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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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I never really thought I'd have to grapple with the existential crisis of knowing every single thing I've drawn in the last five years is. Wrong. I put it EVERYWHERE and it's all off can you fucking imagine. It's my icon and my banner and all over every blog I've ever made and my toyhouse has THOUSANDS of images and the COMMISSIONS. I GOT PAID FOR ART THAT LOOKED WRONG? AND PEOPLE NOTICED?
#im dying i cant believe this#theres literally no way to fix everything and some of it. god#some of it is desaturated TWICE#because i would have used a desaturated png as a color reference#and then THAT piece gets desaturated upon export too#fuck#fuck. what the hell#I CANT EVEN FIX IT BRO#I CANT FIX IT. BECAUSE BOTH DISCORD AND TOYHOUSE JUST TAKE IT BACK#how the hell. how the HELL#no fucking WONDER some of the brighter sections of JROAE looked. wrong#I CANT EVEN FIX STUFF ON TUMBLR CAUSE ITS ALREADY SICH A LOW QUALITY 😭#WHAT THE HELL IM GONNA DIEEEEE#randy rambles#i hope apple explodes foreber#they have done nothing but ruin my life i hope they die#god#this literally makes me want to stop drawing until i can get an actually functioning computer#NO ONE ELSE I ASKED had problems with toyhouse desaturating their character references#its ONLY ME#and probably EVERYONE ELSE ON MAC#CAUSE MAC SUCKS ASS NEVER GET AN APPLE PRODUCT NEVER EVER EVER EVER#WORST FUCKING MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. G O D
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WHY DO I GET THE MOST DRAMATIC COMMENTS EVER 😭
#i cant believe im killing my soul#my morality is DYING#Help#proship#proshipper#profiction#anti anti#antis are weird
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2023 Qatar Grand Prix - Parc Ferme - Oscar Piastri
#SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!! HE LOOKED SO GOOD DURING THIS#i just feel bad bcs he looks so dehyrdated and hot and dying#but at least hes sexy while doing it!!#p2....still cant believe it!!!!!#and he got so much camera time as well!!!!! so pleased!!!!!#im making these post-races differently than i normally would#i usually make one combined post but im splitting them up bcs i wanna use all my gifs#and smaller posts seem to do better for some reason so yeah!!#oscar piastri#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#op81#2023 qatar gp#2023 qatar grand prix
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P'Joe, I miss you. I miss you so much. Don't be stupid. Open your eyes. The only one he loves is Tong.
MY STAND-IN (2024) | 1.06
#poom phuripan#up poompat#my stand in#my stand in the series#msiedit#usersasa#tobelle#usertoptaps#userbunn#tuseralexa#userrlana#rinblr#userzhaozi#userrlaura#msiep6#clairedgifs#joe my babe he's calling out your nameeeee#but anyway from joe's pov i totally agree why he cant trust ming yet#cuz even if joe 2.0 believes that ming loves joe 1.0. the act of ming using joe 2.0 for comfort can make both joe/audience have doubts#but for ppl who get it get it#for ming it's the sense of familiarity he seeks from joe 2.0#not just simply sex#and im pretty sure they will depict that in ep 7 but i dont want to spoil it#ming is a dying matchstick holding out hope for joe 1.0 return but the loneliness is slowly killing him so he's seeking warmth from joe 2.0#love the line in ad where ming says he's well aware of the painful cost of using somebody as a sub but also he cant stop making bad decisio
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will never get over the fact that sams grief after dean died in season 3 turned him into the same revenge obsessed man their dad became after mary died. the fact that thats not subtext or whatever thats just the show.
#sam pre dean dying being like john pre mary dying is also going to make me insane btw#like i know this logically like it isnt a secret thing hidden in spn. its just the show. but im realising it againa nd its like man i cant#believe this shit. the way their relationship is so romantic despite them being brothers. im abt to kill ppl. insane.#they loved each other so much. waaah
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Finished some Cassies (plural) off today.
#summerly draws#theyre so smiley i hate them /lying#did... surprisingly okay on the chair. considering i cant draw wheelchairs. its a pediatric wallaby chair. one of the 12'' ones#these are references for something im working on so. theyre not super polished. but they dont have to be#mostly to get a feel for different outfits cassie can wear (and would possibly wear) with different mobility aids#poor moon boot cassie though. i still remember wearing ONE moonboot about two years ago when i broke my ankle#and shes gotta wear two? im a meanie please take her away from me#no really shed be dying inside- how can she wear pretty shoes with THOSE on???#i managed to draw exactly one (1) good hand... out of six. orz kill me dead#edit- i cant believe i forgot to colour her eyebrows on the last one fuck im stupid#dont trust me with anything#is it really a birthday party fanfic#:3 yeah this was secretly character design for my monstrosity lol
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it’ll pass.
#shrios#shepard x thane#female shepard#thane krios#mass effect#oc: claire.#mine.#yes this is in reference to fleabag confession 😔😔#second panel is supposed to be her pulling her hand away idk if it's clear#anyway i cant believe we didnt even get to hold his hand when he was dying wtf like#a) big part of the shrios romance is the hand holding we get that when we lock in and in their romance scene pre suicide mission#b) why dont i have a unique scene when im in his romance like shep's boyfriend is literally dying she deserves to AT THE VERY LEAST.#hold his hand. like come on. and no one even comments on the fact that he died??? like why is shep even saving#u guys ur all so disrespectful should just let the reapers take ur asses idc 🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️
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not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.
anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.
like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.
I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.
this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it
#skunk mail#Anonymous#ill be in a car with my dad fighting tears thinking about how ill miss it one day and there's no way for my brain to capture the moment and#make a simulation of it. and even then that wouldnt help. ykwim#sometimes i sit in my parents room while my parents and brother are there and i cant stop thinking about when ill see them for the last tim#and how i wish i could full really truly wring every last drop of ''appreciation'' from the moment.#i think about that time isnt linear thing. how everything that has happened or will happen exists on its own#and i think about the cheye experiencing the After tragedy. and i cant handle it. not now or then. i envy the past cheye#even the one of 5 seconds ago. because that was 5 seconds ive lost. 5 seconds closer to events that will#separate my life into Before and After. over and over again#(like you said anon. i think abt that all the time too)#i think this is also why im struggling with the thought of moving out#we all have so little time. dont even get me started on the fear and grief i feel for my own life#not only fearing dying but fearing the lead up where ive lost and cried over much. just me. alone.#ill never see them again. it will never be today again. we'll never be in my parents room like today again. i cant take it.#even if i spend every last second with everybody i still wont be able to take it. i cant believe it#human beings that were all somebody's baby once. tomorrow it will be like they were never here at all. all their memories#go with them. it hurts so bad. i cant take it#i cant even breathe rn ruminating abt it *peace sign emoji*
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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every so often the jackles loose asshole fart joke blooper crashes through the walls of my subconscious like the fucking koolaid dude and causes a reaction I can only describe as a sudden wave of disbelief and elation all at once… disbelation lets call it…
cockles disbelation®️
#i really just cant believe he made that joke and then cleared it to be on the gag reel#like jackles sir excuse me#have you no respect for my life#im dying and living from this#cockles disbelation®️#jensen ackles#jackles#misha collins#cockles#jenmish#destiel#deancas#destiel is cockles fault
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the most rancid drama starters in fandoms are always like "gee i wish this fandom was nicer, why do we have to fight all the time :("
#theres this one guy who is SO vile on twitter lol#he was in my tumblr notifs the other day and has left kudos on all my devils minion fics#idk if he missed the message or whatever#i keep hornyposting about marius so these folks dont get the wrong idea about me LOL#i guess im not hornyposting hard enough#anyway i was dying he's crying on twitter about how fandom is so nasty to each other#but every other tweet is him kinkshaming someone or QRTing a bad take instead of moving along#saying how “these people” (kinky folks) need to be chased off the internet#how marius stans belong on a list#etc#dude the call is coming from inside the house#anyway sorry for vauge posting i just cant believe my eyeballs LMAO#there was also this guy in VC fandom a couple years back who was SO nasty#and he made this huge plea to fandom abt how we need to leave ppl space to grow and learn and walk back their bad opinions when they learn#like my dude YOU are the one attacking everyone!#he was so mean to me lol#he wouldnt shut the fuck up making fun of my asexuality posts lol#like “gee why do queer ppl feel unsafe in fandom? cant be because i mercilessly mock everyone i've decided deserves my ire and abuse!” lol
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ArtFight Round 4!!
Characters belong to @/Ghost_paws, @/Aspire_cat77, @/aphelionz, @/cubepoxx, @/Addyx, @/Honeywillow, @/FISHSTIXX1203, and @/WolfWithWings667
#I CANT BELIEVE I DID 3 HEADSHOTS FACING THE SAME WAY LMFAO IM DYING#what hilarious is that its the opposite direction of what I would always draw as a kid#funny#running out of time and my wrist is killing me but im desperately trying to catch up on revenges#but I also really want to draw some of my bookmarked characters#fhdgjkdjgjvsdjk#jomadis#art#my art#warrior cats#warriors#dragon#cat#artfight#artfight2024#af 2024#team seafoam#af#af2024#animation#icon
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she was the silliest billy 🥹
#dogs#pets#animals#rip babygirl i love you so so so so much you were better than all of us#jojo#we had to remove all her front teeth not long after we got her bc they were rotted so i have a ton of pics of her sticking her tongue out#she had a sense of humor too btw she was so playful#she was abused in the past so it took her about a full year to trust us but once she did she was so so so loyal and loving#goddd i wanna die i cant believe im like. looking at pictures from two weeks ago where she was running and playful#and in the past week she just. gave up. she just stopped eating and stopped being able to even stand on her own#i had to hold her while she used the bathroom cause she kept losing her balance :(#sorry if this is too gross and upsetting i just. feel like i need to reach out. to anyone#like she was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease with no real chance of recovery several months ago so i should have like#prepared myself. but idk i guess i just had blinders on lol. the vet said his dog lived with it for 4 years before dying#idk. i guess i just thought she could survive longer#pet death#mia.txt#mia.jpg
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his jawline, i am actually going to die
#him doing this meme made me ddieie hahaha#in more ways than one#1. NO OMG I CANT BELIEVE HE ACTUALLY DID THIS#2. actually dying over how fine he looks#his jawlinw.....#what if i died#ALSO WOW HIS HAIR LOOKS SO GOOD#im like 25 hrs into a drawing project so this was like a reward to me. a gift.#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1
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so my beautiful amazing incredibly lovely wife @nwolf6 got me a cameo from Patrick Fabian EXPOSING ME AND MY HC THAT HOWARD HAMLIN IS IN FACT LANA DEL REY BUT HE AGREES
HE AGREES
HOWARD HAMLIN IS LANA DEL REY CONFIRMED
#crying screaming throwing up giggling and kicking my feet#I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE THIS I CANT IM GONNA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#HE ALSO SAID GODDAMN MANCHILD#HDYSHEHSUJEHEUWJDHEUEJEBUWIWBSHSJEVSHSUBSSHJWBEYWUEBSHSUHWBSUSJEBDUWJWBSUWJBSUSJWBE#I AM UNWELL#bcs#better call saul#howard hamlin#patrick fabian#HE SAID IT WAS HIS FAVORITE THING EVER#HE SAID IT#HE LOVED IT#HELP ME IM DEAD IM DYING I HAVE BEEN MURDERED#this is the best bday ill ever have nothing will top this
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