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This is part 1 of a continuation for my other post where LL Megatron gets trapped in the G1 universe, I was thinking about how someone would go insane in this cartoon world and thought "what if Megatron had someone else to accompany him" so, I gave Starscream an existential crisis
Edit: pt 2 here
#guys i cant continue this comic I'll get too attached to the “oh its g1 animation errors excuse”#“this has great potential to be hilarious�� makes angst instead#starscream i love you but your shoulder spike thingies are annoying to draw#theres only two parts but i wanted to keep my streak of posting art daily#DO NOT BE FOOLED BY HIS CUTE FACE HES STILL EVIL hes just having alot of thoughts right now#sorry if my handwriting is hard to read at the end#i print when i can but i... unironicly write in cursive#transformers#megastar#megascream#megatron#starscream#megatron x starscream#transformers fanart#transformers g1#tf idw#transformers au#ok looking at this a day later i realize how bad the flow is#note to self draw just make comics on the same canvas in the future#i will say though Ive never made comics before its pretty good for character angle practice! I need to do more of these#also use a character ref sheet!!! I gotta look at refs if im gonna do this cause its kinda obvious most of my drawings are from memory#G1 x LL AU
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The animatic is done!! 💕
#look outside#look outside game#look outside spoilers#art#digital art#fanart#animation#animatic#IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS#especially the ending bits... I drew some of them up to 3 times just to make SURE I got them right#Which my lazy ass almost never bothers with#THE BITS WITH SAM UNSPOOLING ARE MY PRIDE AND JOY#I wanted to make the part where they talk to the Visitor a bit worse actually#Their body being barely held together by this creature who only vaguely understands what a human being is even supposed to look like....#and if they move to fast their body literally lags and uncoils..#I wanted to have them sharply move their head and have them look distressed when their eyes lagged a behind#but oughgh I couldnt get it to look right and I was already dying from how long I spent on it so just pretend that happened and imagine it#Other notes ermmmm. I think I got the order that the astronomers joined a little mixed up. Sorry Beryl and Aurelius.#Also while drawing the DnD scene I imagined Lyle and Masked Thing holding hands now I feel like theres something there but idk what it is#Anyway do with that what you will#Also I remembered that half the reason I gave Sam a cleft pallet was cause I wanted them to keep a recognizable feature when they mutated#so on the last frame one of the breathing holes has a notch in it bcs thats the breathing hole that used to be Sams mouth :3#Idk if thats like. wholesome to anyone else but I like it. Its some remnant left of their humanity that they'll always have#Youtube
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mira !!! :]
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well#one of these miras is not like the other#one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA#a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D#so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue#the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms#i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL#side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA#funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA#mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but#the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf#or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm#but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events#which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king#and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA#but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally#one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]
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mindblowing how a show can be so mid and still make me insane. poorly written poorly executed weak ass plot arcs and consequences focused on the wrong things and way too zoomed in on minute details that dont get satisfying payoffs ooc writing for like half the characters status quo never under threat for more than like 2 minutes of screen time throwing away the interesting plot lines and lingering way too long on ones that arent good or interesting. pregnancy And proposal with no birth or wedding. random ass statement about twitch streamers. alright. AND YET poppy liwanag has infested my mind like some sort of terrible affliction and i truly could not live any other way. its like the show doesnt even matter anymore and what im really watching is a terrible autistic aussie woman whos been stuck in a saw trap her whole life and the saw trap is the show and if she escapes she dies. does anyone fucking care him. does anyone gaf my cat
#mythic quest#mq#poppy li#what ever. dont even know what im supposed to do right now#showing up to robs mansion with. i dont even know. flowers. poison cake. i just dont know#last time i made a mq post it pissed me off so bad seeing it in my notes#so this is probably a mistake but i have too many incomprehensible feelings rn i need to put them somewhere#i realise this sounds like i hate this show. u just have to trust me i love it trust me. its really good thats a lie its not but u get it#mrrow
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Slowly making bumblebees sanity crumble. There’s a good ending. Probably. Idk i havent actually figured out the timeline yet

if you cant read the notes they are in the image desc. i ahve a lot of new plot ideas but im gonna make a list of events that happen differently and figure out how they happen differently first... sorry if this silly thing isnt clear
#fishworm art#maccadam#tf earthspark#transformers earthspark#bumblebee transformers#earthspark bumblebee#bumblebee#solitary bee au#tumblr keeps exploding my quality#i cant have bright colors ig#bumblebee darling. dearest. i love injecting paranoia into you#theres more nuance but i hand to draw this extrmely fast so i could get it out before it filtered into the void#i will be making a basic time line and probably comics#also the rest of the terrans hopefully#all the humans will probably get furrified i cant draw humans but i really like the maltos theyre so cool#ill probably like. make them do more farm-y stuff than they do in ES here. they defintiely have bees#gahhh this thing has me by a chokehold. i have to go take notes on ES BB's character now though so i do her right......#idk whgat im doing lolll#i jsut like drawing bb with that terrified face. and also thinking about her being paranoid. maybe i am project (i am)
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nah cuz i KNOW he wouldn't have missed.
#death note#dn#touta matsuda#us politics#donald trump#this is how im coping#yall im begging for u hoes to vote#this shit is OVER we are COOKED#do u hear me we are COOKED i fucking NEED MATSUDA TO BE REAL SO HE CAN GO FOR A ROUND TWO DO YOU HEAR ME RIGHT NOW#nezz dumbazzery
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RULES OF BEING OTHERKIN #1
Being authentic and true to yourself is the only way you are 'supposed to be/act like' (insert entity). If anyone else disagrees it only tells you about them.
#going to start a small 'series' where I document stuff I learn that is otherkin specific. This is for myself as well as anyone who might#be struggling with things I used to/am working on(otherkin specific). hopefully this will reduce any mental pitfalls other otherkin may#fall into as they explore their identity and help out someone.#this 'rule' took a LONG time to fully understand and grasp. for the longest time I would consciously or subconsciously#think I was less Loki if I did or was something 'Loki would never do. until i realized I do exactly and experience exactly what Loki does#and experiences because...Im literally Loki. (talking about incarnations here). I felt pressured to be a certain way because 'Loki would#never (insert). being aroace is on of them. i tried to convince myself I wasn't aroace#and when I finally ran out of reasons i felt i was 'less Loki' because mythologically hes like the opposite. but Loki IS aroace. because#Im Loki. and Im aroace. so loki is SUPPOSED to be aroace because Im loki and im being exactly how loki is being. because im loki. being#myself. therefore being exactly like Loki. again - incarnation.#anyway....if anyone else struggles with this I hope this helps someone. its a really sucky place to be in honestly.#godkin#deitykin#alterhuman#otherkin#divinekin#nonhuman#alterbeing#therian#I think I will be learning a LOT more as I keep exploring and I will note down any 'rules' I learn - more like lessons but rules personally#sound more right for me. rules i will live by (yknow unless i find out im wrong but...im going to trust myself more and right now i feel#like this rule is true. so im using it as such unless i find out im wrong in future.
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i could never be a demigod because imagine getting sick while youre on a quest. like youre experiencing all these new environments so of course your immune system cant catch up and then on top of the congestion and headaches you also have to stab goblins and ghouls (who wont stfu) the whole time. i would drop dead on the spot or literally have to start using my mucus-filled tissues as projectiles
#quests literally have deadlines and you cant use a doctors note to postpone the summer solstice#can you tell im sick right now and am annoyed about it#this is probably what apollo felt like doing quests in a mortal body#percy jackson#trials of apollo#heroes of olympus#rick riordan#pjo#pjo hoo toa#lester papadopoulos
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gonna be real as much as i respect the intentions behind autistic edwin hcs (as a person on the spectrum) i pretty strongly lean towards steve yockey’s own statement on the matter, ie; he’s not– most traits people have been interpreting as symptoms are easily explained by his strict, cold upbringing and childhood environment, his repression and fear and living trauma, and well over half a century spent without any human interaction whatsoever, all prior to reaching an age where he could even begin to develop adult social skills and emotional maturity. if anything he’s hyper-aware of social cues due to both having needed to try to read people through edwardian formality on a daily basis, and in order to be keenly aware of threats to his wellbeing. when he’s bitchy, it’s entirely on purpose, not unintentional brutal honesty or out of misreading a room/situation. he certainly has a strong interest in studying the supernatural and occult, but considering he is a supernatural phenomenon, constantly being chasing or being chased by beings of the supernatural– that seems a bit broad to have to be a special interest, and the excess seems more like the product of anxiety, as he’s constantly worrying about what could go wrong and trying to take control by knowing everything he possibly can that might save him, save charles, or solve a case. tldr: not asd, just traumatized and riddled with (mostly related) anxiety.
now niko on the other hand.
#dead boy detectives#edwin#i could get started on analyzing her but. do i need to#I also respect steve’s point that he wouldn’t write an autistic character without casting someone on the spectrum for the role#that is understandable#i probably will analyze niko in a bit. knowing me.#side note: charles absolutely seems like an adhd kid but im not gonna expand that thought right now#edwin payne#niko sasaki#niko#rambling
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I’ve seen people bring up the fact that at the end of 2x04 Louis and Armand are fighting and then boom, start of 2x05 they’re the most sickly sweet in love we’ve seen them yet
I could be misremembering things. But uh. We haven’t heard anything about the removed diary pages since Louis asked to see them at the end of 2x01 and Armand agreed to gather them for him, have we?
Louis definitely hasn’t been given them because we know what’s in those pages, and we know it’s something Armand is trying to protect Louis from. But Louis was pretty insistent about it. And he hasn’t followed up on that at all since.
I’ve seen the interpretation that the beginning of 2x05 lovesick storytelling is just Louis and Armand putting up a united front to make up for fighting in front of Daniel before that. But the diary page discussion doesn’t happen in front of him. They have no reason to pretend in front of him for that particular thing.
Louis asked for the diary pages, Armand agreed. Louis was never given them. And we haven’t heard anything about it since.
I could see the performative unity interpretation of the 2x05 scene if it were in isolation. But both of these happen as they’re getting ready to sleep — getting ready to rest — and then the story abruptly forgets they ever happened. They parallel each other too closely for me to think the writers don’t want us to connect those
Armand, for as loving and protective as I know he’s trying to be, as well intentioned as I know he thinks he is, has rewritten the memory and mind and intentions and feelings of the love of his life multiple times in a matter of days
#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire spoilers#interview with the vampire#iwtv 2x05#iwtv#armand#louis de pointe du lac#I don’t think I’ve ever been this seethingly angry at a character before as I am at Armand right now#and please note I love Armand as a character#I think he’s sympathetic and interesting and layered and I understand his intentions and point of view and why#am I remembering things wrong about this??? im doing all of this off of memory so I could be completely wrong about this#but the thought of this is making me kinda sick#because if it’s so casual and so often#how many other times#what else#it could be anything
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tumblr isn’t as fun when you don’t have an unhealthy situationship with one of ur moots /;
#eff yaps#SO ON THat note does anyone wanna be toxic together <3#this is a JOKE please for the love of god do not start sending me asks about her#im honestly not even unhealthy about things i get insecure and jealous but uhhh#thats not exactly news to anyone RIGHT?????#my traumatised ass says NO u don’t like me bc I SAID SO#it’s very stupid when im thinking logically and my brain and heart isn’t being.. lol tormented#BUT YES I AM BOOOOOOREEEED hello HI!!!!#I haven’t spoken to anybody for a lil bit on here sorryyyy I just been in the outside world a fair bit#so convos are a bit few and far between however#if u would like to talk to me you should absolutely do that now!! :3#i feel happy and giddy and yes. Good :)
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me: *opens a doc*
my brain: hey, wouldn't it be a perfect time to catch up on all your missing sleep?
me:
my brain:
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my brain:
me:
my brain: hey so—
me: FOR GODS' SAKE, LET ME LIVE
#this fic has been rattling around in my brain all week and i just need to write down the notes so i dont forget it#i dont even have to write it right now#i just need to take notes so i dont forget all the things i thought of#im begging my brain please just let me write something im going insane#cant work on my main wip so let me do sOMETHING pLEasE#writer#creative writing#writing#writers life#writers#writers block#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#ao3 writer#writeblr#writing life#on writing#writing memes#writing wip#wip#current wip#work in progress#my wips#unfinished
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bugthinker but I just did whatever to him
bonus slop
#clemart#this hardly qualifies as toontown anymore#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#prethinker#brian ttcc#sorry the text is really small again i got carried away with notes#i have like 3 doodles where i just do whatever to his build for fun. this is the only one ive posted#personally speaking i think doing a build that plays more into the nervous-system (brain) aspect would probably be a bit more fitting#i dont have any ideas on how to do that right now other than just making him wires. which im not opposed to.#i need to send him through horrific experiments and see what it turns him into#color placements could be better but i did this without any other references other than a real life centipede so oh well#looking at this after i finished i realized it looks like his body is clumped together... its supposed to be wrapped around each other#screw ym stupid baka life#i think i once saw someone mention centipede brian. if they are out there... this is partially inspired by that#the other inspiration is just that i think the idea of characters being able to wrap around themself is cool
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based on how i approach plotting ive come to the conclusion that even if i were morally and logically okay with becoming kira i would get the death note and think "okay, im going to make sure i come up with the perfect plan so i can't get caught", spend several months on it, refuse to execute it because it's not foolproof yet, and simply never get around to it. if ethics and reason didn't stop me from becoming kira then sheer procrastination would do the trick
#rookposting#lets track my major wips right now#p5 palace fic chapter 10 which im working on intermittently but stalled on again because of action sequences#death note canon divergence longfic which has two chapters written and more than 60 pages of planning#most of which is me cancelling my own evil plans out because im playing brain chess eith myself as L and light simultaneously#and death note ace attorney au which went from 'ill do one scene for fun' to 'this is a two day trial casefic'#'which will be interactive'#'and potentially playable '#i also need t o finish writing my job application.s. for fandom: my career#oh fuck and also redacted projects 1 2 and 3#3 being the one i just took on because im not BUSY ENOUGh
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ive posted so much every single day on this blog for weeks now i feel weird having barely posted today . ive been busy but uhhh heres a random image i never posted from my tadc art folder?
#i know i dont need to post a lot or anything and im deliberately not gonna make that some sort of rule for myself#can post whenever i want to. its just become smth i do so much that it feels strange that i didnt today#worked on that image then complained abt smth silly to my friends for like an hr and then did smth i cannot remember anymore#then watched some circus videos from my playlist again#and now its 11.... i still need to finish the art#i think im at the intimidated stage of it#bc everything i have to do for it is so finicky#im putting off some parts of it bc idrk how to render a hammer and ribbons realistically#using some ref images but theyre at diff angles of diff colors and w diff lighting...#but. yeah. i made sure i did draw pomni today though. keep my bones safe#(its not the image in the post. its in my sketchbook#this image is from a while ago... back when i was playing around w pomnis design still)#(i played around a while w the idea of one of pomnis eyes being upside down but it never actually read right or was clear#that thats what was going on so i gave up)#but gonna spend some more time on the image. its hard but itll haunt me more if i put it off#also actually a quick note:#my posting habits will prob change next month#sister and my niece r coming to live w us so that might change when im online :)#and around may/june im gonna be back in the ento labbbbbbbb#so. expect activity to go down in the summer#oh and this is too many tags uhhh but i dont feel like making it its own post either:#that like. asks r open and if were muts i have a discord. uh thaats it#im not in any silly circus servers but some day id like to be#idk why im saying that now. but i like talking to people but idk how obvious i make that#i mean. im inconsistent sometimes w replying but. grims and sniles ok
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pros of having a 900+ post queue on my sideblog: a steady source of nutritional, organically sourced Good Posts; keeping the lifeblood of tumblr flowing like a beating heart
cons of having a 900+ post queue: sometimes i realize that the artwork i just queued away is an unsourced repost/ai generated and i have to scroll down all 900 posts to delete it
#i try to do my due diligence upfront but some things sliP PAST MY RADAR#in the past two days alone ive gone hunting through notes of at least three posts to reblog a version with the source listed...#just now i got tricksed by a rendition of la belle dame sans merci which seemed legit with the description sourcing an artist#but i kept squinting at it bc it didn't Feel quite right#googled the artist: seems like a real artist that lived. but the only source for that particular artwork was tumblr#and the horse was missing a leg so i have strong suspicions it's ai. the texture is grainy which makes look more legit#anyway I hope my sideblog followers appreciate the care i take to share properly sourced art u_u#i cannot guarantee that i never slip up because evidently i do. but i try !!!#i also prefer to not reblog from meme content farms#yes i have ocd why do you ask#thank GOD nfts have fallen out of style. i used to double check so many artists for just that#still do when something gives me the Vibe and i hate how many times im right
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