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Hey there internet people☹️
Long time no...public service announcement.
Trying to cover all my bases cause I need people to be aware of what's happening cause none of us read our emails.
They fired all staff out of nowhere and sent everyone home.
Nobody knew this was happening.
(Ps, this is for all ai campuses)
Legit only had 3 months left before I were done.
Pls pls pls get ahold of anyone you know who is attending or just graduated!
#theartinstitute#the art institute#schoolshutdown#art student#terrible news#im gonna go cry for a bit.#read notes
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No one else other than Daniel would have done it btw. Not Max’s teammate not literally anybody else. This was selfless. If you think Max does not appreciate that on a certain level and Daniel does not recognise that bargaining chip you’re wrong.
If he doesn’t come back it won’t be because he had nothing to give. It would be because the sport does not understand what it has.
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i need help with vet bills (again).
hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.
this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.
jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.
she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.
here's a link to my paypal.me
the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon
i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.
please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.
thank you for reading.
#animal illness#animal sickness#pet illness#pet sickness#vet bills#vet help#i don't really know what to tag this as. i don't remember what i did before#and i don't want to go look for my toos post because it will hurt so bad to see it i think#im on hiatus because i cant deal with this and be here right now. but im gonna queue/schedule this a bit i think#im sorry for asking for help again. but please consider helping jenny. she's so lovely#and she's keeping me alive right now#losing toos and dexter ripped me to shreds and shes the only reason i havent completely broken down#i am absolutely terrified of what will happen if we lose her too#god i feel so fucking guilty. i can't stop fucking crying. i hate this so much#im so sorry guys. please reblog and consider donating even a tiny amount#tiny amounts add up yknow#anyway . i should post this now instead of hiding in the tags
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Welp, as I was googling some images for Yasammy week, I came across a thread and turns out one of my favorite Jurassic YouTubers is homophobic and a Yasammy hater…
(More ranting in the tags)
#Guess I’m not watching his content anymore#I literally don’t care that he’s a Christian just stop spreading misinformation#I guess he would hate me for liking girls now#I’m so tired#and just a bit pissed off ngl#homophobia tw#Stop saying Yasammy was forced#They’re one of the most natural ships I’ve seen in media#Once again they wouldn’t care if one was a boy#I’m not even gonna watch the entire video on it#But I scrolled through the comments and… yeah…#Not what I wanted to see after my work shift#Jwcc#jwct#rant#yasammy#I’m going to pour my heart and soul into Yasammy week#I’m feeling spiteful rn#jurassic world camp cretaceous#not gonna send any hate his way but I just needed a place to vent#Klayton Fioriti#I no longer recommend his content…#Common L homophobe#Legit give me a reason as to why Yasammy is poorly written other than “they’re both girls#think of the kids watching this”#☝️🤓#No one is turning your kids gay Karen#Cry about it#womp womp#im so freakin heated rn
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testosterone OBTAINED
#ACHIEVED!!!!!!!!#shoutout to all the gorgeous trans women at the waiting room who were absolute fashion icons and especially the one wishing me good luck#i almost teared up#i Know us trans ppl and especially transfeminine people have to get dressed to the nines to go to the gender clinic#to prove that they're Gendering Correctly. all the outfits were just so good though#it's gonna be a bit of a nightmare to navigate a norwegian system while im in sweden but i will do it#the endocrinologist was actually so nice and helpful!!! did NOT make me cry!!!!!!#also shoutout to thr acquaintances letting me crash at their place overnight#people are kind and good and i appreciate them#idk im just emotional about being around trans ppl again
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well, this all looks rather familiar...
#the llama or alpaca gem literally looks like one of the gems from the ice king crown#though thats interesting because I thought the ice elemental guy got it from a lava monster#also the wizard looking guys on the part about the magic beans remind me of those things shown in the cosmic imagination explained vids#those ones by paxw on youtube & other creators#im getting a bit tired pardon me if I miss on names & things im still reeling from the 7-8 episode experience; thank you to the AT crew#the next slide looks a LOT like the land of Ooo though I can't pinpoint where; im already terrible with irl geography#this man has been fixated on cursed objects since like day 1 lmao#doomed by the narrative fr#petrigrof got me crying though im ngl#im gonna miss my partner a lot when I go to finland :((( It might be a few years before I can see them in person again because travel#is very expensive 😭 thats probably partially why this hit so hard for me; I'm gonna miss our dates & adventures#mine#op#adventure time spoilers#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov
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CC: [cheers heard in the background] Yes mate!! You did it!! Yes! That–that is a hell of a–[setup talk] Unbelievable.
FA: Copy, guys. This is for you guys, this is for you. This is for all of you, all of you guys. All of the the factory, everyone. Everyone, this is for you. Everyone [unintelligible], thank you very much.
CC: Well done, mate, I'm well impressed.
#for rosie!!! and anyone else whos never seen this bcs i certainly didnt#to me they sound like theyre gonna cry 😭😭😭 dw me too fr guys#and nando dedicating it to eveyrone is sooooo aoft#okay no offense to max i love him sm but god this radio was way better and way more worth it than his#both this and the dotd im salty abt bcs like okay sure they were battling up there for lead#but not for NEARLY as long as nando was defending#like maybe if it was someones first win sure but i honestly think nando deserves literally all the attention for this race#my dad kept making 'go away' hand motions whenever they showed max or lando instead of our guy 😭😭#god this team makes me soooooo unwell#bur yeah idk!!! i didnt see anyone post this!!!!#and yeah its 7 hours or so late but IT MADE ME CRY OKAY#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 brazilian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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warm up sketch that took way longer than it shouldve
#i solved my homework problems today (i gave up and handed in like 20% of what i was supposed to do) and took a long nap#and now ive just. forgotten how to draw. even though i literally drew something like two days ago#im in pain. but hey at least i have time to draw my own stuff now for a bit before my next sem starts lol#gonna try and finish everything i can before i have to go back to suffering for school...#devil may cry#dante(dmc)#allyart
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no one talk to me i just finished mob psycho and i need a minute. i need a minute guys let me get up. let me get up
#mp100#mob psycho 100#that ending was a punch to the gut and killed me and actually made me cry#and then they were like “sike�� and slapped me across the face with happy ending#i might. my worldview mightve changed a bit because of that show#as a chronic emotions represser myself i must say it hit me like a stack of bricks#i guess im really late to the party but also im so glad i watched it when i did#i dont even know what to think what do i do how do i continue on#im gonna go on ao3 and read 10 kajillion fics of reigen and serizawa fucking nasty because thats all i can handle right now goodbye
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Neil Gaiman: I'm not a Scientologist. Tumblrinas: Did you hear that? Neil Gaiman's a Scientologist!!!
Yeah, I'm totally gonna believe you guys when you say he's guilty, sure.
#neil gaiman#piss on the poor website#its totally a coincidence that the news was broken by a TERF#while Tennant was in the news for trans advocacy#im sure women with totally legit accusations seek out the first TERF podcaster they can find#instead of legitimate journalists or even police officers#no no the TERF podcaster is definitely the person to talk to about your legitimate totally real actual thing that happened#''why would they lie'' cry the amnesiacs after the shit amber heard pulled ''women never lie about these things''#y'know apart from all the times women lied about these things#go carry a mattress#really commit to the bit#be a real Emma Sulkowicz and hurt for the lie if you're gonna destroy an innocent man's career#the right knows how easy it is to make liberals turn on each other and they love playing you like this#they got you and they find it hilarious
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i choose to believe that gumshoe purposely took his notes there so that he can give actual information to edgeworth (even if it isnt much) and most importantly cheer him up
#ace attorney#detective gumshoe#miles edgeworth#gumworth#mine.#i need to cry a little again about gumshoe#because you know hes smart thoughtful and caring when it comes to edgeworth#maybe its a bit of a leap to some but i do believe in him#and im sure he did it on purpose#and i will never not be emotional about it#cause you just know edgeworth would never talk about things and gumshoe knows this so he finds other ways to support him#including asking phoenix for help#he knows their relation is different but you know hes always there#aaaa... im gonna make myself sad if i think too much about it#anyway gumworth superior ship and theyre going out for dinner together <3#and yes im purposely ignoring jeans face
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"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry my love, I couldn't protect you"
POV: You failed to protect what mattered most to you, You almost made it out together but now they're gone and you have to live with the fact it was your fault :D now you get to experience the suffocating guilt and grief of child loss
Found Sweet Pea 2nd Cycle of an expedition despite supposedly having turned pups off and managed to shelter before either of us died. Almost failed the expedition at least 4 separate times, but we fucking made it. However second to last Cycle after my friend joined, I died outside the den with Sweet Pea on my back while my friend waited in the den, the shelter closed before we could grab them ;-;
Legitimately fucking sobbed my eyes out for 10 minutes. We spawned them in the next cycle with dev console but holy shit I am experiencing real grief over this-
ID: 3607
#I dont really post often but have this i guess#I'm so sorry my baby#I tried so hard and still failed you in the end#we survived so much and I still lost you ;-;#Still genuienly distraught over this I have only ever truly lost a pup once before this happened#which was only a week before this happened so it was a bit of a fresh wound#rain world#rain world downpour#rw downpour#slugcat#slugpup#rw art#fanart#rw#im gonna go look at a wall and cry now <3#husk art#original post
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2024 Austrian Grand Prix - George Russell
#i have more but i thought these deserved their own post#hes so !!!!!!!#im just really he could win after what happened in canada agh#lmao from practically crying abt not winning to practically crying BCS he won#he is so real#its just so funny his prediction abt them crashing came true#i thought it was gonna happen seeing them go thru that corner again and again#but still it was so shocking for george to suddenly be in the lead!!!#i was squealing so bad sakjfflkj#f1#formula 1#george russell#2024 austrian gp#2024 austrian grand prix#gr63#we do a little bit of f1
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Sometimes caring So Much feels like a curse in this cruel world. but sometimes it allows me to connect with other people who also care A Lot and together we actually are able to make a difference. And that is literally the best feeling in the entire world.
#i'm just some woman with a committee addiction. pay it no mind.#This is a post about an injustice you've probably never heard of. it reflects larger injustices but this particular one impacts <100 ppl#A few weeks ago i realised that if i couldn't do something about this one...it would change me forever.#I couldn't not TRY to do something. Obviously. but also if my efforts had no impact? it would ruin my life. a bit.#after weeks of teeth gritting work and looking into several more weeks of it to come I'm going to take a moment to pause and say:#we're getting somewhere. we're really getting somewhere.#ugh i sound so dramatic. I guess it is dramatic. but w/e#im not gonna talk about local politics & organising because im not an idiot#but the siren call of posting ...!#causes me to say vague shit that sounds so much more dramatic than if I just. told u what im up to.#most of which is having hour long phone conversations with my mother where one of us is crying#and sending lots of texts#and BEING IN A UNION. EVERYONE JOIN A UNION.#me fein
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Just a Vent
Well, there's this boy in my social circle that I found interesting and really wanted to get to know, so I got closer to him, and we started becoming friends. I introduced him to my friend group, and now he really likes me, but I don’t think I feel the same way. Still, everyone thinks we make a great match. I’m not sure yet if I’m bi or lesbian, but I know I’m demisexual and demiromantic, and he's rushing things. I barely started showing affection. It just happened that on Halloween, I held his hand while we were walking back home, and he said I’m showing too much. He said he interprets it as me wanting to date him, but I don’t feel that way. My mom and some friends told me to give him a chance, but I don’t feel like I want that. I really think I’ll eventually end up hurting him because I’m distant and he’s very ‘needy.’ I don’t mean that in a bad way—he’s very affectionate, dedicated, loving, gentle, and a gentleman, and he’s physically attractive, but I just don’t feel ready to date right now. I know he wants a quick answer, even though I’ve already said I need time and patience. I also feel like my mom wants me to date him not because it’s him specifically but because he’s a guy, and until now, I’ve only been in relationships with women. I’m genuinely feeling pressured and kind of, I don’t know, confused.
#lgbtqia#me core#i hate my existence#i'm going insane#demigirl#please help#poison tree#i need a lobotomy#demisexual#demiromantic#gay problems#vent post#i'm gonna cry#a bit of a rant#im srry
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