#im gonna cry in a well now

[lyknest]

help im so not normal i have like 0 thoughts at the moment 😭 my school president you have bewitched my heart and soul!!!!!!

this was a show about friendship. about how every relationship has ups and downs but if you love and care for each other and talk to each other, nothing is gonna break your friendship.

this was a show about first love. about how teenage love isn't some frivolous thing that either goes away or only causes distraction, but has the power to make your kost formative years even happier and give you the strength and courage to achieve everything you dream of.

this was a show about songs & music and how they can convey the deepest of meanings. love songs we listen to in high school become the original soundtrack for our first love. it's so real because when you look back the songs that you're most attached to are the ones you heard in your teens.

this was a show about parents and what it means to love them, be scared of them, lose them and be scared to lose them. about how you lose every worry in the world when you know you have their unconditional support. about how you wish to tell them everything in your life even when you're not sure how they'll react.

this was a show about how even the most insignificant thing in high school feels like something that would change the trajectory of your life and when everyone around you takes your fears and insecurities into due diligence instead of belittling you, everything seems less scary like its going to be all right.

and most importantly, this was a show about courage, fear, winning and failure. and with the right people by your side, with your chosen family, you can overcome everything

thank you to the team of my school president and every on of y'all here on tumblr who made these 12 weeks even more fun 💌

[dizzybizz]

captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help

[ratatatastic]

Complete Chaos: The Cats pick their band members 🎸

matthew: finns (good music taste but the best energy)

kuli: sasha (dj), maffhew (singer to which he refutes and insist hes a hype man), and himself as director/manager because hes bad rhythmically

ekky: maffhew (hype man/lead singer), benny and reino (guitar and drums), forsy (pure eyecandy quite literally just there to take his shirt off 😭😭)

swaggy and benny: sasha (dj), swaggy (singer/guitarist), benny (guitarist), ekky and gadjo (no other role than to look like "bandguys")

reino: also finns lmao (popular choice)

sasha: himself as dj, and swaggy (singer, his karaoke insistence proceeds him)

roddy: forsy (guitar), benny (drums), himself (no role whatsoever lol), reino (second guitar) and sasha (cymbals, girl what kinda band 😭)

mikksy: sasha (dj) just sasha no one else just him actually :)

BONUS: sasha finally revealed his dj name to which last time he staunchly refused to do so and its DJ Layz!!!!

[xxplastic-cubexx]

thought you'd enjoy this art by ozanpulat on insta.

OH I DO I DO VERY MUCH ENJOY THIS

[pepper-steam-milkshake]

HI YES okay so i got incredibly inspired to make this on MULTIPLE levels, and after releasing an okay-looking chuuya sketch, i wanted to make something a little nicer. SO! ghibli art-style howl au skk @sensitiveheartless 🥹 i wasnt kidding when i said this au lives rent-free in my brain; this was a really fun exercise on a lot of levels between practicing a little different rendering, trying out the ghibli art style, and fun dynamics :3 hope you're having a good day/evening, and that this treats you well!

[angelpuns]

Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself

[michsmeesh]

hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER

i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!

[bbrissonn]

the fact that we were ROBBED from seeing a full pic of eddy in this fully black suits feels illegal

[birdricks]

you do it to yourself, you do / and that’s what really hurts

[evilphrog]

Hey, Tamsyn Muir, remember what I said about digging into my worst memories and printing them on a page? Could you maybe not?

And that makes such a difference. I see it in the kids who come here, and I have experienced it in myself. Harrow knows her own account of events to be unreliable. If she tells someone what happened and they say she deserved better, she can’t believe them. After all, maybe she DID get better than she articulated. Maybe it WAS her fault. But Ortus was right there. He saw every moment. If he said it was unfair, well, he knows what he’s talking about.

This is one reason we work so hard to preserve bio family connections and friendships whenever possible. Sometimes, the only trustworthy judge of your past is the person who also saw it.

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

[moonlight-singer]

Moonlight memories: Anger

This is part of Ahr'in's memories collected during the expansions , mostly SHB and EW, some from earlier in time. -------------- LIST OF CHAPTERS HERE

[ghost-bard]

Not to be a sap or anything but im listening to one of the mini painting streams from loa and hearing them be so open about genuinely enjoying fanworks, especially fanfic is so. Heartwarming??? Idk im so used to fanfic getting a bad rep and ppl in online spaces just making fun of it that it caught me off guard. Maybe its the lack of sleep idk

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i’m not even joking when i first got into x men and saw charles’ hellfire gala outfit before reading any of the comics i genuinely thought that was a woman

charles xavier and his feminine wiles strikes again. many such cases unfortunately

[dead-salmon]

this is me ranting about season's of blossom/hamin's flower, so TW SUICIDE, but anyways i don't know what's worse:

->hamin sacrificing his freedom so that jaemin could live freely, yet that freedom making jaemin feel like he's suffocating years down the line

-> somang's speech on how it's because of everyone that hamin killed himself, yet how it's none of their faults, especially not hamin's own

-> them using the phrase "disappeared from this world" to describe his suicide, not outright saying he killed himself

-> the theme of radiance. hamin feeling like somang was the radiant one and he was drenched in darkness, thus trying to distance himself from her. yet somang describing the summer with hamin her most radiant time, only because of his presence in her life, because he shined the brightest to her

-> jaemin who loved the rain because good things always happen to him then just for hamin to kill himself on a day where it rained non-stop. hamin who hated the rain but learnt to love it compared to jaemin who loved it but now dislikes it

-> hamin's suicide indirectly preventing gaeul's and dongchae's attempts. somang being unknowingly destined to lose a loved one either way

-> jaemin's parents not knowing how to handle hamin's suicide, his mother depending on him to be happy and his father being distant and too lax on everything. driving him further into his own abyss. hamin having sacrificed his happiness and acting too grown up for his age to protect jaemin from their parents strictness. jaemin ending up doing the same for his mother, faking a smile and comforting her about the pain of hamin's suicide

-> hamin not having heard the latter part of jaemin telling seonhui that while he resents hamin a little, he still loves hamin most of all. hamin having died thinking jaemin hates him, somang's last words to him calling him a coward

-> jaemin being lowkey passively suicidal and even trying a form of self-harm to understand hamin and deal with the pain of losing hamin

-> the fact that we start hamin's story already knowing how it ends

[greasydumbfuck]

shoutout to this page from return to big nothing iirc because by god does it kill me every time i even look at it