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*in a padded white room, rocking back and forth in a straight jacket, talking to no one*
I've gotta draw Mizu5 And Ena5........
#project sekai#mizu5#ena5#im finally gonna do it#im gonna show the people why im insane#plus i can see why they didnt but i was expecting mizuki to look a lot more disheveled coming out of her depression arc#like#hasnt showered hair undone no energy to tie her bow up eye bags#i need to actualize it#i also need to draw the roof scene my GOD#also when rui and ena were talking i was so expecting him to be like#“Oh she talked to you? okay then the next words out of your mouth better not be transphobic or im beating you to death''
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Let's all put on our thinking caps and see that there is no actual evidence that iskall didn't do anything but his own word. There is, however, massive amounts of evidence that he did.
If you follow me and support iskall (or stress), unfollow me. The bullshit tantrum he just had and the amount of people there are supporting him is actually disgusting. If you genuinely believe him, you need to look up manipulation tactics. He is going to use his fame to get people to trust him, just like he did to his victims.
#mcyt#hermitcraft#iskall situation#iskall85#'waaa they only gave me an hour and a half accounting for time zone differences to show up to an online meeting!!'#'I had to leave immediately without even trying to defend myself because they turned on me immediately!!'#'they definitely weren't trying to hear my side of the story and my quitting definitely didn't cement that I did it!'#SHUT UPPPPPP#he talks abt how hermitcraft is actually all two-faced and how they immediately took the victims's side instead of their friend for 8 years#and in the same sentence says they tried to set up a meeting to discuss it???#you're actually insane if you believe his bullshit#im just really pissed off at the amount of people who are defending him. there's a whole ass google doc of evidence against him#PUBLICLY AVAILABLE mind you#he's upset he got caught and is going to try to do anything and everything to cover it up#he wasn't 'cancelled' he was called out for being a fucking asshole#anyway im gonna stop before i get even more worked up#ughhh this is why i left the dsmp way back when
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starts blogging about object shows like a boss
#Ive been into object shows since 2011 get FUUUUUUUUUUUUCKED!! I WIN GAME !!!! BWAHAAHAHAHAHHHH!!#anyways im watching the new season of ii and it is SO good atually idk why id dint give it a chance.#loving yinyangs character development#AND BOT?????#UUGHG#AND PAINTYS NEW VOICE FITS THEM SO WELL I TOTALLY THOUGHT I WAS GONNA HATE IT#bigups to all the people who do ii. and bfdi. and everyone else. :3#inanimate insanity#fan ii#test tube ii#paintbrush ii#lightbulb ii#wowozella's ART!
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heya guys how are you doing im dojnf very well thank you hahahsha *collapses into a pit and is seen falling, falling, falling, falling……..*
#bro i got to school at 8:30am and stayed in the theatre doing show stuff until fucking 9:20pm#im going insane everything is shfjs everyone is sick. everyone is tired and delirious. we are a family. people are kissing each other#and getting sick. everyone has kissed max. why? who knows. we have done one full runthough all tech week. i dont know my cues.#opening night is tomorrow.#i still have math homework. and an essay due two days ago i havent startef.#god fuck im gonna zonk out
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Listen- no listen to ME
ONE OF THE FEW TIMES ROUGE ENGAGES WITH KNUCKLES GENUINELY IN SONIC X IS WHEN THEYRE WAITING FOR SONIC TO COME BACK!!
IT MAKES HER SAD TO SEE HIM WAITING!!!
and Knuckles instead of engaging with that honestly is just like: NO, YOU about it
#Sonic X#hi I’m still here mentally#ok so for context i actually skipped all the way to episode 53 when I initially started my rewatch because I wanted to know what changed#but I hadn’t yet experienced the full context of the show in order#so when we watched it last night I lost my goddamn mind#because rogue in Sonic X is very straightforward about what she’s about basically#but she also does care about the people around her she’s just not open about it#ot3 potenti- is promptly shot#and most of the time before that episode knuckles and rouge mostly argue because rogue just likes to provoke him for fun#but in this specific context they’re waiting around for Sonic and she knows knuckles isn’t engaging with the conversation#in a genuine manner#*im not looking at the moon and thinking of him. if you miss Sonic so much why don’t you go be with him!*#insane I’m gonna throw UP#knuckles misses Sonic he was the last one to see him!!! he’s worried but also it’s Sonic he doesn’t need to worry#but he’s worried and he’s not used to not knowing about sonic#they can anticipate each other but SONIC AINT THERE#shaking the TABLE#SHAKING THE TABLE WITH VIOLENCE
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Controversial take but i watched all of jjk, in subbed, so it had my full attention 100% of the time, and i am of the opinion that it just fucking sucks.
So me and my wife were talking about it, and we were trying to figure out why people like it and we've come up short. I do not understand what's so appealing about this show for so many people. Can someone PLEASE tell me.
#yes the animation is phenominal and honestly i would have stopped watching after the first episode without it#MAPPA creates some beautiful art like just gorgeous#but the constant force-feeding of every minor character's backstory was hellish for me#had me rolling my eyes every time they did it (every three seconds)#the vast majority of characters are unlikable or bland or dead#often all of the above#choso is the only character i actively liked?? like i understand him i reallu do#i liked mahito? he's a freak so that's a given#i liked that one old guy with the weird still frames power#uhhh i like sukuna's weird obsession with ripoff sasuke#edit i member: i liked megumi he deserved better#oh i also REALLY liked nanamin or whatever his name was (it's been a while)#i think yuuji's suicide mission that he didn't think through is super interesting#alright heres my most controversial take of all#i don't care at ALL abt gojo. he's so mid there's like a million characters exactly like him#and he's UGLY why do people say he's attractive bro is UGLY A HELL#the intros are baller tho i sat through them every episode no skipping that shit#gorgeous animation as i'd expect from this studio#like! there's so many little drops of things that i liked about this show! which is why it pissed me off so much every time they did boring#ass exposition dumps on characters that are gonna die in five seconds. or worse-they are gonna live and continue to bore me to tears#and when i tell you i physically couldn't read the manga because of how fucking BORING it is#i got caught up and was like 'okay ill read the manga i kinda like what's currently happening n ive made it this far might as well keep goi#g' nah man i couldn't even read a whole chapter. jjk is king of exposition dumps#i do think the powers and how if you tell your opponent what it is it gets stronger is rad#and it drives me insane because i know they know how to drip-feed information about a character! and when they do that they do it SO WELL!!#but they just force feed you all this information the rest of the time like BRO ITS TOO MUCH SLOW DOWN AND JUST LET THE CHARACTERS DO THEIR#THING AND IT WILL BE MORE SATISFYING#anyways not tagging this because i don't wanna put hate in the main tags#just like. if you see this please explain to me what im missing PLEASE i want to like this show SO bad
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Every fucking time I think my stupid ass hyper fixation for SPECIFICALLY getter robo Armageddon is gone it reignited at 2 fucking am when I’m supposed to be asleep and I dm my moot who has a different timezone then me about it cause he started watching and I’m telling him all the stupid shit I know and ohhhhh my god it never fucking ENDS
#meg text#this is not me even being mad at myself it’s just arma so fucking insane it really DID alt my brain chemistry#like are their shows more fucking weird and incomprehensible? Absolutely. But does it change arma being an experience? NOPE#we are legit in a era where everyone is sick of this show and i understand and yes new deserves more#HOWEVER yeah no the more i remember this show i get why its more fucking appealing to people#I said it shouldn’t be the only getter thing people consume but also not everyone going to want to get deep into it anyways#and if your gonna go with one might as well go with the one that doesn’t make any fucking sense#yet still is weirdly compelling for the fact it’s held together by fucking sticks and glue#oh and a lot of hot blooded passion#I’d say this is me coping that arma writing is poor but it’s honestly not the worst even if it’s not ideal#they did a lot of genius stuff just- yknow- swapping directors moment#but also something being a bit of a mess adds to the experience#I now wanna rewatch this too when I said I’d rewatch sins and I have two things im rewatching rn fuuuuck
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I have such a love/hate relationship with HH...
love the huge step forward it has taken for indie animation,
hate how crazy it makes people
#merz talks#not meant to be flame#but people who love LOVE it can be... a lot#and people who hate HATE it are also too much#my take is the combo of biblical ideology and themes that make people uncomfortable sets people off especially on the internet#where opinions have to be so black and white and insanely polarizing#but i think like if you remove the context of the extreme love and the extreme hate for HH#you get just A show#and at the end of the day its not objectively awful but not flawless either#whats fucked is how small children are obsessed with it and i know this first hand from being in elementary classrooms and hearing the kids#sing the songs and talk about it#but its not the childs fault when their parents are the ones that shojld be paying attention#and its not like its gonna destroy the kid to have them watch HH#but in most cases theyre probably gonna have a point where they realize as an adult#that it was super fucked for them to have consumed that content so young#anyway im rambling now#oh and tbh i thing a lot of the hate for the creator is based on random inferences people are making from the show#like “creator romanticizes sex abuse” but like really its just that the topic is presented in a flashy way#and when you watch it its very clear that the audience is supposed to root for that characters escape from that situation#rather than want that character to keep being abused#but because its flashy and in such a stylized manner people think its romanticizing#how long can i keep going#this is why i love tumblr#if ur still reading thank u#for being at my ted talk
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Episode 2 of Black Sails. Surely Max will never ever leave Elizabeth and nothing bad will happen UH OH THAT WAS FAST
#i LOVE fucked up lesbianism. oh my god#this show is killing me i knowwww why people are insane abt it now. literally two episodes in and im gonna kms#god#the sad slow version of their love song#GOD#i cant imagine how bad this is gonna get fr#black sails#no spoilers obv#also HOW did tubi get this thing lmao
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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I’m making myself feel very mentally unwell today fellas
Note to self, don’t think for too long about the theory of Chuuya’s original ability likely being the amplification ability and the topic of how abilities in bsd are trauma based/related
#did he already have the amplification ability before he was experimented on?#could that have been why he was chosen?#and if he did have that ability prior to experimentation#what exactly does that say about the five years of his life before the arahabaki project#im still confused so heavily#over how chuuya exactly got into the governments hands for project arahabaki#and why exactly he was picked of all people#was it because of that ability? was he already showing it and if so what trauma triggered it#or was it a matter of his parents turning him over to the government like people theorize#or was it just that N knew his family prior to the experiments and decided on him#i need answers but given the arc we see in stormbringer#i know we likely are never gonna get those exact details#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#i feel insane my wyes hurt
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I've come to the conclusion that when it comes to new characters I have the same attitude as a poorly socialized dog. I swear every time new content comes around and we get the news of new characters my instant reaction is to just. Dislike them. Hope they have little to no importance in the plot. Even when the design looks nice and the characters seem interesting. They're taking screen time away from my faves and my heart tells me to Bite
#this isnt even about the Thing. Its about Astrid#that cool and interesting looking old lady#(im assuming thats her name its what ive seen people use)#Im pretty sure there's something ot be said about my autism here#i dont want things to change. I dont want to risk the show taking a turn for the worse and becoming Insane#if it were up to me#s2 would have just been a reprise of s2 while focusing on different things#and s3 would be a reprise of s2#which means ofc that the show wouldn't be nearly as compelling as it is. that' why i trust the writers#but at the same time I HAAAAAATE CHANGE#I think the longer hiatuses contribute to this. I am given time to adjust to what can be considered canon and then BOOM#rug pulled from under me with only like 2 months of antecedence.#and I have to be prepared to let go of my headcanons and my current views of this world and its characters#and to accept that these new faces they're throwing at us will be just as important as the ones I already know and love#like I WANT to be spoiler free but at the same time I gotta prepare myself for what's coming#bc otherwise I'm gonna get the air knoked out of me fr#cons of letting a show take over 60% of your brain#turns to the other 40%: at least I've got you. you'll never change or abandon me#*the Cells look at me uninpressed and tell me to get a job*#hilda the series#hilda s3
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TRUSTING ME BRO I COULD CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭I hope it does not disappoint... REAL THOUGH about the drama you mentioned in your tags, that's exactly how I felt reading If My Wife Becomes An Elementary School Student's title, for example, but I'm told it's wholesome☠️☠️I would love to hear about the one you were thinking of though!
I WILL BEAR IT IN MIND TO PREPARE FOR ARACHTAGON WHENEVER THE TIME COMES... totally understandable to get frustrated with RNG on top of that, RPGs can be so evil 😭😭😭still, again, I'm glad you're back to it! Also totally understandable to want to play on the original consoles... NOTHING beats the experience... the availability of playthroughs nowadays is nice for sure to be able to experience the series without investing that much!
I would LOVE to see more Normal interactions between Ichiban and Jo for real😭they have so much potential for silly moments... ever-thankful for your content and I Can't Say Enough always looking forward to whatever you might have in store :] whether it's that or something else :]
I EXPECT YOU'RE DONE WITH EPISODE EIGHT NOW AT MINIMUM SO I WILL JUST SAY the Ohashi arc and Episode Ø [<- why the hell is ep eight called this] are peak to me I am soooo glad you enjoyed the arc... LOVE the OST too, Yugo Kanno is a legend. HOWEVER all the songs on it are titled words that start with S and P so you get titles like Scarlet Pussy 😭
OH BUT SPEAKING OF SP'S WACKASS STRUCTURE pleeeeeaaaase consider watching SP: The Motion Picture and SP: The Motion Picture: The Final Episode after you finish the show... there is A Cliffhanger and those are the true conclusions to the story... and SP Final In Specific is what blew my nuts clean off...
STOPPP NO THAT'S EXACTLY THE DRAMA I WAS TALKING ABOUT BUT I DIDNT WANNA SNITCH ON MYSELF 😭😭 it really is a cute show..... im ngl it has some of my fave tsutsumi scenes/performances like it TRULY blew my expectations out of the water. i just feel SOOO awkward about it cause.. with a title like That and a premise Like That i wouldnt blame a single person for giving me a weird ass look so i generally try not to talk about it ☠️ its my guilty treat so to speak and i cant even tell if im making it sound worse than it actually is (╯x╰ )
in any case... i finished Security Police SO !!! onto After The Rain for me when it comes to Media Thats Awkward To Talk About But Please Believe Me When I Say Its Not What You're Thinking :]
LMAO PLEASE like... so long as you have the right equipment you don't even really have to do much extra grinding by the time you get to him... it truly is just hoping RNG doesnt dick you over ☠️ i've been cruising through the game since tho ! i dont expect myself to get into anymore awkward blockades anytime soon and then i can finally say i finished this game (●ˇ∀ˇ●)
THANK YA THANK YA it aint much but its honest work..... i have been real dead this week tho and i always get scared if ill draw again durin periods like this- i HOPE to come up with something soon cause there really is an untapped well of Good Stuff to be explored :]]
THE SOUND DESIGN OF SP WAS REALLY GOOD IN GENERAL THOUGH LIKE not just music wise was it good but i really loved hos inoue's migraines gave me migraines... immersion... but also just knowing when to keep things dead silent (like finding nishijima's corpse) did SOOO well to put emphasis.. the weird as hell names are just bonus points by now like. Gotta Let Bro Have SOMETHING As A Thank You For The Sound Design (╯▽╰ ;;) OH BUT IM GLAD THERE'S MOVIE TIE-INS CAUSE THE LAST SCENE HAD ME CONCERNICUS LIKE 👁️👁️? i was only able to find the first 2010 movie on the site i usually go to but its somethin...
#long post#snap chats#i remember i was telling jess about tsuma and we were texting but i just know she was textually giving me that Customer Service Smile#like im SORRYYY I DIDNT MEAN TO TALK ABOUT IT I ALWAYS SPEAK WHEN I SHOULDNT and then i never mentioned it again#well. i HAD to mention it when making that Shit I Watched list and Rest Assured i put a paragraph's worth of a disclaimer there 😭#literally not my fault the show's premise is That but it has a lot of really good scenes..... both silly and truly meaningful#i actually downloaded a whole ep just so i could clip one of my fave monologues tsutsumi gives in it 😭😭#REGARDLESS. if you dodge this drama i wouldnt blame you in the slightest like Again good luck talking about it without looking insane <- me#moving on tho..... big fan of the Lets Play era..... now my poor ass can watch people play games i want :) speedrun them too even..#but yeah no i love having gameplay vids on while i draw. not during streams of course but on my own time i watch gameplay vids#ugh its my moms birthday in like. half an hour and we're going out to eat... why cant i just watch stuff all day (╯x╰ )#IN ANY CASE im gonna go watch that sp movie so !!!! be back whenever i have the opportunity to speak again LMAO
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Dude I had a Mechanisms dream again and I'm going quite insane and also I am upset at my body for waking up at a very bad moment for no reason at all much earlier than I'm supposed to get up.
Basically I was at my cousin's, she lives in a very big city. It's summer, so there's a lot of festivals and shows and all that, both huge expensive ones and small in random locations. There was some sort of small unknown artist festival in some theatre or pub or whatever that was going to last a few days. Unfortunately I couldn't afford it even though it was fairly cheap, but they had an artist I wanted to check out on the first day. So since I couldn't buy a ticket, I decided to sit by the building where it took place and listen through the walls and windows, and in the end I had a pretty good time.
The next day, I'm thinking if I wanna do the same thing even though I didn't know any of the other artists, when it turned out that the Mechanisms are gonna play there, a decision made last minute because of some planning issue, there was an empty slot between other bands or something? But in that dream it wasn't the actual pirates, but it wasn't just straight up their actors either, something kind of in-between, they weren't their fictional characters but they weren't exactly real people, I'm not sure what was the deal with that. Like, it wasn't the real man Jonny Sims, it was still Jonny D'Ville, but if Jonny D'Ville was just a regular guy. Either way, the mechanisms died a few years ago and this wasn't supposed to be a huge reunion, more like old friends playing a couple of their songs together. So of course I wanted to go see them, but I still had no money, so I decided to do the same trick as before and sat near the door to the venue a little while before they were supposed to begin. In the end I managed to somehow sneak in unnoticed, and the place was pretty empty, no one really cared for this festival. So of course, since there weren't that many people and no one noticed that I entered without a ticket, I sat in the first row. Eventually the mechs entered the stage, which was just a designated area of the floor in the main room on the same level as the audience. Not every mech was there, there was a bunch of people I didn't know at all, because not every original band member was able to come. They didn't have their costumes either, instead wore casual daily clothes. It seemed like the decision to play there was really last minute. There was Jonny, Brian, Tim, and I think Marius. I was, obviously, extremely excited to see them, even if the whole band couldn't be there. They weren't going to play a whole album, just a couple random songs from across their discography. I remember that when they started playing due to some dream bullshit my sister was suddenly in the audience with me? They started with Old King Cole, and it was great. I don't remember the next song, but it was one of the ttbt ones.
And then, almost everyone left the stage except for one person I didn't know that was supposed to play a few very rare unreleased mech songs, and in the meantime the rest of the band just hung out in the venue. So because it was a dream and some dreams are pretty much just fanfics that your brain unconsciously writes, Tim and Brain sat next to us. And like I said, they all were something weirdly between the immortal space pirate character and the real person. Like, they were all still fictional characters, but they weren't these specific characters? Kind of like if they were actually immortal guys with silly names and their silly personalities, but the space pirate part was made up. Anyway, these two sat next to us, and I tried extremely hard not to fangirl all over the place. We all were watching the short solo performance, and at some point my chair turned into like an office chair on wheels or something, idk dream logic. Gunpowder Tim was sitting slightly behind me, and I wanted to casually roll back to kinda have him in my field of vision while he's there, for fangirl reasons. But I accidentally rolled my chair across his foot and I panicked, I just hurt the guy I was a fan of, he's surely gonna leave because of that and he'll hate me. I started apologizing, but he was just like, chill literally nothing happened my toes arent made of glass it's not a big deal. I still felt horrible though so I kept saying I'm sorry and if there's anything I can do as an apology. My sister was just kinda laughing at me for embarrassing myself, Brian didn't have any big reactions, he was more focused on the performance. Tim eventually laughed that as an official apology I could write a letter to his character. He said that half jokingly but I got excited at the opportunity to, as I put it then, write a lil bit of fan fiction on request of the og creator, so I agreed. He was like, cool, then write it right now. It kinda seemed like he wanted to like, embarrass me further but not in a mean way, more in a playful friendly way. So I produced a piece of paper and a pen out of nowhere and started writing something with the paper on my lap, hurrying before the main performance resumes and they all go back on the stage. While I was working on that Tim moved his chair closer and I shit you not he leaned his head on my shoulder and watched my writing. I was, of course, internally screaming and exploding. Like he was fully leaning on me while I was writing a silly letter to the character he played. It felt like he was very aware of how much I was fangirling in my mind and making me flustered amused him.
Aaaand that's when I woke up. I have no idea why, it was 5:40 in the morning, I'm supposed to get up in like two hours, there wasn't any noise that woke me up or anything, but in the last couple days I've been waking up weird early. Just sucks that it happened while I was having a very silly nice dream lmao
#when i woke up it wasnt very sudden and the dream was still lingering#like come on the guy ever was leaning on my shoulder during his show why did my brain wake me up#and i don't think i have to tell you how insane that felt#his hair was nice#love having dreams where the people im a fan of just decide to spend time with me its the best shit#fuckinnnnng sold to one direction but if nothing made real world sense hhsbsbdbbxjxjdxj#k im gonna try to go back to sleep now#the mechanisms#bee buzz
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now hang on now.
#whys the new season of rwby good tho#like. not just good as in quality good as in ‘about to tie the themes of nine seasons of a show together’#a show that has previously had a Very hard tome conveying its themes. imo.#it is Very Clear that they put that extra time in production to good use#anyways episode 9 huh. jesus fucking christ dude. its gonna drive media illiterate people insane when (thing that has been foreshadowed#not just all this season but frankly. for most of the show in hindsight) happens lolll#sorry. im a sucker for stories about stories and the payoff for this season is going to live in my brain rent free for a full year
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I need to stop dragging the dead weight forward 😔
#had a whole thing with my boy and he was so good to me and i felt so terrible for being insane amd intense#and i told my mom what happened and she was like why are u acting like that#and i was like because i have to show him that whatever he tries to pull i wont take it i wont put up with it bc im not stupid#and she was like no maam you cant do that . all your gonna do is push people away#and shes right#shes right#i cant treat him that way . its not fair#he has no reason to be putting up with my traumas#and hes still so good to me#so so good to me#im just so sensitive so so sensitive all the time#and im terrified no one is going to put up with it#so terrified
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