#im gonna cry about this for a bit
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nobody would treat her (house I saw on zillow that's a national wildlife federation certified wildlife habitat) better than me....
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You know what I love about the kiss? How fucking joyful it was. It was so light and so happy and so freeing.
The confession was so heavy and came at the last possible moment. Dorian was in his lower register, careful and eloquent. Orym had folded in on himself, shy and quiet. They have the weight of the world in their shoulders and they just needed a moment alone together. To say I love you. To let the other know. It all hinged on the moment before there was no going back.
But this. The kiss. It was after laughter and wedding planning and appreciating little things like lavender honey. Everyone was smiling. Everyone was feeling good. For whatever reason it didn't feel hopeless then. In that moment futures existed. Tomorrows existed. And Orym had one. Orym had a future and a tomorrow in Dorian.
Orym was so moved by all the happiness in the air that he confidently took Dorian by the hand to bring him out to the hall, told, then asked, him he was going to kiss him. All of Orym's fears melt away for ten whole seconds. Dorian stuttered and fumbled his words and kissed him back.
It was so cute. It was so joyous.
You know what it reminds me of? The stolen century. After Lup and Barry fall in love over years and years and they play this beautiful duet together. They lock eyes and smile at each other and steal away, running up the valley, away from it all. That moment of holding each other and just keep on not letting go.
The unrelenting giddiness of it all. The excitement. The glee. The promise of future. Wanting a future. Especially if it's together.
#silver sending stones#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#cr spoilers#dorym#im crying a lot#lol my phone autocorrected a bit into a lot and like#yeah ill keep it#anyways.#theyre very soft#theyre very sweet#dorian's “ooooh shit yes” is the cutest thing?#and oryms “im gonna kiss you WAIT may i kiss you” is ehajrbkwjd#dont get me started on “oh i want”#DONT GET ME STARTED ON OH I WANT#because that has also done something to me#i know dorym has been very#first love (◕ᴗ◕✿)#inexperienced (◕ᴗ◕✿)#out of practice (◕ᴗ◕✿)#but the enthusiasm in his voice.#the “im ready to start my life” of it all#im ready to start my life with you#if i didnt already make an edit with dorian and dust & ashes id fucking make it now#someone please ask me about dorian and pierre parallels im dying over here#because dorian storm signing thats last “im ready” because he is ready to love and be loved#im sick#im making myself sick#i love them so much#im going to cry
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“My darling, I did not train my monster to protect you because I thought you could not live without me. I trained that monster because I cannot live without you”
well what if I kill myself mhm? what if laszlo’s love for Nadja is what kills me? Destroys me?
#im dead#I died dead#shit I love them so fucking much I wanna cry#he’s so passionate about his wife#like man he loves her to bits#they’re soulmates#excuse me I’m gonna cry#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#nadja of antipaxos#laszlo cravensworth#laszlo x nadja#nadja x laszlo
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Welp, as I was googling some images for Yasammy week, I came across a thread and turns out one of my favorite Jurassic YouTubers is homophobic and a Yasammy hater…
(More ranting in the tags)
#Guess I’m not watching his content anymore#I literally don’t care that he’s a Christian just stop spreading misinformation#I guess he would hate me for liking girls now#I’m so tired#and just a bit pissed off ngl#homophobia tw#Stop saying Yasammy was forced#They’re one of the most natural ships I’ve seen in media#Once again they wouldn’t care if one was a boy#I’m not even gonna watch the entire video on it#But I scrolled through the comments and… yeah…#Not what I wanted to see after my work shift#Jwcc#jwct#rant#yasammy#I’m going to pour my heart and soul into Yasammy week#I’m feeling spiteful rn#jurassic world camp cretaceous#not gonna send any hate his way but I just needed a place to vent#Klayton Fioriti#I no longer recommend his content…#Common L homophobe#Legit give me a reason as to why Yasammy is poorly written other than “they’re both girls#think of the kids watching this”#☝️🤓#No one is turning your kids gay Karen#Cry about it#womp womp#im so freakin heated rn
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the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.
#talkys#and again that's still that i have not really ever been in active risk of anything happening LOL#god im so happy. im really considering the tattoo even though im not a tattoo person at all#ill see. it depends on how much my incisions/scars fade...but a small green line shouldn't be that bothersome to always be looking at...#ALSO tbf a tiny bit of the worry is still there... im gonna ask my doctor to detail everything about the photos he took of my insides#bc idk. what if they somehow grow back. what if he didn't remove all of em. ykwim. pair of noia#but that's also just due to regular health anxiety#actually you know what can i schedule a hysto. just to be super sure nothing can ever happen to me.#+ ALSO ALSO it didn't feel real every day leading up to it and it kind of still doesn't! like! who was that cheye! he wasn't scared at all!#no way i found a doctor to do it and my parents didnt fight me on it and my mom didnt scream and cry and cause a scene once there. YAY
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testosterone OBTAINED
#ACHIEVED!!!!!!!!#shoutout to all the gorgeous trans women at the waiting room who were absolute fashion icons and especially the one wishing me good luck#i almost teared up#i Know us trans ppl and especially transfeminine people have to get dressed to the nines to go to the gender clinic#to prove that they're Gendering Correctly. all the outfits were just so good though#it's gonna be a bit of a nightmare to navigate a norwegian system while im in sweden but i will do it#the endocrinologist was actually so nice and helpful!!! did NOT make me cry!!!!!!#also shoutout to thr acquaintances letting me crash at their place overnight#people are kind and good and i appreciate them#idk im just emotional about being around trans ppl again
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World's Best Dad protecting my frozen delights! @rukafais
#rem rambles#screaming crying throwing myself against a wall#go get a charm from them please and thank you!#no im so excited yall dont get it ive wanted one of their charms for so long lmao. finally did it!#charm not in photo obviously...its on my keys.#genuinely so fucking excited about this aaaaaa#yes both bits of art are on my fridge. what about it????#im gonna be kicking my feet and giggling when opening my freezer door. god help me.
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CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY.
#this has been in my brain fer a while but i rewatched absolute power yesterday and im insane again. Lol#this never happens in the show. The real scene in ultimate alien is worse IMO#Gripping my head screaming crying throwing up forever#The ultimate kevin arc is fucking stupid. however ☝ im not normal#ben 10#ben tennyson#kevin levin#kevin 11#ultimate alien#ben 10 ultimate alien#b10#uaf#ben 10 uaf#I lied actually there is a bit in the nightmare episode w albedo where kev grabs his wrist. Which im. Normal about :zimscrunge:#THE FACT THAT HE KNOWS HE'LL LOSE CONTROL AGAIN........... AND HE DOES IT ANYWAYS.........#LITTLE BEN TELLING HIM TO USE IT.... FMLLLLLLLLL#esp cos ben knows.. The last interaction lil Ben had w him was him being scary and he fucking. Trusts him enough to offer it as a solution#IM GONNA DIIIEIEEEEEEEEEE
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well, this all looks rather familiar...
#the llama or alpaca gem literally looks like one of the gems from the ice king crown#though thats interesting because I thought the ice elemental guy got it from a lava monster#also the wizard looking guys on the part about the magic beans remind me of those things shown in the cosmic imagination explained vids#those ones by paxw on youtube & other creators#im getting a bit tired pardon me if I miss on names & things im still reeling from the 7-8 episode experience; thank you to the AT crew#the next slide looks a LOT like the land of Ooo though I can't pinpoint where; im already terrible with irl geography#this man has been fixated on cursed objects since like day 1 lmao#doomed by the narrative fr#petrigrof got me crying though im ngl#im gonna miss my partner a lot when I go to finland :((( It might be a few years before I can see them in person again because travel#is very expensive 😭 thats probably partially why this hit so hard for me; I'm gonna miss our dates & adventures#mine#op#adventure time spoilers#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov
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"Him? Oh, you know, he's kind of a loser." - probably everyone except for his younger brother.
Germaine is based on the layer of hell (Dante's Inferno) for material wealth before self, others, and god. So basically very materialistic and possessive of his belongings. Unfortunately, his younger brother qualifies as a belonging in his mind. So he does his absolute best to keep his brother safe and sound and scratch free - which is a bit tough in a post apocalyptic setting but he mostly manages.
Also a fact I just like to mention: he is incapable of lying.
#my characters#germaine wellington#welp guess who watched an anime recently (its not complete) and the dad of the mc made em think of a loserman big brother oc#its me! correct! the dad just reminded me a bit of germaine and i blame appearances mostly but also the dad was kind of a loser (i love him#and germaine does practically raise tremaine which further messes up their absolutely awful codependency#like yeah both brothers would kill for many reasons (survival and resources mainly) but !#if tremaine lost germaine hed probably cry and become incapable of moving on and eventually just dying w no reason to live#but if germaine lost tremaine hed go insane cause no no no thats HIS brother and hed start blaming everyone#and lose all rationale and logic while hes actually one of the most logic based in the group#hes a loser but dont let him lose things or he loses it more#but when hes really mad at tremaine for whatever reason his best friend is like uh huh what are you gonna do about it#and germaine is like........... we both know i will sigh and accept it and probably pat him on the head next i see him#which is incredibly honest and exactly what he does because yeah hes mad but even mad he cannot say#im gonna slap some sense into him because thats a lie he wouldn't hurt his brother#everyone in their group knows he cant lie so when he gets hesitant after being asked something they just know#hes trying to plot the best way to skirt the answer bc its apparently Not Good#he looks angry and annoyed often but its just resting bitch face#he lights up when he sees tremaine and he lightens up a little with his best friend#like lil smiles for his bestie and brother but when talking ABOUT his brother? he lights up and beams because hes so proud#of the coolest and smartest thing in his life (his brother)
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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Neil Gaiman: I'm not a Scientologist. Tumblrinas: Did you hear that? Neil Gaiman's a Scientologist!!!
Yeah, I'm totally gonna believe you guys when you say he's guilty, sure.
#neil gaiman#piss on the poor website#its totally a coincidence that the news was broken by a TERF#while Tennant was in the news for trans advocacy#im sure women with totally legit accusations seek out the first TERF podcaster they can find#instead of legitimate journalists or even police officers#no no the TERF podcaster is definitely the person to talk to about your legitimate totally real actual thing that happened#''why would they lie'' cry the amnesiacs after the shit amber heard pulled ''women never lie about these things''#y'know apart from all the times women lied about these things#go carry a mattress#really commit to the bit#be a real Emma Sulkowicz and hurt for the lie if you're gonna destroy an innocent man's career#the right knows how easy it is to make liberals turn on each other and they love playing you like this#they got you and they find it hilarious
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ummm. my fic is done.
#I mean it still needs a bit of editing but like after almost four months#the hell (writing) is finally over#it's clocking in at around 61k words rn and im tired#time to relax ((cry))#actually you know what. fuck it I'm gonna overshare about this a bit.#I've never written fic before#and besides that - this is the first thing I've sat down to write seriously in about ten years#and ten years ago I was just writing poetry and papers for college#(I don't mean 'just' in a bad way - I only mean that it's been a very different experience for me personally)#very protective over this fic in that it's been sitting in my lap and in my brain for a few months and I don't want to give too much away#so I've deliberately been vague with the marketing of it. because I want people to read and be surprised and experience it firsthand.#and I know it's supposed to be self-indulgent and writing should be about the process and not the results but#I hope people read it??? I've poured my soul into this thing. a bit. a lot. and I'm a simple creature who craves validation.#it's very personal yet at the same time I feel like I haven't done anything new or groundbreaking which. okay it's self-doubt saturday so.#I should ignore that feeling. anyyyyyyyyway.#I hope to post the first chapter in two weeks. crossing my fingers that I don't abort mission before then aaaaaahahaha#also comparison is the thief of joy etc etc etc#danny.xls#danny writes
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2009 German Grand Prix - Mark Webber(ft. Sebastian Vettel & Felipe Massa)
#i didnt cry during this post-race what are you talking about?????#first wins make me teary okay.....#and also im so down bad for mark in these#the champagne 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#SO OBSCENE IM GONNA DIE IM GONNA MELT INTO THE FLOOR#very good podium what else needs to be said!!#2009 mark....very fine....#also im glad him and seb are practically always on the podium together i lovu them#oh my god such a good quote from the commentators abt them#'mark webber towers over sebastian vettel at the best of times but especially today' 😵💫🫠#but yes the mood change throughout this post-race#i went from near tears during the cool down lap to thirsting during the champagne#as all podiums should be tbh#mark webber#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#do i still tag felipe if only his hands are there??#felipe massa#martian#sebmark#2009 british gp#we do a little bit of f1#season: 2009
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Sleepover ask -
PuenTalay headcanon, at Properly Old. Not forties, not fifties. But like... 70+.
😘 go!
DIDN'T EXACTLY PLAN TO CRY MY HEART OUT ON THIS FINE FRIDAY NIGHT BUT NO YEAH I CAN DO THAT SURE WHY NOT IT'S GOOD IT'S FINE IM FINE IM DEFINITELY NOT ALREADY TEARING UP OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
basically this is the thing im sensitive about. so i took some of the headcanons i already had about this and tried to write them a little bit better, but i feel like they might be..both too specific and yet not specific enough at the same time ;;;;;;; still, i hope they can be at least an interesting read!!!!
SO HERE GOES NOTHING
it feels kinda silly to start with this but. they have matching pill organizers: blue for talay, pink for puen;
talay has diabetes and high blood pressure (too many sweets), puen has arthritis;
talay also has to go back wearing glasses because of presbyopia, while puen somehow still manages to have better eyesight than him;
don't ask me why, but i always loved the idea of puen eventually starting a garden in their yard (i blame the pink trumpet tree and the lotuses) and now not even his aching bones can keep him away from his veggies and his flowers;
when they were younger, puen was always the one getting up late and trying to keep talay in bed, but as they grew older their habits somehow switched: puen would usually wake up at dawn, and after staring at talay snugged closely against him and marveling at how their bodies still fit together perfectly after all those years (soft paunches and weary muscles and fine bones and all), he would throw on a dressing gown and slip into a pair of rubber boots to go putter around the garden;
talay would wake up some time later and slowly make breakfast before calling puen back inside to eat together;
when puen's arthritis gets bad, talay gently holds puen's hands in his own and rubs the thin, speckled, slightly gnarled skin with ointment, before pressing a kiss on top of them;
puen still loves to take baths, loves to sink in the hot water with all his creaking joints and let himself relax for a while. talay can't join him in the tub anymore, which is a pity, but he's always there to help puen out, to wrap a towel around him and pat him dry;
despite his worries, puen still has a full head of hair, but it's all gray now. talay has less gray hair but more lines on his face, especially around the eyes (puen loves them);
technically they're both retired, but puen still writes from time to time, especially children's books, and talay has learned he actually enjoys painting quite a lot (and even sold a couple of his works);
im fully convinced they would adopt a kid some time after the our skyy's events, but by now the kid would have grown up and started their own family, and while of course they're very close and puentalay are wonderful grandparents (or even great grandparents!!!!!!), not long after their kid went to college, puen started to brought in stray cats and never really stopped after that (talay did try to stop it the very first time, but it's hard to say no to puen, especially when he's holding a tiny kitten he just saved from the streets) [also no matter how many cats they had throughout the years, they all somehow fell in love with talay. talay always jokes that it's because puen is a cat himself];
one morning, talay gets out on the porch to call puen for breakfast and suddenly he can't speak. there’s a painful buzzing in his head and a strange sagging feeling on his face, and when he tries to call puen's name his mouth doesn't cooperate. somewhere in the distance, their new stray, a tabby who loves to follow puen around in the garden, is meowing almost desperately. the last thing talay remembers is puen's pale face and puen's arms wrapped around him;
talay's had a very mild stroke, but thankfully there was no damage. with some rehabilitation and some adjustments of his meds, he is back walking and talking and cooking and painting like before. puen gets stricter with their diet tho, and he insists they go for a walk every day. in the past, he had sometimes joked around pretending to feel sick or to forget about stuff just to tease talay. now, he doesn't find it funny anymore. they aren't able to talk about their fears, but they don't need to speak out loud to understand each other. some nights they just spend hours kissing, slow and purposeful and certain, focusing on what makes them alive: the cadence of their breaths, the tremble of their bellies, the clutch of their fingers;
they don't really talk much about the alternate universe anymore, not because they don't remember it or no longer think about the people they met there, but because they've built a life and a family in their own, and they like to believe that so did everyone on the other side too. sometimes tho, when it's late and they're lying in bed together, fingers entwined and foreheads touching, talay would asks "in our next life, do you think we’ll find each other again?”, and every single time puen would whisper fiercely, holding talay so tightly it almost hurt, "i found you across universes, i'll find you across lives too";
there was a time when they both thought they would spend the rest of their lives alone. then, they found each others
#IT'S 1 AM AND IM A SOBBING MESS BUT IF I DON'T POST THIS NOW I NEVER WILL SO WHATEVER THIS IS PLEASE TAKE IT AND HOPEFULLY IT ISN'T TOO BAD#wish i could get a writer to actually try to put into words the feelings i have about puentalay growing old together because they are. A LOT#probably should have talked more about them being grandparents too BUT IM ALREADY TOO FRAGILE#ANYWAY. thank you so much for asking abby and sorry if this is a bit of a mess and not really good ;;;;;;;#you're always the sweetest!!!!!#hope you're doing well and im wishing you a wonderful weekend!!!!! 💜#vice versa#puentalay#oh im gonna cry about them all night now#ask games#m: ask
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i choose to believe that gumshoe purposely took his notes there so that he can give actual information to edgeworth (even if it isnt much) and most importantly cheer him up
#ace attorney#detective gumshoe#miles edgeworth#gumworth#mine.#i need to cry a little again about gumshoe#because you know hes smart thoughtful and caring when it comes to edgeworth#maybe its a bit of a leap to some but i do believe in him#and im sure he did it on purpose#and i will never not be emotional about it#cause you just know edgeworth would never talk about things and gumshoe knows this so he finds other ways to support him#including asking phoenix for help#he knows their relation is different but you know hes always there#aaaa... im gonna make myself sad if i think too much about it#anyway gumworth superior ship and theyre going out for dinner together <3#and yes im purposely ignoring jeans face
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