#im good :)

[anyadarkseid]

🧎‍♀️SIR

[sahisan]

mind empty just imagining levi with a lieutenant!reader as keeping to yourselves as he is. bearing everything by yourself, not getting a chance to grieve (especially in the survey corps), and thus resulting in your emotions being bottled up for so long that you forget when you last got the time to mourn the loss of yet another one of your comrades. you've been through so much you don't even understand if you even can grieve anymore.

and the more time you and levi spend together — doesn't matter if it's on expeditions or randomly meeting each other in the halls of the hq — the more he starts to understand that what he sees in you is just a reflection of himself; of his own mindset and feelings.

and it's funny, really — he's basically observing himself from the outside.

levi can't say you two are close. of course, he's working on it (he really is trying), because the pull he has towards you hasn't ever wavered in the years he's known you, but it's so hard considering the circumstances you're living in. one day he's finally trying to open up to you, talking to you about how he'd lived in the underground all his childhood, and how much deaths he'd witnessed in his life that he'd long lost count of, and the next day he can find out you'd been eaten by a titan on another one of your stupidly dangerous expeditions.

and he knows, he knows that you're strong — shit, you basically equal him — that you can handle yourself in such dangerous situations where a normal person would die of shock immediately, that you're his god damn lieutenant, and you deserve your rank, but still there's this gnawing feeling in the back of his mind whenever he gets to know that you and your squad are leaving for yet another expedition, and he hates it.

every time you leave beyond the walls, levi tells you "don't die", or threatens that he'd come and get you in, quote, "wherever you go after death and kick your ass myself, lieutenant" when he has a particularly anxious feeling about the upcoming mission.

sometimes you come back with half your squad gone, sometimes with only a few people dead — doesn't matter how much, he sees the effect the losses have on you every single time, and he can't even bring himself to think of something akin to "they've been here for so long, should've gotten used already", because he himself isn't sure if he had gotten used to that.

and with the way you've both been so emotionally closed off for so long, levi can't help but start noticing how you finally start opening up to him, bits by bits, even if it's later than all of his attempts to do the same, but he's so fucking grateful you do, because he's never had the decency to come up to you and ask you to just talk. and it feels like such an accomplishment to him – to get a person with the same traumas as him to open up.

and when he thinks how proud he is of you, to try and start overcoming your own fears, to tell him the bits of your past and your fears and traumas, levi understands that he himself is becoming more open in your conversations; you helped him in finally opening his soul up after god knows how many decades, and to no one other than you.

the concept of time was foreign to both of you. as said before, nobody ever knew what would happen later today, tomorrow, the next week or month. but levi knows that now that you're in his life, guiding him through the debris of the mess that is his mind, death doesn't matter anymore, as you both try to live right now.

[lamelarts]

Kapyy the slickest man u ever met 🧡💙🩷

Well i saw this pic of Hugh and Ryan in Deadpool outfits hdjdjd and i thought heyyyy this could work with my previous post of TG and Kapyy 🤯 So i drew this so fast lol 😭

This scenario is when Kapyy first went to TG’s house UNEXPECTEDLY 🙏 He probably got the address from Hoku djjdjd cause she is still in contact with TG via mail (To her it is more fun that way and TG is fine with it 👏

[star-dust-shark]

loved my will to live and it left me like everything else I’ve ever loved ✋😔

[willgrahamscock]

microdosing on the halloween spirit by thinking of my past mistakes to scare myself

[mashand]

Is just me or am I escaping from my problems

[a-strawberry-mouse]

Teeny tiny stimming stitches.

I'll add more in stage two because I lost thread chicken and the stitches ended too close to the hole. I like to have at least a full cm of stitches by a hole. I've found that's the minimum for long term fixes.

Granted, my stitches are literally adding to the weaving. I still call it mending or darning, and it's also weaving. It lasts so long when I do it this way and golly am I a sucker for efficient use of energy.

Look at that.

smol

Effective

It's stuff like this that makes me go, "Yeah. Maybe I am a good mender."

[prajjna]

dont mind im fine perfectly normal . im good.

[auguste-marmonts-only-fan]

POV: me, scheming about how much Marmont content I will release upon the unsuspecting Napoleonic community

[hamham-moments]

[napping-sapphic]

Yearning but it’s god i wish someone had the patience to teach me how to be loved, to teach me how to not run from it and how to reciprocate it how to show them i still love them even when i can’t reach out how to come back to them when i lose my way and how to accept care because god knows i can’t do it on my own

[shaibonbon]

Hi how are you

[deathrock-and-skull]

SO NEW SEASON HUH?! :^)

not that it was any secret to anyone alive ever but i really love this show so i HAD to draw something to celebrate season 2 dropping tonight ♥

[lamelarts]

JDChibi PT.1 💜💙🩷

I was practicing a new chibi style so i thought to myself why not use JD coaches as a practice exercise jdjdjdj 👏This way i can refine my artstyle and draw coaches that i havent drawn much 😩 I drew 10 coaches so here r the first 5 hehe 💜💜💜💜💜

[bananawzxi]

Kinda old

[t4ct1c4l-b4ckup]

....Heeeyyyy kitty.