#im gonna cry in a well now
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help im so not normal i have like 0 thoughts at the moment 😭 my school president you have bewitched my heart and soul!!!!!!
this was a show about friendship. about how every relationship has ups and downs but if you love and care for each other and talk to each other, nothing is gonna break your friendship.
this was a show about first love. about how teenage love isn't some frivolous thing that either goes away or only causes distraction, but has the power to make your kost formative years even happier and give you the strength and courage to achieve everything you dream of.
this was a show about songs & music and how they can convey the deepest of meanings. love songs we listen to in high school become the original soundtrack for our first love. it's so real because when you look back the songs that you're most attached to are the ones you heard in your teens.
this was a show about parents and what it means to love them, be scared of them, lose them and be scared to lose them. about how you lose every worry in the world when you know you have their unconditional support. about how you wish to tell them everything in your life even when you're not sure how they'll react.
this was a show about how even the most insignificant thing in high school feels like something that would change the trajectory of your life and when everyone around you takes your fears and insecurities into due diligence instead of belittling you, everything seems less scary like its going to be all right.
and most importantly, this was a show about courage, fear, winning and failure. and with the right people by your side, with your chosen family, you can overcome everything
thank you to the team of my school president and every on of y'all here on tumblr who made these 12 weeks even more fun 💌
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captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help
#i uhm i uhhh i i i#queen too. i was introduced to queen and uh i uhuhm i yeahgh huhuhu#those two get me all giggly kicking my feet yknow#ep91 killed me three times im triple dead can s omeone help im so deep in my riptide fixation istg if i pick up any vocal stims bc of this#istg if i start going lalala. well idk what id do but smth..#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jrwi jazz#jasmine drake#chip jrwi#jay ferin#gillion tidestrider#i got to their big revamped designs yiippeeee#N JAYS MAGI C WING S IM SO HYPE#my art#oki now i need to learn how to draw queen uhm i was scared for their debut bc i knew i would be insane but yeah ok i nee d to go like i nee#to leave i cant hes literally perfect i cant deal with it im gonna cry i l ove her sm istg theyer evertyhtinnhg
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Complete Chaos: The Cats pick their band members 🎸
matthew: finns (good music taste but the best energy)
kuli: sasha (dj), maffhew (singer to which he refutes and insist hes a hype man), and himself as director/manager because hes bad rhythmically
ekky: maffhew (hype man/lead singer), benny and reino (guitar and drums), forsy (pure eyecandy quite literally just there to take his shirt off 😭😭)
swaggy and benny: sasha (dj), swaggy (singer/guitarist), benny (guitarist), ekky and gadjo (no other role than to look like "bandguys")
reino: also finns lmao (popular choice)
sasha: himself as dj, and swaggy (singer, his karaoke insistence proceeds him)
roddy: forsy (guitar), benny (drums), himself (no role whatsoever lol), reino (second guitar) and sasha (cymbals, girl what kinda band 😭)
mikksy: sasha (dj) just sasha no one else just him actually :)
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BONUS: sasha finally revealed his dj name to which last time he staunchly refused to do so and its DJ Layz!!!!
#carter verhaeghe#sam bennett#evan rodrigues#matthew tkachuk#dmitry kulikov#aleksander barkov#niko mikkola#eetu luostarinen#anton lundell#aaron ekblad#sam reinhart#jonah gadjovich#florida panthers#2425#CRYING INTO MY HANDS AT ALL THE BAND CHOICES#A FORSY SHIRTOFF COMMENT HAS HIT THE TOWERS#NOT SURPRISING BUT STILL#maffhew and reino choosing the finns as a whole.. you can tell they had the most fun with finnish media during global series huh#and also the parade really convinced them of how hard the finns can throw down huh#everyone supporting their captain in his new dj endeavour (sorry lundy move aside)#like parents who dont quite get it but they will show up to the dance recital enthusiastically with flowers#kuli and ekky choosing maffhew as singer... they are blinded by love its okay...#if you ever heard that man sing... yeah#at least maffhew refutes and pivots to going well id have fun up there and really thats all you can ask for now can you#the eyecandy choices... no purpose just look hot and bandlike...#sasha just wants a duo with carter and completely understandable sir#him and benny continuing his swaggy is good at karaoke campaign it really is just two men in a world against many#MIKKSY JUST CHOOSING SASHA. NO ONE ELSE. JUST SASHA#do you know how explicitly funny to me that mikksy only chooses sasha for dj... when hes such a big rockhead...#he had the opportunity to create the best band and went sasha :) im gonna jump off a cliff
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thought you'd enjoy this art by ozanpulat on insta.
OH I DO I DO VERY MUCH ENJOY THIS
#snap chats#THANK YOU FOR SHARING !!!!!#i saw this on twitter a few days ago actually but i love looking at it ......... op's mind in on a different plan than ours its so good#like fuck man he COULD be a vanguard if we give him a big Fuck Off chair thats so obvious and yet.#a literal tank even ....... omg ultimate tank duo with him and mags 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#new way to approach your crush unlocked Hey Girl Do You Wanna Tank With Me .... Wanna Be The Charles To My Erik.. no greater honor than tha#or ultimate Fuck You idk no onen likes playing tank .......#ironically magneto does work exceptionally well when he has another tank with him its like Ideal Strat to have him with another tank#ofc he can work on his own and In General its good to have a second tank but his kit benefits a Significant amount from a second one#anyway im gonna throw up crying now knowing this'll never be real. this is such a good concept im obsessed with it ...#any idea of charles in rivals has me obsessed but i gen love this sm... we focused a lot on him as a strategist so this is an epic alt idea#and strategist aint BAD .. i just love the multiple options we've thought of here today ... very epic ..
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HI YES okay so i got incredibly inspired to make this on MULTIPLE levels, and after releasing an okay-looking chuuya sketch, i wanted to make something a little nicer. SO! ghibli art-style howl au skk @sensitiveheartless 🥹 i wasnt kidding when i said this au lives rent-free in my brain; this was a really fun exercise on a lot of levels between practicing a little different rendering, trying out the ghibli art style, and fun dynamics :3 hope you're having a good day/evening, and that this treats you well!
#original post#my art#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai osamu#bsd nakahara chuuya#soukoku#THERE WAS A TAG. WHAT WAS THE TAG#CRYING#ykw its 12 am im not gonna get too pressed over it 🥹#sorry about the spam btw i just have;;; had a burst of inspiration#which is honestly fantastic#BUT i genuinely hope youre doing well and all that jazz :3#im gonna... yeah i think im gonna sleep now
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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself
#haha i had a meltdown#over smthn silly to them#which did result in me crying a lot#embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me#anyway#long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up#i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door#so#haha#sorry for random vent#ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague#i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it#but bestie this is not living#i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time#but im just kinda surviving#its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it#idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post
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hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER
i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!
#jovier#javier escuella#john marston#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#au stuff#will probably draw more for this but for now...#have this little thing jovier nation#my art#michsmeesh#idk this au is just. eating me up from inside#because its literally THEM#im gonna go cry myself to sleep now bye#and tmrw i'll draw more requests#well.#later i'll draw more requests
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that break up scene crushes my heart every time i even think about it. tommy's little facial expressions with his sad eyes. the little nod he does as he exhales knowing this was the end. how his voice cracks and is brought to tears because it was all over and in his mind there was nothing to do to fix it. how much it hurt for him to walk away. how tommy never actually said the words "i love you" but sure as hell felt it for buck. how buck tried to be closer to tommy, to take the next step, how he was so excited to ask tommy to move in. buck's confusion when tommy said no. and him being even more confused when tommy walked out the door. how his heart broke when is brain finally caught up with the reality at hand.
#it was also just auch a well acted scene#im gonna go cry now#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911#911 abc#eds screams
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happy new year 😌🍾
#ts4 fanart#the sims 4 townies#ts4 townies#paolo rocca#knox greenburg#the sims 4#paolox#fanart#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i am so crazy abt them. please IM BARELY PLAYING THE GAME BC I WANT TO DRAW THEM 24H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#well rn im developing stuff ig. im having a blast playing the greenburg household but im gonna switch to partihaus soon#<- haven't played for 2 days bc i was drawing. this#i REALLY GOTTA STEP UP AND MESS A LIL W POSING SOON i can't be breaking my wrist over and over#i still haven't made them move together or something. they don't deserve a house for now (they'll trash it as soon as i'll give them keys)#my liddol guys..........................theyre a MESS#i lvoe my gymratboy and stinkyboy. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND§§§§§§§§§§§§§ FUCKKKKKKKK§§§§§#i initially downloaded this damn game to play w my ocs (like everyone) but tbh FARCK THEM it's all abt townies now.#also unrelated or idk but i was browsing knoxs tag n saw a little wedding w a sim. saur cutes#then op had paolo as the wedding dj I THINK IM GONNA PASS OUTTTTTTTT IM CRYING BLOOOOOOOOOOO#ok thats all thanks for reading. my tags are bigger than the post itself lmfao#ourf
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the fact that we were ROBBED from seeing a full pic of eddy in this fully black suits feels illegal
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#bri talks#umich hockey#ethan edwards#UMICH TOOK THE VID DOWN TOO#IM GONNA CRY#WELL I ALREADY AM BC OF MOTHER TAY#KARMA IS THE GUY ON THE CHIEFS#I DIED#AND END GAME—#AND IS IT OVER NOW X OOTW#DONT TALK TO ME FOR THE NEXT WEEK
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you do it to yourself, you do / and that’s what really hurts
#rick and morty#rick sanchez#artsbotz#lol cry harder old man !!!!!!!#i have no idea if this looks good i feel like im gonna pass out. hopefully its good LOLLL#link is to my c137 playlist. which im also not sure is good ill have to relisten when i can think straight#used my new brush for this which is nearly exactly the same as my old one. but cooler.#maybe ill explain the playlsist tmrw if i remember. sorry its like so hastag angstcore#i literally only ever make misery playslists. theyre more fun. mayeb one day ill make a fun one#IDK WHY I DREWWWW thsi tbfh actaully idk truly. every time i draw smth im like Why did i do that#i forget what i was trying to convey. oh well#hopefully it makes some senseee. mayeb#ok soooo tired gonna pass oht now snzzzzzz
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Hey, Tamsyn Muir, remember what I said about digging into my worst memories and printing them on a page? Could you maybe not?
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And that makes such a difference. I see it in the kids who come here, and I have experienced it in myself. Harrow knows her own account of events to be unreliable. If she tells someone what happened and they say she deserved better, she can’t believe them. After all, maybe she DID get better than she articulated. Maybe it WAS her fault. But Ortus was right there. He saw every moment. If he said it was unfair, well, he knows what he’s talking about.
This is one reason we work so hard to preserve bio family connections and friendships whenever possible. Sometimes, the only trustworthy judge of your past is the person who also saw it.
#liveblogging#tlt#the locked tomb#htn#harrow the ninth#foster care#im gonna cry for ten years now#this was so well writteb
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...so my laptop finally died
#its me the mun#died right after i finished a reply. colour n all. im so sad#i cant even upload it anywhere now!!! cos my laptop is now unresponsive!!!!#i literally had it in thr drafts i was typing out the tags n then my laptop crashed i wanted to cry#i was so close..........#im gonna try n see if i can at least save that one reply#god i owe like 90% of the blog to this laptop. i know its about time but..... not like this........#i was just typing in the tags before my laptop crashed. i kind of wanted to keep this blog with art from my laptop#since it looks a little different from my ipad sketches. cleaner. neater. consistent colours#but i guess now i dont really have a choice u-u#well not like the inbox is that full. ill see what i can do with the two or so asks i have#i will set aside time to draw thats my new years resolution i refuse to fall back into work induced depression#anyway fifi pls give me more time to get to ur reply im so sad i couldnt get it out before it died......#i spent half an hour trying to get it to go past the welcome screen...... sighs.....
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i’m not even joking when i first got into x men and saw charles’ hellfire gala outfit before reading any of the comics i genuinely thought that was a woman
charles xavier and his feminine wiles strikes again. many such cases unfortunately
#snap chats#crying vjalvkjalvkaj is it the corset. is it how pink his lips are im deceased#anwyays last exam for the day done WOOOOO was not terrible. imagine if i got everything horribly wrong no id actually commit#ANYWAYS i get to hang out for like an hour before this costume party so thats fun#god on the note of costumes and charles tho i wanted to make the cerebro helmet for halloween this year but i ran out of time#ill still prob do that just for fun but now i have no excuse to wear it </3 unless i just. decide to wear it to the grocery store#yk what ifuck it why not. i can go to the grocers with that on why not who's gonna stop me#well. me. me i havent made it. yet.....
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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Moonlight memories: Anger
This is part of Ahr'in's memories collected during the expansions , mostly SHB and EW, some from earlier in time. -------------- LIST OF CHAPTERS HERE
#ffxiv#wolexarch#g'raha tia#ahr'in molkoh#wol x g'raha tia#bad luck ahr'in#wol x crystal exarch#crystal exarch#webcomic#long af#sorry for that#he has anger issues and ptsd#actually i will explain the ptsd part later cause he was the one causing the mess#and yes he doesn't know about the exarch yet#well guess im gonna cry now#i can't post this on twitter cause it's too long lmao#angst#crystarium#shadowbringers#moonlight memories#anger
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