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goddamnitmahtin · 23 hours ago

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dc x dp group chat shenanigans

So basically, Dick makes a group chat for the minorities in the family because sometimes Bruce just doesn’t get it you know?

And Danny? Started going to school in Gotham. That’s it.

Dick created a group chat.

Dick renamed the group chat “The Minority Chat”

Dick: Okay everyone, if you don’t have a reason to stay, leave.

Dick: Nobody left.

Tim: Well yeah, Dick. All of us are minorities.

Damian: Yes, I have to agree with Drake. For example, I am half Arabic.

Duke: I’m black.

Cass: …

Babs: I’m disabled.

Steph: Teen pregnancy.

Tim: RAMCOA

Dick: Well what about you Jason?

Jason: I fucking died bro.

Dick renamed the group chat “Sib Chat”

This group chat went on to become the best way for them to vent to each other about Bruce and share memes to each other. They also sometimes randomly kick someone out so the others can stalk them. This time it was Damian’s turn.

Duke has removed Damian from “Sib Chat”

Duke: Guys I just saw the weirdest shit on patrol today.

Cass: ?

Babs: With Damian? He’s meant to be at school today.

Tim: He’s there, his tracker hasn’t moved locations.

Steph: When did you sneak a tracker onto Damian?

Tim: Don’t worry about it.

Duke: Don’t worry he is at school. But get this. I saw him eating his lunch outside. And he was talking to someone. AND SMILING.

Cass: 😮

Tim: Was it his “I’m gonna kill this guy while he’s sleeping” smile?

Duke: NO

Tim: Oh shit

Babs: Did you see who it was? I can run a background check.

Duke: No. But I will keep you posted. Where are Jason and Dick btw?

Babs: Dick is sleeping and Jason got shot.

Duke: Oh okay. Don’t let him administer his own Dilaudid.

Babs: Trust me, I won’t.

A few weeks later

Duke has removed Damian from “Sib Chat”

Babs: Please tell me you got info

Duke: I do. And it’s weird

Jason: Don’t tell me Dami got a SO and didn’t tell me?!

Duke: God I hope not.

Cass: ???

Steph: Spill the tea macho man

Duke: Recognized the backpack from last time. I saw the kid Dami was all smiley with at a coffee shop and I shit you not, he looks like if Damian was white.

Jason: The fuck does that mean?

Duke: IM TELLING YOU! He was Damian but white!

Steph: What would that even look like?

Cass: 🤔

Jason: I’ll believe it when I see it.

6 hours later after dark

Jason: Holy shit you were right.

Duke: YOU SAW HIM TOO?!

Jason: That was terrifying.

Dick: Wait this isn’t a joke? I thought Duke was pulling our leg-

Damian: What are you two rambling on about?

Tim: Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

Damian: I do not believe you.

Cass: …

Damian: Fine. I will not interrogate you all. I am going to get ready for patrol anyways.

Dick has removed Damian from “Sib Chat”

Dick: I wasn’t paying attention until now so you all better tell me everything.

#dc x dp #danny phantom x dc #dc x dp crossover #dcxdp #batfam #danny fenton #Danny looks a lot like Damian #it’s really freaking Duke out #and now Jason is also scared #dead serious

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whelpimnauthuman · 1 year ago

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Day two of my body throwing a shit fit and having a seizure because... It felt like it

#im just having a WEEK with disability shit #tbf today i can kinda understand WHY it happened (i overdid it)#but i still feel like shit so doesn't mean i like it #considering all i did was get my hair cut and washed off the shavings when i got home for my body to go 'this is too much'#I'm sore shaking and genuinely nauseous. and every time this happens i get all emotional and start crying almost immediately #can't do shit around the house so spouse is having to do it and that doesn't help anything bc my brain gets all upset-#feeling like i can't do anything/feeling useless even tho spouse doesn't mind #ANYWAYS now im laid in bed with my switch and netflix and some food+drink #bc if i try and get up and go anywhere i get shaky and nauseous almost immediately

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naamahdarling · 5 months ago

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You know what? You know what I think?

I think that if we lived as we were meant to, in larger intimate ("extended family") groups and with more shared labor and time to do it (UBI NOW) people like me would not feel so useless and burdensome because there would be people around to help and to do what neurodivergent people can't while making valuable space for the neurodivergent to do what they ARE good at.

The way we live right now, all right, the way we live right now forces units of two adults to be able to do EVERYTHING or PAY to have someone come do it for them. I have to do the housework. I have to do it! But I am having to do a million different things and most of them I am not good at. I suck at them.

I wouldn't feel like shit, okay, if I had more than one other person around who was not a child and who could do the things I can't, like do the yard and cook and do repairs and basic maintenance; and someone else to split everything else that I like but is too much for me. It would free me to do what I am good at and enjoy. Cleaning, as in the sink and toilet, the windows, the blinds. Taking out trash. Folding, hanging, and sorting laundry.

But because all the shit I can do often relies on other shit being done first, and I can't do or have trouble doing those things, the shit I can do often can't be done. And even the shit I can do, I can't do ALL of it. So I can't keep up, and things get very bad.

We aren't meant to live like this. We are not meant to live like this.

That thought hurts so much because being able to flee the birth family is integral to survival for so many people. I'm so afraid that living in larger family groups would create more opportunities for, say, queer kids to be isolated, rejected, bullied, and abused. But if we gave people enough money to survive, and stopped considering children the property of their parents with no system in place to help them escape bad situations except a system that is often just as bad, just different.

I'm aware that communes and collectives aren't all that successful and are kind of a joke. I don't mean that. I mean a fundamental shift to multigenerational families where taking in "strays" (which my family did) is also normalized so people escaping abuse into existing households was accepted, with these families centered in maybe a couple of different larger residences so not everyone has to buy and maintain their own fucking washing machine and vacuum cleaner, and so people can benefit from large group meals that yield leftovers, and so child and elder care can also be centralized.

Then disabled people and the neurodivergent and sick and injured people, and pregnant people, and grieving people, would not have to either labor through all those stressors or consign themselves to living off an unlivable pittance or being put under legal guardianship.

I'm not saying anything new. People live like this in other parts of the world and maybe it sucks and I am wrong. But I'm just really mad right now because I can either do laundry or clean the sink but not both, and I really think we could improve society somewhat by making it so I did not have to choose one without sacrificing the other.

#im feverish feeling (not a real fever just malaise that i have no other way to describe) from the IBS (which can affect you like that #)#and i don't actually want to do ANYTHING #i would have to even living with others but it would be easier #at the very least i wouldn't have had to clean the microwave earlier which is hard because my arms are like the size of a meerkat's #and i can only reach the back with my fingertips #where is my BF in all this?#WORKING FULL TIME WITH BACK PAIN #yes i AM going to want him to have to do as little as possible when he comes home #he's neurodivergent too and struggles with the same shit #it's all a mess #we are doing way better i didn't realize how deep a drain three very sick cats were #but there's still only two of us #if you are disabled physically OR MENTALLY you should at least get in-home household help once a week or so #there's places that do that but the limitations are usually severe and always rule me out #because im not single im not an elder im not a veteran and im not physically disabled #if we have to ration that sort of thing i can see how on the whole it is more caring to allocate those resources to for example elders #but the fact that i celebrate what help there is doesn't mean i don't get mad that more people can't access it #is2g if i was functional enough snd physically sound enough i would start a charity that did intervention cleaning for people like us #who have fallen behind and can't catch up but can MAINTAIN #and who helped people clean for a few months during and after an illness pregnancy trauma major loss etc. so they could stay on their feet

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theropoda · 1 year ago

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People really truly lowball the amount of damage, fear and destruction ocd can bring into your life like that shit makes you UNWELL.

#shit that makes you obsess over the concepts of truth and secrets and divinity and higher forces and death and subjective views of reality s #ince the age of 10 like yeag im normal [he is not.]#t #disability #The past couple of weeks ive just been thinking abt how some particular anxieties in my life that have been there for many years now r #proooobably. Connected to or are directly a result of ocd. Plus a bunch of other factors like how i grew up isolated but #its the pattern of thinking and specifically that of Obsession and rumination in ocd that has ruined me sm i think. Lel

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a-walking-fandom-reference · 21 days ago

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beginning of the year when you have chronic illness is just scheduling appointments with all your doctors

#i say beginning but january is over half over wtf #me/cfs crash always just taking weeks away from me #i like my primary doc a lot but his adhd and my adhd means its always chaotic #he forgets to put referalls in sometimes 😭 or will hyperfocus on one random thing i said and im like no thats not what im here for today #he knows im trans and is a trans friendly doc which is why i go there but one time he hyperfocused on taking t for like ever even though #he knows i dont want to get on t 😭 he started talking about the effects and like ended up talking about higher sex drive and i wanted to die #and my dad was like 😬#but i need multiple referalls to get new docs because my last endo got insufferable and like doesnt believe in fibro or whatever and #my last allergist like tried to gaslit me into thinking i made shit up?? like allergies can change but he straight up like acted like #my previous allergist didnt exist and didnt test me and find allergies #like who makes up allergies for fun and cuts out a bunch of food for fun #he was so condescending it sucked so i never went back after my last skin testing #being disabled is just constantly having bad experiences with doctors and then not going back and so you dont get help until #you bring it up again to get a new one 😭#literally got bullied as a child by a doctor so didnt go back and my osteoporosis was ignored by everyone #rey actually speaks #damn sorry long vent #medical trauma is real and constant for disabled people

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agayconcept · 24 days ago

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#oh my goD could my mother stop stealing all my fucking stuff for even 1 fucking week jfc #im gonna scream #she thinks that bc she's the one paying the majority of the rent and is technically my caregiver bc im too disabled to do certain chores etc #that she is simoly entitled to everything in the apartment and can do whatever she wants #steals my food steals my drinks steals my products steals my laundry card etc #now she's stealing my clothes and pyjamas #the fuck dude #i have severe skin allergies and have very selective clothing i can wear w/o a painful reaction #and now she's just. taking that too #the same way she takes the select few foods that don't set off my issues or allergies and steals the drinks that keep my blood sugar up #and steals the unscented hypoallergenic products i have to use #it never fuckin ends this woman is so self-absorbed and arrogant i rly cannot handle it sometimes (most times)#the irony is that she's a teacher and regularly works with kindergarteners who can understand 'don't touch what isn't yours'#and gives regular lectures to her students of all ages about respecting other ppl's belongings and never assuming u can take something #gives a big ol spiel about attentive listening and boundaries and respect on a daily fuckin basis from 8 am to 8 pm for her 2 teaching job #then comes home and immediately disregards that to take everything that isnt hers / disrespect my belongings and space #and yell at me when i tell her not to / get mad at her for doing it #ma'am.#ur 5 yr olds understand this. so do ur 8 yr olds. u r 60 MF YEARS OLD WHY CAN U NOT COMPREHEND THIS #nah actually the worst part is that she *does* understand it. she simply doesn't care #she would never do this to anyone else just me. bc im disabled and a burden and she hates having me depend on her for things.#idk if its vindictive or bc she feels like i owe her for basic care and decency or if she just enjoys lashing out like a petty bitch #i stopped trying to figure it out a long time ago #all i'm fucking asking is for her to STOP STEALING MY SHIT #is that so much to beg for. is it #ugHdjddjsk #someone find me a wall i need to bash my head against it #(or maybe hers. that might be better)#ask to tag #negative

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show-us-kaidenshenandoah · 3 months ago

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me: constantly cracks jokes about how disabled/chronically-ill sickly i am

also me: surprised pikachu face when i get regular-illness-sick ontop of my usual-sick (as if im not suspected to be somewhere on the spectrum of immunocompromised) "this should be illegal"

#got a covid test: oncE AGAIN IM NEGATIVE BABY WOHOO THANK FUCK BC NOBODY THINKS ITD BE A GOOD IDEA IF I GOT COVID EVEN ONCE #BC MY LUCK WITH SICKNESS??? ID PROBABLY GET SOMETHING CHRONIC FROM IT FOREVERMORE AND MAYBE BE HOSPITALIZED AND ITD FUCK WITH MY DOCTORS #TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME PRE-HYPOTHETICAL-COVID WITH THE HYPOTHETICAL-COVID NOW MUDDYING THEIR VISION OF SHIT. YAAYYY #but also everytime i get sick?? i seriously get the worst versions of it just short of hospitalization (but still needing a doctor appt to #verify i dont need to be hospitalized). if im lucky? ''the worst'' will mean a cold everyone else in the house has for 2 days is one i will #have for like 4 and a half weeks or some shit. im lucky if the ''worst'' is length of time im sick. ill take that anytime over ''worst''#being worst symptoms omfg.. but yeah we think its just a cold rn and im on Day 1. and we know i caught it from my brother who is a prof #so. thank fuck it wasnt like a student gave him and then me covid or something. thatd fucking suck. but no its just a cold. thank god #wEAR YOUR MASKS TO CLASS #but yeah rn its just Heavy Head + runny nose + sore throat. so im okay. ill have to take another covid test in a few days tho bc docs #say to take it multiple times while youre sick UGGGHHH whatever its fiiinneeee i just wish more people wore their masks bc like??#im already nigh-agoraphobic by nature of disability. like. please wear your masks so you dont get me sick since im not gonna get me sick #bc now i got all my usual sickliness (cough + nausea + temp dysregulation + migraines + pain+ etc) AND ALSO this shit (heavy head +#runny nose + sore throat) like??? cool im like ×500 more miserable than any able-bodied person with a cold you guys tHANKS A LOT 🥺😭💀#me

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mbat · 3 months ago

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i think people should be fully allowed to opt out of working jobs and still be able to live comfortably no matter what their situation is and im not fucking kidding

#i keep thinking about my dad a few weeks back being like 'i think everyone needs to earn their share by working' and internally i was like #actually i think thats fucking stupid LOL but ive thought that for a while now #it also only just occured to me that i dont even know how disabled people fits into that idea of his #but theres many flaws to his idea #granted theres also flaws to mine but im not a fucking government dude idk how that shit works. and idc #cause i still think this should be a thing anyway #and people can be like 'but then no one will work! what about all the jobs that we need!' people will still work dumbass #plus honestly people dont like the idea of jobs being taken by robots but i actually do think some would be fine being taken by robots #like self check out is a thing and old people are like 'wah wah why should i use it if im not being paid to do the cashiers job wah wah'#shut the fuck up who literally gives a single fuck. when im alone i literally always use the self checkout its genuinely faster and easier #and also i dont like interacting with people if i dont have to. win win. plus retail workers are famously miserable #most retail jobs like. might actually just be replacable. not all of them. but some #this has become a lot ignore me lol im just saying stuff #also i know people will be like 'whaaa but youre anti ai wdym you think jobs should be replaced by robots!?'#i think art cant be replaced by robots. but being a fucking cashier? the biggest issue there is just shoplifting i mean come on #whatever this isnt a full on debate or anything im just rambling lol #ignore me

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bibleofficial · 5 months ago

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i loveeee being cheap bc sometimes it gets ridiculous like yea it IS abhorrent to even CONSIDER paying like 6£ for ea taxi & instead will just walk the mile 1 way like 30 times until all my shit is moved

#stream #ALSJALSKASKLASKALSKALA #double whammy skinny & cheap ! werk !#but then u have no time bc u spend 20 mins walking every time u move or go back to get more shit #so that’s 40 mins in walking not including the (un)packing #u know each time lol #BUT IM DETERMINED #IDGAF #SAVING MY MONEY FOR DRUGS #my mother just sent me a text like ‘they may have non alcoholic beverages’ as if i’m not saving myself to black out at the wedding #my body can take at least 1 more blackout i haven’t blacked out in #idk #at least since i od’d #maybe i did at kp’s birthday #no i think i was kinda conscious but i was on a lot of ketamine ALSKALSKALSKLKSLAKSLA #& DRINKING SO MUCH … GIRL #that’s not even including the mdma 😭😭😭#ok so maybe we’ll consider that a ‘little rough on the body’#anyway #that was a different me that was pre getting physically assaulted multiple times in a very short timeframe #literally within 2 weeks i got physically assaulted 4 ? times then harassed like maybe 3 #idk i’ve been getting harassed on the street a lot recently but honestly it’s bc im just so hot & sexy & it threatens ppl #i don’t even think i’m being delusional british ppl all just look like potatoes #if they’re healthy #im corpse gang #‘i’ve been getting harassed more on the street’ BOY MAYBE ITS BC UR MUCH MORE PHYSICALLY DISABLED AGAIN #IN A COUNTRY WHERE U HAVE TO BE PUBLICLY PHYSCIALLY DISABLED #like i can’t hide in my car 😭😭😭#my leg hates me #like girl get over it i took calcium supplements fuck u !!!!!!!!!

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stephaniedola · 1 year ago

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i know hes my childhood friend and like we def have fun talking about all kinds of things but also hes literally just sooo annoying sometimes about the stupidest things like i simply cannot relate to his level of insecurity and buying into societal rules

#thots et al #'wearing the same shirt for 2 days in a row around the house makes me feel sad and lazy'#im a disabled autist i have been wearing the same rick and morty shirt around the house for the last week and i have zero feelings abt it #but like that alone wouldnt bother me so much but its coupled with CONSTANT bitching and moaning about shit idgaf about #like his stupid ideas of what he wants in a girl or how girls act and why hes still single #and his refusal to just listen to me when i tell him hes being stupid and he even admits i tell him the blunt truth #[screams in aromantic]#i literally just can't. i've always thought he was obnoxious even tho we were family friends but as adults it died down a bit #we've been getting along more overall but idfk man i feel like his therapist im so tired

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gay-fordeath · 6 months ago

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#dont call anyone im safe im fine im just venting. tw for suicide/self harm/kind of intense language. ideally no ones reading this tho #bro i cant keep living like this #i dread waking up every day so much that i dread even falling asleep #i got insomnia medication in my system and my brain is still like nope absolutely not #i cant keep up at my job even when i am rested enough #i get headaches every other day #my instant mental reaction in the face of stress is to hurt myself (i have not)#like fuck. i work for the disability department of an insurance company #i know for a fact that (probably) every contract stipulates we wont cover disabilities as a result of self inflicted injuries #which is supposed to prevent ppl from taking advantage of the system or whatever #and im always like if someone goes to the lengths of actively injuring themselves to the point of disability #in the name of 'getting out of work'#that person is not 'taking advantage of the system' THAT PERSON IS FUCKING MENTALLY ILL #AND I WOULD KNOW BC I AM ONE OF THOSE PPL #do not come for me on some shit about wanting to disable yourself being morally questionable i cant be concerned abt that rn #i gotta focus on the fact that i hate my life so much id rather break my own right hand than continue it #its an improvement from the active suicidal ideation but its still a symptom of the passive ideation #fucking hell. im too self aware so i absolutely feel like im faking it or making shit up so i can be lazy and not work and whatever #but FUCKING CHRIST theres no way. if i had a choice i wouldnt let myself feel like this.#i just got to a point where i can live alone and support myself. i was so happy and so proud of myself. I don't want to lose that #but god every phone call i have to make for work makes me want to hurt myself. every early morning (and there arent many!!! i mostly work #from home!!!) makes me wish i was dead. i have to sleep for hours after work more often than not. i cant really maintain my living space #theres fucking. mold and discoloration and shit on a bunch of my clothes and some of my bags and shit!!#cause i cant fucking keep my room clean and my basement apartment got fucking humid over the summer and so much moisture got trapped #i constantly have dirty dishes getting moldy before i get to them #i just dont have the fucking energy. i want to take better care of my space. i want to be more social. i just want to go to sleep without #fucking dreading waking up. i wanna go a full week without a headache. i want my stress response to be something other than the intense and #overwhelming desire to cut myself. if i start again i dont know if ill be able to stop and i know i wont be able to keep it to my arms/legs/#easily hidden parts of my body. last breakdown i escalated to my face and i know ill pick up from there.#fuck

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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OK WAIT here's a ITNL chapter 14 section that's not really spoilers. just a sweet lil section

after this is where it's more Spoilers. but for now. HERE U go. happy birthday vash & also Uhhhh @ ITNL readers I PROMISE i am working on the chapter. things r just hard lol