#im definitely not a poet
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fella-lovin-fella · 1 year ago
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i rediscovered my old poetry... yikes
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astralzeraphias · 1 year ago
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maybe i came too early, maybe i came too late
i’m waiting in the shadows of the scaffolds of the old cafés where you told me to wait
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andreilscat · 1 month ago
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jeremy knox would make jean watch dead poets society with him
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kaleb-is-definitely-sane · 6 months ago
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I wish that you would just hug me and call me beautiful and tell me that there is nothing in my heart that needs to be healed. That i am not an abomination, that i am not unnatural, that i am not detestable. That my flames are not from hell, but are from the passions of your heart. That my heart fires are from your heart fires
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gobullworth · 27 days ago
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inside russell’s thick skin be heart of warrior poet
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Be me.
Sitting in an airport terminal on the way home.
Hyper-aware of all the Taylor shirts surrounding me.
Listening to the groups talk about what Secret Songs they're hoping for.
Watching the young Swifties, who are strangers, trade bracelets. Their faces encompassed with joy because in that second they're best friends.
Ears perked for any clowns or Tumblr references. Them not knowing that I'm sitting in the same vicinity as them.
My emotional dichotomy is monumental.
I'm so excited for them. They all are about to experience something magical.
But I'm stricken by the grief of my incapability to witness first-hand that live, communal experience. Again. It stings that much more given it's right in my backyard.
Sure Taygating is a thing; but to hear people saying it's their third or fourth show is soul crushing.
I'm grappling with the fact it's just money. The gremlins are screaming for me to buy the StubHub tickets. But then I'm dancing with the Devil and I'm validating a scalper. I'd rather those seats go empty and the scalper be out the money. Giving the neighboring Enchanted ones have that little extra room to dance knowing their lives won't ever be the same because of that night.
Now I'm down bad, cryin on the plane. Everything comes out; teenage petulance. Fuck it if I can't get tix.
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vellhighbandi · 1 year ago
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Men So Ghastly
Our brothers that supported and cheered for us When did they turn into mysogynists who leered at us When do sons turn into the very monster mothers warn their daughters about When do the boys we played with start believing in the words some idiots spout How can he be a doting father a moment and a bloody molester in the next Since when was stalking romantic, was consent only to be found in an old text I ask a question, so many whispered to their soul so quietly How did the boys so lovely, grow into men so ghastly? Was it the society that poisoned young minds to force us apart Did it shape those malleable minds into an axe that cleaves our heart Was it the wrong parenting, that somehow instilled these ideas of superiority Gave their children the ridiculous notions of being the ultimate authority But then how did siblings grow up to have ideologies so different The fault never truly laid solely at the feet of their parent If they were born that way then how do brothers differ so. If it's the peer pressure then where did the conscience go? Should the question be flipped to look at what some did right? Instead of only looking for the faults of the ones that went off the light These men that respect everyone, where were they brought up? These that talk instead of hitting when a disagreement does flare up I hope for a world where they aren't like a needle in a haystack A world where women don't always have a set of eyes on their back A world where the girls can play into the night with the boys Where a girl doesn't lose her innocence at an age to play with toys
-Sharma
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ghostboyhood · 4 months ago
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if the dps fandom thinks their denial about neil is bad they should take one look at the IT fandom...
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rearranging-deck-chairs · 4 months ago
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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ghost-proofbaby · 1 year ago
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i wish i was a fictional character. like, the mc of some romance novel, or the strong lead of a fantasy series. someone people look at and go “oh yeah, i’m putting you in my heart forever.”
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fella-lovin-fella · 6 months ago
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what people dont tell you about writing poems is you will look back and read them and realize you've died a thousand times and always end up the same as before.
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desire-mona · 5 months ago
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rsl is venus as a boy btw
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poetsofthestars · 4 months ago
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"Pluto and Saturn"
The young Pluto you knew That planet who became the dwarf Now yearns to be a planet again They yearn to be like Saturn Big, strong, and pretty
Why do they get rings? Why does Saturn’s trash make it a planet But Pluto’s trash makes it a dwarf? What’s the deal with Saturn’s rings? Why can’t Pluto have their collection?
Is Pluto destined to be ugly? Saturn’s so pretty with their rings But Pluto’s alone with their “trash”. Floating far away from the main eight Destined to be far, far alone.
Earth is so judgemental. Pluto never understood the rules. The rules of being a planet. They had two of the three, So why does Saturn keep their rings.
Does Saturn get princess treatment? Why does Saturn stay a planet? Is it because of their mass, their gravity? What the hell are the rings, then? Pluto asks too many questions.
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hasilballward · 9 months ago
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yk when you're writing an essay and you don't wanna use the same word too many times so you search up a synonym for the word? that's what Tortured Poet's Department is giving
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lesbicosmos · 2 years ago
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some of my favourite annotations in my dps book
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nicoandthepoets · 9 months ago
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Guess who rewatched dps again?
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