#im hyping myself up to post this rn like JUST DO IT and im just IM TRYING
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(MAJOR) WELCOME HOME OC DUMP this is tony... i love him a lot
SORRY TO JUST PUT THIS ALL HERE I JUST ENJOY HIM A LOT he is my silly big eyes emoji (THESE ARE FROM OLDEST TO NEWEST BTW)
(the mob au is by @clownsuu !! i hope it's ok i put him in your au runs away collapses)
(OH AND DREAM CIRCUS AU IS BY @masked_constellations ON TIK TOK)
#welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home au#welcome home oc art#barnaby b beagle#oc x canon#tony tip oc#GAHHH THERE IS A LOT#im very nervous to tag clownsuu if you see this HELLO i put him on top so you dont have to see the rest of my insane mess#he's my beloved i want to spread the tony agenda#silly café owner!! that knows a lot!! that definitely can't be used for lore angst#(read: it totally can)#(and it has)#giggles evilly#im hyping myself up to post this rn like JUST DO IT and im just IM TRYING
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tired of seeing women prettier and more fashionable than me every time I open instagram
#not a reblog#its all either my friends or classmates so yeah im hyping them up but god i really wish i was pretty enough to post myself on there too#sorry im just tired rn. and also very bitter but thats been here forever so its like. fine.#conplaining <3#i need to do that less often i feel like all my posts have this tag#my mother always tells me not to compare myself but god its hard not to#my insecurity runs so deep#whatever its fine ill get over it
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some things that are happening rn 🦈 (since i’m not posting anymore, just wanted to generally update again, and maybe you guys can suggest some topics that i can cover)
i still have to channel my subconscious, i wanted to ask them what are my blockages now but i procrastinate bc i have zero motivation, i really need something to make me wanna do it.
i think there’s a trickster impersonating my deities and that is taking my energy. i started having nightmares (which is unusual for me now), my tarot cards are very confusing and opposing each other and giving me lots of negative cards and usually the devil is always there, then i have this strange feeling that i am not talking to my deities, and i feel kind of drained and unmotivated. this started when duchess astarte (astaroth) reached out to me so i’m not sure what to think. i’ll have to banish it if it keeps going this way.
i always had this feeling that i have a curse on me because of so many reasons, then i looked on the internet what are the signs and i find myself in literally everything. so i did a reading and i got confirmation which was not surprising, apparently it was an ex friend of mine that did it intentionally but i have no idea who that is. i asked astarte if she could help me and she accepted so i did a spell to remove the curse and be protected, which i think will work soon, i feel like i just have to wait a bit.
my current dr is still marauders/hogwarts but i’m feeling really nostalgic of my avatar dr, that place felt like home like no other dr i shifted to. i will probably shift there in summer or even spring since those seasons reminds me so much of pandora. can’t wait :(
i’m still manifesting my ideal life. i made a vision board and a script with a list of things i want, and i’m trying to keep a wish fulfilled state. i’m still luckily in a “god” mentality such as that i know i’m the creator of this reality, so it’s pretty easy for me to ignore the 3d now. it’s just that sometimes i still feel somewhat anxious that “what if i won’t manifest this?” which is normal, but i try to keep the right mindset. plus all of my deities are really hyping me up telling me that if i really just persist this time i will totally manifest it all in no time, i’m basically already there, and they seem so sure about this and i am too ;)
IM GOING TO THAILAND IN FEBRUARY AAAAA, i’m so excited bro istg i really am looking forward to this. i’ll be staying for two weeks so for that period of time (9th feb to around the 23rd) i won’t post anything, but it’s not really sure i mean maybe if i have some news or new ideas and i have free time then i might post, who knows.
i think there’s definitely more to say but i don’t know what so i’ll stop here. have a good day :)
#loa blog#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifting realities#shifting#desired reality#law of assumption#manifestation
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svt SERVED those mermen, or whatever they were going for, looks. never seen before sways, sauves and smolders. what did you like most about the mv?<3
aaaaa I'm so happy to see you in my inbox, hii🥰
this is long and rant-ish, i apologise <33
what WERE they going for, the cave and ocean scenes lead to mermen but the tarot concept was so detached from that..though if you think about it, if we're talking sirens I guess it all ties in together with the spell concept?
serve is an understatement, like you could put an idol in an outfit but you cannot make them WEAR the outfit the way it deserves to be worn. that jun fit (I can't find any gifs from the mv in the search bar yet) was made that much better because he knew how to pose and move to its benefit
chan absolutely left me speechless at his part and that outfit (though not smth im personally that big a fan of) created the interesting imagery to catch the attention which he had the task of keeping on himself AND KEEP IT HE DIDD
idk why im so happy with hao's tie dye shirt, tank top and loose pants combo, might be because it's different than the other flashy and intricate pieces or because he reaallly suits flailing oversized shirts. who knows :]
hoshi pulling out those wings had me like oh! I didn't know we were doing angels as well?? hahah, honestly I think the one thing that made me a bit uncomfortable was hoshi having a serious face on for the entire mv lol like he has the smoldering gaze and the sad expressions and I couldn't pinpoint it until now but I'm not used to seeing him like this for a whole song.. that being said, amazing presence as always
I'm still crazy about the outfits and omg the accessoriesss and jun's earring being the centre of a shot, insane
genuinely can't tell you which part is my fave because I watched it only once, I don't know what to do with myself. you know that feeling where something is so amazing you need to talk to someone about it (like quite literally yell and shake them) that watching it alone without the possibility to do that is too much..yeahh
I'm scrolling through hoshi's stories rn and a snippet came up and I started fangirling again 😮💨 ALSO he posted smiley photos and im laughing cause all is right again!! sorry that I can't post ss rn
I have to say my mouth was agape with the jun and hao shot, the props, the heart, the colours..beautiful, I love practical effects (if you can call it that?)..the shot of jun laying on the beach is so peaceful, I loved that as well
EDIT: I just watched it again.. im heated from punching the air im so hyped its insane
thing is this mv made me like so many things I usually don't enjoy for reasons beyond my understanding like icy landscapes.. I have some questions about the combo of sets but it's okay
turns out they all had the more casual fits as I suspected, it's just that hao had a parallel shot with jun in his slay coat-y fit
(I just realised how good joshua would look in this makeup...everyone else too oh my goodness now im even happier we got this..and also I wonder what they did for vocal team's mv)
honestly i started rewatching and went "it's gonna be most of the scenes, isn't it..yeah this one..and this one too..this one is also amazing" like I can't pick a fave 🥹💗 songwise, I loveee the spell part but that is also related to the fact I was already in need to get my energy out somehow and it gave me a reason to, it's so fun lol
please tell me what part you liked!! ☺️ i thought I was more normal about this but apparently nahh
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You are such an incredible writer ... honestly thank you for taking time out from your busy schedule and posting here ...I have read all of your works and girl let me tell you ...what did YOU DO TO BE THIS TALENTED 🫡😭....NO like I am not exaggerating.... it's so hard to find a good fic according to my taste and your fics are absolutely my type . THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POSTING HERE ....school is def killing you ig cuz same girl I am in my last year and I am absolutely so done with myself...so let's suffer together...and hopefully you will get time in future to post here more . FIGHTING!!!💓💓
seeing this ask made me cry 😭😭 because honestly i don’t remember the last time i logged onto here let alone posted. first, i just wanted to thank you for your support since you are really hyping me up too much 🥹 mainly bc i think i have grown a lot but i definitely have a lot to work on lol. i’m always so so happy to hear from readers when they enjoy something i put so much work and effort into, especially because i genuinely love writing as well. when i first started on tumblr, it was during covid on an old blog of mine and i had no fucking clue what i was doing. but i made so many friends and had such a great time writing, even when it sucked ass lmao. that’s why even when i got wayy busier throughout the rest of high school i tried to keep it up (although my posting schedule was so inconsistent). i felt so pressured to keep up a consistent schedule and stay in touch with mutuals that it no longer became fun, so i started afresh with this blog. tumblr became just like a side quest where whenever i had a burst of inspiration, i would post and then log off lmao. looking back now, with this blog being 2 years old, i’m so grateful for the growth and love i received that i honestly did not expect.
now, i still love writing so much— i have so many wips and ideas but life is just lifing rn 😭😭 school and personal priorities has always been my main focus, and now in college i’m still figuring how to survive on a daily basis sondkend everyday is crazy for me so writing hasn’t even crossed my mind for a while. this doesn’t mean i’m leaving for good, especially because of school breaks and summer! i probably will return like once in a blue moon to post something i randomly get inspired by. but i’m never going to be consistently active on this account, and that’s okay. unfortunately i’m growing out of tumblr/writing in general, but it was and still is a great experience to reflect and look back on. i learned a lot and met some great people, but most of all, i was able to make others happy as well :)
sorry for the long ass response to your ask but i figured this was the best way to get an explanation out for everyone since i basically ghosted you guys for some time (im sorry pls forgive me) thank you again and good luck to you too!
i love you guys and hopefully see you soon <3
sincerely,
jae
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this whole eve and mcdonalds situation is so shitty because he could've said no but still went with it and now im conflicted about if supporting him is problematic or not
It truly is shitty but then again (and as I have stressed enough) it’s not like he has a say with who he collabs with it’s not like he can step up and say “actually no, I won’t do this” unless he wants to get kicked out of Toy’s Factory. It’s far more easier to understand the predicament when you yourself are in a similar situation which is kinda my case so I can really put myself into his shoes or so to speak
I work as a graphic designer at an advertisement company and I pretty much have to do what clients ask me to do but you need to keep in mind I have no contact with them whatsoever. My boss is the one who communicates with them, he’s the one who chooses what deals I’ll do, what jobs I’ll take, I have no say in any of that so for example if McDonald’s or Starbucks came to us asking for a job to be done and I tell my boss I won’t do it then I’ll probs get kick out. There’s a lot of contracts and money involved in those deals if I don’t do it then someone else will since I’m that replaceable
I’m 98% sure it’s the same with Eve, if a company want to hire his services they are contacting Toy’s Factory, not him directly. I feel people tend to forget that Eve is not an indie singer anymore and like yeh he has more freedom in some aspects than others in the industry but his soul is literally owned by his record company and whatever brings them money they’ll do it. It’s a business at the end of the day, I’m sure most of what he does now is bc it’s literally his job, a job that gives him money to live. Him being famous doesn’t change the fact that he’s a human who has to survive capitalism considering having something as a basic as a house or food costs money
And believe it or not in this case Eve is as replaceable as well bc if he doesn’t do it then they’ll found another artist to do it. I’m sure he was chosen bc he’s super popular rn and that will bring people in and motivate them to go to the restaurants to hear their’s fave while they eat. Change Eve for anyone literally anyone, it could have been Mafu or Soraru or Amatsuki any of them would have bring the same amount of attention to the collab but it just so happen to fall on Eve
I understand that people felt conflicted about it, mostly when he has shown in the past that he listens to international fans and people telling him not to go with it only for him to still go for it caused outrage, which is why I’m brining up the contracts again bc I’m sure that yeh he has no say on that but I’m also sure that by contract he has to hype up the collabs he does. Tho it’s kinda interesting to point out that he made like a total of 3 or 4 posts regarding the collab, he could have made more but he didn’t so if the contract didn’t specify the number of posts he had to make related to it or it said soemthing like “you have to make at least 4 post to create some noise” he did what was in his control to please both companies
It’s fine to feel conflicted about it tbh. Eve is not a bad person, he’s not actively promoting the boycott brands and when he did (like it was the case with the Starbucks pic he took months ago) he stopped posting those types of pics. True that doesn’t mean he doesn’t go to those places but if people don’t see him there then there’s no need for them to be there. If Eve tries the new Starbucks coffee you’ll probs want to go there and try it yourself bc you have the reference that it’s worth your time and money bc if Eve likes it then you’ll like it too, if you try it and then you hate it welp you already gave them money. If Starbucks releases a drink and Eve doesn’t post about it and how good it is then you probs won’t even bother. I feel the whole McDonalds situation will be same he won’t post more of that unless he’s hired to do so
It’s a complicated situation for a lot of people, I still don’t know if it’s right for me to like him the way I do. Granted I’m still obsessed but at this point it’s more like idk if I can show it without people trying to tell me I’m a bad person y’know? I’ve done as much as I can on my part and donate as much as I can too but idk that bittersweet feeling is still there
#answered ask#sorry for the rant#also I’m aware that McDonald’s Japan has not ties or like it’s not related to the Israel one like their money don’t go to them#so if someone could kindly explain to me why him collaring for them is that bad….like I’m asking genuenly I don’t understand it
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“about the blogger” meme
thank you to @bioloyg for tagging me :)
y’all don’t really know me so this’ll b fun
star signs: aquarius sun, gemini moon, capricorn rising,,, two air signs in my big three might scare u but trust my chart is earth dominant!!!! i promise!!!!
fav holiday: i love christmas! im not particularly religious, and i don’t consider myself christian or catholic like when i was a child, but i love the lights and the music and the gift-giving and general holiday cheer
last meal: lol i think i had a joint for dinner last night honestly. just forgot to eat and went straight to bed after smoking. i’m about to eat filipino spaghetti for breakfast though
current fav musician: faye webster (specifically jonny rn) and beyonce (all of renaissance has been on repeat since its release) and victoria monet (all of jaguar II is insane, grammy sweep i just know it)
last music listened to: probably ctrl (deluxe) by sza on my way home from work last night
last movie watched: taken, that action movie with liam neeson lmfao. but if we’re talkin movie theater viewing, it was the ballad of songbirds and snakes
last tv watched: i’ve been rewatching s2 of bridgerton. kate & anthony the couple that you are.
last book/fic finished: the last book was catching fire (i was rereading thg like the rest of the world) and the last fic i read was an unfinished sydcarmy fic i found literally an hour ago called all things go (all things go) everyone should read it, very good.
last book/fic abandoned: last book i abandoned was speak, okinawa. it’s a memoir about an asian girl’s struggling relationship with her mother and her culture. very good (and relatable) but extremely heavy so i took a pause on it.
currently reading: thg resurgence so i’m reading the ballad of songbirds and snakes, i didn’t get to finish it before watching the movie and i keep getting caught up so it’s taking forever to finish, but im almost done w it
last thing researched for art/writing: i haven’t full-fledged written for fandom in probably years. but i used to research a lot of fighting techniques cause i was deep in the my hero academia brain rot LMFAO
fav online fandom memory: i mostly inhabited twitter fandom spaces so in 2020 i was placed in a ship gc and i met one of my best friends on there <3 so i think that would be it
fav old fandom you wish would have a resurgence: the show is quite shit and not good at all but, for nostalgia reasons, i would love to see fairy tail (anime) have a resurgence. i bet the fics would be soooo top tier compared to when i was like 9 and reading fics on wattpad and ffnet
fav thing you enjoy that never had an active or big “fandom” but you wish it did: this is more to do w me being interested in things once hype dies down and less to do with a fandom actually being active or big, but i absolutely devoured s2 of bridgerton when i first saw it. and i read every single fic in that kathony tag.
tempting project you’re trying to reign in/don’t have time for: i don’t really write anymore and have stuck to silly posts and headcanon threads but i’ve had a pride and prejudice sydcarmy au stuck in my head for a couple days
this was fun now u know some of my life!!! im pretty sure @bioloyg tagged everyone that i come across in this fandom so ive got no one WHOMP but feel free to do this if u see it 😛
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Hihi my name is Rex, ima just do bullet points cause they are easier for me and also a pic of me, i dont care if you post em:)
Age:17
Gender: Non-Binary
Pronouns: They/Them
Skin Color:carmel or like a neutral tan(im just a black lightskin)
hair: changes a lot, my natural hair is a somewhat a curly shag, the color is dark brown and i style it right now by slicking down the front and clipping it to the back of my hair and then adding cute hair clips to the front. I also have shaved sides
Body type: I dont really know you to describe it but its like a chubby hourglass/thicc? I have hip dips on me though🧍🏽♀️And I have a large chest(im an O cup rn, and my back is killing me😭)
Height: 5’4
Personality:
MBTI: ENFP
- I like to hang out with my friends a lot and can be very social at times, but then social battery runs out and im tapped out
- I take pictures of everything cause I just like having a bunch of memories
- Im always sleepy cause a I stay up super late, so sometimes i show up to school in PJS, but 80% of the time im the best dressed
- Im really into visual art. I want to be a fashion designer in the future, and I just like fashion in general(I also draw and paint:3). Right now my style is in between like earthy black girl + y2k.
- Most days I wear a full face of makeup with my eye makeup being the center point. I meanly do darker eye looks with made eyeliner(under eye, eyeliner 2) and lashes
- Speaking of fashion I have a bajillion aesthetics, I can’t pick one to stick with so I try em all.
- Im a Dress to Impress addict🧍🏽♀️
- I can get pretty insecure sometimes about myself, but then 3 seconds later im like “Im the hottest bitch here” its very odd
- I have Anemia so i get nauseous and dizzy easy which sucks
- I also have ADHD so i can ether hyper focus, get hella distracted and space out, or get really overstimulated
- I can get fired up about issues or stuff I care about very easily, like its a bunch of bottle uped feelings spilling over
- love language: I would say my giving is physical affection and gift giving. I can be a lil clingy, but I also love cooking and I make food and desserts for my friends a lot. And for receiving it would words of affirmation and physical affection. I get hella insecure sometimes so I need someone to remind me that im still pretty n shit
My type:
- I am good with male or female(bisexual)
- Traits I like physically are someone at least same height or taller (im sorry nishinoya and hinata😔) and with nice hair. Personality wise I want someone who knows how to match energy well, like if im hype you can also be hype but if my social battery is running low you can also match that and chill with me. I like someone I can joke with but doesn’t treat me like im one of there friends.
- And my ideal hangout is ether fast food and a movie, a picnic, or walking around a little town with shops or the mall
Thats kinda it for me🫡
your matchup is...
bokuto kotarou
⭑ definitely matches your energy omg if you're hyped up, he's even more hyped up
⭑ bokuto is well over 6ft tall so he's got the height aspect down
⭑ his hair is unique for sure lmao
⭑ i think bokuto would be able to read your emotions well and know when your social battery is running out and respect your need to chill for a bit
⭑ you can be playful and joke around with him a lot
⭑ the two of you would have so many inside jokes that only you both would be able to understand them
⭑ bokuto would get so emotional if you cooked for him
⭑ he'd be like "you made this.. FOR ME??" and get all teary-eyes thinking about how you spent time and effort into making something just for him
⭑ bokuto also doesn't mind your clinginess at all
⭑ he likes having the attention on him a lot
⭑ bokuto is pretty straightforward with his words so his any reassurance he gives is stated very factually because he truly means it
⭑ it's because he's "simple-minded" that his praise and compliments come across as genuine since he has no ulterior intentions behind what he says
⭑ he finds your passion for fashion and visual art super interesting
⭑ if you ever wanted him to try on certain clothes and model for you, he'd agree instantly and probably bring up the suggestion first
⭑ i can see bokuto enjoying something simple for a date like a movie or getting fast food because it gives him less of a chance to be nervous
⭑ he'd honestly have a lot of fun going to the mall and getting food with you
your matchup runner-up is miya atsumu
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new hyperfixation girls!!!
okokok this is a lil weird but its like midight rn and i am HYPED AS FUCK!!!!! a while back i got really into fursuit stuff, like i was absolutely obsessed with it n i really wanted to make one. i finally went and bought a few of the materials - a big roll of foam, hot glue, sewing stuff, n then i like totally stressed myself out about it and dropped it entirely :\ that sucked, and it made me pretty sad for a while, but a few months have passed and its back! so im back at it, but this time im trying to be smarter abt it. i went into fursuit stuff with absolutely NO experience with sewing, modeling stuff irl, basically anything that would be important, and id be messing with expensive materials so uh. it was a bad idea. and i tried to do everything at once which fucked with me cos it was just too much work.
but this time i think i have a better idea! i really want to start simple, i plan on eventually making a mini partial, so head paws n maybe a tail. and im starting out as small as i can with just making a cardboard box head. like what cuptoast made to cover their face irl! just a box, stuff added onto it, im going specifically for just cardboard with sharpie and beige masking tape accents (going for both style AND funcionality!) so its going to be a lot simpler. its going to be a fun little experience to just practice making... things, in real life. what i plan on doing is kinda using this as a testbed. i love this project, its cool n i love it, but i want it to still be simple so if i fuck something up i can make it again and replace the parts. and slowly i want to ship-of-theseus her into a full head! im starting with just flat cardboard bits, so a box with flat ears and some floof n stuff, but i slowly want to modify her and swap out parts as individual projects. like at some point, i want to swap the basic drawn-on eyes for full on fursuit follow-mes, and add some foam padding to bits to slowly shape her out. its gonna be fun to build on her over the course of weeks or months, i even made a lil project name and badge for this! because of course i did :3. im calling it project rock salt because its gonna be of my oc salt, but i made a tweaked version of her design im calling "rock salt" because its more adapted to fursuit stuff. so floofier, no clothing items, not as complicated. and i thought of a really cute lil slogan of "foam, fur and faith" for it because i rlly like it. its nice, its going to be fun to learn all these craft skills.
ill try to update this (just kinda for myself, i really like just documenting this) as i add parts and upgrade her. hopefully the base box will be done this weekend! whichll just be the base parts, markers and tape. not doing eyeholes for seeing or padding for making her fit my head, just going to go as simple as i can, those bits can come later. also most of the money from my comms and models will go to her for buying materials for upgrades! because. i have a decent source of income from those now. so i can do stuff like this. so uh. thank you strange internet people :3 i promise ill pick back up on comms soon but i have finals next week so stuff is a lil hectic irl, and i dont want to commit to any stuff dealing with real money cos im anxious abt that. ill probably work on the box for the next while because its a super cool little project im happy to have picked up.
so ya! thats it for tonight! gonna post boxhead progress as i make stuff, but rn its just some basic sketching on cardboard, so there isnt much to show. ill share my scratchy stuff as it comes out but for now goodnight weird internet people! love you all!
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accidentally unfollowed while sending this ask lol anyways
https://www.autostraddle.com/75-ken-dolls-ranked-by-lesbianism-383518/
that's the one i posted (not a huge fan of the mermaid ken text idk what they wanted to say) but :)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thanks for sharing!!! i decided to react to every single one as well! and had so much fun doing it— did some extra research ;3cc 🔬 ;3c too ;3
i actually read an article like this before, it was only regarding the reboot kens and they referred to them as male exes or men you see on dating apps i think? anyways this article is better imo
so all of them could be my ex gf because i’m horrible and greedy and think everyone in the whole wide world is gorgeous no take backs
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ = the ones i could hypothetically crush, date, etc rn
long post as there are 75 kendalls :3
75. i love her!!!! i’d love to see a same sex pair skating competition!! yuri on ice ;3 *bad joke booing*
74. my funky 90s gyal pal. there is an actual lesbian out there who wore this in the 90s. she is now someone’s cool lesbian aunt.
73. depop legend who could collab with the sims 4 type of girl. i can see us being friends :3
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 72. oh no, i can see now.. probably would have a meet cute moment in the library 💔 i would have such a bad crush on this kendall. i feel like there could be shared attraction but she’d end up not liking my personality :(
71. erm rude! i’d give her a chance, fusion music can be cool. hope she’s into sharing sweaters with friends and lovers because that looks comfy. and her band / group looks so fun!! loving the hair on the dolls of colour!!!
70. i know her and her wife! they have that really cool couple swag! anyways i babysit their kids
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 69. 2000s tomboy…💍…
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 68. we met a free optional donation ticket community centre event for showcasing people who customize their clothing or make their own stuff from scratch. she’s going to a, in her words “crappy art school” but at least she has access to a studio. that’s where she made her sweater ? bomber jacket ? they sell pretty well on instagram
67. “Cameron: She’d def welcome you to the neighborhood with a jell-o creation. maybe a casserole”. literally
66. 2000s lesbian celebrity’s gf ?
65. weird femme icon. my girlie pop. if lesbians had fag hags i’d be one for her.
64. we have beef though even though we’ve never had an one on one conversation ໒꒰ྀི。-︵-꒱ྀིა she just doesn’t like my vibes i guess. i probably think her brother is ‘kinda hot’... maybe that’s why. “Says she got her outfit at Goodwill, actually got it at Urban Outfitters” <- fact
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 63. i would do anything for her, i would be so down bad… if she started info dumping about marine ecosystems i would have to propose. she’d invite me (with a group, not one on one) to every beach clean up event and i’d try very hard not to be weird. in the picture used on the organizers’ instagram i’d be standing beside her and blushing really hard and i’d look back on that picture and laugh at myself :’3…. not sure if she could love me though.. i don’t think my feelings would be reciprocated at all. i am imagining her in her early to mid 30s for some reason? anyways she doesn’t date too far outside of her age range to begin with so my chance were not to nothing anyways. when i’m finally over her and tell that i had a crush on her she’s surprised because she had no idea but literally everyone else and their mom knew. wow really got into this one! um…. i really like bodies of water so
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 62. if i ever date— she’s either going to be the ex that ruined my life or my life partner. all i know is the good times would be really good. i feel like she’d respect me in a way others do not for some reason.
61. omg is that kurt kunkle in his hype beast fit?
60. i love her books / favourite author
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 59. im not worthy /lh
58. our circles wouldn’t cross
57. she looks fun and like she has the sweetest heart ever. she gives me city only girl vibes so we’d just be mutuals that compliment each other very enthusiastically
56. lesbians… should try that fit.. everyone should try that fit….
55. i don’t know. i need to know more about her. i feel she’d wanna go to edm music festivals and that isn’t really my scene. probably has a popular ig or tumblr for being hot and getting more masc people to wear crop tops again
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 54. “Even your grandmother who was only so-so about you dating women loves Dr. Ken. Like your whole family is so obsessed with Dr. Ken that they don’t even care that she’s not Jewish and they’re like, hang on to this one, don’t fuck it up! And you’re like YEAH I KNOW as if having a perfect girlfriend isn’t stressful enough already” LITERALLY. plus she has a kid ? or we have a kid???? hi tommy you angel! 🤍🤍🤍 id be the luckiest little thing under the sun. like she’s the best. ms. treat you right. i cannot stress this is the best lover you’ll ever have. also i get the vibe that i’d be her princess :3
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 53. NEED HER. two vibes that’s just her or that’s her drag king persona either is good.
52. i feel like she’d decide she wouldn’t be into me at first glance and or find me annoying
51. “Ken has a house in Saratoga mostly decorated with stuff she picked up in New Mexico when she lived there for a minute back in the ’80s. She’s very sweet and inquisitive and she has two large dogs she loves to pieces but you know what now that you mention it, she never really liked camping as much as the other girls did. Another love would be women’s music, of course”. agree 🤍
50. that’s her service animal actually. i feel like we’d be really good friends or at least enjoy working on our photography together.
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 49. “Art Director Ken is an asshole to everybody except you and her entire apartment is white and spotless even though she has a dog. She takes you to cool events—”. and no, i don’t have a crush on the dog walker— i am the dog walker in this scenario. we had a good time together but it couldn’t last because of the whole rude to people thing. i can imagine her being bitchy to someone in food service and then i’d just loose it and it would be over.
48. “Valerie: She started an all-female Warblers in protest of the original and they only sing songs made famous by men but they don’t change the pronouns”. never met her but i watch her group on youtube <333
47. old butch and that is a picture of when she was my age that she showed me on her really comfy couch
46. need more information, for some reason i’m getting nothing but the one earring is working on me
45. weren’t we all Cool Lookin’ Ken at one point in our lives
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 44. i’m in love with her. whether the pants are “zip off at the knee” or not is very important. we want want answers mattel !
43. of course Jasika Nicole has a wife. how did i not know that
42. i want to watch whatever film she’s in. give me a lesbian western pls
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 41. ok i lied the first time. actually i need her. need to be in the same room as her. i’d actually want my feelings to be reciprocated by her. i want to hold her hand at backyard experimental art showings. we met at a showing of a film by some gay boy in film school who i thought was hot. the film was good. i think he could be a household name some day but he’s like anti-industry and wants to stay underground so i’m like why spend money film school then? later Adventure Ken tells me his parents are loaded so that explains that. anyways we road trip a lot together i hope we’re in love.
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 40. “She goes by her Roller Derby name on Facebook because she doesn’t want her toxic stepfather to find her. She’s a really loyal friend and a downright incredible girlfriend and always puts safety first”. agreed. roller derby girl ! you are my world !
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 39. …you know what i’m going say… not be fooled i don’t have ‘types’ (grew out of that quickly, thank you horrible situations) but yeah just look like some older girlbrother in a 2000s or 2010s show and at the very least i’d want to cuddle with you :/ anyways i hope we’re seeing a horror movie on our date and i hope she’s real
38. “Jenna: yeah she’s always the sensitive one when she and her friends pretend to be a boy band” we couldn’t have that fun we’re friends but with undertone of romance vibe i like to have with my friends because she’d catch feelings feelings and i wouldn’t reciprocate because i have crush one of the other girls in the boy band. “boi band” sounds so 2013 to me maybe 2011? 2012?
37. one of the new ones! “Cameron: you think she’s gonna tell you about how we live in a post-gender, post-racial society but she surprises you by being super woke & you’re totally disarmed & you kind of hate yourself for it” <- this description is too good and too real. i’d see her at a gsa and go oh god she’s probably calls herself an activist online but she’s going to make weird comments about my heritage— but she’s actually on the ground and literally making changes in the community. also she has two dads that have been on the ground since they knew they could and instilled so much love and wisdom into their daughter. and i smack myself all the time about it because i thought i stopped judging people. anyways she has a fiancé who is pregnant, they very happy. i am invited to the baby shower but not the wedding. anyways i baked them stuff and got good at fibre art just make sure my handmade shower gifts were good enough. might be an uncle or godmother after all this.
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 36. “Dufrau: She seems very attentive
Stef: Bringing you sodas
putting on some mood music
even answering your phone
Molly: ‘hey babe i saw your twitter rants today and picked up some calming lavender bath bombs’” ✅✅
35. we all know her. either your friend’s ex or cousin. after she grows out of her fuckboy phase she really cool and neat
34. she’s on the food network and when you saw her at 9 years old you were like whoa. her instagram is so golden because she has really nice pictures of food, her wife and family— pets included!
33. “Ken just got to Los Angeles from Missouri and before moving had really only ever hooked up with straight girls (there was like this whole THING in high school). She isn’t looking for a relationship, but she keeps falling in love with incredible women / making out with strangers at The Abbey / not knowing what to do with all these new feelings” yes she also thirst traps a lot
32. “Dufrau: She dated two of my best friends sophomore year of college and ive never forgiven her for her behavior
Sarah: Cutie Fashionista Ken is the first time you get a dyke spike after listening to Viz by Le Tigre
Cameron: Cutie Fashionista Ken kept trying to be the Shane of the friend group” literally, enough said
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 31. i made her that shirt don’t laugh. she approached me, idk why but i was really surprised she liked me. anyways we’re really happy. i’m SO thankful she has an apartment. we have picturesque mornings.
30. “This is a lesbian who usually dresses on the masc side but always femmes it up for a thematic dance”. literally so much fun. friend met her and now we’re all buds. her parents are literally saints and her grandmother is always feeding me.
29. she’s obviously taken. anyways they’re the rich lesbian couple at the tennis club.
28. ??? i am missing a reference here?
27. another cool celebrity lesbian’s wife
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 26. “Jenna: she likes to cuddle
Dufrau: she has a great haircut” hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii home dates with her are bliss. her mom thinks i’m really pretty and our relationship helps her unlearn homophobic and transphobic opinions. me and her dad have something in common, like a silly quirk or hobby, favourite thing etc. he’s also a closet bisexual. when Hip Hoodie Ken and i move into together her dad comes out. by then her mom is chill and is the first check the homophobic aunties when try and say something about her daughter or husband.
25. had a crush on her when i was 11. thought she was so cool ! my favourite camp counsellor ever !! can play the guitar and does silly songs at the campfire and has that “let’s give all to god tonight” christian lesbian swag during chapel. charismatic angel. met her girlfriend at church.
24. haven’t seen this barbie movie and don’t plan to. i agree with mey— “Mey: No that’s rainbow dash the lesbian pony from my little pony”
23. i know who gigi but idk who nats is. anyways these barbies are giving lesbian influencer couple. searched them up— so they were a lesbian influencer couple at the time of this article. omg gigi is married slay! t4t love wins
22. curious about her, need more info
21. “Dufrau: She hosts a children’s show but adults watch because she is so soothing” yes and she is her city’s children’s pride marshal. mother of 3. her wife is like a cook? food ? influencer. like she cooks really yummy looking stuff and is huge on social media and is sometimes a guest judge on cooking shows. maybe she’ll get a netflix cooking show deal soon
20. i need that belt more than her
19. “Cameron: this is the outfit my friend wore to her bachelorette party. i’m not joking” so true. again we know or have seen this lesbian.
18. her family is crazy but they have money. she’s lowkey classist and ableist :///
17. good for them i guess
16. i saw this one in walmart “Cameron: this is just every summer gay.”
15. “Cameron: also every summer gay
Jenna: I feel like cali-cool said she would call you back, but she definitely didn’t call you back. And even though you didn’t really WANT her to call you back, it’s the principle of the thing”. yuh
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 14. i know her! she makes her own cider it’s so good. she’s really good at gifting people. she likes soup. i like wrapping her in blankets and giving her hot chocolate. we could 100% kiss and fall in love.
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 13. “Cameron: she helped me find a book i was looking for a gender studies research paper & suggested something better”. looking! for! her!
12. “Art Director Ken #2 is also an asshole but you deal with it ’cause she always gets bottle service for the table and has lots of stories about Closeted Power Lesbian parties in Palm Springs that happened in the late ’80s / early ’90s and she’s your only source regarding the possibility of Jada Pinkett-Smith being bisexual” only that one of my friends is dating her and that’s how i get the tea
11. “Cameron: She lost her snapback on a rollercoaster at Universal Studios. Will not let you forget it” <-
10. “Mey: Big brother ken is def a hot lesbian mom
Jenna: yeah, and she also owns a subaru
Mey: She ignores Sarah Pfefferman at PTA meetings” yuh!💞💞💞
9. 2010s lesbian character on abc(?)
8. “This outfit cost $400” true and i could literally get for $35 with the most expensive part being the shoes that i got a charity shop. the rest i got from walmart. anyways i’m making her autistic for some reason but we can’t be friends because she spent $400 dollars on that outfit.
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 7. :::/ *ignores that* ANYWAYS like i’ve let it slip i’m a fresh water mermaid but she looks more salt water </3 star crossed lovers
6. THIS IS LITERALLY SOMEONE’S EX THAT I KNOW OH MY GOD ITS LITERALLY [REDACTED] LOLLLLLLLLL. it was the lesbian divorce of the century [break up they weren’t actually married]
꒰აꨄ︎໒꒱ 5. also know her. we are mutuals on this very tumblr. and btw she’s SO tired of the villainization of southern [us]americans
4. wow nothing else needs to be said. molly is repping that Barbie Dreamhouse Ken swag
3. i remember this one very clearly for some reason. congratulations jenna for being Distressed Denim Ken (2017). maybe the kens were the lesbians we met along the way.
2. LOL i’m obsessed with the side by side lesbian matching. Hi Riese’s gf!
1. i loved reading about the design and creation process of this ken in particular! even looked for it online. idk if i’d actually buy the doll but yeah. “Alaina: “Did they consult Brittani Nichols for this doll? Because this doll is Brittani Nichols.” factual
and this was so fun thank you em <3
i looked at the related articles and found this gem ! real gaydies showing how we are all just lesbian ken
i’m not going go through each because those are real people and i feel like that would be kinda creepy BUT hello to “Lisa / 54 / Professor / Pittsburgh, PA” and Hillary “Scald Eagle” is such a cool name! everyone SERVED ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 i am still recovering. the comment section has really good stuff too :’3
as an aside i’ve now learned that there are a lot of lesbian teachers in the world. maybe education will be saved…
anyways thanks again for this i had so much fun !
#evidence of life#message in a bottle#i’m lazy and will reread later because i know there are mistakes lol
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MY LOVE OH MY GOD CHAPTER 12 WAS A FREAKING MASTERPIECE I LOVE EVERYTHING ABT IT LIKE HELLO????? THE ETHAN X EDEN DUO SHIIII ITS ABT TO GET MESSY AND REAL MY GODDD AND CAN WE TALK ABT ETHAN LIKE HOW MUCH MORE MANIAC CAN HE GET (not that I dont love it like periodt babyboy🤭) ALSO THE GRANDMA RINGS PFFFT IM CACKLING AHAHAHAHAH I AM SO HYPED FOR CHAPTER 13 RN YOU DONT EVEN KNOWWW ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
its just so beautifully written and the way you got us (esp me) COMPLETELY HOOKED with EVERY chapter I love how ur brain works you deserve everything 😭 ur my only reason for living rn 🥹💗
Omg thank you my love!!! This means so much to me you don’t even know, especially bc I think you all can relate, chapter 11 had me in my feels. Literally, I got teary eyed when I wrote it and the part of Heeseung’s perspective towards the end of part 4 had me BAWLING! Originally, I was going start back up on MT after posting chapter 11 but after drinking one cup of coffee and rubbing my eyes out….I was like nope! Let’s go Heeseung, we doing this now! Nearly an hour and a half later Boom, chapter 12. And I loved how it turned out bc omg….
Ethan is a maniac, I mean, the reader is his reason for living. And these idiots (I hate Scott and tiff and yes, they are based off of real ppl) I hate them so much, especially bc, yo….I went back and re-read the chapters from MGR and MRE….the development and dynamic that progressed throughout the series….reader and Heeseung have been through so much, yet conquered, and have LOVED! For them to take her like that in front of him when “it’s just beginning” my boy…his broken heart broke mine. Omg. And the fact that he comforted Emily bc he was so worried about reader that he couldn’t bear to hear crying…..heart shattering
But believe me love, this isn’t the last we’re seeing Inc just how crazy ethan can get. The man(s) really tried (hee-than) they really tried. They’ve never had been placed on edge like this bc they never had someone they cared about so much. But the whole thing with Gabe in MGR, that was like “Okay…yeah no.” Then enter Samuel in MRE, he was like “fuck no, come here. I’m gonna fuck her in front of you.” Then with Scott and tiff….”watch me break your face to pieces” …………I melted. Shocking thing is…when I wrote some of Ethan’s dialogue, it’s like my hands just went autopilot and I shocked myself when I went over it.
and of course……my girl Eden has come and we all know how Eden is…the girl loves her man and expresses it but is also one to not take shit from no one. She has a dominant kink which normally she’ll eradicate when it comes to Ethan bc she knows that he is the king…..but sometimes the king needs a reminder that without his queen, he’s not twice as wise without his wise woman. Remember the argument/fight scene between ethanxeden? Teehee
oh but now though….seeing what Scott and tiff wanted to do to reader…and seeing what they are doing to her Ethan? Y’all…chapter 13 and even 14 is going to BLOW your mind.
also…Jake. He has my whole heart right now. Hidden badasss.
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I FUCKING MISSED 4/13 I COMPLETELY FORGOR BUT IM POSTING ANYWAY
i was holding off on posting it until i had more content but i did a fantroll :]
some other art/shitposts i did with it (+ my other ocs)
and here's bonus ooc shitty doodles i did for my dying tiktok account
i haven't properly drawn anyone other than aradia and sollux (and eridan partially but i've only done march eridans for some reason) and the one with all of them was . the first time i drew any of them other than eridan please forgive me
words under the cut. i must ramble
so . homestuck huh
how did i spend my first 4/13 you ask? got up at 5am to fuck around with my (slightly drunk) friend on vrc until we got tired, had various revelations, a whole crisis that i do not wish to unpack... im forgetting something
oh yea
dumb of ass moment: i played that one fucking solkat vn literally just for the hell of it
I haven't read the comic yet BECAUSE im planning to binge read the entire fucking thing over the summer with my friends and i am fucking HYPED i have the unofficial collection downloaded on my pc already in preparation and we're planning on doing a massive party once we're done we are going to have a fucking ball with this . technically i've only been properly interested in homestuck since february which i find really funny cause my brain made the switch so fast it gave me fucking whiplash. i've literally never had an interest hit me THIS HARD in my life especially with how little canon content i have to work with currently since im saving it all for the summer (the restraint is so hard y'all have no idea)
highlights of shit i've done to do with homestuck other than art so far:
made 2 extended zodiac pins out of pre-existing pins i had, one for myself and one for my irl friend
said irl friend had to suffer through a 2+ hour long infodump where i just showed them all the main characters i had knowledge about (beta/alpha kids/trolls, ancestors and cherubs), did a hussie and had The Quadrant Ramble™, shittily explained classes and aspects and tried my best to explain The Weird Time Bullshit™ (it was very fun for me . he also said it was fun but i have my doubts)
speaking of quadrants i've made 4 quadrant keychains (erisol spade, cronkri heart, meowrails + kurtuna diamonds) (currently only displaying 3 of them since the meowrails one fucking SELF DESTRUCTED as in the paint fucking peeled itself off and ive been too lazy to remake it rn) and i've been slightly tempted to add a solkat one but i have no clue what quad i'd put them in tbh and that's the only thing stopping me (oh and a meuloz heart . just because)
very very vaguely hinted at this once before but i made a shitty character playlist. not linking it or saying who it is. y'all can just guess
i made... an eridan osu skin. out of one i had already that i liked. and i've been tempted to make a sollux one. did you know im mentally ill (something did spark this: i had a map of eridan's theme that had a skin on it, so decided to make a full one out of it to fuck with my friend who likes him)
im planning on cosplaying A Troll but have no sodding clue which one. my internal options rn are kanaya, vantases (have their outfits/something like them on hand already, plus vantases have easy horns), leijons (associate myself with them a lot (one of my favourite vrc avatars to use rn is a meulin edit even), especially considering im a leo myself), eridan, aradia and feferi (they'd be hilariously fitting for reasons i wish to not explain, especially eridan)
am probably gonna land myself with a pile of homestuck merch, either from birthday gifts or my own stupidity
so yea, just a few words. i couldn't fight the homestuck
#homestuck#413#4/13#4/13/2023#original character#oc#fantroll#aradia medigo#tavros nitram#sollux captor#karkat vantas#nepeta leijon#kanaya maryam#terezi pyrope#vriska serket#equius zahhak#gamzee makara#eridan ampora#feferi peixes#beta trolls#this is a ramble post.#and today on cookie's ramblings#cookie's trash bin#MAUAMI USES IT/ITS BTW :D#it does have arms#the cloak doesnt
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Whats the deal with hook ups and blind dates?
A demiromantic lesbian rambles: the blog
If i sound incoherent lets blame me waking up at a good early time(7am—).
Disclaimer: This is not meant to sound pretentious it is only my thoughts on the matter if you do these congrats have fun stay safe!
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Recently through the years i realized to myself i was part of the ace spectrum. I mostly identified with being demiromantic/sexual as well as greysexual. With this in mind you might have more context as to what I’m thinking about.
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For years i couldn’t wrap my head around the concept of blind dates. Other people seem to understand it better and sometimes have long term partners from it. Me? I just don’t see myself doing that. I want to be the one who chooses who i get to date not let someone choose them for me. I wouldn’t mind suggesting someone, i just wont always pursue them? Its not their fault in any means its just that I don’t have my head fully on the blind date thing.also i just feel bad if i don’t feel a connection between the person and i :((
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Hook ups, yey,,,? Im not gonna be too detailed on the spicier sides of this concept bc im unsure of tumblr censorship 😍! Anywho I also didn’t get these, still don’t. In concept in theory i understand it is for instant gratification, something to get with no strings attached. For me though I don’t feel the hype towards it? When i love or do that with someone it is with full passion,dedication and knowing them beyond an interaction or two. I think i would be in ruins if i tried doing this to myself knowing my passionate tendencies so i choose not to do it.This is most definitely the demisexuality / demiromantic side speaking rn.
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Consequently bc of that i end up feeling isolated? Detached? Unsure when people discuss their experiences with it. I lack the understanding or ability to wrap my head around the subject. Not because I’m grandiose and full of myself thinking “I am better than everyone else. I personally sleep with people I took the time to know while you peasants fool around.” This is not the mindset if anything I’m happy for those who partake in this granted ensure mutual safety and protection, it never hurts to be safe than sorry. I just know I won’t likely have those experiences to mutually relate to. In turn i feel desperate and longing to try those things but knowing full well i clash with those concepts most definitely, i stop myself.
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What was the point of this whole blog post? Nothing much really just spilling my thoughts on allosexual concepts i cannot grasp for myself for personal means. Is this gonna be thrown into the void? Most definitely but i hope someone relates to this post I suppose.Anywho have a lovely day everyone! This is ambrose signing off with a community gif🏃💨
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https://twitter.com/smoldejuns/status/1706302164061262004?s=19
ASS HOLE KUN? KUN WITH ASS HOLE JEANS?! LOWER ASS CHEEK?!
i do think holes in jeans like right below the ass cheeks is really cute (especially on girls 🫣🤪) and thats what i thought this was gonna be cause i read the tweet before looking at the images but the way people are like SIR WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES when its just the back of his thigh is really funny to me. the gentle teasing reminds me of marks "not-ripped" white pants as well lmao
also NO we are not tired of the stargazing dates they're so romantic and sweet and genuine i feel very strongly about this
also i do agree now thinking about it that dryad hyuck would be so tired after strawbs sunday woo and pupsick jeno AND tdhea jisung that the moment y/n or sungchan even TRY pretending to be oblivious hyuck is pulling out a gun
also “there’s so little literature on half-werewolves, it’s a fascinating opportunity to get hands-on experience and research— hey taro why are you running away i haven’t even told you about my thesis question yet” has me CACKLING omg. theres so many opportunities with mcs student characters and their magic s/os for them to have the most uncomfortable conversations about their s/os "anatomy😏😏😏" under the guise of education with their friends. or for like drmagic, i just thought of renjun straight up sniffing reader to see if he can smell any salt or fishiness (like when renjun sniffed jeno and asked if he put on a new cologne and jeno went "its the scent of my flesh" or that other time renjun sniffed hyuck and asked if he had samgyeopsal) and reader being really fucking offended by it (cause rival dynamics yaknow) and slapping him for girlboss reasons
im also really excited for phantasmagorical now that youve been hyping it up! no hurry of course but i didnt know what to expect from the short description in your masterlist. that and the fact that ive buried myself face first into the strawbs sunday universe for the past 2 months
im so glad i made you laugh with my loserboy sungchan impression! i hope you're having a good day lovely!!!!!
-✨anon
not my mans whorin himself out out here and then being offended when we notice 😭😭 like bestie what did you expect when u posed like that in those pants and posted it for NCTZENS(WEISHENNIES). also my eye is twitching rn btw . having a not fine and so unchill time in my office at work currently looking at this pic. u send this to me and expect me to??? send emails after this??????
also ur "especially on girls 🤪" a fellow women enjoyer i see 😌💅
n there's somethin abt stargazing dates that just get me ok 🤧 like wanting to share the universe w someone 🤧🤧 makes me bawl like a baby idk what to say 🤧🤧🤧
and not renjun just sniffing all of his friends constantly 😭😭 he keeps track of the lunar cycle in his phone for jeno but one day pupsick mc is out of town so jeno was seeking out head scratches from other sources n renjun gets a sniff in and is like???? ur woodsy already?? but the full moon isnt for another week? and jeno is like "DUDE WHAT THE FUCK GET OFF ME" (in reality jeno was laying on renjun's lap but yknow) but rlly jeno was just angsty from missing pupsick mc so it was moving his pre-shift up (pupsick mc comes back in a couple days so the guys dont have to deal w a pupsick jeno again, thank god)
strawbsunday universe renjun confirmed weirdo but nobody is surprised. also. he would kind of be into it if dr.magic reader slapped him im not sorry that IS canon
and i DO need to update that description of phantasmagorical on my mlist now that i've got a better handle on the plot than before lmao
im having a great day, i hope u r too b <33
#answered#✨️ anon#talk#text#mine#fb#f: changer#f: dr_magic2303#au: strawberry sunday#f: pupsick#strawberry sunday: meta#f: buzzer beater
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“Pg stabs kawhi kills him dead lol” HELP? I need this wip to get finished sadly.
Pg ^^^^
BUT YEAH the picture of dorian gray fic au is certainly. One of my wips 😭😭😭 it was the kinda wip where i went wild with the idea and style and typed it all up thinkin 'yea this go hard yea yea post it' then had to stop for life purposes, forgot about it, went back to it, and realized wtf wrong with me 😭 i think it was just the overall fanciness of the words used or smthin idk smthin abt the way i wrote it pissed me off so i might rewrite it better or smthin out of spite LMAO 😭 there might be a chance!!!!!!! I say this knowing i just killed all chances possible
HERES THwait wtf??? My thing still says brad beal subpregnancy wtf????? I keep trying to change that????? Man what the hell? Tumblr got me strugglin whatever i guess this is a telltale sign to the ppl what content they're in for tho (gay posts about poor delusional skrunklies)
ANYWAYS here's some INFO abt it !!! I hope this helped satiate some of your desires to see kawhi get his ass beat for being downbad for a man with the personality equivalent of a cardboard boyband member 😭😭
#i think i am trapped in the eternal hellhole where i think of batshit aus and write them in a flash#then actually reread my writing to make sure the au lines up#and realize how batshit insane the idea is and how no one will read it and the style stinks and i cant be normal#so i just let it rot after writing so much 😭#im sorry for being insane in the membrane i didnt have a favorite chipmunk i liked the evil bald villain ian 😭😭#SO YEA thats like my bad EXPLANATION for why i just. never show my au fics#BUT I LIKE THE AU SO I LIKE TALKING ABOUT IT BUT THE IDEA OF BRINGING IT TO LIFE IS BETTER THAN REALIZING IT'S GONNA BE IN LIFE 😭#AND IT'S NOT LIKE PEOPLE DONT SUPPORT THEM? CUS THEY DO??? i make them with my Powers but#they DO#so i hype ppl up for smthin i end up keeping locked up in my dungeon cave never to be seen#i should rlly just post smthin without thinking of the consequences 😭#i rlly do appreciate all the positive feedbacks to my ideas!!!! im so sorry i cant get myself to polish the content to RLLY create it rn 😭#IN THE SUMMER... WHO KNOWS... MAYBE BOREDOM WILL MAKE ME CARELESS?#anyways i just wanted to explain the already explained basically 😭#the summers are when the ted thrives#prommy <3333#ted asks#pg/kawhi#answering asks from five hundred years ago? blasphemous bee behavior!!!
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hey so uh. i dont think i ever actually introduced myself after sending all those super dorky ass embarrassing mile long anons but. hi. my names kait. thanks for helping make that part of the year and being in that subset of the fandom so much fun. didnt have many friends into mcyt so logging on and seeing how many people actually found those asks funny was really nice, the uh. news. just has me thinking a lot so i wanted to send a proper note of appreciation bc. idk. u know. lots of ‘tell ppl u love them’ stuff going around rn and for some reason even though we have literally never spoken in any genuine context outside of Funny Post you were one of the ppl who came to mind so. anyway yeah hi. all that made me really happy back then so. thanks for helping hyping up technodyke anon nd im really glad i made u and so many of your followers laugh. hope to do more than just that in the future. genuine stuff that wouldve made him laugh too. thanks aim
hello <33 ur asks were a highlight of my time as lesbiantechno and i really cant thank you enough for the joy you brought to my life <3 i know he wouldve loved your saga too and im glad he created a space that we were able to laugh in like this. thank you kait, for everything
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