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the votes on that poll are 100% yes and still i am sitting on my ao3 draft
#im insecure. ok#neon has thoughts#The Au Setup If This Will Help You Decide: world in which once every 1 hundred years there's a person born that will then become a sort of#god except they have to die first. this time it's yusuf. nicolò is the gardener in the house he has been sent to. i cant stress enough#this is 5 scenes held together by duct tape and vibes based on a weird dream i had and i'm not sure if it's too vibes based to put in the#tag. it's NOT an actual au for a piece of media this time and i regularly post those + nothing happen but idk why this one specifically is#getting me#anyway. if that sounds interesting to you...?
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When you're writing selfship comfort to feel better about something, and the character YOU'RE WRITING suddenly starts knowing/saying shit about you that you didn't even know yourself
#like . IM writing YOU#where is this coming from#its like if i built a clay figure and the figure suddenly came to life and started affectionately calling out all my insecurities#like ok lil dude. thats nice. but how the fuck did you know all that i literally made you myself with my bare hands
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what do we think? 🥰 (bonus bunny under the cut)
i couldn't just pick one ok. theres still more. i took 15 total in front of the mirror shfksjskfksls
#ok to rb#bunnyflesh#i look so CUUUUUTE#also i made this sweater uwu (its a few years old. there's definitely photos........ somewhere of me in this on here from before i decided#to make tags and stuff to categorize my photos d: but i have no idea where those are so womp)#(i wear it much better now tbh. i was such a scaredy cat then of being Sexy cause i was way more insecure)#fat femme friday#femme nsft#femme4all#butch bait#femme bait#dyke bait#im wearing jeans over this to go there and im bringing a pencil skirt to maybe fold and wear as a mini skirt LMAO
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I need to stop drawing them my god
#im kind of posting a lot today but its my BIRTHDAY TOMORROW (said extremely subtlety) and i need to hype myself up#im gonna show some friends slay the princess later. its going to be normal. i wont be weird about it if i draw everyone out tonight#<- lying#we're also gonna do some pottery. it'll be sick#anyways um stuff about the art now#i love paranoid soo much#i got the ending where you get thrown into the void by nightmare and it was extremely cool#poor hero is just trying his best#cold's introduction in razor is also really awesome. its very simple but neat#johnathan sims when i get you johnathan sims#contrarian is also so insecure can we talk about that#there should be more fics about this. “but thats the worst part of us.. thats *me*” no do go on please elaborate on that#i cant find a clip of him saying that but i remember seeing it somewhere. i might have to replay stranger's ending hehe#i dont know if this game is really a good party game honestly#being a visual novel and all#as long as all of the endings they get are cool but not super romantic it'll be fineee#voice of the paranoid#voice of the cold#voice of the contrarian#narrator stp#turtle's art hoard#everything* not everyone#minor spelling mistake spotted!! send her to the construct boys#these arent super polished by the way obviously#the first two took about half an hour each#but the third took over an hour because i couldnt figure out the stupid colors#which is dumb because they're literally achromatic#ok bye for realsies
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My SentOpLita 1AM relationship chart I did not think I'd be psycho-analyzing this dynamic as much as I thought I would..
#ok but like. even BEFORE the incident Im going to assume based off everything shown to me from the show#they were already really bad for each other sorry to say#Sentinel is a person who refuses to take accountability for almost anything#Elita seemingly encouraged and even accompanied his little schemes they did#and Optimus has a horrible case of people pleasing and crippling self-insecurity so of course he'd just go along with whatever the hell#which resulted in the incident that occured in the first place#and then post incident both of them fully blaming Optimus (And Sentinel but form B.A's side) for what happened and him just.#letting them with almost little to no push back ohhhh Optimus you gotta get out fo there#go to the club man you cannot fix these two freaks#they suck for each other but theyre the only people who can understand each other because they have a shared trauma no one else relates to.#they are bound by an unfortunate circumstance that was only made worse by their authoritarian. functionist-based society#like ohhhh they all need therapy. everyone in this damn show does but case in point#okay rant over I jsut. had to get them out of my mind GET OUT OF MY MIND PALACE!!!#sigh.... I love you Web of Lies my favorite toxic polycule..#transformers#transformers animated#sentinel prime#optimus prime#elita 1#maccadam
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What have you done?
based on an idea @username8746489 had where sylvie discovered nightmare fuel for the first time on accident while getting bullied by some older kids (and pushing him further into social isolation now that he's known as "that scary kid who could summon someone's worst fear")
#♦️charlie's art#epithet erased#sylvester ashling#sylvie ashling#ok i have a lot to yap about here hold on#this was a challenge to make since i was imagining it with no dialogue and limited colors i hope i pulled it off#because of those two things something i had to think a lot about was how the color progression changes the mood#I wasn't originally gonna add that last panel with the aftermath but un suggested the idea of the bullies being vague shadowy figures#initially until sylvie realizes what he did and is forced to see that “that was a real person with their own fears and insecurities”#so then they're drawn more detailed#sylvie and the bullies also aren't in the same panels together until the last one because he's just so below them that he isnt worthy of#sharing equal space with them. these kids are highschoolers. if sylvie wants to look at them he'll always have to look up#and also because i was struggling with their height difference#i hope the second page doesn't make it look too much like sylvie summoned a fire 😭 it kinda helps with the mood but what he summoned is#supposed to be ambiguous and i dont want it to look like i was born yesterday and think nightmare fuel ONLY summone fire#but its hard to make it NOT look like fire when i can only work with orange#the lineart starts out clean and gets messier as the conflict progresses to represent a lack of control#and also it creates kind of a shakey/unstable effect which emphasizes sylvie's fear#also unintentional but i think the second page having detailed shading emphasizes the mood changes. this just got SERIOUS#oh also i used the mizu5 untrained as a color reference thats fun#ALSO SYLVIE DIDN'T KILL ANYONE im just realizing the one curled up in the last panel could be interpreted that way#that's not what i was going for#this might be unrealistic...... but we also know so little about sylvie's backstory that who's to say for sure IDK LET ME MAKE MY FAV SUFFER
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Red flags 🚩 to recognize when dealing with the self-called "lore masters".
When they say "I know the lore more than everyone else ever": 🚩🚩🚩
When the only time they actually explain some lore is after a funny meme about it has gone viral: 🚩🚩
When they only quote basic/surface level/ Wikipedia knowledge (especially if this happens at the same time as the previous point): 🚩🚩🚩
When they consider themselves "content creators" but literally give people no content except for basic wiki knowledge to random people: 🚩🚩🚩
I'll be adding more later, but if you got any suggestions feel free to add them.
#declaring war to these ego boosted insecure shits#its ok to say you don't know everything dear dont worry#there are too many of them and im tired#“gw is ugly and cruel they are making fun of us - not like *bro* he knows what hes saying”#yeah bruh sure#after my 200+ books read i can clearly see the bullshit#warhammer#warhammer 40k
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i can't with all these "the show is highlighting tommy's jealousy, they're planting seeds that it will cause problems" takes like bffr. he mentioned being envious over the 118's dynamic twice, sure, but in what world (literally how?) would that cause a relationship problem? do yall expect him to be in cahoots with gerrard behind their back and murder buck to take over his life or something?? like even with the hyperbole aside, i genuinely cannot see how they can turn this into relationship drama without going against everything they showed us with tommy so far
#he literally reassured buck about his relationships in that first scene he's fine with it#he asked how buck was doing about bobby because again he KNOWS (he literally has eyes & was there to witness buck save bobby from the ship)#how much bobby means to him like do yall think 6 months into their relationship he will be unable to deal with this and what? demand buck#not be so close with them?#or that he will want to be a part of that too and buck (who in turn reassured him about this in 7x04) will be like#“uhm babe you wanting to be friends with my friends is giving me the ick?”#like whats the logic here#i'll eat my words if 911 can spin this as relationship drama i will#but im also certain this is not going the way you guys think it will#if anything the most logical follow up to this is tommy connecting with these people more as he desires and it being a good thing for both#tommy's character and bucktommy's relationship#ok rant over#911#bucktommy#tevan#kinley#edit: the only think i can think of is if he feels neglected bc say buck needs to make time for someone else but even that doesn't make#sense because buck NEVER neglected his love interests and tommy is literally friends with all these ppl to a degree so he'd arguably#understand it more than any of his exes (none of whom had any problems with buck#'s relationships within the 118)#i think you're just ignoring the context of these scenes because they paint the bigger picture of tommy being fully accepting of these#relationships so unless something changes drastically (an external thing making him feel insecure about it/buck going too ooc and#neglecting his significant other entirely etc.) i dont see how this can be a problem#mimi.txt
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#hi im j here 2 talk . saw this cow yday so i drew her and now u get 2 say hi#but omffgg my gd i dont know if any of u relate but i feel like my ability to socialize w others#specifically online and speciifically in interest-circles has gotten so much harder for no reason whatsoever#like im just becoming more self conscious ab how i portray myself and its so weird bc like . LIKEE I DONT KNOW like . ok#people r super njce . always super nice and reach out to me and talk w me or i reach out first and they respond and r soo sweet#and something happens in my brain where like . i feel like im suddenly like . inserting myself where i dont belong (not true) but why am i#the bus driver all of a sudden . in all of these situations . me when i just show up like hey#i think i j feel annoying >__< . and i dont want to bother other people but said people r literally never bothered ykwim like Will Reach Out#and im the one that pulls back but 4 no reason . i cant even think ab why i do that .why am i doing this 🧨#so many ppl i want to genuinely befriend in all of these spaces but im self sabotaging soo frwaking bad#literally rn thinking of some dms i left on read bc i panicked or mutuals ive talked w before who im nervous 2 be familiar w . hrmm#anyways . i kind of wish i had the ability 2 just talk to new people and not actually gaf ab the outcome#HELPP .. early tmblr or wcf or devart where u have thirty million friends 2 now where u r too scared 2 say hi to an almost friend .#me problem though . if not alr clear HEJAHHAAHA i think part of my reluctance also stems from the fact that i know i get this way#and so i dont want 2 rope someone else into that insecurity so i try to keep it at an arms length until i fix it#but i think i also know its a longer & more introspective thing to work on so i do need to just try anyways
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A still frame from the animatic I'm working on. The japanese text is just a lyric from the song～ 😺
#krosmoz#wakfu#dofus#joris jurgen#''how much layers of symbolism can i cram into an image that appears for 3 seconds'' challenge accomplished successfully#myart#1. the tarot used are self-explanatory. the tower tarot's design is lifted directly from aux tresors de kerubim (im insane)#the reversed empress has hearts and spades (kerubum and atcham) as well as planet symbols. (mercury fits joris as a character;#saturn is the capricorn planet and Joris's canonical zodiac sign is capricorn. also saturn fits him too.)#the reversed star tarot also has the capricorn constellation on it. because i am insane.#the red roadmap/line on the background leads from stars to the moon.#and stars are a common thing to see in aux tresors.#the moon has been used as symbolism for immortality and loneliness both in my works; krosmoz; and real life.#so stars -> moon (and the tarot in between) are kinda a summary of his life. but with the way that it both starts and ends in space there i#a feeling that his life is marked by loneliness/immortality from the start#so yeah this is me being insane about aux tresors again. my most favorite show for 7yo children and Wakfu's better more well written cousin#anyway the animatic is 49-51% done.#ok i will also elaborate onthe tarot: the reversed star is his loss of faith in humanity. the tower is every bad thing that has happened#to him and made him both grow survive and Get More Jaded and Doom-pilled.#and the reversed empress is about his insecurities and living with his dad and uncle in a weird and unhealthy codeoendency for 600 years#also his mania of contr (but also need to be controlled and comforted by his dad and uncle. because he never really grew up.)#joris in waven era is VERY reversed empress with his warcrimes as the ruler of bonta. but even before then he's very reversed empress.#*control. man lotsa typos...
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dear selfshippers and ocxcanon enjoyers do you also like a character who is usually shipped with another character and that ship is very popular in the fandom or considered to be canon and you have absolutely nothing against it but you feel like every time your ocxcanon or selfship content is seen by other people you get despised by absolutely everyone in the fandom or is it just me
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i can understand why people make ame care less about cana, in like fics (especially if the fic isn't about caname) and why people kind of make it serious that he forgets about cana. but in my opinion that's just ame being a lying ass as usual lol
#caname#'i can understand' (is seething)#im joking. but still. mfw the author that probably doesnt ship caname doesnt dig deeper into caname#why does he do it. imo its just to fuck with cana#and for when cana's trying to imitate ame it's because he doesn't want to be nice and say he thinks cana is fine as is#ts... t... tsun... tsun... tsunde... tsundere(pukes blood everywhere)#i truly believe it's a gay facade thing u have to look beyond the surface ok#he wouldn't mess w cana about this so much if he didn't notice it if he didn't notice cana enough to know his insecurities#hes also just a dick. and a tssssUUNDDEERE(passes out and dies)
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Bro does NOT have his whole life ahead of him
Bro IS bamboozled
Taken aback
(Milk AMV wip)
WOULD YOU GUYS BELIEVE ME IF I SAID IM IN THE CLEAN UP STAGE???
the progress has been slow- but luckily itll speed up a LOT with Winter Break. still dont feel good giving a specific release date but like.. uhh… FINE, January 1st.
Better be done before then, if not, ill prolly just show the animatic or somethin cause clearly id have given up- IM NOT GONNA FOR THIS THOUGH IM TOO HAPPY WITH THE ANIMATIC NOT TO CONTINUE!!!!
whats that?
I said thered be no more wips?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I lied.
Im impatient with myself
#undertale amv wip#jack stauber#good song#10/10#Ive gotten like 6 other AMV ideas since I started BUT I HAVNT DONE ANYTHING ABOUT EM!! BE IMPRESSED!!!!#because im STICKING WITH THIS ONE PLUS THE OTHER ONE I STILL NEED TO GET DONE#But ill gladly yap#ok so yknow the song I Have A Dream from tangled?#that song but with Underfell guys.#ITS SO CUTE RIGHT?????#LIKE AAAAAAA#my favorite version of Underfell is the more plot relevant one where monsters kill each other n all that#And Papyrus is captain of the royal guard cause hes meaner than Undyne#cause shes ‘meaner’ than him in the original so its funnier#and also Papyrus and Sans have a good relationship#no angsty siblings in this household just screaming at each other than quickly making up#ANYWHO SO THATS THE CONTEXT IN WHAT ID DO#Undyne has a dream of being a pianist#Sans wants to make a love connection#then other guys like Grillby wanting to quit and be a florist#Frisk would ofc be repunzle#and i think flynn would be Papyrus cause again#it's funny#And he would be like all insecure and not tell the truth about his dream cause he's the meanest and thats cause he *was* the nicest#IT'S FUN I LOVE THE DYNAMIC#But I'm not even gonna make a storyboard until I finish this#BE IMPRESSED!!!!
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This had context but I refuse to tell anyone
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#hoshi no kirby#meta knight#Kirby meme#ok i lied im going to give you the context but this is just between you and me ok#don't tell anyone#we're whispering like it's a sleepover and we don't wanna wake up the parents#this was originally a metadede comic where Queen Ripple came to visit Dreamland#and i like to think meta knight feels insecured about the adventures he wasn't in aka 64 and triple deluxe#so he is kind of moody all the time and magolor makes it worse by poking him about it#dedede kind of wants to be alone with queen Ripple because they're pen pals and they share their possessed stories#and meta knight is so pissed because it's just a side of dedede he doesn't know and he doesn't like it#but he would rather eat his own shoe than actually admit he has emotions#i made like 6 complete pieces around all of this concept but i didn't like them and I'm kind of embarrassed#so i decided to post this without context#and now you know too...
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#masadai#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 2#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#daigo dojima#masato arakawa#ryo aoki#snap sketches#my house had a black out until literally like three hours ago when i got home from running errands with my sister#and i was already almost done with this so i decided to finish it before bed#please take this half serious as most masadai things should be taken this was simply the funniest chart i saw#in tandem with the timing of my inbox this morning jlkvjaerlkjve#gonna direct people to this post whenever i get asked about masadai now#ok goodnight i have a busy day ahead of me in. an hour#sorry if you cant read my handwriting my friend's mom says i write really small cause im insecure and she's probably right#better bust out those magnifying glasses !!!! for now goodnight
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as calendars get delivered this week, pls keep in mind that they're shipped in a roll and will need to be flattened before theyre ready to be on a wall. this is a minor inconvenience but it is the easiest way to ship them without risking them getting bent in transit. if you're unsure how to best flatten them out, weighing them down with heavy books on the convex side for 3+ days works well for me, as well as a roll in the opposite direction. humidity can help relax the paper but i cant recommend that bc water might bleed the ink.
#someone gave me a slightly less than 5 star review on etsy bc of the calendar being rolled and im a bit bummed by it#its ok they were very nice abt it but woof. i am insecure in my Product Mailing Choices#🪲
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