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SAY IT WITH ME.

I love james Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott. I love James Marriott.

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Hey bbys// So if you haven’t noticed I haven’t uploaded in a while. Im taking a break for a few months just to get stuck back into the academic side of things. Thank yous for being so patient ❤️

Edit: Yeah guys.. so bad news.

I Might stop writing for JD because I have 0 prompts for him and it’s stressing me out..

If anyone has any that I could write send them in and give me a hand so I can keep writing but otherwise I’m stopping with JD..

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HEY GIRL! So I literally love your writing and you seem like a super amazing person by your little notes before them(I literally love them they make me so happy when u randomly update with random stuff like oh my days) anyways I was wondering if you have any addictions (like smoking) and if you could write JD x (addicted) reader? Seems like a fun story (make it angsty if you want) also the smut in the last update was really good for your first time writing smut! Well done and keep it up girly (also can we get a name reveal so I can call you by your name or even a nickname 🙏) thanks bby, LOVE YOU GIRL 🫶

OH MY GOD YOUR SUCH A SWEETIE PIE I LOVE YOU TOO! And ofc I’ll write that as soon as I can (updates are gonna be slow asf I am so sorry) AND YES I do have a small (huge) addiction to vaping currently sat with my cherry ice lost Mary writing this in bed (don’t smoke kids lung cancer isn’t fun I’m quitting soon bc I need to start healing my lungs to hit those notes in phantom of the opera [im doing phantom in MT])

MY NAME IS…. (Not my full cause I’m terrified of my friends and my bf finding this xx) Soph! And again I’m 19 and studying in college rn and stress over exams are high so updates are gonna be horrendously slow cause I keep forgetting this app exists (until I get horny and want to read some smut when I’m on my period.) BUT ANYWAYS Thank you so much my darling I love you with my heart 🫶 I hope you have the best week ever lovely. Your my new BSF.

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THATS WILD?? Both of them flabbergasted me pardon. The period one is so real tho like honest to god 🙌🙌🙌

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Hi! I’m really bored and I thought this would be fun so here’s a google form for you to tell your craziest confession!

If you want you can put in brackets if your okay with it being posted onto tumblr if I find it funny!

Have fun!

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I AM DAMAGED PART 3

(Had to sneak a bit of Elvis my pookie in here)

Warnings: Mention of Guns, smut, drug use, smoking, underage alcohol usage, toxic relationships and more.

Days passed from that encounter with JD. Days turned to weeks. And weeks turned to months. And soon enough, it was Halloween.

Your school life and social life had been going great. You had a new friend group, you joined clubs. You were happy. You hadn’t spoken to JD in a while. You didn’t want to. You knew if you did you’d be sucked into the loophole of anger and jealousy all over again.

Until this day.

Y/N was invited to a Halloween party. You were buzzing. Your friends all started deciding what costumes to wear.

“How about we go vintage?”, Carrie chimed in.

“Vintage like how?”, Y/N asked.

“50s or 60s themed?”, Jamie questioned.

“Either. It’ll be so fun!!”, Carrie exclaimed.

“I CALL PRISCILLA PRESLEY!!”, Y/N yelled, leaping out of her chair.

Carrie laughs “okay okay. I’ll take… Marilyn monroe?”

Later that night

Y/N was sitting in her room, book in her hand and record playing in the back.

“Y/N! Come down for a moment will ya?”, her dad yells.

“Coming!”, she said.

She walked down the stairs and into the kitchen.

“Bud and I have a business trip to go on. You’re gonna be here looking after your brother alone for 3-4 days.”, Her dad inquired.

“You got it boss”, Y/N said, saluting.

“We’re leaving tomorrow so make sure you look after the kid. Okay?”

“Yup” Y/N walked into the hall.

“Oh. It’s you”, she said, seeing Jason standing in the hall.

“It’s me”, he replied.

“Okay anyways bye”

“Not so fast”, he put his arm in front of her, “How bout we hang out one day soon, it’s been a while”.

“Oohhh I don’t think I can sorry”, she replied.

“Why not?”

“Cause I don’t wanna”, she sassed.

“You listen here, you need to stop being a bitch. I did nothin wrong. Okay? So stop being a fucking brat”, he spat.

“What you gonna do about it?”, she snarled.

He grabbed her arms and yanked her upstairs.

SMUT INCOMING

He yanked her into her room.

“Oi! Let go! Dick”, she spat at him.

He pushed her onto the bed.

“Pants off.”, he growled.

“Fuck you”

“Oh you will”.

He took his shirt off and walked towards her.

“You want this?”, he asked.

“Yeah”, she whispered.

“Off”, he said pointing at her clothes.

She quickly stripped, leaving herself feel exposed.

He eyed her up.

“Mine. All mine”, he whispered.

He grabbed her hip and pulled her over to the bed.

He laid her down and brought his hand up and down her body.

From her neck, to her chest, down to her stomach.

“Jason..”, she whispered.

“That’s me, doll. Tell me what you need”, he whispered back.

“You. I need you”

He brought his hand down to her core and rubbed her.

She moaned. He moaned.

“Please…”, she whispered.

He knew what she meant.

He lined himself up with her hole and pushed in.

He started at an excruciatingly fast pace.

“AH SHIT”, she moaned.

They both continued on until there was a ringing sound.

(That was so shit I’m sorry I haven’t written smut before ☹️)

“Shit”, JD said. Taking himself out of Y/N and putting his pants on.

She looked up at him in confusion.

“Hello?” He said down the phone.

Y/N could hear a muffled voice through the phone, unable to hear is clearly enough to know who it was.

“Yeah, sorry darlin’, Im coming now”, he said.

Darling? DARLING? WHY DID HE SAY DARLING?

He looked at Y/N and just walked out, putting his shirt back on.

Y/N got up and looked around in confusion.

“Oh my god I’m so fucking stupid…”, she said.

She got up and looked in the mirror.

She slapped herself.

And again.

And again.

And again until her face was red and raw.

“Fuck”.

She walked over to her underwear drawer and pulled it open, taking out a lighter and a pack of cigarettes.

She ignited the flame and held it to the bottom of the cigarette.

She took a pull.

And again.

And again.

Until it was finished.

She sat down on her bed and stared in thought.

He’s dating someone. Probably Veronica. I just fucked someone’s boyfriend. I’m terrible. I’m gross. What’s wrong with me.

Her phone rang.

Carrie.

She picked it up.

“Hey girl, Jamie and I were gonna go get slushies in 7-11. You coming?”

“I- uhm” she said. She thought for a second. Realising she needed to get her mind away. “Yeah. Count me in”

“Yes! I’ll come get you now. Hang in there”, Carrie said, hanging up.

She threw a top back on and her jeans, hearing the car pull up.

She ran out to Carrie and smiled.

“Hey!”, carrie beamed.

“Hi Carr. Where’s Jamie?”, Y/N asked.

“He’s on his way there now. Come on stop dilly dallying. Let’s go!”

Y/N got into the car and they drove off.

They arrived at 7/11. Jamie was stood outside.

“Took yous long enough”, he laughed.

“Shut up freak. Come on”, Carrie messed.

They walked in and something, or more specifically, someone, caught Y/Ns eyes.

Jason and Veronica.

Y/N looked over at them quickly.

Her face dropped in realisation.

He didn’t use a condom.

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Should the next chapter of I am damaged be a smut? I need help.

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Sneak peak of “I am damaged: Part 3”. Highly requested and I’ve finally gotten around to starting it. I’m not sure how long it’ll take but be on the lookout. If anyone wants to be tagged when it finally comes out lmk!

(This part may have some touchy subject buts it’s gonna be drama filled ;)

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Okay I need to sort this out.

I’m going to a Halloween party and I have NO CLUE WHICH TO DRESS UP AS.

I have both these costumes and a wee bit of help would be appreciated 🥰

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HIII!!! SO I AM A BIG FAN OF UR WRITING SO FAR AND I RLLY LIKE YOUR I AM DAMAGED SERIES. I WAS JUST WONDERING IF THERE WAS GONNA BE A PART 3 SOON. NO RUSH AT ALL, I JUST REALLY LIKE THE SERIES LOVE UUUU 🫶🫶🫶

OMG TYSM ILYT 🫶🫶 THERE IS GONNA BE A PART 3 SOON HOWEVER IT MAY TAKE A WHILE FOR ME TO FINISH THIS YEARS REALLY BUSY FOR ME BUT I PROMISE ILL HAVE IT SOON 💙💙

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Can we just appreciate this picture for a moment? Like GAWD DAMN

Also Heathers content is in the works (sorry I’m being slow about them this academic year is really stressful for me and I need to study my ass off) anywho

Also what’s with the new Priscilla movie? Like I love Cailee Spaeny but.. Jacob Elordi as Elvis…? That’s a proper piss take. I don’t know how people are saying he’s gonna be better than Austin. Not me y’all stay safe tho.

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Am I the only one who randomly just got a massive crush on Elvis and Austin Butler? Yeah? Cool.

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HIHI. I POSTED AN VID SO.. LIKE IT PLS XX

Hey fellas

I made a TikTok account cause I attempted a JD edit so… FOLLOW ME PLEASE AND THANKS 😘

My @ is h3athers3dits

Love yas xo

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I AM DAMAGED

Im currently watching Brooklyn nine-nine while writing this :D

Part 2!

Part 1 -> I am damaged (Part 1)

(If anyone knows who the artist is for the art below please lmk xo)

*first person pov*

I became friends with Carrie and Jamie today, they were super nice and insisted I sat with them every day.

Even though I made new friends I can’t shake the feeling of betrayal, JD just pretty much replaced me? We’ve been friends for years and one girl comes along and ruins it.

Diary, why does high school suck?

I’ll give updates soon,

Y/N

I hear a knock on my bedroom door and shove my diary under my pillow. “Come in!”

My dad walks in with a cup of (Y/F/D) for me. “Thanks”, I smile as he hands it to me.

“I was really expecting JD to come over today”, My dad frowned.

I didn’t have the heart to tell him that I may have been replaced, he’d be devastated.

“Yeah, he had more homework than me for today so he had to get that done”, I said, it was clearly a lie. I was just hoping the school didn’t tell my dad we were in pretty much all the same classes.

“Ah, that makes sense. I’m heading out to get groceries, need anything?”, he asked.

I thought for a minute. “Y/F/F, please?”

“Sure kiddo, see you when I come back”, he smiled.

“Thanks, love you!”, I yelled as he walked down the hall.

“Love you too!”, he shouted back.

I laid on my back and stared up at the ceiling silently. This shit sucks.

*Next day*

I walked to school, I didn’t want to have to talk to JD today. He’s doing my head in and I know I’d say something I regret.

“Y/N!!! C’MERE!”, I saw Carrie down the hall yelling to me.

I ran down to her and smiled.

“Hey!! Wassup?”, I asked.

“WE HAVE THE FIRST CLASS TOGETHER!”, she said jumping around happily.

“Oh my god! YAY!”, I said excitedly, I joined in with her jumping around.

“C’mon!”, she grabbed my hand and yanked me down the hall.

“WAIT CARRIE MY LOCKER”, I whisper shouted at her, laughing.

“OH SHIT, YEAH”, she whisper shouted back.

We ran towards my locker, and guess who I fucking bumped into. Yep, you guessed it, JD.

“Hey, watch where your going”, he laughed. Then he looked down at me.

“Oh, Y/N, hey where were you this morning? I stopped by your house to bring you to school”, he asked.

“Mhm Yeah I’m gonna walk now”, I replied in a dead-pan tone.

“What?”, he asked, he looked really puzzled.

“Mhm”, I replied.

Carrie chirped in, “OO! You should come to school with me and Jamie! It’s so funny and it’ll be more fun with you!”, she jumped.

“Yeah thatd be amazing!” I smiled, turning back to JD with a cold look and walking off.

JD was clearly confused. Which made me even angrier.

I went to my locker and glanced over at him and saw him smiling and laughing with Veronica.

I tried ignore it and went back to talking to Carrie.

*lunch*

Carrie and I walked into the cafeteria and went on a hunt for Jamie. He didn’t come in until second class, he had a dentist appointment or some shit like that.

We found him and sat down. They entire lunch I couldn’t stop glancing at JD. The first few minutes of lunch I could see him looking at me. He seemed confused. And then he saw Jamie, and seemed mad.

He was about to get up, a assume to come over, but Veronica went over and they both sat back down.

God this is a pain in the ass.

“Yo, Y/N, you okay?”, Jamie asked. “You keep spacing out”

“Yeah I’m fine, just tired”, I replied, smiling lightly.

“Guys, I have French next class so I’m gonna go home and pretend I’m sick. I have a test I didn’t study for”, Carrie explained, standing up.

“Okay Carr, see ya”, Jamie said.

“Bye, Carr”, I smiled.

Carrie walked away and I turned to Jamie.

“Does she do that a lot?”

“Skip? Yeah, mainly if she has a test she didn’t study for”, he laughed.

“She’s such a mood”, I laughed back.

We laughed and joked for the rest of lunch. The entire time I felt eyes burning into the back of my head.

*Ring*

The school bell rang.

“What subject ya have next?”, Jamie asked.

“German, you?”

“Art”, he said.

He jokingly blew a raspberry as me and ran off to art class. I laughed at i watched him skipping down the halls like an idiot.

He’s kinda cute.

I went off to German and sat down in the back.

Oh fuck no.

J.D. walked into my class. We made direct eye contact and I broke it immediately.

He walked over and sat down next to me.

“Have you been ignoring me?”, he asked.

“No.”

“Then why did you randomly just say you want to start walking and then agree to getting a lift with someone else?”

“Because they’re my friends and I like them”, I said coldly.

“I’m your friend. Hell, I’m your best friend! I’m the only guy you spoke to in the past 17 years of your life!”, he snarled.

“Hm, I thought Veronica was your new best friend”, I mumbled.

“What? This is all about Veronica? Are you serious?”, his tone got angrier and angrier as he went on.

“Yes! Why the fuck would you ask me to hang out and then right after you ignored me and cancelled our plans for another girl?”, I started to feel more rage bubbling inside me.

“I only did that cause of your little moment with Jamie”, he whisper shouted.

“And then Veronica proceeded to glare at me any moment she possibly could”, I continued on, ignoring his last sentence.

“You like Jamie, don’t you”, he stopped and stared at me.

“Well he surely treats me better than you”, I muttered.

Why does he look so pissed? No, not pissed, maniac?

I slightly heard him mumble something under his breathe, I couldn’t hear the full sentence though, because he got up and walked out of the class.

*Third person pov*

“Oh, you’re gonna live the day to regret saying that darling”, JD mumbled. Y/N only heard yo to the word “live”. JDs eyes were glowing with a sense of anger and a psychotic look on his face.

Good luck, Y/N

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OKAY!! I AM DAMAGED PART 2 IS SCHEDULED TO COME OUT TODAY AT 12 PM (bst)!!

It might seem slightly rushed so if it’s not as good, I apologise.

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OKAY OKAY SO I KNOW THERE WAS A HUGE LACK OF UPDATES RECENTLY BUT IVE GOT A GOOD START ON I AM DAMAGED PART 2. I KNOW I WILL NEVER FALL AGAIN NEEDS A PART 3 BUT THERES BEEN MORE ASKS FOR I AM DAMAGED SO IVE PRIORITISED THAT! I SHOULD HAVE IT OUT SOON, THE EARLIEST COULD BE LATER ON TODAY BUT IT COULD BE ANYTIME THIS WEEK!!

Also listen to these bangers while your waiting 😘

Yes I have old person music taste but it’s good music taste so try me.

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Massive brag incoming 🤞

Whenever I get upsetti spaghetti I remind myself about the day that I met Verity (current tour cast Heather Chandler) and she told me I’m officially a heather 🙀 and she called me pretty ☹️ Love her sm

(Someone help me my friends are getting me a Jacob Fowler cameo for my bday and is telling him I fancy him.. help)