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I’d just like to say I think ur very cool mushroom. you seem like you’re going through a lot of things a lot of the time, and I think you deserve to have things at least a little easier. your art is wonderful and it makes me very happy to see you on my dash. hope you’re doing alright. <3
Cries. Thank you <3<3<3<3
(also I’m laughing you’re kinda right why am I literally always going through something lmfao 😭 I need a nap man)
#My friend is being worse than usual and kinda genuinely scared me (so I went crying to one of my mutuals about it lol)#I got two hours of sleep last night#I have an insane amount of homework (there’s gotta be some sort of child labor law that makes this illegal /j)#My uncle just died#My mom was mad at me last night (ow)#my dad was mad at me this morning#And I’m somehow still sick (it’s been over a WEEK)#I need a vacation lmfao#😭😭😭#im fine tho dw lol#Just being dramatic#Never been better actually /j#I do have a really good life I just like whining about all the bad stuff lol#Ignore me
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carefully attempted to draw (still sick); wanted to give Shargon another redesign, this is an older version of him but the basics should also go for his younger self (idk yet about his lung replacement design; arms are posed weird to make anatomy clearer)
(wip, oc art, Shargon, he/they)
#ganondoodles#art#oc#oc art#wip#character design#im really liking this one ngl#posted this on twitter but didnt here bc its just a wip but .. idk how far i will get with this lol#i know barely anyone is interested in oc art#especially when its not my usual big buff type i love so much#everything needs a lil variety tho!#and this build just fits shargon more than the typical#if anyone can make sense of it-#the extra arms he gets (red ones) are bc he gains another heart from Eadrya so he has two hearts and two elements now thus changed#(dw Eadrya is fine .... it makes sense in lore but its alot to explain and i dont think anyone would care anyway)#not trying to be dismissive- just realistic to save myself the time writing it and disappointment when no one reads it :U#i need to put more effort into oc art if i want anyone to care#at least i know Eadrya has always at least one fan (thank you calamity <3)
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Being socially anxious and also time blind (and honestly adhd in general) fucks me over so much because i LOVE talking to people i LOVE talking to my moots and friends but 1) i will usually not start texting people because im anxious about it and 2) even if at some point i start talking to someone i will probably forget that i can just keep texting people so i will simply not text someone for weeks :/
#i think this is a vent post? but im not too affected lol DW it's fine#STILL THO god theres so many people i wanna start talking to#i love you mutuals <3#sunny rambles
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I lied. Death time
#art#help how do i anatomy#have a nice death#have a nice death art#yeahh i dunno. just felt like drawing himb.#been playing the game a bit. i got addicted so ive had to put it down for now. or at least limit my hours.#the have a nice death discord is super cool tho. specially if you need help with sometjing#useful because its got a lot smaller fanbase than others so i go to them if i need help with something#uhm. ive just been in a bit of a . decline lately? dunno what it is lol. been burnt out#ill be fine dw ! it happens sometimes. judt need to figure out whats bothering me cuz even im not sure#probably just me feeling obligated to draw only like. three things for my art blog instead of. yknow. doing what i want#which is completely my fault but i know people dont like my other art ad much as hk or sky. it. bums me out#which again!! is on me! im so glad people like that art i! i just need to get out of the mindset. its hard though#i guess posting this is breaking the cycle a bit huh#hehe
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no bigger birthday art this year (or now, at least) since i was gonna do a big drawing but got hit with other art stuff and general fatigue (dw im just actually working out again and am in the 'man this shit is kicking my ass' phase chbvjcv) i cannot believe i'm fucking 20. what the hell. where did my youth go- anyways happy birthday me i guess lol
#shook arts#ik i drew myself looking so done but dw im doing fine lol#this year has been. something thusfar tho-#anyways. yes i do actually own the shirt i drew myself in (as is standard for me) and yes i did make it in jackbox#funny :]#posting this uhhh idk probably in the morning. i made this at midnight tho chbvchjv#heres to hoping the year only continues to get better for my illness ridden ass cjhbvgjcv
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finished rogue trader. so mad about it i had to take a nap and then start a whole new playthru again to cope <3
#tay plays rogue trader#I DIDNT GET THE HEINRIX-LEAVES-THE-INQ ENDING..... AFTER EVERYTHING...... GRILLS MYSELF............#actually sooooooooo miserable like what do you mean ''the two lovers rarely crossed paths going forward..... '' shut up literally fake news#that man was HOOKED !!!!! he could not get enough !!!!!!#sigh. anyways. *clicks new game* heres how leda von valancius can still win#aka playing diviner is so funny bc i can just metagame thru every mistake i have ever made irt her playthru <3 just a dream bby its fine dw#anyway i loved the game sooooooo much. way more than i thought i would#definitely a top 5 rpg for me i think#my only main critique (outside of the 7 million bugs lol) was smth SO many games do and it pisses me off to no end#how the game will just. literally END. it will CEASE. the second u do the final boss#da2 did it ! fallout did it ! pillars of eternity did it ! bg3 did it before they added the epilogue months later#its so common and it makes me mad bc its so lazy... like throughout the entire game the story allows u to opt in#to moments of catharsis w ur companions.... to get their viewpoints and reflect on whats happened. but the ending just Ends lol#and ik Ending the story is a catharsis in and of itself but damb maybe i just want to celebrate killing whatever the fuck a c'tan shard is#with bae yknow. but fuck me i guess !!!#KJFDGJKFDG#BUT IM JUST BEING A HATER. LOVED THE GAME RECOMMEND TO ALL THE MOOTS !#im so excited to replay and make all the same choices i did the first time but Sexy this time. and also to build the party correctly#so its not just me and heinrix carrying everybody on our backs this time 😔✊ tho that was pretty funny tbh
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Hiii pookie
I’m currently hyperfixating on Jjk so I don’t have a lot of ideas for Welcome Home lmao
I’m scrounging up the few ideas I have rn just so I can round them up before I forget them 😭
That one au I made with Holly and Wallace helping Eddie with his mailman job while he has depression is perpetually stuck in my head I love them
Daisey pops up in the au and they are a HATER
Legit, they’re only there to keep Eddie on a positive streak because he’s their bestie
Eddie needs glasses but he doesn’t wear them cause he keeps dropping and breaking them. He’s just blind walking around the neighborhood
He’s memorized every part of the post office so he’s fine walking around in there blind
Daisey is pretty much the same in this au but they aren’t big fans of the other neighbors besides maybe Julie and Frank. Everyone else can suck it /j
FlowerShop doesn’t happen in this au me thinks
Daisey cares too much for Eddie and too little for Howdy for them to work out in this au
Holly and Wallace cuss a lot. Everyone just looks at them as if they’ve never heard cussing before, Eddie laughs since he finds it amusing
Eddie cusses a little too, everyone gasps
Me thinking Daisey and Eddie having a sleepover and Daisey tells Eddie that they love him :)
He replies, I love you too Frank,” and completely destroys the mood :(
Matching sibling outfits are a NEED
They get matching pajamas for a sleepover and Holly refuses to admit she likes them
Holly hates on Eddie a lot less in this au I think, she just pities him more than hates him
Wallace feels the same as he usually does about Eddie, they get along okay
My brain is consumed by Suguru Geto right now, I love my depressed little guy
I don't what that is but Good For You! /genuine
Depressed Eddie hc ouagh I eat that shit Up. It should be stuck in your head gah what a concept
Daisey the Hater era heck yeah! We love to see them only care about One person and slowly grow to like his (cough- only) two friends!
They walk backwards into the post office, glaring at Howdy. Only reason they don't flip him off is bc Eddie will get upset if he sees. He's too sweet.
I feel most of Eddie's swears are those nonsense countrisms no one understands. So when he drops a nice clean Fuck! everyone is shocked.
NNOOOOO Don't Do That To Me!! Oh There Are So Many Reasons He Could Have Said That. Ok well I got 2 but Still.
1. His issue with names got him mixed up and landed him on the Worst option. He genuinely meant to say Daisey (platonic or not up to you bestie) (He sometimes signs letters with other people's names iirc. my poor boy isn't great in the name department)
2. Eddie Was Sleepy And Was Not Paying Attention. Boy's halfway to Dreamland and was thinking about the puppet of his dreams. (sorry Daisey sobs 😭)
Both options still kill the mood and that is now a very awkward sleepover. I'm ruined, you've ruined me /j /pos
Oh good some wholesome food. Matching PJs are literally the cutest thing every. Holly for the love of beans admit you like the pjs lol
I feel like pitying Eddie is almost worse? But I don't think Eddie would notice it right away so eeeh. I see Eddie as someone who really doesn't like being pitied tbh
#Wowza what a typing I did!#You've got your hyperfixation. I've got a wh x Gravity Falls au in my drafts that i plan to post-#we're just vibing rn!#fr tho hii bestiee thank you for the mailman food and Angst#ya know idk if im tired. have a headache. or if I've inhaled too much bug spray fumes.#but hoo boy somethings up lol#dw im fine i prommy#neon child#dizztalkstoomuch#welcome home#eddie dear#moot ocs
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Been attempting to remake Voice for a bit and while they still have no set outfit (or story/idea) i still miss him
#is a heart and mind fusion likely? definitely not#but concept is still fun#now to move on to another set of doodles lol#i have so much to do#in both art and actual irl things#hoouf ive been mentally disoriented and the fact that whats keeping my sanity is them 3 is stupidly ironic#oddly enjoy it tho#some of the time lol#fun fact i drew these last night whole having a headache and a chest/heartache#i designed a character so much i became them#that or my own Mind and Heart were having a bad time#thanks guys the pain tasted gr8 solid 10/10#also im fine now dw#almost had those weird heart problems again but im too cool for that 😎#my hearts being a bitch no wonder my mind was pissy lol#kk i shut up now bye :}#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj heart#cj mind#cj voice#-atlas art-
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cute nurse at this hospital got me thinkin bout all the au's
#rei rambles#im fine dw im just here To Make Sure#this sure has been A Year tho#does this post tip u off about how fandom-soaked my brain is lol
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HI droppin by for a bit just to say hello and hope you all are doing well, don't forget to take care of yourself 🥺💞
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#REVIEWING FOR CETS IS A FUCKING PAIN GOOD LORD HEAVENS ABOVE take me now#hhi uhh pray for me please ... im not religious and mayb you arent too lol but please hope fr me aha......#i have been slacking on reviewing ill admit but im p confident in myself after having a ton of breakdowns lately#and i am working Hard Hard Hooray i still feel like im going to die but whatever uh this is just until June#and then after that is. Oct/Nov so kill me again but i will be fine /gen i hope <3 !!!#anyway tho do not forget to take care of yourself !!!!! contrary to what i believe for myself pls also rmbr u are Not a failure#SORRY BIT OF DARK HUMOR THERE im not a failure as well dw ik but yeah. treat yourself kindly okay? ill try to as well <3
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god i don’t wanna be here i don’t wanna exist
#i hate myself so much#I’m sick of myself and sick of this world#i got upset at Lexi bc they said they didn’t wanna hang lol like i just shutdown n went quiet even tho they drove to take me to the shops#bc I’m ill#like I’m tired of always getting hurt I’m so damn sensitive all the time#like idk i guess i just thought they were gonna stay at mine for a while like we usually do#n instead they just wanted to go home#which is obv fine like they can do whatever they want but im sick of getting upset over this stuff#n i always feel horrible and guilty when i get triggered whether it’s shutting down or passive aggressiveness#or having a meltdown over stuff idk i just feel so emotionally childish n even when i know it’s wrong to feel tht way it still happens#i just wish i knew how to be better and stop being like this#n my therapists just keep telling me well it’s okay and normal to feel this way because I’ve been thru bad experiences before n thts why#i feel abandoned and unloved#but it’s like I’m 24 i shouldn’t be so emotionally all over the place and get triggered all the time like i can’t function bc of this#n i end up just acting in ways i don’t like like if someone was acting this way w me id be exhausted I’m not surprised I’ve been called#exhausting and too sensitive and negative and immature bc i am n hell if u don’t like me dw i hate myself more ive literally been trying#to get better and it’s going nowhere i think i just gotta end myself fr#journal
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thoughts and feelings and emotions and sentiments and actions and reactions and attitudes and views and perspectives and minds and inclinations and dispositions and giving and receiving and restraint and indulgence and outside and inside and numbers colors shapes sounds words and how they look in your mind and how feel in your mouth and how they taste when they leave
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when i was a kid and i baked with my grandma i’d often get an allergic reaction, not generally due to me eating things i knew i was allergic to, mostly because i’d touch something and put my hands near my mouth and being like 5-8 i didn’t wash my hands everytime i touched something. anyways allergic reactions were common for me as a kid bc i was allergic to raw egg which is required in nearly all baking. as an adult i pretty much never have allergic reactions as i outgrew my raw egg allergy (i think) and generally am only allergic to hazelnuts now. anyways i was looking through my grandma’s decades old recipe folder and ended up getting an allergic reaction from something that was on the sheets.
#shut up danni's talking#nice to know that even when she’s gone she still envokes those memories#also found out my great grandma’s name was sarah enid but went by her middle name#which is cool as heck#also dw my allergic reaction was v minor its already dying down#it just swelled a dot on my lip a little and my cheekbone got a little red#mostly from where i’d touched the sheets with the back of my pen and with the hand i was turning pages w#and i used that hand to rest my head on so#but i took some anti allergy tablets and im fine#still rather funny scenario tho lol
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hey chat i havent slept in probably 36 hours straight
#waiting for the sleep deprivation hallucinations to kick in#oopsies#i think im hearing like kind of faint versions of the songs i was listening to earlier but i cant tell if its just playing in my head lol#well either way it would be but u get the message]#also pearl and rina scream singing in my ear HAHA#that usually happens when i play too much splatoon#im also seeing the splatoon countdown numbers and inkstrike and opponent splat flashes#but that might be just bc i just played splatoon for about 30 hours straight and its just burned into my retinas#not complaining tho#im fine tho im going to sleep dw
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did I talk about the fire near my house that happened acouple days ago
#the ao3 author curse got me ( <- has literally one fic posted. it's fine im writing another)#dw tho im fine#it happened 2 days ago it lasted all day it was annoying as hell#but watching the fire was cool#last week was. very unfortunate for me lol#someone said “ i think you were victor's hugo inspiration or something” which was fucling hilarious i cant even be mad
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Jumping on the ship trope trend thingie!!! High key reminds me of the Tumblr RP community's reblog memes with their muses and I've always enjoyed the concepts of those lol.
I'll be using Adachi bc he is infesting my brain and giving me a headache tonight (affectionate).
Rules: Highlight or bold the tropes that apply to your self ship with your F/O.
Personal Addition: Color code your highlights if a trope applies to you/your self insert or your F/O more than the other.
Both: Purple
Jay: Blue
Adachi: Red
height difference · mutual pining · first kiss · first love · married · inside jokes · lgbt+ · family disapproves · friends disapprove · would die for each other · fake relationship · arranged wedding · physical affection · pda friendly · and they were roommates · secret relationship · opposing world views · opposing personalities · opposing goals · getting a pet · have kids · grow old together · relationship failures · rest head on shoulder · share a bed · token dummies · relationship doubts · they have a song · first date · it's cold, take my jacket · sharing a blanket · mutual interests · study buddies · bathing together · crash into hello · accidental nudity · laundry · same hobbies · cooking together · big fancy gala · sibling rivalry · hair stroking · late night dancing · cloudgazing in the grass · watching stars together · watching the other sleep · shared values (sorta? it's complicated) · friends to lovers · enemies to lovers · lovers to enemies · childhood friends · slow burn · love triangle · toxic relationship (also complicated) · sitting on each other’s lap · can’t be together · hugs · forehead touches · neck kisses · car/motorbike rides · compliments · petnames · falling asleep together · late night talks · spontaneous gifts
#self ship#self shipping#safeship#safeshipping#🃏 Jester's Hunger#divider by firefly-graphics; edited by me (color)#istg if tumblr messes up my post bc i added the readmore AFTER the image this time I Will Scream#also fr i do have a headache brewing up there lol#tho not bc of him#its freezing tonight and i smacked my head of a cabinet door handle earlier#im fine dw it just left a small bruise on my forehead#but cold temps also make me feel bad and low energy so thats kinda making the soreness difficult to ignore and giving me a headache
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