#im fucked for rent this month
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UNIVERSITY FINANCIAL AID OFFICES CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES
#they're refusing to release me refund (WHICH I USE TO PAY MY RENT) because they fucked up and refuse to admit it#im legally not allowed to work more tgan 15 hours/week bc im a full time student and im already working a 10/wk job at the school so#im fucked for rent this month#all i asked was 'hey guys!! why did you apply my grad plus loan to the summer session?? i didnt request that OR take summer classes?#also summer classes are over? why is my grad plus loan being applied there?'#and they said 'oh we'll fix it'#and their fix was CANCELLING MY LOANS ENTIRELY#EXCEPT#they CANCELLED THE WRONG LOAN#and THEY ARE REFUSING TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME WHEN I QUESTIONED THEM WHY THEY DID THAT#if they had just said 'oh yeah we fucked up but we'll fix it asap'#i'd be fine!!!!#BUT TO IGNORE ME????#my rent is due!!!!!!! i use my refund to pay my bills and yaknow SURVIVE!!!!!!!!#and they're just ignoring me!!!!#if i dont get a response back by friday morning im emailing everyone's boss and going full fuckin karen#DONT FUCK WITH MY MONEY!!!!!!!!!
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎♀️🧎♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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hello!!! i was able to get all my bills paid for this month without overdrafting my bank account, which is amazing 🥹 but my rent is coming up and due on the first, i only have $5 in my bank account but i need $750 to pay rent 😭😭😭 im working my ass off on comms in the coming weeks, if anyone is interested in getting one in the meantime im extremely open! $80 for a single character and $120 for two characters!
and if you cant afford that and just want to throw a few bucks at me that's much appreciated too!!! anything helps at all, anything will help me not be severely overdrafted before my next (very small) paycheck hits on the first of january!
im still on the job hunt and nothing has turned out so far unfortunately :( commissions are my main source of income for the time being since the job market is in shambles
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
vnm: tobias_leviathan
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#i know im not gonna be able to get my ENTIRE rent but if im able to get more than half of it i'd feel a lot safer than i do now#last month i had to Severely overdraft my bank account and i lost a whole $700 paycheck to it and i was fucked for the rest of the month#but i pulled myself out of THAT hole... i think i could do it again#comms have been going smoothly and ive been trying my best to finish them in a timely manner#i have a bunch from earlier this year as well as some YCH slots ive been banging out#its been nice doing art more frequently tbh ive been enjoying it#i have one im Almost finished with it took me so long bc there were 3 versions of the image but im finishing that today#and then onto the next one!!#my bf bought me tickets to a concert this past weekend so i was doing that and lost a few days of working time since we had to travel for it#but it was nice to get out of the house and attend an Event with someone i love dearly that was refreshing to my soul
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you know when you're going through a high stress situation that is prolonged and agonizing but you've put on a brave face and you think you've got this! 💪 and then a week into it you accidentally burn your quinoa and there's smoke and all of a sudden your skin is sloughing off and you feel like alice about to be swept away in a tide of her own tears? mmnnmm yeag.
#i cant fucking do this not at all actually im very scared and i have no idea what im gonna ddo for money and yeah i am. so scared#money isn't even scary if i can just find a job! but i need an apartment but i can't find an apartment unless i can pay for the rent#and i have to contact The Dude at some point but uh. hes mad. im scared.#augh delete later probably. im sitting on the stairs outside and smoking a cigarette which i really shouldn't do#did I tell you i was scared. i have these cruel nightmares of roaming the streets looking for nala and not finding her#and i wake up in a cold sweat in a panic not knowing where i am. everything is so unfamiliar !!!!#if things ever work out for me if i can find the money for deposit or get my investments back somehow i swear i will spend a month in compl#ete silence staring at the cieling just processing this#right now everything feels so GO GO GO and i am scared it might break me. i do not have the time for chronic ilness right now yk.#tummy ache. chewing on my cheek.#nothing to do than try to stay positive but man. this really fucking sucks and is really unfair#who knew being a people pleaser with 0 boundaries would come back to bite me in the ass.#/groan/
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The wine won 😎
#also tell me why someone that fumbled me v hard tried to reach out again 🥴#my dude i gave you two chances that i really shouldn't have and youre just trying again?#bish#feck off!#im just so hot cool and funny people cant get enough 😔#cursing people so i live in their head 5ever rent freeee#like i was so down to go fuck this person and they just disappeared off the face of the earth for like a month#then came back and said life was crazy so i gave them the benifit of the doubt since you know life is crazy#but still would have been nice if they just messged to say they were busy and would chat when they could#nope nothing#and then after they did that and i communicated it wasnt fair they went and did the same thing again a couple months later#like talking daily to tumbleweeds#so no human i shant be repoding to you yet.again for you to inevitably do it again#pups are for life not just for Christmas 😠#offt im waffling too much lol#pup lore#hope people arent grump when i go off like this#i fear my flatmate gets sick of me ranting about my failed human interactions so this is my other outlet 😅
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This photo was life-ruining for me(and @sweatyflytrap ) honestly....
#wanna make a comp of bahrain 2010 for both seb and nando tbh#probably seperate but#there was something in the air that weekend!!!!#i was religiously looking through seb pics from this race the other month to draw statue seb#and was super enamored w him aasjkfkgl but didnt look too much depeer cause i didnt wanna spoil the podium#and then i finally got here and damn nando looked fucking majestic on the podium#like i was absolutely dying making those gifs bcs he just looked so beautiful#<- i actually made a comp of all the close up shots bcs bark bark bark 😵💫😵💫#AND THEN I GO LOOK UP THE PICS AND MY GOD 🫠🫠 LIFE RUINING#this pic is from before race day obviously but like smth was in the air no?????#all the podium pics live in my head rent free. golden and shining and beautiful#but i also downloaded like...100 pics of him from this race so jusy this one seemed pretty baseline to post#but just know. bahrain 2010. haunts me.#as i said im so irritated it wasnt a vett/onso podium bcs my god both of them were slaying that wknd#well yeha. there's my rant. maybe ill make a comp :)#smth also that i find funny is that he was pretty stubbly for the whole wknd but then#shows up for the race itself smooth like a dolphin....HE KNEW!!! HE KNEW HE HAD TO SLAY!!! HE KNEW HE WAS GONNA BE ON THAT TOP STEP#*lmao maybe my comp post would be titled: 'pics from the 2010 bahrain gp that were life changing'#im looking back at the podium pics rn and its just insane how youthful and bright and pretty he looks#also abt this specific pic. his lashes his big cow eyes his pink lips his fluffy hair GODDDDDDDDS#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2010 bahrain gp
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really really really sucks when you carefully and methodically go through your list of yellow alert mental health time actions (fed? watered? bathed? clothes not bothering in a mysterious way? meds? pain meds? physically comfortable as possible at this time? bothered cat? reset living room debris and cat toys? social interaction? physical little project? video game?) and None Of It Works and you are still at a yellow alert mental health time
#sometimes the only thing you can do it simply go the fuck to bed#but the night is so young and im mad about it#Tuesday will be Eleven Months Unemployed#im good for rent and two out of three credit cards i think but hoo boy
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Asking my roommate where tf her share of WiFi and electric is and her being like “I’m tight on money rn 🥺🥺 can I send it later? 🥺🥺” I’m going to start fucking screaming
#tight on money cuz you quit your fucking job and didn’t work for a month cuz you didn’t have a new one#tight on money so you can’t pay bills but you can still go out to clubs 3-4 nights a week#tight on money but you can still pay for food delivery#oooohhhhhhh im fucking pissed#but yeah no my budget doesn’t fucking matter#esp not while I’m working on moving and paying deposits and rent in two places next month#nah that doesn’t matter at allllllllllllll#I definitely shouldn’t have expected my fucking roommate to pay her half of the fucking bills instead of fucking !!!! PARTYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!#it’s fine I’m fine it’s fine I just will live off like. bread next month#kaz rambles
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(vent in the tags) me thinking i've finally escaped financial problems: :DDDDD
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#idk why the image pasted like that but anyways haha im once again in a fucking pit#last month i was able to accumulate enough savings from collectively work and also other stuff#so i have a bit of extra in case of emergencies and additional expenses like taxes and stuff#but then guess who decided to not tell me he can't send me money by the end of the month - the time when i have to pay rent?#:DDD my beloved father#so i end up using the savings to pay for it#and i dont blame him or im not mad at him at all#especially because sending me money is already enough of a privilege that not a lot of people have#but at the very least if you don't think you can send me money can't you just tell me?#that way i can work for it???#because now im literally sitting with no money with food running out quickly in the fridge#i can't pick up a shift because whether its out of town or in my city it doesn't matter#i have no way to transport myself there other than on foot or on my bike#and i cant even cycle there without eating otherwise i'd basically sentence myself to death#so im trying to get by without eating for a couple of days right now but its just#sigh#i keep telling my father that i don't blame him and im not mad at him if he can't send me money when i need him to#but please tell me because i literally cannot take a shift this month because i need to study for the exams#and if i fail these exams i literally have one more chance to do them or else i have to repeat a year#which is going to cost us more in the long run#and just#yeah#maybe the hunger is getting to my head#im not going to open emergency comms this time because technically speaking i do have a job i can do#its just i need to just wait for the money that was supposed to be in my bank account to be sent#so i can eat and also i can have money for transportation#haku vents#venting#yeah no im just not in a good spot right now#apologies to mutuals and friends if i can't be on often
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i love my husband but im gonna murder him if he defers moving out of nyc for one more goddamn month
#we were supposed to leave in AUGUST!!!!#it is DECEMBER!!!#our last move date was jan 25 2025 and guess who wants to stay in nyc until the end of feb?? JUST GUESS#HINT: ITS NOT ME!!!#im so angry#why can't we get out of here#this is an expensive hellhole#our management co doesn't do shit and we keep getting pests and they won't do repairs#and there's no fucking jobs and groceries cost an arm and a leg and we can't afford to pay my medical bills cause of all the money#we have to spend on rent and food and we can't travel and we can't raise a baby here- we can't even get a second cat!- and i just#i'm done#i'm so done#he keeps saying how excited he is to finish his phd and move on with our lives and here we are. still not done with the phd almost SEVEN#years into a FIVE YEAR PROGRAM#not moving on with our lives in the slightest#now his mother wants to pay our rent because his school isn't gonna pay him anymore to do his phd since it's gone on so long#and i dont WANT her charity i dont WANT to rely on her for ANYTHING#especially because of how she's treated me in the past#but i have no choice if we're staying here another month or two!! fuck!!#i hate it here i hate it im gonna walk into the fucking ocean
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#right after i did a full clean of the kitchen and did all the Thanksgiving dishes 🙃🙃🙃#guys. i saved for months for this trip. guys.#im away for work like 2-4 weeks at a time. i pay rent. when im home i buy groceries.#you guys already have vacations planned for scotland. japan. and arizona in the next 6 months. i doubt im such a financial burden.#fuckkkkkk i was feeling so happy about having time to myself FUCK
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so fucking busy the rest of the year. being alive is awesome :]
#i have 4 classes this semester and 2 of them r music relateddd i love my major#my financial aid package FINALLY PROCESSED after like 7 months lol#so i just have to figure out disbursement#i have surgery in october to have a hysterectomy and oophorectomy#and then i am gonna be out of work for 4 weeks (but still doing classes lol...)#and i have 2 more cohorts to facilitate#and a training video and some projects to pull together#and a brainstorm session tomorrow#and im going to a baseball game for work on thursday!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!#and if my finaid is as much as theyre saying it will be my rent for the rest of the year is paid#which would mean all my paychecks can go directly to#medical costs and other bills n savings#which puts me so fucking closer to moving out next year#if i play my cards right i can pay all my debts between now and march/april of next yesr#and then i will be able to fucking!!!!!!! move!!!!!!!#wait guys im emotional i had a shitty medical procedure i had to endure as part of pre op a d#literally in the last hour im back to feeling so fucking energized#ohhh my gd i love being alive please please please lef this work out#im gonna stART PLANNING W MY FRIENDS FOR A SPRING TRRIP NEXT YEAR?#AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! maybe even planning another trip w 19 bc i saw a cool cabin to stay in LMAO#just. yells. oh my gd#please please let this work out even 50% of the way of what it looks like it could be
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hi im sorry to do this again but if anyone would be able to help me get out of the negatives and also money for food this week id really appreciate it 🙏
vnm: tobias_leviathan
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr
#im about to be so fucking broke when i get paid bc its a rent check and its my first month of 24 payments towards a collection agency 💔#im not looking forward to it. im already off to a terrible start ugh
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hi if we're doing juneteenth posts im a black/indigenous nb person that's finally at a point where i (and my family) can move away from a racist landlord that has allowed our home to go into foreclosure twice, and bumped our rent up by $500 when we were unable to leave last year.
my sister and i are struggling to juggle moving costs alongside groceries, gas, bills and car repairs from a hit and run that happened two weeks ago. our lease ends sept. 1st and the contract will penalize us financially if we ask for any extensions. anything at all helps including boosts/reblogs! tysm and happy juneteenth!
p.ypal
#im so relieved to move but the housing market is fucking ridiculous right now. idk who can afford to give first and last months rent#PLUS a deposit while still paying rent at their current residence without barely surviving while they scrape it all together#juneteenth#juneteenth 2023#donation post#thanks as always for the boosts!
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#everything is hard#everything is painful it's all horrible and i am so. scared#....im so fucking scared#im applying for disability and i quit my job and my partner broke up with me and i.#there's nobody here#there's nobody and I'm alone and I'm so fucking scared and i don't know what to do#im panicking and spiraling and just waiting it out because I'm so terrified#what if it's not enough#I've applied for so much stuff I've requested help from every assistance place i can find#Im still looking for more#I haven't heard anything back from any of them yet#Who knows how long it'll take#I won't be able to pay rent this month#So then what? What happens#How long until they evict me? I-#I can't work. I can't. I just can't. I cannot. I can't i can't i can't#And I'm doing everything i can to survive#But it's so hard#And so scary and painful and I'm so. Sso so so alone#nobody is here. None of my loved ones are nearby#....i don't know what to do.#.....im scared.
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thought about finances again im gonna crack
#d speaks#half a step away from saying christmas is cancelled#brothers gonna have to pay the majority of rent next month which tbf i think thats justified anyway#since ive been doing the entirety of rent for like 3 years#and he shortchanged me this month#and made an expensive purchase#on top of an already expensive month#literally if anything goes wrong over the next 2 weeks im gonna [redacted]#he makes it so hard to have a buffer and thats what i need going into january so fucking bad#anyway time to shut off feeling and go to my job that i totally love and doesnt make me want to rip my hair out
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