#im going to lose my shit im going to wake up when it drops and spend literally all day watching it

[gayspock]

i havent been to the gym since i moved out & i wanna get active again but fr -_- i feel like everything is too much faff, too expensive or something that will bore me to tearssssss

[chansgender]

what if i got someone to cover my shift so i can watch good omens 2 as soon as it drops

[sandwhitches]

request: "can i have an orange and cherry popsicle (hurt/comfort) w suna where he accidentally snaps at reader ??? u can decide how it ends exactly but id like it to be fluffy :3"

𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 (𝐟𝐭. 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨)

a/n: u already know i’m going the fluffy route :3 had to repost bc im stupid and forgot tags the first time whoopsies!! also i was like not gonna put a banner on all of these but i don’t think i can physically make a post without one they’re so cute eeughhhh

genre: angst w/ a fluffy ending (hurt/comfort)

warnings: language, gn. reader, teeny argument, mentions of accidentally missing a meal

wc: 779

this is a part of my summer writing event!!! please feel free to send some requests my way :3

In theory, bad days happen just as much as good days, but every once in a while there is a particularly bad day that will fall onto your lap when you least expect it. That’s what today was for Suna. Particularly bad. 

This morning he’d rolled out of bed thirty minutes late, nothing too out of the ordinary for him, which is why he’s well versed in rushing a shower and scarfing down enough sustenance to last him until the afternoon. Traffic on the way to early morning practice? Been there, done that. Hours worth of conditioning? A little bit annoying, but it's not the first time that’s happened. Losing track of time and forgetting to eat lunch? Kinda sucky. Walking to his car to find a terribly noticeable door ding on the passenger’s side? Really sucky. 

Suna happened to have compiled an impressive list of minor inconveniences to combine with the other stack of shit, and it all adds up to the very worst part, taking it out on you. 

It was just an innocent question on your behalf about the dent in his car, “And you’re gonna have to pay?” You frowned sympathetically, watching in confusion as his expression turned completely to a sour contortion of a scowl, “Obviously, I am, the other car was gone by the time I came out.” He huffed in agitation with a superfluous roll of his eyes to seal the deal. 

You sputtered, brow tensed, “You don’t have to get so defensive.” Rintaro had groaned in response, tilting his chin, “Well what kind of a stupid question is that when I already told you what happened?” His breath caught in his throat with instant regret as you set your jaw tight with frustration, there was no doubt you were holding back a return that would only escalate what’s already been blown out of proportion. You stormed off, leaving Suna with the feeling that he quite possibly might be the biggest idiot in the world. 

As of now, you’ve only had the chance to be alone for a few minutes, taking your anger out by completing your most aggressive attempt at folding laundry to date. Suna knocks on the doorframe of your bedroom to announce his presence, you turn around to find him nervously thumbing at the meat of his palm, a guilty expression. 

“I’m sorry,” he mumbles, looking up at the shift in your expression to gauge whether or not he was about to have a t-shirt thrown in his face. Who was he kidding? You’re the most understanding person he knows and he was stupid enough to snap at you. Suna thinks, in that moment, that there will never be anything big enough for him to get mad at you for again. Nothing feels worse than being like this, not even waking up late, nor conditioning, nor missing lunch, and especially not getting door dinged. 

“I just-...” he blows out a breath that makes his cheeks puff up while he sorts through countless words, trying to find the right ones to fix things, “I had a really bad day, and I’m sorry it made me snap at you…I'm an idiot.”  

“…You kinda are, huh?” Suna looks up to find that the echo of a grin has replaced the deep frown you had before, making the knot in his chest begin to loosen gradually. Rintaro huffs out a quiet laugh, “Yeah…” 

For a moment, you thought there might still be something else in his mind with the way his eyes dropped, head swimming in thoughts. The question sitting on your lips was quickly replaced by a yelp as Suna steps forward, wrapping you in his big arms and collapsing onto the bed.

“I love you, you know that?” He declares loudly, taking every playful kick you really don’t mean as you giggle uncontrollably, “Get off of me, Rin!” 

Suna snickers, kissing the crown of your head, “I can’t let go of you! Not until I make things right!” Your stomach already hurts from laughing as you writhe against him, feeling the lovely placements of tender kisses peppered across your face. 

“Let go before I put another dent in your car!” You shout, earning a bout of laughter from your boyfriend, “Low blow! I’m still recovering!” Suna knows that today was supposed to be bad, and for the most part it really was. But right now he has you pressed up against him like this, he can feel the rise and fall of laughter in your ribs, he smells the powdery scent of your shampoo, and presses his face into yours as close as physically possible. Yeah, he thinks, bad days don’t really exist if they all end like this.

[iridescentpull]

Okay so I managed to find Fit's vod from when Pac got the pills, and holy shit the lines that were dropped made me combust and cry. Have some of their lines that made me go insane: (pac) (fit) (tubbo)

"Do you even remember why you took the pills in the first place?"

"Because it was my only choice."

---

"I know youre still in there. I need you to remember."

"I don't want to."

---

"Everything passes Fit, everything passes."

"But Pac, sometimes a start and a finish is not our choice to make. Sometimes fate brings us in different directions."

---

"If you cant help yourself, how am i supposed to help you? This isnt you."

"But i am the new and improved Pac."

"I want the old Pac."

---

"I have to wait for Forever to wake up so I can see Richas."

"But you are equal parts his father no? You should be allowed to visit Richas whenever you want."

"I cant. *I cant*. I have to do what Forever and Cucurucho told me."

---

"Im learning- Im learning."

"What are you learning Pac?"

"Im learning that happiness has a price, and its kind of worth it."

---

"Remember Pac. Antidote. You want to make an antidote for forever."

"I cant Fit! I cant! Its not up to me!"

---

"Did you even try?"

"I- I did for a little while, but i couldnt find it. I couldn't- maybe I dont deserve it. Theres no way- i dont know how to undo the antidote."

---

"Sorry Tubbo- im not a scientist like you or Mike. Im just pretending."

---

"I cant do it, I dont want to be kidnapped again, I dont want to go to prison."

"Thats not gonna happen Pac, trust me."

"But its gonna happen! It happened with my friends, with my sons, why wouldnt it happen to me? Im the weakest of them all."

---

"I dont want to be that guy. I dont want to be that guy from yesterday."

"Whats wrong with that guy? He was the best guy."

"Maybe that guy looked good, but only on the outside. Inside I wasn't. I was trying to go with the flow, but i was losing it. I was losing my mind."

[star-girl69]

OMG THE LITTLE FAMILY STUFF IS SO CUTE now imagine ivy like accidentally calling the reader amd clarisse mom for the first time OR OR someone (percy) like coming over and being like "hey I don't think this parenthood is a good idea here" (bc just imagine clarisse junior in the future) and ivy is wtf so she starts defending them and being like THOSE ARE MY PARENTS (10 yo vs 12 yo standoff go!!)

LETS GO I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS FAMILY I LOVE EVERYTHING

the first time ivy calls you mom it’s not on purpose

you just basically are her mom

all she knows is you treat her how a mom is supposed to treat their daughter

you’re probably like dropping her off at arts and crafts class and she casually goes

“ok bye mom see you later!”

cue the tears

you’re screaming and crying and hyperventilating and RUNNING straight to clarisse who is training and she’s like OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED ARE YOU OKAY

and you’re like

“i-i-i-ivy oh my god clar ivy-”

“SOMETHING HAPPENED TO IVY?!?!??!?” protective mom mode activated

“NO SHE CALLED ME MOM”

“oh. OH. SHE CALLED YOU MOM?????”

“I KNOW” 😭😭😭😭😭😭

clarisse is so happy she’s like aw omg she’s a little jealous on the inside but she’s fine she’s fine she’s fine

she’s not fine if you couldn’t tell

but clarisse doesn’t have to wait too long bc the next day clarisse wakes up at like 3am and has to go to the bathroom and little adorable baby ivy sits up too rubbing her eyes and is like

“mom? where are you going?”

she’s about to LOSE. HER. SHIT.

but it’s late and she doesn’t want to overwhelm ivy so she keeps it cool and just says she’s going to the bathroom she’ll be back soon

anyways later you both sit ivy down and ivy is like WOAH WOAH WOAH WHATS HAPPENING

and you’re trying to be professional and adult about it

but you’re like “YOU CALLED ME MOM!!!! YOU CALLED CLAR MOM!!!!!! AND ITS OK!!!!! WE LOVE YOU AND WE ARE YOUR MOMS BASICALLY!!!!!”

ivy is like “I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE BUT I LOVE YOU MOMS”

happy family ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

just to clarify y’all PERCY DOES NOT ACTUALLY THINK CLARISSE AND Y/N ARE BAD FOR IVY ITS JUST THERES TWO OF THEM CAN WE ATTACH A LEASH TO THE LITTLE ONE MAYBE

so let’s pretend it’s just another random rude ass 12 year old who’s name will be…. hm…… mark!

so mark and ivy are like chilling around at the training grounds waiting for their turn and then mark is like “oh my god you’re so bad you can even hold the sword correctly”

ivy is ????? she’s holding it the way clarisse taught her to hold it so what…….

“um? idk…. this is how you hold it dude…..”

and then you come over innocently and you’re like “hi ivy baby you forgot your water i’m gonna leave it right here!” and she’s like “ok mom!” bc you’re her mom and she loves you

so then mark is like “NO WAYYYYY YOU CALL HER MOM????”

“YES BC SHE IS MY MOM DO YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM!?!?!?”

“i just feel sorry for you like your own parents didn’t want you so the best you could get was two random teen girls??? LMAOOOO i bet they’re horrible ‘parents’ too ”

“BITCH IM GONNA-”

ivy may be tiny but she uses that to her advantage and jumps on top of people

so she starts scratching and kicking and hitting screaming “TAKE IT BACK TAKE IT BACK TAKE IT BACK”

bro mark is crying

one of mark’s friends drag ivy off of him and then you and clarisse run over at the commotion

and all you see is this kid crying, another kid holding ivy back- her hairs all messy and she’s kicking and screaming still

the kid very quickly drops ivy when he sees you

you have to THROW yourself in front of her so she won’t attack him again

clarisse just presses the tip of her spear into mark’s armor and he’s like “IM SORRY IM SORRY WAHHHHH WAHHHHHHHH”

ivy is laughing hysterically “THATS WHAT I THOUGHT THATS WHAT I FREAKING THOUGHT YOU LOSER!!!!!!!”

you’re in such shock WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR PRECIOUS BABY

clarisse is proud but confused

ivy is hugging you, her face pressed in your stomach when clarisse crouches down next to her

“you wanna tell me what happened?”

“well first he said i was holding my sword wrong but I WASNT i was holding it like this the way you taught me and then mom came over and then he started laughing when i called her mom and then he said you guys were probably horrible parents and i was SO MAD so i started attacking him”

ivy rn: 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

you’re horrified shocked and angry like it’s not an idea situation but ivy is loved and safe what more do they want from you?

you feel kinda shitty bc you love ivy so much but if you’re not what’s best for her than you’ll do anything

clarisse hugs her and kisses her head “good job protecting this family little warrior”

and you’re like “yes ivy you did an amazing job but remember violence is not always the answer”

(clarisse and ivy share their secret look again)

but later that night while ivy is getting ready for bed you’re telling clarisse that you’re concerned, maybe everyone who throws you the dirty looks are right, maybe you’re not what’s best for ivy

clarisse is ???

“ivy…. baby….. uh…. equals…. mine??? ….confused..”

but ivy overhears you and then SHE starts yelling at YOU

“EVERYONE IS SO SAD AND MAD AND I HATE IT LETS JUST BE HAPPY AND YOU GUYS STOP BEING MEAN”

ok 🫡

eventually clarisse expresses it more articulately to you than ivy can, “who cares about what anyone else thinks? i’m happy, your happy and ivy’s happy. everyone else can get punched in the face!”

IVY IS EXCITED

anyways happy family again ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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[melodygatesauthor]

AHHH 2K IM SO HAPPY FOR U 🥳🥳

for the celebration: maybe a blurb about steven x yandere!reader 👀

Oh bitch you fucking KNOW I do

NSFW below the cut - non-con - somnophilia - voyeurism- breeding kink if you squint - I'm probably gonna get some haters for what I do to Steven in this so just settle down and remember that it's ff y'all - f!Reader

You're Steven's new neighbor, and it all starts when you run into him on the elevator heading up to your flat. He holds the door for you and you lose your shit. He's so handsome, he smells like old books and cedar, and he's such a mess you just want to know what he looks like writhing underneath you. Your body is shaking with excitement after meeting him for the first time. Holy fucking SHIT you need him.

So you bide your time, following him to work, keeping your distance so he doesn't know you're following him. You watch him picking the spinach from his wrap out of his teeth when he's walking home after talking with his street performer friend. You watch him go into his apartment, breaking your line of sight.

You can hear him from the laundry room jerking himself off and moaning pathetically. What a waste of his delicious cum when you know it's getting spilt into a tissue, just getting tossed aside when it could be inside of you.

When just listening isn't enough, you're staring wide-eyed into his window on the fire escape, watching him slide his palm over his erection. You're drooling on yourself while you plunge two fingers deep into your soaking cunt. You can see him just a little through the gap in his curtains, huffing and panting while he gets closer.

You're so tired of seeing him fuck himself when he could be fucking you.

So you wait until you know he's asleep and you sneak in through his window. You take a moment to take in his apartment, enjoying his scent and being surrounded by his belongings. Steven's a heavy sleeper, you learned this ages ago. So tying him up was easy.

When he finally wakes up, you're straddling him, gliding your dripping folds along his half-hard cock. You make sure to duct tape his mouth closed so his sounds will be muffled. You know Steven though, he would still be noisy as all hell.

He looks terrified at first, so you shush him and touch his cheek gently.

"Steven it's okay, it's me, your girlfriend."

You lean forward, kissing his cheek and wasting no time filling yourself with his fat cock. You groan and grunt, bouncing on top of him. You look at him, seeing his eyes roll back while you fuck him harder.

"Mm, feels good doesn't it Steven? I know just what you like, been watching you for a long time."

You move your hips in the same way you'd seen him move his hand. Slowly at first, but then faster and faster, and then slow again. You kiss his throat, hearing him crying a little. You chuckle, licking away his tears.

"You're the most precious thing Steven, can't stand the thought of anyone else having you, so you're mind now."

"This cock was made for me, it was made to fill me up, not letting you waste another drop of cum in a fucking tissue."

"I want you to pump that hot cum in my tight little pussy Steven, I wanna be so full it's flooding out of me."

"I don't take birth control you know? Not since I started following you. Gonna give you a fucking hockey team, gonna make you a daddy honey."

When Steven comes, he's breathing deeply, just as you'd seen him do before. He's panting, bucking his hips upward and slamming into you. It feels so good you nearly pass out from your own climax. When you come down from you high, you rip the tape from Steven's mouth.

"Oh god-oh god-oh god!" He's shouting. "You...you tied m-me up and-and-y-you...!"

"Steven, my sweet darling, are you really going to act like this isn't exactly what you wanted?" You kiss down his chest, and he moans, arching his body upward toward you.

"You precious whiny thing..."

Your first time together might've been a shock to him, but it doesn't take long for Steven to start seeing things your way...

Melody's 2k Celebration Masterlist

[m0thergoose]

TOWL EPISODE 5 SPOILERS AHEAD MY RAMBLY THOUGHTS AS WATCHING THE EP

LOSING MY SHIT IT’S FATHER GABE MY MAN MY IDOL OMG

NOT how I expected this episode to start omg unWELL

I truly have no idea what to expect from this ep holy hell

Rick is passenger princess confirmed

The hand kiss 🫠

Honeymoon take 2 woopwoop

TASTEFUL NOODS SHUT UP

AND THE MUSIC SHUT UP

OTP on a scenic road trip I’m in love with this

Look at them looking lovingly at Carl

HE’S FINDING GIFTS FOR HIS SON

MAKING A GIFT FOR HIS WIFE 😭😭😭😭

MICHONNE GETTING RJ AN AX IM KILLING MYSELF

TOOTHPASTE FUCK OOOOOOFF

I WAS IN LOVE WITH MY SON’S BEST FRIEND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO - ARE YOU FUCKING KIDIDNG ME 😭😭😭

RICK KISSING HER NECK 🫠🫠🫠

they found a cabin, they on a real vacation now baby

I NEVER LET GO 🙌

New people I’m scared I don’t like it

Rick is really at Michonne’s beck and call ‘they look pretty hungry’ INSTANTLY drops his bag to find them food lmaoooo

OHHH DONT try this with Richonne you silly silly people

‘Well how bout you just listen’ 😂😂😂😂😂

That’s right Michonne you take your food back lmaoooo

Rick emptying the bullets into michonnes hand sooooorry I’m unwell

Keep your promise asshole 😂

Us against the world 💖

Toothpaste, booze, what are you up to grimes???? I’m just working with what I got - the necklace 💖 RICK LOVES HIS WIFE SO MUCH

RIGHT who is this now??? Is this GABE?

WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK???? GABE AND JADIS????? IN CONTACT????? Noooooooooo I AM CONFUSION

GABE TALKING ABOUT RICK TO JADIS FUCK THIS

GABE IF TOU KNEW RIGHT NOW YOU’D KILL HER YOURSELF AMEN

FUUUUCKING HELL JADIS WAKING THEM UP, it’s like when Jesus walked in on them their first night lmaoooo but this is 1 million times worse!

Michonne looks so hot rn haha

I actually could give a flying fuck about Jadis, hurry up and kill her richonne lmao

YAAAS RICHONNE

OMG GABE ONE DAY RICK SAID THAT I SHOULD MARRY THEM 😭😭😭😭

And he’s kept a wedding ring for Rick actually shoot me rn

Gabe is a richonner confirmed 💖

Now I want Gabriel to be the one to kill Jadis because this is sick and twisted from her

HE GAVE HER RICKS RING GABRIEL YOU BETTA NOOOOT

okay so they’re gonna kill Jadis and as she’s dying she’ll hand him the ring

And next year same day same place it won’t be Jadis that meets Gabriel, it’ll be richonne

HERE we go fuck her up Michonne

Here Ricky dicky goes, fuck them walkers up

Jadis is scum these people better not help her

HAHAHHAHA Michonne just wants to kill this bitch ‘maybe just maim first’ yeah ok Ricky dicky 😂

THATS WHAT U GET FOR TRUSTING JADIS YOU DUMBASSES

UGH DONT KISS HER GABRIEL IF YOU ONLY KNEW

WHAT THE FUCK JADIS WHAT DID SHE DO TO GABRIEL

THIS BITCH SHOT HER MAN MICHONNE IS DEFO GOINGG TO GUT HER LMAOO

Omg

Michonne what you gonna do

Michonne has a plan yes

OMG ARE THEY SPLITTING UP TO SAVE EACH OTHER

‘You’ve looked better’ sassy Rick lol

I’m stilll hoping Michonne just fucking murders her

YEEEEES FUCK THIS BITCH

PAINFUL WALKER DEATH FUCK U JADIS

side note Rick looks v handsome rn

I’ll see you next year Ann - noooo you’ll see richonne next year gabey baby 🤞

‘We’re gonna do that’ ricks like sure whatever you want baby

THE RING KILL ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I don’t want a proposal in front of jadis save it for when you’re alone Ricky dicky

IS THIS A PROPOSAL RIGHT HERE IM CRYING

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

‘I could never have imagined this but it could only ever have been you’ 🥹🥹🥹🥹

SOMEBODY SEDATE ME 😭😭😭😭😭

THE PROMO ‘are we crazy’ ‘certifiable’ LMAOOOOOO

ALSO how the fuck are we wrapping this up in one more episode, we deserve MORE dammit

[didishawn]

Hey bestie!!!! Your works are chef kiss 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼 uhm I was wondering if you can write angst w Ferran? Idk like there's an argument n he says something hurtful?? Miss ma'am tbh I have no clue what im requesting😭😭 all ik is that I'd like some angst ending in fluff pls??? N ur writing is amazing so 🤌🏼

Broken souls (Ferran x Reader)

Warnings: angsty with happy ending, mentions of Ferran's insecurities and mental health, mentions of the internet being assholes, Sira mention (not in a truly bad way as the girl is amazing)

Masterlist

You know Ferran adores Barça and loves playing in it, it's where his best friends play and 9ne the best club's out there, but sometimes you can't help but wonder if things would be better had he stayed in Manchester City.

Words can bring down even the happiest of people, that person who everyone knows to be the nicest, the funniest, being broken by people on the Internet feeling the need to comment on all his flaws and creating insecurities.

It's terrible for anyone, brings them down, worsens their mental health and makes them sometimes not be themselves.

Your boyfriend, you know is broken, as months pass by he becomes even more of a shell of his true self, he might pretend everything is alright out there, but you know it isn't.

He overworks himself, training hours not enough for him, locking himself in the gym or using the goalie on your backyard to practice until late night hours, then waking up even before the sun rises.

You know he is exhausted, but he refuses to stop, you are worried about what will happen to him, you have told him so multiple times, and the screaming match you both are having right now is a repetition, already happened.

"I just told you to please come to bed, I don't think there is nothing wrong with it!" you shout at him, trying to get your words through that thick head of his, he shakes his head, a smile that is not truthful, almost cruel.

"You don't fucking understand, don't you? How can I go to bed when I fucking suck! Its almost as if you have fun seeing how terrible I am!"

"How can you say that? You know I am your biggest supporter! I just think you should also keep in mind to take care of yourself!"

He gives a dry laugh, face to face with you as he glares down at you, you are not afraid though, you know he would never hurt you -at least not with his hands that he furiously moves around and points at you.

"Really? Because I think you enjoy it, having all culers hating on me, maybe you like that I have no one by my side to have me all for yourself! Always so fucking clingy" he sighs "Sira understood..."

You both tense, his eyes snap into yours, apologetic, trying to reach out for you.

"Love, I'm-"

"Fuck you, Ferran. If Sira was so much better then she can take care of you so you don't fucking die from exhaustion" you are in tears "I fucking care for you and you just treat me as if I was a parasite, someone you don't actually love, maybe you didn't want a girlfriend -at least not me as its obvious you did want Sira, you wanted someone to keep your house clean and all that shit so meanwhile you repay me like this"

You walk away from his, you don't let him grab you a she wants, picking up your purse and intentionally leaving the house keys behind. You stop, see the promise ring on your finger, and go to take it off, his hands stop you.

"Please, amor, don't do that I promise I will try to do better, ok? You are right, I am sorry for treating you like shit, I promise I will listen to what you say"

You laugh "Only when you are about to lose me do you react, how can I believe your words for a second if maybe this conversation will repeat itself in a week"

"It won't, ok? I swear, y/n, I will do my best so there is no repetition on this, I want you, I love you, I won't be able to do this without you. I know I am an asshole, bit the one good thing I have is you and I will make sure to always remind it"

You think it over for a second, dropping your purse you let his arms wrap around you, taking a moment in them, you then go on to whisper.

"You are still sleeping on the couch after that Sira comment"

"Totally worth it if you stay"

[bwabys-scenarios]

Fixer Upper

Part 13

Perv!Kurapika x Fem!Reader

part 12

part 14

warning: mentions of reader having a period, and its normal normal/regular, NOT PROOFREAD

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(Name) picked up her hand of cards, glancing between Kurapika and her hand. “You didn’t peek while I was away, did you?”

He smirked, placing down another card. “You think so little of me. If I did peek, I wouldn’t be losing now, would I?”

They both glanced at the bathroom door when they heard the shower turn off. “Oh, Leorio must be done with his shower.”

Kurapika shivered. “What was that? I just had a chill run up my spine…”

(Name) tilted her head and pulled the cover over him more. “Are you cold? We can-“

“Ahh, that’s what I call refreshing!”

They both paused when Leorio walked out of the bathroom. Completely naked.

“AHHH!”

Kurapika pulled the blanket over (Name)’s head and they both screamed. ‘Wow I didn’t think I’d see a man naked for the first time during the Hunter Exam.’

“You pervert! Do you enjoy flashing defenseless women!?”

Kurapika hit Leorio over the head with his weapon. “OUCH! I forgot she was here! HEY STOP HITTING ME!”

Before, the sleeping arrangements put (Name) in the middle bed, between Leorio and Kurapika, but now she was sleeping near the wall, with Kurapika on her other side.

“I don’t trust you sleeping next to her.”

Leorio could only pout. “So I walk around naked, what’s the big deal? Attack me with no clothes on, who’s the weird one?”

“Does that mean I can sleep naked t-“

“NO!”

(Name) pouted, snuggling under her covers. “That’s just unfair. Leorio gets to sleep naked…”

“Trust me I don’t like that either.” Kurapika said, glaring at the dark haired man.

She sighed, trying to get some sleep while the two bickered back and forth.

It was going to be a long night.

———————

(Name) tossed and turned, feeling an intense pain in her abdomen. She wrapped herself in her blanket then unwrapped, unable to get comfortable. At one point, she even tried laying atop her blanket due to the heat, but without her blanket she was too cold.

As the night wore on, it only got worse until the sound of shouting woke her up.

“SHIT! Did someone stab her while we were gone? Leorio!”

“Oh god- THATS A LOT OF BLOOD! Kurapika, can you- STOP CRYING!”

She could feel someone shake her, groaning miserably. “Please wake up, no, I can’t lose you too!”

(Name) blinked her eyes open slowly, groggily swatting at whoever woke her. “What, what happened?”

Leorio and Kurapika hovering over her, the feeling of tears dropping onto her cheeks making her wince. “Kurapika, why are you crying?”

He wiped the tears that had dropped onto her face away. “Shh, don’t speak. Just focus on staying alive.”

“Staying alive? What are y…”

She glanced down, to see the blanket covered in blood. “WHAT!?”

She tried to sit up, being pushed back down by Leorio. “Shh, stay still. We don’t know where they stabbed you and if the weapon is still embedded in your body. If it is, moving could cause more damage.”

Tears started to fall from her eyes. “It hurts, like I’m being stabbed in my abdomen.”

“That’s probably because you quite literally were stabbed, (Name).”

Kurapika ran his hand over her hair as Leorio slowly pulled the blanket back.

“OH MY GOD.”

“What!?”

Kurapika was stressed, his eyes gone red with panic.

“There’s blood everywhere, but I can’t find an entry point!”

(Name)’s lip quivered. “I can’t believe I’m being assassinated on vacation. Can’t have shit during the Hunter Exam!!”

Leorio continued his examination, carefully lifting up her shirt. “There’s no sign of any wounds on your abdomen…”

He pulled her pants down slightly, unable to see anything of note. “Leorio…” Kurapika began to warn, but could see by the way Leorio was carefully examining her that he had no malicious intent.

“(Name), stand up so I can get a better look at you.”

She did so, hand shooting to her abdomen when she did. “Ugh… it hurts…”

Kurapika steadied her as she stood, a hand placed at the small of her back.

“Turn in a circle.”

She did so, Leorio’s hissing slightly.

“Well. I know what’s wrong.”

Kurapika’s head shot up, his eyes wide with worry. “What’s wrong? Is she okay? Will she live?”

He didn’t answer, instead placing a hand on (Name)’s shoulder. “Go to the bathroom and look in the mirror, (Name).”

She nodded slowly, walking on wobbly legs to the bathroom. Kurapika stared at his friend incredulously, grabbing him by the shoulders.

“Are you crazy? If she’s been stabbed every second counts! She could bleed out in there, all alone! Aren’t you a doctor?”

Leorio sighed, patting the younger man on the head. “I am a doctor in training, and because of that I can recognize when a woman has started.”

Kurapika scowled. “Started?? Started what?”

(Name), now fully awake poked her head out of the door, her face heating up in embarrassment. “Leorio? Can you hand me my bag?”

The dark haired man nodded, his demeanor changed. Before, he’d been stressed, but now he was softer. More sympathetic, almost.

“Thank you…”

She closed the door behind her, Leorio sighing.

“She’s started her menstrual cycle, Kurapika. Her period.”

The blonde stared at Leorio for a moment as all the puzzle pieces clicked into place. His face burned red with both embarrassment and confusion.

“But… there’s so much blood. Is that normal?”

Leorio began to pull the sheets and blanket off of her bed, folding them. “Well, it depends. Some women have heavier cycles than others, but…”

(Name) walked out of the bathroom, now wearing a different pair of pants. Kurapika recognized it as the pajamas he wore before.

“…”

She was looking at her feet shyly, holding the blood soaked clothing in her arms.

Leorio reached forward and patted her shoulder. “Let’s get these to the washing machine, yeah?”

(Name) followed behind him, head hung low. Kurapika wasn’t sure what to do or say, only following after her.

“It’s alright, nothing soaked through onto the bed, so if we wash the sheets no one will know.”

(Name) nodded. “Thank you, Leorio. Honestly this is pretty embarrassing for me.”

Kurapika grabbed her shoulder. “No, don’t be embarrassed. This is normal, and…”

He lost his words, pulling his hand away to twiddle his thumbs. Leorio took over.

“And you shouldn’t blame yourself. You didn’t even realize you were on your period until you went to look. I assume that means you’re irregular?”

“… yes. How did you know?”

He patted her head. “Just instinct.”

Both Kurapika and (Name) grimaced at this. “Kidding, kidding. Let’s get you back to bed.”

He led her by the hand back to their bedroom. The three stared at her bed, before Kurapika sighed. “(Name), you can take my bed. I can sleep on the floor-“

“No!”

(Name) grabbed his sleeve, dragging him to his bed. “I’ll just sleep on my bed without any covers. It’s not a big-“

“But (Name), you get cold in your sleep. You’re already hurting because of your… condition. I don’t want you suffering.”

Leorio nodded in agreement. “And in the morning I’ll give you some pain medicine after breakfast. Right now, you should get comfortable and sleep, and that means taking Kurapika up on his offer.”

(Name) pouted, then sighed. “I will, but I won’t kick Kurapika out of his bed. That means-“

“You want to… share the bed?”

She nodded, then climbed in. Kurapika felt his heart thump against his chest, glancing between her, Leorio, and the bed.

“If that what it takes for you to sleep comfortably…”

He sighed, pulling the cover up and sliding in next to her. Leorio yawned.

“Now that that’s settled, you two sleep. I’ll be right back after checking in with the others.”

(Name) raised an eyebrow. “Check in with the others? What happened while I was asleep?”

Kurapika turned towards her, cheeks pink. “I’ll explain in the morning. Just get some sleep for now.”

She nodded, before scooting closer and leaning her head against his chest. “Goodnight, Pika.”

He felt his face turn red, keeping his hands at his sides awkwardly. “Goodnight, (Name).”

Between Leorio’s snoring and (Name) cuddling him in her sleep, Kurapika was wide awake. Of course, part of him didn’t mind. Now, with her asleep, he could look at her as much as he wanted.

She was pretty, he’s recognized that from the moment he laid eyes on her. Kurapika hadn’t ever been attracted to a person before, so he was a little surprised she was the type of woman he found attractive.

He’d seen many women that were objectively gorgeous, but (Name) was different. Soft skin, chubby cheeks, plush thighs, and pudgy tummy. They were all he found way too cute. He found himself wanting to hold onto her, to squish and squeeze, and kiss all of the soft parts of her body.

Oh dear, now he was blushing just thinking about it.

It wasn’t just her appearance that drew him in, but her soft nature and emotional intelligence. She was kind, almost to a fault.

Kurapika wouldn’t quite get that he was in love with her until years later, but he knew right now that she was important to him. He was attached, and he could tell he was by the way his stomach sank when he thought she’d been hurt.

He placed a hand on her cheek, his thumb swiping the few stray tears falling from her eyes away. She was hurting, and he hated that. Kurapika pulled her a little closer, letting his hands rest on her back, soothing her to his best ability.

After a while, he was able to fall asleep as well.

——————

(Name) woke up to an empty bed. Kurapika was pulling his tabard on, assumably getting ready to leave.

“Pika?”

The blonde paused, letting his tabard fall around him. “(Name), you’re awake. I was just about to leave to forage for breakfast.”

She sat up, grimacing at her aching body. “I’ll come, just wait for me to get d-“

He stopped her with a raised hand. “No, it’s alright. You get dressed and meet me outside in 30 minutes. I should have finished by then. You need your rest, in total you only got six hours of sleep.”

She pouted, but didn’t argue. (Name) still felt exhausted, and her body wouldn’t let her stand fully. “Okay, but I’m cooking.”

He sighed. “I think you’re the only one that can, (Name).”

She groaned when she swung her feet over the side of the bed, placing her feet on the floor.

“I’ll try to find something high in iron, since…”

He cleared his throat, grabbing his satchel. “Since I’m on my period?”

“… yes.”

She had a teasing smile on her tired face, giggling softly. “That’s sweet of you, Pika. Thanks!”

He nodded, facing the opposite direction. “I’ll see you then.”

(Name) got up and took a shower, then dressed in her sweatpants and a tshirt. Right now, above everything, she wanted to be comfortable.

She walked out, wearing a pair of flip flops provided by the hotel. Leorio was staring off into the sky, swearing. “They really left us.”

“Left us?”

She yawned, standing next to him. “Oh, (Name), you’re up! Last night, the owners of the hotel just left in the airship!”

“What!? So they abandoned us?”

The dark haired man nodded. “Yeah. Total bullshit, I know.”

“After breakfast we’ll be searching the ship.”

The two turned to see Kurapika approaching, carrying a basket full of goodies. “Pika!”

(Name)’s face brightened, smiling at the blonde. “Let’s get cooking!”

The three ate a quick breakfast of eggs and some of the fruit and potatoes they collected yesterday.

“Alright, now that you’ve eaten you can take some medicine.”

He offered her some pain killers, (Name) taking them with water. “It’s not Midol, but it should help. After the exam I’ll keep Midol and some pads in my bag, for the future. I hadn’t even considered it.”

(Name) smiled. “It’s alright, thanks to you I should feel better soon.”

They joined the others on deck, the sun bathing them in a soft glow.

“It’s been at least five hours since they left. Huh, this sure is a bad way to run a hotel. What kind of a manger takes off of their guests in the middle of the night? Especially in a place like this.” Leorio said, staring at the sky.

“Eh, I know what you mean. Who do they think they are? We paid a lot of money for our rooms.” Tonpa said in agreement.

“But we gave it to them, it’s not like they robbed us.” Kurapika stated, (Name) nodding next him.

“Oh really? They took our treasure and skipped out on us. If that’s not stealing, what is?”

Leorio sighed. “You’ve got that right. Hey Tonpa, we actually agree on something for a change.”

“Oh great, is that supposed to make me feel better?”

(Name) held her abdomen, moving away from the group to sit on the stairs behind them.

They continued talking, Kurapika joining (Name) when he noticed she’d sat down.

“Ponzu found something, come with me.”

The group followed Ponzu to a room inside the ship, watching as Pokkle attempted to use a radio.

The radio was still in working order, the two attempting to get a signal. Since they couldn’t contact anyone, it was like they’d been stranded. Hanzo decided to take the lead.

“We can’t just stand here. Let’s all split up and search the ship for anything that might shed some light on the situation.”

Kurapika begrudgingly agreed. “That’s a good idea, let’s go.”

He made it clear that (Name) would be coming with him by taking her hand.

“Didn’t he say split up?” she asked as he pulled her along.

“Yes, but I don’t want you being alone when you are not at 100%. The pain killers haven’t set in yet.”

She pouted, but felt weirdly… warm. “You’re worried about me, then?”

“You say that like it’s a… bad thing.”

She grinned. “It’s not, it just tells me you care.”

Kurapika didn’t respond to these accusations, only squeezing her hand lightly. “Let’s search the managers quarters.”

———————

They ended up finding a map, the others finding compasses and charting tools.

(Name) and Kurapika parted ways near their room. “(Name), why don’t you rest? I’ll be back soon. I’ll meet with the others and report back to you.”

He noticed her pained expression, guiding her to their shared bed. Usually, (Name) would have argued, but the pain made her agree.

“Alright… but please hurry back.”

He was surprised by her grip on his arm, (Name) looking up at him from the bed with a pout.

“… I’ll try my best to. Now lie down.”

She nodded slowly, curling up on her side of the bed. He pulled the blanket over her and sighed.

Leorio stopped by around an hour later. “Knock knock.”

(Name) sat up, Leorio carrying his suitcase with him. “Time for a check up, doll face.”

Leorio sat next to her, using his limited equipment to give her a basic check up.

“Hmm… you seem fine, besides a low grade fever and possible low iron levels…”

He placed his hand on her abdomen, the girl wincing. “Ah!”

He pulled his hand back, a little surprised. “How badly does it hurt?”

“Really bad, bad enough that I actually thought I’d been stabbed last night.”

He nodded slowly. “And how often are you going through your pads or tampons?”

The question made her face heat up. “Leorio, that’s too emb-“

“(Name), I’m a doctor in training, and your friend. I’m not going to judge or laugh at you for this, I just want to help.”

She sighed, looking down and twiddling her thumbs. “… one pad every other hour. And I have to wake up to change them through the night.”

Leorio nodded, writing the information down. “Have you seen a doctor about this? That isn’t exactly… normal.”

She fidgeted with her blanket. “Well… I’ve never really talked to anyone about my period before. My mom just gave me a box of pads and tampons and told me to just deal with the pain. I learned some things when I was studying to be a doctor but…”

She grasped her abdomen, crying out. “S-sometimes it hurts so bad I feel like I’m going to throw up.”

Leorio moved forward, rubbing her back. “Hey, it’s alright.”

‘The pain killers should have kicked in by now, why is she still in so much pain?’

And then he realized. (Name) wasn’t a small woman, meaning that she’d need more medication. He nearly kicked himself.

“(Name), how many pain killers do you usually take?”

“Oh, two to three depending on how bad it is.”

‘Shit, and I only gave her one.’

Leorio rummaged through his suitcase, hanging her another pill. “Here, take one more. It should help.”

She did, and he tucked her back into bed. “Kurapika will be here soon, you should feel good enough to walk around then. If you need me, I’ll be down the hall.”

(Name) watched as he left, allowing herself to relax and nod off.

She got herself a good 30 minute nap before Kurapika arrived. “(Name), I’m here.”

She rubbed her eyes, sitting up, and with relief she realized her pain had died down. “Pika… missed you.”

His cheeks turned a light shade of pink. “Sorry, I tried to hurry. Are you well enough to walk now?”

She stood and stretched, then nodded. “Yeah, I should be fine. Leorio gave me more medicine, so the pain has died down a bit.”

Kurapika took her hand, leading her down the hall. “Hanzo, how did it go?”

The two encountered him in the hallway while Kurapika stopped to take a look outside. The ninja shook his head.

“I’m not surprised, anyone that’s made it this far has been through a lot already. We’ve had to rely on our own strength and skills, otherwise we am wouldn’t have been able to pass the first three phases. I can certainly understand why they’re reluctant to listen to what we have to say, and expecting to them cooperate for the good of the entire group is certainly out of the question. I’m just worried they’re making a critical error in judgement, that could end up costing them their lives.”

(Name) put a hand on his shoulder, the blonde reaching up to hold it.

“Well you know, I couldn’t agree with you more. Even though I can’t explain it, my ninja instincts tell me you’re right.”

‘Did he just say ninja instincts?’

(Name) had to cover her mouth to hold back a snicker, Kurapika raising an eyebrow in her direction.

“But that won’t convince them. They’re not going to change their minds because of a bunch.”

Kurapika curled a finger to his lips. “You’re right about that. We’ve already done all we can to persuade them. To continue trying would only waste valuable time. I’m afraid that we’ve got to take action with, or without them.”

(Name) let go of Kurapika’s shoulder to stare out the window.

“Kurapika.”

“Huh?”

“There’s something else that’s been bothering me. You can call it another one of my instincts, but I have an ominous feeling about this place and it’s getting stronger. We don’t have much time.”

The blonde nodded, before joining (Name). “Well, whatever is, I’m sure it’s what this phase is all about.”

He placed a hand on (Name)’s back as they looked out at the sea. Kurapika was beginning to realize that he always wanted to be in physical contact with her, whether it be a hand on her back or leaning against her shoulder.

“I don’t think there’s a person on this island who wouldn’t agree with you, Kurapika. Problem is, no one’s sure what to do about it, but I’ve got an idea.”

Leorio was back, (Name) turning to wave in greeting.

“Yeah, what is it?” Hanzo asked.

“It’s obvious, we’re going to need to choose a leader.”

He gestured to the group of people behind him, Kurapika and Hanzo smiling.

They all gathered, (Name) watching as they elected the leaders.

“Any objections? No? Alright, it’s a done deal. Between now and the time it takes us to reach Zevil island, Hanzo will be the leader and Kurapika will be his second in command. Okay, Hanzo, it’s up to you now.”

(Name) didn’t listen to Hanzo’s speech, beaming at Kurapika. He smiled back bashfully, smoothing out the front of his tabard. Once Hanzo was done, (Name) waved goodbye. “I’m going to go work on dinner for everyone. Gon, did you catch the fish I asked for?”

The boy nodded. “Yeah, I left the buckets on the beach!”

She ruffled the boy’s hair before leaving.

‘She thought to ask Gon to catch enough fish for everyone beforehand?’

Kurapika was a little surprised by her forethought, following her form with his eyes as she left.

“You and (Name) sure have gotten close, Kurapika!” Gon said, smiling up at his friend. Kurapika smiled at this, pushing his hair back.

“She’s a nice girl, it’s hard to NOT want to be closer.”

Leorio nodded. “Yeah, I agree. I would like to be a whole lot c-“

Kurapika hit him over the head. “That is not what I meant, you degenerate.”

Now, Kurapika’s feelings for (Name) were pure in nature. He simply wanted to hold her close and keep her in his line of sight.

But these feelings would grow with time, until they weren’t so innocent anymore. But for now, all he wanted was to be close to her.

————————

(Name) hummed as she packed their dinner into a basket, walking along the shoreline back to the ship. The sun was setting, the girl trying her best to reach the ship before it got too dark.

But the sun had done down, the girl gasping when a gust of wind nearly knocked her over. ‘Crap, is there s storm coming in or something?’

She began to run, spotting a light on the deck. When she got close enough, she could hear someone yelling out to her.

“(Name)! You need to get inside quick, there’s a storm coming!”

When she reached the light, she felt arm be grabbed. “Come on, get in.”

When the door closed behind them, (Name) realized who had helped her.

“Pika!”

She set her basket down and pulled him into a hug. The blonde wrapped his arms around her, burying his face in her shoulder. “I was worried. When I realized there was a storm coming, the first thing I thought of was you. When you hadn’t come back before dark, I…”

He held her at arms length, looking over her. “I was afraid you may have been hurt.”

Her face heated up. ‘I was the first person he thought of?’

“I’m sorry for worrying you, it was difficult cooking for so many people alone…”

Kurapika shook his head, cupping her cheek. “No, don’t apologize. You did nothing wrong.”

They stayed like that for a moment, Kurapika once again staring at her lips. He knew in this moment, he wanted to kiss her. Kurapika felt his face heat up, pulling away before he could lean in.

“I’m going out to talk with the others. Could you set out dinner?”

(Name) nodded, placing her hand over the one cupping her cheek. “You won’t take long, will you?”

He felt his heart race at this gentle touch, her pretty (e/c) eyes looking in his almost causing his eyes to turn red.

“No, I’ll be back before you know it.”

(Name) began making plates, enough for the temporary alliance to fill their stomachs. She placed the extra food in the fridge, hoping they may gain a few more allies.

They returned around an hour later, all a little damp from saving Gerretta.

“Oh, (Name) you’re a godsend, I’m starving!” Hanzo clapped her over the back harshly, intending to be friendly, but this only caused her to swat his hand away.

“Ow, that hurt! You shouldn’t be so rough with a lady.”

Hanzo shrugged, shoving a handful of fruit into his mouth.

‘He could at least apologize…’ (Name) thought, scowling. She grumpily took her food, side eyeing the ninja.

Kurapika grabbed his plate before leading (Name) away. “Come, the wind is getting more intense. We should get higher up in case it floods.”

A few people came to thank (Name) for cooking, namely Ponzu, Pokkle, Bodoro, and the three brothers.

Kurapika kept a protective hand on her shoulder the entire time, each person raising an eyebrow at the possessive gesture.

The blonde couldn’t help it, he was quickly becoming attached, and didn’t want to lose (Name). In these circumstances, anyone could be an enemy.

As the storm raged on, the two stayed close together. Kurapika attempted to get her to rest, but she refused to until he was ready to come to bed.

“(Name), time for more pain killers.”

Leorio joined the two, carrying a glass of water in one hand and pills in the other. “Aww, thank you Leorio. I almost forgot.”

She took the pain killers, sighing in relief. “Maybe this means I’ll be able to sleep peacefully tonight… though…”

Kurapika seemed to sense her unease. “Though what?”

She was suddenly shy again, playing with her hair. “I’m…”

(Name) shook her head. “I need to go ask Ponzu something!”

Before Kurapika could offer to accompany her, she was running down the hallway. The blonde sighed, leaning against the wall.

“She just left and you’re already sighing.” Leorio teased, elbowing his friend.

Kurapika scowled. “There’s a lot to sigh about, I’m tired, there’s a storm raging on, and-“

“And the girl you’re enamored with left without you.”

This made Kurapika’s face turn red. “Enamored with? Leorio…”

He pushed the man away, folding his arms over his chest. “I don’t have time for something like that.”

Leorio hummed. “That’s a shame, because it’s easy to see she likes you.”

If Kurapika’s face could get any redder, it would. His heart thumped against his chest, the blonde holding onto the wall.

“She… she likes me?”

Leorio rolled his eyes. “Is it not obvious? She literally called you cute and shared a bed with you.”

Kurapika bit his lip, trying to calm himself. Would it be alright to allow himself this small moment of joy, knowing she liked him?

But… how could someone as kind as her like a cold, stand offish man like him? Though they had their similarities, they were also quite different.

And would being with her even work? Kurapika’s path would be long and dangerous, putting his life at risk more often than not. If she were to be by his side, even if she didn’t accompany him on dangerous missions, her life could still be at risk by association to him alone.

At the same time, he struggled to think of a life without (Name). She wiggled her way into his heart, and despite knowing it wasn’t good, he still couldn’t help but want to be close to her.

The blonde decided to think about this later, when they weren’t busy trying to survive. “… we should focus on making sure everyone is safe and trying to find a way to Zevil Island.”

Leorio shrugged. “You’re right.”

(Name) approached the radio room, peeking in. “Hello?”

Ponzu and Pokkle glanced at her, the latter smiling. “(Name)! Thanks for dinner again, neither of us are good cooks, so we were afraid we wouldn’t be eating tonight.”

(Name) waved her hands. “Don’t worry about it, I don’t mind!”

Ponzu smiled, turning to her. “Did you need something?”

(Name) nodded. “Actually, could I talk to you alone, Ponzu? I need to ask you something…”

Pokkle glanced between the two, seeing (Name)’s bashful expression. “Go ahead, Ponzu, I’ve got this.”

The girl nodded and followed (Name) to the bathroom. “What is it, (Name)? Oh, is it boyfriend troubles? Kurapika isn’t giving you any problems, is he? I can ask Pokkle-“

(Name) gasped. “No, no it isn’t anything like that, and Pika- I mean Kurapika isn’t my boyfriend.”

Ponzu tilted her head. “He isn’t? Huh, by the way he glares at any man that looks at you too long I assumed he was…”

The girl sighed, leaning against the counter. “What is it you need then?”

(Name) breathed in. “So, I actually started my period last night.”

Ponzu grimaced. “Oooh, that’s unlucky. During the Hunter Exam? I wish you the best.”

(Name) groaned. “I know right? Ugh…”

She held her abdomen, glancing up. “I’m actually almost out of pads, and was wondering if you had any with you. I don’t have anyone else to ask…”

Ponzu gave her a sympathetic look. “I’m sorry, I didn’t bring any with me.”

(Name) deflated. “Aww…”

“But I can ask around if anyone’s seen any. I know that the hotel has to have some somewhere, maybe there’s a machine in one of the bathrooms!”

(Name) perked up, grabbing her hand. “You’d do that for me?”

The green haired girl nodded. “Of course, think of it as a payback for feeding me and Pokkle. Without you we would of starved.”

(Name) pulled her into a hug. “You’re the best, thank you so much!”

Ponzu laughed, patting (Name)’s back. “Yeah, yeah.”

As the storm died down, (Name) made her way back to her room. Kurapika and Leorio were already there, getting ready for bed.

“(Name)!”

When he spotted her, Kurapika dropped what he was doing and jogged over, giving her a pretty smile. “Pika, did you miss me?”

He paused in front of her, clearing his throat. “You could say that.”

She giggled. “Well I missed you too.”

She changed into her pajamas before collapsing into bed. “While you were busy, we found out there will be another storm in 24 hours, and it will be even worse.”

(Name) groaned. “Jeez… can’t catch a break.”

“We have around four hours to sleep, before we’ll need to get up to plan.”

Kurapika didn’t mention that he intended to let her sleep in, climbing into bed with her. “So we should get to bed now.”

She nodded, moving in close. “Okay, Pika. Let’s get some rest then.”

She wrapped her arms around him, sighing in content when he did the same.

“You sure are cuddly tonight…” he muttered, burying his face in her hair.

“Maybe it’s the hormones, but… I just wanna be held.”

He sighed. “Well, it can’t be helped. I’d rather you cuddle me than someone else…”

She giggled. “Oh, really? Why’s that?”

Kurapika blushed. “I’m a gentleman, so I won’t take advantage of the situation. Unlike some people.”

They both glanced in Leorio’s direction, said man throwing a pillow at them. “Hey, I would never take advantage of a woman. I may like the ladies, but I’m not a sicko.”

(Name) nodded. “I believe you, Leorio. You’ve been very sweet to me the entire time, and not once have you tried to touch me in an inappropriate way. Though, I wouldn’t really mind.”

She wiggled her eyebrows at the man, who blew her a kiss. “Just name the time and place, (Name). A little blood won’t deter m-“

Kurapika threw the pillow back with his full strength before flipping (Name) over so she was facing away from Leorio with ease.

“Don’t encourage him, he’ll think you’re being serious.”

(Name) didn’t quite know how to tell the innocent boy that she was in fact being somewhat serious. “Haha, sorry.”

(Name) stared at him for a moment before leaning forward and placing a kiss on his forehead. “Goodnight, Pika.”

The blonde felt his heart begin to race again, and before he knew what he was doing, leaned forward, pressing a kiss into her forehead as well.

It felt nice, kissing her. Even if he was too shy to kiss her lips yet, Kurapika could at least do this. His cheeks were red, the blonde glad it was dark. “Goodnight.”

(Name) snuggled into his chest before relaxing, falling asleep soon after. Kurapika felt his eyes grow heavy. He didn’t understand why, but having her in his arms, sharing her body heat made him feel safe now. The blonde soon followed her lead.

——————

When she woke up, (Name) was alone once again. This time, the room was empty, the sun shining through the window.

“Pika? Leorio?”

She got up to use the bathroom, grimacing at the pain in her abdomen and back. ‘I’ll take a quick hot shower, should help…’

Afterwards, (Name) threw on a pair of shorts and a tshirt. She frowned at how short her shorts were, but they were comfortable.

(Name) usually only used the black shorts to wear under short dresses or skirts, and had never worn it alone.

She walked down the hallway, calling out for her friends until she got a response. “In here!”

(Name) walked into one of the rooms, smiling when she spotted all of her friends. “(Name), we were just talking about our plans. Look, Hanzo found a blueprint to the ship.”

She walked over, Leorio briefly glancing down before his face turned pink.

“Blueprints? Why do we need blueprints?” (Name) asked, glancing over them. She looked over the page, eyes talking in every detail.

“We’re going to use this ship to get off of the island before the storm hits. Then- what are you doing?”

Kurapika tilted his head as he watched her pick up the paper and examine closely. “I’m memorizing it.”

“Memorizing? I guess it’s good to try and have an idea of the layout of the ship.”

(Name) smirked, then nodded. “Yeah.”

As the group continued talking about their plans, (Name) continued to stare.

“Alright, (Name), you’re on food duty. Once you’ve collected a decent amount of provisions you’ll be with me.” Kurapika said, placing a hand on her shoulder.

“The rest of us will be way too busy to make meals, so this is an important job.”

He patted her shoulder before letting go. (Name) nodded, shouldering her backpack. “Aww, but I wanted to clear the propellers with Gon and Killua.”

Kurapika scowled. “That’s much too dangerous for you, especially considering your condition at the moment. Can you even swim when you’re -“

(Name) placed her hand on his mouth, pushing him out into the hallway. “Hey!” he said, muffled against her hand.

The other applicants stared at the pair in confusion, Ponzu and Leorio the only ones with a clue to what he was going to say.

“Pika! Don’t let anyone else know I’m on my period. Not only is it embarrassing, but it could be used against me when we’re not all buddy-buddy with everyone.”

The blondes eyes widened. “I didn’t even think of that, my apologies.”

He looked away bashfully, playing with his tabard. (Name) sighed. “I know, just…”

She rubbed her temple. (Name) usually wasn’t the type to get irritated, she was quite patient, but the pain and hormones were making her irritable.

“Just don’t do it again, okay?”

She patted his cheek affectionately before leaving to gather food.

———————

(Name) marveled at the amount of food she’d found, even able to catch a load of fish before she had to turn back.

As she walked the shoreline back to the ship, she spotted someone standing in her way.

It was around 10 am, and she was feeling rather cranky. Because of his busy schedule, Leorio had forgotten to give her the pain medication for the day, meaning she was bearing all of the pain of her period.

The shape became less fuzzy, finally forming into a familiar person.

‘Ah, it’s Hisoka. Of course.’

She smiled, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“Move. Please.” she said through gritted teeth. With both of her hands occupied, she couldn’t grasp her cramping abdomen.

“Oh, am I in your way? My apologies, little rabbit.”

He moved, watching as she passed him by. Hisoka grinned slightly, noticing that she was in a great deal of pain.

“You should really get that checked out you know.”

(Name) stopped, turning her head slightly. “What?”

He shrugged. “Hmm?”

She decided to ignore him, hurrying up the steps and onto the ship.

“(Name), you’re back!”

Kurapika looked stressed, running his hands through his blonde locks.

“Pika, is something wrong?”

He pointed into the room, eyes red with rage. ‘Ah, he was just about to walk out to calm down…’

(Name) walked in, looking back for a moment to see Kurapika rushing out the door and storming down the hallway.

“What happened? Why is P- Kurapika so mad?”

Pokkle and Ponzu were hovering over the table, Ponzu doing her best to console the brown haired boy.

“It was an accident, you couldn’t help it.”

(Name) stepped forward, peeking over their shoulders. “Oh shit.”

The blueprints were wet, the white markings washed away, leaving the paper blank.

“Pokkle spilt a cup of coffee he brought for Kurapika on the blueprints. It was an accident!”

(Name) nodded, placing a comforting hand on Pokkle’s shoulder. “Hey, don’t beat yourself up about this. We can fix it.”

Pokkle looked up, swiping at the tears beading in the corners of his eyes. “Fix it? How?”

(Name) smiled, stretching her arms. “Find me some more paper, and I’ll show you.”

———————

Kurapika sighed under the cold water, letting it cool down his heated skin. He was almost glad (Name) walked in when she did, or he might of lashed out.

‘It was an accident, I know that but…’

He gripped onto his forearm so tightly there would be a bruise there later. ‘It made me so angry. If we don’t get out of here, we’ll all die, including…’

He thought to (Name). Her pretty face, the way she seemed to care so much more about others than herself, and he sighed. The first person he thought about dying was her.

‘Is that why it angered me so much?’

Kurapika stepped out of the shower, drying himself off and wrapping a towel around his neck. He threw on his under shirt and pants, leaving his tabard behind.

Kurapika walked down the hallway and back to where the blueprint had been ruined. “Pokkle, please forgive my earlier behavior. I shouldn’t have-“

He paused in the doorway.

(Name) was bent over the table, drawing something on a bunch of paper taped together.

But that wasn’t what made him pause. It was the clothing she was wearing.

Kurapika had seen her earlier, he knew she was wearing a tshirt and shorts, but he hadn’t seen… the back of her.

He stared, face as red as his eyes at her ass, shorts much too short to cover everything. He considered his options for a moment.

‘Should I tell her? No, maybe she doesn’t care. Should I cover her with something? No, that’s stupid. She can wear whatever she wants.’

And so he decided to do nothing. He moved around her to peek over her shoulder.

Well now his eyes were wide for a completely different reason. “(Name), is that-“

“The blueprints? Working on it.”

(Name) had begun replicating the blueprints that had been ruined in exact detail. Right down to the original handwriting labeling each part of the ship.

“(Name), how are you doing that?”

She paused, glancing back at him. “I told you I was memorizing it earlier.”

Kurapika laughed, his anger from earlier having dissipated. “Yeah, I guess you did.”

‘I’ve been underestimating her, haven’t I?’

The blonde watched, eyes glued to the paper. She glanced back at him, tutting softly. “Pika, your hair.”

He tilted his head, water dripping onto his shoulder.

“If you’re going to watch me, at least dry your hair first silly.”

Kurapika nodded, placing the towel on his head and rubbing his hair. (Name) giggled, turning around and helping him. “Haha, don’t go so fast, you make your hair frizzy.”

She towel dried his hair until it was damp, the blonde enjoying every second.

He almost didn’t notice Hanzo walk in, until he was hovering a bit too close to (Name).

“You almost done with that, sweetheart?”

Her pencil stopped, (Name) letting out a deep breath before turning to the ninja to smile at him. Kurapika noticed that it didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“Like I told you five minutes ago, I’m working on it.”

The ninja groaned. “It was seven minutes ago, actually, and that should be plenty of time. The storm is going to hit before you’re done.”

Kurapika began to respond for her, but (Name) turned. “I can’t focus with you in here breathing down my neck, so please leave.”

Hanzo huffed. “Well Kurapika’s basically all up on you. Why does he get to stay?”

(Name) narrowed her eyes. “Kurapika’s breath doesn’t make me want to throw up. Go.”

They stared at each other, Kurapika glancing between them. He had to admit, (Name) did look awfully cute with her arms crossed over her chest and eyebrows furrowed.

“Whatever. I’ll be back.”

Once he was out of earshot, (Name) groaned. “God just kill me now. He’s such an asshole, I hate dealing with him.”

Kurapika patted her shoulder. “I could watch the door to make sure he leaves you be-“

“No, getting to yell at someone that’s already annoying me is weirdly cathartic.”

He couldn’t really judge her, Kurapika had nearly attacked Pokkle for spilling coffee on the blueprints earlier.

‘And she said my breath doesn’t make her throw up…’

He blushed, following her around like a puppy as she worked.

“Ugh…”

After nearly finishing the blueprints, (Name) held her abdomen. To his credit, Kurapika was quick to catch her when she fell, sitting her down on a nearby chair.

“Pika, please tell Leorio I need Midol. Quick.”

The blonde gave her a smile, a bit too cheerful to (Name). “Oh, but (Name) he doesn’t have Midol, he has pain killers! So that-“

(Name) placed a hand on each of his cheeks, staring into his eyes. “Pika, I love you dearly, and usually your intelligence and smart mouth is adorable to me, but if you don’t get Leorio I will cry and scream. I am in so much pain that talking hurts.”

But Kurapika hadn’t heard most of that, he stopped listening after she said ‘I love you’.

‘She loves me?’

His eyes were burning red, along with his face. ‘Do I kiss her? Is that what I’m supposed to do right now?’

He closed his eyes and began to lean forward.

“What are you doing?”

He opened his eyes to see her glaring at him, confused. “Huh?”

“Pika. Did you hear anything I said?”

“… yes?”

(Name) groaned, patting his cheek affectionately. “You’re lucky you’re so cute. Go get my medicine from Leorio.”

She paused. “Please.”

He nodded, sighing dreamily as he walked away and down the hall. ‘She loves me. She’s in love with me. How much do wedding rings cost?’

(Name) sighed. “Note to self, carry Midol at all times.”

She picked herself up and began working again. (Name) barely noticed when Hanzo walked back in, only sparing him a spiteful glance.

“Are you seriously still not done?”

She felt her eye twitch. “Hanzo, not now. I’m not in the mood.”

Hanzo rolled his eyes. “What, are you on your period or something? You’re being such a bitch.”

(Name) stared at him mouth agape. “Bitch? Oh I can show you bitch, you bald motherfucker. Get the hell out!”

She pointed to the door, scowling. Hanzo scoffed, turning on his heels.

Thinking he was gone, (Name) turned back to her work, bending over to work on the blueprints again.

“You need to lighten up, sweetheart.”

SMACK!

Even down the hall, Kurapika heard the smack reverberating off the walls. He turned and began to run back to (Name), his eyes going red when he heard her yell out.

“DID YOU JUST SMACK MY ASS!?”

He ran in just in time to see her pushing him away, eyes filling up with angry, humiliated tears. “What the fuck is wrong with you!? Why do you think you have the right to touch me!?”

The ninja held his hands up, rolling his eyes. “Oh don’t flatter yourself. It’s not a big deal, just a little love tap.”

“It fucking hurt! And no, it’s not a love tap, you hit my ass you fucking pervert!”

“Pervert!?”

Hanzo was about to push her back, but (Name) was quicker. She kicked his legs out from under him, using more strength than Kurapika thought she had.

“Don’t you even think about touching me again! Get out!”

The ninja growled, about to get up and attack before he spotted Kurapika in the doorway.

He looked terrifying, eyes burning a bright scarlet, his grip on the doorway causing the metal to bend.

Hanzo scoffed, leaving the room soon after, his pride wounded. But even as he walked down the hallway, rubbing the place she kicked him, he couldn’t help but feel a little horny. ‘That was pretty hot.’

Kurapika rushed forward, looking over her. He spotted where Hanzo had hit her, barely holding himself back from chasing after the man.

There was a dark, red handprint on her left side, fingerprints peeking out of the bottom of her shorts.

(Name) clung to his shirt, tears staining the white fabric. “It hurts, it hurts and I feel humiliated. I hate him! I hate him so much!”

He tried his best to soothe her, rubbing her back gently. “Shh, it’s okay, I’m here. You wounded his pride, I don’t think he’ll be back anytime soon.”

She sighed, feeling a little better with his arms around her. After a minute, she sniffled and looked up at him. “Did you get my medicine?”

He hissed, scratching the back of his head. “About that… Leorio is underwater searching for ammo and no one knows the combination to his briefcase…”

(Name)’s eyes filled with tears again, the blonde panicking as she began to sob. “B-but it hurts Pika! It hurt s-s-so much!”

She crumpled to the floor, inconsolable. Kurapika wanted to continue to soothe her, his protective nature coming out, but he had work to do. He wanted to save her more than anything, so he sighed and helped her up.

“I know it hurts, (Name), but we have to do this. As soon as Leorio resurfaces I’ll get you that medicine and you can rest, but right now we need you.”

She whimpered, but nodded. “Okay… but please stay with me. Don’t wanna be alone right now.”

He nodded, patting her back while she continued her work.

————————

After finishing the blueprint, (Name) left to continue working on their food supply. No one had eaten since last night, meaning she’d have to prepare a meal for the hungry group.

She snacked on fruit while she worked, Kurapika checking on her every chance he got. “You doing okay, (Name)?”

She nodded, handing him a plate of fruit. “Yes, I’m fine. Here, eat something. You need your energy, Pika.”

He blushed, taking the plate with a nod. “Thank you, (Name).”

(Name) went back to her work, Kurapika lingering in the doorway for a moment before leaving.

Once she was done she announced an early dinner was ready before taking two plates and heading back to Kurapika. They met halfway, the blonde smiling when she entered his line of sight.

“Let’s eat somewhere else, I don’t wanna see Hanzo right now.”

They headed back to the helm station, (Name) handing Kurapika his plate before sitting down. “Thank you, (Name). Without you, we would have starved.”

(Name) waved her hand dismissively. “Don’t worry about it.”

As the two ate, Kurapika continuously snuck glances. He was now thoroughly convinced (Name) was in love with him, and couldn’t get her ‘confession’ out of his head.

“(Name)?”

She looked up, her mouth full of potatoes. “Hmm?”

He laughed, reaching forward to wipe her mouth with a napkin. “I know you keep calling me cute, but you’re the cute one, really.”

Her face heated up, Kurapika giving her a sweet smile. She swallowed her food before answering. “Smooth, Pika. Almost had me swooning there.”

The two continued to work, and as the sun started to set, Kurapika became even busier.

“Pokkle, Ponzu, what’s the status on the engine?”

(Name) watched from the corner of her eye, working on her knitting. Although they seemed to be short on help, Kurapika ordered her to stay with him. He wouldn’t tell her why, but he was in charge, so she listened.

“It’s almost ready! We found a way to route the power to the guns. Now let’s just hope we can get this engine up and running.”

Kurapika sighed. “Well done, keep me posted I need to know when it’s ready!”

“We’ve got a problem!”

(Name) frowned as Hanzos voice rang out into the air over the speaker system.

“Leorio hasn’t come back yet, he’s still down there! He was wearing the only diving suit we got! With the storm getting worse, mounting a rescue now would be unwise, but I’ll leave the final decision up to you.”

Kurapika backed away slowly, eyes wide. (Name) stood, pulling off her shirt. “I’m going. I won’t let Leorio die.”

He grabbed her wrist, the red returning to his eyes again. “No, no you won’t. I can’t lose you too.”

She wrenched her wrist away and tried to reason with him. “Pika, I was one of the best swimmers on my team in high school, I could have gone to nationals. If I don’t do something-“

“(Name), I said NO. You aren’t going, and that’s an order.”

She stepped back a bit, Kurapika pulling her back to her chair. “Please. I can’t let you risk your life, not when we’re not even sure if Leorio is alive.”

“We’re not sure he’s dead! Pika, I can do this. Please just trust m-“

“Kurapika, can you hear me?”

They both paused, Kurapika stumbling over to the speaker.

“Gon went to find Leorio. The twisters getting close, you should be able to estimate how much time we’ve got with how fast it’s moving. I’m turning command of the operation over to you. Killua and I are going to go make sure the canons are ready.”

Kurapika sighed. “Roger that.” (Name) handed him binoculars.

“It’s approaching at approximately 200 meters per minute.” the blonde said, before moving to calculate the exact time it would take for it to get there.

Even though she was a bit upset with him at the moment, she couldn’t help but find his intellect attractive.

“That’s it! Calling all stations! The ship will achieve maximum buoyancy on the rising tide just before the waterspout hits us. It will reach us at approximately 18:30, ten minutes from now. We’re going to shell the rocks around the bow of the ship until we can break free. At the same time, we’ll engage the engines into a full reverse thrust. This will get us clear past any obstacles. All stations, make your final preparations. The operation is about to start. The countdown will start on my mark.”

(Name) put away her knitting supplies, standing up and walking over to the blonde. “We’ve got this, Pika. You’re doing a great job so far.”

He nodded, sweat beading at his brow. She could tell he was nervous. “Is there anything you need?”

Kurapika sighed, before reaching out to hold her hand. “All I need is for you to stay close by, okay?”

Her cheeks heated up, the (h/c) haired girl only nodding. “I can do that.”

———————

“All four engines are fully operational. We’re in the process sending the power to the pumps for the canons right now. Get ready to connect them!” Pokkle announced over the speaker.

“Roger that! Stand by for the order to power up the propellers!”

(Name) watched Kurapika run back and fourth between different speakers, giving everyone their orders.

“Okay, prepare for fire! Are you ready, Cypher?”

“Of course I’m ready, I am just shooting a wall.”

“I’d like to minimize any damage to the ship. Aim at the weakest part of the wall.”

“You mean I can’t shoot where I want?”

(Name) stared out the window where Leorio and Gon should have been. Her and Kurapika held each other, (Name) feeling tears well up in her eyes. Neither wanted to do anything until their friends were confirmed to be okay. He squeezed her tightly, not knowing if these could be his last moments.

‘I… I should tell her I lo-‘

“Kurapika, fire the canons! Do it now!”

They ignored Hanzos orders. “(Name), I-“

“Kurapika, (Name)! Gon is on his way to the surface, and he’s got Leorio!”

His head shot up, the blonde rushing over to the speaker. “Attention everyone, we will commence firing in 30 seconds! This is it, target is the rock surrounding the bow at 12 o’clock! Range is 200 feet! I want to hit it with everything we got so fire all cannons simultaneously! Reload immediately and continue firing until the ship is free! Brace yourself for the concussion, we commerce firing in 20 seconds!”

(Name) pulled her shirt back on, the two holding onto each other as he counted down.

“3, 2, FIRE!”

The room shook, Kurapika’s hand slipping to her waist to keep her from falling.

“All hands check for damage! Prepare for the second barrage! Engine room, route power to the propellers in 40 seconds!”

Once the room became still, he took the wheel. “Stay near me, I’ll catch you if you fall.”

She nodded.

“Now that we’re on our way, let’s use the recoil from the third barrage to push us back from the rocks!”

(Name) gasped when the ship began to move, nearly tackling the blonde in a bear hug. Instead, she gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

“You did it Pika! We’re really moving.”

His heart thumped against his chest, palms going sweaty. “Y-yes, WE did it.”

The sweet moment didn’t last long, the force of the storm causing the ship to tilt, and sending Kurapika flying across the room and hit his head. “PIKA!”

(Name) rushed over, pulling the boys head into her lap. He was knocked out cold, blood tricking down his head. “Oh, Pika…”

She ripped her shirt, using it as a temporary bandage for his head. The ship was starting to lean, but she couldn’t leave him on the floor. (Name) pushed his hair out of his face, the blondes eyes opening briefly to stare up at her.

‘Like… an angel…’

That was the last thing he thought before everything went black.

“Pika? Pika are you okay? Can you hear me?”

Suddenly, the ship began to steady itself. She turned to see a man steering the ship, his face hidden by darkness. He seemed to watch her for a moment before returning his gaze to the sea.

(Name) held her abdomen, the pain becoming so bad she felt like she was going to throw up, but she refused to leave Kurapika.

The blonde held onto her in his sleep, gripping onto the remnants of her shirt. She sighed, leaning down to kiss the top of hai head. “I’m right here, Pika. I’m here.”

Kurapika seemed to relax at the sound of her voice.

“Here.”

The man tossed a roll of bandages at (Name), the girl blinking in surprise. “Oh, um… thank you.”

He didn’t respond, continuing to steer the ship. Shortly after applying the bandages, (Name) began to drift off herself, the pain not allowing her to stay conscious.

Kurapika groaned, cuddling into the soft surface he’d been lying against. Whatever it was, it was warm and resting against it made his head hurt a little less.

“P-Pika, that tickles!”

The sound of (Name)’s giggle made him pull away, his face turning completely red. He’d cuddled into her tummy, tickling her in the process. He managed to pull away, inwardly pouting that he had to.

“(Name)? What time is it?”

He sat up, nearly falling back over. Thankfully (Name) caught him, pushing him back down to lie on her lap. “Shh, the sun hadn’t even risen yet. Go back to sleep.”

He pouted, but listened. He glanced up at her before cuddling back into her soft stomach, smiling when she began to run her fingers through his blonde hair. “Hmm, hmm…” she hummed. Kurapika sighed dreamily, enjoying the intimate moment before falling back asleep.

———————

Once the sun had risen, Leorio walked in, snorting at the scene before him. (Name), who had been awake placed a finger to her lips, still running her fingers through Kurapika’s hair.

“Brought you two some breakfast. Making those premade meals was a great idea, (Name).”

She smiled, eating quietly. “Thanks. Could you get me some pain killers? I’m feeling awful.”

Leorio nodded, crouching down to feel her head. “Jesus, (Name), you’re burning up!”

He gave her the pain killers before running out to bath her a wet rag. Leorio placed it on her forehead, sighing. “Did you stay with him all night?”

(Name) nodded, sighing at the cool relief. “I’m not leaving until he wakes up.”

The dark haired man groaned. “You’re so stubborn. Fine. KURAPIKA!”

The blonde groaned, once again cuddling into (Name)’s tummy, causing her to giggle. Leorio’s eyebrow twitched. “Unfair, I want to sleep on (Name)’s lap too…”

Leorio helped the two stand. (Name) nearly fell, but Leorio scooped her up in his arms as Kurapika followed him out onto the deck.

“She’s asleep. It was a tough night, I don’t think she got much rest.”

Kurapika bit his lip, placing a hand on her forehead. “Will she be alright?”

Leorio nodded. “She’ll be fine. Once we get on the ship, we’ll get her as comfortable as possible so she can sleep peacefully.”

Kurapika wanted to hold (Name) himself, but he still felt weak from his injury. Instead, he look her hand, squeezing it lightly.

———————

“Attention everyone, this is the Fourth Phase of the hunter exam, and the last phase before the final exam. Congratulations on having made it this far.”

Leorio’s grip tightened on (Name) as Lippo, the examiner of the third Phase continued.

“I’d like each of you to draw lots from this box. There are as many cards in this box as applicants remaining in the exam. You’ll each choose one in the order you escaped trick tower in the last phase.”

(Name) placed right after Kurapika, so they were far in the back. “(Name)? You’ll have to wake up for a minute, doll face.”

She groaned, holding onto Leorio. “Noo, tired…”

Kurapika felt awful, holding onto his tabard. She was exhausted, having to stay up most of the night to take care of him.

“I know, but you have to get up.”

He sat her down, letting her lean against him until she was able to stand herself. (Name) sniffled, rubbing her eyes. She tried not to whine, but it was hard.

“Here, you can lean against me, (Name). After you draw your card, you can go back to sleep.”

She nodded at the blonde, leaning against him. “Thanks, Pika.”

Once she took her card, (Name) pawed at Leorio. He held back a laugh, picking her up so she could go back to sleep. She wrapped her arms around his neck, sighing into his shoulder. “Thanks Leorio…”

She missed out on the explanation, Lippo allowing her to rest. “I suppose you will explain this all to her later?” he asked Leorio and Kuraoika. The two nodded.

Kurapika removed her badge and placed it in her pocket, making sure no one could see her number.

Once they were on the ship again, Kurapika sat with (Name)’s head resting in his lap. He smiled fondly at the girl, resisting the urge to lean down and press a kiss to her lips.

‘He said to take your opponents badge by whatever means necessary. That means…’

He scowled, watching her snuggle against his tabard in her sleep. ‘That means killing is on the table.’

Kurapika couldn’t imagine (Name) dying. He wouldn’t allow that to happen, not when she’d been nothing but kind to him.

And not when he had become so attached.

“How you doing?”

Leorio approached the two, his voice causing (Name) to stir. Kurapika sent him a glare for waking her, but it had been nearly two hours. She should be rested enough to hear an explanation of what the next phase was.

“Mmm…”

She smiled up at Kurapika, reaching a hand to his cheek to caress it. “Morning, sunshine.”

He sighed, cupping her hand. “Good morning.”

Leorio and Kurapika explained the terms of the exam, (name) yawning as she stretched. “Mmm, so they want us to kill each other? Fun.”

She stood, taking out her card.

“You said there’s supposed to be a number on it, right..?”

Kurapika nodded, barely resisting himself from peeking. “Yes, there’s a number for each applicant,”

“Well…”

She showed the two her card, both of their eyes widening.

“What does a blank card mean?”

Kurapika snatched her card, stuffing it into her pocket. “(Name), listen and listen closely.” he whispered, Leorio drawing closer.

“Don’t let anyone else know you drew a blank card, not even Gon and especially not Killua.”

She scowled. ‘Is there a reason he specified Killua?’

“(Name), that card…” Leorio said, lost in thought.

“The blank card means you aren’t being targeted by anyone specifically.”

(Name) gasped at Kurapika’s words, then sighed in relief. “Isn’t that good? Why shouldn’t I tell anyone?”

They exchanged a look before Leorio answered. “Because the blank card is worth six points.”

———————

(Name) watched as Kurapika left the boat, sighing softly. The boat was nearly empty now, with only Leorio and Tonpa left behind her.

“Alright, the next applicant can go!”

(Name) glanced back at Leorio, who gave her a thumbs up before she exited, running into the tree line.

‘Alright, I guess I’m on my own for this phase. I’ll need to find a source of water, set up a shelter and-‘

She nearly jumped out of her skin when she felt a hand on her shoulder, pulling her into a bush.

“Shh, crouch down.”

She relaxed at the voice, turning around and tackling the blonde in a hug.

“Pika!”

Although he had been trying to keep her quiet, he couldn’t be mad to her when she was beaming up at him. “Hey, (Name). Would you like to team up with me?”

She nodded, pulling him back to his feet. “Of course!”

The two of them walked around, exploring the island. (Name) was quick to point out multiple sources of food, Kurapika marveling at her at her knowledge of flora and fauna.

“This is chicken of the woods! It’s an edible mushroom that tastes like chicken!”

She crouched down, collecting enough to feed the two. “Oh, I’ve read about that before. I just couldn’t remember what it looked like.”

Kurapika knelt next to her, helping to collect the mushroom. The two were able to collect eggs, wild garlic, wild onions, and potatoes before it got dark. They made camp near a stream, (Name) helping the blonde to build a temporary shelter.

They gathered long sticks into a triangle shape, covering the top with leaves. It wasn’t perfect, but it would do.

“I’m not too excited about sleeping on the ground, but at least I won’t be alone.”

The two sat around the fire, eating dinner. Kurapika smiled, then nodded along. “Yes, it’ll make sleeping much easier with a partner watching over the other in shifts.”

She yawned, handing her leftovers over to Kurapika, who took them happily. The boy didn’t look like it, but he could eat.

“Alright then. I have to use the bathroom real quick, then I can take the first shift.”

Kurapika began to protest, but she stuck out her tongue at him. “If you try to take the first shift, I won’t sleep!”

The blonde sighed, filling his mouth with another bite of dinner. ‘She’s so stubborn…’

But he appreciated it none the less. Kurapika was exhausted, and once he climbed into the shelter he fell asleep immediately.

Kurapika woke up around 5 hours later to the sound of the crackling fire. He rubbed his eyes, noticing (Name) had placed her cardigan on top of him as he slept. ‘Warm…’

He looked out of the shelter to see (Name) tending to the fire, rubbing her tired eyes. “(Name), my shift was supposed to be an hour ago.”

The girl smiled sheepishly, scratching the back of her head. “Haha, sorry. I wasn’t tired yet, so I let you get a little extra sleep.”

‘Liar, you’re exhausted.’

Kurapika crawled out, walking over before pulling her to her feet. “Sleep. If you’re too tired in the morning, it’ll only be a detriment to both of us.”

She pouted, but relented. “All right, but wake me up when the sun rises, okay?”

‘But that’s only in a few hours…’

He nodded, crossing his fingers behind his back. ‘Sorry (Name), but you need your rest.’

She climbed into the shelter, covering herself up with her cardigan before passing out. Kurapika watched her sleep, his eyes soft. She’d fallen asleep almost as soon as her head hit the ground.

‘She’s pushing herself too much. Good thing I asked for her to team up with me, otherwise she wouldn’t be taking care of herself.’

She began to shiver, Kurapika wincing. Again, she was cold, and now they were outside. She’d put on pants and a long sleeved shirt before she slept, but obviously it wasn’t enough.

He found himself walking forward, bending down and crawling into the shelter next to her. “(Name)…”

Kurapika pulled her close to him, resting his chin on the top of her head. He pulled her cardigan over the two of them, sharing his body heat with her.

‘Hopefully this will be enough to prevent her from getting sick…’

He couldn’t help but sigh contentedly when her arms wrapped around him. “Mmm…” she muttered in her sleep, nuzzling into his chest.

‘Too cute. Wish I could take a picture…’

Kurapika intended to only warm her up until sunrise, but fell asleep before he knew it.

He couldn’t help it, not when he felt so peaceful in her arms.

———————

“Pikaaa!”

Kurapika’s eyes blinked open slowly, staring into (Name)’s. She had a pout on her face, and he noticed she was wiggling around.

“Pika, let me go, I have to pee!”

He realized that she was genuinely struggling to get out of his arms, the boy quickly letting go. “Oh, my apologies.”

She crawled out of the shelter and ran away, Kurapika snickering. ‘She must of really had to go.’

The sun was out, meaning he’d fallen asleep with her during the night. Thankfully, Kurapika had been smart enough to bring their bags into the shelter, and after checking was glad to see both of their badges.

When (Name) returned, she still had a scowl on her pretty face. “Pika, you were supposed to keep watch.”

He looked away bashfully. “Sorry, I saw you were cold and didn’t want you getting sick.”

She couldn’t stay mad at him, not when he’d done that for her sake. “Oh Pika, you’re lucky you’re such a cutie.”

She tended to the fire, Kurapika blushing at her words. ‘She keeps mentioning I’m cute. Does that mean she really does like me? I know she confessed, but…’

To Kurapika, the words ‘I love you’ were incredibly serious. He had never said them out loud, only telling his parents and Pairo he loved them.

But never the romantic ‘I love you’.

“Pika, you okay with eggs and veggies for breakfast?”

“Yes, anything you make is alright with me.”

After a quick breakfast, Kurapika finishing her leftovers AGAIN, the two of them began their walk around the island.

“Pika, look!”

She giggled, spinning around as red butterflies followed her around. The blonde tilted his head, noticing they fluttered around her hips.

“Those are hemotropic butterflies. They’re attracted to…”

He frowned. (Name) looked so happy surrounded by the little red butterflies, almost like a princess. He didn’t want to ruin her fun by saying the only reason they were following her around was because she was bleeding.

“They’re attracted to good smells, like perfume.”

She nodded, one of the butterflies landing on her finger. “Really? Must be my perfume.”

He sighed, watching her walk ahead of him, the girl occasionally pointing out edible flora. “So, pretty boy, who’s your target?”

“P-pretty boy?”

(Name) turned around, an teasing smile on her face. “Yes, you’re a pretty boy. Who’s your target?”

He pouted at her, crossing his arms over his chest. “It’s Tonpa.”

(Name) sighed. “Oh, good. Taking his annoying ass out of the game will be good for all of us.”

The two spent the day together, searching the island for Kurapika’s target. Eventually, they spotted him working together with the man with the monkey.

“They’re planning to trick Leorio. I guess it’ll be a good way to test if he’ll be a good addition to our team.”

(Name) elbowed the blonde. “Pikaa, don’t kid around. Leorio is joining us, whether you like it or not.”

He wasn’t sure why, but a seed of jealousy planted itself in his heart. “Why do you want him to join so bad?”

(Name) tilted her head. “… because he’s our friend? Why not?”

The blonde folded his arms over his chest. “We’ll see if he’s a good fit tomorrow. For now, let’s get back to our shelter before it gets too late.”

It was a bit awkward between the two, Kurapika’s sour mood causing (Name) to shrink away. He hadn’t intended to upset her, but he had.

“(Name), you can sleep first tonight, since you went first last night.”

She pulled her cardigan over herself, staring into the fire. “…”

“(Name)?”

Kurapika scooted closer to her. He didn’t like seeing her like this, especially not when all he wanted was to be close to her.

“Pika, are you mad at me?”

Kurapika blinked. “Mad? Why would I be mad at you?”

She toyed with her cardigan. “Well, I’m not sure what happened but you’ve been acting weird, since we were on the ship. I just thought you must be mad at me, because you’ve been looking away a lot and sounded angry when I asked for Leorio earlier.”

Kurapika sighed softly. ‘I look away so often because I’m always blushing. It’s embarrassing…’

He pulled her closer. “I’m not mad, and I shouldn’t have snapped at you earlier.”

She was cold again, even next to the fire. “(Name), have you taken your medicine?”

She nodded. Before she’d left the ship, Leorio had given her a bottle of pain killers. He didn’t want her to be in pain the entire phase, and he didn’t know if they’d see each other.

“Good. Let’s get to bed then, yeah?”

It was only the second night, and Kurapika had given up on them taking shifts to sleep. He couldn’t let her freeze all on her own, it would be bad for both of them if she got sick!

At least, that’s what he told himself when he pulled her into his arms again, covering both of them in her cardigan. She didn’t seem to mind, falling asleep quickly.

———————

Kurapika woke up just before sunrise, but couldn’t bring himself to move. He watched (Name)’s face, eyes soft as he cupped her cheek.

She was still cold, the blonde frowning. Although she wasn’t shivering as much, her body was still cool, too cool.

Kurapika remembered Leorio pulling him aside while they were on the ship.

“Kurapika, I want you to keep an eye on (Name). I fear she might be anemic, or could become weaker due to the excessive blood loss.”

Kurapika pulled her even closer, rubbing circles into her back to create some heat from the friction. It was January, after all, the chill in the air affected even Kurapika.

He scooped her into his arms and walked over to the fire, throwing a few logs on before sitting in front of it, allowing the flames to warm (Name). The shivering stopped, Kurapika sighing in relief.

“Pika…”

He blinked, looking down, expecting to see her awake. But she wasn’t, she was still sound asleep, with a fond smile on her lips.

His face began to heat up. ‘Is she dreaming about me?’

Kurapika’s heart thumped against his chest. In the glow of the light from the fire, she looked soft. Sweet even.

“(Name)…”

He held her closer, lips hovering over hers for a moment.

But he pulled away, heart racing. ‘No, no not yet. Not when she’s asleep.’

Kurapika wanted to kiss her right now, especially knowing she was dreaming of him, but he wouldn’t. Not until he could gather up the courage to kiss her while she was awake.

‘Why do I want to kiss her?’

He couldn’t understand. Kurapika knew he felt good knowing she liked him, but wasn’t sure why. He just knew that she was someone he wanted to keep near him, at all cost.

He continued to diligently watch over her until she woke up.

“You’re really nice, Pika.”

He blinked, glancing down to see her smiling up at him sleepily. “Nice?”

“You kept me warm all night.”

Kurapika set her down beside him, the girl leaning against his shoulder as they discussed their plans for the day.

After breakfast, they followed Tonpa’s tracks until they came across him and Leorio.

The older man was attempting to trick Leorio by acting sick, the two watching from a bush nearby.

“Leorio’s too nice, he’s gonna give Tonpa the medicine.” (Name) whispered, the blonde putting a finger to her lips.

He agreed with her statement, but if they wanted to get the drop on Tonpa and his teammate, they’d need to be quiet.

Leorio began to open his briefcase, swiftly dodging s hit from behind as his badge was stolen by a monkey.

(Name) fidgeted in place, obviously nervous for her friend. Kurapika patted her leg, gesturing for them to begin moving as Leorio chased after Tonpa.

“GIVE IT BACK NOW!”

Tonpa ran from the man chasing him. “Hey buddy boy, you’re chasing the wrong boy, I don’t have your badge!”

“SHUT UP! I don’t care, I just wanna punch you in the face!”

Tonpa turned his head to laugh at Leorio as he ran. “Hehe, you’re losing it man, it’s the Hunter exam. This kind of thing happens all the time. You only have yourself to blame.”

“I agree with you on the first part of that, but not on the second.

Kurapika stood, walking out of the treeline, kicking Tonpa straight in the face.

“Oh wow!”

(Name) walked behind him, Leorio coming to a stop. “The person who lied is the one to blame.”

Leorio’s eyes widened. “Kurapika, (Name), where did you come from?”

The blonde smiled. “We thought you could use some teammates.”

———————

Kurapika chased after Tonpas partner, Leorio cornering him.

“Give me my badge back without any trouble and you won’t get hurt.”

The man whistled, the monkey swinging through the trees to jump onto Leorio’s face.

“DAMN IT!”

Tonpa’s partner was able to get away. “Leorio, you go after him, I’ll go after the monkey!”

As Leorio chased the man, someone else was waiting for him in the trees. The man spotted Kurapika grabbing the monkey, and just before he was about to run and rescue it, someone jumped and tackled him.

“Nice job, (Name)!”

The girl pinned the man down down, using her thighs to put him in a headlock. “Got him!”

The two stared for a moment as the man gasped for air, smacking and squeezing her thighs.

“God I wish that were me.”

(Name) smiled. “I can do you next, Leorio.”

Kurapika pushed Leorio into a bush before walking over and preparing his weapon. “You can release him now, (Name).”

He and the monkey were seemingly getting along. The man watched as he was betrayed by his pet, the monkey handing over Leorio’s badge to Kurapika.

“Awww!”

(Name) cooed over the cute sight, running over to cuddle both of them.

Leorio and Kurapika tied the two up and the monkey sat on (Name)’s shoulder, playing with her hair. “Pika, can we keep him?”

“We?”

She nodded. “Yeah, he’ll be like our son! You’ll be the dad, and I’ll be the mom!”

Kurapika turned bright red, Leorio yelling. “Hey, what about me!?”

(Name) giggled. “You’ll be the uncle.”

Kurapika cleared his throat, gesturing for the monkey to come to him. “While that does sound… tempting…this monkey deserves to be with his own kind.”

(Name) nodded. “Yeah, you’re right.”

‘Did the implication that he wants to start a family with her fly over her head?’ Leorio thought, patting the girl on the head. ‘Maybe she’s a little ditzy. It’s cute.’

“Thanks for giving me a hand, you two. This worked out well because Tonpa ends up being your target, Kurapika.”

The blonde sighed. “There’s no need to thank me. I saw when you were ambushed earlier, but I had my reasons for not stepping in until I did.”

Leorio huffed. “Huh, is that so!?”

“I was trying to determine if you were someone who could anticipate and evade a surprise attack like that. If not, then I didn’t really want you for a partner. You passed the test, but just barely.”

“WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ANYWAY?”

(Name) gave Leorio a hug, the man still grumbling. “If it makes you feel any better, if Kurapika wouldn’t have been your partner, I would have!”

It did make him feel better, but made Kurapika’s jealousy spike. “Oh really?”

The blonde crossed his arms and pouted as they walked, only calming when (Name) laughed and ran forward, looping her arm with his. “I’m joking, Pika. I know you’re too nice to leave Leorio by himself.” she whispered, lips hovering around his ear.

The blonde did not respond, but he also didn’t pull away. Leorio followed behind them, rolling his eyes. “Can you two just get it over with and kiss already? Ugh.”

Kurapika didn’t dignify that with a response, but (Name) did. “But I’ve already kissed both of you!”

Leorio blushed lightly, waving his hand. “I mean- oh never mind.”

Kurapika sighed, patting her hand. “He means kissing romantically, presumably on the lips.”

(Name) nodded. “Oh. Do you want to?”

He was taken aback by this, dropping her arm to stare at her. “Excuse me?”

(Name) giggled, walking ahead of both of them. “Joking!”

He was stuck in place for a moment as he watched her slowly fade from view. “You need to work on your reactions, man.” Leorio said, patting him on his back. “She’ll think you don’t like her.”

Kurapika shoved his arm away. “I don’t.”

The tall man raised an eyebrow. “Really?”

Kurapika huffed. “It’s none of your business either way.”

Leorio rolled his eyes. “Uh huh. If you really don’t like her, then stop leading her on. She really likes you, and you’re sending her some mixed signals.”

Kurapika held onto his tabard tightly, sighing. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

He didn’t like her, no, he was just attached. Just because he wanted to be with her and kiss her and possibly live with her meant nothing. She was just important to him, nothing more.

Right?

As they talked, (name) waited a bit ahead, face hot as she thought about before. ‘No, (Name), there’s no way he would want to kiss you, but…’

She glanced back, holding a hand over her heart. ‘I would really like to kiss him.’

———————

Kurapika watched the scene in front of him, his arms crossed over his chest.

“Leorio, come closer please!”

The man blushed as (Name) cuddled up to him, cooing. “You’re so warm, like a human heater!”

Kurapika tapped his foot against the ground, glaring at Leorio.

“Pika come here! Leorio can keep us warm tonight!”

“I would rather die than cuddle with Leorio.”

(Name) poked her lip out in a pout. “But you cuddle with me. What’s the difference?”

That was a good question. What made cuddling with (Name) any different than cuddling with Leorio?

“You’re… you smell nice. He doesn’t.”

That was partially the truth, but the real reason was because she was special to him. Someone he trusted enough to sleep next to.

“Did you just say I stink?”

“Yes, I did.”

(Name) stood between the two before they could start fighting. “Okay, let’s not fight. I’m not sure why you’re irritated Pika, but you can’t be mean to Leorio.”

“I’m not irritated.”

(Name) and Leorio glanced from his tapping foot and crossed arms back to his face. “Uh huh…”

(Name) stood, walking over to sit next to him. “Well, maybe you’re hangry. I’ll make extra potatoes, okay?”

She leaned against his shoulder, her presence alone soothing his jealous heart. Right now, (Name) was next to him, thinking about how to make him feel better.

“Yes… that sounds good.”

He wanted to hold her, plant a kiss on the top of her head, but couldn’t in front of Leorio. Kurapika didn’t want to be teased for his softness for (Name).

“Okay, I’ll get dinner ready. Wanna help me forage?”

She was looking up at him, as she stroked his arm, trying to keep him calm. If only she knew her touch was enough to make his heart race.

“Yes, of course.”

(Name) stood up, the two following behind her as they began to forage for dinner.

[misscinnamonroll16]

part two of Please for God's sake, rest

tumblr has a character limit so im copying and pasting shit and lose some i have to rewrite it

about an hour and a half later, Clay gently knocked on the door to the bedroom before pushing it open and stepping inside. Clay bit back a laugh when seeing his brothers. John hadn't moved much since they put him to bed, his arm drapped over his head and his mouth slightly open. Bruce sat in the chair, book laying across his chest as he slumped forward, snoring loudly. Clay quietly walked across the room to the bed and moved John Dory's arm down by his side, knowing it sucks to wake up with pins and needles. clay then set the books he brought with him on the nightstand before turning towards Bruce, he was always a light sleeper so it wasn't hard to wake him up. Clay gently shook Bruce, him shooting up for a moment. "Oh hey Clay, that time already?" Bruce asked as he stretched his arms above his head. "Yeah it is, time sure does fly when you're snoozing." Clay teased. Bruce gave him a slightly angry look, Clay just shot him a cheeky grin. Bruce dropped the look, knowing his brother was playing before turning to ruffle Clay's hair. Clay batted Bruce's hand away, starting a play fight. After a few moments, Bruce turned to leave "Ok, ok, I'll leave you to look after the blockhead." said Bruce teasingly as he walked out the door. Clay snickered, enjoying the teasing and light heartedness, he missed that and so much from his brothers. After a moment of reminiscing, Clay picked up one oof the books and began reading, it was one he had read before. About halfway through the book, JD started to stir. John yawned and rubbed his eyes before turning to look at Clay. "Well good morning sleeping blockhead." Clay teased, placing a bookmark in his book. JD groaned as he stretched, feeling the ache in his back. "How you feeling JD?" Clay asked, crossing his legs and leaning on his knee. "Ugh, sore. My back hurts. When did i get here?"JD replied as he rubbed the sore spot on his back. "Yeah that checks out, considering you pulled the muscles in your lower back. Branch was right, that sedative was strong if you don't remember us moving you in here." Clay answered. "Yeah I guess. Anyway, I'm gonna go check on Rhonda." JD said as he went to sit up. "Ah, ah, no you don't. the doctor said bed rest, that means bed rest. she'll be fine, we'll make sure of it." Clay said, quickly standing to prevent John from getting up. "Clay, I'm fine. I can handle going to check on Rhonda." John Dory scoffed as he went to sit up again when a sharp pain shot through his back. John bit back the yell and laid back down. Clay stood over him with his arms crossed, knowing exactly what was going to happen. "Oh ClaY dOn't WorRy. I'm fiNe, I cAn HanDle It." clay said mockingly before sitting back down to continue reading, ignoring the angry look John shot him. Clay offered the other book to John, who read the cover and scoffed. "what is this, a chick book?" John teased while flipping through the book. Clay had to hold back the hostile response he'd usually use when troll judged his taste in literature. "It's not a 'chick' book, its just a book. I haven't actually read that one yet so don't spoil it for me, Hold on, I'll be right back." Clay responded, putting a bookmark in his book, setting it on the chair and leaving the room. Once Clay was out of the room, JD decided to try and get up again. He had enough rest and didn't need his baby brothers doting on him. John Dory tried pushing himself while grumbling about how he didn't need taken care of. that same pain shot through John again, this time leaving the sore ache a dull throb. John laid back down, hating how his brothers had to take care of him. He's the oldest, he should be able to take care of himself. He doesn't need them taking care of him. Tears welled up in his eyes from the pain and the emotional turmoil. John Dory didn't fight the tears, in too much pain and too tired. God he felt so useless, he shouldn't be resting, he shouldn't need to rest. He had pulled the muscles in his back before and just walked it off just fine, why now did he need bed rest?

next part soon, i didnt realize i made it so long

[aeronics]

meeks + technology hcs

people keep mentioning meeks' reaction to being transported to modern day and discovering technology so i wanna give you this: (probably not fully in character but shhh im tired)

at first

he wakes up because his alarm was going off, reaches out to smack it but hits a smooth buzzing surface instead

he jumps and accidentally sends it across the room

sits upright, grabs his glasses and stares at the offending brick

"ger waKE UP WHAT IS THAT"

freaking out, hesitantly gets up to investigate

picks it up like a bomb

looking at it, lifts it higher to look underneath and at the sides for some sort of thing to pull or press to stop the buzzing

accidently knocks the snooze button with his finger as he turns it over

realises that he can interact with stuff and his face drops like hes just been factory reset

"oh my GOD"

pitts is still half asleep looking at him like this

accidentally opens the camera from the lock screen and almost passes out

"ITS ME!!!!" turns to show pitts "..so its a mirror?"

cant figure out how to open it for the life of him but hes excited anyway, has already accidentally taken about 15 blurry photos of the floor and himself while moving it around

fiddles with it for 10 minutes before trying to offer it to pitts to open

pitts shrugs "it wants some sort of code, apparently"

jumps back up to snatch it off him

i feel like hes the type to use his birthday or some variation of it as a passcode for everything hes smart but hes so so stupid

after a while

if this happens before vine dies i feel like he'd definitely have a popular vine account making puns, if tiktok is around he makes 'cool science facts' videos

loves taking pictures of things, especially candids of his friends and pitts

once he learns about coding its over for you all

when he finds the flash he loses his shit showing everyone else, who have somehow found it before him

loves calling cameron and not speaking because cam only knows how to answer but somehow not hang up

"hello, this is richard cameron" "..." "..hello?" "..." "is anyone there?" muffled laughing "meeks i SWEAR- how do you turn this thing off??"

goes on for the next 6 minutes before he goes to find someone to hang up for him

plays minecraft by choice, is forced to play roblox with charlie

lives on spotify, eventually gets a speaker for him and pitts to blast music

fights the urge to buy a calculator phone case every day

watches youtube video essays with pitts

hes the iceberg bf and pitts is the tier list bf

flabbergasted by google and wikipedia

LOVES phasmophobia

him and todd are unstoppable in gang beasts

so good at imposter, always in the first 3 to die as crewmate

loves the batman (2022)

okay cool thats it feel free to add ur own

[cherryy-slushy]

Okay here me out, Yandereish reeader and JD where they are like really close and kind of flirty and then JD meets Veronica and Reader loses the absolute plot and you can choose what they do (but unhinged shit xo)-💃 (that’s my new emoji for requests 😜)

Omg I’m so here for this!!!

So I’m gonna let you, reader, choose a JD for this because I’m not sure which one the requester wanted 😘

(UPDATE: IM FUCKING STOKED! IM WRITING THIS LITTLE NOTE ON THE 25TH OF APRIL IM NOT SURE WHEN ITS GONNA BE FINISHED BUT WHILE IM WRITING THIS ITS LITERALLY LIKE 12 HOURS UNTIL IM GOING TO SEE HEATHERS IN DUBLIN ON THE 26TH! IM SO FUCKING STOKED!! WISH ME LUCK![if I get any photos with cast I’ll post them under the story but I’m scribbling my face out 😘 I don’t want any of my friends seeing this 👍)

I AM DAMAGED

*first person pov*

I’ve known Jason for a while now. We met in elementary and our dads are business partners. We basically spend every last second together. So when we found out we were moving again we weren’t too upset. I mean, yeah, I made friends. Jason however, not so much. I was sad to leave them but I’ll have JD with me.

*3rd person pov*

Y/N started to unload a moving truck outside her new house.

“Y/N? Where are you”, her dad shouted.

“Outside, dad!”, she shouted back.

“Ah, there you are. The Deans will be here shortly. I’ll give you a hand with those”, says her dad.

“Thanks, dad”, she smiled.

*time skip: 20 mins*

*knock knock*

Y/N goes to answer the door.

“That’s the Deans kiddo!”, her dad lightly shouts.

She opens the door and is greeted to Big Bud and Jason.

“Hi Y/N/N, your dad in?”, Bud says.

“Yep. Kitchen. Down the hall”, she says with a small grin.

Bud steps into the house and down the hall.

“Hey! Rory! How are ya?”, Bud says. It’s the last thing she hears before they close the door.

“Wanna small tour?”, Y/N turns to JD.

“I’m down, m’lady”, he says jokingly, bowing down to Y/N and sticking his hand out for her to grab.

“Why let’s go, kind sir”, she replies, grabbing his open hand and leading him into the house.

“Living room”, she says pointing into the room. “Hallway”, she walks up the stairs, JD trailing behind, still holding her hand. “Bathroom”, they walk towards another door. “My room, dads room and Thomas’ room”, she said, pointing to each door as they walk by.

Thomas is Y/Ns younger brother. He’s about 6 years younger. She’s 17, he’s 11.

“Here, follow me”, she smirks, grabbing his hand and pulling him to her bedroom.

“Look, window goes onto the kitchen roof. We should sneak out sometime”, she grins.

“I’m so down”, JD says with joking sternness.

“So”, she sighs plopping onto the bed. “First day of school tomorrow”

“Yep, dreading it. Westerburg high. I’ve heard some rumours”, he groaned.

“Oh yeah? Did you hear the one about the 2 dudes who are practically date rapists?”, she groans back.

“Nope. Heard about the heathers. 3 of them. All called heather. They’re, apparently, absolute bitches,” he complained.

“Yippee! Goodie gum drops”, she says with sarcastic excitement.

“Wanna ride in on the motorcycle?”, he asks, plopping down next to me.

“As long as you don’t kill me, sure”, she laughs.

They stay quite for a minute. Y/N turns to look at him. He’s already looking at her. She smiles awkwardly.

“Welp, i better go wake up Thomas”, she says while standing up.

“Oh yeah, I’ll come with ya”, Jason says following her.

Time skip (September 9th)

“GET UP KIDS”, Rory, Y/Ns dad yells.

“Ughhh”, Y/N groans while stretching to get up. “Fuck this shit I don’t wanna go to school”, she mumbles, dragging on the ‘ol’ at the end of ‘school’.

She starts to get dressed, brushes her hair, washes her face and brushes her teeth, and finally, gets breakfast.

“Someone seems happy to go to school”, Rory says, laughing at Y/N.

“Dont even start, dad. I’m already suicidal and I haven’t even gotten there yet”, she groans.

“Goodmorning!!”, Thomas says, skipping down the hall.

“Now, that, that’s excitement”, Y/N laughs grabbing her toast from the toaster.

Rory laughs. “Hey Tom, excited for your first day?”

“Hell yeah! I already met a boy who lives on this street whose in my class! He said I can hang out with him and his friends!”, he says excitedly.

“Time?”, Y/N asks.

“Quarter to eight, you better get heading”, Rory says, turning to look at Y/N.

“I will. When Jason gets here anyways. I’m going with him today”, She says, checking the window for JD.

“Alright, go wait in the living room”, Rory says.

She goes and sits in the living room and starts checking to make sure she has everything.

*Knock knock*

“JDS HERE! BYE DAD. BYE TOM. LOVE YOU BOTH”, Y/N yells, getting replies of “love you too” and “have a good day honey” in return.

“You ready to go?”, Jason asks, as Y/N opens the front door.

“Yep, let’s motor”, She says heading to the motorcycle.

She holds on to Jason’s torso as the fly through the little streets of Sherwood, until they arrive at the school.

“Come on, give me your hand”, JD says holding his hand out to Y/N.

She takes in a deep breath and takes Jason’s hand as they start to walk into the school.

She feels like everyone’s staring at her, but in reality, nobody is.

They go to the main office.

“Ah hello, you two must be Jason Dean and Y/N L/N, it’s lovely to meet you both”, the secretary looks down to their hands, “awh, are you two dating? That’s adorable”, she smiles.

“No, we’re just really close friends”, Jason laughed. Y/N laughed too.

“Awh what a shame, you would look lovely together. Anyways, your first class is the same. Both in Ms Flemings english”, she says while handing the pair their timetables.

They both mutter a ‘thanks’ and wish the secretary a good day and start to walk to class.

“She was funny”, Y/N says.

“Hah, yeah, she was”, Jason replies.

They walk into the class.

They’re early.

Ms Fleming is already there. Y/N and Jason introduce themselves.

“Ah! I’ve heard about new students! It’s so amazing to meet you two!”, she says happily.

‘She’s gonna be fun’, Y/N thinks.

“Sadly guys, there is a seating plan. So, you are gonna be away from each other. Jason you’ll be sitting here”, she says walking down to a seat near the middle in the 3rd row. “And Y/N you’ll be here”, she says walking to another seat a bit further back, in the 5th row, at the very edge, next to a window.

“Dont worry, I put you next to our best, nicest students. Jason, your next to Veronica, and Y/N your next to Jamie”, she says, clapping her hands together.

The bell goes off and in seconds the class starts to fill with students.

Y/N and Jason take their seats.

*Y/Ns first person POV*

After I sit down a boy takes the seat next to me.

That must be jamie

He looks at me weirdly, clearly trying to see if he’s seen me before.

“Hey”, he says.

“Oh, hi”, I say back returning a small smile.

“You new here?”, he asks.

“Yup, just came today”, I reply.

“Awh cool, you want me to help you around?”, he asks.

I completely forget about Jason and say: “yeah, that’ll be nice. I don’t really have anyone to help me around anyways”

“Ah! We’re gonna be best friends. I already know”, he smiles.

I smiled back.

He’s really nice

I look over towards Jason and see him talking to the girl next to him. That must be Veronica.

She’s really pretty….

WOW CALM DOWN Y/N HES YOUR BEST FRIEND HELLO?? YOU DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON JD STOP.

Jamie and I talk and laugh for a bit resulting in a few dirty flares from JD.

After class, Jamie and I walk out and I see Jason running up behind us.

I feel his arm wrap around me. “Hey”, he whispered into my ear. Wow.

“Oh, JD, hi! This is Jamie”, I said, smiling and pointing at Jamie.

“Hm”, Jason says, giving him that look.

“Well, hello to you too”, Jamie says with mock anger.

*time skip to lunch*

JD and I didn’t have the same classes after English. I had math with Jamie though, and Veronica was in my class. She kept glaring at me? It was very strange.

“Hey hey hey”, Jason says walking over to me. “Good first part of the day?”, he asked.

“Not to shabby. What about you?”

“The works”, he says.

“Hey, slushies after school today? On me”, he asks. “I’m down”, I reply, smiling.

“Hello Jason Dean”, I look up and see Veronica Sawyer smiling down at JD.

“Greetings and salutations”, He smirks.

I mentally cringed.

“I must say you’re very good in English”, she says sitting down next to him.

OKAY HELLO? WE WERE HAVING A CONVERSATION, BITCH.

“The extreme always seems to make an impression”, he somehow smirks even more.

“You busy after school”, she asks.

I want to shout at her saying he has plans with me. But I don’t.

“Nope, none”, he says.

What.

I sigh, not loud enough for him to hear.

I look around to see if I could go anywhere else. I see Jamie smiling at me, he sees i de him and waves me over.

Fuck it.

I get up and walk over to him. He’s with one other girl. She seems nice.

“Y/NNNN!”, Jamie yells.

“Hey”, I say, placing my bag down next to Jamie. “Y/N, this is Carrie, Carrie this is Y/N”, Jamie smiles.

“Hi, nice to meet you”, I say to Carrie. “Nice to meet you too! Welcome to Westerburg!”, she smiles.

I smile back at her.

I think this place is gonna change things..

[A/N] SO I POSTED THIS A MONTH AFTER HEATHERS… BUT I MET JACOB FOWLER, BILLY BOWMAN AND VERITY THOMPSON AHHHHHH

This will definitely have a part 2 btw! I needed to upload something so.. PART 1!!!

[grand-theft-carbohydrates]

replying to @caozihuanismyson

"If that was love, Cao Pi didn’t need it. Didn’t want it. It was better to be indispensable than cherished. He needed to become something that could not be left behind. Something that Father could not live without." my jaw just fucking dropped #i love this. im in love. holy shit#HE NEEDED TO BECOME SOMETHING THAT COULD NOT BE LEFT BEHIND SOMETHING THAT FATHER COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT#(im screaming louder so people in the back can hear)#(jk there's no one in the back cuz it's san guo on tumblr.com but still)#💀#thank u op i have ascended#also all the little details of ang trying to make up for father's absence for his lil bros..... when pi wiped his tears my heart broke#that part where cao pi imagined ang's last moments? holy shit i've never thought of it that way it's genius and horrifying#(ok i need a moment)#also............... i'm going insane about the part with fish and jade#and cao pi describing cao cao's expression of love towards cao ang as painful#and wanting to put him in his mouth like how soldiers keep their precious things safe#i thought this was going to be about ang's tragedy .... but it turned out to be about that and the horror of pi's existence#thank u for the meal op i'm so grateful

thank you so much, this is such a nice comment to wake up to!!!! it makes me so happy to have such dedicated readers who catch every single detail ;u;

Cao Ang has been my blorbo for a long time because he is a fascinating contradiction. he achieved nothing and did nothing of note, but seems to have left a significant impression on those around him. Cao Cao expresses regret for him on his deathbed. Cao Pi talks about how he should have been the rightful heir. Lady Ding was willing to disobey the most powerful man in the empire in order to get the smallest measure of justice for him. His death always struck me as, well, a feel-good narrative told by a guilty conscience. Cao Cao could have ordered any one of his bodyguards to give up his horse, but he didn't. It makes sense in the coldest, most logical way. Why lose an able-bodied fighter for a brat? You can always make more. I came up with a bunch of scenarios of what "really" happened, but in the end i realised it doesn't matter. Cao Cao still left his son to die. the horror comes from the ambiguity itself. I also wanted to explore how his actions would impact the remainder of his children. They realised overnight that they were all disposable and no one was safe. the real tragedy doesn't come from Cao Ang's death, but his father undoing all his hard work. Ang tried his best to give them love, curb their worst impulses, and foster good relationships between them, only for his father to stick them in the Sibling Royale. Climb to the top and uproot all your competition. ect. ect.

But I am an optimistic person and I believe true love can pierce the veil and save the day and all that. Cao Ang's ghost continues to haunt the narrative and in the end, he manages to effect his brothers in some way. Cao Pi comes to realise that, hey, this kinda sucks, actually. i think we're emotionally stunted and perpetuating the cycle of violence. maybe i don't have to trample all my brothers to preserve my own life. maybe i shouldn't become exactly like father. hmm much to think about. Cultural Context, for those interested:

funerary practices are not historical, but based on the modern shangdong ones i've experienced.

"putting your child in your mouth" is an expression of helpless tenderness. the full phrase is "i want to you hold in my hands, but i'm afraid of dropping you. i want to hold you in my mouth, but i'm afraid you will melt." i wanted to show this conflict within cao cao, the warlord vs the man. how his ambition corrupts him. ultimately, cao cao does not put his son in his mouth to protect him. he consumes him instead.

the opening scene is based on Cao Pi's poem "Traveling on the city wall." His poems are notable for being very emo, he talks about feeling isolated and unfulfilled despite having every worldly possession. I decided to connect it with Cao Zhi's (ahistorical) bean poem. the metaphor is less profound, but what can you do? he is the lesser poet after all ;))) .

[iridescentpull]

Okay so I managed to find Fit's vod (link) from when Pac got the happy pills, and holy shit the lines that were dropped made me combust and cry. Have some of their lines that made me go insane: (pac) (fit) (tubbo)

"Do you even remember why you took the pills in the first place?"

"Because it was my only choice."

---

"I know youre still in there. I need you to remember."

"I don't want to."

---

"Everything passes Fit, everything passes."

"But Pac, sometimes a start and a finish is not our choice to make. Sometimes fate brings us in different directions."

---

"If you cant help yourself, how am i supposed to help you? This isnt you."

"But i am the new and improved Pac."

"I want the old Pac."

---

"I have to wait for Forever to wake up so I can see Richas."

"But you are equal parts his father no? You should be allowed to visit Richas whenever you want."

"I cant. *I cant*. I have to do what Forever and Cucurucho told me."

---

"Im learning- Im learning."

"What are you learning Pac?"

"Im learning that happiness has a price, and its kind of worth it."

---

"Remember Pac. Antidote. You want to make an antidote for forever."

"I cant Fit! I cant! Its not up to me!"

---

"Did you even try?"

"I- I did for a little while, but i couldnt find it. I couldn't- maybe I dont deserve it. Theres no way- i dont know how to undo the antidote."

---

"Sorry Tubbo- im not a scientist like you or Mike. Im just pretending."

---

"I cant do it, I dont want to be kidnapped again, I dont want to go to prison."

"Thats not gonna happen Pac, trust me."

"But its gonna happen! It happened with my friends, with my sons, why wouldnt it happen to me? Im the weakest of them all."

---

"I dont want to be that guy. I dont want to be that guy from yesterday."

"Whats wrong with that guy? He was the best guy."

"Maybe that guy looked good, but only on the outside. Inside I wasn't. I was trying to go with the flow, but i was losing it. I was losing my mind."

[bigmack2go]

Newsies as Things my friend and me have said bc im shocked i haven’t done this yet

Sarah: THIS!

Sarah: *points at tailor doll*

Sarah: this is the reason i‘m into women!

(Sarah *in a whispered sob*: my hand fits her waist so perfectly….)

Race after getting one single question wrong: if you’re alowed to be dumb, so am i

Albert *shocked*: why is there no crossover of „sing“ and „zootopia??“

Albert: i mean—… NOT EVEN A FANFICTION!

Jack: there are very few names that are acceptable for sausage dogs

Jack *clears throat*….

Jack: NUMBER ONE—

Race:*wakes up david from his much needed afternoon nap*

Race: do u ever mix up the feeling of attraction with the one of jealousy???

Les: so if harry potter is an otter—

Les: and ron weasly is a weasle….

Les: whats hermione??

Albert: anyone else ever wonder how it would go if henry danger went to hogwarts?

Davey (in the middle of a conversation about hotdogs or smt): is there a place where you can give emoji suggestions??

Hotshot: what are you doing?

Autistic!Spot *squatting*: i need to make sure these pants don’t give me over sensory issues

Race: i dont get hyperfixations

Albert: you— you litteraly memorised Hamilton

Race: IT WAS TO KEEP MY BRAIN IN FORM

Katherine: why is it, whenever i find someone hot, they get a haircut???

Albert: SHUT UP YOU LITTLE— YOU LITTLE… i can’t think of an insult but imagine something thats really bad just so you know i am in fact very mad

(Race: woah who would have thought i’d live to see the day albert dasilva isn’t able to think of an insult)

Albert: ok but like… the characterbuilding of pawpatrol is like,,, really fucking good

Albert: like that shit deserves an oscar

Spot: did it hurt when you fell—

Race (litterally from down on the floor): when i fell from heaven?

Spot: no when you-

Race: when i fell for you?

Spot: RACE YOU JUST F E L L OF THE STAIRS

Jack: ah where did i put my crutchie?

Jack: GAYS HAS ABYONE SEEN MY CRUTCHIE?

Jack: damnit why do i keep losing i— ahhh there it is!

Elmer: ask for forgiveness, not permission

Hotsot: *sighs exasperated while watching elmer proceed to pull out a baloon sword with a genuinely evil look on his face*

Jack: you ever notice how you can deescalate literally any situation by [doing smt] as long as the situation is right?

Davey: *blinks* what?

Smalls: soooo i think i may or may not have just accidentally invented backwards stealing

Jack: ugh! Nephew, grandson! Wheres the difference, really??

Jack: i just stepped on my painting

Jack: haha! Look at those cute lil paint pawprints on the floor

Jack:

Jack: wait why do my feet make pawshaped pawprints???

Davey: thats it. Im done. I quit.

Elmer: quit what?

Davey:

Davey: life.

Spot: im trying to work on my anger issues

Albert: you literally just punched somebody

Spot: and it made me less angry

Mrs Kirby: buttons what are you doing here? This isn’t your classroom

Buttons (shamelessly): avoiding my teacher hopefully for another….

Buttons (squinting at the clock):

Buttons (happy as ever): 36 minutes!

Graves: my bf is being homophobic

Hotshot: youre single???

Graves: exactly!!

Davey: i may be antisocial but im still a socialist

Albert: spot, if i dropped dead here and now and race wasn’t there to witness that you didn’t murder me, what would you do with my body?

Spot: bold of u to assume I didn’t murder u

Spot: or need race as a witness

Spot: or—

Albert: OKAY I GET IT

Albert *putting on creme-deodorant*:

Jack: is this hair wax you’re putting under your arms???

Albert:…

Albert: yes.

Albert: it blocks the sweat glands.

Jack: *proceeds to go on about a ten minute speech about how tiktok spreads false information and life hacks*

Race: ow ow ow ow

Spot: what?

Race: i put on the wrong glasses

Spot: race w h a t

Albert: im a left handed green eyed ginger and thats not even the worst part—

Race: there are four types of people.

Race: watch.

Race: *shoves crutchie so he falls*

Jack: *gasps and runs to fight race*

Davey: *gasps and runs to help crutchie*

elmer: *gasps and laughs at crutchie*

Albert: *gasps and laughs at race*

Race: see

Race: *the most satisfied hes beenin his life*

No one:

Absolutely no one:

On this entire planet no one:

smalls *giving b i r t h*: ow ouch ow ah- yeah that does in fact hurt, owowow

[sammy-hammy]

hi! im also a big fan of angst and have been thinking of this tyler galpin x reader story (u dont have to do it if u dont want to)

spoilers for ppl who havent finished the series yet!

okay so, tyler and the reader are a couple and they were supposed to have a date. but it was one of those days where laurel controlls him or something(tyler himself knows hes the hyde by now btw). so he unwillingly misses their date(again, for numerous times). the reader decides to go home after a couple of hours and comes across the hyde and gets hurt badly. the next day when tyler decides to visit the reader to apologize, their guardian tells him that theyre in the hospital after a terrible accident. so he rushes to see them and realizes that he was the reason why shes in the hospital. a few hours later she wakes up and sees tyler and they both talk abt him missing so many dates that theyre convinced hes cheating on them. he tells them he isnt but the reader wants some space for now after the accident.

im so sorry if its long, i suck at summarizing

𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕪𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕕𝕒𝕪

tyler galpin has many regrets

losing you is his biggest one

[ tyler’s thoughts , time message, reader’s thoughts]

[ major spoilers for the show, cursing, reader wishing they died, not proof read]

their blood was on my hands

why?

why was it on my hands?

ugh

stop overthinking it

it was just a dream…

right?

the resident barista bit the side of his lip as he thought about his lover. he snapped out of his trance when a customer walked up to the counter.

“hello tyler”

“good afternoon, ms. thornhill! would you like the usual?” tyler tried focusing on the order instead of the building pressure in his heart.

they’re normally here by now

he bit his lip and glanced at the door while making the double-cap, no foam, two pumps of sugar-free vanilla coffee.

he set down thornhill’s drink and she gently grabbed his arm. she leaned in close and whispered into his ear. “good job yesterday, tyler. see how well you did after removing your distractions?”

tyler’s face morphed into one of confusion. “what? i don’t think i have any distractions..”

“well not anymore. with yn out of your life, you don’t have anything to worry about.” thornhill smiled as she squeezed his shoulder.

tyler felt his stomach drop. “wha-what? are they mad? what happened?” he pulled away from thornhill as his heart beat increased. “i don’t think i di- oh shit”

realization hit him like a truck.

he forgot your birthday,

which meant he forgot your date.

again…

“my phone, my phone! do you still have it? why didn’t you give it to me yesterday?” tyler’s breathing became slightly erratic as other customers as the weathervane started staring.

“i just want what’s best for you and silly distractions like your phone and yn get in the way.” thornhill said in an obnoxiously sweet tone.

yn isn’t a distraction..

“now calm down, people are staring.” she set down his phone and walked away with her drink.

tyler picked it up and practically sprinted to the break room.

7 missed calls and 13 unread messages..

shit

he quickly checked his messages as his breathing went unsteady.

4:37 hey tyler! don’t forget about dinner at 6:30!

5:45 hey ty. are you on your way? just call me when you’re close.

6:02 never mind. i’ll just meet you at the restaurant, ok? be safe!

6:24 hey ty. are you on your way? i’m already here

6:33 i’m at the table, it’s towards the back

6:45 ty they’re starting to ask for our orders, please hurry.

6:56 ty please answer. i don’t think they’ll give us more time

7:04 ty?

7:17 never mind. i’m going home

7:20 i’m tired

7:21 this is such a stupid cycle

he felt his heart clench

7:22 sorry for wasting your time

you never wasted my time

7:23 i hope your happier with her than you were with me, for her sake

tyler dialed your number almost immediately with his shaky hands.

it went straight to voicemail.

he tried again.

same results.

fuck

he quickly threw off his apron and ran out of the cafe. he risked getting fired for abandoning his shift, but he didn’t care.

you were the one thing on his mind.

he bit his lip while getting into his car and subconsciously made his way to your house. once he reached your house he stepped out of his car and ran to your front door with his heart still beating rapidly.

the door opened before he could even knock. he locked eyes with your teary eyed elder brother.

“oh um. hey jeremy, is yn here?” your brother stayed silent as his face changed into disgust.

“you tell me galpin. you were supposed to be with them last night.” he dug his finger into tyler’s chest. “they tried coming home alone but they were attacked. all because you pathetic excuse for a boyfriend couldn’t care any less about my sibling, your supposed lover.” tears built up your brother’s eyes.

tyler’s heart couldn’t stand this much stress. “i-i didn’t know.. jeremy, please. i am so sorry! are they ok?”

jeremy scoffed. “stay the fuck away from my sibling, galpin. you clearly don’t care. if you did, they wouldn’t be in the hospital. but they are, so stay away before i do something i won’t regret.” your brother slammed the door in his face.

hospital?

what happened to them last night?

damn it

i should’ve been with them

why wasn’t i with them?

tyler was lost in his thoughts as he walked back to his car. he got in and set his hands on the wheel for a solid 30 seconds.

…the dream

what was it again?

ugh this hyde is messing with my memory

i have to get to them

he started his car and drove to the hospital as fast as possible.

the dream

it was about yn..

he tried remaining calm as his hands tightened against the wheel.

it had to be a dream

i wouldn’t let myself do that

he reached the hospital and walked in trying to steady his breathing.

“can i help you?” the receptionist questioned.

“yes! um where is yn ln’s room?” he answered quickly.

“room 13 to the right.” he handed him a visitor’s pass and went back to typing on his computer.

he dashed to the hallway and anxiously looked for your room.

it was just a dream

i would never do that to them

i love them

tyler’s eyes widened at his own thoughts.

love…?

he stood in front of your door.

yeah, love

he carefully opened the door to your room and his heart stopped.

you lied still with bandages covering your entire chest, a large bandage on your cheek, and your right arm in a cast.

no

no no no

this is all wrong

he walked over to you and gently held your hand. tears pricked his eyes as he kissed your palm. he sat on the chair beside the bed and stared at you with a worry written expression.

i couldn’t have

i wouldn’t…

he glanced at your bandages and he knew.

i should’ve listened to my dream

guilt washed over him.

god, i’m so stupid

your heart monitor was able to drown out his sobs.

“i love you, yn. i love you so much.” he whispered and wiped away his tears.

he laid his head on his arm and caressed your hand. he stared at your resting face as if you would disappear if he didn’t.

the sun was beginning to set and he was starting to feel the exhaustion from staying up all night.

he stayed staring for a while before his eyelids got heavy. he was eventually overtaken by sleep, yet he still clung to your hand.

ugh my head is killing me

you opened your eyes to the dim lighting of your hospital room. you tried lifting your hands to your face but the pain stopped you from doing so.

you winced as you looked at your body but your heart dropped when you glanced at the boy holding your hand.

tyler jolted awake while breathing heavily. you glanced away before he could make eye contact.

“why’re you here, tyler?” you asked as you stared up at the ceiling.

“i just wanted to see you” tyler felt his voice get caught in his throat. “i’m sorry, yn. i’m sorry i’m so sorry. i should’ve been with you.” he held your hand to his face and tried to make you look at him but you refused.

“if you didn’t want to be with me you could’ve just said so.” you took deep breaths as you started feeling the scars that creature had left. “you’ve missed so many of our dates. it’s embarrassing for me.”

“yn please i never meant to-“

“never meant to what, tyler? cheat?” your eyebrows knitted together as you finally looked at him. his eyes were bloodshot and they maintained a pleading look which made your breath hitch.

you resisted the urge to comfort him because it wasn’t your right anymore. “you’ve been so distant lately and it seems like you don’t even care about me anymore.”

tyler’s eyes became watery once again as he clutched onto your hand. “yn, i do care about you.” he gently set your hand down and cupped your cheek. “i love you, yn. i love you.”

a tear ran down your face as you looked away. “don’t say things you don’t mean, tyler.”

“yn, please… i love you more than anything.”

“stop it.”

“you’re the light of my life.”

“tyler, stop.”

“i love you, yn. just please listen.” tyler begged as you finally tore your hand from his.

“just stop!” your face was now wet with tears as you faced the boy you love.

“i spent my birthday alone while you did whatever with that woman. you didn’t bother to respond or at least tell me you couldn’t make it.” tyler stayed quiet.

“i could have died…” you wiped your face with your hand. “i kind of wish i had.”

“you don’t… you don’t mean that. yn you don’t mean that.” tyler denied as his tears fell freely.

“just leave, tyler. i don’t want to be with you anymore. i just can’t anymore. you clearly don’t love me. you might as well leave and be happy.” you continued to cover your face with your arm. you didn’t want to see his expression as you broke up with him.

“y-yn please. i just…” he felt desperate knowing he was losing the love of his life.

“goodbye, tyler galpin. i’m sorry i wasn’t enough for you.” you held back a sob as you heard him get up.

“i’m gonna fix this. please just… stay alive. if not for me, then for your family.” you stayed silent, afraid that if you spoke you would release the emotions you were holding back.

you heard him walk towards the door before stopping. “i love you yn ln, more than you can imagine.”