#im emotional rn yall
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Women are so attractive actually i love women so much it’s actually insane
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#you know that ‘i saw a woman so beautiful i started crying’ post??#actually me rn#women just hnnnngggg#yall are SO attractive i can’t do this#people ask me my type and my brain pictures Every Woman™️#also i didn’t stay up till 5am this time#i woke up after 2 hours🙃#and got on my phone and saw too many women and got emotional about it#lol#im gay and i like sleeping
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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Mini Hiatus (again sorry lol)
Hey yall! this next week is a really Hard Anniversary of mine and is super important to me so I might not be available until after the 4th of DEC,
ill still try post some things but I'm just taking time to focus on myself and my Family ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
Have a WIP as penance
#this is part of a comic but if anyone is bored and wants to colour it in feel free itd be so cute to see what yall do vs my vision honestly#ik i just somewhat came back but its a rough ass time of year lmao#the world is so much right now and i am just a little guy with allot of responsibility and dead family#sorry this is kindof venty#i never like posting my emotions online but im high and its rough rn LMAO
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I love you trans women. And trans girlthings. And anyone adjacent. I am not really an avid poster and just reblog but to all my mutual I love you even if we've barely or never talked. If you ever need to reach out to someone please know I'm here for yall forever an always.
#i am drunk rn and feeling emotions#trans women have been my closest friends both irl and onlkne and#i knkw im jusg some tme cis girl but i love yall and will always stand by your side#NO EXCEPTIONS
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ZACH OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY?!!! IM SO SORRY OFERJGFERN IM SO MAD IM ONLY FINDING OUT NOW.
IM SENDING YOU ALL THE GODDAMN AMAZING VIBES AND HUGS AND BEST TIMES EVER IN THE WORLD. TY FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY AND ABSOLUTELY FEEDING US WITH YOUR ENDLESS RICH CREATIVITY AND BEAUTIFUL MIND!!! YOUR PASSION, ART, AND REFLECTIONS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME AND FILL ME WITH SM HAPPY STIMS LIKE- AGH!!!!
IM GONNA STOP YELLING NOW BUT ILYSM /P AND HOPE ONLY THE BESTEST THINGS EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU AND AND YOUR THE BEST AND AHHHHHHHHH QAQ <33 <33 <3333333
NO WORDS. ONLY CRY.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH TRIONAAAAAA#IM BAWLING MY EYES OUT#LOOK!!!!! AT MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOYYYYYS!!!!#YALL ARE FREAKING SPOILING ME SM RN#ALSO#LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY UM BITCH HAVE U LOOKED IN A MIRROR?..#????#DONT BC YOULL BLIND URSELF U ABSOLUTE BEACON OF GOODNESS HOW DARE U#ADFJBKKJHSDFJKHSFDKHJ#fandom friends#rat sons fanart#ask reply#THANK YOU THOUGH SERIOUSLY THAT MEANS SO MUCH AND MAKES ME GENUINELY SO EMOTIONAL#legitimately i am so so so glad and touched to be a part of this little corner of the internet#and to have met so many of you amazing incredible wonderful people <3#i for real love you all so very much /p#SOMEDAY IMMA STEAL U AND ARCHIE AND THE REST OF THE MOOTS AND WE'LL ALL HANG OUT TOGETHER#ILL BUY U GUYS SNACKS OR SMTHN#CUT FRUIT OR PLAY CATCH#IDK!!!!!#OLD MAN FORMS OF AFFECTION#AS I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ANCIENT#ALSO APOLOGIES THAT IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO RESPOND LIFES BEEN KICKING MY ASS A BIT THIS WEEK#got a second job so my time to draw and be online is even less than before :((((#but!!! im hoping i can eventually slowly shift from my old retail job to just this new one which should improve things!! :D#THANK YOU AGAIN TRIONA!!! LOVE U SM /p AND SENDING U THE MOST AMAZING WONDERFUL VIBES FOREVER#KICK ASS OUT THERE!!!! 💪💪💪
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BEST D20 SEASON EVER
BEST CAST DYNAMICS
BEST BATTLE MAPS
BEST MAKE UP
BEST ENDING
just fucking amazing all round
#im gonna get so sad not seeing Jasper every week#yall better listen to three black halfings cause its just the best#i am just so every emotion rn#d20#dimension 20#brennan lee mulligan#aabria iyengar#siobhan thompson#burrows end#dropout#jasper william cartwright#rashawn scott#izzy roland#erika ishii
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today, on my 27th birthday, i just signed for my very first apartment ….. dawnie is now officially a homeowner
#U GUYS ARE THE FIRST TO HEAR THIS#THATS HOW SPECIAL YALL R TO ME#THIS IS.#THE. BIRTHDAY PRESENT TO TOP EVERYTHING#IM SORRY IM SO EMOTIONAL#HAVING A HOME IS WHAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED#THANKING MY LUCKY STARS SO HARD RN#im bouncing w excitement i sound so unhinged sorzzz#😭😭😭🥹
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Oh hey look-! It's the Blue Man Group!
TLT Masterlist
#Im too tired to come up with a funnier joke rn lmfao#So... Im alive!#Been busy and just... emotions#(like I was on the verge of tears today because i dropped a pen... lol)#But here's some art WIP for y’all#Heard some snippets of Rust’s album and I am so hyped#Like i am gonna go donate plasma so i have the extra cash to buy it asap when it's released#but anyways#I spent nearly 4 hours between 2 days just staring at human skeletons; spines are hard to draw#and YALL CANT EVEN SEE MOST OF IT-#Bonus points for those of you who know what 2 Necronomocons Doc’s book is a combo of#I missed drawing this handsome blue bastard (lovingly)#*pats him on the top of his head*#I love him so so much#/pos..? I guess lol#the living tombstone#tlt#tombsona#Doc#Doc tlt#tlt Doc#the living tombstone Doc#Doc the living tombstone#digital art#digitalart#WIP#art wip#fan art#(color wheel meme WIP btw-- yes i know i started this MONTHS ago *places a finger on your mouth* shhh its our secret)#also the quality drop is abhorrent wtf lmao-- Should be a bit better than the OG but still is a bit wonky smh
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. SCREAMING CRYING TEARING AT MY PILLOWS SOBBING ON THE FLOOR IT’S THEM
#SNIPS AND SKYGUY ARE BACK YALL IM SO EMOTIONAL RN 😭#Swift talks#anakin#ahsoka#Ahsoka series#Ahsoka series spoilers#Ahsoka show spoilers#ahsoka spoilers
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where's my motherfuckers unable to accept their disorder/disability and have a lot of shame and self hate??? like i need you right now. i want none of that positivity shit, give me the grit, how do you get through this?
and if you have overcome it, tell me what's up. what did you need to get through it?
#babey posts#actually nd#actually neurodivergent#im dealing with a lot but positivity + acceptance isnt really helpful rn#i need some people going through or gone through the same shit#and like its not like i can vindicate this. nor do i want to put the burden of my emotions onto someone else#ive already been through relief of understanding people treated me like this because of this#but im dealing with the mortifying experience of just not being happy or loving towards myself#where are all of yall. just not feeling like they can exist because of their disorder#i need help processing and coping guys
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:( both of my phone chargers hardly work, please charger how do i need to hold you to start the charging up
#this is a post i made#need a normal post to put my actual thoughts under lol dont know why but my thoughts sure all observational rn#well… a lot of my thoughts come from my surroundings have you seen the types of questions I come up with hehe#was gonna ramble about this in the other post but they got blipped out of existence so I didn’t#and apparently I will not yap anymore in this post#hmmm yeah the problem are emotions are just missing rn cause thoughts are all observational and its all physical reactions to music rn#brain wants to only talk things out in my head but then when i try to is like hmmm no.#ive also been writing one thing and then staring off into space for ages and not in the way i do when im excited about something#fall air would fix me maybe but also oh cant move to even open the window now#yall ever get in a position and youre like okay im staying perfectly like this i dont want to release the pressure on my hand and reset it#or something i dont know how to explain it#entropy apparently im all for it#^tags im gonna (am already) be like yeah ignore those idk what im talking about
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i took a break from kinktober writing to crochet a sweater (my first wearable project, im very excited) and i'm listening to the throne of glass audiobook while i do it (IT'S REALLY GOOD IM ANNOYED I DIDNT START ON THE SERIES SOONER??????)
BUT all this to say, i got the idea to - if this sweater goes well - make a velaris sweater :') with ramiel on it :') it's already a thing i know but ive wanted one since the first time i saw one on tiktok but i dont wanna buy clothes on tiktok bc im worried about wearing anything THAT cheap bc i have sensitive skin, and theyre WAY expensive on etsy, so i will make my own :D
#this has nothing to do with writing#sorry yall#i just had to tell someone#and no one ik irl likes acotar or crochets so like#yall get to deal with my ramblings about it#anyway kinktober days 1-17 are done#im sweating idk how im balancing everything rn#no sleep and hanging on by a thread?#5 classes this semester; 20+ hours a week at the lab; OVERSEEING INCOMPETENT PEOPLE AT LAB; PERSONAL EMOTIONAL TURMOIL#crocheting; writing; and somehow still managing to clean and cook and eat and shower and skincare and GOD#i know a lot of this is like...... normal stuff a person needs to do every day but like#im medicated girls.... and the wellbutrin is not wellbutrining rn#has not been for like weeks now#maybe i need to talk to my psychiatrist........#yikes oversharing now gonna go#i was gonna write but i simply do not feel like it#i am going to make my sweater and listen to tog thank you#this has been my daily pop in with you guys
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i know the little goofy spin off series are a Thing™️ for a lot of manga and animes but god bsd wan is actually so necessary to offset canon being Like That i am in so much pain
#@ bsd: stop#pls#oof ouch ow#<-basically just my bsd tag at this point smh#if you aren’t into bsd i would like to take this opportunity to tell you to not get into it#because OUCH#my emotions#they need to animate more of wan STAT#i need it to cope with where the anime is at#yall idk if i can watch it#im not…strong enough…..#reading bsd manga=ouch#watching bsd anime=also ouch#WHATS LEFT FOR ME#at this point im editing angst out of my FICS because im like we don’t need any more of that rn#like bruh#anyway i love bsd#<333333
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I KINDA WANT TO BURN DOWN THE WORLD RN but I know I'm just emotional/depressive and I need a shower, a snack, and some weed, and I'll be ok, im just like BAD, rn, think like this:
But bad and full of rage and sadness and other shit that I have opinions on
EVERYTHING IS BAD AND I AM FILLED WITH HATE.
ILL BE OK IM GONNA GO BE A LITTLE LARVA FOR A MINUTE.
I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH I JUST NEED TO REGULATE MY WHOLE ASS SELF
ok, here I go <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 shower time🥰🥰🥰
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Hey people of tumblr I have an idea of a way to help support Gaza. This one's especially for people living in Christian areas with a lot of mainstream acceptance of israel. It's only a few days until Christmas and as for all Gazans, things are incredibly desperate for the small population of Christian Gazans. In particular here are some articles talking about fears all Christians in Gaza will be dead soon.
So how about we call up our local churches and ask what they're doing to help the people of Palestine?
The articles I've linked come from a variety of backgrounds. Some predate oct 7th. All focus on the plight of Christians in Palestine. Take your pick for what source you think will speak to your audience.
I want you to find a church that is ignoring the genocide or even praying for israel and then point out it's not just people being murdered. It's their people being murdered. Contact your local church like "Hey I'm Name, I'm not really a member of any church these days but it's Christmas and I really want to do something to help people in Palestine. I was wondering if you have something planned over Christmas? Maybe a prayer meeting or a protest or something idk 🥺" Then if you recieve any pushback switch to "oh but I'm just sooooo worried about our fellow Christians unable to celebrate Christmas".
It's a great place to ease people into caring about genocide who normally wouldn't. And if you convince a priest they might tell their whole congregation about how this christmas they have to show up for persecuted christians in jesus' birthplace. Worth a try?
#free palestine#free gaza#christmas#christians in gaza#i did not fact check the articles i linked i wanna be upfront about that#this is from a place of emotive headlines i assume ppl will barely skim bcus thats how ppl engage with me when i link them things#i skimmed the articles and i straight up dislike some of them!#some of them are from right wing backgrounds so ugh#some make such a point of bashing hamas and its like sure yes hamas have done some bad things too does this really need such focus rn#but i reckon some ppl will have a way easier time with their cognitive dissonance if you gave them that article rather than a more focused#also and this is obvious i am not an expert maybe my idea isnt that good pls school me if im an idiot#im not palestinian#im white and was raised christian and like i read the part where they said being mean was a sin and was like okay why are yall ignoring????#so basically this is coming from my background with christian cognitive dissonance and how what they say and what they do are very at odds#but if you learn to point that out using juuuuuuust the right lingo you can make them do better#they generally genuinely do want to be good they just Do Not See the same things i do#and like my autistic ass cant see what all the other kids at church saw so diversity ig#also heads up if you do this you have to be down to pray like a bunch with nice people on the phone or whatevs#the churches i rang arent having separate prayer meetings but did pray with me on the phone and like my relationship with religion is weird#but it was ~emotional~#anyway they are all already praying for palestine near me so thats something ig#i checked in on a church that kinda scared me out of the faith by being homophobic years ago and theyre already prayin#so like idk everyone in the world really is praying for gaza
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Still find it extremely insane that Piepoe reblog like. Chain of more specific arts I made has over 2000 notes yall are actually so insane!!!! I am glad my silly fake peppino clone can be a ":)" mood to so many creatures. Bless...!!!!
#i am sleepy so im not too huge emotion rn but trust me i appreciate yalls kindness with her...#like it is still so surprising to me that so many enjoy her...!! thank you so much!!!#i send love and hugs and kisses to you all bless your hearts!!!! be safe!!!! drink water... rest.... eat foode....#btw since i am leaving this here as a note i do wanna say i am reading up the asks and inbox messages :3! ill be making responses soon!#working on one very hard since it mentioned a movie i Particularly am Fond of and am Also working on... P rank piepoe animation screen#but all that aside... thank you again... seriously!! thank you all so much for your sweetness towards me it means the world#your good and positivity towards me will come right back at you and when it does i hope it is joyful and full of wonder!!#💖💓💖💘💖💘💓💖💘💘💖💓💖💘💖💘💖💓💖💖💘💖💓💘💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💖💖💘💖💘💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💖💘
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