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#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#siffrin fanart#fire draws#in stars and end poems#guys youll never guess what game ive been obsessed with lately#guys im not ok#im literally never going to recover from this game#ever#literally ever#mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#as someone who has had so much trouble with rsd in the past#the ending of this game just. it meant so damn much to me#and then i started thinking about the end poem#and how much it fits the silly game#and i couldnt stop thinking about it#next thing i know here we are#i also tried out a new shading style with this one that was fun#anyways feel free to use this as like. a phone background or whatever#i only say that because thats what i do with fanart thats framed like this WOISEJKFD
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throughout dean's death scene he tries to hide his pain from the rebar stabbing right through him. he keeps smiling and tries to joke as much as he can to lessen sam's sadness because sam keeps looking at him all panicked and crying
like dean plays his own death off to be as sweetly as possible to sam he tries to assure him, coddle him as if when they were kids and he'd try to make sam laugh to take his mind off everything terrible in their life
#samdean#wincest#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural#if someone looks for me tell them im still here#...shitting bricks crying rivers#going insane bc i remember that time they were fighting and dean proceeded to make every joke in the book#the butt of the joke was even himself too and it was all just because he wanted to make sam laugh#this happened in like s6-s8 and i never recovered. it was after the amy thing when they were sitting in the fortunetelling cafe#mine
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this probably has been said before but it fucks me up how Eddie spent the entire movie in denial. everything happened so incredibly fast - they were dragged back to their original dimension and barely had time to readjust to the environment and recover from being drunk as shit before they were forced to be on the run - and Eddie has no time to process any of what's happening. it felt to me like he was both struggling to keep up with the events and to hold onto the hope that it was all going to resolve itself. even during their last conversation, Eddie is telling V that they're gonna figure it out and that they're going to see lady liberty when it's all over. not because he believes that, but because he's refusing to accept this fate. it's V who brings him back to reality, who tells him there's no way they're going to make it. and when he finally accepts that this is the end, and that they're both going to die, Venom saves him. he's just made his peace with dying and now he has to make his peace with living. the way he reaches for V, the way he can barely react, i think that was shock. he's barely accepted that they're back on their world, that there's an inevitable threat, that they're both gonna die, and now he has to accept that he's not. but Venom is. he spent so long holding tooth and nail onto the hope that they were gonna fix things, that maybe this is all a bad dream, and it's all gone in a matter of minutes.
and when he wakes up he's still holding onto hope, only to be met with silence.
#venom#venom spoilers#venom 3#it's like a sad version of “i was so happy by the prospect of waking up that for a moment i lived in a world where none of that was real”#im just never going to recover from this movie. ever#veddie#eddie brock#also id like to inform that in the brazilian dub he says “im *never* going to forget you”#what if i start crying again
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black pean [forceps] season 2 fucked me up :')
like, I'm going to be thinking about this still they posted on instagram forever, and I haven't even started on the cher juno letter
#im never going to recover from the cher juno letter oh my god#anyway thrilled to report that i burst into tears and cried like a fucking baby all the way through the last fifteen minutes of the#final episode like okay!!! OKAY!!!!!! im fine. aughhh. AUGHHH (head in hands)#ブラックペアン#black forceps#black pean#black pean spoilers#idk i dont usually spoiler tag when the show has been out for a minute if you want to avoid it everything related to it i personally#just use the main tag to blacklist. maybe black pean s2 is a better tag for how i organize this blog
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study date 😌
thank you so much @matchaprince for this lovely art of Cori and Y'shtola!! 💗
#they will def be studying. something#ANYWAY#oc: corisande ymir#y'shtola rhul#ffxiv#ffxiv art#THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!#they look so happy and in love and like they are going to kiss SO much about it T^T#and i just love latte's shtola design so much 🥰🥰#and im so obsessed with cori's hair hlaksdhflas the curly ponytail is everything to meeeeeeee#they're sooo. cute i will simply never recover#corishtola#corishtola art#also. cori's nose T^T#comm
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oh yea also the nimona movie is just really fUNNY. "Why didn't you tell us he was working with whales!!" FADSFHSDUGHADSGHA
#nnstuff#nimona movie#nimona#OK IM GONNA GO DO MY PERSONAL WORK BUT JUST KNOW ILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS
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I hate those posts that are like "who remembers this ?? 😝😝" And then it's a clip of mcsm with a burning passion but I saw one earlier that just takes the cake.
"Lukas is the most underrated character in this game" WHO??? LUKAS??? the. The blonde one. The perfect, charming guy that everyone loves. The one who is in 90% of all fanart. The one who is in jesskas, the most popular ship in this fandom. That Lukas???? BITCH ARE YOU STUPID???? DO YOU HAVE A SINGLE CELL IN THAT SMOOTH BRAIN OF YOURS, YOU FUCKING INSECT
#Makes me unreasonably mad. Get the fuck outta here.#minecraft story mode#mcsm#Not tagging Lukas cause idk if this counts as me shitting on him#I love you Lukas 🩷🩷 but DAMN#never utter the words “Lukas is underrated” ESPECIALLY in front of someone who's favourite is NURM#or Vos#Or the warden#Or Nell#Or LITERALLY ANY CHARACTER.#DUDE#Sorry my knees hurt and it makes me violent#FUCK I SOUND LIKE IM 90#Me and my old man joints 😔#ITS SO ANNOYING I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DRAW ANYTHING FOR YALL THIS WEEK CAUSE IVE BEEN PAINTING FOR THE SCHOOL PLAY#BUT I HAVE JOINT ISSUES SO I LITERALLY CANT HOLD MY PEN CAUSE MY FINGERS AND WRIST ARE FUCKED#AAAA#I have tomorrow off to recover so I'll see if I can draw then but OUGH IM GOING CRAZY#I NEED TO DRAW I NEEEED TO DRAW#Anyways got off topic there aha oopsoes#I HATE THOSE NOSTALGIA POSTS WHERE THEY JUST STICK “WHO REMEMBERS” OVER AN MCSM CLIP#LIKE HONEY THE FANDOM IS STILL GOING STRONG#OUGH I KNOW ITS SUCH A DUMB RHING TO BE ANNOYED ABOUT BUT GUYSSSSSSSS SHUT UP#i am full of hate
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jayvik truthers I noticed something that's making me go even more insane than I initially thought:
THE COG !!!!!
Viktor drops it after Jayce does you know what and I've seen dozens of posts implying it's the original cog from when they first got the hexcore to work, BUT NO.
It's actually a random cog that falls off a contraption Jinx bumps into when Viktor calls her Powder after she roasts him unprompted in an earlier scene.
It drops in some water and he picks it up and keeps it with him.
Now the reason this is making me insane is because the whole reason Jayce is even able to shoot him dead I assume to begin with is because he has to believe Viktor, the real Viktor, is no longer in there, or at least been corrupted to the point of no return by the hexcore at this point in time.
But then why does this Turned Viktor keep this inconsequential thing with him? Why did he hold onto it if the dream is dead and he's possessed by something dark? If he's done with hextech AND with Jayce? Why does he hold it close to his heart as he meditates and then grasps it tight in his hand as Jayce comes to run him through???
Literally no straight -I mean logical explanation for that except it's still Viktor, Viktor enough to give it meaning at least.
When Jayce realizes, and he will in time, that what he really destroyed in there was a Viktor that still cared and loved enough to be sentimental I'm actually going to SCREAM and NEVER recover.
#arcane#jayvik#arcane s2#viktor arcane#jayce talis#im throwing up tbh im going insane#auauauauaughhhhh#who am i kidding tho im already never gonna recover but u know#THE BUTTERFLY EFFECT IS GONNA BE INSANE#think he regrets it now??? just waaaaait gang just wait ✋️
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#holy shit this was an experience#im never going to emotionally recover from this.....#this is one of those stories that just irrevocably rewrites your brain chemistry forever#thanks to everyone whos been following the liveblog as well. glad you all enjoyed!!#isat liveblog#isat#isat spoilers#omg i can un-block the spoiler tag now#i can follow all the isat blogs#i can finally follow my mutuals sideblog!!!!
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🌦️&💤
on childhood best friends.
via ill give you the sun by jandy nelson // via the art of ponyo by hayao miyazaki // jack johnson, we're going to be friends // a message from my childhood best friend // mitski, i guess // via a little life by hanya yanagihara // adventure time, island song (come along with me) // via unknown // abba, chiquitita
#do you ever think about how momo was taught to weaponize her anger while mikan was taught to swallow his back. both as a means of survival#how momo probably admires mikans ability to hold it in. how mikan probably admires momos ability to release it all.#because i do. i think about it a lot#(BTW. IF YOU KNOW WHERE THE “let's go to the garden. let's be kids again. i'll chase you if you chase me.” IS FROM PLEEEASE LMK.)#the message is from the friend that inspired momo and mikan. btw she messaged me out of the blue and we chatted about our earliest memories#the whole “ohhh he came up to me offered me his hand and said you wanna go play with me because i was all alone” seems really unrealistic#BUT THATS. WHAT HAPPENED WITH US. WITH ME AND HER. i dont remember it very well which is funny and poetic in a sense. but SHE does... gugh#its because i was the one that went up to her... of course she remembers me offering her my hand because that meant the entire world to her#← OR SOMETHING. NEVER RUMINATE ON UR CHILDHOOD WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE its because my birthdays coming up im getting all weird. ugh#okay actual tags instead of my rambles...#web weaving#my wws#oc tag#momo tenki#mikan javier#on childhood friends#id in alt#nova noise#also hai sunny. (halo freak) one of these for kinzoku and gensou when. i will NEVER RECOVER#← silly slash lighthearted. i am just crazy over them you absolutely do not have to ^_^ i hope it doesnt come across that way
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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..
#sculpture#fantasy art#fantasy creature#art#elf#lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal#stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing#over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you#do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things#up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put#them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY#I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin#of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned#eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL#but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah#Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik#25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li#like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c
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I’m rewatching the qna thing stream from last night and I’m up to the part where they said my name and I’m still not over it like wow ok thanks everyone if you need me ima be a puddle on the floor bc they know of my existence now 👍
#And they said THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I will never recover from this :) /pos#Im gonna go to sleep soon but rewatching the stream just a bit before i do
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Cronus…. Colored.bass .. guitar …..
#If I had adult money it would be so joever#I make impulse purchases whenever I’m sad or stressed#cronus ampora#homestuck cronus#hs cronus#homestuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#Also im legally an adult (I’m 20) but since u become an adult at 18 im like technically 2 in adult years#When I get a big girl job I’m going to make so many poor financial decisions just you wait#bass guitar#esp guitars#ughhhh I love the color sm#Did you know purple used to be my favorite color from ages 0-high school#I stopped having a favorite color a while ago but purple’s coming back in full swing now#Thanks to you know who#(GEO Cronus)#God bless dalishthunder/pumpkinofthedale/chaussette_et_chaussures for making the best fanfic known to humankind#I’ll never emotionally recover from it
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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hiiii omg introduction to the fact that our Norse AU comes from The Last Unicorn!! so when we mention the Norse gods me and @clusterpuppy have come up with they’re basically caricatures and different spin offs of the gods but in THIS universe YIPPEEE
but Thor has a silly group of friends he likes to be around on Midgard to escape the craziness on Asgard! From left to right we got Dmitri, Aimery, Billie, Mirche, Roland, Thor himself, and Neisti! Also his goats are featured in this piece too ^u^
close ups!!! back at it again with trying to mimic the shows style but the show does not include characters that look like all of them 💔 so you see more of my style leaking in this one but it’s okay I had to simplify them as best as I could. I’ll make a masterpost of them all later going into detail!!
#the last unicorn#norse mythology#norse mythology au#norse gods#norse mythology art#norse thor#norse tlu au#procreate#the temptation to give little facts about them is insane#Okay so Dmitri is a ye olden version of a psychologist and psychoanalyzes all of his friends#Aimery is always high. Alwyas got weed. always smoking. He also owns a metaphysical shop of his own with his wife#Billie is actually elven and doesn’t really know it!! very little with elven features but was raised by cowboy parents LMAO#Mirche recovers from his addiction to alcohol by drinking copious amounts of tea. and has a crush on the store owner of the tea place. Corny#Roland is a walking compass and map if they don’t know where to go he’s got it. also has narcolepsy#Thor is Thor let’s be real guys being the constant defender of everything gets tiring#and neisti…. really sharp shooter and good with a bow but will never hunt bc he’s vegan. also is very very traumatized#girls just wanna have fun! (and it’s a gaggle of middle aged men)#OKAY IM DONE RAMBLING ILL DRAW MORE OF ALL OF THEM LATER#need to draw more of the actual gods for y’all#I promise we got interpretations I promise I think about the plot (genuine)
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Considering your productivity: Stay at home parent who drinks looooots of coffee. I picture you writing by an ocean.
no and no! and no! i work full time, i am a parent, i quit caffeine a few months back and drink decaf now… my productivity is out of spite lol i write mostly in the middle of the night (i dont sleep) also live 2hr from the coast 😭
#ask games#i really don’t sleep fr#not good but it’s the price i pay to write#also i never recovered from newborn sleep its insane how much you can actually do on little sleep if you have to#i don’t HAVE to anymore but if i want to write it can’t be during the day when im someone’s mom someone’s spouse someone’s employee#nights are all i have#wow I can’t believe im going through this unmediated uncaffeinated no alcohol no drugs nothing just raw dogging this fucking life
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