#im genuinely crying irl
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If you listen close enough or not close at all, you can hear me crying again
The soft hold Twitch has on Megatron and Megatron accepting her hold,,, I'm crying,,, I love them so much...
This is such a vulnerable spot and history for Megatron too- so accepting that touch is insane to me //cries
#im not even joking#im genuinely crying irl#tf earthspark#transformers earthspark#tf megatron#megatron#tf twitch#twitch#twitch malto#transformers megatron#transformers twitch#transformers twitch malto#earthspark#earth spark#tf es#tfes#tf e#tfe#please...#megatron and little bird#adding that as a tag to the others i cry about these two too
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hi, here's the work I was talking about earlier!! it is, quite unfortunately, 4k words of rather tender smut. what can I say—your art is so good that it moves others to the point of creation 😭
(regarding the post, would it also be possible to link to your post in the end notes, with full credits of course?)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60483346
WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH ANON THIS IS SO GOOD OMG....!!!!!!! im so;;;; woawie thank you omfg im fhdbfbshfhshfbsh YESSS YOU CAN PUT MY POST ON THE NOTES SUREE :D
omg funfact lol actually i was already reading the fic midway and thought huh these scenes felt familiar and remembered abt your anon ask some weeks ago so i ran to my inbox and it really was based on my art thats so funny lmao
BUT ANYWAYS THIS IS SO GOOD ANON WAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH you developed it to so much more omfg...... seawatt getting tormented w his dreams r so... yeahhhh.... AND THE TURN TABLES????? EVBO DAMNNN.....
also anon actually... talking abt the gag one, little did you know ive actually drawn evbo w a headband mouth gag a while ago that ive js never posted on here bc i forgor abt it lmao so congrats for unlocking this secret(?) art
but lowk yeah omg i didnt think of putting the headband thing on a diff character omg your brain anon..... im sorry for the many yappings the point is i LOOOOVEEEEEE this fic and will hold it dear to me forever <3<3<3 tyyy
#ao text#ANON I WILL LITERWLLY KISS YOU WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH#its so good im crying omfg i cant believe#ITS SOOODJSJFJEJDJEJDWJJFJWJFJEJDJWDHWJD#im genuinely so sorry for the many excited yapping ijbol im js very. woahhhh#also adding to this. my irl had seen all 3 versions and he said to me 'you should make the headband tie his dick next' SO. well#thats that i suppose#maybe one day idfk ijbol ill js straight up post smut art lmaooo prolly not#:3
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hey @nightingalecottage what the fuck
(link to their original post. go follow them for more heart-wrenching emotional damage)
#my irl reaction actually#pls excuse the shitty art I just woke up#I’m genuinely supposed to be the archives fr.#outside of Tumblr I’m this very formal academic but here?? here im a bastard idiot loser#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#good omens 2#aziraphale#aziracrow#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#ah i love angst (crying sliding down the wall throwing up)
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Thinks about how. Gloreth only starts looking at Nimona differently/strangely when her parents call her a "monster". Just throws that label with such a negative connotation on her. Gloreth fucking fights for Nimona immediately in the beginning saying that she's her friend and never once looks at her with ridicule until her mom just holds her by the shoulders and tells her she's a monster, straight in the eye, straight in the face. And just the word is enough to cause the change.
Nimona's getting fucking attacked and prodded and Gloreth doesn't even feel sorry for her just because she's now re-contextualizing everything around her but with that word. I'm so sick. She looks not in hesitance but at disbelief before she runs away. She sees Nimona trying to defend herself from literal Danger in any way she can (she's just a kid and she's fighting with people who won't listen, never will, people that she can't get through) but just sees that as more proof of her being violent, monstrous. She sees her friend all alone, with the odds and the world stacked against her despite them being. so similar but just tells her to go back to the shadows.
And like. Of course she believes those words calling Nimona a monster and takes them to heart. Her parents, the ones she would probably trust most are the ones that told her that. And she's young, she doesn't know much about the world or much better. And of course, her parents and the whole village don't know any better. They didn't see what she saw. They don't know or feel the need to know much more than the definition of the word "monster". But it hurts. God it hurts. It's wrong. It's not fair. It's really not fair.
And it causes this whole legend that will stay with Nimona to ridicule her for generations and generations and birth this system that she's trapped by and causes everyone to be so brainwashed. The one that makes people scared and build walls. That births unecessary distrust.
God. Even in the scroll illustrating Nimona and Gloreth, Nimona is portrayed as such a bigger and scarier threat than she ever could be or would be, until Nimona internalized and gave into those images and despair of course. It's not fucking fair.
Thinking about how when the villagers saw Nimona as a "normal" person they were happy for her just living her life and playing with her friend, she was just another kid being happy like she and every ("normal", apparently) person deserves to be, and they were allowing her to be happy then when they find out what she really is they hate her. They call her a monster and drive her out immediately. They don't look into the details that contradict the stigma, they just feel betrayal when they weren't even the ones who were betrayed (Nimona couldn't fucking help being who or what she was. And she was her own person. She was still. A someone. Why do things have to be different now?). I'm so sickkk.
Thinks about how Nimona feels so hopeless as to just. Accept and yield to that label. That label that was passed down to Gloreth. To the whole world. Such simple but awful words. Aughhhhhhhhhhh
Another post I saw talks about how this is a movie about how hate is taught. And oh my god it is. Hate it taught. It's done so simply yet so, painfully effectively. So devastatingly. And that hate teaches people to hate the world back. God I fucking loooove this movie
Also Nimona's such a Creature /pos /affectionate she's so relatable I fucking love her and I'm insane okay that's the post bye
#nimona#nimona movie#nimona gloreth#this is all to jsut say the trans allegory is INSANEEEHAUEORBHAEOH it. touched me.#watched this movie with some irls after never hearing of it befroe in my LIFE and. as a person who had. a very miserable june at home#and is still having kind of a miserable time at home#this movie made me feel. very accepted and loved :)#lmao at one of the emotional points with nimona one of my irls like dragged me in for a hug#because i was laugh-sobbing very loudly because being dramatic is fun LMAO exagerrated reaction y'know#and they said it's because they couldn't tell if i was actually crying or not#and while i don't think i was in that moment#i think i was genuinely crying at some point#not in an obvious way. just slight tears. and not the laughing kind#and it was great. what a great movie <3333#the fact these themes are also. extremely prevalent in another piece of media im currently hyperfixated on is sooo unfair you can't do that#also unrelated but i love how casually ballister and ambrosius' relationship is portrayed#it's so nice to see it just. be there. and be wonderful#all in all yeah great movie i am now sick for life <3#also i spent this whoel post misspelling “nimona” as “nimora” i'm :skull: good thing i reread and edit before posting
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I love my uni so much you have no idea
#Just... the amount of likeminded people makes me so happy#i found a girl eating lunch and her bottle had a lot of fandom stickers and the one that stood out to me was aubrey from omori#I FELT THE URGE TO STRIKE A CONVO WITH HER and i asked her hiii where did you get that sticker 🥺 and she said she printed it#she also happen to be planning to sell stickers soon in the campus and i immediately needed to get her contact so id know where to go#SHE SHARED HER FB PAGE AND TURNS OUT SHES AN ARTIST FNNGNGNGGNGNGNBBGGJGJGJGJ IM SO HAPPY I FOUND AN ARTIST I TALKED TO#IDK IM JUST SO HAPPY#WE BRIEFLY TALKED ABT HOW WE LOVE OMORI. SHE SAID SHE LOVES AUBREY AND IM LIKE OH I LOVE HEROO AND HERES US CRYING ABOUT HEROMARI WIWIWIWIW#SHE ALSO SAW MY SAIMATSU KEYCHAIN WE LOVE HEALTHY COUPLES RUINED BY CIRCUMSTANCE /jjjj HAAAYAYAAYA#IDK IM HAPPY. she seemedso shy but when i talked to her we immediately blasted AND ITS BECAUSE OF OMORI AND MANY OTHER INTERESTS#IM SO. I LOVE THIS UNI 😭😭😭😭 THERE'S JUST SO MANY PPL WHO HAVE GENUINE INTERESTS THAT I WOULD LISTEJ TO RHASRAHRREH AAAAA#SHE DOES COMMISSIONS IM SO HAPPY FOR MY PINOY ARTISTS 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪#i asked for her name but she was like “do u want my real name or alias” and I was like ermm gimme ur alias nyehehe#ITS SO CUTE. I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT HERE#EXPLODES#I WANTED TO TALK TO HER MORE BUT I HAD TO RUN TO MY NEXT CLASS ARRGHH#irl banter
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Am I the only one who thinks of charecters as their children? Like I’m younger than most of them but still…
I swear so many people when they read a book or watch a show, they obsess over certain charecters and talk about how inlove with them they are…
I just wanna adopt them all💀
When I say “I love ___” I don’t mean I’m inlove with them or find them attractive, I mean I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY ARE MY LITERAL CHILD I WOULD DIE FOR THEM
THEY ARE MY CHILDREN. WTF DO YOU MEAN “Wilhelm is sooo attractive, Simon better watch out” THOSE ARE MY SONS YOU LEAVE THOSE LITTLE GUYS ALONE👊 THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND YOUR LIL STRAIGHT WHITE GIRL ASS CANT DO SHIT ABOUT IT
#I DONT MEAN THIS IN A PICK ME IM NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS WAY ITS A GENUINE QUESTION#I SWEAR🙏#no but fr am I can’t be the only one???#I cry over fictional charecters problems but couldn’t care less for ppl irl…#I just get obsessed💀#maybe it’s a bit of the tism#young royals#charecters#fiction#books#shows
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dude my dad is my biggest opp
#just got hit w the worst news right on whatsapp#can my dad get his shit tgt#this is why no matter how much my mom tries to pr him i can never forgive him#LIKE???????????#NO SHAME??????#fucking hell. and i can’t even tell anyone abt it#oh it could be from 2 yrs ago…#girl idgaf FUCK HIMMMMMMMM hes why i don’t believe in marriage or love irl#im so mad im actlly shaking at my volunteer rn in the mental hospital#he genuinely makes me want to admit myself sometimes goddddddd#i’ll never forget what he did 2 yrs ago and now this just rubs salt in the wound#genuinely… im so glad i never made up w him bc this wld have hurt even more i know i might have just started crying#not a loss of dad if i never accepted him back thumbs up!!!!!!#coping rlly hard#mid rin fic too. PLS.#RIN SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME…..#need a rin irl stg that wld save me rn im so srs#i just might write another coping insane rin fic again.#need to get lobotomise that might just save me ngl#my sister and i when we have to play detective conan again. catch him in his stupid lil acts no one likes u
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ive been reading a few lesbian books recently (just finished tomboy survival guide, almost done butch is a noun, read sbb last summer) and like. damn. yeah i guess weve always been the same hhuh
#im not kidding they are really genuinely hitting home so intensely <3#both in terms of little stuff and the more major themes#i love that theyre honest abt the genuine anxiety and sadness that comes w being butch bc i experience A Lot of it#in fact its a major pillar of my social anxiety i think#and yk. the 'am i a real butch if i uhh feel fear or cry' of it all (apparently we all do and we mostly just dont talk abt it)#(bc were all emotionally repressed as shit. apparently thats Also not just me. weirdly reassuring)#'an apology to my mother' in bian nearly made me cry for real that shit hurted (compliment)#even shit as small as realizing ivan coyote is /still alive/ lol. its a reminder that we arent just historical figures if that makes sense#i think next up after this is gonna be the persistent desire maybe? or gender failure. havent decided yet#levi.txt#and ive talked abt it here before but like i dont really have an irl community. im the only butch i know offline#well like. me and the nice lunch lady at work. and all weve ever really said to each other is hi#so its really nice to have any contact w anyone like me even if it is only through reading
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i drew u!!!!!!!! -@boo-berry-gremlin
!!!! This is very good!!!! I love it so much thank you!!!!!
#//this is genuinely so cute im gonna cry ;-;#pkmn irl#rotomblr#rotumblr#pokemon irl#sentient pokemon#asks#shieldon posts
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oooooo dreading my birthday next month.... but not because of what one might think!
#im not scared of aging. if anything im very excited to be older... but i am scared of this upcoming one cause idk what to Do really#i dont vent here often but some people ik irl follow me on my twt priv and i dont want them to think im talking about them bc im not#but ngl im scared of being. alone? when i turn 21? i guess thats the best way to put it#i never really liked celebrating my bdays because its just a reminder of how much control my family assumes over my life#on bdays im not allowed to hang out with my friends or do what i want without my family. this year in particular is just harrowing tbh#cause this time i have people irl who call me their friend but then they constantly disrespect me! ack!!#ive been awfully depressed lately because of it tbh. but the people who do genuinely respect me are so sweet it makes me want to cry#a couple of them said they wanna arrange something so that we could hang out!! like!! you stop that or im gonna cry!!!!#help im just rambling at this point but yeah... itll be okay. i just need to think about it a bit more#im turning 21 its about time i take the reins of my life yknow
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because my entire face is just one big broken blood vessel at this point, tell me
#polls#also if you see this please reblog im genuinely curious about if this happens to other people!!!#since i was a baby if i throw up blood vessels in my face break#you can literally see ON MY FACE how forceful and painful the throwing up was based on how fucked up my face looks#chronic illness gotta laugh or you'll cry#but literally no one i know irl has this happen to them!!#my doctors always said it was normal and harmless but its still weird that i never see it happen to other people😭
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im such an emotional guy
#camera talks#both positive and negative#right now positive because i just cried over feeling loved#ngl that was cathartic but also kinda embarrassing. i feel like thats not a crying matter#but like i feel emotions of happiness and love and stuff so so strongly it genuinely hurts my chest sometimes.#also negative because of like. everything else BUT.#im thinking of the positive right now because today has been difficult#stupidly and annoyingly difficult but im going to ignoreee it <3#anyways. i love you guys#i really really do#i dont Like being sappy that much but like. i really could rant about how cool and awesome and amazing yall are for so long#like. i dont do hugs very often irl but i would hug all of yall in a heartbeat forever#idk how to describe it guys.#uhm anyways thats enough of cam is vulnerable hours. im gonna hole up in my room again <3
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Hiya! I love your writing and ive been following your blog for a couple of years now (2-3 I think) and I just wanted to say how much I appreciate and adore your writing! Thank you so much for all you’ve written! Ive not been on tumblr much the past few months, and I’ve found that many of my favourite writers are leaving and deactivating their accounts, which is such a pity although completely understandable! Tumblr can be a pretty sucky platform for writers unfortunately :/ anyways I just wanted to thank you for your writing, it’s absolutely gorgeous and your style inspirational! I hope you keep writing, on or off tumblr, as you truly have a gorgeous and unique style! Thank you so much for all your contributions and I hope you’re having a lovely day!!
NONNIEEEEE oh my god oh my god hi hello I am going to sob first and foremost so im gonna get all snotty all over this ask wozooqjzlaozo but thank you so much? genuinely genuinely this means more than u can imagine and I aaAAAAA (being off tumblr and on and off writing ((mostly off oop)) really shows via my decline of the eng language clearly HAHAHA I can’t even articulate properly)
THANK U FOR BEING HERE FOR SO LONG?? AND REMEMBERING ME?? AND JUST. IT FEELS LIKE COMING HOME AND THEN SEEING ALL MY OLD FRIENDS AND THE NOSTALGIA IS A LIL NUCLEAR AND IM JUST SO EMOTIONAAAAAAL AAAAAA
Thank YOUUU for being on here and reading and being so so so lovely to me AND ALSO. im gonna go hide in the tags actually but I owe u my life I am kissing all ur fingers nd toes and maybe lips I’m infinitely happy that ur still here after all this time on this platform, I hope u are having the best day (and the best past few years whilst I’ve been mia <333)
#urusai! baka#OH MYGUAIZIAOZOAKZPIAOAOAO#U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS MADE MY DAY MADE MY WEEK MADE MY ??? MONTH#ILYSM GENUINELY SO SO#I CAME TO CRY ABOUT UR LOVELY COMPLIMENTS IN MY TAGS#BECAUSE I COULDNT DO IT OUT IN THE MAIN POST IM#KICKING MY FEET BLUSHING RUNNING LAPS IN MY BEDROOM AND TAKING COLD SHOWERS#thank u so much for just. ur#idek i never know what to say when someone compliments my writing because im simultaneously combusting at the praise and being seen and just#its so !!!!! thank u for recognizing (??? not the right woed for this but) it and im so happy u like it!!!!#I am working on a fic!! 3k in!! it was going strong and then i got distracted by irl axooaz but its a partner fic with rae rae and SHES#BASICALLY DONE HERS SO IM GONNA QORK HARD TO GET BACK INTO MINE#I love writing sm i just waterboard myself with wips a lil hehe#but hopefully i am praying i xan finish smth for once (again finally)#also re: writers leaving— its so sad and i get itttt and I MISS EVEDYONE ON HERE AND TOSAY I ACC JUAT GOT A TIKTOK FROM 2020 HQ AND IT MADE#ME WANT TO CLAW MY FLESH OFF MY BONES AND FEED IT TO A TIME MACHINE SO I CAN LIKE#PERMANENTLY LIVE IN THAT TIMEEEW AAAA ok ok anyways#i love u pls stay and this msg made my heart explode like a supernova#u r near nd dear to my heart everyone from that time is automatically i am latching onto u all#kissing u loving u hoping the past fww yeass have been amazing for u <33333
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leo voice YES it's in poor taste. but have you considered. it's REALLY FUNNY
#talk tag#fic talk#^ this is also me in my head trying not to make poor taste jokes abt things irl#my own things not other ppls im not THAT much of an asshole dw but like#look if i cant joke abt my mental health issues then what is the POINT of having them </3#<- me and also leo btw#anyway cmh leo would absolutely have to hold himself back from making jokes abt his own death#hes literally already done the 'you look like youve seen a ghost' one so like#leo making a horrible horrible joke abt his own death watching his whole family start crying: ummm. whoops. the impulsive thoughts won </3#editing to add bc ive been thinking abt this lately for.. some reason???#genuinely dont know why BUT#if i ever end up getting hurt and end up in the hospital#and am out of commission for longer than a couple days#it is going to genuinely take ALL OF MY WILLPOWER#not to announce my return with 'i lived bitch'#im not fucking joking rn. ik i shouldn't but the urge. the URGEEEE
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horrifying self recognition through the other aside this has been an actually not terrible start to The Family Gathering tbh
#my cousin who i havent really seen in a while came up to me and asked abt my pronouns because i came out to the fam a while ago#and he didnt really remember what id said (which. fair. its a big family w lots of things to remember)#and so he asked what my pronouns were and i told him and he promised that if he ever messed up i needed to make him#do like 5 or 10 pushups lmao#and ngl. its the sweetest thing anyone in this family has ever said to me abt that#everyone else has kinda just. moved on. and either forgotten that im not a girl or purposefully ignoring it.#and idk maybe i should stand up for myself a little more but ive been practically a doormat all my life#and idk. its hard using my voice and establishing boundaries when ive let ppl bulldoze over me for almost 20 years.#sigh. anyway.#im gonna be thinking about that all day tbh it was genuinely so sweet#and i am also being consumed by The Loneliness again <3#just. i want someone to just talk to about all this??? someone who isnt in my family because they all have stakes in it too?????#we're all grieving. i aint special.#i just want to talk to someone about it in person so they can hold my hand while i cry myself to sleep because ngl#thats what it looks like we're doing tonight#im just. tired of feeling alone in this enormous family where it seems like im the only odd man out#and also ykw the Not Having Any Irl Friends loneliness too. thats also pretty significant.#not saying my internet friends arent great i love yall so so so much but it has just been .#a really really long time since ive had a good cry n hug session w someone.#sigh. im tired i need to go to bed#winter speaks#personal
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whyyyy does nobody ever come back to this group fjdkdl they show up once for a first time and then never return !!! its kind of crushing bc some ppl I've been like... excited at the prospect of seeing them again and then they just never show up ever again :')
and I didn't even get to draw anything good while sitting there !!! AUGH
#bleaseeee come back shfkdl im the only person that goes every week !!!#theres one other person who occasionally shows up but fjdkdl otherwise its just me#and then new ppl every time#and i cannot help but feel like im doing smth wrong and making them not want to return fhfkdl#i even get ppl to talk in the latter half once I've figured their vibe out and they seem genuinely happy to engage w convos#i somehow land on a topic we all enjoy and then we have a fun convo#and im very careful to not talk too much or too little djfkdl i am constantly adjusting to make sure I'm matching whats needed#i kind of have conversations irl down to a science dhdksl its ridiculous honestly but. it is what's gotten me thru life lmao#and I've been told countless times how good i am at connecting w ppl and making ppl feel comfortable#so im just like. what am i doing wrong !! how do i make this group enjoyable so ppl will come back !!#i know it's not my job lol im just an attendee and not a leader but i feel like i Have To if i want ppl to return#idk i just. god. there were cool ppl last week and this week it was some other new person who seemed like she did not want to be there#and i doubt I'll ever see those cool ppl last week ever again#i just want to cry a little bit sbdjdkl today was such a waste of time except for the fact i was able to get out of this hell house fhfkdl#i will just keep hoping that someone actually enjoys it enough to return i guess but this is getting a bit crushing to have happen so much#but... at least i am getting to talk to ppl face to face outside of my mother every week i suppose#vent //#dandy.cmd
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