#im half awake 😭

[wavyskies]

Art by @/chasticadushi on X (I think some of their art is nsfw/suggestive, just a warnin.)

Guys...guys...you're jokin with me, right? This is incredible...

Anyways, event! Woah, we get to do our own.

Information under the cut:

Info/rules:

- Please @ me so that we can see your graphics!

- This will go from Sep 5th - Sep 9th (obviously you can do this whenever you'd like, though.)

- Any and all graphics are accepted. Stim/moodboards, userboxes, graphics, pixels,.etc

- As for prizes, since I already try my best to give what I can for free, the prizes will just be a little extra! There will be three winners, and if you complete three or more of the four days, you'll be added to the ✨wheel.✨

Third place will be a Tumblr layout, including replycons, multiple header options, and everything that's usually included as well.

Second place will be a Tumblr layout with all that of third, AND a rentry.

First place will be a Tumblr layout with everything for the previous two, and a rentry template that has three extra (decorated) pages.

Prompts

Day one: a gloomy theme with a cheerful character/a cheerful theme with a gloomy character

OR based around a season.

Day two: a male character who would wear eyeliner and/or other makeup

OR the most chaotic character in your fandom.

Day three: an anti-hero

OR an odd looking character that you love (like muppets, simpsons, etc)

Day four: a character that reminds you of your favorite flower

OR your favorite character, swapped with the aesthetic of your least favorite character.

Promo tags...? /NF. Lmk if you wanna be removed (I'm really sorry for putting you all up to this 💔)

@sunkupng @llocket @vamp-q @viniknp @ipcventurine @pinkidol @lavendergalactic

[ryomaandgundhamkin]

wanna do a magma? Im bored :<

@thedenofravenpuff @theinfamousdoctorf @theinfamousmaybelle @piowasthere @eddwardharrison @muffinmeerkat @lunar-solarsystem @eclipsen-smiles @nosleepygay @melodyartiez @sunny-inajar @ilildefoxy @weirdcoregal35 @achickennamedcheese @pollux-starsz @sen-sational @star-coded and any moots

(runs away and never returns)

here it is btw :

[captaincrumbz]

Autism sprays him

[napping-sapphic]

actually the amount i yearn is directly proportional to how much i sleep and considering i only got to sleep for an hour and a half last night i would say that we are in the TRENCHES today my loves

[eeblouissant]

in this essay I need to talk about the way Dorothy acts around & reacts to stan in this clip (season 4 ep 5) specifically or I will simply perish.

enjoy the unorganized (unedited, and definitely not reread) chaos, this will be more of a ramble than anything - it’s so late & I need to get these thoughts out of my head before I explode.

Firstly, the clip in question:

( 1:15 - 2:22 )

now. Oh boy. Where do I even begin.

As much as I know it was done for comedic effect; the way Dorothy doesn’t hesitate to let herself cuddle into stan (STAN!!! CUDDLING. with STAN. And **publicly** there are so many layers here) when he puts an arm around her, describing what probably were the happier times Dorothy’s mentioned having with him despite it all (or at least a version of them. his version, that he’d created in an attempt to persuade her, as we learn pretty quickly) - oh god it just breaks my heart. She lets herself feel those memories for just a moment, before it all inevitably comes crashing down again. The way she snaps so quickly… that’s something we do not see in younger Dorothy. Younger Dorothy comes off much more passive-aggressive leaning more on the passive (shy?) side, she’s just very logical & no nonsense (but not in the way she is now). That’s something that Dorothy never really loses - Whereas current Dorothy has lost that (passiveness) completely with stan, and seems find it natural to come off as “aggressive” & dominating around/toward others. So - that ability to shut off & become defensive like that, & so fast, was developed later on. She’s got a bite now that was learned, because she had to bite to survive. For her own sanity. Do you know how much work that would take to unlearn & heal, if she ever even tried? oh my. Yeah I’m not well. I don’t think she would have much faith in it changing either, it’s become such a part of her. I think she would feel a little lost without it.

That first bit kills me - but what kills me about this scene most, is that last bit. Where she tries to push back further with a comment she know will be funny and just a little hurtful (towards stan, im sure she thought) and that will further deflect. But it backfires and hurts her instead. Her voice breaks. It breaks and her eyes soften and it looks like that just for a moment she lets the hurt shine through. Because that is especially painful, she cannot bury it. Her entire demeanour changes as those last few words are delivered (and Oh My God do they register fast - like she’d reopened that wound having no idea it was going to sting so badly.) and I just - oh my GOD. For that split second she looks like she might crack, the pain in her voice is so clear. & then the walls go right back up & it’s pushed right back down. I cannot deal. I absolutely cannot. Dorothy has let herself be vulnerable in the past, but has there ever been more than maybe (maybe) a handfull of instances where her voice & face soften that way? Anyway, I’m absolutely losing it over those little details. I’ve yet to find another scene where it feels like younger Dorothy shines through in the current. It hurt my heart so good and I cannot stop thinking about it :’) I think this is my sign to rebinge every episode in order. Because I am definitely forgetting - there has to be more.

Okay that’s all for now! If any of you have any thoughts or personal fav scenes (etc) to share as well please feel free!!! Dorothy angst seems to be my drug of choice lately lmao

(like two bits of this were my own interpretations of Dorothy’s character based on observation, don’t take them as canon nor am I claiming they are, because we obviously don’t know exactly what happened in between + younger Dorothy didn’t have much screen time :’)! Headcanons are just so much fun to throw around!!)

She <333 <33333333 <3 <3 <3 heart heart heart xxoo literal angel

[deadcrowcalling]

me remembering exams start next week

[romanticatheartt]

🌬𓂸

girl- NO😭

[im-still-watching-anime]

ACE ATTORNEY INVESTIGATIONS COLLECTION??? LIKE WITH THE SECODN ONE??? OFFICIALLY RELEASING.???? HUH??? HUHHHHH??? OH MY GOD

[kirbyddd]

ok that was a new one

[4giorno]

i am loving this ep

[trippin-chippin]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤌

[skitskatdacat63]

This race weekend is gonna be weird because since I'm staying up to watch the race, I won't get to experience any of my stress induced nightmares about missing my alarm for the race

[altruistic-meme]

the temptation to go watch puss in boots again is very strong. ever increased by somehow accidentally having the night of from work.

[chisungie]

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[woodsborostabathon]

ppl who make multihorror posts n dont properly tag them…bane of my existence actually

[shatterthefragments]

I’m being overdramatic I know, but maybe I’m just meant to be miserable.

(“Well maybe you shouldn’t do these sailing trips if you get so sick after” IM TOO OLD NOW ANYWAY. IM DONE WHETHER I WANT TO BE OR NOT. IVE SPENT A MONTH AT SEA TOTAL NOW. AND I REALLY FUCKING HOPED THAT I WOULDNT GET SICK THIS TIME. and I didn’t the first time (you know when Everyone still was asked to mask and we tested before boarding)) and I booked the rest of the week off to recover. That I have to call in sick for at least a little bit now too. Yeah. That sucks for all of us. Nothing I can do but not die or whatever)