#im hyperfixated on her lmao
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despite being aromantic as all hell i cannot go one fucking second without being deliriously insane about someone or another. i just sent someone a text reminding them to take their meds when they wake up. i watched them play omori. its OVER for me.
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bttf au where they send Jennifer (criminally underused) to retrieve the sports almanac to avoid the tremendous problem of Marty accidentally meeting himself, which instead causes some tremendous other problems
#the other tremendous problem is marty running after her going 'HEY WHAT THE FUCK' and almost missing his flight back to 1985#back to the future#marty mcfly#jennifer parker#look bttf is a perfect movie i genuinely think#but bttf2 and 3 for sure arent because they HAD jennifer right there and then DIDNT USE HER#and while i prefer the original actress the lady they recast in the 2nd movie was so good with her physical comedy#anyway there is most of an au developing in my head. marty has an extremely bad time (he's dead for a good chunk lmao)#also jennifer in cute 1950s clothes :) tho she can't do her hair 50s style she has some degree of 80s teenage pride#didn't think i'd hyperfixate on bttf and i've tried to stave it off for like two months but. dude im in#drawings#jennifer parker versus the present
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Goth Vaggie because how could you let her be so tasteless in the gothness bro. Please... atleast one hint at goth vaggie 😔
My other non related Vaggie redesign sort of expression sheet + goth vaggie x Charlie under cut vvvv
Didn't turn out as well as I wanted it to. I think I rushed out the sketch and tried to fix it in line art as best as I could. Soo... I love Vaggie guys. Like a normal amount yknow? So normal. (It's crazy. I kin Charlie ofc but Vaggie is literally so mmmff)
Still trying to find a consistent head shape for Vaggie sooo I'll jst practice I guess
Very VERY messy and quick doodle I shit out. Might finish one day, these new nails make digital art hard (i draw on phone and am too pussy for computer and I'm too poor for traditional art lmao so expect shit art for a bit maybe unless i thug it out fr)
PLEASE CHAGGIE JST ONE CHANCE ONE CHANCEE ONE CHA-
I love these goobers so much 💜💜
Charlie tryinna not look at booba, respect women even tho they is in bed wit you 🗣🔥
#im normal about her#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel#hazbin vaggie#vaggie#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#i have never done aesthetics be4 so this is new to me... hopefully i got the goth acccurate and godo 😔#CHONKY MOTH HELPP. NOT. NOT HER OFC... I MEAN THE ACTUALY MOTH. 😭#when i was first designing Vaggie i searched up moths for inspo and NO ONE TOLD ME THEY WERE SO FUCKIN CUUUTEEE#THEY ARE SO FLUFFY AND CHONKY AND UGGGHH THEY ARE SO CUTEEE 😭😭#which led me to chubby Vaggie and the fluff. i want to make the fluff subtle like i did before with it being on the jacket but#i guess youll see that in my next big redesigning of my redesigns of the characers who have been redesigned....#shes so goth coded it kind of hurts#what if i made this into an au. lmao no... but what if..? nooo haha. but...#hazbin has me in a choke hold and i dont even like the show ugh get me out 😭#its crazy cuz every hyperfixation ive had was stuff i enjoyed and this one i am fighting to get awau from and its the one that im addicted 2#goth vaggie#becauze it should be a tag#chaggie#rainbowmoth#varlie#charlie x vaggie#vaggie x charlie#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin redesign#tw suggestive
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coming out of playing a farm sim for 20 hours straight like does anyone want to see my pink chicken named pudding
#taylor.txt#taylor plays fom#im very proud of her shes beautiful#sometimes i forget how actually brutal the adhd hyperfixation can be#like i love the game but i am not enjoying myself LMAO my wrists hurt. i didnt finish my chores#i did eat two meals today though so better than it could have been but like holy fuck man. this is not fun#thankfully work starting on monday will put my brain back in order fjskfnsfnd
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@cupcakeslushie 's Sep!au is super cool!!! And I literally adore Three with all my soul he is so freaking amazing!!! So what did I do?
Comic.
(Words underneath each panel, I gen forgot my handwriting is awful, apologies!)
"Donnie, you have to stop hanging out with the purple dragons."
"Why? We're frien-"
"No, you're not! They're using you!"
"What would they have to use?! Come on, April!"
"You're searching for something that isn't even there just to get mad at me!"
"No, *you* come on!"
"I care about you, Dee. I don't want to see you get hurt."
"No, you only pretend to care cause one tries to!"
"Look, I get it. You hate me, and... I hate you too. We don't have to be anything more than that."
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I had to cut it down a bit to make sure it was only ten panels but I hope you still like it!!! I tried to keep it as true to the characters as possible. I really wanted to include Three's hallucinations in there somewhere but with the limited amount of panels I didn't get the chance. I hope to draw something related to that in the future!
I dont remember if this has been stated or if this was a hc but I honestly feel like even though Three is grateful to be apart of a family, given his faint memories of Draxum actually giving a crap about him prior to being affected with emperium, he'd be afraid that they don't actually care and they're going to rip it all away from him. Also I remember it being said that Three kinda tests the boundaries of their patience to see if that's going to happen? So that plus the purple dragons ask kinda culminated in this! Along with the idea that part of the reason Donnie doesn't get along with April is because since she argues back, she must hate him, so if she hates him then why shouldn't he hate her back? He doesn't see that she's trying to have a (platonic) relationship with him. Also I feel like he totally distances himself from her so what happened to Tim doesn't happen to her cause he knows his brothers care about her and they're already doing enough for him, he can't be even more of a burden to them. (This is all hcs ofc!!)
Also completely unrelated but hc that Three had paint all over his hand and touched the back of his mask but didn't realise and had that stain on there for months until somebody pointed it out to him-
#i am the no.1 Three fan fr/lh#i love this boy sm he is so fun to draw he is so fun to read about he is so fun to look at i just A H!!#Three/pos#three my platonic love#just gonna casually hyperfixate on three if thats okay with yall#also april#shes really hard to draw but i keep drawing her for some reason lmao#this post is basically just hcs and me being way too hyped for the purple dragons to appear#whenever i see three angst im just like YOOOOOO THIS MAKES ME SO SAD BUT I LOVE IT!!!!#three angst/pos#rottmnt#rottmnt sep au#rottmnt separated au#seperated au#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt april o'neil#i both love and hate donnie and april having a strained relationship#cause angst!!! but also noooooo their dynamic is so cute they are *the* besties/siblings :(#i cant wait to see their first meeting#three's view on humans after the stuff with Tim interests me sm!!!#this has exactly 250 layers and i love that sm#i spent 9 and a half hours on this and gen cant think of a better way i could've spent that time#me when the sep!au fr!!!!!
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Hope you are feeling well spotty!
And if it’s ok can we have five truths for molefang?
Five Truths: Molefang
i.
Born with a twisted, exposed maw, no one expected her to live very long, with many already mourning the experiences she would never have as she drew her first breaths…
She showed them all, very soundly, by confidently heading a path filled with far more life than any of those who doubted her.
ii.
She never wanted to fall in love. It turned her nose up, felt like nothing more than a distraction.
Perhaps she never truly did, anyway… Infatuation is such a cruel trick on the mind, after all.
But then Amberface stepped into her life, so purposeful and radiating power, displaying a softness for her only in the shadows… and she was drawn to it.
Even as she grew older, she always was drawn to such sorts of energy… But as she grew older, she ignored it to pursue far softer hearts.
iii.
As an adult, the numerous paths laid out before her frightened her.
There were so many options to fill her time with. Digging deep beneath the earth for ores, smelting them, turning them to weapons. Keeping up with the camp, decorating it for events, upholding and sharpening the defenses. Cooking, fighting, crafting… What should she do?
When her cubs were born prematurely, so small and sickly, and she lifted her head to watch Sagewhisker save the lives of herself and her three little new-blooms, her first action once she recovered was to follow in those pawsteps.
iv.
And then giving two away, to escape the tides of destiny and fate, and returning to the weakest, secured her decision.
v.
She never regretted her decision to break her family. The “deaths” of two of Amberface’s heirs shook the whole faction, but she knew the horrors that would await them all if they had a chance to grow under her…
She saw it in fruition, with Goldentongue. As he was subjected to his mother’s tight-clawed control, her verbal abuse, the expectations piled high on the shoulders of one so young, too young…
And again. She saw it in fruition, with Goldentongue. As he began to slink through the shadows. Amassing supporters from elsewhere. Returning to his place beneath his mother with a pelt stinking of hundreds of different scents that, once, he might have allowed Molefang to clean away…
But not now.
Not with those eyes so firmly fixed on the darkness ahead of him…
#ailurocide#YES MY LADY MY FRUMPY GRUMPY GREMLIN GOBLIN MA’AM#she’s genuinely like. a goblin#I love her#I hope y’all love her too#she’s?? Very different from yellowfang#but also. not#it’s interesting to see her growth#and I hope y’all enjoy her ;)#spotty speaks#ask#flippythegodzilla#ailurocide: molefang#also Ty flippy for the checking in ^^#im doing VERY BAD but i think im easing back into an ailurocide hyperfixation so prepare yourselves for that lmao#this took FOREVER and I’m So Sorry#yellowfang
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Johanna headcanons!! Because I love her!!!
She likes hard rock/metal. Take one look at her and tell me you don't see it I dare you
Her parents were quite strict; they cared wayyy too much
Or, they didn't care enough and she was left to her own devices most of the time, I can see it going both ways
Either way she got into a lot of trouble as a kid
She wasn't a mean girl or anything, just extremely blunt and curious like Hilda
In fact, Johanna acted a lot like Hilda when she was younger, just more cautious and unsure of herself
She never really had any school/neighborhood friends, which is why she pressured Hilda to make "real" friends at first
As she grew older (around 13-16) and had more family problems, she sort of retreated into herself and became closed off
This is when her passion for art really started blooming
Eventually, sometime right after Hilda was born, she moved them into her granddad's cabin to get away from her parents and the city
(She was very close to her granddad, maybe spent the weekends up at the cabin with him and they'd go exploring outside)
Johanna is terrified of becoming her parents, and any time she does something that reminds her of what her parents would do, she gets extremely guilty and just sort of breaks down (e.g. s2 e8: "the fifty year night")
Her favorite flowers are daffodils, sunflowers, and dandelions (and if you say "they're just weeds" she'll get defensive)
She's a dog person!!!!
She probably had an old family dog that either died or she just hadn't seen since moving out
She thinks of Tontu, Alfur, Twig and Baba like her own kids (David and Frida too sometimes)
And often wonders why she keeps accidentally adopting other kids/creatures
She knits in her spare time!!!! It's not really a hc because she says so in s1 e4 but I like to think she does it primarily around christmas time :)
Johanna has social anxiety (e.g. s1 e5 "the troll rock" and s2 e13 "the stone forest", in which she feels awkward talking to other parents and Hilda says that she never gets out and has no one else to talk to; to which Johanna gets really upset)
She is bisexual (and possibly ace, but that's just the vibe I get from her)
The events of "the mountain king" gave her nightmares for weeks; she'd either not be able to sleep or wake up screaming/ having an anxiety attack
Speaking of, she's had them often for years, but won't really go through with therapy because she feels it doesn't work for her
She's an ugly mug collector. If there's an ugly mug anywhere in any store, it's going in the cupboard and there's no stopping her
Sparrow scouts was her "escape" as a kid; she felt like she belonged with them, even if all the other kids thought she was weird
She wore big chunky braces and glasses for half of her high school years and was made fun of relentlessly (but now she wears contacts)
Johanna has a tendency to cry when she's angry, even if what she's angry about isn't necessarily sad
She's easily flustered, especially around people she isn't familiar with
And lastly, she loves cheesy romance novels and totally has a sketchbook dedicated to fan art 👌🏽
#hilda the series#headcanons#seriously though guys she's like. my favorite besides Alfur#actually i think she might be my top favorite djshdjkgkd#i cant tell if i kin her or want her to be my mom??? like this woman is ME but also. please raise me as your own oh my gos#johanna hilda#hilda johanna#also i doodled a whole bunch of doodles of her so im posting those soon as well-#welcome to my new hyperfixation i guess lmao#bee speaks#bee's hilda tag
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okay i finally gave in and started welcome to samdal-ri after like months of having netflix rec it to me and i'm mad bc they were so right, it's EXACTLY my cup of tea. very close friend group who loves each other? check. childhood friends to lovers to exes getting back together? fucking check. tooth-aching fluff? check. two guys simping for the main girl who's talented and cool? check. my god. it's like they put everything i like in a blender and made a tv show geared directly to give me serotonin.
#liveblogging life#the exes getting back together thing is SUCH a good trope i live for that shit and it's definitely under-utilized imho#also i loveeeeee her friend group. god theyre so fucking cute.#obsessed with codependent friend groups in fiction theyre so much fun#im only in like ep6 so i'm curious to see where it'll go#bc i remember hometown cha cha cha was also This Great to me at the beginning but the last few eps got a little bit too much#feels good to have a tv hyperfixation again it's been a while lmao
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so i've seen the sara mini episode.
#i will. be putting spoilers in tags so beware 👍#so many thoughts i’m AAAA#the implication that if sara hadn’t introduced ryoko to joe that he’d still be alive????#ryoko’s whole ‘sara... joe… i’ll see you tomorrow right?’ or however she worded it.#shut UP#SARAS DAD MAKING HER FIGHT HIM TO LEAVE?????#the man only gets more insane the more we learn okay#AND RYOKOS SO PRETTY????#gah sara and joe just being best friends my heart literally feels like it could tear in two good Bye#i def have more to say abt it but i am tired rn#LMAO ALSO ‘sexy lady’ just made me think of the sexy onee chan from the vivid old tale pj/sk event#i miss them so much yt/td hyperfix come back to me please#i went from it being one of my main fandoms to not really anymore i’m sorry to the ppl who followed me for it#i had it super associated w someone who isn’t in my life anymore but i don’t think of it that way anymore so!! hopefully i’ll be back more#esp when the last part drops :)#POINT BEING I MISS THEM AND I LOVE THEM AND IM VERY SAD#ALSO I MISSED SARAS INSANE POTENTIAL RESPONSES SO MUCH#the girl of all time she’s so beloved to me
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me: fuck yea time to set up the writing blog
my cousin: you wanna come hang out and play monster hunter? we'll make enough dinner for you
me: 👀
#i am a simple and easily persuaded individual#you give me a game i hyperfixate on and food and i will follow you anywhere#but anyways yea the blog is technically up already but im not gonna fully annouce it here until its organized/looks nice#if we're friends/mutuals and you wanna follow it before then lmk!#wait ya know what who cares who sees it early#its telltalerites and it will hopefully have a nice pinned post before today is over#but tbh who knows. i go a lil crazy whenever i get into MHR again lmao#lowkey wanna start a new file and make the character look like josy....teach myself to use the lance weapons to fit her canon style#i did have a file based on lorelai before but thematically speaking Josy makes a lot more sense#being in that sort of universe
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Got me one of them new limited drinks
Closer pic of the bee under the read more 🐝
#vark posts#found it already dead in perfect condition while i was sweeping#literally made my day i love my bug hyperfixation lmao#its so fuzzy!!! and cute!!#im thinking of getting some tiny display cases specifically for small bugs so that i can pin this guy#its sad shes dead ofc but im glad it was me who found her so that she didnt get thrown in the trash#bugs#starbucks
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hi guys
looks at you like this
#look at this image it’s so image#don’t mind me i’m just stressing bc i go back to school tomorrow#i am kinda nervous for the spring semester#i actually think it’ll be better than last semester bc last semester was kinda ass but like#still nervous yk#fling posse save me fling posse#i think my hyperfixations (whatever they may be. rn it’s obviously hypmic) will become less aggressive once i go back tho#bc then i’ll have work and my social life AND school yk#which is kinda sad but kinda a good thing bc i am running out of fics to read and fanart to look at lmao 😭#i’m ab ready to start posting fling posse meta (don’t encourage me i have so many drafts)#it’s ok i really do think this semester will be better than last#the way i’m posting this while i’m supposed to be doing assignments 😭 goodbye#shut up diana#one of my professors is gonna b assigning daily quizzes#another one assigned an 84 question pre assessment to do before the first day of class#it was to let her know a baseline for our skill level which does make sense but i think 84 questions is a little excessive#like why are you being a try hard who r you trying to impress. the other professors?? 😭#rosho would be disappointed#anyway ik im being harsh and i shouldn’t be judging professors that i haven’t even met yet#but like. giving an 84 question pre assessment is giving that boy in middle school who tries way too hard in gym class and cries if he lose#like can you chill. pelase. please. chill lelkasepleazewi oh hmhod i am only one person i#i rlly wanna start this semester off right tho#like i’m gonna start drinking more water my goal is to finish my water bottle every day OUTSIDE of what i drink at meals#and i’m gonna go for walks more since they make me happy :)#and i’m NOT gonna be hard on myself when i can’t focus or procrastinate or take forever to do smth (hashtag adhd)#that’s gonna b a hard one tho#anyway sorry 4 spam if you r reading these tags ignore me#i just need somewhere to put this lmao#maybe i should get a diary or something#i can be like greg heffley
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your character in trek ! / tng era vs voy era vs ds9 era
#* 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 : images#* 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 : star trek#yknow its high time i hone her ds9 au lmao#i'd write in the trek verse more but my hyperfix is the 24th cent but everyone's in the 23rd HHHH#yes ds9 will make the most high maintenance person into a lower maintenance being#im prolly gonna rewatch ds9 for the nth time this year one last time HHHH
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I FIGURED IT OUT
#AAAAAA#mia's ramblings#okay#so#turns out im just hyperfixated on her and not actually in love with her#im not missing her im just. missing the dopamine and serotonin that comes whenever im talking to her/having vcs with eachother lmao#i miss the Feeling of “being” in love and not actually#yk#love itself#quote unquote for the word being bc i dont think it was actually love it was just. idk the dopamine rush of having someone like you???#or whatever??? like the certain happiness you feel that "hey! ur not totally unlovable! its just the fact that ur aroace is the problem LMA#or smthn#anyways
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this honestly reminded me of the lack of canon autism rep.
next step: MAKE AUTISTIC BROOKLYNN CANON!!!
i need people to stop saying brooklynn is bad at socialising bc she was home educated. it was being a child celebrity that did that. and probably the autism
#like honestly. they could make it work if they wanted to#special interest? check!#hyperfixating on doing something and forgetting basic needs? check!#has trouble with social interactions/making friends? CHECK!!!#fixating causes her to accidentally not take her friends' feelings into consideration? FREAKING. YES!!#alright im done yapping but feel free to add to this cuz I know for a fact there's more LMAO#jwct#jwcc#jwcc brooklynn#autistic brooklynn
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mike's weird language when he talks about el and their relationship
part of the equation of stranger things relationships is building the relationship through emotional connection, not physical intimacy and outright saying how you feel. it's a trope in st that the couples refuse to admit their feelings for some time before getting together. "we're just friends", "she's not my girlfriend" etc etc. the denial is super endearing. and even when the couples are finally together, this doesn't change. they're literally just the same duo same friends, but they kiss sometimes. they barely even acknowledge that they're together. it's a great trope in my opinion.
so a couple years ago i was rewatching st and made a list of everytime mike said something weird. meaning, every time mike did not adhere to this formula and stood out from the rest of the couples. i made a tiktok about it too so im basically quoting that in this post. something i stressed in that video was that because we have the other couples as source material, clearly the writers are capable of not doing this. they are capable of writing a good serious relationship, but they're choosing not to with mlvn. so keep in mind, the other couples (besides maybe stancy) do not do this and mike is supposedly, according to his own words, is madly and deeply in love with her throughout all of this and knows it.
Season 3
"Romantic time with my girlfriend."
i'll cut this one some slack, it's just that if you were truly madly in love it would be more like "I'm spending time with el". but thats all he views it as, romantic time with his girlfriend. going to his girlfriends house to make out with her. romantic time with his girlfriend. not bonding with the person he loves.
"Did you think we were never gonna get girlfriends?"
mike is hyperfocused on the word girlfriend. she's not el, the person he loves, she's his girlfriend. he doesn't say "did you think we were never gonna fall in love?" and look i get he's only like 14 here but it's the fact that he later claims he was in love with her the entire time and knew it. he literally claims it was love at first sight.
get girlfriends. he got a girlfriend. he didn't fall in love.
"It's not my fault you don't like girls!"
again the hyperfixation on girls, get a girlfriend, liking girls. mike, why are you more focused on the fact that el is a girl and your girlfriend than the fact that she's el?
"You're the most important thing to me in the world."
finn's delivery of this is so.....
and the fact that el just stares at him blankly afterwards, like she did not buy that lmao
Season 4
"That's because she's my girlfriend, Will!"
it's not "that's because i love her and want to talk to her" or something like that, it's "thats because she's my girlfriend and that's what you're supposed to do when you have a girlfriend" not "because she's el and i love her". that plays into mike's whole charade in lenora, he's just doing things he thinks he's supposed to do when you have a girlfriend.
"You're a superhero!"
that has nothing to do with who el is as a person, especially at that moment because at that time, el didn't have her powers. at the time, everyone believed they were gone, she wouldn't be saving the world anymore. but mike is still saying how incredible she is because she's a superhero.
i hate dr brenner so fucking much, but he did say something i really agree with. el kept going back to the concept monsters and heros, and he says those are things of myth and fairytale. not everything is black and white. this is real life, not a made up story with clear good and evil. and ultimately that helps her accept what happened with 001. he was 100% right there.
then here comes mike talking about monsters and superheros again like WRAP IT UP YA'LL ARE TOO GROWN FOR THIS
"You're the most incredible person in the world!"
again, he says that, but doesn't say why. he just expects her to believe him. it's such a broad statement and doesn't connect to anything about el and her personality/interests/ideas.
"Maybe I should've said something, and if I would've said that thing, maybe she'd want me there with her, wherever she is."
he wishes he'd just said it so she'd be satisfied and want him there and he'd know she's okay, he doesn't wish he'd said it so el would know in her heart that he loves her. "i love you" to mike isn't a geniune confession of his feelings, it's a thing. it's a thing that you say. it's something he thinks he has to say because that's what couples do and it's what el wants. if you fell in love with someone at first sight you do not refer to an expression of your love for them as 'that thing'.
"Maybe I was worrying to much about el. . ."
i really don't know what he meant by this. if she is the most important thing to him in the whole world and is deeply in love with her, why in the mother FUCK would he be apologizing TO WILL for worrying too much about her. there wouldn't be too much worrying when you love someone that much.
"You can fly, you can move mountains I believe that."
she literally can't.
"I love you for exactly who you are. You're my superhero."
the first time i saw this i literally thought "oh thats not..."
because it's.....not. one or the other would've been....fine i guess. but the first preceding the other is just not it. i love you for exactly who you are, and that is my superhero. is that all she is to you, mike? el expresses constant worry of being a monster, a bad person. she's afraid that she's a monster with or without her powers. but dr owens said "I'm willing to bet you're one of the good ones." fucking OWENS said something more reassuring than her boyfriend and supposed love of her life, mike wheeler.
THATS NOT ROMANTIC.
#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#byler endgame#byler analysis#stranger things 4#mike wheeler i know what you are#milkvan bones#milkvan is bones
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