, you'll get cold” You softly tug on his jacket so he’ll get inside.
Taking off his shoes and removing his jacket, he moved to your bed and face planted on it as he wrapped himself in your blankets.
You laughed a little at his actions and moved towards your desk after closing the window. While you finish working on what you were doing, Miles was looking around your room trying to find something entertaining to do while he was here.
No matter how many times he’s been at your apartment or your room, he always stares in wonder, always seeing something new every time. Whether it be a new poster, lego set, a figure from your favourite show/anime, he always finds something to entertain himself with.
He turns to look at you… the light from your lamp makes your skin glow, showing every detail on your face to him. He couldn't help it, I mean how could he? His best friend(other than Ganke) right in front of him looking like an absolute goddess to him is breathtaking. He felt his face getting hot and his heartbeat quickening.
You turn around on your chair facing him once you felt the awkard tension, and instantly you notice him getting flustered, cheeks and ears slights red. He was caught off guard and quickly straightened his posture.
It was like the both of you were having a staring contest…
“So”
“So..?”
Miles tilted his head to the side with slight confusion, making an adorable face you couldn't resist, puppy eyes were your weakness and the fact that he is still yet to figure this out makes it even worse.
“Why’d you come over so late?” You crossed your arms and coped the same head movement Miles did, looking him in the eyes, continuing the staring ‘contest’.
“I guess I just missed you… I haven't seen you in awhile because of school and stuff. Aanndddd I missed when we used to hang out ‘n stuff yk?” He looked down towards his lap and started to play with his fingers nervously, unable to make eye contact with you, too embarrassed with what he just said and for your reaction.
You frowned your eyebrows a bit, replaying his words in your head.
Getting up from your seat, you walked towards Miles, sitting down next to him and gently putting your hand on top of his.
“To be honest, I missed you too. I guess being Spider-Man can really fill up those spaces in your schedule huh?”
Miles looked back at you with a small smile forming on his face. He wraps his hand around yours, joining your hands together.
“Yeah it sure does, but i'm here now”
🌸 ∴ 。 * ✨ ・゚ * 。 🌸 ・ ✨ ° * .* 💖 ・ ゚* 。 ・゚ ✿
OMGGGGG my fist posttttttt
i hope yall enjoyedddd and if you would like to see more similar to this, plz give me some recommendations for future pieces
hope you have a goodnight/morning/evening!
BYEEEE
   
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lesbian-forest · 26 days ago
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Idk what to name this but, wlw g/t!!!
I wrote this a couple months ago but I’m just now posting it also don’t be expecting anything good because I don’t write often (I have pt2 if anyone wants it)
Im a size shifter, though it's only happened once when I first moved into my dorm, I don't know how or why it happened but it did. I just put everything up where it was supposed to be and as soon as my parents left I got a horrible feeling in my stomach. I thought nothing of it but about a minute later I started shrinking slowly. I was so scared and confused because this obviously has never happened and ive never even heard of it happening but it did, I only shrank down to about 3 feet and so did my clothes which doesn't even make sense, not that shrinking does. I thought about calling my mom but decided not too because I didn't want anyone to see me. I was shrunken most of the night but when I finally fell asleep I woke up my normal size. I was convinced it was a dream but deep down I knew it wasn't. Thankfully I don't have a roommate, well I was supposed but they just never moved in, no idea why. Well anyways back to current day. I finally wake up already 30 minutes late then I wanted to because my alarm didn't go off, oh well might as well not go to class I thought but I need the extra credit. I throw on some sweats and a hoodie because I'm tired and don't feel like going through my cluttered wardrobe. I look in the mirror and oh my god I look horrible! My hair is so messy and I really need makeup because I'm breaking out, so I sit down and put on foundation, mascara and lip gloss because I'm already late. For my hair I just put it in two braids, I would curl it but I really don't have time. I just throw on my slippers and run out the door with my bag and phone I see people whispering about me as I'm walking through the hall, I'm not well liked here, or really even well known, even the professors forget my name which is Juliette. I finally arrive at my classroom and sit down, the professors really don't even care if I show, they don't even remember me. I sit down next to Angelina because it's the only free seat, I wish I was her, everyone loves her because she's so nice also everyone remembers her unlike me. I have a little hallways crush on her, every time she walks by I can't help but stare, she's gorgeous and we always make eye contact for a couple seconds. I try to look at the board and write stuff down. About 5 minutes of me being there I get that horrible feeling in my stomach agian, "oh fuck" I blurt out not even knowing I'm saying that out loud. Kayla looks over "hm?" I didn't know she heard me, I don't even have time to acknowledge her before I stand up and start speed walking out the door not even knowing she's following me I run to my dorm and before I make it to my door Kayla grabs my wrist "Juliet right?" "are you okay?" "Why do you know my name?" I said "Why wouldn't I?" I don't say anything after that. It's sweet of her to check up on me but this is definitely not the right time to have someone around. I pull my wrist away, go in my room and slam the door in front of her which seemed pretty rude but I really didn't want her to see me shrink. Right as im shrinking she knocks on my door "What's going on?" "Can I come in?" no no no no no no I mumble definitely not loud enough for her to hear. I'm done shrinking and oh my god this is not good I'm about 3 inches right now and Kayla's about to come in, what am I gonna do? I hear the door creak and Kayla looks in and then opens the door completely, I'm freaking out. Obviously she doesn't see me at first. I'm thinking of running out of the way but I just don't move, it's like my legs aren't working. She walks in, scans the room and then looks down, why did she have to look down?!
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historicboii · 2 months ago
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Hello again, today i bring you another MICC verse story feat. Melody.
This is the story of how she got her name. Almost.
Basically its Andyeddie being cute.
As always many thanks to the WW2 Rpf is fine server for bringing this idea to life and thanks to all of you for reading It.
Enough about me, please enjoy : )
PASTORALE
Today was a happy day, a happier day than most in this hellhole. Nobody had died yet which was rare here in the frontlines.
Once we had found somewhere to rest, Ack-Ack climbed to a higher place, some sort of rubble. He raised his voice and adressed the men.
"Everybody, we are staying here tonight, so pick a slightly smooth stone and try to sleep".
Andy as always was glowing, with a fierce determination I though could only appear in old stories of myth or in brave knights of old.
But Andy was very much real, and he was pregnant with my child. Our child.
The though made me smile involuntarily. I thought of a home, a nice evening watching our baby, me singing in a porch with my guitar in hand and baby on the other, and Andy coming home from work. A peaceful Life. A happy life.
While some of the boys were starting to doze off, or chatting in low voices, I was so stuck in my own fantasies i didn't notice Andy walking over to me.
"What were you smiling about earlier?"
"Was i smiling?"
"Yeah you were, and im asking you what all that was about"
"Everything. Nothing. The fact you are pregnant."
"Is that all?"
I smiled mischievously and replied
"Well sometimes you need to think of a sweethart back home to make It trough this war"
"Am i your sweethart?"
You always were and always will be"
"So if im here right now, what does that make me?"
I thought, you are everything to me. My captain, my lover, my family, my future. How to explain that to him? How to explain that my entire existance was tied to his life?
Then I remembered that night back in Melbourne, when he told me that he loves me. I thought of now, of how even when he was pregnant he wanted to keep fighting. To stay with the men. With our boys.
That is what i loved about him. Thats what made Andy Andy. So thats what i told him
"You are a good captain"
He laughed quietly so as to not wake the rest of the boys. He stopped and glanced at me, a wide smile on his face.
"Ive been meaning to ask, what is that song you are always humming?"
"What song?"
"That melody, you keep singing it all day, and at night before we go to sleep. I haven't heard it before, and unless its from the japs i dont know how you can know a new song around here"
"Whats up with you today, you are asking a lot of questions"
"Maybe i just want to talk to you"
"Then you should have just asked"
"Thats what im doing now"
"Dont get clever with me now, its not a good look on you"
He must have known i wasnt really mad, and my smile betrayed my annoyance.
"Oh but you love it"
"You know i do"
"So answer me"
"Its a song im working on"
"That doesnt answer the question "
Andy kept looking at me, and we he looked at me like that I knew that I had to confess the reason for my good mood lately, and why I was singing that song, even though the thought scared me more than any battle we had fought.
But this was Andy, and he would understand. I decided to tell him the truth.
"Well," I began my explanation "In my family it's tradition that a parent has to compose a song for their newborn. I guess its something of a supperstition, we always say that as long as a song is sung then that persons memory is still alive, somehow"
"I think thats beautiful"
"Its an old supperstition "
"Its ours now, eddie, and our baby will love your song"
"Well for now our boys have taken a liking to it, and they are as much our sons as the one in you belly"
"Can i ask you a question then?"
"Sure"
"Do you think its a boy or a girl?"
"I dont really care, as long as It looks like us and its happy, well that will be ours whatever happens"
He smiled at me and i knew, i knew that i would do anything for my love and my son. I had to keep fighting so that we could all make it back home.
I had to make sure our melody made It back stateside.
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irisxstardust · 2 years ago
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2 | Shut Up
SUMMARY: You and Ellie used to be friends until one day when she decided she was done. You hadn't spoken to her since and now, five years later, you are given the unfortunate task of going on patrol with the girl. A little argument and one stalker later, you're playing her hero. But is it enough to repair the damage made to your relationship all those years ago?
A/N: i hate it but i dont. also guys sorry if its bad i literally got like disowned while writing this so im sorry if it falls off in the middle i tried lmfao. i also struggled for like a whole day trying to outline this i am so sorry LMFAOO love u anyway
CW: swearing, suggestive language, cliffhanger😇
WC: 2393
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"Do you want to talk?"
You stared at her for a minute, completely dumbfounded by the sudden imposition.
"About... you know, everything?" she continued, her own eyes darting around the room looking everywhere but at you.
You stand there still, opening and closing your mouth like a fish out of water.
"It's kind of- um cold out here, if you don't mind so..."
She was tangling her fingers together again and again as you finally opened the door wider and stepped off to the side for her.
"Sorry, sorry," you finally said, letting the door swing shut. "My parents are out right now at work so we can just... talk here." You tried to laugh but it came out broken and shaky.
She nodded, also trying to chuckle lightly about the situation at hand. She took an extra moment and observed you - which made you all the more uncomfortable as you thought of the image of yourself in the mirror from earlier.
You both stood awkwardly in the doorway for a moment, just looking around and breathing heavily.
"I made cookies," you offered, nervously turning toward the kitchen. You walked lightly, almost speeding off to be in a room where Ellie was not.
She followed uncertainly, taking a deep breath as you pulled a chair out at the island for her.
You started speaking as you reached over the sink to open the window, "what do you want to talk about first?"
Ellie paused, eyes scanning the plate of cookies you placed on the table in front of her, "just... you know." She shrugged, resting her elbows on the edge of the table.
"Patrol? The party?" you suggested, trying to spark her memory and get her talking.
If she wanted to talk so bad, you were going to make her start the conversation.
"No, no. Not that. Not yet. I just... feel like I should apologize. Not about that but about that thing I said - a couple years ago. I don't know if you remember it but-"
"I remember."
You remembered it perfectly. You spent every waking minute trying to forget. You never did. No matter what you did to forget her you always remembered by morning. You picked up every possible job available to you in an attempt to at least move on a little - but by nighttime, when you were alone, it was the only thing you had to think about.
She inhaled sharply, "Thought so."
"Why do you want to apologize now?" You moved to sit down in the chair next to hers, brushing your hair back behind your ears. "I mean, isn't it a little late?"
But isn't this what you wanted?
You used to dream of the day that Ellie Williams would stop by your house to apologize - she would always join you in your room and give you a million reasons why, always give you a long, drawn out speech about how sorry she was. However, she would also admit that she was madly in love with you and that she thought of you just as much as you thought of her (which, by now, you thought was absolutely ridiculous, right?).
"It's... complicated," her eyes finally found yours as she paused. "You didn't deserve that. I was just-"
"Scared?"
She hummed, briefly looking down as a small smile tugged at her mouth, "only a little."
You chuckled, reaching for a cookie, "is that all I get? 'I'm sorry, Y/N, I was scared!'"
She laughed too, shaking her head and rubbing her forehead with her fingertips, "what else do you want?"
And you're biting back a suggestive smirk by digging your top teeth into your bottom lip, averting your eyes to the table, "I could think of a few things."
She seemingly picked up on the tone as well because when she responded she was also biting back a grin, "oh really? Like what? Care to show me some examples?"
You began to speak but laughter exploded through the room as you cut yourself off.
"I thought you had ideas, hmm?"
"Is that it, Williams? Because I am about three- no two seconds from kicking you out of my house," you threatened, little laughs laced through your words.
"Yeah, how about don't fucking call me that!" The words are harsh but her tone was playful as you both laughed.
Was it always this easy?
It felt like every time you and Ellie put the past aside - all things considered - you really got along. You made meaningful conversation and you really did enjoy her company. You fell into that same easy rhythm just as you had at the party the night prior; except this time there was no way Cat could interrupt again.
"I'll call you what I want," you finally said, "Williams."
She rolled her eyes at you while biting into a cookie, her eyes lighting up at the taste, "these are really good!"
"Thank you, oh my god," you laughed, wiping cookie crumbs off your hands. "My dad found the recipe in some old apartment a few years ago. They're snicker-doodles and I make them all the time; they're actually my favorite food ever."
That's how you spent the rest of your day; sitting right alongside Ellie, eating cookies, and cracking jokes. You did also get her to delve a little deeper and truly apologize for some of the stuff she said to you.
You were on cloud nine far after Ellie left your house, which prompted you to skip down to Dina's house to tell her all the good news.
"Dina!" you sang as bounced into her house, "I have news!"
You found Dina and Jesse resting on her couch, watching a new movie on the TV.
"Haven't you ever heard of knocking?"
"Sorry, I forgot."
She laughed, "what is so important that you need to come running into my house at four PM on a Monday? Aren't you supposed to be at the daycare helping your mom?"
"No, I didn't feel that good this morning," you sat down on her couch across from her, "but that's not the news."
"What's up?"
You bit your lip excitedly, "I talked to Ellie today."
Dina's expression stayed happy, but Jesse's changed from happiness to something similar to outright shock. "About what?" he asked.
"She just kind of apologized for all that stuff she said-"
"And you accepted it?"
"Yeah, of course. I thought it was nice I..." you trailed off.
Jesse's reaction was certainly not one you were expecting. Sure, he wasn't too excited the last time you'd talked to Ellie but even now? Even after she sought you out and went to your house with the soul purpose of apologizing to you? It still wasn't good enough for him.
"I mean it's not really about you, Jesse. She apologized to me and I accepted it. That should be enough for you."
"It is, Jesse's just being stupid," Dina finally said, smacking Jesse's knee lightly with the back of her hand. "I'm glad you guys talked it out. You talk about anything else after?"
You nodded, eyes still on Jesse's disapproving expression, "oh yeah just... normal stuff. We ate some cookies and stuff and then you know. We talked."
"Its just," all eyes turned to Jesse as he paused, "a little quick, don't you think? Does she really deserve forgiveness or do you just not care because you're head over heels for her?"
"Excuse me?"
"C'mon, we all see it. Right?" He casted a look to Dina looking for reassurance, but found none. "Oh don't tell me you've never thought about it! Hasn't Ellie told you too that-"
"Jesse, stop." The hardness in Dina's voice made Jesse stop completely, his eyes unmoving from hers.
"Hasn't Ellie told you what?" You looked between the pair, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"Nothing, Jesse doesn't know what he's talking about," Dina gave Jesse a hard look before she turned back to face you dead on. "Did you want to stay the night? I found an old copy of Jurassic Park on patrol. We're only a couple minutes in if you want to stay."
It was convincing, sure, but Jesse's attitude had turned your stomach and you were no longer interested. The interaction had spoiled your happy mood, making you all the more interested in going home.
"Thanks but... I'll pass. I'll stop by another day to watch it if you want, though."
You bid your goodbyes as quickly as possible, taking a quick peak at the clock before leaving. Five minutes. You talked to Dina for only five minutes. You wanted to stay and talk all about it, you wanted to stay overnight and tell Dina how nice Ellie was; but you didn't. You left after five minutes.
The interaction at Dina's was on your mind for far longer than you would've liked. For a week straight the only thing on your mind was Jesse's words - and Ellie.
You now felt beyond awkward whenever Jesse approached you, and you began to feel the same with Dina. Why couldn't he just be happy for you? You finally got what you wanted after years and it wasn't enough?
The entire situation sat in the front of your brain - like an itch you could never scratch - until Ellie came to you one day as you were leaving the stables.
"Hey, Dina invited me to a party at Tipsy Bison. Are you coming?"
"Oh," that was new. "I didn't know there was a party."
Ellie's face twisted into one full of massive confusion, "she didn't tell you? I figured you were the first to know."
You shook your head, "I- yeah no. Never heard about it."
Ellie hesitated, "well, will you go anyway?"
"Why should I? I mean if Dina doesn't fucking want me there-"
"But I want you there."
You stopped moving completely, turning to face Ellie. "What?"
"I am inviting you to go to that party. With me. Together."
You didn't speak.
"It'll be fun; and if it isn't then we can leave. You and me."
"You and me?"
She nodded, and as you stared into her eyes the distance was no longer there. She stared into you with a certain warmth that had butterflies swirling round and round in your stomach.
"When?"
The party was only a few days away and was particularly late at night. You knew that if Dina had asked you about it you would've immediately said no.
But you couldn't say no when Ellie was looking at you so warm and full of light. It was all you'd wanted since you met her. So you agreed.
You'd spent the remaining days you had until the party to prepare yourself. You didn't dare bring it up to Dina when you met her for patrol the morning of. You didn't dare mention it to Jesse as you briefly conversed with him while putting your horse back. You just didn't mention it.
You tried to forget - but you obviously aren't very good at that - so you ended up passing some time - as you do - with the kids at the daycare.
Ellie met you outside the daycare as you exited, her hands tucked into her pants pocket as she leaned against the wall. She lit up as you walked towards her, her mouth twisting into a grin.
She walked with you on the way to the bar, her arms brushing against yours every now and again.
You anticipated seeing Dina again under the string lights, you anticipated the way she might react. I mean you were friends, you still loved her - so why were you so worried?
Besides, it wasn't really Dina’s problem anyway; Jesse was the one who was so upset about it.
The walk was short, mostly fueled by your anxiety filled speed, and you wasted no time in walking through the doors. Might as well get it over with.
You didn't see Dina for what felt like hours.
You looked for her and Jesse but you didn't find them. So you danced and you drank and you found yourself mostly preoccupied with Ellie. She definitely helped you forget about the anxiety bubbling in the pit of your stomach.
So much so, in fact, that you didn't feel anything but pure joy until you were staring Dina in the face.
“You didn't tell me you were coming!” was the first statement out of her mouth.
“Sorry. I was going to but-”
“I’m glad you came,” Dina smiled, but a certain hardness in her eyes made you second guess the response. “You didn't look too happy at the last party so I didn't want to bother you with another.”
You opened your mouth to speak but she began again.
“Who even managed to drag you here?”
You hesitated, “Ellie.”
Dina began to speak, saying something about how happy she was to hear about your friendship, but you stopped listening.
You sat in a daze for the rest of the night, trying to go back to enjoying yourself but you mostly just questioned yourself. Was there ever any issue with Dina? Why were things so awkward? Was it you?
At some point you lazily trudged off to the bathroom, hoping to just take a quiet breather and recuperate from your thoughts, but the line outside of it was enough to turn you away and send you sneaking off through the doors.
You brushed sticky baby hairs out of your face with your fingers, rubbing your eyes and breathing in deeply. You plopped down onto the ground and leaned against the wall. The streets were barren and dusky, small lamps from inside buildings illuminating the city.
After a few moments the door opened and closed and one very important person walked over to stand beside you.
“Are you feeling okay?” Ellie asked, stuffing her hands into her pockets.
“Yeah. Just a little overwhelmed.”
She hummed, “about what?”
You paused.
“Everything?”
“Everything.”
You slowly stood up, finally looking directly at her.
She had a small smirk on her face as she replied, “we all know you think too much. Stop thinking.”
You laughed, “how am I supposed to stop thinking, Williams?”
“I could think of a few ways.”
You managed to respond with, “Like what?” just as she leaned a little closer to you, her hands reaching out towards you.
“You’ll see.”
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yume-tsuki · 11 months ago
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Bedivere's vampireblood I had some inspiration for my boy It took me quite long to have an idea if or if he hadn't owned much vampire blood, but finally he has. But he dislikes using this power long story
>Finally that stupid demon is were he belongs!< >LET ME OUT! PLEASE LET ME OUT< >Yeah, you really showed him!< >I BEG YOU, PLEASE,…let me out…I-I am scared< >I hope he dies in there, right..?< Nanashi comes walking along >Shouldn't you train?…. where is Bedivere?<
>We haven't seen him,hehe< >Yes, he's probably doing some (demon)stuff, hihi< N>Stop lying and tell me the truth, where is he?< Rose>They cought him in the cave back there< N>What?.. you three, we will have a talk later!< When Nanashi rushed to the cave an horrible aura was felt Without a second to think Bedivere rushed to him, consumed by his demonself.Instead of attacking Nanashi let him be. Bedivere bit his arm, scratched him while crying in panic. Then his blood started to rush. This scent, this taste. A part in him that slept till this moment, awoke Giant thorns came out of his demon cloak and attacked Nanashi who tried to heal himself but it wouldn't work. >>Could it be?<< he felt the other sucking his blood more and more. >>I can think about this later,.. now wake up Bedivere, calm down, come on it's me!<<
But first when Rose,who followed them, talked to him he started to stop. His eyes still red the boy looked at his hands.
>a small demon like him should never have such power, but if his blood belongs to a vampire then this must be a part of his magic. As soon as he sucks someone's blood, he attacks the enemy with something that stops or slowers the self-healing of a body.
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part 2
this are Bedivere's adoptive parents. Both love their little angel. Sadly they can't get own children.
Under tears Bedivere told what had happened. It wouldn't be so bad but his fear of the dark let it become to much to handle for him.
>>See my son, I know how hard live can be, and how evil some people are, but try to stay strong and still be kind to them. Don't give them what they want to see. Maybe you are born a demon, but you are always our little knight we are proud of and we always will be.<<
Nanashi>>I wish to talk to you and your wife, would you come with me behind the building? ...
It seems Bedivere's blood is mixed with a special kind of demon who sucks blood. Thanks to the other blood he isn't in need to drink it. But I would take him with me for a special training so he can control this power in future.<< Together they went back to the boy who was afraid what would now happen to him but his mother just pulled im into a hug stroking his head gently.
>>Everything is ok sweety, as your father said before.<<
Together they left Camelot, Nanashi was sure about the true parents of Bedivere after all and wouldn't have someone else letting it know. He take a look on his student. I wont let you become a pawn in Arthur's game. Become a Knight of Camelot everyone looks up to, till the country is free from chaos again.
In Britania they tried to get him into the vampire mode. First it was difficult..
>>It seems my plan on letting you hunt is useles and we have to take human blood<<
>>But I don't want to, that power is horrible<<
>>I know how you feel, a power that not even sucking the blood of others but also in a way they can't heal themself anymore is infact, horrible but you have to learn to control it after all!<< well after some ups and downs Bedivere learned to control the power he called Coat of the Dragon. What later gave him the name Dragon of Camelot
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He is a potato, a sweet- potato
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moonsquaremars · 1 year ago
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Why can’t I fix him?
Why is my love not enough? He had feelings for me. That is unarguable. his borderline personality disorder must have kicked in. maybe he was scared, felt unloveable. scared i would abandon him. so he self sabotaged cuz that was the safer bet for him.
but didn’t he see how understanding i was? how much i wanted to take care of him? didn’t he see the stars in my eyes, the expression of pure happiness just lying next to him?
maybe he got greedy. maybe he didn’t want to be tied down. saw how happy i made him, and figured he could do better. get more. have more sex with others. maybe i made him feel too attractive and desirable.
his hypocrisy. watching my grindr usage. sending me snarky remarks on a burner account. replying “who else” when i told him i loved him. i would have pushed every one to the side for him. i mean that. whenever i used the same tricks he used on me, it became an issue.
& he never said i love you back. started calling me codependent. he’s probably right there, but it takes two to tango.
the fact he has a history of this. dating violence. always preying on skinny young twinks with “daddy issues”. who doesn’t have daddy issues. it’s really not fair to reduce love and sexual attraction to that. it is what it is. not one person has a perfect relationship with both their parents. what is the use in trying to distort the pure love and happiness he provided me.
you told me you didn’t ask for another chance. you didn’t ask for me to give you the benefit of the doubt. harsh, true. am i a fool for giving it to you?
i won’t be a fool for letting you get away with this. the people of your past may not have held you accountable with the law. but i will. im not letting you push me around. break my phone and my heart, and walk away feeling like top dog who can do and have whatever he wants.
you had me big guy. and i had you. those seven weeks feel like a dream that i never want to wake up from. we could have built a life. i wanted so desperately to build a life with you.
you asked how i would kill you when we were joking around about that stuff. i said i wouldn’t, because i wanted to live with you. live.
that answer surprised even me. im dark, twisted. have a cruel sense of humor at times. but i don’t act on those thoughts. i can resist those impulses. i don’t want that for my life. i guess you’re not the same in that regard.
i believe everyone is a good person. turns out people aren’t as simple as that. there is part of you that is good. but that part hid away, and someone new is now in your body. i don’t know if it’s from your drug use, or bpd. i don’t know what it is.
it really doesn’t matter to me anymore, since we’ll never ever be together anymore. and that is what im mad about most. the fact you’re probably one of the most handsome men i’ve ever seen. the list goes on the ways you turned me on.
we were such a good match. but now it’s over. and you ruined all chances of there being something more. and that’s what makes me want to hate you. i wish i could hate you.
my error was thinking you wanted better for yourself. my error was assuming we had similar goals and outlooks on life. in many ways we did. and the fact you were such an asshole kinda turned me on. but you’re vicious and cruel, even to someone who loves you.
i don’t know what went wrong to make you this way. i wish i knew. i wish i could change it. i wish i could go back in time, and prevent whatever happened to make you this way.
you were my dream. and now you’re my nightmare. and i hate the idea that now i’m gonna have to spend my life with somebody else. if i survive you. and that we didn’t get enough time together.
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lunarifie · 2 years ago
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Rewatching Ninjago
(With no context other than the episode)
Sons of Garmadon episode 5-6
FIGHT SCENE FIGHT SCENE
Mr E: (Cracks his neck)
Zane: Are you the quiet one??? ARE YOU THE QUIET ONE
Omg I forgot Zane used a bow and arrow for a while.
I love his fighting style, and weapons.
I like how we only see Zane fight seriously when its with other nindroids and powerful villains.
Because, you know, hes made out of titanium.
This scenes so cool. No joke, just Zane and this guy fist fighting it out as Zane screams for answers.
It just feels so real
Zane (sparking and injured): You dont have to do this….
Mr E: (kicks him off the cliff)
WHAT
NO.
the way Zane was so quiet, so pleading and understanding
I hate this
I remember seeing a post that says the animators were allowed to put more injuries on Zane since hes a robot and there wouldnt be as much gore.
Which is so true, because theres a huge gash on Zanes face and the only thing thats showing is wires.
Like imagine that sort of injury on the other ninja. Blood would be flowing.
DID ZANE JUST DIE!?!!?!?
HE LIKE, POWERED DOWN, HIS EYES WENT DULL.
I hated that so much he looked like he really died.
Stop. What is Mr. E putting in Zanes chest. Istg if thats a tracker im going to shit myself.
STOOOP. 😭😭😭 THE CAMERA PANNING OUT FROM ZANES BODY TO SHOW IT ALL CUT UP AND SCUFFED.
Even the intro music changed…
God, all of them finding Zane like that. They sound so scared.
THEY HAVE A GURNEY FOR SITUATIONS LIKE THIS?!?!?!? HOW MANY TIMES HAS THIS HAPPENED????
The transition from the bright spotlight to the doctor/mechanic lights was so good
Jesus christ Zanes in actual bad shape. Like actually. This is what would happen if one of the other ninja got hurt this bad. Zanes in a coma and its up to him to get better and wake up.
This is scary I dont like this 😭
It makes you think. That whole fight and falling off a cliff probably hurt a LOT
Wait so theyre LEAVING ninjago city? As in abandoning everything? I mean, thats the right move, but thats just crazy to me. Its been so long since theyve been outside of ninjago.
Baby Wu: WAAAAAAA
Jay: Maybe hes thirsty! Give him some milk!
Cole (handing Wu to Kai): I tried that! He doesnt like milk!
Jay: WHAT ELSE DO BABIES DRINK?!?!?
Kai (handing baby Wu to Jay): Dont ask me! Ask him!
Cole: HES A BABY. HE HASNT LEARNED HOW TO TALK YET.
Jay (handing Wu to Cole): Oh! maybe he needs a diaper change!!!
Cole (holding Wu as if he has a disease): ohmygosh, DO WE EVEN HAVE DIAPERS?!?!?
Lloyd: We’re NINJA, WE DONT NEED DIAPERS.
Jay: What if we used one of our hoods!
Kai: NOT MY HOOD!!!
HFDJFFJJDNNGNDGNLMAOOO
i love them all sm
Theyre all idiots
THEYRE TRYING TO DRAW STRAWS 😭😭😭
I love how Harumi is the one calming baby Wu down with a lullaby. Now we know she probably did this so if she ever needed to steal Wu he’d be comfortable going with her.
The fact that Harumi and Lloyd are comforting each other on their parents makes me so sad
She obviously asked him just so she could know more about Garmadon.
UHHH DID HARUMI JUST GO FOR A KISS??????
Lloyd: Uh! I um, better go see, uh. I have to go. That way.
AWWWW HES SO AWKWARD 😭 LOOK AT HIS LITTLE AWKWARD WALK.
Ok I get that Lloyd fell first, (which I like to pretend never happened) but if Harumis whole thing is becoming Garmadons daughter. Why is she making moves ON HIS SON. like thats so weird 😭
I get it tho, shes probably trying to gain his trust, and if they were involved, that realization would probably hurt a lot more.
Cole (watching over baby wu): awwww
Baby Wu: Wa… wa… WAAAAAA
Cole: no no no please dont cry!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. haha! Look at me! Hey! Lala! See, im not crying!
Baby Wu: WAAAA
Cole: Ughhhh FINE. but this is between you and me. 😒
Cole: shine little glow worm glimmer glimmer. Dont get dimmer dimmer
AWWWWW cole is so cute with kids
My favs for this season are definitely him and Lloyd.
THE BLANKY.
Pls tell me it has Wus name on it and thats why Cole gasped
Jay: Woaah… look at that storm!
Nya (navigating the ship): You know, there was an ancient tribe in ninjago that worshipped a storm spirit called Wohira.
Yayayayay Nya and Jay time :)
I love them sm and small moments with them are so cute
Look at Jay listen to his girlfriend infodump 🥺
Nya: They believed Wohira protected them.
Jay: Wohira? Haha thats silly.
(Storm crackles and shakes the ship)
Jay: AAA NOT SO SILLY ANYMORE
Just googled what who wohira is and apparently its woJira.
“Wojira (also known as the Sleeper in the Deep, the Great Serpent, or the Mighty Serpent of the Wave and the Storm) was a storm spirit in the form of a giant sea serpent. Before time had a name, she used the Amulets of Wojira to rule the seas of Ninjago.”
Huh, I hope Wojira comes up in the show she seems so cool
Ok so the ninja are all gathered up, and they learned that a trap was set from an audio recording Zane took. Ofc that trap is the thing Mr. E placed in Zanes body. But they think they can track the quiet one with the recording.
Its so funny to think that rn Harumi is probably shitting herself. She looks so scared 😭
Pixal: We need to go under the storm, its interfering with my signal and i cant trace the recording
Harumi: UM! wont we be spotted if we go under the storm 😀 we’ll be seen by the sons of garmadon!
Lloyd: Harumis right.
GODDAMMIT
Jay: So where do we go?
Cole (barges in holding a map): HERE! it was with the baby the whole time!
Ohhhh so the blankey was a maaaap
Kai: I dont get it? Why was the baby wrapped in a map?
Cole: I dont know, maybe they didnt have any diapers either.
Harumi (sick of their bullshit): THIS, part here looks like it can be the central part of ninjago 😀
Which in harumi translation is: hurry the FUCK up and stop MESSING AROUND so we can find the MASK.
Jay(trying to stab his meatball): Haha! Come here you little sucker!
Jay: (stabs kai)
Everyone:
Cole: (covers baby Wus eyes)
Jay: I… am so sorry….
Kai: Dont. Just dont.
Uhhhhh zane?
Holy shit holy shit holy shit
What THE FUCK is that
IS THAT THE TRAP SET BY MR E?!?!?!?!?
I THOUGHT IT WAS A FUCKING TRACKER NOT A MECHANIC SPIDER WTFFFF
It looks so creepy i hate it
It reminds me of coralines other-mothers hand.
The way it walks against the floor ughhh
i hate it so much
Nya: What are you feeding him?
Cole(feeding baby wu): tea!
Nya: WHAT?!? you cant feed a baby tea!?!?
Cole: He wont drink anything else!
Ooooo the lights went out….
Awww the way they abandoned everything to see if Zane was okay 🥺
Lmaoo Harumi going back for the map
God this is actually so scary, the background music was perfectly picked for this scene.
Pixal sounds so scared and frantic :(
Wait so they lost control of the WHOLE ship?!?!?
Cole: Samurai X is on their way? They must be here to help!
Wait so Pixal transferred herself to samurai x already?
Pixal: Im afraid that is unlikely…
Wait what
Pixal: Because my system is overrun…
Kai: Youre making no sense Pix.
Pixal: Now… would be a good time to make a minor confession.
Pixal: I am Samurai x…
Ohhh so shes overrun. so someones controlling her body!?!?!?
Everyone:
Cole: Are you serious???
Nya: How is that possible?!?!
Jay: Totally called it!
Cole: You did NOT
Jay: Did too!
(explodes the fucking air thruster)
Istg if they destroy the destinys bounty AGAIN-
Awwww Cole cares sm about the baby 🥺
Jay redirecting literal solid lightning is crazy to me
AND KAI MAKING A FIREBALL TO LIGHT THE SKY?!?!?
Lloyd: Harumi! Take this! (Hands her a sword)
Harumi: But I don’t know how to fight 🥺
Omfg
I hate that Nya is the one stuck looking for that disgusting ass metal spider
UGHHH I HATE THE SQUEAKING AND SQUERLCHING NOISES IT MAKES
NOT THE SPIDER CLIMBING ON ZANE
STOP DID IT JUST JUMP AT HER?!?!?
okay but who is controlling Samurai x specifically. Is it Mr E?
Im gonna be forever confused by the small things Harumi does, like saving Lloyd when he could have easily died and no one would suspect anything.
Aaaa so she was ‘kidnapped’ by Samurai x.
STOP NOT LLOYD JUMPING AFTER HER IN THE STORM.
LLOYD PLS
Jay: He did not just?!?
Kai: He just did!!!
Hfjdntdjnsn
Lloyd: Pixal stop this!
Samurai x: There is no pixal, only the quiet one.
Okay thats actually so smart though. With Harumi right there too.
Lloyd: (stabs the suit)
Samurai x: (ejects from the suit landing on the ship.)
Lloyd: I did not think this through…
NCJDNGJDJT
Harumi: We’re gonna…
Lloyd: Were not gonna die! You hear me?!?!
Harumi: The map! Maybe we can use it as a parachute!
Lloyd: WHAT IS THIS?!?!? A CARTOON?!?!?
LMAOOONFISNGJDNDNS
Lloyd (puts harumi in the samurai x suit): the suit should break your fall!
Harumi: What about you?!?!?
Lloyd: sorry only room for one…
Harumi: NO I NEED YOU!!!
This scene would have been so dramatic and touching if Harumi wasnt who she was 😭
Also the ‘I NEED YOU’ makes me wonder if Lloyds a part of her plan. Like she actually needs him for everything to work.
Lloyd: And I need that map.
HE ACTUALLY USED IT AS A PARACHUTE
Harumi was probably so pissed at that moment as she crashed in the suit and Lloyd swung down.
Nya (getting strangled by a spider): AAAAAAA
(A spear stabs the spider with perfect aim)
Zane: what in the name of ninjago is happening around here???
ZANE❤️
We missed you 🥺
Pixals back!!!!
Samurai x: (throws sword at the last air thruster)
Pixal: (Back online.)
Pixal as samurai x: (watches as her body throws the sword into the air thruster just a little too late)
God that must suck for her. To imagine your seconds late to having saved them all.
Everyone: (holding onto the ship as it goes down)
Jay: She got the last thruster!
Kai: Any ideas!?
Zane: Not one!
Kai: Yeah me neither…
Jay: PRAY TO WOJIRA!
Nya: That is NOT helpful!
HFJDJFNF I love them all
Zane: Maybe we can create enough drag with the sails!
Kai: WHAT SAILS!!?!?
(Their sails completely destroyed)
Zane: 😶
Wait wait wait okay Jay might be onto something
Jay: The rain! It could slow our fall!
YES NYA YES USE YOUR AWESOME FUCKING POWERS!!!
JUST LIKE THE VERY FIRST TIME, SHE WAS TAUGHT TO CHANGE THE WATER FLOW TO RUN UP
I LOVE THIS SHOW SM
this is actually so cool
Like the way the rain is going under and hitting the bottom of the ship.
Nyas such a girlboss
WAIT BABY WU
Good job Cole, like honestly. If he hadn’t gone straight for the baby. Wu would probably be dead, A baby would not have survived that impact.
Awwww Jay helping Nya up.
The forest they landed in is actually gorgeous
Pixal: Zane?
AAAAAAA
THEIR REUNION
Pixal: I needed to keep my identity a secret, to protect the ones I care about…
Zane: You dont need to lie to me, you didnt like being stuck in my head :)
Pixal: that too. ☺️
AWWWWWWW he knows her so well 🥹
Kai: Wheres Lloyd and Harumi?
Oh god theyre alone.
AND NOW THEYRE RUNNING FROM A DINOSAUR????
Omfg and to think its that stupid ‘extinct’ one that was in the episode that had Lloyd magically age up
Pixal and Zane are genuinely so cute
awwwww Cole with baby Wu :)
Cole: What do you think the babies name is?You think he’s a Cole jr?
Ik ppl say that the show writers kinda just threw Jays inventing quirk away which makes me rlly sad but its nice to see that they sometimes show him fixing stuff, like the crashed bounty.
The dinosaur: RAAAAAAH
Cole: …what do you think that was…?
Kai: Probably just some cute little critter?
Jay: Or a big critter… A great big vicious critter with lots of teeth and claws and pinchers—
Cole: You cant tell all of that from how it sounds 🙄
WAIT THE THRUSTERS WORKING?!?!?
nvm lol
Jfjebfjdnf wish I could screenshot on netflix, Jays covered in soot and id love to draw him
AWWW ZANES GIGGLES SO CUTE
Jay: IVE HAD IT. FIRST WE CRASH LAND IN WHO KNOWS WHERE AND NOW ARE SURROUNDED BY WHO KNOWS WHAT
Cole: Look on the bright side! Cole jrs okay! so you can change his diaper.
Jay: ha. Ha. Ha, hilarious.
GOD NYAS SO COOL
She looks awesome in her samurai x mech
Pixal: My suit! I mean— your suit.
Nya: Its okay Pixal, its yours now :)
AWWW I LOVE THEM
lloyds actually super smart to put a note on the mech
Aaand the sons of garmadon are coming
Keep forgetting the place theyre in is Primevals eye.
Harumi: I didnt imagine myself here.. But, Ive always dreamed of being with you 🥺
That was cringy as shit thats when you know shes overdoing it 💀
oooo now theyre on their way to Stranglers Path
Lloyd: Naaah, the name doesnt mean anything. Just some bored map maker— (Gets fucking snatched)
HOLY SHIT IS THE TREE GONNA EAT HIM?!?!?!!?
Omfg I hate that Harumis sword throw was actually so cool
Also why does she keep saving him when its most convenient to just let him die?
Like, she had the map, she had the sword, she couldve continued on.
Im assuming the “i need you” scream she did when they were falling to their deaths has smth to do with her plan.
Lloyds voice actor is actually really good
Lloyd: How did you learn to throw a sword like that?!?!
Harumi trying to cover her ass: I- I dont know! I just saw you in trouble and I… I guess it was luck
Lloyd: LUCK?!?!? That wasnt just LUCK! That was—
Harumi: (kisses him on the cheek)
SHE ACTUALLY KISSES HIM
I THOUGHT THERE WERE ONLY ROMANTIC IMPLICATIONS NOT AN ACTUAL KISS
im gonna kms
Zane and Pixal working together inside the bounty is so cute
Maybe I shouldnt kms
Zane: Is it working?
Pixal: No.
Zane: How about now?
Pixal: NO.
Zane:…
Zane: I detect frustration from you, yet that emotion is not needed for this task? Is something wrong?
Pixal: No…
Pixal:…
Pixal: Yes.
I love how Zane acts all calculating and ‘different’ than an ‘average’ human, which ppl would usually chart it up to him being a robot.
But then we have Pixal, a whole nother example and she acts just like everyone else 😭
I love how thats just how Zane is
AWWW I FORGOT PIXAL HAS HALF OF ZANES HEART/LIFE SOURCE
Pixal: Was i more useful in the computer…?
Pixal: I like having a body, but if I was more useful in the computer…
Zane: The choice was always yours pixal. And I for one, like seeing you like this.
AWWWWWWWWW
i love robot love
The way they just went back to working 🥺
The levitation oni mask is genuinely awesome. And the way it looks like it has no drawbacks. Amazing.
I dislike the ninja talking about Lloyd having the hots for the princess VERY much
Cole: Pliers.
Kai: Pliers?
Jay: I dont have the pliers! (Someone hands it to him) oh, why thank you!
Baby Wu: (walking with two legs)
Jay:
Jay: hehe, COLE. I thought you put the baby down for a nap.
Cole: you mean little Cole jr? Yeah i did, but he was a little restless.
Jay: Uh huh yeah. Then why is little Cole jr standing in front of me and PASSING ME THE PLIERS.
LMAOOOO
the way they all ran
Cole: Im no expert… but do babies do that?
Kai: No. No they do not. And they also dont know what pliers are.
I keep forgetting that Kai like, RAISED Nya, so he definitely knows all this stuff.
Baby wu: (grabs a hot cup of tea and blows it)
Kai: And they DEFINITELY dont do that.
HFNDKFNDJDNFNR
Jay: Okay! Now ive seen it all! Now i REALLY quit!!!
Baby wu: aaaa. Ninja neva quit.
Everyone:
HFNDNGNDJNFT I KNEW IT WAS THIS EPISODE THE MINUTE HE GOT TWO LEGS
Harumi: AAAA (screaming at the sons of garmadon insignia)
Shes such a good actor i hate her 😭
Ohhh i forgot Lloyd and Harumi find a boat and like ride it or smth
Harumis giggle is so cute ☹️
I think Harumis trying to recruit Lloyd, which is why shes saving him and manipulating him. If she plans on keeping him long-term thats the only reason I can think of.
Harumi: Garmadon wasnt the greatest villain…
Lloyd: Oh, no? You probably grew up thinking it was Morro, or the devourer. Wait, don’t tell me. Pythor!
Harumis probably thinking ‘this bitch’
Harumi: no. Its the one you never even knew was there in the first place. The one who gets away.
Lloyd: The quiet one…
Okay this scenes actually really creepy when you know
I love how skeptical Nya is until Wu says his catchphrases
Nya: But how did he get so… Young?
Jay: Haha! Who knows! Hes a living fortune cookie. Everything he does is a puzzle MEANT TO TORTURE US.
Jays got his facts straight
Ohhh okay so it was the reversal blade that made Wu young, got it.
I love how the animation makes this feel like a new show but they always tie things back together.
Jay: But when is he going back to good old Wu?
Jay to the baby: No offense, you look good for your age.
hes so funny
Ughhh the sons of garmadon
Why am I pretending I dont like them I actually genuinely like their characters 😭
HELL YEAH! THE BOUNTYS FIXED
Cole: Let us take care of this wu, you looked after us, let us look after you.
I mean honestly, Wu didnt do much ‘taking care’ of you guys
I love when the ninja bicker in fight scenes
Okay but Lloyd is genuinely smart, the way he noticed there were no rocks and had Harumi stop the boat.
I hate that Harumis so cute, i hate that she has a nice singing voice, i hate that shes such a girlboss gaslighter
And i hate that theres a giant fucking dinosaur fish in the river 💀
ITS A FUCKING CRAB WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?
Theyre gonna be pulled to a waterfall by the current
Knew it.
Nya: Look! The signal to search for the quiet one is working! But thats weird, it says it originated from the bounty…
Kai: but thats impossible…
Zane: The only ones on the ship were us, Pixal, and…
Everyone:
Nya: Harumis the quiet one.
THATS HOW THATS REVEALED,!?!?!?
OKAY BUT THATS ACTUALLY SO GOOD. THEY DEMOLISHED THE ‘VILLAIN REVEALS THEMSELVES’ TROPE AND ALLOWS THE HEROES TO USE THEIR INTELLIGENCE. STILL LEAVING STUFF AT STAKE WITH ANOTHER CHARACTER STILL UNAWARE
Zane: We must warn Lloyd!
Ultra Violet: I wouldnt do that if I were you…
OMFG.
Love the ninja protecting their friends. Cole was holding baby wu and Jay jumped in to save them 🥺
I love crowd fight scenes. Just the heroes having to fight off groups of henchmen
Aaaand they lost.
And Lloyds with Harumi.
This is so great.
They made it to the temple with the mask 😐
OKAY NOOOOW THEY SHOW HARUMIS EVIL MISCHIEVOUS FACE
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Bing bong, I got a question.
What is Dina like in your AU?
Also, Merry Christmas!
-Bing Bong Anon
MERRY CHRISTMAS IM SO LATEE!!!
i realized i have no good footing for what i want dina to do in my AU. and so i kept putting this off. but i decided if i just talk, something will get out. so i got this.. THIS COVERS MY REWRITE OF DINA AND LAZARI!! <33
tw for cult topics, suicide mention, death, etc etc
i know i want lazari and dina's stories to intertwine.
i want them to be born into the same cult
dina is born to the leader. her birth is ceremonial and important, immediately she is treated like the second coming of christ. as she gets older, they begin to view her like a prophet of some sort - she's often referred to as a guardian angel just by existing, like her being keeps the cult intact and safe. blessings are attributed to her presence, loss is attributed to her absence.
as a result, she was kept under constant surveillance and incredibly isolated. she wasn't allowed friends, aside from some half-siblings who were still treated as below her. constantly being praised and treated like you are some sort of celestial being . . . really messes with someone.
in turn, lazari is in the same cult, but her mother was infertile, which the cult sees as a complete failure of a woman. so her mom sought out new forms of conception, and a demonic ritual involving zalgo took place. zalgo is lazari's "father", but she is raised by her mothers husband.
for opposite reasons, lazari is kept under constant surveillance and incredibly isolated. her mother is constantly doing rituals on her, trying to 'beat the demon' out of her daughter, as she regretted her actions the second lazari was born. she felt no love for her child. around age 7, lazaris mother does kill herself in front of her daughter. demonic tendencies begin breaking out for lazari
when dina is about 13-15, she begins sneaking out more often. it's just things like sitting on fields and talking to some random boys in the cult, something she'd NEVER be allowed by her parents.
one day, when she's out doing things she shouldnt do, she bumps into lazari. lazari is completely out of it, red eyes and black bloody oozing out of her mouth, all her veins are pure black and it looks fucking scary. and she bites dina. the next day, lazari looks normal.
dina doesnt tell anyone. she wasnt supposed to be out, she'd be in more trouble than it was worth to snitch on lazari. but shes scared, and she begins noticing changes in her own biology
her own veins darken, at night she wakes up black liquid fogging up her vision (crying a bit will get it all out), she is constantly ill, convulsing, etc. her own parents begin getting scared, and the rest of the cult begins whispering
and dina is fucking pissed. shes been given the entire world on a silver platter her entire life(aside from freedom), and lazari took it away in one bite.
after a couple months of dina's health and image deteriorating, dina is overcome with anger. she stumbles her way to lazari's little home, convincing her to go on a walk. lazari is suspicious but was raised to never deny authority, so they do.
dina guides lazari to the forest, deciding it her divine right granted by god to take lazari's life. completely convinced she is allowed to cast judgement on this 11 year old girl as punishment.
it doesnt work, very quickly they get physical - this 17 year old is trying to kill this 11 year old, but lazari is literally half demon. the second blood spills and lazaris adrenaline spikes, dina is slaughtered in the middle of the forest.
lazari tries to run away. but she is a product of zalgo, and zalgo is trapped in the forest due to slender pages decorating the perimeter. she'll stand at the edge of the forest, trying to get out, but there's some barrier that wont let her escape
and all the while, dina's corpse is being overtaken by zalgo
now lazari and dina are stuck in the same forest.
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