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Did the appointment go well?
yes ! thanks for asking. it went fine the person was nice. step 1 is done. back to waiting
#ask#:')#im honestly ok with waiting#ive known all sorts of nightmare medical systems where you have to chase for an appt and at the appts the practitioners dont listen to you#ill just make a calendar reminder for when my next contact is overdue and i have to chase (but hopefully i wont have to use it)#i didnt have to last time!#this first person was just screening i think they didnt have that many answers on the technicalities of how prescriptions would get to me#but they said to ask the next clinician (who actually specialises in the medications) and i get that#heres to prayge that things Happen and there isnt too much admin nightmare when it comes. the bar is on the floor#i have a headache from the anxiety oops
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vanna mercar 🎈
#da#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#🌱#oc: vanna mercar#i beat the game last night im not ok#i had so much fun theres fair criticisms to be made but honestly i had a blast#im so attached to vannabanana 🤒#THESE GIFS WOULD LOOK SO NICE IF I COULD RUN MY GAME ON HIGHER SETTINGS AAAUUUGHG#im not even gonna post the gifs i made of vanna n emmrich i’ll wait til i have a better pc to retake those
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN I CARVED QI RONG!!!
#fun fact I actually did this back in August bc I’m not at home/w my friends for Halloween LOL#ANYWAYYYYYY#IM PROUD OF IT EHEHEHEHE#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#qi rong#wait this counts as fanart right. heheh…#tian guan ci fu fanart#tgcf fanart#b.txt#honestly this could look a little better in terms of the hair#but I had only a plain kitchen knife bc I couldnt find pumpkin carving tools ok…#I do think it’s extremely funny how he’s GLOWING in the first pic NDJSJDJD
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favorite rick meow meows 🐾
#if i do another edit of these w my rick hcs is that ok#im not waiting for an answer#dork edits#rick sanchez#honestly just wanted a new icon
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#study#listen ive been having like a very chaotic time trying to balance life and work and excersie and art and it’s very hard sometimes#I would like to have had opened commissions a few weeks ago but im scared im just going to be too stressed to actually perfom correctly doi#doing them so I haven’t really opened yet#im not sure if there’s any of you guys waiting or if it’s even ok for me to like take my time to figure it out and like actually rest a#little bit#anyway here’s the situation#I honestly feel like this
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finished the dragon prince and man the last episode stardust hit so hard aaravos I get it now
#weeping for 100 years because the other immortal elves decided your child needed to die#i too would go on a rampage#leola is never mentioned to have a mom and aaravos never mentions a partner#so hc that startouch elves asexually reproduce with magic when the stars or planets align#they would need to wait centuries before having another child#ok im done rambling i cant wait for s7#honestly i mainly care about callum rayla ezran and zym all the other characters are meh#claudia and her lil twink elf bf are ok soren has grown on me#i can never remember the names of the lesbians#this show doesnt have nearly enough dragons which is a shame#when will zym start talking instead of making puppy dog noises
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Hi, I sent an ask like 5 minutes ago but I'm not sure if it went through for certain reasons so if it did just ignore that,
I love your fic so much. One of my favourite things is the authors note, I love hearing your rambles and thought processes behind certain scenes,
And JEE💖💖
The jee lovers in the fandom are small but dedicated, I love that man.
Any situation of an older man reluctantly and unknowingly adopting a child they hate and growing soft for them I love, I could ramble on for hours about certain headcanons I have regarding jee and zuko for hours, I need more of them (AND HIM AND BATO (please don't kill them i need AT LEAST 1 queer couple to be happy in this fic🙏🙏))
Also another thing, I do fanart and I really want to do art for this fic but I have no idea which scene to do, is there any specific ones you would want art of?
HI HI HI HI HIIII!!
I didn’t get your five minute ago ask but I got this one!! ahhhhhh my shameful authors notes haha I am very unhinged in there, I think I black out and rub my face in the keyboard honestly.
JEE LOVERS UNITED WE STAND!!!! I adore his dislike of both zuko & sokka in the beginning and now he’s falling hard for sokkas uncle and has pretty much said if anything happens to these kids I’ll burn this bitch to the ground. Unfortunately, Jees situation is going to get a bit more complicated he just doesn’t realize it yet haha.
THERE IS A HAPPY QUEER COUPLE! *gestures at liab zuko* I mean they’re happy like…. some of the time haha. Ok ok I see your point but no promises because you know when I start blowing shit up in liab I can get a little crazy :D mwahahaha.
FAN ART FOR ME?!1?27,771!37/&/ YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE ME FERAL!!! ahhhhh honestly idk how to pick scenes im so bad at it i dont know what to choose but if you did wanna draw any scenes maybe any from ITF? Your fave or ones scenes you liked idk that’s my suggestion lol.
thanks for this amazing ask you’re a beautiful human thank you!
#I’m excited to unleash next chapter haha#I changed a few details and it shifted the plot to match more of the vibe I want#Wasn’t sure how to pull it off but lying in bed one night I was like LE GASP I GOT IT!! & ran to my notebook and wrote it down#Yes I keep a note book by my bed#and forty cups of water what about it??#Anywayyyy this was such a fun ask and I honestly think we could fill a decent sized bus for the Jee fan club#He’s got lots of fans but I think some like him in certain situations others don’t so the fan hood isn’t jee united#Which is fine different strokes for different folks#But I love writing grumpy Jee haha and him next to hostile sokka and glaring growling zuko was fun#Now zukka is smiling and laughing and things are going along so swimmingly#HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENS#THAT WOULD BE A SHAME#;);););;)#:D#im sorry I’m such an asshole I can’t help it#Your ask made me smile thanks for sending it#& if you pick a scene to draw I’ll stare at it forever I promise#I can’t wait!!! But no pressure because it’s about having fun lol#Ok thanks again sorry for being so wild#Dixongravesart#leaving it all behind#liab#itf#ask
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Turned Night Into Day
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There's no reason why Illya should want to talk to him. Really, there isn't. So why's he showing up at his hotel room with a bottle of Scotch and something like an apology on his lips? Or, most of Amor Magnus Doctor Est chapter 8 in Napoleon's POV!! <3
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inspired by Amor Magnus Doctor Est by @cha-melodius
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POV Napoleon Solo, Napoleon solo has no self confidence, insecure Napoleon solo, Reunions, the happy ending to just like me, Mild Sexual Content, inspired by another fic, Napoleon Solo Needs a Hug, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Professors
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“I’m sorry,” Illya whispers, the words ringing like a gunshot in the otherwise dead quiet of the room. Of all the things Napoleon was expecting, it was definitely not that. “I heard what you and Gaby were talking about,” and “Did you really get Victoria fired to try and win me back?” seemed the most obvious. He’s only able to stare at Illya as the words rattle around in his head. In the silence of the room it seems that Illya might want to take it back. He finds himself hoping he will, because while there’s nothing he wants more than Illya, he’s only good for being left behind. He hopes equally as much that he won’t, because even in the face of reality he still wants him more than he’s ever wanted anything else. “What for?” he asks, head tilted to the side, brow furrowed. Illya huffs out a sound that could be a laugh, but it’s too harsh, too bitter to be classified as such. It’s so sudden that Napoleon actually flinches from it. “Everything,” he answers, like it’s obvious. Like he’d done anything wrong. Leaving him may have been the best decision Illya’s ever made. He can’t imagine how that could be wrong. “For blaming you when it wasn’t really your fault. For shutting you out. For not—” Illya’s voice catches in his throat, and he takes another swallow of liquor. Napoleon shuts his eyes against Illya’s next words, “for not being there for you when I should have been.” A feeble sense of hope takes root in his heart, growing until it threatens to choke him.
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#LMAO bonus points if u find the 700ish word chunk of Napoleon Solo Angst™ that inspired this whole thing#ive been wanting to write this since i read amde for the first time but i was like naur#but then i wrote just like me and i was like oh wait hold on maybe i can#and then i went to the def leppard/journey concert and journey played open arms and this was born#yes the concert was in august im slow at writing ok#anyway regardless of how long this took#it has remained unbeta'd#alsoooo this was SO FUCKING FUN to write i actually loved the process so so so much#i had a great time it was so relieving to finally do this like every sentence was just like FINALLY IM DOING IT#i love it so much and honestly it was only gonna be around 700 words#but my brain was like no you gotta do this part and then i did and then it was like ok now this part#i was like should i do the whole thing it said ABSOLUTELY NOT#anyway if you've made it this far#READ AMOR MAGNUS DOCTOR EST OR BE DIE#napollya#tmfu#napoleon solo#illya kuryakin#tmfu fic#my fic#inspired by another fic#amor magnus doctor est#lucia writes#lucia talks
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I have so many wips that are half-written and here comes another satan fic that just nudged itself to the top of the list and called the rest losers.
wrote the satan fic on my commute because the brain rot really got to me again 😭
#satangsramble#ok but this time I will make it short ok. (it’s at 1k word and im limiting myself 🫵)#I’ve been really wanting to finish the asmo and solomon fic also but I honestly haven’t gotten the time to sit and write#I’ll probably try to finish the solomon fic by this weekend since I alrdy have the outline and then the asmo fic by mid nov#just adulting things ✨#on a separate note I have a Halloween party tmr and I just half assed my costume (aka just some sailor dress and elf ears I pulled from the#back of my closet) -> I didn’t even remember I had them LOL#I was looking at my wardrobe being like 🤨🤨🤨#I was looking for my cosplay but I think I threw it away but whatever 😭 I just need to look like I tried and that’s enough#jshdjdmdnfj#okay bye I need to sleep rn…#WAIT and the 13 fic. I’ll try to finish it by Christmas (try.) NDIDJDJD#im a slow writer guys im sorry#and then I still have a dozen other ideas but those will take a long while…
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I am interested in your Barnaby/Eddie/Howdy ship. Like, is Eddie dating both of them at the same time along with Frank or only one of the two
oh idk i didn't think about it too hard lmao
But. now that i Am thinking about it. at first i was like "eh we'll just go with a ridiculous hypothetical world where everything is the same except frank/eddie don't catch feelings for each other" HOWEVER! you saying Eddie dating both of them and Frank. ohohoho i like that
yeah lets just throw all of the neighborhood's 'guys' (minus Wally) into one big poly tangle. Laughingstock is together, so is Franklydear, Eddie is dating Laughingstock and Frank is dating Eddie/Howdy, Barnaby and Frank don't really have strong feelings except annoyance but they'll put up with each other for Eddie & Howdy's sakes. they still kiss sometimes i think. a three sided square!
#sally: *staring at the four-way date going on in Home's backyard (neutral ground)*#sally: poppy what are your feelings on Juliette#actually wait lmao#im imagining a crack scenario....#wally: it looks like everyone in the neighborhood is together but us haha. at least im not the only one!#home: ....*guilty creak*#wally: home.#home: *guiltier creak*#wally: .........#(cut to wally slamming open laughingdearfranklystock's door)#wally: MY HOUSE?????#rambles from the bog#im fucking wheezing im sorryyyyyyyy#this is so funny to me...#wally's fuming in the woods like 'first my best friend and now my actual house. cmon'#except he Wouldnt do that#honestly... ok barnaby/howdy/frank/eddie & then their platonic fifth wally#wait shit sorry#barnaby/howdy/frank/eddie/home & then their platonic fifth wally#and then on the other side of the neighborhood its poppy/sally/julie and their emotional support wally#lesbians need their weird little guy....
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hi my name is Tim Breaker oh sorry i mean Tim Breaker oh i mean Tim Breaker oh sorry no im Tim Breaker oh sorry
Wanted to make something about jack and tim breaker (omg) since we learned the news about him!!! you know what THAT MEANS...
IMM SOOO EXITED FOR TIM BREAKER IM SOOO EXITED FOR MR DOOR FOR THAT TRIANGLES IN GAMEPLAY TRAILER AND ALL SAME LAKE'S TIKTOKS...
#control remedy#jesse faden#jack joyce#quantum break#alan wake#is there such a tag as tim breaker?#ohhh can you believe my friends WE WILL HAVE SOOO MUCHHH CONNECTIONS IN CONNECTED REMEDY UNIVERCE IN ALAN WAKE 2#im so exited because HONESTLY first i played control and be like -ok fine game- and then i ACCIDENTLY played quantumbreak and was like#-ummm feels familiar... I HAVENT KNEW THAT THEY WAS BOTH FROM ONE COMPANY aand then i saw beth and -wait a minute...#since then i started to learn the lore xddddd#and i wished for content like im making now and im so happy for that#for me i mean
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O BTW i watched the first ep of the dungeon meshi and I RLY LIKE ITTTT ive been meaning to start the manga for yrs but never got around to it TT... trigger seems to be doing rly well w the adaptation tho from what ive heard manga readers say and well just from watching it blind myself i alr rly love it and cant wait to see more...!!!
#save me dunmeshi yuri and yaoi...#(the white women and kabru & that one eyed elf guy who always looks like hes having the worst time of his life-#cant wait to get to kabru i love his design sm hes so cute....#also very dismayed to find that i lowkey find laios(laius?) attractive... lowkey...#I BLAME MILK COOKIE.... ITS ALL BC OF MILKCOOKIE... I DIDNT CARE ABT HIMBOS BEFORE. DAMMIT#being attracted to (white)men is so embarrassing#he has a similar body type to milk + his face too... the droopy eyes...#and his personality is similar too..... except instead of dark choco cookie he fixates on eating monsters <3#honestly love that its so cute..#FARLYN IS SO FINE THO HIII🥰... UNNI- *gets bonked w a hammer*#both siblings remind me of milk cookie tbh.... laius for what i mentioned and farlyn w her rosy cheeks...#milk cookie is like if u combined them...#also senshi is so instantly likeable...#THE FOOD MADE ME HUNGRY AFFFF LIKE I WAS DROOLING#i want to draw milk cookie again....#ok i swear im not gonna simp for laius tho. hes just some guy (i do think his chara is v endearing so far)#IM JUST ADMITTING HES CUTE BC... I SWEAR I WOULDVE NEVER THOUGJT THIS BEFORE...#LIKE HES NOT MY TYPE... BEFORE THAT DAMNED COOKIE......DAMN IT#its ok theyre fictional men tho <3
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#ok ramble time#classic this feels too intimate to share with anyone so everyone gets it#essentially last week there was a suicide on campus#he was not one of my students or in our department#I'm pretty removed from it#ans i really didn't think it affected me#but i guess it has#bc like i thought i was over#✨this✨#Like ok i have had active plans in the past#one of those this is how this is when this is where#just waiting for the final straw#but i clearly never did#and that plan would no longer work due to changes in circumstances and living arrangements etc#which is honestly probably for the best#bc i refuse to make a new one bc i know i do not want to go there#but im just TIRED and ANXIOUS#its not even the depression its the anxiety of living#i stay up until 3-4 in the morning bc i cant stand the idea of going to sleep#and i secretly hope each sleep will be my last#bc im not going to DO anything bc that would not be it#too many ppl care about me (unfortunately)#and then ive stopped eating (again)#and it's like idek if its bc i dont want to or bc i forget#its like i see myself self destructing but cant make myself stop#and I have not done anything physically stupid in quite a long time but ive started biting to stim#and i dont even know im doing it half the time it just helps#and skin picking. which none or this is the same as true s/h but it does scare me to a degree bc i dont mean to i just do it#anyway i don't expect anyone to read all of this i just had to get it out ot my head
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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed#liam payne#death#i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways#ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the#way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything#else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one#out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel#for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage#self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally#enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i#didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore#and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final#straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways#so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was#disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a#part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this#im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine#le text post
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i wish all sites that do not let you leave a comment or thumb up/down without logging in that also do not imply this anywhere in the comment/feedback section so that you are baited into making an account a very explode and die painfully forever
#x#i'm fighting for my fucking life with firefox right now#this one i just encountered gave no mention of needing an account there is only the post button... but when you click it it goes to signup#and if you do not signup the comment is gone forever. cool!#honestly i also wish a very car hammer explosion to sites tht require u to make an account to comment in general. should use temp emails...#its just a pain in the ass... cool how tech is supposed to help us but all it seems to do is be a giant pain in the ass. capitalism die#i remember when the internet wasn't like this and god fucking fuckkkk goddddddddddddd fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk the internet now GOD#if you're under like... 25 then you missed out but also you probably aren't as irritated about it as i am#anyway! this post brought to you by me attempting to comment in a forum regarding a tech issue only to run into a techapitalism issue. cool#techapitalism? capitalistech? capitalistechnological? ... i'm still riding high off of anarchivist ok were those anything#wait im def onto something w capitalistech... i'm using that now. and anarchivist. these words rule. fuck yeah portmanteaus!!!
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zeno's ultimate pokemiku tierlist ⁉️(it's all his opinion and he loves them all regardless⁉️)
#like arrfgggdiakaktmcksmsama this was literally all for me like they knew what they were doing#i love character design i love pokemon i love miku. and then you put ALL THREE TOGETHER....#i will explain some of my choices here#poison miku is just too good but also i am a big sucker for freaky scientists with constant “worry” eyebrows#her design is just so out there and crazy (this is about the shoes. some understand the greatness of the shoes and some dont. and thats ok.)#every other miku in peak i think establishes their theme exeptionally well especially ghost bug and fighting#for ghost i already love spooky and gloomy looking characters and that miku delivers tenfold (of course shes designed by the GOAT take)#esp with the mix of ghostly and electronic/digital regarding the glitchy parts n the 01 hologram#she looks like shell invade my computer and give it a virus if i dont send the chainmail about her tragic file corruption to 10 friends#(in the best way possible)#for bug miku the big dress is a huge plus but also i just think shes adorable nuff said#for fighting - i love a delinquent character and she fits that really well. the half coat thing is a big highlight for me#also the leek theme is absolutely iconic#for the ones i didnt like as much - i honestly just think the koraidon one is a leeeeetle bit boring#dont get me wrong. it has really cool aspects like the hair and the koraidon like cape but idk#it feels like theres a lot going on but not that much at the same time? its still a really nice design tho esp the hair color#for the ones in yellow tier - i just dont like the color palletes very much . theyre still really nice designs esp fire miku#but all in all these are genuinely all amazing designs and i dont want to be too critical or mean to any of them esp seeing im not a pro#but this was really fun to see unfold!!! cant wait until the songs start dropping#in the topic of miku as well - hey muse dash where's my miku on the switch version....#please dont make us wait too long 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿
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