#im definitely not a poet
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i rediscovered my old poetry... yikes
#some of it isn't too bad#like i see where i was coming from#hdjsjs#but y e a h#im definitely not a poet#not mlm#dantes talking again
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maybe i came too early, maybe i came too late
i’m waiting in the shadows of the scaffolds of the old cafés where you told me to wait
#megatron#impactor#transformers#maccadam#megaimpact#megaimpactor#hiiiii transfans……. ermmmm…………. i’ve definitely been drawing at all#and just prepping a bunch of art to post hahaha….. totally……… anyways.#this was for rarepairing fest but im impatient so youre getting it now#who knows maybe they’ll rb anyways im not god i dont know the future#anyways can anybody give me some fucjing megaimpactor. please. dear god.#uhhh this is inspired by four things. nighthawks the painting. of a friday night by anais mitchell. skin&bones by cage the elephant.#and of course hlm!#other titles were#of a friday night#meet me at the bar#(<- yes thats a reference to MassEffect leave me alone)#and last but not least#where did the old poet go? i asked around. nobody knows#set in the continuity ‘totally not idw1’#literally can never stop thinking about these two
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jeremy knox would make jean watch dead poets society with him
#im rewatching it right now so im being emotional lol but they would definitely watch it together#jeremy would be explaining every single poem they mention#jeremy knox#jean moreau#jerejean#the sunshine court#aftg#all for the game#dead poets society#andreilscat
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I wish that you would just hug me and call me beautiful and tell me that there is nothing in my heart that needs to be healed. That i am not an abomination, that i am not unnatural, that i am not detestable. That my flames are not from hell, but are from the passions of your heart. That my heart fires are from your heart fires
#i assure yall im perfectly fine#definitely not going thru a crisis#:)))#this is me#personal aesthetic#poetry and prose#poets on tumblr#spilled ink#prose poetry#spilled thoughts#spilled feelings#spilled poetry#spilled writing#spilled words#romantic academia#dark academia#poems and poetry#kaleb aesthetic#christian poetry#side b christian
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inside russell’s thick skin be heart of warrior poet
#.txt#literally cannot stop thinking about russell it’s making me sort of emotional#he has a way with words and i mean that in a serious way. not making fun of his speech patterns but he speaks about himself in a very#specific way that’s so touching i feel. he is THE bully but he too has emotions. he has wishes and hopes and dreams#he’s just a teen boy. he’s the definition of loyalty. since the beginning he’s been there for jimmy#he’s willing to cause bodily harm to himself just to help jimmy out and i think that’s admirable and brave#he really does have the heart of a warrior poet#sorry for the rambling i’m high and really tired but man i love russel he’s my second favorite and im serious about that#he has a fear of clowns. he wants love in some way. he cares deeply about his friends. russell 😢😢😢😢😢
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Be me.
Sitting in an airport terminal on the way home.
Hyper-aware of all the Taylor shirts surrounding me.
Listening to the groups talk about what Secret Songs they're hoping for.
Watching the young Swifties, who are strangers, trade bracelets. Their faces encompassed with joy because in that second they're best friends.
Ears perked for any clowns or Tumblr references. Them not knowing that I'm sitting in the same vicinity as them.
My emotional dichotomy is monumental.
I'm so excited for them. They all are about to experience something magical.
But I'm stricken by the grief of my incapability to witness first-hand that live, communal experience. Again. It stings that much more given it's right in my backyard.
Sure Taygating is a thing; but to hear people saying it's their third or fourth show is soul crushing.
I'm grappling with the fact it's just money. The gremlins are screaming for me to buy the StubHub tickets. But then I'm dancing with the Devil and I'm validating a scalper. I'd rather those seats go empty and the scalper be out the money. Giving the neighboring Enchanted ones have that little extra room to dance knowing their lives won't ever be the same because of that night.
Now I'm down bad, cryin on the plane. Everything comes out; teenage petulance. Fuck it if I can't get tix.
#im definitely in my tortured poet era#I'll be down bad for a while#see you in the grainy live streams#see you TayGAYting#the eras tour#taylorswift#taylor swift
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Men So Ghastly
Our brothers that supported and cheered for us When did they turn into mysogynists who leered at us When do sons turn into the very monster mothers warn their daughters about When do the boys we played with start believing in the words some idiots spout How can he be a doting father a moment and a bloody molester in the next Since when was stalking romantic, was consent only to be found in an old text I ask a question, so many whispered to their soul so quietly How did the boys so lovely, grow into men so ghastly? Was it the society that poisoned young minds to force us apart Did it shape those malleable minds into an axe that cleaves our heart Was it the wrong parenting, that somehow instilled these ideas of superiority Gave their children the ridiculous notions of being the ultimate authority But then how did siblings grow up to have ideologies so different The fault never truly laid solely at the feet of their parent If they were born that way then how do brothers differ so. If it's the peer pressure then where did the conscience go? Should the question be flipped to look at what some did right? Instead of only looking for the faults of the ones that went off the light These men that respect everyone, where were they brought up? These that talk instead of hitting when a disagreement does flare up I hope for a world where they aren't like a needle in a haystack A world where women don't always have a set of eyes on their back A world where the girls can play into the night with the boys Where a girl doesn't lose her innocence at an age to play with toys
-Sharma
#poetry#sharma shayar ho gyi#tw : suggestive#poems of tumblr#poemsblr#poets of tumblr#desiblr#PS before someone comes at me with pitchforks and flames this isn't generalising all men#just things im pretty sure one of the females in your life has definitely experienced#i mean why do we all have atleast one female in our circles that has gone through some shit but no man ever accepts any allegations#why do you hide behind not all men#even one is one too many#its not always men#its men often enough that we are warnwd about men#its men often enough that its a common experience#its men often enough that when one speaks up there's always more standing in silence afraid to speak up
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if the dps fandom thinks their denial about neil is bad they should take one look at the IT fandom...
#i see ppl make a lot of sad posts about neil dying n shit and what happens after#but like im being so fr when i say you almost NEVER see somebody say that eddie is dead#like its very far and few between#like sometimes i fucking forget he died bc of how much he just..#isnt.#in the fandom#granted im not active in the fandom but still#i see enough shit yk#it chapter 2#it 2017#dead poets society#dps#fandoms and their gay not totally but definitely together dead boyfriends
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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i wish i was a fictional character. like, the mc of some romance novel, or the strong lead of a fantasy series. someone people look at and go “oh yeah, i’m putting you in my heart forever.”
#i want to be someone people would like to give a hundred happy endings to#sometimes the loneliness is unbearable but save the leaves i guess#i wanna be someone’s forever idiot#i…. i don’t know#IM GETTING TOO EMOTIONAL ON MAIN LOL#anyways#i’m definitely just a side character that only purpose is to provide comedic relief and that’s… well#that’s fine ig#at least i’m needed#at least i can still serve a purpose#even if i’m doomed to never be loved the way i crave or be held while being vulnerable the way i need#even if i never find someone to write poetry about me#always the poet never the muse#how EMBARASSING
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what people dont tell you about writing poems is you will look back and read them and realize you've died a thousand times and always end up the same as before.
#found a poem i wrote about my mom#almost 2 years ago#will be in june#-1hp -1hp -1hp#it's a pretty good poem#definitely could use some tweaks#im so sad#she hurt me so bad#not mlm#dantes talking again#poems#poetry#writing#poet#writer
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rsl is venus as a boy btw
#desire mona#he definitely is NOT but im just feeling normal rn#he is to me <3#dead poets society#house md#robert sean leonard#björk
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"Pluto and Saturn"
The young Pluto you knew That planet who became the dwarf Now yearns to be a planet again They yearn to be like Saturn Big, strong, and pretty
Why do they get rings? Why does Saturn’s trash make it a planet But Pluto’s trash makes it a dwarf? What’s the deal with Saturn’s rings? Why can’t Pluto have their collection?
Is Pluto destined to be ugly? Saturn’s so pretty with their rings But Pluto’s alone with their “trash”. Floating far away from the main eight Destined to be far, far alone.
Earth is so judgemental. Pluto never understood the rules. The rules of being a planet. They had two of the three, So why does Saturn keep their rings.
Does Saturn get princess treatment? Why does Saturn stay a planet? Is it because of their mass, their gravity? What the hell are the rings, then? Pluto asks too many questions.
#poets of the stars#poetry#original poetry 🌓#original poem 🌓#poet janus 🌓#staying true to the space theme today#gods i relate so much to pluto#why am i relating to a planet#am i weird#i definitely am ngl#but who cares#i have poetry for yall#eat up cause im dipping again#poet janus 🌓 rants
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yk when you're writing an essay and you don't wanna use the same word too many times so you search up a synonym for the word? that's what Tortured Poet's Department is giving
#it's literally dead poets society😭#i dont mind though#i loved the lakes so im excited to hear this one#more songs to add to my dps playlists!!!#but lets be fr it's most definitely based off of dps#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#dead poets society#dps#music#grammys
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some of my favourite annotations in my dps book
#annotating books <333#i got the screenplay aswell so im definitely gonna use it for analysis#anyway this book is chaos#dps#dps fandom#dps book#dead poets society#anderperry#neil perry#todd anderson#charlie dalton
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Guess who rewatched dps again?
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