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firefly464 · 3 months

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Because you are love

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shadystranger · 4 months

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throughout dean's death scene he tries to hide his pain from the rebar stabbing right through him. he keeps smiling and tries to joke as much as he can to lessen sam's sadness because sam keeps looking at him all panicked and crying

like dean plays his own death off to be as sweetly as possible to sam he tries to assure him, coddle him as if when they were kids and he'd try to make sam laugh to take his mind off everything terrible in their life

#samdean #wincest #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #if someone looks for me tell them im still here #...shitting bricks crying rivers #going insane bc i remember that time they were fighting and dean proceeded to make every joke in the book #the butt of the joke was even himself too and it was all just because he wanted to make sam laugh #this happened in like s6-s8 and i never recovered. it was after the amy thing when they were sitting in the fortunetelling cafe #mine

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scionshtola · 24 days

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study date 😌

thank you so much @matchaprince for this lovely art of Cori and Y'shtola!! 💗

#they will def be studying. something #ANYWAY #oc: corisande ymir #y'shtola rhul #ffxiv #ffxiv art #THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!#they look so happy and in love and like they are going to kiss SO much about it T^T #and i just love latte's shtola design so much 🥰🥰#and im so obsessed with cori's hair hlaksdhflas the curly ponytail is everything to meeeeeeee #they're sooo. cute i will simply never recover #corishtola #corishtola art #also. cori's nose T^T

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nerves-nebula · 1 year

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oh yea also the nimona movie is just really fUNNY. "Why didn't you tell us he was working with whales!!" FADSFHSDUGHADSGHA

#nnstuff #nimona movie #nimona #OK IM GONNA GO DO MY PERSONAL WORK BUT JUST KNOW ILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS

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demento-mori · 3 months

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#holy shit this was an experience #im never going to emotionally recover from this.....#this is one of those stories that just irrevocably rewrites your brain chemistry forever #thanks to everyone whos been following the liveblog as well. glad you all enjoyed!!#isat liveblog #isat #isat spoilers #omg i can un-block the spoiler tag now #i can follow all the isat blogs #i can finally follow my mutuals sideblog!!!!

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themintman · 12 days

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I hate those posts that are like "who remembers this ?? 😝😝" And then it's a clip of mcsm with a burning passion but I saw one earlier that just takes the cake.

"Lukas is the most underrated character in this game" WHO??? LUKAS??? the. The blonde one. The perfect, charming guy that everyone loves. The one who is in 90% of all fanart. The one who is in jesskas, the most popular ship in this fandom. That Lukas???? BITCH ARE YOU STUPID???? DO YOU HAVE A SINGLE CELL IN THAT SMOOTH BRAIN OF YOURS, YOU FUCKING INSECT

#Makes me unreasonably mad. Get the fuck outta here.#minecraft story mode #mcsm #Not tagging Lukas cause idk if this counts as me shitting on him #I love you Lukas 🩷🩷 but DAMN #never utter the words “Lukas is underrated” ESPECIALLY in front of someone who's favourite is NURM #or Vos #Or the warden #Or Nell #Or LITERALLY ANY CHARACTER.#DUDE #Sorry my knees hurt and it makes me violent #FUCK I SOUND LIKE IM 90 #Me and my old man joints 😔#ITS SO ANNOYING I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DRAW ANYTHING FOR YALL THIS WEEK CAUSE IVE BEEN PAINTING FOR THE SCHOOL PLAY #BUT I HAVE JOINT ISSUES SO I LITERALLY CANT HOLD MY PEN CAUSE MY FINGERS AND WRIST ARE FUCKED #AAAA #I have tomorrow off to recover so I'll see if I can draw then but OUGH IM GOING CRAZY #I NEED TO DRAW I NEEEED TO DRAW #Anyways got off topic there aha oopsoes #I HATE THOSE NOSTALGIA POSTS WHERE THEY JUST STICK “WHO REMEMBERS” OVER AN MCSM CLIP #LIKE HONEY THE FANDOM IS STILL GOING STRONG #OUGH I KNOW ITS SUCH A DUMB RHING TO BE ANNOYED ABOUT BUT GUYSSSSSSSS SHUT UP #i am full of hate

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lucalicatteart · 7 months

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A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

#sculpture #fantasy art #fantasy creature #art #elf #lol what are the tags I should use... I still never know.. EVIL social media.. hate the idea of tagging anything ever anyway. but alas..#I also would ideally like to start selling them again and open up custom commmissions and stuff again once I can hopefully get paypal #stuff sorted out. and find like.. a good way to do things.. etc.. I did still want to sell them through auction instead of agonizing #over setting prices being afraid they're either too high or too low. So being able to just be like. Here. this is $50. or more. or less.#negotiate. the worth is whatever you feel like it is so i personally dont have to make that decision. etc. lol... But etsy doesn't let you #do auctions or like pay what you want type stuff so.. then I was thinking ebay? but idk.. ANYWAY.. I want to set things #up so I can sell stuff again hopefully. I still haven't fully recovered from the costs of when I had to take my cat to the vet and put #them down last year and etc. So it'd be good to sell a few things. perhaps.. maychance... perhamble... so on and so forthe... ANYWAY #I was going for whiter more milky sort of hair that blends in closely with the skintone but after the paint dried it seems more yellowy kin #of. which is fine. But just not exacltly like my mind vision lol..#Also it's like... wow... someone with face spots and elf ears and a half open mouth with a gap tooth and wavy hair and kind of downturned #eyes... revolutionary... never been seen before... every sculpture I have ever made surely doesnt look licherally exactly like this... LOL #but maybe it's just a style. so what. People have their motifs lol.. Im just getting back into sculpting. I shall sameface in peace. huzzah #Just like the only thing I ever carve out of avocado pits anymore is eyes. Because that's just whats fun to do. I'm going to accumulate lik #25 similar avocado eyes and have nothing to do with them. I was thinking of stringing some together into a necklace of eyes or something li #like that but.. hrmm... ANYWAY.. Love to do the same things repetitively. :3c

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i-may-be-an-emu · 9 days

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I’m rewatching the qna thing stream from last night and I’m up to the part where they said my name and I’m still not over it like wow ok thanks everyone if you need me ima be a puddle on the floor bc they know of my existence now 👍

#And they said THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I will never recover from this :) /pos #Im gonna go to sleep soon but rewatching the stream just a bit before i do

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apricotstop · 2 months

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Cronus…. Colored.bass .. guitar …..

#If I had adult money it would be so joever #I make impulse purchases whenever I’m sad or stressed #cronus ampora #homestuck cronus #hs cronus #homestuck #home24uck #home2t4ck #Also im legally an adult (I’m 20) but since u become an adult at 18 im like technically 2 in adult years #When I get a big girl job I’m going to make so many poor financial decisions just you wait #bass guitar #esp guitars #ughhhh I love the color sm #Did you know purple used to be my favorite color from ages 0-high school #I stopped having a favorite color a while ago but purple’s coming back in full swing now #Thanks to you know who #(GEO Cronus)#God bless dalishthunder/pumpkinofthedale/chaussette_et_chaussures for making the best fanfic known to humankind #I’ll never emotionally recover from it

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celestialecho · 2 months

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🌦️&💤

on childhood best friends.

via ill give you the sun by jandy nelson // via the art of ponyo by hayao miyazaki // jack johnson, we're going to be friends // a message from my childhood best friend // mitski, i guess // via a little life by hanya yanagihara // adventure time, island song (come along with me) // via unknown // abba, chiquitita

#do you ever think about how momo was taught to weaponize her anger while mikan was taught to swallow his back. both as a means of survival #how momo probably admires mikans ability to hold it in. how mikan probably admires momos ability to release it all.#because i do. i think about it a lot #(BTW. IF YOU KNOW WHERE THE “let's go to the garden. let's be kids again. i'll chase you if you chase me.” IS FROM PLEEEASE LMK.)#the message is from the friend that inspired momo and mikan. btw she messaged me out of the blue and we chatted about our earliest memories #the whole “ohhh he came up to me offered me his hand and said you wanna go play with me because i was all alone” seems really unrealistic #BUT THATS. WHAT HAPPENED WITH US. WITH ME AND HER. i dont remember it very well which is funny and poetic in a sense. but SHE does... gugh #its because i was the one that went up to her... of course she remembers me offering her my hand because that meant the entire world to her #← OR SOMETHING. NEVER RUMINATE ON UR CHILDHOOD WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE its because my birthdays coming up im getting all weird. ugh #okay actual tags instead of my rambles...#web weaving #my wws #oc tag #momo tenki #mikan javier #on childhood friends #id in alt #nova noise #also hai sunny. (halo freak) one of these for kinzoku and gensou when. i will NEVER RECOVER #← silly slash lighthearted. i am just crazy over them you absolutely do not have to ^_^ i hope it doesnt come across that way

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starjunkyard · 5 months

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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

#house md #james wilson #gregory house #hilson #johan being crazy about yaoi md #johan's mindpalace #Im crazy #like im tearing up #this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous #the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken #I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh #Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice #do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening #its been months since i finished house md #and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart #shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has #since day 1 episode 1 #Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life #Like im actually never recovering #people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont #Im going through withdrawls #I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move #House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick #Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil #This is not what the stonewall riots were for #I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup #Why couldnt i like music and girls #Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy #Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head #Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr

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sskklvr · 1 year

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I'm solely feeding into my sskk insanity here, but Atsushi's reaction is making me go crazy

Akutagawa still has full faith and trust that they're going to win and bring Fukuchi [potentially Fukuchi, I'm not like 10000% sure if it was confirmed yk] down together this time. He still has FULL faith and trust in his and Atsushi's abilities, and in turn, Atsushi himself, and seeing him respond with some fond ass smile upon that realization is so insane of them

#again im just letting myself feel sskk joy bc i miss them and i will always be a sskklvr™ at heart but obviously they're not canon #fisheye aside- i am never going to recover from this #GOD I LOVE SHIN SOUKOKU #bsd #bungou stray dogs #sskk #shin soukoku #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bsd s5 #bsd s5 spoilers #bsd spoilers #bsd s5 ep11 #bsd episode 61

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unluckyprime · 2 years

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u guys hear that? the sound of everyone adding Grease music to their oakworthy playlists? THE SOUND OF GAY PEOPLE GOING SORT OF REAL?

#also I want the sound of bangin Christmas hell music isolated SO BAD THAT WENT SO HARD?????? HOLYSHIT #im inconsolable #just finished the episode im never going to recover #making me wait TWO WEEKS TO SEE JIMMY AGAIN WAHHHHH #tfw even ur dad doesn’t notice you WHAT THE FUCK #POOR HERMIE #the doodle page will be coming but I’m still in class for an hour tragically so #dndads #oakworthy #dungeons and daddies

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helenofblackthorns · 2 years

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I knew this was going to happen. I knew it and it still doesn't hurt any less. i knew this scene was coming

#cc count your fucking days #you will never see heaven im telling you rn #also the whole point of tatiana being poetic #& the fact she kill Barbara and Christopher; Gideon's first child & Gabriel's second #oh she is so sick and twisted for that #and the fact nobody else is there... with Barbara they were all there but who's going to tell everyone in idris #who's gonna tell gabriel and cecily their son is dead oh my God #saw someone on twitter say Thomas and Christopher should've been parabatai & that's making it worse I fear #christopher lightwood #:(#thomas lightwood #also you know what I'm not done #the fact Thomas wasn't there. he was with Alastair when kit died & he had no idea #he wasn't there to help just like how he couldn't help babs #im never going to recover from this #chain of thorns spoilers #cot spoilers #chot spoilers #chain of thorns #bella reads cot

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 4 months

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"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

#tw ed #obligatory MASSIVE do not do this #straight up poison that can kill you from one (1) time #used to be used to induce vomiting #directly the cause of death of karen carpenter and countless others #i wont i swear i wont #but i still researched it bc i was curious #tbh there are easier ways of poisoing oneself than semi illegal drugs #also if yall remember the post about a poison i own: i did more reseach and while that amount would probably kill me w no medical #intervention; it would take just under three times as much to be absolutely certain of hitting the toxic dose (calculated quantity per kg #of the top end of a given range. so it could kill me but if i was gonna go out that way id want about three times as much to be sure.)#honestly surprised ive never heard of any deaths from it. the most likely way to survive would be to throw it up i think #(or present to hospital and take charcoal or smth)#honestly though. my research says loss of consciousness and required intubation within half an hour in case studies #hence if you werent in reach of medical attention youd probably collapse an die #and i am very deliberately NOT mentioning what it is bc of how toxic it is #ive thought of combining it and another method to be absolutely sure but eh #honestly if it DIDNT work it sounds straight up embarrassing to admit to people tho thats one of the things stopping me #but literally a dose in a child requiring intubation and kid ended up in a coma recovered w no ill effects.#thats the dream yk. try and succeed and youre free; try and fail and you see no ill effects.#but yeah i wouldnt try w only the amount i have.#so im safe #....rereading the above. okay i might be a little mentally ill lol #but i am safe and absolutely nobody call the cops on me.#im fine.#tw suicide #puddleglum hours #nobody worry abt me ok. im fine.#just thinking silly lil thoughts like usual :)#EDIT: just occurred to me that using this poison could make it not look like a suicide

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dreemurr-skelememer · 1 year

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just remembered that one of the reasons ive yet to read ftfo is because i KNOW its good and that if i read it im NEVER going to recover from it or find another fic like it

#I KNOWWWWW ITS GOOD AND ITS GOING TO UPSET ME.#its why i cannot. finish handplates rn im never going to find anything like it ever again #this is WHY!!!!! I CANT KEEP REREADING PASSERINE AND ID FORGOTTEN PEOPLE WERE KIND.#theyre so obscenely good that it will fundamentally change me forever and im never going to recover or find something similar to it again #along with one small dream lord i need to catch up but i am just not. mentally prepared for it #kia talks shit

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