#im honestly going to read it again but more slowly i feel like i absorbed nothing HELPP i always do this

[stardust-make-a-wish]

vibrates i foudn so much good jjk art...lays down...sobs

[plazmafields]

Dorian chatted aimlessly as he waited for Krem to grab his lunch, Dorian gripping his own loosely and swinging the bag gently at his side. Once Krem was ready, the two men crossed through the office on their way to the cafe. As they passed a large set of frosted glass doors, Dorian heard soft music coming from within. He slowed his pace as he listened, trying to recognize the song.

“What is it?” Krem asked, several feet ahead.

“Oh, nothing, I just…” Dorian drifted off as he read the name on the doors. “I’ve never seen Cullen outside his office. Not in the break room or the cafe.”

Krem scoffed, “Yeah, he doesn’t leave that room. I don’t know if he takes breaks at all. Maybe he just likes to be alone during his breaks? I don’t know, honestly.”

Dorian hummed in acknowledgement, still focused on putting a finger on the strangely familiar music he could faintly hear. After a moment of silence, Krem started walking again.

“You coming?” he called back.

“Yes, I’ll just be a moment. I’ll meet you there.”

Krem shrugged and went off to meet up with their other lunch buddies.

Dorian kept staring at the frosted doors, reading the lettering over and over. Cullen Rutherford, Director of Architecture. Not his boss, per se, but absolutely a few positions over him.

Is it even worth asking? Dorian wondered. I suppose it couldn’t hurt, despite the likelihood of him refusing.

So with a shrug and a confident smile, Dorian drummed a knuckle against the glass and waited for a response. He heard the music stop and Cullen clear his throat before uttering a quiet “enter”.

Dorian opened the door slowly and peaked his head in first. “Mr. Rutherford? Do you have a moment?”

Cullen reeled a little at the formality. “Oh, yes, please, have a seat. And just ‘Cullen’ is fine.”

“Right, Cullen…” Dorian murmured as he sat, taking in the decor. “You have a lovely office, very cosy.” he remarked, noting each side wall had floor to ceiling bookshelves, each nearly full.

Cullen nodded in agreement, shifting the things on his desk.

“Did you do something different with it since I was here last month?”

Cullen chuckled, “No, never.” he looked up from his organization for his eyes to lock with Dorian’s, immediately thrown off course. “Uh, I mean, I have it the way I like it. Maybe, um, it needs something new, I’m not a trinket person, but maybe something. Bookends?”

Dorian grinned, “Maybe.”

After a long quiet moment, Cullen cleared his throat again. “Anyway, sorry, what did you need to talk to me about?”

As he casually glanced around the room once more, Dorian said plainly, “A few of us have formed a… ‘lunch club’, I suppose, where we all go out together or sit in the cafe at lunch and just chat. I was wondering if you wanted to join us today. I know you usually eat in here by yourself.”

Cullen sighed and rubbed at the back of his neck, eyes on his desk, “I usually don’t eat. If I’m honest. There’s really no time, I have so much shi--”

Dorian looked at him with a slight smirk, brow quirked.

“...work. A lot of work to do. I’m sorry, maybe I can find time some other...time.”

Dorian could see that Cullen didn’t really want to refuse, but also felt too awkward. 

“Is it the group? I promise there’s only, like, five of us, myself included. You’re never intruding.”

The blond cringed a little, “Maybe? I-I don’t know, I’m not much of a people person, I really--”

“What if it was just you and me?” Dorian cut him off gently.

Cullen’s mouth remained open as his eyes got wider. He quickly took Dorian up and down, then gulped.

Dorian chuckled, “I’ll let you think about it, how about that?”

As he opened the door to leave and find Krem, Dorian turned back and said in a soft tone, “I would really enjoy your company.”

The last thing he saw before shutting the door behind him was a slight blush on Cullen’s cheeks.

---

After a couple of days with no answer, Dorian decided to take it upon himself to buy an extra burrito bowl for Cullen, taking notes from Josephine on what he might like.

“He only comes to the break room when I bring in my pastries.” She had said. “He waits until everyone in the office has had one, then he comes out and takes whatever’s left. He asks me about the sugar cookies sometimes. They’re just butter and sugar, a little vanilla. He seems to like simple flavors, but he’s eaten almost everything I’ve made.”

Playing it safe, Dorian got a very basic bowl without extras, hoping the flavors would be inoffensive.

Once he got back to the office, he went straight to Cullen’s office and knocked, not waiting for a response before barging in. He knew Cullen would be in there, and he wasn’t giving him an option, Cullen was going to eat.

Cullen looked up from his screen with surprise, shocked to see Dorian with two bowls.

“Time for lunch.” Dorian said, placing Cullen’s dish in front of him with a fork and napkin.

Cullen tried to say something, but Dorian cut him off.

“Nope, eat.”

Dorian sat in the adjacent chair and began digging in, only stopping to gesture for Cullen to do the same.

The blond took a tentative bite, humming as he pointed with his fork. “This is really good, but I feel bad. You didn’t have to--”

“I certainly didn’t, but I chose to. And I’d hate to see it go to waste, so don’t feel bad, just eat it.”

Cullen, thrown off guard by Dorian’s bluntness, simply shut up and ate, muttering a quiet “thank you” through bites.

“You’re very welcome. Having work to do is no reason to starve yourself.” Dorian watched with a smile as Cullen clearly enjoyed his meal.

"I'd hardly say I starve myself," Cullen said under his breath. When Dorian gave a skeptical look, he elaborated, "I just, you know, make sure I have a big breakfast, and I eat an apple or something throughout the day. I try to be healthy."

"Skipping meals isn't healthy, darling." Dorian purred to avoid sounding judgemental.

Cullen blushed at being worried over. "No, you're right."

After a long pause, Cullen sheepishly asked, "Mind if I switch on some music?"

"Feel free," Dorian waved dismissively.

Soothing, almost romantic jazz was the first thing to play, Cullen flailing at the keyboard to skip it. "Woah, okay, how about something else?" He laughed nervously.

"No no, I quite enjoy jazz, if you don't mind." Dorian reached over and softly grabbed Cullen's hand to stop him, Cullen looking to their hands and blushing.

"Oh, sure. T-That's fine…"

They simply ate as the song played, Dorian suddenly realizing Cullen was done with his meal.

"Oh, you eat fast, don't you?" Dorian remarked, finally taking in Cullen’s physique. He was muscular, but not ripped; defined, but not toned; sturdy, but not 100% muscle. He was...

"Oh I--" Cullen looked down at his bowl and scrapped every last bit of rice out, "yeah, I'm used to not having a ton of time, I guess."

"I love a man with appetite." He didn't mean to sigh that last word, but Dorian let it slip, immediately clearing his throat in embarrassment.

Cullen swallowed roughly, but just went back to the last statement, "I probably shouldn't eat so fast or I'll mess up my metabolism. And I am getting older…"

Dorian scoffed, "Older? What are you, twenty-six?"

Cullen laughed, "Yeah, I wish. Try thirty-six."

"Are you calling me 'older', Cullen?" Dorian crossed his arms.

Cullen blushed, "W-What, no! I...how old are you?"

"Thirty-seven."

Cullen rolled his eyes, "Oh, please, older than me, maybe, but not older."

Dorian glanced down at Cullen's left hand. "Thirty-six and no wife?"

"Hey, I could ask you the same." Cullen shrunk in his seat; clearly this was a point of contention.

Dorian smirked, "I'm gay, darling."

"Oh…" Cullen blushed a little, "Well, no husband, then?"

Dorian crossed his legs and sat back, "I needed a break after my last boyfriend. He was a bit much: prissy, self-absorbed, disagreeable; it didn't work. We just had too much in common."

Cullen gave a hardy laugh, "I don't think you're disagreeable in the slightest, I think you're very pleasant."

Dorian smiled and tutted with a dismissive wave of the hand.

"And quite handsome, plenty of reason to be self-absorbed."

Taken aback, Dorian looked up with hopeful eyes, looking onto a completely innocent face dawning a sweet smile. Dorian grinned back, "Good of you to notice."

---

As he worked diligently, Dorian's focus was broken by someone sitting on the corner of his desk, arms crossed. He looked up, expecting Krem ready to head to lunch, but instead saw his newest lunch companion, blond curls less contained than usual.

"Ah, Cullen, out of your cave. What can I do for you, my friend?" He turned his chair and crossed his legs.

Cullen smiled softly but avoided Dorian's eyes. "I was wondering--I know it's lunch and you probably have plans to go out already but," his eyes darted up occasionally to check he wasn't losing Dorian's attention, "I was wondering if later, after work, you'd like to go to dinner with me."

The entire room went silent. The click-clacking of keyboards stopped, the fax machine stopped buzzing, and the water cooler stopped bubbling. Out of nowhere, eyes started peering over cubical walls, and people casually migrated in Dorian's direction.

He watched them all from the corner of his eye as everyone in the room waited for his answer. Cullen didn't leave his office, he didn't talk to his coworkers, and he didn't respond to flirting, from anyone.

Until now.

Dorian tried to keep his gulp subtle and quiet. He chuckled awkwardly before responding, "That...that sounds really nice. I'd love to."

The room started moving again, noises continued and people went back to their places.

Cullen grinned, "Great! That's...I'm…" he breathed a calming breath, "I'm so glad."

Laughing im relief, Dorian shook his head before taking a long moment to simply look into Cullen’s eyes. Golden and kind.

Cullen stared back, soft smile still present. "Well," he cleared his throat before standing, "I should get back to work. I'll see you tonight?"

Before Dorian could respond, his hand was in Cullen's, knuckles up, and eyes locked with the blond as he placed a gentle kiss to each one.

"I'm buying this time," Cullen whispered.

[jisungsmochi]

library meetings - l.y.y

(not my gif !) 

library meetings - lyy

genre: college!au, fluff (lots!), mutual pining from the beginning tbh

word count: 2.5k

summary: finals were quickly approaching. after running into the frantic boy in the library, and sharing a study room with him wouldn’t be so bad.

a/n: ahhh the summary is kinda bad but i really liked writing this piece so enjoy!!

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you let out a small huff, in search for an empty table in the library.

“gosh why is this place so busy?” oh wait, finals were approaching, no wonder there were so many frantic university students. you were able to spot an empty study room, quickly pacing to the door. as you were about to enter the key code to the room, you felt someone bump into you. you gave them an annoyed expression, looking up to see who they were. your expression softened once you caught sight of the light brown bangs and glamorous smile of the one and only, liu yangyang.

“oh were you going to use this room?” he started off, pointing out the obvious. no words were able to leave your mouth, resulting in a gentle nod in response. yangyang sighed, slightly annoyed as he was losing time to study for his first exam. you could tell he really could use the private space as more students were entering the library.

“how about we share it? just study separately” you suggested as his eyes lit up.

“oh yeah that sounds good, ladies first” he cracked a small smile as he gestured for you to enter the room. you let out a quiet ‘thankyou’ before seating yourself on one side of the large table. yangyang closed the door, trying not to make any loud noises. he shuffled over to sit across from you, immediately pulling out his study supplies. you watched as his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

“you okay?” he looked up at you, nibbling the side of his cheek.

“uh i actually forgot my pencil case, i was in a rush to get here” he explained as you listened closely. without any more words being exchanged, you handed him a spare black pen and green highlighter from your own pencil case. yangyang raised an eyebrow at you, wondering why you were being so helpful to him. he had seen you around campus a few times. you always had earphones in and most of the time, you were reading or tapping away on your phone. everybody in your year knew of yangyang. he was loud, energetic and seemed to get along with just about everyone he met.

“thanks...um” he stopped himself, realising he didn’t even know your name. you caught on to his ongoing confusion, finding it endearing.

“y/n” you introduced,

“i’m yangyang” he shot you another award winning smile, pulling his hand out to shake yours.

the next two hours was filled with silence, but it wasn’t as stiff and awkward as you previously presumed. yangyang would often tap his pen on the table top, which distracted you. he eventually caught on, mouthing ‘sorry’ multiple times. you also found yourself reading aloud, as it helped you retain information. yangyang caught on, giving you a look that said ‘are you good?’

“i just remember it better if i say it out loud, was i being annoying?” you worried as he shook his head.

“no no, i’m actually curious to your method. i might have to try it for myself” he assured you as he kept the conversation running.

“you definitely should! especially the night before your first exam” you started before shutting your laptop. “our time is up for using the room, unless you want to pay, and honestly i’d rather spend money on some food” you shrug as you finish packing away your things. yangyang follows in suit, listening along to you,

“agreed, we should do this again sometime” he blurted out the last part, not realising what he had just said.

“oh i mean, yeah sure. if you’re up for it! how about tomorrow?” you suggest, an uneasy feeling making its way to your core.

“yeah i can do tomorrow, around this time? here, take my number” yangyang wasn’t sure why he was being so confident with you. he did get along with everyone but he wasn’t usually the one to ask girls out.

you took the small piece of paper he scribbled on and placed it in your bag. you both exited the small study room and made your way to the entrance of the library.

“well i guess this is where we part ways” yangyang smirks down at you, part of him wishing he could spend more time with you.

“i guess so. i’ll see you tomorrow, yangyang, have a nice evening!” you smiled softly at him before pulling up the strap of your backpack and making your way back to your dorm room.

yangyang couldn’t wipe the smile off his face that night as he walked into his own dorm.

“dude what’s with the blushing? you good?” his roommate, haechan teased.

“i’m great. honestly, couldn’t be better” his friend gave him a look, confused as to why he was acting so weird. yangyang wouldn’t admit it, but he was secretly waiting for you to message him that night. he stuck to his phone like glue, mind completely off of studying for his exams. but you didn’t end up messaging him, only due to the fact that you weren’t sure if you were meant to. you thought the only reason he gave you his number was to talk about library meetup times. you were lying to yourself if you said you didn’t want to message him. but you were exhausted, you couldn’t wait for tomorrow.

//

you were standing outside the library doors, your thumbs hovering over yangyang’s contact name. you wanted to message him that you had arrived, but nerves were slowly taking over.

just as you were about to type the message, a figure approached you.

“hey there” yangyang’s voice rang through your ears. you immediately shut off your phone and look over at him. he was dressed in simple black jeans and a comfy black hoodie with a detailed dragon design on the back. you noticed you were wearing a similar outfit. a black hoodie with black jeans.

“h-hi” you recklessly blurted, yangyang gave you a soft smile, eyes scanning your outfit.

“dang, you really had to copy my fit, didn’t you?” he joked, causing you to make a fake shocked face.

“hey! don’f flatter yourself!” you teased back, leading both of you to the same study room. you had booked it prior to your arrival, avoiding the cluster of stressed students.

you sat across from yangyang, just as you had done the day before. he gently ruffled his hair, pulling out all his materials.

this time, you felt yourself shifting in and out of focus. the information just wasn’t absorbing into your brain the way you needed it to. yangyang could sense your frustration, unsure of how to comfort you. he watched as you rubbed your eyes, sore from staring at your laptop screen for what seemed like hours. you let out a short huff, eyes finally meeting his. he gave you a furrow browed look,

“you okay?” he practically whispered, still uncertain of how to comfort you.

“uh yeah, my mind is just going blank” you sighed, shutting your laptop. yangyang nodded along, placing his pencil down on the table before leaning back. he deliberated for a bit, looking back over at you.

“do you want to take a break? maybe go get something to eat so you can refocus?” he suggested, catching you off guard.

“but don’t you still have to study? i feel bad for cutting this session short” you honestly admitted. it was yangyang’s turn to be startled, you enjoyed spending time with him?

“it’s fine really, i can study more when i go back to my dorm. you, on the other hand, need a break. so let’s go” he hurriedly jumped up from his seat, packing his things into his backpack. you slightly chuckled at his urgency, copying his actions. as you exited the library together, yangyang began leading you to the campus cafe.

it had a range of sweet treats, as well as some basic lunch meals such as sandwiches and wraps.

“ladies first” he smirked as he opened the cafe door for you. you felt heat rise to your face, letting out a small ‘thankyou’ before leading him to a booth.

“anything grabbing your attention?” he asked, eyes scanning over the menu.

“i think i’ll just have a grilled cheese and maybe a chocolate milkshake. how about you?”

“i’ll get the same, actually” he softly smiled at you. he wasn’t sure why he felt so comfortable, going on a lunch date with someone he had just met the day before, he just knew it felt right.

“ahh you just love to copy me” you rolled your eyes playfully before pulling out your wallet.

“uh, i’ll pay, i insist” yangyang interrupts you suddenly, causing you to halt your actions.

“are you sure? i’m gonna feel so bad” you pouted at him, yangyang swore his heart was about to combust.

“i’m the one who suggested we come eat, it’s only right if i pay”

“alright fine, but i’ll pay for next time” you blurted out, eyes slowly widening at your own words.

“next time huh? i’d like that” he winked at you before making his way to the counter to order. you swear you felt your heart stop after he said that.

why did he have this effect on you?

you both enjoyed a chill lunch together, conversing about whatever came to your heads. it truly felt like you’d known him forever. the way he listened closely to your stories, eyes always locked with yours, made you swoon. he offered to walk you back to your dorm, in which you kindly accepted. it was getting cooler outdoors, you felt yourself shiver lightly. yangyang noticed, debating whether he could give you his jacket.

“are you cold?” he decided to ask first,

“uh kinda yeah” you admitted, blowing into your hands to keep them warm.

“here” he pulled out his jacket that was stuffed into his backpack, and draped it over your shoulders.

you were lucky to blame your pink cheeks on the cold, rather than the fact you were blushing.

“t-thankyou” you muttered, avoiding his eyes. yangyang just smiled at you, continuing to walk alongside you as you both jumped back into a heated discussion on whether cats were better than dogs.

“i can’t say much, i have both at home” yangyang chuckled, stopping in his tracks as you both reach your dorm room.

“aw that’s cute, i want to meet them sometime” you gawked at the image of yangyang playing with animals.

“yeah that’d be pretty fun” he smiled back softly,

you returned a similar look, eyes drifting to your door and then back to him.

“well i guess this is where i leave, goodluck with finals! i’m sure you’ll do well”

“fingers crossed, right? you’ll smash yours for sure!” he responded, really not wanting the evening to end.

“thanks yang, it means a lot. and maybe we can catch up after we’re done with all our finals? i mean that’s if you want to, i won’t force y-“

“i’d love to, you don’t even know how much i want to” he blurted, covering his mouth slightly with his right hand. you couldn’t wipe the wide smile off your face,

“see you soon, yang” you gently shake your head at how adorable he was. he watched as you opened your door, turning to wave him goodbye. he copied your gesture before turning to walk back to his own dorm. for the first time in a while, yangyang was excited to study and ace his exams.

//

after two gruelling weeks of constant exams and stress, you were finally finished with finals. the moment you exited the examination hall, you pulled out your phone to text yangyang.

you: hey! i finished my last exam, meet at the cafe in 15?

yang: yep! celebratory milkshakes on me!

you: you’re the best

you walked into the cafe, eyes meeting those of a cheery yangyang, sitting in the same booth you both did the first time you came.

“how’d you beat me here?” you sat across from him, before placing your bag next to you.

“just happened to be nearby when you messaged me” he shrugged, but in reality, he knew that you had your final exam today and was going to meet you at the hall, until you messaged him to come to the cafe.

he had already ordered you both chocolate milkshakes,

“cheers to not having to stress for the rest of the year” you exclaimed, clinking your glass with his.

as you both took sips from your delicious drinks, you noticed that yangyang seemed to be on edge. you didn’t want to say much, but he seemed more reserved and quieter than usual. you initially deemed it as exam burnout affecting his mood.

as you were both walking around campus, yangyang led you both to sit on a small bench under the large oak tree, in front of the library.

there was a short silence before yangyang spoke up,

“can i ask you something?” he murmured, almost too quiet for you to hear.

“of course, what is it?” you questioned, paying full attention to the boy next to you.

“i’ve been meaning to bring this up, but i really don’t know how. here goes nothing, i think you’re really awesome. and hella fun to be around. i like spending time with you” he paused briefly to look at your reaction. you stared back at him with doe eyes, urging he continue.

“what i’m saying is that, i don’t want to be just friends with you anymore. i wanted to know if you’d go out with me?” his lips pursed at the final words, uncertain of how you could respond. you hesitated for a bit, wanting your words to flow out smoothly.

“i like spending time with you too, yang. it’s been really fun, you’ve made me laugh more than anyone ever has. and, just between us, you really got me through finals. of course i’ll go out with you” you shyly looked away from him after you said the last part. yangyang couldn’t contain his happiness, he pulled you to his side, his right arm slung over your shoulders.

“i don’t even know what i was worried about, how could you have resisted me?”

he teased, ruffling your hair slightly. you rolled your eyes, playfully shoving your elbow into his torso.

“better start counting your days, yang” you retort, eyes meeting his.

“counting the days we are together? sounds like a plan to me” he chuckled, softly stroking your hair as you looked up at him.

from that day onwards, yangyang was no longer the clueless guy you’d seen on campus. he was no longer your unofficial study buddy. he was much more than that. and you couldn’t wait to see how the rest of your relationship would grow.

[hattafan2593]

Couturiere - Chapter 4: More Lies

“Pick up the pace, Alya! We don’t have time to waste!”

At Couturiere’s singsong voice, Alya’s body practically trotted up to her. She honestly couldn’t believe that she had made them walk all the way to Le Grand Paris. Her feet were killing her!

“Now remember, this is a surprise party. So act natural, ok?”

Alya tried to protest, only to realize her vocal chords weren’t working.

Couturiere walked right up to Mayor Bourgeois, who was waving to a guest.

“Pardonne, Monsieur,  but my friend and I were wondering if we could use your ballroom? We’re planning a party tonight.”

Mayor Bourgeois furrowed his brows. “I’m sorry, Mademoiselle, but our ballroom is reservation only. You’ll have to...”

His words drifted off as Couturiere chuckled darkly.

“Let me rephrase that...”

Couturiere’s hand suddenly shot out and touched the mayor’s chest. His body was instantly cocooned in glowing purple thread.

Then, before Alya’s eyes, the thread seemed to be absorbed into the mayor’s skin, and in place of his regular attire was a white tuxedo with a red cummerbund and matching top hat.

“We’re using the ballroom.”

Mayor Bourgeois’ face twisted as if in pain as he grunted out, “As...you wish...Mistress Couturiere.”

“Much obliged.” she nodded. She then pulled out her phone and began texting someone.

Jagged Stone and his assistant Penny Rolling stepped out of the elevator, smiles on their faces. They just got a text from Jagged’s honorary niece, Marinette Dupain-Cheng. She said that she was throwing a party for a classmate of hers here at the hotel, and she knew it was last minute and he was probably busy, but could he please please please come and play, just a song or two?

And how could say no? After everything she’d done for him, surely an hour or two out of his day was the least he could give her.

As they approached the ballroom, they saw a familiar pig-tailed figure, and quickened their pace.

“Oi! Marinette! Where do ya want us to set up?”

But as the figure turned around, and they got a good look at her, the smile on his face faltered.

“Uncle Jagged! Penny! You came!”

They stared at the creature that was walking towards them with arms wide open. She certainly sounded like Marinette. She even acted like her somewhat.

But they both knew better. Even before they saw the bespectacled girl in the back, silently pleading to them with her eyes.

“Jagged...” Penny clutched Jagged’s arm and pulled frantically.

“It’s alright, Penny. I got this.” he whispered. To the akuma, he said, “So...Marinette...you want me to play some songs, yeah?”

“Marinette” nodded her head. “Oh yes, Jagged. I’d really appreciate it. And do you think you could sing that one song for Lila...what was it called again? Oh, I’m sure she’ll just love that you’re playing the song you wrote just for her -”

“Wait wait wait. I’m sorry. What?”

“Marinette” blinked. “The song you wrote Lila. Lila Rossi? After she saved your cat from that runway?”

Jagged stared. And stared. Then he spoke gently and slowly. “Marinette. Love. I think that akuma might be messin’ with your memory a bit. I don’t have a cat. I have a crocodile. Fang, remember? And I think I would remember if I wrote a song for anyone named Lila.”

“Marinette” fake gasped. “Really? Well, imagine. My. Shock.” She slowly turned her head towards her friend, who had gone very pale, with a predatory grin. “Well, this is embarrassing. I mean, I can’t imagine why Lila would lie like that. I mean, my friend Alya certainly thought she was telling the truth. Even posted it on her blog. After all,” she dug her nails into the girl’s shoulder as she hissed, “‘A good journalist always checks their sources.’“

The girl, Alya, was now turning a sickly green.

Now Jagged Stone was a lot of things, but stupid wasn’t one of them. As he looked between the two girls, he put two and two together.

“Hang on. So you’re tellin’ me that not only has this girl been makin’ up stories about me, but that she,” he pointed at Alya. “has been postin’ it on the Internet where anyone can read it?”

“Pretty much.” “Marinette” said with a smirk. Alya seemed to visibly shrink.

Jagged glared at Alya. “Let me guess. Marinette tried to tell you the truth and ya didn’t listen to her, did ya?”

“To be fair, it wasn’t just her.” “Marinette” said. “It was our classmates, the teachers, the principal...pretty much everyone.”

While her tone was light, Jagged could see the bitterness in her eyes. His glare at Alya intensified. 

Alya bowed her head in shame, her eyes filled with tears.

Jagged sighed. Getting angry at Alya wouldn’t fix things. She was a dumb kid who made a dumb mistake. Right now, Marinette was his concern.

“Listen Marinette...” Jagged knelt down and gently grasped “Marinette”’s shoulders, who gasped in shock. “I know what you’re goin’ through. I know what it’s like to feel like no one’s listenin’.“

Jagged had no memory of his actions as Guitar Villain, but he did remember the emotions. The anger and resentment. The feeling that everyone is tuning you out, and no one’s on your side.

“But you’re not alone.” Jagged continued passionately. “You have so many people who care about you! You have me! We’ll go to your school, have a press conference, somethin'! We’ll tell them the truth. We’ll fix everthin’! You don’t need to do this! You don’t need Hawkmoth!”

“Marinette”‘s eyes seemed to soften as she listened to Jagged’s words. 

“I...”

“Th-that’s right!” Alya spoke up, apparently having regained her voice. “You don’t need Hawkmoth! He’s using you, Marinette! He’s taking advantage of your pain to suit his own ends.

“I...I know I haven’t been a good friend. I messed up, big time. But I know the truth now! Please...give me a chance to make it right!”

“I..I don’t-”

And what about next time?

Couturiere and company gasped as the familiar glowing mask appeared on her face.

“What do you mean?”

“Don’t listen to him, Marinette! He’s lying!”

Sure, the truth may be exposed now, but what about the next time some liar decides to slander your reputation? Your friend has already proven she cares more about her ambition than your feelings. What’s stopping her from turning on you again?

“Jagged...said he would help me...”

“That’s right! I’m gonna help you, Marinette! Ya hear that, ya winged tosser?! She doesn’t need you!” 

Hawkmoth’s voice was filled with pity. Oh you poor thing. Don’t you see? He shouldn’t have to get involved. Anyone with access to the Internet would have realized Rossi’s claims were rubbish, And yet...none of them did.

The simple fact is, they believed her lies because they wanted to. They compared the two of you and found you lacking.

And really, isn’t that what they’ve always done? How many times have they watched Chloe Bourgeois mistreat you and say nothing? How often do they come to you when they need something?

You are a means to an end. I have kept my promise. Can you say the same for them?

“Come on love! Fight it! I know you can! You’re strong, Marinette! I know you can beat ‘im!”

“Couturiere.”

Jagged’s face fell as his akumatized niece gently grabbed his hands and removed them from her shoulders. She backed away from him slowly.

“Marinette...”

She smiled sadly. “Marinette is gone, Uncle Jagged. There’s only Mistress Couturiere now.”

She turned to Alya, a cold, blank look on her face. “And I don’t need to be told how expendable I am, Alya. Believe me, I learned that the hard way.”

Alya reared back as if slapped.

“Now then, enough drama.” Couturiere’s eyes brightened mischievously. “We have a party to prepare. And you two...”

With frightening speed, she was suddenly behind Jagged and Penny, pressing her hands into their backs.

“...are underdressed!”

[heesgf]

bad boy! byounggon

a long but cute and fluffy bad boy bullet scenario :’))) pls read

this is my bullet scenario debut so im rlly gonna try and make it pop let’s get it

OK SO mr byounggon is a little bit of a bad boy, mostly because he’s not super loud, and he doesn’t necessarily make his presence known all the time... so he’s kinda just ,,, in quiet disapproval of everything

u could be laughing rlly loud with ur friends and being rlly obnoxious in the hallway but when he walks by ur kinda like.. O shit be quiet!!!212!!... bc ur not tryna have him roll his eyes at u (bc he will)

I think he’s partially so reserved bc ppl dont talk to him bc they’re scared,,, but bby just thinks ppl dont like him so he’s a lil :’((( about it

Lowkey but highkey everybody thinks he’s rlly hot!! One time a girl tried to impress him by vaping in his face and he was just like... bitch Tf... ಠ_ಠ... pls step away

He’s ALWAYS late to class bc he’s polishing the handles of his motorcycle and somehow none of the teachers are bothered

He’ll just pop in like 30 minutes into class, in the middle of a class discussion about why technology is ruining the planet; the teacher will give one look, smile at him, and then it’s all chill & dandy

Which is fucking RUDE bc one time u were late to class bc u got the RUNS at the end of P.E.,,,, and she was merciless!! She hit u with the “30,000 word essay due tonight” bitch!!!

Injustice™

So he’s late for the 3904390th time one day, and you’re super mad!! The second he walks in you feel urself fuming, and u turn to ur friend Junkyu who’s already giving u the 👀

Ur SO MAD u start going off,,, and ur like “that fucking jerk he’s always late and ms. johnson doesn’t give a single fuck... in FACT ! she loves his ass. This isn’t fair, honestly im gonna bring this to the principal”

And junkyu’s just cackling away bc ur doing The Most right now, and honestly ur kinda loud, so ppl just are looking @ u like “ .....? ...? are u ok ?? ?”

The answer is no

So ur talking ur shit storm all the way thru your teacher’s instructions, and she introduces a partner project (#cliche am i right)

Junkyu’s already grasping ur hands bc ur his ride or die

But before y’all can start giggling in harmony bc best friends forever, Ms. johnson gives u this rlly fat smirk, and she’s like “hehe... im making partners”

Thats when ur soul dies bc u happen to have the Worst Luck when it comes to partner assignments

Ur always partnered with that one dude that excuses himself to go to the bathroom, but then just vapes outside for 46 minutes,,, and u have to do the WHOLE thing urself,,, and ms johnson just bats her eyelashes and gives u one of these :-) “is there an issue?” and ur just like “:/// no im ok”

(ur not ok)

THIS TIME she’s looking around the classroom, and she starts pairing ppl up

When she pairs junkyu up with this other girl u feel like ur about to have a stroke,,, he gives u a sad lil frown and now ur in ur #feels

Suddenly ms Johnson points right @ you and she’s like “YOU!”

And right at that moment, mr byounggon gets up so he can go polish his bike handles for the 89th time this morning

And she’s like “(y/n) and byounggon, u guys are partners”

Ur like :o

He’s like :o

Ms. johnson’s like XD lolz :P!!!

Junkyu squeezes ur hand one last time, and he’s like “pls dont kick his ass plz, u don’t have the arm strength”

And ur like “PLS~~~~he might LOOK tough but he’s probably a rlly lame loser....” and then junkyu scurries away to another table group

Byounggon walks toward u

And as he’s walking ur crossing ur arms, and mumbling under ur breath, ‘god why ME, WHY’

Ur interrupted from ur sad hour bc byounggon yanks the chair across from u and finally sits his ass down,,,,

He’s looking outside the window,, probably @ his bike, honestly they’re a ship, #byounggbike

U kinda just look at him, absorb everything,, ur like “o dam... he DOES look tough”

His hair is jet black and messy but somehow perfect? He’s got this silver cross earring that dangles down from one ear, and when he lifts his hand to scratch his face, u notice the silver rings on his hands... and ur like... hmm kinda sexy...

Ur in ur own world, just staring at his VRY plump lips that are literally the perfect colour... no lip products needed damn

And the longer u stare, u realize his eyes are kinda sparkly? And his teeth are perfect? And he as a rlly cute long neck

In the middle of ur trance, byounggon’s so confused, honestly a little bit offended, bc ur just staring at him with ur eyebrows knitted, rlly intently, like ur analyzing him

He narrows his eyes and he’s like “what!”

U kinda jump in ur seat and ur like shit fUCK, he must be so weirded out by me rn (he is)

Ur mouth is agape, and u dont rlly know what to say, so u DONT SAY ANYTHING

And that makes him MORE frustrated

He’s like “WHAT are u looking at!”

And ur like

“SFOSJDFIOS... ur eyes are rlly pretty!”

For a second he thinks ur joking

But u look at him so expectantly, and ur cheeks are FLUSHED, so he thinks u might be serious; ur heart is beating 3430430 miles per hour, and u gulp,

But listen -- u HAD to say it-- bc ur mama taught u to give compliments when u think them! She’s a nice lady

Anyways back to the story

Ur definitely about to go into cardiac arrest

And ms johnson’s just sitting behind her desk like 👀🍵

Byounggon’s quiet for a moment

And for a Hot Second™ u think ur about to get ur ass BEAT (not physically, but verbally ;))

But then u notice the tops of his ears are turning a rlly deep red, and he averts his eyes downward

He mumbles a rlly rlly rlly quiet “ .. thanks”; and he says it so fast u almost miss it, but he sAID IT!

Then it’s quiet again and the level of awkward is so intense u want 2 die

Junkyu looks over to you from his table and he’s thinking ‘shit some real shady business must have gone down bc they wont even LOOK @ each other”

Little does he know.....

So u clear ur throat suddenly like “AHEM ok,,, we should probably work on this”

And he’s like “aight”

he seems so tough when he says things like that, but he was such a shy boy two seconds ago

So you guys get started

And it’s basically a project where you introduce the other person to the class with a video... so u rlly gotta get to know each other, and bond and all that cute stuff

And u already KNOOOOO if u dont do well, ur gonna face ms. johnson’s wrath, so ur really invested in doing a good job

And as an added BONUS!!! Ms. johnson says the group that does the best job on the project doesn’t need to take part in the final exam

And ur like BOOOOOYAHH!!! Bc final exams always fuck u over, and u go down like 5% just bc u momentarily lose ur mind and suffer

So ur #dedicated

In this beginning, byounggon rlly doesn’t open up that much, and ur genuinely concerned because it seems like ur going to be making a five minute video about how much he loves his bike (hint: A LOT)

But then u make a rule!! Ur like “hehe... no more bike talk.. Okay?”

And that’s when the Good Stuff comes out

You learn all this wild shit about byounggon

U go down the list of questions miss johnson gave ya’ll and you’re learning all about how  how he likes writing songs, and composing music, and for some weird reason, he rlly likes bowling

Then ur like “whats ur fav body part”

He looks @ u rlly funny, and he’s kinda chuckling, giving u the “uhh are u sure that’s a question, or are u just curious?”

Ur FLABBERGASTED

You shove the paper in his face and you point at the question like a crazy person and he puts his hands up and he’s like “DAMN ok i get it”

Ur not rlly mad tho... homeboy’s got #jokes

He forces a smile, and then he juts out his finger at his cheek

And he’s like

“I like my Dimple.. It’s pretty impressive tbh”

U kinda just wanna bug him so ur like “mmm nah i dont think it’s all that impressive... not that cute” (ITS RLLY THAT CUTE THO)

He pretends to be rlly offended, and he sticks his tongue out and kinda bites it

Like tHIS:

Mr byounggon is NOT having ur sass today !

Ur trying to keep a straight face but FUCK he looks rlly hot in this moment, and suddenly, ur thinking... “fav body part.... Every part!”

He laughs it off, and he’s like, “nah dude, u have to see it in The Moment! That’s when you’ll respect The Dimple”

U deadpan at him bc.... LMFAO did he rlly just say “respect The Dimple”

Yes queen he did

U guys continue like this for a while, until the bell rings, and after, he scratches the back of his neck, and he’s struggling to make eye contact

When he looks like this, u rlly start to wonder how ppl could think he ever looked intimidating,,, bc GOD when his cheeks are a light shade of pink, and his eyes are wandering, and his hands are shaky, he looks so frickin CUTE

He’s like... “so u want start filming @ ....atmyhouselater...?”

Ur like w o t did u just say sir

And he’s like: “do u want to start filmingatmyhouselater!!!”

The classroom is loud bc ppl are shuffling outside, and he’s talking so fast, and honestly, ur just distracted by the hair that’s shifting in and out of his eyes... sparkly eyes... ANYWAYS

Ur like... “byounggon... pls enunciate” !!!

FINALLY,,, smoothly and clearly,,, he says “wanna start filming at my place later?”

And ur shook

But SO EXCITED

Bc u’ll see the Home of Byounggon

Ur like “hehe... yeES”

And then he’s like “ok cool” and fucking BLASTS OUT THAT CLASSROOM LIKE NO TOMORROW

For a second ur kinda shook bc damn.... Does he not have whiplash???

U turn around and u have this fucking goofy smile on ur face

Junkyu slowly walks up to and he’s like “... is it just me, or do you look happy after talking to... byounggon?”

U look @ him in distaste

“It’s just u bitch!”

He can’t know... . ... . . YET.

***TIME SKIP BBY*****

During lunch, u spilled to Junkyu about all the shit that went down with byounggon, and how u were feeling kinda gushy

When u told him u were gonna go to byounggon’s after school, he lost his damn mind

He was like: “take pictures and send them to me PLZ”

U were like: “TF NO!.... hehe ok maybe”

After school, u give junkyu a fat hug bc he’s a cuddly koala bear, and he wishes you good luck!! Then u run to ur locker and try and act cool

Byounggon pops into the hallway a few seconds later, and he raises his eyebrows @ u, and gestures toward the door

U try not to RUN over to him, and restrict urself to a respectable speed walk

He kinda chuckles bc ur .... cute.

U guys both walk outside and ur anticipating his mom to kinda just appear and drive u both to his place,,

No bitch

That’s not happening

U guys walk out to the side of the school, and u see the world famous #byounggbike

He shoots you a thumbs up and he’s like “mm ok so just hop on!”

Ur like

“Ha a ha .. wh at?”

He smirks all cocky, and he’s like “what? You’ve never rode a motorcycle before or something?”

Ur like. “HA! Whaaaaaaat? Of COURSE i ride motorcycles... in fact, i ride them... . . allllways...”

And he’ s like .......... ok shutup and get on

So u pop ur cute butt onto the seat, and he gets on, and he’s like: “okay, make sure u hold on rlly tight, ok? It can be dangerous”

U kinda scoff bc damn... he’s doing The Most rn isn’t he? So ur all like “PSSHHHTT... i dont even need to im a natural--”

And suddently u dont even have time to let out a breath bc homebody just GOES

IMMEDIATELY u latch ur arms around his waist and ur shutting ur eyes rlly tightly and screaming like “WTF HOW COULD U DO THAT WITHOUT A WARNING”

When he slows down @ the red light, u can FEEL his smirk from the backseat, and he’s like “o well u said ur a pro so i just... went?”

U want to smack his stupid mouth,,, but also,,,, k*ss his stupid mouth

Honestly byounggon was right

When u see The Dimple in the moment,,,, u really fall for it

The ride from then on is mostly smooth, and now ur kinda relaxed, so u just feel the breeze flying threw ur hair

U lose ur hair tie but its ok

Bc u do that everywhere

Ur sort of just enjoying the moment, and honestly it’s kinda peaceful??? U kinda like #byounggbike... now u guys are a ship... #(y/n)bike

Byounggon notices ur vibing with his bike, and it makes him smile rlly wide

At one of the stop lights, he looks at you in his peripheral vision and ur laughing and in ur own lil world

Ur so cute

He likes it so much

He starts riding again, and then just to keep u on ur toes, the boy SWERVES on the road a little bit and ur like “FUCKING STOP DOING THAT ILL KILL U”

And he’s LAUHGIGN so hard, and the laugh is deep, and it vibrates through his whole body

U feel it when ur arms are wrapped around him

and there’s this devilish look in his eyes

It’s really fucking cute

But u wont tell him that.

U guys finally arrive at The House of Byounggon, and you rush into his place bc damn... it’s cold outside! And he’s wearing a sleeveless black top AHHHHHHHHHHHH bicep palooza

U guys get warm inside!!!! And u meet his mom!!! The cutest woman in the entire world!!! And she brings you guys carrots and celery as u work

You ask more questions, and you learn about byounggon’s friends: seunghun, yedam, mashiho, hyunsuk

He shows u pics!!! Damn they’re literally all cute

Hot Squad

U tell byounggon u like to bake, so he comes up with a brilliant idea

He’s like “oh!!!! My mom’s about to make some cherry pie, make i can film u helping her out or smthh for the video”

U guys pile into the kitchen to help his mom, but she’s got the TEA!!!!! She’s like “hehe kids, i’ll be right back i need to do... something.....(y/n) knead this dough while im gone”

She YEETS tf outta there!!! And she’s nowhere to be found for a suspiciously long amount of time... hmmmm

Byounggon films u kneading the dough, but honestly, u dont know what tf ur doing

When u said u liked baking,,, u meant like...box cake

Ur playing with the dough like it’s a slime video, and byounggon is laughing his fucking head off while u just suffer

“Ur doing a rlly good job” he says with his mouth full of cherries

Ur about to tell him tf off for eating ur ingredients when ur hair falls out ur hair tie and it’s all over ur damn face

Byounggon’s like.... O shit

And ur like..... He LP

He comes to ur rescue

“What..... do i do”

U tell him to take the hair tie off the ground, and grab ur hair into a ponytail

His hands are so tentative, honestly a lil shaky, and for a brief second, he skims the skin of ur neck with his fingers

Ur body: shook

U have shivers all over and he bounces AWAY FROM U and he’s like “i- im sorry it was an accident”

Ur like... chill tf out brother... it’s cool

He comes back, ties ur hair into the ugliest side ponytail u ever saw, and u guys continue filming

“U made me look so ugly byounggon ur shady af” ur whining to him as u guys watch the clips back

Byounggon gasps!!! He’s like !!! “u did that urself!”

Then u wanted to kill him bc... did this bitch just call u ugly

U laugh and hit his shoulder!! And he’s like “nah im playing u always look cute”

IT COULD’VE BEEN AWKWARD

But u play it cool!!! And u smile at him, and he smiles at u

Then ur like

“Hey can i tell u a secret?”

“... what?”

“Honestly, ur not as bad as ppl make u seem”

He looks @ u with the stupidest smile but he knits his brows and he’s like GEE thank u (y/n), that is so kind of u!!! Ur so kind!!!

And ur like “NOOO hear me out, okay? You’re really nice, and smart, and sweet, and cute.. Ur rlly not as tough as u look....”

He’s kinda hurt, and he puffs his chest out, and kinda pouts

“Im tough.....”

U guys both just laugh

Moments like this continue for the next two weeks as you guys work on ur projects

Somehow byounggon convinces you to go bowling???

You finally go!!! and surprisingly, you beAT HIS ASS SO GOOD???~~~~ for someone that talked such mad shit about his skills,,,, ur rlly thought he’d do well

He got like.... 64 points

U got 107

He BEGGED u not to put that in the video!!!!!!!! Like so so so so badly!!! He offered to give you a ride home on #byounggbike everyday

U told him u wouldn’t put in it

And then the day of, when it popped up in front of the whole class, u were like SIKE BITCH I PUT THAT SHIT IN ANYWAYS!

He was choked up ! but dw he was ok

The whole time the video is playing, u guys are smiling at each other

Junkyu’s looking at u both with the most incredulous look on his face and he’s like... “am i interrupting something, here?”

“Shhhhhh.... Im looking at The Dimple”

“W h  a  t”

When ms johnson announces that u and byounggon had the best project, u just about pop out of ur seat, and u run ALL the way to byounggon, and u wrap ur arms around his neck, and u swing a lil bit off ur feet

He’s smiling so hard, The Dimple is #out, and the rumbling of his chest makes ur heart flutter

In that moment of excitement, u feel really bold, and u lurch forward and just plant the sweetest little kiss on byounggon’s cheek

He kinda does the :o

For a second, ur like... fuck SHIT,, i just fucked all the shit up

But then byounggon looks down at u

And he’s 4290290% heart eyes

He crouches into your ear, and he’s like, “hey can i tell u a secret?”

Ur nodding ur head like ur in a fucking trance

“I like you, (y/n)”

“I like u too, byounggon”

You guys are both smiling, junkyu’s gagging in the corner, ms johnson is loving every minute of this

U force urself on ur tippy toes, look into this sparkly eyes, and u crash ur lips onto his

His lips are soft and sweet, like strawberries

And when u pull away, he’s just as red as one too

While everyone else spends the next couple days studying for the final exam, you and byounggon are straight chillin

U guys spend ur time at the House of Byounggon, kissing the days away, and eating the carrots his mom provides for u both<333333333333

No bowling tho yikes :/// he’s scarred for life

thank u for reading and i LOVE U pls follow me im new

thank u guys for reading if u did!!!!! im a new ygtb blog <33 i plan on writing here and there, but im super dedicated rn bc there’s such little content. also, pls reach out to me, i want some friends <3 ok bye

[moltensunlight]

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I can't wait to see what you write then! Terra is one of my favorite characters of the franchise becuase of how tragic his story is. I certainly would love to see where he, as well as those involved, go from here.

As for that certain ship, I understand. Like any relationship, you have to figure out the little things and just why you find yourself drawn to a person. I'm intrigued by what will occur with these two, but as it stand right now I'm very invested in Terra's growth as a person and his maturing from student to master.

Also no problem! I'm surprised you even bothered to respond to my first comment xD I'll continue to support you!

R I G H T!!!! Roxas, Terra, and Vanitas are my top 3 faves, and they all have such tragic stories.... But funnily enough I actually didn’t know about the latter twos’ stories until this year because I got out of kh after kh2 and didn’t come back until kh3, and by then I had,,,,,,, so much to catch up on oh my god,,,,,, like when I say I left after kh2, the final mix version of the game hadn’t even come out yet - so much content happened. But like b r u h  watching through bbs I zeroed in on Terra immediately and then when I saw how his big open loving heart was used and manipulated for others’ gains, and how his own master, his father, the one person that was supposed to love him unconditionally because that’s what parents are supposed to DO, couldn’t accept the darkness in Terra, and then was willing to kill him over Terra deciding to go against him and protect Ven I was like ‘.....hi I'd now Die for this character.’ 

like ngl that fucked me up hard because I can relate??? not with being threatened with death thank god, but with there being Consequences for not following the will or wants of the parent. with the parent claiming to love you but actively proving that there’s a part of you, an integral part of you, that they can’t love. with the rhetoric of the parent’s beliefs that are impressed upon you, even non-maliciously and with the best of intent, or even just through you absorbing them unconsciously, actively damaging your perception of yourself. there’s honestly SO much of Terra’s relationship with Eraqus that I want to explore in  this au, showing just how complex and frankly just messy the relationship between parent and child can be, because of course I believe that Eraqus loved Terra, but it wasn’t in the capacity that Terra really needed. Terra’s not a Perfect Boy of Light (and at least in my headcanons, he never was to begin with), and it doesn’t matter how much love was there, being raised on the belief that there was a part of Terra that was wrong and bad and undesirable is going to cause lasting damage. and it was ultimately the biggest reason that Terra was susceptible to Xehanort’s manipulation to begin with. 

because when there’s a part of you that’s been chained up and locked away and is surrounded with the shame of that part even existing, when someone tells you that that part of you is actually okay, is actually good, you experience a level of relief and acceptance that you’d never been allowed to feel about yourself before, and you want more of that, you trust the person that granted you that, because the previous option hurts to continue to force yourself through now that you know this new option exists. Xehanort knew this, maybe not in full, but enough to use those feelings, and Terra’s trust in him, to walk Terra right into his plans. and that fucking sucks so much, because it’s not just Xehanort’s fault. it’s Eraqus’ too, the person Terra looked up to and wanted to be like and trusted without pause or question for the vast majority of his life. LIKE GOD. GOD. IT’S SO FUCKING SHITTY BECAUSE TERRA FEELS LIKE IT’S HIS FAULT, ALL OF IT, THAT HE FAILED TO BE ENOUGH - STRONG ENOUGH, LIGHT ENOUGH, SMART ENOUGH, WORTHY ENOUGH, ANY AMOUNT OF ENOUGH. TERRA THINKS HE’S THE ONE THAT MADE A MISTAKE AND FAILED HIS MASTER. WHEN REALLY IT’S THE MASTERS THAT FAILED HIM.  G O D.

and then, after everything is said and done, and Xehanort is defeated, both of the Masters at fault for Terra’s fall to darkness are gone, and Terra is left alone with the fallout. and there’s.... god i could write an entire fic about Terra’s journey through the grief and guilt of... well, everything that’s happened technically by his own hands, even if he was never the one in control. the slowly budding self-acceptable that comes from being surrounded by supportive, encouraging friends that actually do accept this part of him that’s not just “light”. the anger and betrayal that comes with learning just how bad his parent fucked up, even if said fucking up was unintentional (the anger that comes with accepting the “undesirable” parts of himself and really understanding just how much love and respect they deserve too, and how much they weren’t shown that love and respect from the one person who’s job it was to give him that), the clash that that anger has with love for his parent, and the gradual discovery of a new, more mature level of balance between those feelings, again with the help and support and guidance of his friends and found family. 

,,,,,,, and that’s exactly the fic that this au is lakjdfklajlfkjalkf if you couldn’t tell i have,,,,, many feelings about this, and I KNOW i’m projecting a lot with this story, but i feel at the very least that it’s within the realm of possibilities, and fuck it, thinking about the healing journey of one of my faves is super healing and makes me happy~ 

ANYWAY!!! Are you kidding?? Thank you so much for leaving that first comment!!!! it’s always encouraging as a creator to hear from people that they like the content, or that they’re interested in more of it!! I don’t know about other creators, but I want to try to answer everyone who expresses interest in my stuff!! and oh boy oh man oh jeez like i was just WAITING for someone to give me an excuse to open this can of worms of an au that i’ve been sitting on and i’m simultaneously So Sorry and Not Sorry At All for rambling a small essay at you just now lakdjflkaslfkjalksdjflak if you did read through it all though thank you so much <3<3<3 and iM!!!! MY GOODNESS!!!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! it seriously does mean a lot to hear that~ <3<3<3

[imaginetonyandbucky]

Bucky Barnes goes back in time to save Tony Stark from himself, in whatever for that might take... could be established relationship, could be a Civil War fix it, time loop.... Tony sending Bucky back in time thinking Bucky would choose Steve, anything you like... just Bucky doing everything in his power to make Tony safe and happy (with him)! Please and thank you.

Combined with:

Bucky from the future travels back in time to protect pre-im Tony.

The Things We Relive: Part 1

Sometimes what Tony really needs protection from is himself.

As the room resolved around him with a dizzying blur, Bucky looked down at the baby cooing in the crib, arms and legs waving as he watched the mobile over the crib rotating slowly, little planes and rockets bobbing gently in the breeze left by Bucky’s sudden appearance.

“Shit. Too far.” He held up his walkie talkie and squeezed the button, hoping that it would work like they all guessed it would. “Guys, you sent me too far.  He’s just a baby.”  He reached into the crib with his metal hand, letting little Tony grab his finger.  “Hey, cutie,” he murmured. “How ya doing?  Trying to save the world yet? No, cuz you can’t even talk. Look at you, little Iron Baby.”  Tony was gumming Bucky’s finger when he realized that his mike was still active.  He let go of the button and felt his face get hot during the long silence that followed.

“Roger that, James,” Natasha said, laughter still in her voice.  At least it was a break from the tension of the past few days as they tried to figure out how to work Tony’s time machine.  “Come on back and we’ll reset the settings and try again.”

“10-4.” This time Bucky remembered to let go of the button before he leaned over the crib. He set the walkie talkie down and ran his flesh hand over the downy hair on Tony’s scalp, tracing a finger down his soft cheek.  Tony turned his head towards the sensation and waved his chubby arms and legs until he managed to turn over onto his stomach, looking surprised.  Bucky smiled gently as Tony’s big head bobbled as he tried to look up at Bucky and felt his chest get tight.  “I miss you, Tony.  We’re going to fix this, ok?  It’s going to be alright.”

“Who the hell are you?” A woman demanded shrilly from the door. “Get away from my baby!”

Bucky had just enough time to grab the walkie and hit the getaway button before Maria Stark descended on him like a Valkyrie.

(Watch out for the break!)

“Did anyone see you?” Natasha asked when he reappeared in Tony’s lab.

“Tony’s mom, but she wouldn’t recognize me.”

Natasha raised her eyebrow and said dryly, “But I imagine than seeing someone disappear into thin air might cause some comment.”

“Oh, yeah. Whoops.”  Bucky chewed on his lip for a moment and then had to shrug. “Can’t do anything about it now.  We don’t have time to go back and fix it, right? I’ll do better next time.  Maybe she’ll just think she hallucinated or something.”  He hesitated. “How’s Steve?”

“Still in the hospital, but the doctors say he’s healing well.  Sam’s with him now.”

“Does he know?”

“No.” She shook her head, her red hair swinging gently. She tucked some of it behind her ear and pretended like she was studying the control panel. “Right now it’s just us, but I feel like it’s only a matter of time before Dr. Strange comes around wondering why Tony wanted to study his necklace.”

“Yeah.” Bucky frowned at the Eye of Agamemnon, which was staring out of Tony’s machine impassively, shining green and looking vaguely sinister amidst the shiny steel and glass device Tony built to harness its power. “Alright, let’s go again.”

Natasha looked at Tony’s scrawled notes, somehow managing to read his handwriting, and did something to the control panel. “Ready?”

Bucky tugged his sleeve and his glove to make sure his arm was covered, and smoothed down his hair under his hat.  He took a deep breath and said, “Ok, go.”

This time Bucky flickered into existence in a shady park, near an elaborate playground that only had a couple of kids on it.  Bucky’s brow creased as he swiftly examined his surroundings, trying to find Tony.  There was one woman sitting on a bench with a baby carrier at her feet, trying to divide her attention between the baby and a blonde hair girl throwing sand in the sandbox.  On the far side of the playground a man had a briefcase opened next to him and was deeply absorbed in a file of papers while on the playground the only other kid was a dark-haired boy climbing all the way to the top of the structure, which was at least twenty feet off the ground.

“Dad! Look at me, Dad!” The boy called out as he balanced precariously on the highest railing, one hand holding on while the other waved at the oblivious businessman.

“Goddammit, Howard,” Bucky growled. “Tony, stop!” he shouted as loud as he dared. “Get down!” he went around to the other side of the structure so that Howard wouldn’t see him and gestured for Tony to come down.  Tony glanced at him curiously, clearly wondering why this strange man knew his name, but then he turned back to his father.

“Dad!”

Bucky started to climb the structure to get him when Tony lost his balance with a sharp cry of surprise.  He caught himself for a minute with one hand, but it quickly slipped off.  Bucky managed to catch him as he fell, reaching out through the bars to grab a wrist before Tony could hit the ground. “Come on, grab on,” he urged, and Tony, wide-eyed and breathing shakily from adrenaline, finally grabbed the bars and let Bucky help him climb over until he was standing on one of the playground’s metal walkways.  “You ok?”

Tony nodded, still looking like he wanted to cry but holding it in with a tight jaw and damp eyes. Bucky watched him and got a lump in his throat; Tony was already starting to swallow his pain and he was what, six?  Bucky knelt down so he was eye to eye with Tony. “Hey, it’s ok.  It’s ok to be scared or sad or upset, you know? You don’t have to keep it in all the time. It’s not good for you, like trying to hold in a sneeze.”  Bucky mimed holding a sneeze and then having something explode out his ears, and grinned when Tony giggled.  “The more you hold in those feelings the worse it gets when they finally come out.  Even if you have to go somewhere to be by yourself, cry if you need to, ok?  I know what your dad probably says,” Bucky glanced at where Howard had yet to look up from whatever he was writing, “but it doesn’t actually make you less of a man to cry.” Tony looked dubious but he eventually nodded.  “I’ve gotta go now, but I want to show you something cool.”  When Tony’s eyes lit up, Bucky pulled his glove off and waved his metal fingers at Tony.

“Holy shit!” Tony said and Bucky shushed him with a laugh.  “Are you a robot?”

“A little bit. I came from the future to save your life.  Be a little more careful so I don’t have so much work to do, ok?” Bucky winked and gave Tony a high five with the metal hand.

He jumped down off the structure and clicked the button on his walkie as soon as he was out of sight of the playground and he was sure no one was around. “Tasha, he’s six.  Still too soon, I'm coming back.”

“Bleh,” Bucky said when he appeared back in Tony’s lab, feeling a bit queasy.  He waved off Natasha’s curious look and smothered a burp.  “Whatever changes you made last time, you gotta do them a bit more this time.”

“Ok. Did anyone see you?”

“Nope,” Bucky lied. “He was on a playground with Howard.”  He chugged a bottle of water while Natasha fiddled again with the control panel.  He eyed the clock on the wall; even though he had spent maybe ten minutes on the playground, a couple of hours had passed here. Thinking about how long Tony had been gone before they realized what he’d done made Bucky’s stomach roil again, so he pushed the thought away.

“I’m being cautious because I don’t want to go too far,” she explained as Bucky got ready to go back again.  “You’ll probably be too soon again, but at least I’ll know what kind of increments this thing is calibrated to.”

Bucky nodded, and then there was a brain hurting blackness and then Bucky was standing in the middle of what looked like a college campus.  Someone on a skateboard ran into him and fell down to the pavement when Bucky didn’t give at all.  “Watch it, man,” the kid scowled and grabbed his skateboard while Bucky just stared.  Bucky knew that he was still too early, because this was probably while Tony was in college, but the prospect of seeing a teenage Tony was too good to pass up. With a guilty mental apology to Natasha, Bucky tried to look less like a shifty hobo while he looked around.  

It turned out to be pretty easy to find him, despite the fact that MIT was a pretty large campus.  Bucky recognized DUM-E in the middle of one of the brick courtyards, picking up and sorting items out of the pile in front of it.  Tony was watching proudly while people were chattering excitedly and adding to the pile for DUM-E to sort.  Beside him, Bucky recognized a young Rhodey, elbowing him and making some joke that had Tony laughing.

Bucky let himself watch Tony be happy for a while.  The shadows that would haunt Tony’s eyes later were barely present now, the weight of the world only lightly tugging at his shoulders.  He rubbed a hand over his sternum, swallowing thickly at the sudden ache in his chest.  “Still too soon,” he finally said into his walkie talkie. “I think he’s seventeen.”

“Closer, then.  Ok.”

When he was back in Tony’s lab he smothered the urge to punch Tony’s stupid time machine. The queasy feeling was back, and stronger now. “Why doesn’t this goddamned Eye of Amaretto-“

“Agamoto.”

“Whatever come with some instructions?  This is so aggravating.”  Outside it had grown dark, and Natasha was starting to look tired.  Hopefully this would be the last trip.

“We don’t need instructions for the artifact, we need them for the machine, and unfortunately they mostly exist in Tony’s head right now.  I think we’re doing ok, honestly.  I already have the next jump prepared, are you ready?”  

“Yeah.”  Natasha gazed at him searchingly; this trip was going to be the hard one, hard for Bucky specifically, but he refused to let her take his place.  Not the least because there was no way Bucky would be able to figure out the controls for the machine as fast as Natasha did.

This time Buckly closed his eyes, knowing before he opened them that Natasha had gotten it right this time.  The chill in the air, the sound of wind through evergreen trees, the gravel he could feel under his boots.  Bucky opened his eyes and saw a dirt road stretch before him, empty and quiet.  He took a few shaky breaths and positioned himself by the side of the road to wait.

It took an hour for the sound of a car to reach his ears.  Bucky felt his entire body tense and he kept an eye out for the distinctive light of an Iron Man suit. Too soon, Bucky also heard the growl of a motorcycle and he had to breath shallowly or he thought he was going to throw up. When the sound of a blown tire and the screech of brakes came, he forced himself to get closer to the road so that he would see Tony before anyone else did.

But Tony never came.  Bucky forced himself to stay for “Sergeant Barnes?” and the sickening crunch of a metal fist hitting Howard’s face, for “Howard? Howard!” and the barely audible sounds of someone being strangled.  Even though he knew it was coming the sound of the gunshot made him jump, then came the closing of the trunk and the roar of the motorcycle as the Winter Soldier left.

He wasn’t sure how long he stood there, listening to the tick and hiss of the damaged motor, before he brought the walkie talkie up to his face, realizing only at that moment that his cheeks were wet.  “We were wrong, Natasha. He didn’t come here.”

[lindwurm-prince]

hnnnneeeuuughhh im caught up on hxh

i watched the entire 2011 series, and then picked up the manga where the anime left off and finished it

spoilers for the Dark Continent arc under the cut

so my opinion was that the Chimera Ant arc was sort of jumping the shark, but like...i think the Election arc and now the Dark Continent arc sort of...fixed it? like it got good again

so many fucking words though dear god,, those giant blocks of text

i’m sad that the manga releases so slowly but honestly? all this hype about whats on the dark continent, plus the nen beasts, the sort of building tension...i’m feelin really good about this

i remember being like 11 years old and getting my first comic book, which was The Shooting Star from the Tintin series, and getting so absorbed by the adventures and story...and when i was 16 and i first started reading One Piece, while i was on a road trip, and sort of travelling with the characters...that’s how i’m feeling about this arc, and it’s why i love comics/manga in the first place. they could always transport me in ways that novels and tv shows never could

anYWAY

i knew from spoilers that this arc would have some pretty gruesome imagery, and i was not disappointed

Hisoka jfc

i also knew from spoilers that there would be a---just---a really long gross horse. the longest, grossest horse that you can imagine with the longest grossest face

and i love it. completely overworked and overcomplicated design but im a sucker for body horror so 11/10 yes please thank y o u

im pumped for all the weird hijinx that the whole “nen beasts can’t attack each other or each other’s hosts so there’ll have to be a lot of indirect fuckery” thing will spawn

but more than that, i want to know what’s going on with the Phantom Troupe

how many has Hisoka killed since his last appearance 

dear god Chrollo looks so fucked up he’s so full of anguish 

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[patatinolovenotes]

love notes #Part3

5/1/17

P: Amore i watched ten Times each video because I miss you soo much. I would really need you here with me for the next days at least to have my love here since I can’t do anything but studying. You are so beautiful and I wish you were snuggling under the bedsheets with me. I want to wake up early tomorrow morning. Send you my love🐒❤

5/2/17

P: Amore mio.. you are my muse. You inspire me and seeing you so discouraged by your bosses really made me upset. I can’t live with the though you’re not enjoying your everyday life. I hope this will change soon and that with experience you’ll be able to have more of a first hand on your tasks. Ask, be hungry, absorb what you can but remember you work for living and not viceversa. Keep in mind that you are not what you are professionally but you have a spiritual soul which is so pure and kind that any job position would appear so useless compered to your beauty. I know it’s just a hard moment for you right now, and a traditional period to a life style you’re not used to.., and I’m so blind I didn’t understand how many things you are asked to be strong about. I’ll be a better listener I swear my love. Please sleep with free mind and wake up like a flower ready to blossom . I love you from here to there and back together with wrong dates❤🐒 go out and rock my miracle worker. Because with our love you’re doing such a miracle 🐽tu bacio patata

Y: Hahahaha Amore I love the wrong dates part ❤ Honey you are the best, I love you so much. Some time I still can’t believe how magical is it to have you .. thank you for being so amazing and standing by my side .. 💙un bacione, have a lovely day

5/4/17

P: Amore mio, I just read yours.. it can be very true in some aspects and I’m in doubt for some other parts but it might be I didn’t had the chance to get to you well enough yet, and this boosts my curiosity to see everything about you!!! I didn’t read mine yet. I’ll do that tomorrow while on the train for uni. Juventus won 2-0 and I’m quite happy, but I would honestly exchange that result with only one night here, with you. My patata. I miss you so much and always hoping nothing is harming you. I need you. I wanna cook carbonara and matriciana for you❤🐒 un bacio amore, wake up with my love

Ps: I just read mine as well.. I’m astonished how true this things sometimes are

5/5/17

P: I truly love you baby, I was boring and very not romantic in my answer tonight, I just wanted to feel powerful on a very easy going thing and I ruin the mood to both of us. I just want your happiness and you know I would come anywhere anytime to see you, my love. With tonight dreams you’ll wake up fresh and strong again, just wish I was there tonight drinking with you❤🐒 Ps: if by any strange case you bought the flight, don’t throw it away ! I would jump on it! I send you loads of love And enjoy your night You are super sexy

5/6/17

P: Amore mio. Happy birthday. Another winter is gone and you are more beautiful than I could ever imagine. Time goes by, you’re growing and I love you more each minute, hour, day, month! What kind of magic is yours that enchants me more and more each time? You’re entering in the best years of your life. You have the gift to have a rich mind, a deep soul and beautiful body. Don’t ever be sad because the energy you can dissipate will take you wherever you want. I admire your life till now and I hope to be part of it for the upcoming years, cherishing many other adventures, silences and birthdays with you. How much we are invested in the future of each other? The time will give our love a label of beauty, if we will only be lucky enough. Today its your day and I’m sure eating like a pig will make you smile even without me. You’ll be a bit tipsy screaming those little sounds which made me follow in love with you. I really wish I was there to pamper you, to make you feel loved on this planet. I will always be next to you with the aim of being a lift to the other dimension. To the world of dreams where Love rules and we are just little puppets eating passion. But, what I want the most, what I would really like, is to be close to you as soon as possible, so that, with a big kiss from me, you would also receive the wish for happiness that lies in my soul in this very moment. We will find a way to make that happen, together. I send you kisses and 22 minutes of pussy pompino bonus to be asked whenever my princess is in need. Have fun with your friends, go crazy and live the night. Cant wait for the time to come, sharing the same sun, the same soil. I want to discover the world with you. As usual, I woke up today thinking about you, just as I go to sleep with you in my thoughts every time. I love you. Always yours, P. Happy Birth day pataaaa ❤❤❤🐽🐽🐽🐽🐽🐽🐒

5/7/17

P: My love, your birthday is everyday for me because I want to celebrate you daily. We already saw each other growing up from one day to the other and from my side the feeling is that many are yet to come. Im really keen for the upcoming ones but I would like you to savour the present one. Keep one significant image printed in your brain, and rise smiling to the world. I love you. Un bacio🐽🐒

5/9/17

P: You’re such a pataaa and I’m grateful to life, to the world and the starts for putting us together. Sometimes I don’t even know if it’s true because this loves elevates me to a powerful dimension never experienced. I love you amore mio🐽🐽🐒 ti bacio, I miss you

5/10/17

P: My love, I’m sure you had a lovely night with your friend ! How long will she be there? That’s great. I miss you and I want to be there eating hummus on the bed with you. Good night baby sweet dreams ❤🐽🐽🐒 Tesoro have a lovely day

5/11/17

P: Good night my love I will wake up super super early tomorrow to review the final and revise big times! Anyway the only person I would really love to celebrate this with is you and luckily we will be together to catch up very soon 🐽🐒 I’m glad you have a new table, useful, and a friend whom staying over for the weekend ❤before I was just being greedy thinking about the gifts for your colleagues..if it is a “tradition” in the office in the end of the day it will probably build warmness and everyone will gather positive vibes from that ! Hope you have Sweet wet dreams. I love you

5/13/17

P: My pussy patata I’m bouncing to bed for few ours and at 4:20 I have my train from nyon! I always think that I love you because even when passion will slow down and than up and down.. I’ll always love you, for the person you are, whatever happen,I’ll stand with you❤🐽  I’ll text you tomorrow morning! I love you and I don’t know who’d I be without you. Ti bacio amore🐒 

P:In train patata! Everything smooth till now I would like to materialise there and watch you sleeping and kissing you slowly without waking you up, kiss kiss for you sniffff wooooof wuf ruuf

Y: Honey I’m going to bed I hope you guys have a fantastic night out, I love you from D to Barcelona, and to the moon and back again. Can’t wait to see you soon! Un bacione my love ❤

5/14/17

Y: Honey bunny I hope you had an amazing night/day  Heading to work now!! Un bacione x

5/15/17

P: Dear my love. I can’t explain the amount of joy that I’ll have when I’ll see you. I’m sick about you and I hate we didn’t Skype this two days even when we have had both busy days. But what really make me realise my true love for you is the fact that every moment, even on vacation with my family and busy all day, happy, full.. at my best, I still miss you a lot. Anywhere I go I wish you were there, with me, hand in hand, fighting all the beasts and ghosts of this world. In the dark and in the light I renew my love for you every moment. I love you. I hope today you had fun with your friend at the reastaturant and please let me know how are you! Today after sagrada we went to park guell and stayed at the beach! At night we had amazing dinner in a very conceptual restaurant I hope you’ll drop your point when the time will come and we will make Barcelona one of our cities of love such as the Paris one already on the list.

5/17/17

P: Amore mio! Can you please, I beg you, send me a vocal message tomorrow? I really need to listen to your voice.

P:I love you so much. I’m so upset with words to be so poor after a while to not have more words to describe love. I wonder how poets managed to write so much about love with a relative short dictionary. I really want to have a new vocabulary to talk about love with you and till now we just coined “don’t patata meee” which is not enough and we can do much better. I just want to melt my lips with yours into a never ending kiss.. I feel part of something when with you. Buona notte amore, I could talk for hours about my love for you. I really want to maximise time this time in D and just to spend all the time with you, I don’t need site visiting I just need to visit you my Love. Un bacio grande and have a great day lady❤🐒🐽🐽🐽🐽

Y: Ciao patata Thank you for always being the best boyfriend sending me love letter Even on your vacation day. I’m truly the most lucky girl, found my love and I’m deeply so happy and still in love with you Un bacione, let me know what’s your plan for today Hopefully we can skype tonight amore 🤞🏻

5/18/17

P: I love you, good night my only love, dream.❤🐷🐒

I’m back Already I just wanted to check out the mirador one last time at night, the view on the Alhambra. I was there talking to my self and than I just started referring to you my bocca d'orata, making you alive next to me watching at the view trough my words. It might seem full but I jope you received my call on love in your dreams🐽🐽🐽

5/20/17

P: Amore mio good night, sleep well and I love you ❤

Y: Good night patata I love you Can’t wait to see you soon!

5/21/17

P: Dear my patata I’m counting the minutes and thinking about how I will spend every valuable second with you. I want to have a routine, I want to experience chill life with you and massage you after work cuddling and having nice meals together. I miss you everywhere and soon you’ll be in my arms! I love you❤🐽 Always yours.. We just arrived in T.

5/22/17

P: Home sweet home for a couple of days Amore mio im in my great bed and I feel like a king! I wish you were here next to me as always I send you all my love, I’m exploding thinking there are still 2 days left before my departure ! Tomorrow I will go grocery and stuff and meet the Airbnb guy ect ect! Have a great wake up, I wish I could wake you up tomorrow with a routine  pussy pompino❤🐒

Y: Love good night Sorry I was being stupid today I love you so much can’t wait to see you soon, no matter how many days you may have Un bacione my love ❤️

P: No amore Don’t say that Cry for love whenever you want for me, I feel special to be the reason of your tears But I want as well to be the reason of your happiness

Y: Always ❤

5/23/17

P: I love you my patata!  Everything is ready for my departure and tomorrow is grocery day❤🐽 can’t wait to be in that Airbnb with you for the time gifted us by gods! Sleep tight and wake up as a princess  Hope I’ll dream you tonight🐒

5/24/17

P: Im awake And without alarm

5/29/17

P: Ciao my love! Once again it’s hard to leave you here. This staying has been lovely, even if doing almost nothing, being fed with our love makes me always feel alive more than anything else in my life. I’m always dreaming about that day when we will have our own life together, when we will get the chance to feel sick of one another and ti anyway come back because this love is too great to be trashed. I’ll miss you..! Tonight I’ll send you the no no period in august so you can ask for days off. Planning a new adventure with you is always thrilling.

Y: Hi amore

P: Love you

P:: I’m boarding

Y: Text me when u r at Istanbul and Milan  I love you so much

P: Yes patata

Y:Thank you

P: Have a great day at work my miracle worker

Y: ❤ Can’t wait t to see u soon

P: Wish you a good life again in this period while I can’t be there for you. Treat your self and be safe. Take care if the bump goes worse and please keep me up to date.

P: Ciao ciao D 🐒❤

Y: Safe flight baby

5/31/17

P: My patata I love you and I want to be with you now and always I need to drive back now Gugus is drunk with his friend the grandson of S H! G is strange.. you always meet this kind of people but I can’t wait to have you here already. Ti bacio amore, always yours. P ❤🐽🐽🐽🐒

6/1/17

P: My patata.. days, months are gone behind us but I still feel the same passion, the same flying soul and big heart when I look at you. I hope there, in your worm spirit the feeling is just the same. I love you so much and I don’t know what I would do with my life without you. You are my reason of hope, my guiding light and I can’t wait to have you tight in my arms soon again. Sometimes..now for instance I’m falling asleep picturing all the moments of our love: on that pagoda in T, in front of louvre and in Istambul caffè . I want more. I need more. I will do my best to have more time with you in my future days. Often I feel detached, lost, confused but when you are there with me..well everything has a clear shape, a smooth label and vibrant vibes are stimulating my mind. I deeply believe in the love I host in my heart for you. Hoping you’ll be feeling better tomorrow I wish you sweet dreams. Please let me know if you recovered or if there is anything I can do. Distance is hard but it also gives a strong taste to relationships if well managed and I’m proud of us. I’m sleeping in your blankets. I feel good. Ti bacio..i love you🐽🐽❤🐒

6/2/17

P: Pattaaaaaa! I want you here next to me every moment and I have no other words to express this will. My happiest moment of the day is when we are on Skype telling each other about our day, sharing thoughts. I miss you dearly.. I don’t feel my love could ever be bigger than the one I have for you. I learned to love from you. It’s like we were meant to meet and show each other what love was and is. It’s been hard for us, left and right since the day we became “we”. You’ve changed me, with your love you’ve made me strong, you’ve accepted me in your life. Y, I love you a little more every day. Thank you. 6 months. Happy anniversary baby. Ti bacio❤🐽🐒

Y: I love you

6/3/17

P: My love good night 🐽❤I’m home and the night was good to us, we walked a lot and showed the guys the river side and we end up at a strange silent party in baroc park! I love you and hope you’re dreaming softly. Ti bacio amore mio , I need you by my side🐒

P: Amore Patata Love Goodmornig 🐽🐽🐽

Y: pattt

P: We are going to the boat🍾🍾🍾🍾🍾

Y: Be careful baby

❤❤

6/5/17

P: My dear pussy patata! Seeing you so sad makes me sad as well, when you’re happy I’m fine as well. My mood is bounded to your intrinsically, therefore I can only hope and help to always make you feel fair, happy, full. I love the Y crazy for life, passionate about anything and strong as a Siberian tiger. It’s only through the synergy of our love that I can have hope for my life. I love you so much and even now in Geneva, there’s anything that keep set my mind off you. I know it’s hard to ask and that I can’t even imagine how really is.. everything in D for you.. but try to be strong and to be professional till you’ll sit in that office. Be polite, fair, kind, smart..all what you are and sooner or later results will come. I strongly believe in you and in our love as well. Can’t wait to have you in my arms and die in yours because you’re simply home to me. I’ll text when go running tomorrow. Sweet dreams tesoro mio. Ti bacio❤🐽🐒

Y: Ciao patata thank you for being you and making me always in love and happy Good night amore

6/6/17

P: I love you my dear! I’m so glad I have you in my life and I can’t wait to have you in my arms whenever time will be so gentle with us. I always think about you before sleeping because it’s the only thought that makes me relax and wondering about our adventures is the driving force for everyday . Sleep tight my only princess. I send you all the love I have and hope sun will rise in your heart tomorrow morning. I hope I dream of you tonight and our fairy tail. ❤🐽🐒

Goodnight my loveree

6/7/17

P: Patata mia I just so all the concert to commemorate Manchester victims and Liam Gallagher from oasis is always the best

P: Anyway you are my angel and I don’t know where you’ve been al this time I don’t even remember life before you came into mine. Please do never worry about a thing because I would hurt my self before hurting you and I could never betray the promesse of love I did for you. Amore i now feel I want to live my life with you. You’re bringing so much energy into my life but mostly I feel alive because you allow me to bring love in you’re life as well. Thank you for opening me that golden door. Sweet dreams my love. I really wish the best for you and I hope you’ll get what you want and go to Hong-Kong or wherever you’re passion will take you. I’ll be standing next to you fighting for our abd your happiness . Ti bacio.

Y: Ciao pat Thank you for being so supportive love you and I want to be with you and guard our happiness together Ma mi ami ? 🙈

P: Ciao pat yes wa oi ni

Y: ❤ I miss you

6/8/17

P: Patata i would love to have you here with me now. I’m getting into bed missing you so much! Every time I see something beautiful  in this world I want to share it with you because you’re a lovely being. As simple as that. Tonight I truly hope to dream about my panther 🐯 alias eggplant! Good night❤🐽

6/9/17

Y: Baby Can u write love letter for me ?

P: Sure my love

P: My dear patata I’ve simply never been that in love in my life with anyone. I fully express my best when with you and I thank you for making me being who I am now. I feel i have the power to conquer peace, happiness and this equilibrium is feeding my soul. I miss you more than ever.. I want you in my arms now I would give anything to swap you and matteo or you and Juanita which is here I hope you feel empowered from my love as well, that you feel to be a better person just for the reason of our lovely relationship. I picture my self with you and our dog one day! I really hope fare will be gentle enough with us to give us this time!!🐽❤🐒

P: Ciao patata. Un bacione

Y: Good night my one and only

6/11/17

P: Ciao my patata!!!!! I’m home and everything was just fine. We had chill dinner down stairs in the common kitchen and than we went on the bench in plan palais square to have a drink and a walk by the lake side! I love you so much and I enjoyed Skype session with you. You were very gentle and sweet today I really felt loved and I happily enjoyed this extra pampers from yours. I hope some days I have the same effect on you and that this passion will last forever. My days would be so happy , full of love and energy. I send you my best kisses from the alps which are waiting to welcome you❤🐽🐒 ti bacio mia principessa

Y: Ciao pat pat And you always have this lovely and sweet effect whenever I talk to you ..❤ Good night amore Let’s see if we can catch each other tomorrow then. 

6/12/17

P: Amore I’ve been thinking about the ifs about our relationship.. if we kissed earlier, if we had sex earlier, if we began all of this 12 months ago. If I have to be honest I do not regret one thing. Time gave us the appetite of one another, experience, I mean we fell in love because of time value of our own humanity. We were perfectly cooked just like a medium rare stake or a juicy muffin. What I’m trying to say is that I appreciate every small thing of how things went because I’m afraid any change would impact our current passion and that is the only relevant thing. I love you from the moon (which I’m praying to be in our favour) and back and I would be lost in this chaotic universe. Stay with me and let’s save each other from the boredom of daily life to cherish the moments of wilderness. I send you all my love and I hope tomorrow you’ll have a great day. I need you in my arms. Here. Un bacio grande stellina❤🐽🐒

Y: Honey You are right. We fell in love in the right time and I should be grateful of that. Like you said, we have so much time left together. I can’t wait to explore it with you. Thank you for always keeping up, being the poet and lover that I know and love. I love you from the moon and back My stellino ❤

6/13/17

P: My love since I m loosing a bit my imagination after writing so many love letters, which start being repetitive, I decided to start something experimental today. Daily letters would not be so special any longer, therefore I’ll describe a moment of love we had. Our ancestors said: “verba volant scripta manent” (words disappears, ink writing will survive history). For this reason I want to make unforgettable some of our most lovely portraits. Walking to the restaurant under the rain with you was something magical. I remember the love I felt for you in front of notre dame in the cold Parisian night. You had black leggings a blue jacket and black water proof boots, the ones I like. We were both freezing and I just wanted to go home to warm up under the bed sheets. I felt wanderlust watching to shining Eiffel Tower. Talking of art, dreams and hope for a stimulating life made my staying in Paris something unforgettable so dense and perfect. I love you. I want this to last forever. Un bacio amore mio.❤❤🐽🐒wa oi ni

Y: Ciao baby I’m happy to say I’m sure there are more to come those momsnv Moments* Those moments where we felt madly in love of one and another all the time  miss you x

Y: Pat

Do you love me

6/14/17

P: Dear love tonight it’s the turn of the caramelised strawberry at the night market. The lights, the stinky tofu and a huge winner schnitzel Asian style made me full and happy. What I really loved was sharing with you caramelised strawberry sticks which at first are crunchy than sweet and juicy just like your pussy. I would feed my life of those two ingredients and nothing could be ever better. Eating on the door step of a temple a non identify soup, buying gringo prized tropical fruits and waiting your friend to get pierced: well all the little things happening in our world are somehow to me meaningful for the sake of being ours, unique in a way. I love you deeply and I need another pussy strawberry stick very soon. I want to go back to Taipei with my only princess.❤🐒

Y: Ciao pat I miss being with you When you narrative these stories, I can see it in front of my eyes You are a true poet and lover, you should write that on your application 🤗

6/15/17

P: Yo pata I really wanna tell you. You rock. Yes you are lovely because you always have sweet talks for me and your words tastes honey. I remember when we are breakfast on the first morning in Istanbul. The weather was pretty nasty but apart from that breakfast was awesome  fried cheese, olives and a young black kitty out of the window. I was happy that day as much as everyday I can have breakfast with you. We have more of those to come❤🐽 buona notte stella🐒

Y: ❤ Amore I was just talking to a friend last night saying the best is to have breakfast with family And tonight you also thought about our breakfast time Have great great day my love You are incredible, I’m so happy I found you Everyday, you reminded me of why we are in love Thank you

6/16/17

P: Amore mio im eating the days and I simply live dreaming about the tomorrow with you. Can’t wait to have you here in my arms, it’s going to be phantasmagoric. I remember the night in the toilet at M palace. Your blue dress was short enough to be easily lifted up for an easy sneak in. Us at the beginning of everything. I can’t even imagine what I was thinking back than because I was literally smashed by love. Pure dust of love. It’s always good to have some rough sex. Above all I think I really fell in love with you in Paris that first evening  eating Indian food. I can’t wait to make another adventure with you. Wherever and whatever it takes. I hope you are all god, having fun with tam tam and the guys. Un bacio stella🐒🐽🐽❤

Y: Thank you for always giving me the strength. Being with you, I’m always discovering more about life, us, and love. You fill up the gaps of my ignorance about being in love and loving. I can’t wait to spend next weekend with you It will be another time of our lives, just like all the other times I’ll see you soon, my hero, love, and patata I love you so so much. ❤❤

6/17/17

P: Amore These days I’ve been asking my self lots of times why am I here attending summer semester and what really matters in this life. It took my a while to start understanding that working the entire life to accumulate, to run, to climb the social ladder it’s a narrow minded, dumb approach. First thing must be love, love doesn’t need consumption because it can be always renewed every single day. What will really makes our life meaningful is the amount of love we are going to spread during the time given. I found in you my access to the door of love and without your guiding light I’m sure I wouldn’t be able to express me at my full potential. This being said, I want to say that I don’t care if we are broke, if things are going to be hard, if time and kilometres will take us apart or whatever will fate reserve for us. I’m sure of one thing only. That love is the only thing that matters, and you are my love, so you are in first place for everything. Tonight takes me back to the crazy dance with you at the club. I will always remember the trashy time I had with you in the stars of taipei. I love you my patata ! I can’t count the seconds that are taking us apart but I love you crazily ❤🐽🐒ti bacio

Y: Good night my patata Can’t wait to explore Geneva with you ❤

6/18/17

P: Dear love, I’m in my bed thinking of you, as always, before sleeping. I would have loved to have you here tonight. The art scene in plan palais was something you would have loved and was seeing you everywhere. Tonight I felt in love with the memory in Basel when waiting for Zey’s friend to come pick us up, you wished I had something for the party really keen to get high. You rocked!  it was our first official kiss even if I already kissed you a lot in my dreams. I am only thinking of you every time. Un bacione amore mio. Sleep tight because you need energy for the weekend.❤🐒🐽🐽

6/19/17

P: My sweet lady. I miss your skin, your fluffy touch and your cute head. I think how we treat our relationship is extraordinary. It’s a miracle how strong we are and you are my dream, golden mouth from Taipei. I remember the chicken eaten bare hands. One of my favourite dinner with you. Actually it was a bit cold but fried eggs, rice and vegetables fed me perfectly. Any day, night spent with you gives more hope for this life. I want to be tourist forever with you. Soon there’s gonna be another adventure patata and I really can’t wait. Have a great day Stella , I love you.❤🐽🐒  ❤❤🐽 You brought strength amore I love you pat, everyone who does not is missing out something special you flower Can’t wait to have you here and make you feel so.🐒

Y: Honey, I feel lost and feel not in peace for a while. In the past years, I have been motivated to have goals and to always work hard to achieve it. From stuck in T for six years, my goal was to leave, and I did it. From being in school and deciding where to go for my internships, I did it all. And from graduating with honours with finance specialization, I did it. And once I’ve done it all, I feel lost. In the alchemist, one of the crystal merchant never went to Mecca because he was too afraid that if he did go, his life will be without a meaning. And now I feel like I’m in the stage where I am a plastic bottle in the ocean, going with the flow but at the same time struggling to tell myself I have some sort of “purpose”, goal, or dream. The truth is I have been lost for the past almost a year. I don’t know who I want to be anymore, I don’t know where I want to be, and I don’t know if I should stand up tall and just keep thriving without a direction or to do something else. I feel trap in this maze that I set myself in. I hope soon I can feel happiness and determination like the times when I walk down the stairs in the humid and stinky NYC subway, or stroll down the vertical avenues of the NYC street, passing through financial buildings, historical buildings, and parks. I want to feel the sense of coolness when biking down the road in bulle, where I see the nature at its best and worst in that far faraway town. I want to go out and meet new people and different people. I miss socializing with humans. I miss dancing and getting drunk with people have just met one hour ago. I miss feeling that I have a goal and purpose. I feel trapped, honey. And I feel my heart and brain is not glowing anymore, because I’m too afraid or don’t know where to go and what to do with my life. I feel dull. I used to look at the flower blooming and feel like the happiest person. I used to spend time going to supermarkets and struggle to find the cheapest discounts and feel rewarded. I used to go online and look for healthy recipe and make it for me and my sister. I used to be so fearless, and now I lost that sense of courage and feel dull….

6/20/17

P: Sometimes we find our selfs in times of trouble and nothing seams to be clear. This feeling of disruption, of detachment you had tonight is just the beginning of understanding who you really are. Life till now was easy; goals were clear, the path was well indicated and success was the only possible answer. Nevertheless after playing by the rules, after such a hectic life for the past few years, getting back to a sedentary life in the desert where freedom is not granted and humanity is hard to find like water..well I understand your struggle. I think nobody would be able to stand still, to not feel like you feel every here and than. You want to be stoic? You are already my love. You’ve been so strong, with self control and wise attitudes. Nobody said it was easy to go to D at 22 with the hope of a youngster and feel integrated in few months. Be resolute my love. Now that you have clear in your mind that even with top management positions, with all the possibilities in this world..when you have no one you love to cherish the fortune with, everything is gone. I would advice you to set new goals in your life, new steps to be achieved. Find something you want to improve of your self, take care of small soul facets you’d like to empower. Be close to spirituality and transcendence, feel the magic of love and have faith for a wonderful life. When you practice love and wisdom the rest will follow, I’m sure the light will guide you pat. I cannot teach you anything unfortunately because I know nothing. Wisdom or love are only practicable, liveable. When you are seeking and you’re able to find nothing, nothing because what you see is only what seeks, being obsessed with the goal I mean. What really finding is..is being free, being open, having no goal. Your soul is the whole world, the world that you create. Finally I want to tell you I love you so much because you’re full of questions, with very little answers. This is a sign not only of mere couriosity but mostly a sign of intelligence. I hope that within us there is a sort of sanctuary where we can both retreat and be our selfs with each other. Trough your struggle I’m learning my self new aspects of my soul and I’ll be always grateful to golden mouth. Don’t be so angry at your fate, because you’ll find new solutions. Great humans rise when in shitty situations. You are not alone on this planet patata, you are not the only one struggling in the chaotic cosmos. I’m here to hold your hand, not being ambitious to guide you, but just to tackle the flow together if you wish. I send you all my love and wish for a better day tomorrow. -4 and you are in my arms and I’ll be in yours. Ti bacio tanto amore, sei una stella❤🐽🐒

Y: Ciao patatoz  Thank you for being here I’m looking forward for the day when I am stronger. And looking forward for the day when I’m going to see you This Friday my love I can’t wait

6/21/17

P: Dear my waxed patata🐽🐽🐽🐽everything is ready to host you here. Please don’t cut your hairs tooo much. I have no words tonight to explain my will to have you here right now next to me sharing the same sky. I want to remember our dinner in front of Sophia mosque, with the muezzin calling the prayers. The food was delicious and I loved you so much that night. Maybe for the reason that you were dizzy just after a glass or because you always choose the nicest places for us. I love you and I need to have you in my arms amore. I’m super happy seeing you pimpin to come. Ti bacio🐒❤

6/22/17

P: I don’t even know if you’ll manage properly to read this message since screen is fucked! Patata -2 I don’t know if this is real. The magic you bring in my life is powerful. Today since you mentioned in our last call I want to jot down the memories of me walking on the floor in Taipei. It was amazing smoking up with you and just crawling in each other eyes. I loved how that night we went out for dinner whatsoever, I loved the way you just stayed there with me in the dumbest moment. I had a lot of fun with the best Jerome ever drinking beers, playing FIFA and talking about the news of the workd, (he was being very generous and I cooked pizza for us). Sabrina and matteo are at home and now I’ll try to go to bed knowing I’ll have to sleep deeply. I wish you were here my love to share bed with me. Tomorrow is the day, you didn’t fly out of the country recently and now you are coming to Geneva to meet me, you deserved that. Ti bacio, I can’t be more impatient, I wait for you here Stella.

6/23/17

P: Hey patata tonight I am excited about our love in a way I never experienced before. I am always up to speak with you and see what you’ve become shaped by life. I want you so much my patata that I can’t explain! I will send you all the infos and Sabrina will be there to open the door and get you settled. I love you, hope you’re confi there because here, here we will have to rock❤🐒ti bacio amore mio

Y: Amore I’m in Frankfurt Good to be back in Europe

P: Welcome home

P: Ciao pat! I’m in a super rush and late! S will be there to welcome you in, money on my desk inside the book, I forgot to leave the keys but you can  arrange with Sabrina since she has M’s. I should be done early I think since there is in class assignment. Be safe for the last bit and weekend is about to lit !!🐽🐽

6/26/17

Y: Dear pat.. ❤thank you for this weekend one again. I’m so grateful to have met you in my life, over the past 6 months, I have only loved you more not less. And like you said, when we are together we both feel more assured about who we are and want to be together. You are my love. I honestly have never met someone I love so much. Being with you I only have love, happiness, and sex. I honestly can’t wait for what’s more to come. I want to travel, live and have puppies with you. I can see myself spend time with you and being better for you and for us. Amore, for every moment looking into your eyes, I love you more. I’ll see you super soon ❤

6/27/17

P: Amore mio I can’t believe just few hours ago I was holding you tight and playing with you. I feel so happy when I’m with you whatever happens around. My soul is at his best when you are there and my body feels fearless. I can perceive the energy. I become stupid and I can’t stop to repeat pat pat and whaaaazzz uuuuuup! Anyway the thing is I’m in love with you. Hope you felt the life going fast, open heart and indulgent with me. I will always take care of you. We will meet soon mia dolce bocca d'orata. Ti bacio 🐒❤

Amore i love you so much that you can’t barely imagine. I never loved in my life that intensively and I can’t think of me loving someone more. Please trust me on that

6/28/17

P: Amore I don’t know how you do but you always manage to make me feel loved even when you are far away. These last days were amazing for me. I will never forget,whatever happens, the picnic with paella and sausages laying on grass. The stroking around the city, floating with the river’s current and the easy food. I’m in love with you, meaning that you’re my sexy exotic pussy and best friend, a home where to restore with joy. You buying a cake also makes me happy because you’re always gentle and generous. I hope tomorrow will be a fine day at work and I’ll Skype with my princess for sure,

If available. Ti bacio tanto amore mio. Mi manchi❤🐽love

6/29/17

P: My love we spent more than 2 and a half hour on Skype and calling today without counting the amount of messages and related stuff . I think this is love. I think about you all the time and I wish you were next to me all the time. I love you. The time we had sex till 1pm in milan with elisa in the apartment and than I run to giannasi to grab some food for us. I would be happy if I could continue to feed you for the rest of our remaining time. Please let’s make an effort and resist till we enter in our own place. I’ll be very happy that day especially if you’ll give me that pompino you promised. Buona notte tesoro, don’t be late tomorrow. Ti bacio tanto❤🐽🐒

6/30/17

P: Dear pat, distance is hard to understand many times and things seems to fade away, but in the deep of my heart I know you’re hear. Just next to me. I want, I need to create with you a value of life that would satisfy my soul. I want to be shaped by our necessities. I’m thrilled by the idea of being like water ready to leak into every grief. I’ll be always there for you, loyal to our love, asking for nothing, offering all I’ve got. These days may seem strange, hectic, full of confusion and different dreams. I truly hope our paths won’t take opposite direction. I see my self five years from now next to a great yet normal woman, simply sharing the time gifted to us. It’s widely spread the idea of how a relationship ought or shouldn’t be, how work life should or shouldn’t be. I don’t want to be part of any label. I want to shape our own time in a very personal way, asking many question without necessarily having all the answers. I want to print in my mind the lucky day when you were laying in this bed naked, satisfied by sex. I wish you were here with me right now to be animalistic in bed, flying high with our minds on the madness of the world out there. I thank every atom, particelle of experience that lead my path bumping into yours in a cold snowy night in Bulle. Since than slowly but surely our destinies were bound to partner. I love you my patata. I wish you a nice sleep. The stars of the desert are looking at you, because you’re beautiful and precious. Ti bacio sempre. ❤🐽🐒

7/1/17

P: Amore mio im in bed room with parents and they are sleeping already can’t really call You are my one and only princess on this planet. I need you so badly. I’m in a very small bed right now and wouldn’t share an inch with anyone.. but I’m sure with you this would be just fine. What I mean is that there always room for you to stay with me if you only wish. I can’t wait for the day when we will have a tesla and a couple of dogs..driving our down the road mood. I want to live my life with you and it’s hard to accept is still not happening. I miss you deeply tonight I want to touch your hairs and have you. I want to remember the first evening in Taipei where I rolled and your friends were astonished, I was talking to a South African friend on the phone regarding the shitty sumas situation, we were high and the air was hot. The only moments when I’m calm, happy are the one with you. I love you pat, buona notte.❤🐽🐒tuo P

Y: 💙💙💙 I know I’m always jealous and annoying But with you I can’t stop thinking about everything. All the happy and sad runs through my mind when thinking about you. You are the sunshine and strawberries, and my source of happiness and food.

Y:I was watching a series yesterday, don’t really remember what was it about, but one part the girl was saying how her ex boyfriend depend on her so much, he lost who he is, and how can she be with him when there’s no more him…. I fell asleep with those sentences in my mind, because i realize my happieness everyday depends on you too now. Of course it relates to other things, but I couldn’t imagine going through the first couple of the year in D without you. Not just in D but the fact that I can’t think and imagine another time right now without you. You are my source of happiness and dopamine. I seek for the messages you sent when I wake up, I look forward for the nights when we Skype, and I travel through time and cities having you with me. And this makes me afraid too. Because now again, I realized never love someone so much as I love you and there’s no one else I would want to share my happiness sadness anger and love with. I know I’m not the easiest girlfriend to be with, and thank you for giving me so much patience, kindness, and love. Be with me for a bit longer and I’ll give you all I can give…would you ? 💙 I love you my love ❤️ I’m always only thinking about you

7/2/17

P: Amore mio. You deliver love letters less than me. This is a matter of fact. But when you do, well it’s exceeding any expectations. I love you so much and every time is a special gift for me. I believe more than you that is possible, that for us there is a shared fate. You are not hard at all. In this world where we look only for perfection and fiction stories, I seek for mistakes, for the love of misunderstandings. I believe I love you not for your perfect body, for your smooth skin and sexy ass. I love you for te annoying part, for every small mistake you do that freaks me out. I’ll never stop loving you and I can’t wait for august to bring you to my home land. We will eat like kings and I’ll show you everything worth our precious time. Thanks for being you and sharing your time with me, my only princess. I depend on you and my happiness is bounded to yours, so please do not be afraid because there is no fear we can’t defeat together. Ti bacio tesoro mio. 🐽❤🐒always yours Have an amazing day tomorrow and please let me know username and password Let’s dream my love

7/3/17

P: Amore I just want to hug you so much And hold you tight t must have been something I can’t imagine But I’m sure you’ll manage to find your pictures I would like to be with you and go trough them together You know I’m here if you ever want to talk or call right?

P: ❤❤ my love I’m not prepared enough to understand how traumatising was that moment of your life for you. I can’t imagine you going trough such a horrible period and becoming the woman you are now. You’ve been amazing and I’m astonished, amused of you as always. You exceed any expectation, as always. I just want to be there and hug you tight in my arms I can’t stand the idea of you being there in the bed thinking of those things without my support. It makes me sick as well. In quinte sure now if I say I believe our moods are dramatically bounded and so I feel a bit sad as well. I’m very sorry for what happened and how you feel tonight. I hope one day we will be able to share this when we are together. I send you all of my support, please call me any moment of you have nightmares or anything, I’ll live the ringtone max level

Anyway tonight I want to remember the dinner in Oman, at the nice random restaurant before taking off for D, I loved that dinner as almost all the ones with you. I really liked the rice and all the dishes. We also changed table to go to the window one, I can remover we had a nice conversation. I enjoyed su much your company that night and I hope there are thousands to come. I need to live with you pat, I can’t wait any longer.

Juste remember call me if you need anything or if you wanna talk or just stay in silence. Un bacio grande stellina mia 🐽🐒

: I’m always yours and ready to give you my love❤🔥buona notte

7/4/17

P: amore mio in these days you’re making me feeling so loved and wanted that I can’t remember a better moment of my life for love and passion. I always think of you in a sweet way, moving than to a strong sexual desire and this is simply crazy because I’ve been always separating my sexual desire with the passion I hold for your mind, philosophy of life. I m hanging all my hopes for the time when I’ll be hugging you again, showing you the beauty of my homeland. I really need you badly here and in the future. I want to jot down tonight our joints in taipei especially the ones smoked on sun and moon lake just out of our small hotel. Do you remember the butler/receptionist asking for how I felt about the coffee? I admit I like every moment when you are there. Hope tonight is a smooth sleep in for my princess. Ti bacio tutta. love

7/5/17

P: I am loving with no expectation nor demands but only with the curiosity for what will happen, being sure the best is yet to come for us. I barely imagine a situation in which patata number one is without pataaa2. I know sometimes we become childish but it’s hilarious. I really like it. When you tease me I’m still loving you. These days Goldenmouth is making me so happy. I love you. I want to remember the first time I met your mum . I couldn’t say properly the things you thought me. I really loved my time in town with you. Everything form food to sleeping wee had was great and sometimes I dream about the market and being there eating anything. Tu bacio tanto amore mio❤🐒have a great day tomorrow

7/6/17

Y: Buona notte amore I love you 💓💓

P: Amore tesoro mio!❤ you are a crazy little lovely thing and I can’t can’t loving you. I’m so happy we obtained another adventure together and it’s gonna be great time because whatever happens or we do when we share same stars above us everything is magic, full of passion. I kind of like the memory of us walking into park de bastion in the morning and listening to the small van beats while sitting on the yellow iron chairs. It was a charming moment for me full of recalls. I want to drink coffe with you every morning and last ray of sunshine. Ti bacio tanto my love and I wish you sweet dreams. 🐽🐒 Can’t stop In the beginning *

7/7/17

P: My tesoro caro where you that tired?

I love you. I love your nose Y, your mouth and crazy voice. I love the way you walk and and how you smoothly surf life. I’m always thinking about how happy I’ll be when we’ll be together in august. I need to play with you and keeping you right tonne. I don’t want to ever let you go forever. I love you my sweet patata. Un bacio 🐽❤🐒always

Tight in my arms*

7/8/17

Y:My love, words can’t explain how much you mean to me. Your knowledge and love for life enlightens me to be the best version of myself with you and alone. Thank you for taking the time and patience teaching me the things that I forgotten or never know about. I promise you, each day, I’ll become more positive with our love. Not that I am not positive now, it’s just that there’s a burden of love for me when opening my heart to someone or going to someone’s heart. I love you so much but it’s still hard for me to see the way you see love. I do believe what you believe deep down, but I always forgot about it with my three second gold fish memories. I would like to have faith in us together. Please give me some time, as I never thought about I can be competed naked outside and in. Thank you for showing me another world. I love you my patata or should I say I am passionate about you.

P: Ciao My passion I miss you so much here