#FUCK I SOUND LIKE IM 90
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I hate those posts that are like "who remembers this ?? 😝😝" And then it's a clip of mcsm with a burning passion but I saw one earlier that just takes the cake.
"Lukas is the most underrated character in this game" WHO??? LUKAS??? the. The blonde one. The perfect, charming guy that everyone loves. The one who is in 90% of all fanart. The one who is in jesskas, the most popular ship in this fandom. That Lukas???? BITCH ARE YOU STUPID???? DO YOU HAVE A SINGLE CELL IN THAT SMOOTH BRAIN OF YOURS, YOU FUCKING INSECT
#Makes me unreasonably mad. Get the fuck outta here.#minecraft story mode#mcsm#Not tagging Lukas cause idk if this counts as me shitting on him#I love you Lukas 🩷🩷 but DAMN#never utter the words “Lukas is underrated” ESPECIALLY in front of someone who's favourite is NURM#or Vos#Or the warden#Or Nell#Or LITERALLY ANY CHARACTER.#DUDE#Sorry my knees hurt and it makes me violent#FUCK I SOUND LIKE IM 90#Me and my old man joints 😔#ITS SO ANNOYING I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DRAW ANYTHING FOR YALL THIS WEEK CAUSE IVE BEEN PAINTING FOR THE SCHOOL PLAY#BUT I HAVE JOINT ISSUES SO I LITERALLY CANT HOLD MY PEN CAUSE MY FINGERS AND WRIST ARE FUCKED#AAAA#I have tomorrow off to recover so I'll see if I can draw then but OUGH IM GOING CRAZY#I NEED TO DRAW I NEEEED TO DRAW#Anyways got off topic there aha oopsoes#I HATE THOSE NOSTALGIA POSTS WHERE THEY JUST STICK “WHO REMEMBERS” OVER AN MCSM CLIP#LIKE HONEY THE FANDOM IS STILL GOING STRONG#OUGH I KNOW ITS SUCH A DUMB RHING TO BE ANNOYED ABOUT BUT GUYSSSSSSSS SHUT UP#i am full of hate
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#aaaaaaa i rly know how to pick my interests huh#im watching sentinel again#its so funny its so funnnn#once again we got an ep with a new Sexy Mysterious Mystery woman whos just so sexy and mysterious#and im OBSESSED with these fucking. corny 90s fade to black slo-mo sex music with sparkle sound effects and cheesy synths we get#and obviously more background characters with one ear pierced#im getting fashion influenced tbh im gonna start wearing just one earring because of this stupid fucking show#its just. such a nothing show in the grand scheme of things i dont rly know who to talk to about it#i dont have anything profound to say about it i just find immense joy in watching these stupid repetitive episodes#my post#YES this is like my hundredth 'my post' about sentinel what of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all of them have these stupid corny one liners like all the time im gonna cry#im losing my MIND im trapped in a CAGE#its this🤏 close that ill just start pacing around my room talking about this stupid show out loud to myself#why??????????? i didnt choose this life#if heaven is real its just me getting to explain episode plots one after another
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i dont understand stimboards/stim videos. like sometimes a gif gets me especially purely glitter ones but half that shit makes me clench my teeth and feel like god has put the devil inside my brain and its going to explode in 5 seconds. stop fucking crunching that shit. stop breaking things. stop putting your hand in slime. if i stare at this too long im gonna have a meltdown. i wish i understood why people consider this shit satisfying it just makes me overwhelmed
#i already have a problem where if a gif is too short and doesnt loop perfectly#its like nails on chalkboard for me#90% of stim gifs are like that on top of the content itself being hell#and then videos??? with Sound??? holy fuck nightmare#i am genuinely so curious what others find satisfying about stim/satisfying gifs n videos#because i dont get it at All#this is not a hate post btw this is me just baffled#ive had to block stimboard tags because its just that deeply unsatisfying to autism brain#how the HELL do other autisms enjoy it im so confused how does thst work
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had my first actual solid (very flavorful) food for the 1st time in almost 3 weeks since getting sick yippeee
#personal#been eating my moms chicken soup 90% of my diet since (soooo damn good & soft enough my stomachs been so thankful lol)#& i just had soup gyoza with chili dashi... it was so 🙏😭#which sounds so simple but while my moms soup is so flavorful its not like... flavor thats strong if that makes sense#luckily my stomach not all fucked up anymore but im taking it slow with eating foods again lmfao
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#reposting tihs silly meme i made in a rush for another reblog thigny idk#also to ramble#anyone else tried to commission an artist and go “man do i sound like a person? i hope i sound like a person and not a scam bot”#because im like 90% sure i sound like a fucking scam bot#I STG IM A REAL PERSON!!! i just have the demenear of a terrified animal!!!!!!#anyway i need more art of my son boy glitter.
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its clean its fucking clean i cleaned it
#toy pic post#undescribed#40gal#then dad dismissed how much fucking effort it took whether intentionally or not and i got so angry cos i already was having to#outsource reward chemicals or whatever the fuck to chocolate covered pretzels and a soda#and i was so overwhelmed from exhaustion and overstimulated to be fucking graciously regulating my emotional responses to him saying#Stupid Shit that i just got so angry i had to sleep#but i was. really determined. to manuafacture some kinda fucking reward. so i played viddygame until i fell asleep#bc that seemed like it would be better for my brain than straight up rage napping#anyway. i will. attempt the 90gal tomorrow. todayrrow. im going to. get up and get a snack and then brush my teeth and go to bed for real#bc i just cant stop fucking Horse Sleeping. i guess#so close#still much to do. i have to do the 90 and put the plants back on top of the 40 but its already so much quieter in here#which is good for me not being driven insane by. the sound of my failure to do a task.#shit i still need to dose fertilizer as well. i will try to do that before i go back to sleep#but i was too fucking angry to be thinking about Ratios of Liquid without exploding so its good i didnt attempt it earlier probably#anyway.POSTIVES: ITS CLEAN. I CAN SEE IN THE TANK AGAIN. THE PLANTS I SHOVED IN THE TOP ARE GROWING CRAZY#EVEN IF THEYRE A BIT UGLY AND LEGGY. I DIDNT FIND ANY DEAD FISH. THE KUHLIS CONSTANTLY SWIMMING UNDER THE ALGAE SCRUBBER#WAS A LITTLE ANNOYING AND INCONVENIENT BUT ALSO. CUTE AND ENDEARING. I LOVE THE STUPID NOODLE ANIMALS#i got a lot done today even if it wasnt all i wanted and many of the tasks were tiny. it got the big fucking task done that was hanging ove#over my head for weeks and making me feel intensely guilty. and now its so QUIET. like the 90 is still loud sure! but its just One of them#now!#the fucking palpable relief
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Having a "this is fine (:" moment, trying to not have a panic attack bc my allergist doesn't take my new insurance (I dont think he does)
I mean I can afford to pay out of pocket for my shots and for my appts... I just don't want to have to
And they take the insurance plan I was initially going to get (: yay...
#marquilla#im gonna have to wait and see how things go and see if i can switch plans in open enrollment#but ughhhhhhhh why is this shit so hard#it's a great plan other than the fact that its not widely accepted (as widely accepted as other plans)#i just have to make sure my new dr sends in GENERICS of my meds so i can get them at no cost... otherwise theyre $15 a pop and im on a lot#a pop being per RX not per pill to be clear i see how that sounds rereading it 😅#im 90% sure my therapists take it but they thankfully take a lot of insurances like those two were the only drs every marketplace plan i#looked at covered (the plan i initially wanted covered all but one 🙃)#i just took the first plan the insurance lady offered up bc i was already having panic attacks thinking i couldnt get ANY plan so i just...#didnt ask if she could get the one i liked... but hey maybe this one is better in the long run idk#i was looking at the card and urgent care is only $5 which is interesting... it was $50 on my parents 'good' insurance 🤔#and ER was like $75 or $100 upfront copay iirc (mine is they cover 75% of the bill 😁) anyway im just trying to assure myself i didnt fuck#up COMPLETELY
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Imending my life my grade dropped to an 89.7
#Okit sounds stupid as fuck but Im pissed!!!#HOW DID I GET A 75% ON THIS TEST!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY HOW.#Im so pissed off#ive gotten C’s on the last 3 tests and we only have 1 more#if i want my grade to be back to a 90 i have to get an A on our last exam#This fucking sucks!!!!#imupset
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i know its meaningless clickbait slop but i really do hate "could [x character from any popular series] take on [any character from dragon ball z]???"
#limon talks#its rarely an interesting discussion#shut the entire fuck up!!#in like 90% of scenarios any of the z-fighters would win#in like the first tournament arc roshi blows up the moon#and he isnt even like a noteworthy fighter by the time z rolls around#understandably most characters in fiction arent built to withstand or exert that much power#anyways yes i am aware of how much i sound like a kid on the playground insisting goku is the coolest#im just annoyed at how much these types of videos clog up my youtube recommended feed
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If you say this around me i may attack you like a chimp it depends on the day
#some of them did get better but sorry my 2 favorites sound like ass in xx. testament and dizzy im fucking sorry#i wish uncompressed versions of these tracks existed. that would partially save them at least. VERY PARTIALLY.#the new tracks sound fine its so weird. i like i-no’s themes a lot esp midnight carnival.#zappa’s theme might be my favorite xx track. which is strange and confusing.#but like 90% of the remade tracks . kind of sucks.#the kat goes meow#gg
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A big thank you to my mutuals who like my nervous breakdown 2-4am posts. You're the backbone of my blog
#its like im not completely alone#idk#what losing a cat does to a woman i guess but#lets be real i was like this before#im just a sad person who laments more than takes action and#i think ill be sad forever probably#in that way some people are#i feel like im one reality over from where im supposed to be yakno?#i used to have this image id hold onto of leaves in the sunlight when i was a kid and i kept waiting for someone to talk to me who#would take me wherever that was#maybe thats the nature of never fitting in u get too in your head and then#reality doesnt feel like home#yeah ive heard people say shit like that sbout books#sorry im not wearing my glasses#lately days blend together and i feel like i cant hold into time#and people talking to me (when they do) sounds miles away#takes ages to get to me if it does at all#oops! sounds like im dissociating hahahahaah oh fuck#when u write it all out. stares at ya right in the face#if im not doing something it feels like my anxiety will latch onto anything#like. rn i feel like im gonna throw up bc of like 5 different things about my car#car insurance. registration. trying to find a job#then it spirals into what ifs. and how thatd suck#constantly this shit. constantly! the only reprieve is going to hang w my grandmother who is 90 and talking about death a lot#😵💫#but shes my best friend so ???! fuck!#man idk. im so sad. idek what to do abt this. work out#maybe get a new actor to have a crush on#what makes people happy? idk#em yaps
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#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the#lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad#personal#also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim#to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn#it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight#instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for#easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte#and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT#promising and. AAAAA#also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my#free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles#i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well#what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3#OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat#it hereeee#soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that#idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and#stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn#ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.
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#im 90% sure i have imposter syndrom out the wazoo and i HATE it#i hate looking at my art and thinking it looks like hot garbage i hate not being able to inprove in any meaningful way because why even#bother if its going to look like shit especially when i see other peoples art and it looks so fucking good#i could cry#if youre reading this not to sound like a beggar but id love some positive vibes but also dont lie to me out of pity lmao
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being trans sucks dick sometimes
#i keep wanting to seriously talk abt top surgery w my mom but im afraid#she and whichever dr we talk to will be like#why do u want top and not hrt#<- and my reasons are that 90% of my dysphoria comes from my boobs. & i dont want my skin & hair fucked up#not fucked up per se thats a bad way to say that. i just. i spent lots of years + effort on clearing my acne. & im really proud of my hair#sounds so vain to say i dont wanna go on hrt mostly bc of those 2 things#but uhhhh#ya.#i do really want top surgery tho. cannot imagine living with this shit for the rest of my life#heliichats
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why did they have to make the summer I turned pretty into a show. it’s ruined my life and I have no plans of even watching
#fist of all the books were terrible (coming from someone who read them like 5 times)#grrr bark bark grr#I’m just a hater#like what’s the pointtttt like come onnnn where’s the fucking substanceee#teenage girls really have no options bro#and this booktok stuff is rotting our fucking brains#sorry for sounding like a boomer but idk#it just feel like. no one is willing to say anything brave anymore#it’s all about the fucking love triangles and mafia bfs and just.#IM SO SICK OF MEN SORRY#I’m sick of my life revolving around them#sick of the messaging that it should revolve around them#give me media for teenage girls about lesbian sex. is what I’m saying#I think we are regressing honestly#or maybe it’s just I’m seeing this sorry state of affairs only now that I’ve started looking at ig reels#anyways I feel like I’m losing my mind and everything is superficial and there is not one thought going through 90% of ppl brains#so always refreshing to see my pretentious girlies are also thriving#and I’m NOT saying a fun romance book isn’t ok every now and then like girl#I did spend like a week of my life consuming only desi romance books but.#maybe we need to also be investing some time in . just anything else really#just saw some comments on a booktok reel like ‘oh I’m 14 and I read hunting Adeline’ or whatever the fuck that book is called#it’s jsut. idk. really depressing to me… please pick up an Austen#it’s this whole thing like the books and the shows like nothing has any fucking meaninggg#literally sound insane but I am going insane#yeah I really need to get of fucking booktok it’s ruined my life
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who else up straigh up loosing all the time !!!
#hey guyss someone i kinda hate got to do smth i kinda wnat to more than anything long before ill ever get to so im feeling a bit murdrous#a teeny tiny bit towards that person i kinda hate but thats not fair of me#a huge amount towards the people who are the reason i cant and that *is* fair of me#mostly towards the consept of the universe and the world in general tho. yk.#what a fucking joke that aroundt his time last year my dad told me “when have you ever had to wait for anything?”#bc i didnt feel like giving my sister the switch after she threw a temper tantrum and started breaking my shit#like !! fucking always dickhead !!! and you and your strict ass parenting bc are 90% of why !!#i never get to do ANYTHING the same time that others around me get to . i always have to wait if i get to at all and im sorry for#sounding like a brat but its not fucking fair . whatever#im going to go look to see if i can find the tubes of my old oil paints i couldnt a while back#and if i dont im going to kill someone with my mind#flappy rambles
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