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"What's your pot of gold moment in Wizard101 or Pirate101? Share with the community what happened and how they can achieve such riches!"
I have yet to achieve my *true* pot-of gold-moment in Pirate101, which would be obtaining a Haywire Armada Companion (100+ packs opened so far and no luck there), but I'll settle for when I got the Pocket Dutchman mount, which goes INCREDIBLE with my Pirate's Halloween theme.
I actually don't remember getting it, but my brother says I got the drop on a free code after it first came out. You can get it from the Pirate Nightmare Pack!
#pirate101#p101#pitty fandom#pirate101 extra credits#pirate101extracredits#i FINALLY drew my pirate's weird goggles!#wasn't as bad as i thought. i love them so much#i recommend the pocket dutchman nowadays since the sound has been fixed#back then i would not give this thing to anybody. it got so annoying i'd play with my sound off for awhile#im glad those days are over#danielle
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we do not know and might not ever know the full story behind mania and the circumstances under which it was produced but we know enough by now to understand that there was a lot of strife and frustration involved in the way it came about. the band has been clear on this much. the divisive reception upon release didn't help any. and we know the last time that happened with folie, it led to that record essentially being forgotten and aggressively sidelined for years afterward. the roughness of its reception was explicitly one of the things that patrick especially cited as difficult for him to look back on, and one of the reasons it took so long for him to embrace those songs again.
it took mania five years what took folie a full hiatus and double that time.
this too is healing.
#*making poasts#i have my own ~case study~ i wanna write abt mania one day but it is not this day#i know part of it is that the mania tour was their last headlining tour prior to this one so those songs are newer#and the second is that these things do simply take time#but im glad theyve acknowledged their 7th child again...shes important to me#folie - brilliant as it was - also came from a period of immense internal friction#folie had more time to soothe over than mania has#but it means a lot that theyre working so hard to reforge that bitterness into something they can look at with fondness#it all comes back to that kintsugi feeling....doesnt it ever
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Rory has been trending a little bun-obsessed lately, probably because we have lots of bunnies in our condo complex and she has to practice a lot of impulse control as she can't chase or really fixate on them, so I've been looking for ways to help her fulfill her bunny-murder urges safely.
Unfortunately we don't have a ton of areas I comfortable coursing her (letting her chase buns until she can't see them or catches them) because our bunnies are mostly urban animals BUT I was at the bougie pet store for unrelated reasons and they had dried rabbit feets which gave me an idea!
I bought a few and got some paper bags and put Rory in another room while I hid them around the apartment to sniff out, destroy, and eat. I figured it would satisfy some of her murder urges, even if it's not the whole predation sequence.
She was pretty happy about it! I'll try to add this to our rotation of enrichment activities and maybe get a few rabbit feet to chuck at her outdoors sometimes. Hopefully it'll help vent those bunny frustrations so they don't build up and hurt my good dog behaviours.
#dogblr#rory borealis#dog enrichment#bird dog training#the good thing about my lifestyle is that rory does actually have a lot of outlets for her hunting behaviours#we constantly go out for free time in the field for her to scent stare and stalk#shes not a huge chaser tbh but she could be#she chases her dog friends or me and she did chase that bunny the other day#maybe thats the piece thats missing#maybe i should make her a flirt pole?#i dont have a lot of space for it and its gonna get icy#but maybe its worth doing anyway#im glad i started writing out these tags because i wasnt even thinking about the chase piece because she gets toooooons of running time#but it isnt the same focus as chasing#HMMMMMMMMM#okay so new plan#gonna keep this up and also make a flirt pole#maybe we can get some chasing time in before it snows or ices over#she does chase me but she cant grab-bite or kill-bite to finish the sequence#if i get some rabbit hide it might satisfy those missing pieces#stay tuned ill report back in a bit
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I like them a normal amount (lie)
#honkai star rail#asta#stelle#astrocan#IF YOU REMEMBER THAT I USED THIS EXACT SAME MEME FORMAT FOR ANOTHER BRAINROT SHIP BACK IN THE DAY NO U DONT#anyways these two are bouncing around my head like those old pc screensavers#Smart yet deranged astronomer x raccoon jock with two braincells is just MWAH chefs kiss im so glad other people actually like them together#its been a while since i've obsessed over a pairing that actually has more than three other fans liking it
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DAY 10: EMPATHY - Lost little pearls of light. Tiny fires in the dark.
YAY YIPPEE a collab piece with @euclydya!! it drew the LOVELY linework and i finished the colors/shading!! wah im incredibly happy i got to do an art collab with y'all, thank you so much my beloveds :D!! <333 <222
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#disco elysium#empathy#de empathy#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#im still going back for the INTs but im posting this one on the actual day because its IMPORTANT!!#everyone look at how Euclydia posed him isnt he so pretty?? i love the hand over his chest he's so peaceful <33#esprit: Euclydia#empathy has the transparent crown because he was the signature skill in my run!! but my headcanon harry's signature skill is volition :3#so voli will have the actual skill signature crown but empathy is my personal choice <33#surprisingly this has nothing to do with the two transparent skill points. that's a whole separate thing that's spoilers for Swept Up hjkjg#a lot of quotes i wanted to use were not empathy quotes so i couldnt use em!! ''I'm glad to be me -- an incredibly sensitive instrument.''#'''A blue forget-me-not; a piece of the grey sky'. Unofficial: 'For a moment there was hope'.'' <- i do not condone moralism hgkjg#hgkgj i hate that my fave's a centralist man but i GET IT. he empathizes with every ideology so he just won't choose. like not pulling the#lever in the trolley problem. too scared to hurt anyone so not taking sides. guy who cares too much! if i make a decision someone gets hurt#best to leave it to a committee of people so no one's at fault! :) <- NO!!! EMPATHY!! THOSE PEOPLE WILL GET HURT ANYWAY!!! DO SOMETHING!#augh out of tag space but this GUY. I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT HIM MAN. kisses his forehead. please have opinions my darling hgkjg
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stuck thinking about when day gets crowded and overwhelmed on his birthday he calls out to gee of all people there to remove him from the situation; and how when day tells her he wants to be alone she makes sure he knows she wants to understand him and he can talk to her (not to help him or to fix things for him; simply to understand him) and when day reaffirms a boundary she accepts this and doesn't press further. he's her friend and she cares for him but he's still an adult and she has no problem treating him as such and i think that at the moment she is the only one from day's past who is actively able to do so
#last twilight#gee best girl#i know disability is difficult on loved ones as well and it is very easy for those closest to you to fall into pitying and babying you#but gee has been working very hard to not let that happen to her friendship with day#she is immediately ready to keep teasing and playing with day whilst also quick to adjust to the new aspects of their relationship#she wants to learn how to guide day through the badminton court to take over from 'his mhok' and is more than willing to take day#to the bathroom in the bar but when day assures her he can handle it she doesn't infantalize him#she immediately invites day to the bar without any hesitation and then continues to invite him to her game because that's#an important aspect of their friendship#and when he shows up she isn't afraid to joke around and tease him#she's extremely good at not treating him like a broken piece of porcelain whilst also quickly taking cues in how to adjust where it is#necessary#im glad day gets someone from his past who doesnt need as much time as his family to readjust to his new normal#and it is also an incredibly good parallel to how bad augustus' assessment of the situation is#last twilight the series
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scrappy stuff...suits.. & abrupt kiki au doodles
#witch hat tag#orufrey#one of those quantity over quality days.................. juice man is back#still glad that since men wear skirts & dresses in witch hat world ermile could technically be counted as a butch in that world. glad#sorry i didn't draw alaira in the cool suits women club i think it's cause i've drawn her in suits before. but im sure i will draw her soon#btw agott is obvs the snooty girl kiki meets and she'd have a snooty black brushbug. probably ppl have drawn this before. .#thanks for enjoying last few posts as always ^o^
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#so i did meet my old friend from years ago yesterday. i was sooooo nervous omgggg. and i was waiting outside the café we agreed on#and then saw them walk in and i was like omgggg. the anxiety... but then i gathered courage and walked towards it and thry saw me thru the#window and came out and immediately hugged me. then they were like 'omg i've been so nervous. even more than before like a date!!'#so that made me relax a bit. i feel like i dont really fully estimate what i mean to them. maybe they care about me as well haha !!#then we just got our stuff and i chose a smoothie and was ready to pay but they just got it with their stuff (they work at this chain so#they got a discount). i feel so so bad & anxious when someone else pays for me. like i feel like a burden#but i asked twice if i should send them money for it and they were like no that's fine. so i had to tell myself to just shut up abt it 🥲#bc if u keep asking u make it into a thing and make them uncomfortable etc. so i really appreciated that and it was nice even if i felt bad#but yeah then we just sat down and talked. and it was so much easier to talk to them than i had been worried abt#like it flew nicely and yeah.. i feel like i forgot a lot abt them. like they're good at conversating. so they kept it going & even if i was#awkward it was fine for them. i did however get swept up in my own anxiety so as they asked me questions i answered#but then was too whirlwindy so i didnt really ask as much back and there were things i wanted to ask but didnt :')))#then they had cards and a card game with them. so we played for a bit too. and it was a lot of fun!!! (i was anxious and kinda slow lmao#bc when i dont know smth or the rules etc already my brain stops working so yeah.. even if it was simple games i was like um um what do i do#felt stupid but yeah again they didnt do anyhing to contribute to me feeling stupid but i still felt slow >.<#but i still thought that was so much fun. i wanna do more of that T-T like yeah...that was nice#then we took a lil longer walk to a bus stop before hastily said goodbye bc the busses came T-T#it was really really really nice tho. i have missed them a lot#and i didnt .. think we would ever see eachother again. i really didnt think this could happen#im so glad i somehow got brave enough to message them and im so so glad they wanted to see me too#i cant help but wish i could go back to when we were younger#and we spent every day in school together and messaged during the days and evenings and spent sm time together#when we went into the city like several times a week and took long walks. ahh... well. im glad we got to have those moments#& idk what will happen now. i really really want to see them again. even if we'll never be that close friends again i'd *wish* that we could#still be in touch. but im so bad at replying which doesnt go over great with them.. i'll try my best to reply quicker to them#*if* they message me. sadly i cant erase my avpd but i'll try my best to reply faster if and when they message)#they also complimented my sweater i was wearing (which is my fav sweater) !!!! and yeah.. they looked so cool. which they always have#and i kept thinking abt how nice their eye makeup was (i was too shy to compliment it tho bc im really bad at like 'nice' affectionate and#anything feeling related. like im so bad... so i couldnt say anything </3)#ugh it was just so nice to sit and talk with them. im so glad i went despite my fears. bc this was so good and nice :')))
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world's most special-est little princess
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ��� › OUT.#not dark but dark @ daisuke#so whbat if dai only thinks himself as a loser. lame ass village princess wearin sweatpants under the dress#the evil goth ojou-sama says everybody better clap for him or Else#jawlkjalkdjgkj ok ill b back. waiting on noel to play games.... playing digimon in the meantime....#ill write some later im not very alert rn anyhow#i typed out a bigass ramble/meta about distances n how the series was all about them but then#got embarassed nhit backspace. but just kno im thinkin abt those too#so glad dark in official art is always all over daisuke's space. shaves off the pain peko of the reality#that bein dark can't hug or physically comfort/assure dai for Anything#his hands r dai's....
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#ooc feeling nostalgic for the glory days of the gimmick blogs#like all of those cute little events all of our characters woukd organise and go to#ive been busy and i know a lot of the other blog admins have too#but i just wanted to say how fun it was doing that#and how grateful i am to have met all of you guys#it’s crazy to think gander gang started off as a place for the brba gimmick blog admins to hang out#absolutely insane to think that like over half of my internet friends I met via breaking bad tumblr roleplay#anyway i don’t know where I’m going with this#i just appreciate you all so so much#i made this blog as a stand-alone joke#and im so glad i did and im so glad other people started making their own#genuinely was such a cool experience waking up and seeing a new ‘character official’ blog pop up in my notifs#anyway love u all love the gimmickverse even if it’s dead in the water LOL
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Melatonin is a delicate balancing act, it took some time to find a dose that helped me fall and stay asleep without leaving me groggy after 8/10 hours. For me, that has been 10 mg gradually increased to such over a few weeks then steady since.
I also take roughly a week without it every month or two, as the bottle recommends. Listen to your body and do what you can. Good luck, and thank you for the sweet gay were/pire comic<3
Yeah, I can tell my sweet zone is somewhere between 3 and 6 mg, at least right now. Or at least I think it is. Admittedly my sleep has been absolutely horrible since I was a kid so my standards on "not tired" are pretty low, so I'm not actually sure if they're any good right now. All I know is I'm getting more than 2 hours of sleep at a time, and I'm not spending every waking moment fighting off a nap!
Thanks for the confirmation I've gotta test with it and go off and on and such, my doc didn't give me a straight answer on that (he just kept saying take it as needed... I need it every night!!!). 75% of the time being good is way better than 0% so I'll take what I can get!
And the gay comics are the least I can do 🧡 thank you for reading it!
#my boyfriend actually commented unprompted that ive been complaining less about being tired all the time..m#like dont get me wrong. im still tired#but it has been a WORLD of a difference.#like. its been every day since i was like 14 that just. all day i could fall right back asleep#and every night i wake up every. other. hour.#ive never really been able to sleep longer than 2 hours at a time#so ive never gotten uhm. good sleep before.#and ive had to stay in bed 14. 16. 20 hours to even feel like i can GET UP!!!!#super bad hahaha#but I'll take a week of that every month or so over every day#im just glad ive found a dose and combo thats workint for me cause ive tried melatonin before and it didnt help#but that was qlso before i used those nose strips. which also help me a lot?#so i think the combo is important#and i wouldn't be shocked if in 5 years i learn of another secret sleeping ingredient#anyways. maybe i can line up the bad sleep week off melatonin with the other week that sucks every month auajjddjdjejdj#see how it goes lol#oh ive also been taking other vitamins which have also been helping#so that combo leaves me with some actual waking time that im not fighting off a nap#this is why I've been posting more recently btw lol#asks#jackedupjack
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*comes out of MerMay in June (MerJune) sweating and haggard and bleeding*
#sandy posts#doing a mermaid drawing everyday is fun until you fall behind four seperate times and need to spend hours drawing#to catch up to all of the prompts you missed 😭#that being said i am glad that i tried this drawing challenge! its been good at getting me back into drawing frequently#if i hadnt been so busy this month i wouldnt have fallen behind so often...#anyway i probably wont post any of it? its mostly OCs#but some of the art i drew was fanart so maybe ill color those ones digitally and post them#anyway im glad that its over now because each drawing took about 1 hour so it took up a chunk of my day#and now im free to do other art activities#also also i will say im proud of myself for how good a lot of the drawings turned out 😎
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i just wanted to say that we're mutuals on my other account and i followed this blog when you first mentioned it and its been really refreshing to actually see a viewpoint on did that actually helps me a lot.
i think the focus on the exact identity of a part versus on what they need or want (and each part being treated like a new stranger imposing on someone else's life..) has been making things really difficult for me for a long tim and has been largely unproductive if not actively counterproductive in terms of healing.
im still not sure exactly what i want out of treatment when im able to get it but it did clear up a lot of what i don't want and i think that's a good step forward. sorry if any of that is weird to say but i did just want to thank you and i hope today is a little kinder to you
aha! the person from my notifs earlier today with the pretty blog. thank you!!
im glad my approach to did has been helpful. im also on this journey of figuring out what works and doesnt for me, and ive definitely internalised a lot of unhealthy approaches in the past that im actively trying to unlearn, so im really glad i can help others do the same
best of luck with your recovery journey too! i hope you figure out what you want and achieve it. have a wonderful day
#ask#if i can ramble. it was really lonely when i first broke off from the community because i realised it wasnt good to me#i had to basically figure myself out from scratch again with the help of a few therapy friends i managed to gather#and i was definitely quite angry and lonely for a while because i felt that nobody experienced my disorder the way i did#im really glad these days to be able to meet so many new people who do experience the disorder like i do#by just. being honest. and those honest experiences speaking to people#its very healing. and especially knowing that im helping them through their version of my re-understanding myself phase#maybe im projecting. but it goes both ways that im really glad i can connect with people over this#again. hope you have a good day! and best of luck healing
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well the restocking situation isn't such a disaster that I couldn't rectify it with an hour or so of work. the shoulder rolls and saw blades...we need that. and and boot covers. I should make a list of stuff to call for instead of posting about it on tumblr.com but I'm back tonight. worst comes to worst I know where to get that stuff or how to make it. and I'm tired...
#im just glad we have so much equipment these days#two whole triads....two ice machines...SIX tables....our cup runneth over#plenty of side tables. switched out the ugly mayo bc who WANTS that#called for more trash cans....more laundry hampers....#all should be well. who would steal those (;#:(#<- what I MEANT to do#cor.txt
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I have unexpectedly gained what may potentially be full responsibility for 6-8 hours tomorrow for two 10-year-olds. I was planning to go shopping............
#myposts#personal log#like. i can still do my cleaning probably#but i'm going to have to deal with lunch for sure#and my plan to set them loose in the arcade for an hour while i try on clothes has been shot down :(#and there's no way i can play video games#and they're going to be noisy and in my way#and i have to wake up before noon#and i have to GET DRESSED BEFORE NOON#I WAS SUPPOSED TO ONLY HAVE ONE TEN YEAR OLD. POSSIBLY. FOR PART OF THE DAY#NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS#im glad she gets to have a friend come over during break#im just pissed its MY responsibility now#im so fucking tired of getting assigned childcare responsibilities#im trying to fucking recover from the past three weeks#THIS IS NOT HELPING#I CAN'T EVEN WATCH A PODCAST.#AND JURY'S OUT ON WATCHING EITHER OF THE TWO SHOWS IM TRYING TO FINISH#i bought a couple respectable coloring books. if we need to i can break those out and put on some music#and i think i can get away with a movie#i have digital copies of some proper kids movies#and we have dvds of some others#the other girl is into spooky stuff so at least i dont have to worry about her getting freaked out by much#im just pissed off that this screws up my day tomorrow and my evening tonight
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well everyone now that sparkstember is over i can now devote my energy to being insane in other still sparks-related ways
#planning my next projects#on the one hand glad to not have to get a whole video done in the span of like 2 hours every day#on the other hand it was a fun creative challenge that gave me a sense of purpose. it was fun#but i need to keep myself busy as we descend into winter and ✨seasonal depression✨#if i dont get it done today over the next couple days im going to make something silly for goofball's upcoming birthday#and then once that's done i dont know. i want to get back to work on my screenplay and try to FINISH IT!! but idk how long that'll take#i also have to finally finish watching that film course i bought oops. maybe ill start it over#and then?????????#i have a vague Idea of a possible short film i could make. that would also be like a kind of prequel to my Main Film Idea#and its something i could actually reasonably do as a short film and its not like insanely big budget like every other idea i have is#and I'm debating abt emailing my old film teacher and being like heyyyyy maybe you could help me make this short film????#but id want to have this idea way more planned out and written before then. but OUGH WRITING ANOTHER SCREENPLAY???#WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY FIRST ONE??? sigh.#the road to making my Big Great Movie is long and arduous. will we get there. who knows#oh also debating abt writing a letter to those silly guys. but i don't knowwwww#OH lmao i keep forgetting to mention i finally got my passport (it actually came earlier than expected)#so like. goodbye everyone im heading to the sydney opera house on halloween (JOKE i am not that insane. but i wish i could)
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