#im hyperfixated on her lmao
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despite being aromantic as all hell i cannot go one fucking second without being deliriously insane about someone or another. i just sent someone a text reminding them to take their meds when they wake up. i watched them play omori. its OVER for me.
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bttf au where they send Jennifer (criminally underused) to retrieve the sports almanac to avoid the tremendous problem of Marty accidentally meeting himself, which instead causes some tremendous other problems
#the other tremendous problem is marty running after her going 'HEY WHAT THE FUCK' and almost missing his flight back to 1985#back to the future#marty mcfly#jennifer parker#look bttf is a perfect movie i genuinely think#but bttf2 and 3 for sure arent because they HAD jennifer right there and then DIDNT USE HER#and while i prefer the original actress the lady they recast in the 2nd movie was so good with her physical comedy#anyway there is most of an au developing in my head. marty has an extremely bad time (he's dead for a good chunk lmao)#also jennifer in cute 1950s clothes :) tho she can't do her hair 50s style she has some degree of 80s teenage pride#didn't think i'd hyperfixate on bttf and i've tried to stave it off for like two months but. dude im in#drawings#jennifer parker versus the present
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I'm so nervous to post this because it's my first "fandom" post here uhm. Do you guys like spider cats based on rollercoasters
#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#furry art#anthro#furry#sfw furry#eyestrain#?#tagging just in case as per usual#uhm.#the smiler#alton towers#ashiuhfgdshifdgui#IM SO SCARED. IM SO SCARED TO MAIN TAG THIS#the smiler is a major hyperfixation of mine and has been for years now#i got to go see her in person last year and I was in AWE#I love her lore and her layout and just like#everything abt her#id prolly gush abt her more often if I wasnt so SCARED ALL THE TIME !!!#also. this oc is named Tricity :] she's a spider - cat robot thing based off of. Well I think you can tell /silly#she's not meant to be like#the ride itself or anything. but she's heavily based off of it#also im like#a rollercoaster enthusiast in general. not just for her#but im not here to go on a ramble abt rollercoasters im just here to post art LMAO
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They are prob not related but I’ll take Quinn if Apollo doesn’t show up


#i love her style…#im on my 126th ticket atm…#hyperfixation LMAO#im deadset on this guy#sorry for the yap the next acnh post will hopefully be me getting Apollo finally or something else like a home/island tour#gomz animal crossing posting
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coming out of playing a farm sim for 20 hours straight like does anyone want to see my pink chicken named pudding
#taylor.txt#taylor plays fom#im very proud of her shes beautiful#sometimes i forget how actually brutal the adhd hyperfixation can be#like i love the game but i am not enjoying myself LMAO my wrists hurt. i didnt finish my chores#i did eat two meals today though so better than it could have been but like holy fuck man. this is not fun#thankfully work starting on monday will put my brain back in order fjskfnsfnd
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finding a song that fits one of my ocs and letting it consume my life for the next three days has become one of my all time favourite activities
#the dopamine rush is unmatched i swear#rambles belowwww#ive had language of the lost playing for nearly four hiurs running now because it fits bones so well#like SO WELL YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#CHILDHOOD TO PRESENT THIS SONG EMBODIES HER#'Am I a robot or a doll? Am I anything at all?' CMON NOW#'I lost my identity oh so very long ago' LIKE THATS HER THATS SO HER#'I thought that i was safe now i'll never be the same' ABDOWIWHRNEIDNESND#'But these fingers and these palms full of love despite the scars' I CAN'T I CANNOT I AM FLOORED#Honestly this also goes for Arya and 'Everything Is Fine' by Qbomb#'but then i go and cope by getting angry everytime i fail to contain the itch fuck it time to hit the switch'#thats it thats her thats Arya#'Slow down and breathe calm down my mind lie to myself and say EVERYTHING IS FINE' AAAAAAA#even just the instrumentals fit her perfectly#UGHHHH I LOVE ASSOCIATING MY OCS WITH MUSIC SO MUCH#honestly makes going about the day while hyperfixating on them easier lmao#maybe i'll drop their playlists soon hmmmmmm#i have em on public its very doable#soon soon#had to get that out of my system im sorry#ocs#my ocs#oc rambles#oc posting
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what do yall
the only classics book and copy at an impromptu book sale thing in my uni library (i came here for the AC dkendjeken)
theres no dostoevsky or austen or tolstoy (disgustingly sjm and hoover are here ew) i feel extremely cheated lmao
#welp#uni shenanigans#marcus aurelius#books#oh shit wait there is exactly one dostoevsky book lol#(its about gambling so thats an instant disqualifer lmao)#theres sun tzu im cackling#ill finally be able to read the most quoted book of all time#ah well ig ill always have the internet archive#i want to read hagkure before sun tzu#yes i know theyre extremely unrelated but my hyperfixations have a time line okay#mein kampf is here wow wtf#ooh the little prince#agatha christie#my beloved#why arent u in english :')#might buy the lil prince to practice my arabic lol#in arabic her name is ajatha lol#ANNE SHIRLEY MY BELOVED#also arabic#hmmmmm
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#guess im gonna have a lil cry about this too now lmao#i think it's just#it feels like she's always hyperfixated on what everyone else is doing wrong or leaving her out of that i feel really isolated as a result?#sometimes i wonder if she even likes *me*#i know shed never abandon me or let me suffer but it's just never pleasant to be around her anymore#it feels like an obligation#and i hate that#i hate that so much
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Hope you are feeling well spotty!
And if it’s ok can we have five truths for molefang?
Five Truths: Molefang
i.
Born with a twisted, exposed maw, no one expected her to live very long, with many already mourning the experiences she would never have as she drew her first breaths…
She showed them all, very soundly, by confidently heading a path filled with far more life than any of those who doubted her.
ii.
She never wanted to fall in love. It turned her nose up, felt like nothing more than a distraction.
Perhaps she never truly did, anyway… Infatuation is such a cruel trick on the mind, after all.
But then Amberface stepped into her life, so purposeful and radiating power, displaying a softness for her only in the shadows… and she was drawn to it.
Even as she grew older, she always was drawn to such sorts of energy… But as she grew older, she ignored it to pursue far softer hearts.
iii.
As an adult, the numerous paths laid out before her frightened her.
There were so many options to fill her time with. Digging deep beneath the earth for ores, smelting them, turning them to weapons. Keeping up with the camp, decorating it for events, upholding and sharpening the defenses. Cooking, fighting, crafting… What should she do?
When her cubs were born prematurely, so small and sickly, and she lifted her head to watch Sagewhisker save the lives of herself and her three little new-blooms, her first action once she recovered was to follow in those pawsteps.
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And then giving two away, to escape the tides of destiny and fate, and returning to the weakest, secured her decision.
v.
She never regretted her decision to break her family. The “deaths” of two of Amberface’s heirs shook the whole faction, but she knew the horrors that would await them all if they had a chance to grow under her…
She saw it in fruition, with Goldentongue. As he was subjected to his mother’s tight-clawed control, her verbal abuse, the expectations piled high on the shoulders of one so young, too young…
And again. She saw it in fruition, with Goldentongue. As he began to slink through the shadows. Amassing supporters from elsewhere. Returning to his place beneath his mother with a pelt stinking of hundreds of different scents that, once, he might have allowed Molefang to clean away…
But not now.
Not with those eyes so firmly fixed on the darkness ahead of him…
#ailurocide#YES MY LADY MY FRUMPY GRUMPY GREMLIN GOBLIN MA’AM#she’s genuinely like. a goblin#I love her#I hope y’all love her too#she’s?? Very different from yellowfang#but also. not#it’s interesting to see her growth#and I hope y’all enjoy her ;)#spotty speaks#ask#flippythegodzilla#ailurocide: molefang#also Ty flippy for the checking in ^^#im doing VERY BAD but i think im easing back into an ailurocide hyperfixation so prepare yourselves for that lmao#this took FOREVER and I’m So Sorry#yellowfang
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okay i finally gave in and started welcome to samdal-ri after like months of having netflix rec it to me and i'm mad bc they were so right, it's EXACTLY my cup of tea. very close friend group who loves each other? check. childhood friends to lovers to exes getting back together? fucking check. tooth-aching fluff? check. two guys simping for the main girl who's talented and cool? check. my god. it's like they put everything i like in a blender and made a tv show geared directly to give me serotonin.
#liveblogging life#the exes getting back together thing is SUCH a good trope i live for that shit and it's definitely under-utilized imho#also i loveeeeee her friend group. god theyre so fucking cute.#obsessed with codependent friend groups in fiction theyre so much fun#im only in like ep6 so i'm curious to see where it'll go#bc i remember hometown cha cha cha was also This Great to me at the beginning but the last few eps got a little bit too much#feels good to have a tv hyperfixation again it's been a while lmao
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so i've seen the sara mini episode.
#i will. be putting spoilers in tags so beware 👍#so many thoughts i’m AAAA#the implication that if sara hadn’t introduced ryoko to joe that he’d still be alive????#ryoko’s whole ‘sara... joe… i’ll see you tomorrow right?’ or however she worded it.#shut UP#SARAS DAD MAKING HER FIGHT HIM TO LEAVE?????#the man only gets more insane the more we learn okay#AND RYOKOS SO PRETTY????#gah sara and joe just being best friends my heart literally feels like it could tear in two good Bye#i def have more to say abt it but i am tired rn#LMAO ALSO ‘sexy lady’ just made me think of the sexy onee chan from the vivid old tale pj/sk event#i miss them so much yt/td hyperfix come back to me please#i went from it being one of my main fandoms to not really anymore i’m sorry to the ppl who followed me for it#i had it super associated w someone who isn’t in my life anymore but i don’t think of it that way anymore so!! hopefully i’ll be back more#esp when the last part drops :)#POINT BEING I MISS THEM AND I LOVE THEM AND IM VERY SAD#ALSO I MISSED SARAS INSANE POTENTIAL RESPONSES SO MUCH#the girl of all time she’s so beloved to me
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me: fuck yea time to set up the writing blog
my cousin: you wanna come hang out and play monster hunter? we'll make enough dinner for you
me: 👀
#i am a simple and easily persuaded individual#you give me a game i hyperfixate on and food and i will follow you anywhere#but anyways yea the blog is technically up already but im not gonna fully annouce it here until its organized/looks nice#if we're friends/mutuals and you wanna follow it before then lmk!#wait ya know what who cares who sees it early#its telltalerites and it will hopefully have a nice pinned post before today is over#but tbh who knows. i go a lil crazy whenever i get into MHR again lmao#lowkey wanna start a new file and make the character look like josy....teach myself to use the lance weapons to fit her canon style#i did have a file based on lorelai before but thematically speaking Josy makes a lot more sense#being in that sort of universe
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I compared my actual girlfriend to yoom a little too much early on in our relationship that its kinda crazy i didn’t realize I selfshipped w yoom until more recently lmao (like 6/7 months ago)
#i was so so happy about like.#dating an insomniac game collector who has adhd and has dyed her hair many-a colour before#i still am happy ab it. but also lmao#she’s got a lot of friends so she’s perceived as an extrovert but she isn’t really#(i think yooms actually an extrovert)#(my wife isnt. lol)#she knows how to code and solder and woodwork#and a bunch of other stuff im forgetting#she’s very multitalented and i love herrrr#love her for all her traits ofc even in a Not Viewing You Through My Hyperfixation Blorbo lens#early on tho in our relationship i#just was like. ‘woaw its like im dating yoomtah this is great’ Don you’re stupid#ramblies
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hi guys
looks at you like this

#look at this image it’s so image#don’t mind me i’m just stressing bc i go back to school tomorrow#i am kinda nervous for the spring semester#i actually think it’ll be better than last semester bc last semester was kinda ass but like#still nervous yk#fling posse save me fling posse#i think my hyperfixations (whatever they may be. rn it’s obviously hypmic) will become less aggressive once i go back tho#bc then i’ll have work and my social life AND school yk#which is kinda sad but kinda a good thing bc i am running out of fics to read and fanart to look at lmao 😭#i’m ab ready to start posting fling posse meta (don’t encourage me i have so many drafts)#it’s ok i really do think this semester will be better than last#the way i’m posting this while i’m supposed to be doing assignments 😭 goodbye#shut up diana#one of my professors is gonna b assigning daily quizzes#another one assigned an 84 question pre assessment to do before the first day of class#it was to let her know a baseline for our skill level which does make sense but i think 84 questions is a little excessive#like why are you being a try hard who r you trying to impress. the other professors?? 😭#rosho would be disappointed#anyway ik im being harsh and i shouldn’t be judging professors that i haven’t even met yet#but like. giving an 84 question pre assessment is giving that boy in middle school who tries way too hard in gym class and cries if he lose#like can you chill. pelase. please. chill lelkasepleazewi oh hmhod i am only one person i#i rlly wanna start this semester off right tho#like i’m gonna start drinking more water my goal is to finish my water bottle every day OUTSIDE of what i drink at meals#and i’m gonna go for walks more since they make me happy :)#and i’m NOT gonna be hard on myself when i can’t focus or procrastinate or take forever to do smth (hashtag adhd)#that’s gonna b a hard one tho#anyway sorry 4 spam if you r reading these tags ignore me#i just need somewhere to put this lmao#maybe i should get a diary or something#i can be like greg heffley
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your character in trek ! / tng era vs voy era vs ds9 era
#* 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 : images#* 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 : star trek#yknow its high time i hone her ds9 au lmao#i'd write in the trek verse more but my hyperfix is the 24th cent but everyone's in the 23rd HHHH#yes ds9 will make the most high maintenance person into a lower maintenance being#im prolly gonna rewatch ds9 for the nth time this year one last time HHHH
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I FIGURED IT OUT
#AAAAAA#mia's ramblings#okay#so#turns out im just hyperfixated on her and not actually in love with her#im not missing her im just. missing the dopamine and serotonin that comes whenever im talking to her/having vcs with eachother lmao#i miss the Feeling of “being” in love and not actually#yk#love itself#quote unquote for the word being bc i dont think it was actually love it was just. idk the dopamine rush of having someone like you???#or whatever??? like the certain happiness you feel that "hey! ur not totally unlovable! its just the fact that ur aroace is the problem LMA#or smthn#anyways
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