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i will always find you, like it's written in the stars ⛵
jayvik transistor au pt. 2
#arcane works#WHY DID I GO SO HARD ON THIS??!?!?!#jayvik#im going to sleep byeeee#cw suicide///////////#content for like ten people
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after seeing this post by the artist afkeii on instagram, i got inspired to write a poem... and then i drew something to make it into a zine...
the way i feel about romantic love is... complicated... but i've known i'm on the aromantic spectrum for over a year now ! yippiee !
if you'd like to have a physical copy, feel free to [download the print version here] , and check [how to put it together / make a 8-page zine here]
#zine#personal zine#art#aromantic#aromantic spectrum#my art#id in alt text#that was very... interesting to write and draw about#dont ask me how i feel about romantic love its too tiring to explain#(<- thats a lie- do ask me about it as much as you want i have so many thoughts on it. probs more questions than answers tbf tho)#also yeah the black ring on my middle finger and right hand is bcs im asexual too#but ive known im ace since i was 13 so i dont have nothing poetic to say about it cuz its been just a normal thing for me for so long lol#aight its getting late and i need to go sleep byeeee
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RAAAAHHH RAAAAHHHHHH!!!
#officially done watching QSMP!!#I watched mainly Fit's POV bc he speaks English and has the most hours on qsmp#i would have watched Philza's but his vods included his hardcore world and made his vods much longer and also spending less time on qsmp#i have watched all of Slime's POV and since he rarely logs on and he cuts his vods it was easy to finish#for non-English speakers i have watched Maxo and Pierre's bc they are the most lore heavy apparently-#and their qsmp povs comes in episodes!! very easy to binge#lore-wise it was great!! sad qsmp was cut short bc of management issues but im glad at least Fit made an effort to make a great ending#as for everyone else's lore ive been relying on clips and compilations#my favorite event is definitely cellbit and roier's wedding bc it was so fuckin funny - i have rewatched certain parts multiples times#my favorite lore would be aypierre's bc his felt more complete and cohesive... maxo is close second... these two are good roleplayers...#Purgatory is another BIG favorite event purely bc of BOLAS ROJAS 😂 the first day was the funniest shit I've seen acted on Minecraft#favorite pair is definitely Deathduo... one bc Philza did a great representation (on purpose or not) of an aromantic character -#two because found family... im a huge sucker for found family stories... Deathduo isn't as rich in fanservice but it's part of why i like it#rare but GOLD - augh their first day with Chayanne and the whole prison arc thing 😂😂 everytime Phil catches Missa up on the lore 😂#another favorite pair is Misclickduo - if the latter was a nice story this one's on the complete fucKING OPPOSITE#everything about this family is fucked in every single angle 😂 but it has good lore esp Slime's POV with Juanaflippa#favorite eggs definitely Ramon and Juanaflippa... since I watched Fit the most it made sense Ramon is my favorite#but Juanaflippa is my favorite lore-wise bc of how tragic she is...#essay over :3 im going to sleep crying i hate Fit's ending so much BYEEEE#qsmpcroof
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OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED PEOPLE EXIST UHH . SURE YEAH HAVE AN OLD MEDIC LOADOUT DOODLE
I have 0 Idea who this guy is or what his name is . all I know is that he uses the quick fix and he DEESSPPIISSEESSS the cold ! Like despises it with every fiber of his being
now that I think about it I should probably work on fleshing out my characters more- Wait It's Literally 1 Am Nevermind Goodnightie
#i do have a vague lore idea for 'im#but im not really sure where to go with it#if i come up with anything interesting I'll update yall#but.#knowing me#probably not#tf2 medic#tf2 loadout#tf2 oc#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#my artwork#ok im going to sleep now byeeee#hopefully i didnt forget any tags
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hi i have been inactive for a while due to the chk chk boom. hope you understand.
#HI HELLO BESTIES I WISH I COULD UPDATE YOU GUYS BUT I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY AND CONSUMED BY THE HORRORS™#basically im moving out the country in like four days so packing has been a whole ordeal#not to mention i'm procrastinating feeling my feelings#my three month gre prep plan turned into a one week prep reality T-T my unofficial score is 321 out of 340 which is... idrk#i was in the middle of a lot of things and given the level of time and energy i was able to commit amidst the chaos... it's not too bad.#OH ALSO i got done with the round one registration for my courses today and it was a MESS#(technically only the in-dept courses were due today. the ones from the other depts were due 17th. either way. the website was being cruel)#oh and as for out-dept courses it's a different procedure but I managed to get Intro to ML! absolutely insane given my meager coding skills#as well as my shaky understanding of engineering calculus. in other words welcome back my arch nemesis slash lover miss mathematics#oh and! all my friends are also moving away which basically means the past week has been meeting my besties and trying not to cry#i've been reading a bit as well! i read assistant to the villain and it was simply the cutest book ever i need the sequel SO BAD#OH AND GOSE IS BACK so that's been fun#so yeah that's what's up#i really wished i had more time to update on here I had a really cool idea for this week but i've been too exhausted sighhh#hope you guys have been doing well also please feel free to text or tag me on posts i might not be able to reply but i love reading updates#sending lots of hugs and chocolates to all my beloveds <3#oh oh also please go check out skz's comeback it's so good!#okay it's like 12:26am now ima go sleep now gnight byeeee#megumi in the tags#megumi.fm
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Sure it took me an embarrassing amount of time and i lost like two hours of sleep over it but at least now all the posts in this blog are also categorized by the year during which they were made. So.
#worth it. probably.#not a heritage post#hannibal#nbc hannibal#anyway im going to sleep forever now byeeee
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block me all you want im already in your walls
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haha 👍
#eh nothing too bad. just that my executive dysfunction has gotten like. So Much Worse.#i procrastinate on Everything.#i had these two important tasks i needed to do#one from june one from september.#i only NOW am finally doing them#its mostly the fact those two tasks require making phonecalls and there is absolutely nothing in this world that i hate more than phonecall#but its also in smaller things?#i keep absolutely RUINING my sleep because i literally cannot be asked to go to bed. i think about it so hard but i cant move my muscles to#actually do it#and. honestly. i havent really Really drawn in like. a year. maybe more. i cant really remember. i just cant consistently draw anymore.#like i used to#oh yea my memory is also worse. fun#ugh i still have so many things to do and i feel so so so bad about all of it .................#any friends and mutuals im really truly sorry if you messaged me and i didnt see it or didnt reply#im like. (gestures vaguely). yeah.#ok chris rant done thank you for reading#aaaaaa ok it felt good to at least let it out.#im gonna try my best to be better about it this year#im 21 i cant keep doing this#alright now im really done BYEEEE#chris noises#vent#misc
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Let's play the game of why has my mental health dipped drastically
#sage rambles#is it A. Autism B. PMS C. Manic Episode#stay tuned folks we'll find out#option N.4: Lack of good sleep in months#Im just complaining now#ima go now byeeee
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[Video description: The promotional trailer for Mahoutsukai Precure Mirai Days. /End description]
I should be sleeping but i wanted to talk about this first because MIRAI DAYS TRAILER DROPPED!!!! I'm so happy it looks AMAZING!!! SO GLAD TO SEE MY GIRLS AGAIN 😭😭😭
I am so so glad they're not going with the aging the characters down so they can transform like in otonapre. From what we can see they'll be the same age when transformed which is great because they did that plot point before for the final ep of the show so it would've been so easy to do it again but i'm so happy they didn't. The new forms also work really well for their older design. I always thought their og designs as miracle and magical looked older than their civilian forms so i guess them being older here doesn't really make a huge difference.
I really hope this one is like, actually good after what Otona was like. From what's in the trailer it definetely has potential. Really excited for January ^^
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I... Crave..... AFFECTION!!! *my gayass telekinesis throws bids for attention around the room*
#ok to rb this btw its just a mood currently#foaming at the mouth i hate that im always so love/touch/attention starved that when i get a little taste it makes me ravenous for more#literally any time i get a snap from T i get so giddy that i have to happy stim for a few minutes#idk how yall do casual relationships/situationships all the time i fall too easily & am too much of a hopless romantic for that#but i like them so much & we click so well im willing to be patient 💙#my head hurts. probably from the gay telekinesis#actually its from lack of sleep and the fact that our whole house smells like skunk rn 🫠🙃#ok tired and my head hurts so gonna go to bed byeeee#emma rambles
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one se second away from quitting art forever can someone hit me
#nictxt#going yo sleep byeeee#feeling not great about my art skills this week#probally my period coming making me go pipipipipi anyways im SAD
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ALL I AM IS A LITTLE WOUNDED ANIMAL‼️‼️‼️ I NEED TO REMEMBER THIS ‼️‼️ SHE IS LOVED AND NOT A BURDEN AND REQUIRES BREAKS AND SWEET TREATS ‼️‼️‼️
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Uh homestuck review type thingy before i go to bed.
reading homestuck has definitely been a trip. having to deal with and figure out how to work with some signs of old internet age, despite using the collection. trying to download some kind of app only for it to work worse than the main one. having to go to the original site as some of the more special links didn't work on the unofficial collection. having to sync up music. all these and probably more I had to deal with to read homestuck. definitely got me more invested ill tell you that much! liked a decent chunk of the humor, disliked another decent chunk of it as well, am neutral on other jokes n' such. some of the stuff early on doesn't age well but it gets better the farther you get in. the 4th wall stuff and all the non main story stuff swung a pendulum (hekekkek) between very fun and enjoyable to grading and annoying. I liked most of the characters though a few I wish got more screentime and interactions and a few I wish were a bit less president in some parts. the "shipping" stuff was inherently confusing and at times annoying for me, nothing stable, often felt like some pairings, both friend and relation ship, could be in the forefront in one part but then completely dissipate over a timeskip. though i will admit i did get somewhat interested at around the end when things were starting to get more stable. (favorite pairings friendship or relationship go as follows: terezi and dave. some of my favorite characters with a great dynamic, really wish they got to interact more, even after the offscreen hook up and break up. > Rose and Kanaya. great solid pairing to the end! also could have used a bit more time for development, but overall better off than most. they work really well as a dynamic duo. > John and Vriska. eh I could take or leave the relationship but I did like their friendship and wish their interactions didn't end so abruptly as they did) Speaking of confusing things, time travel. I feel like that and the fact that this is a early to mid 2010s webcomic should clue you in to how confusing this aspect can be at times.
Overall thoughts: I liked quite a bit of it, though I also disliked a decent few chunks of it. unlike most things I cant quite say I'm neutral on homestuck. not actively positive, yet not actively negative. but I still have some feelings on the thing, I just cant really make them out as the line between "thing I like enough to start putting the characters in situations" and "thank goodness I'm finally done with this piece of crap". Would I recommend reading it, even if you get it working better than I can? no, not at all. Did I enjoy reading it? other than a few issues, Yes! it was fun to read and experience, a real bit of ancient internet history and time capsule from right around the time i was first exploring the internet as a wee unknowing child of roughly 7-13. despite not going around that area much at the time, it still felt a bit nostalgic reading an mspaint internet comic from that era. an enjoyable romp threw a time before the internet was as part of daily life as it is today, while not quite being from back from the dawn of the thing. Reading homestuck definitely had me in awe with hindsight at times with finding out how deep its roots were in the internet. I will never roam the internet the same way again. but i think I've rattled on about homestuck being stuck in that sweet spot of old internet for too long so ill try and give my summarizing words here without going off on side rambles for too long, its like 2:30 am and i should probably try and get my sleep schedule back after having it messed up for like a week. (thank you eternally obnoxious BRAIN. and to a lesser extent the new world of warcraft expansion and homestuck cliffhangers)
Summary of sorts: I wouldn't call homestuck "good" but I wouldn't call it "bad" either. It is confusing, annoying and doesn't work half the time but when it does it oozes with charm, humorous bits that can crack open the core of anyone who likes older memes and internet humor and great music that gets stuck in playlists but not in your head. (in a good way) I would not recommend reading it as it takes time, effort and patience for a variety of things as well as a high tolerance for a bunch of stuff I'm getting to tired to mention. but i am glad I experienced it and I doubt you would too if you did dropkick my and many others warnings into a ditch and read the accursed thing. heck your on tumblr, you probably already accustomed to humor like that in homestuck! I don't know how to finish this so here's a funny skeleton gif to tide yall over as I go spellcheck everything and go write the tags.
#i swear after reading homestuck its like i understand how tumblr works a wee bit better. still filled with dread as im still finding deeper>#roots in things#homestuck definitely helped me out with not viewing my drawings or “art” as inherently bad! mspaint stigma is withering away as we speak!#though fears of accidental mimicry have exploded since reading it. so there's the other edge of the sword#saving the epilogue thing for later though. i got list items to check off after all! so maybe after all that lol#just noticed that i brought up points i already said at the end. wow im tired. GOOD! I NEED TO BE TIRED! PERSONAL PROBLEM OF LATE!#MAN I WISH SLEEP MEDS WORKED HALF THE TIME ON ME#oh yeah gotta tag this nonsense. brb gotta check the format of my other review type things.#review#sort of kinda just my thoughts#homestuck#ok should probably go to bed now ok byeeee
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im watching hlvrai cast commentary & mr. radiotv himself called sunkist a "jpeg" and well. interally i went "Well actually 🤓 jpgs dont support transparency ☝️ so that would have to be a png" and dude it is finally setting in for me how much of a nerd i am. Who thinks that shit!!! well me i guess. but u know what i mean
#like i told my therapist about why old sites used to use single-frame gifs for transparent images because at the time +#they had wider support than pngs at the time! jpgs were much more supported as still images but they disnt support transparency#so afaik thats why if you go look at old site layouts and mess with them theyll often have transparent assets as a gif instead of a png !!!#anyway i told my therapist about that and i think i had to tell her what a gif was which was like. nuts to me. like im bad at age guessing +#but she is Not old by any means like not at all. it just totally shocks me sometimes that not everyone is a huge geek like me and my sibs 😭#the one that fucks me up the most though is how many people just dont have adblock like bro. listen. i get not having a million extwnsions#like i love customizing my shit but thats not for everyone. Bur oh my god how do people live without adblock. i think i would die#its like being on facebook marketplace on every website. theyre just lying to you every second of every day#facebook marketplace is genuinwly the most infuriatinf website on earth btw but thats a rant for another day i 4got where i was going w this#imso tired (<- stayed up until like 5:30am Again) so i thinks its bedtime for little old me now. my final mesag... change da world. goodby e#muffin mumbles#oh last note i forgot to write this: sorry i cant call wayne ''wayneradiotv'' radiotv just like by his first name i feel so rude for that???#im not on a first name basis with him. i cant do this with any youtuber or streamer i watch i always have to call them like... mr. 985. yk?#ok note over im actually goong to sleep now Byeeee
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