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[agathaswoman]

Blood or Loyalty

Pairing — Rhaenyra Targaryen x Queensguard Fem!Reader and Alicent Hightower x Kingsguard Fem!Reader's Twin

Word Count — 1,254

Request — Yes or No

Hi how have you been 

I have a story that I think will be interesting if you don’t mind writing it 

so if have watched the latest episode of HOD then you know the twin ser arryk was sent to pretend to be his brother ser errik so he can murder the queen but in the fanfic idea I have the reader has a twin who stayed back in kings landing with the greens because she’s in love with Alicent, but aegon sends the reader’s twin to dragon stone to pretend to be the reader and kill rhaenyra and you can decide how it ends 

Does she die  or does she catch on

Summary — Having to face your twin with your sword pointing at her and vice versa. Will your moral and loyalty for the rightful heir Queen Rhaenya will falter while trying to stop your beloved twin from harming the Queen?

Warnings — violence, anxiety attack, and breaking down

A/N — hi, yes, im back after years of hiatus T_T and im here again because of House of the Dragon omg i just love this series so much and tbh i still haven't watched any episodes on season 2 since im still waiting for it to finish hehe BUT i've seen some clips so i have bit of an idea  about the request. what team are y'all on? im team black since day 1 !!!

please do not repost or try and take ownership of my work. reblogs, likes, and comments are always welcome. i do not own any of the characters.

It is currently a slow night for you as you are patrolling the castle grounds, clad in your full armor while clutching the hilt of your sword that you named, ‘Porphura Hexen.’ Whereas ‘Porphura’ means purple, which is associated with “nobility, power, and ambition” while ‘Hexen’ comes from how people make rumors about you practicing witchcraft because of the unexplainable deaths of the men that tried to win your heart, where it's a guarantee that they will meet their demise. It's either they die on battlefields, catch a sickness that does not have a cure, or even how the family of those men slowly lose their riches and connections.

You were looking over the castle's embrasure when you heard unusual heavy footsteps that you hadn't heard ever since Queen Rhaenyra made you her Queensguard. You quickly unsheathed ‘Porphura Hexen’ as you stealthily followed the noise, you immediately quickened your pace when you heard Queen Rhaenyra's soft voice saying your name. You immediately barged into her room, and there, you saw your twin sister clutching her sword tightly and pointing its tip toward the Queen.

“Sestra!” You called your twin in your native language.

Without hesitation, you charged forward with your sword to attack your twin to take her attention off the Queen. She instantly turned your way and blocked your attack.

“What are you doing, sestra?!” You shouted at her trying to put some sense in her head.

“King's order! This is the King's order!” She shouted back at you as she was trying to prevent your sword from getting close to her neck.

“King's order, my arse! Stop this madness now! Are you out of your mind for trying to harm the rightful heir of the Iron Throne?!” You screamed at her as you put your strength on your legs so you could stand your ground and let the Queen run out of the room.

“My Queen! Go! Leave the room!” You said as you pushed your sister's body far from the Queen's way with the help of the force from your legs.

You heard your sister's body crash on a shelf which made the books fall on top of her head. So, you immediately went to your Queen's side and helped her up so she could escape the room along with the servant who got involved in the mess.

“Go, My Queen. I'll handle this,” when Rhaenyra was about to run along with the servant next to her, you reached for her wrist and gave her your dagger, quietly exchanging silent stares, “Take this. Be careful…my Queen.” 

You didn't wait for Rhaenyra's response as you immediately dodged an attack from your twin when she aggressively swung her sword at you.

“Go! Alert the guards!” You felt guilty for trying to order the Queen but it will always be your mission to guarantee the Queen's safety, no matter what.

Once you were sure that the Queen had a safe distance from your twin, you gave all your focus towards her and only deflected her attacks to you.

After a minute of only deflecting your twin's attacks, she cornered you into a corner with her blade's tip pointing at your neck, “Sestra…we should be in this together. You and I, just like the old times. We're born together, aren't we?” she tried to convince you.

“This isn’t just about the King's order…isn't it?” You asked, staring right into her eyes. Ever since the both of you are young gals, she can never hide the way her eyes falter when it is faced with your own piercing eyes.

She avoided your gaze, “It's about the Queen Dowager, ain't it?” She remained silent, only her shaky breaths indicated that your guess was right. “She's only using you, sestra!”

“My affairs with the Queen Dowager aren't and shouldn't be any of your concern,” she raised her voice a little bit when you spoke the truth.

“Not my concern? Have you gone mad?!” You looked at her with anger, not seeing the person in front of you as your twin sister anymore. You scoffed while frowning at her, “Just like the old times, huh? We took an oath! A vow, sestra! We are to fulfill our sacred duty To protect and serve the realm! Where have your honor and morals gone to, huh? They usurped Queen Rhaenyra's throne! The rightful heir!”

You sighed, leaned your head on the wall behind you, “Sestra…” Your twin whispered as she slowly lowered her blade pointing at your neck. 

You looked straight into her eyes, “We were born together, weren't we?” You said as you swiftly plunged your extra dagger into your twin's stomach, “You parted us…you forgot your oath, our vow, sestra.”

You watched her fall on her knees with blood coming out of her mouth and eyes going dull in seconds, “But I still love you, sestra.”

A thud was heard when your twin's body completely fell on the floor, her eyes looking at you with a lone tear streaming down to her cheek and the stone-cold floor.

You fell on your knees as you stared at her cold dead body. You heard multiple footsteps entering the room but you only focused on your twin's form as you slowly closed her lifeless eyes.

You took a deep sigh as you stood up with a grunt whilst picking up your sword. You faced the small council that gathered in the room with only their sleeping garments, “The assassinator of the Queen that was sent by The Greens has been exterminated.” You reported to them.

You swallowed deeply when you felt the urge to sob, but not here. Not in front of them. As the small council kept on discussing the event that happened, Rhaenyra only stared at you. She saw how your hands were quivering while trying to calm them by gripping your sword's hilt.

Rhaenyra cleared her throat, and the small council immediately turned silent, “Ser Y/N, you're dismissed. You've done enough for the day.”

You immediately turned your head at the Queen, “But, My Queen. With all due respect, as your Queensguard, it is my dut–”

“I am fully aware of what your duty is, Ser Y/N” Rhaenyra took a deep breath, “As my Queensguard, I need you on your best. So, please, take a rest. At least, just for a while.”

“We will still need you, Ser Y/N,” Rhaenys, Ser Corlys's wife, added.

Ser Alfred approaches you and pats your shoulder, “I'll take care of the things here myself. Now, in the meantime, take a rest.”

You sighed as most of the votes were against you staying around the small council. So, you dismissed yourself and went straight ahead to your room.

As you entered your room, you carefully took off your silver armor on your body and placed it neatly on its storage. You took your bloodied dagger as you sat on the edge of your bed.

The moment you sat on your bed, your twin’s voice rang inside your head, “Sestra, you…a-are always the better between the both of us. K-Keep believing y-yourself…and keep p-protecting the Q-Queen…Rhaenyra. I love you…” Your twin sister breathed her last breath after saying her last words.

You sighed deeply as you stood up and took a damp cloth to clean your dagger. As you are cleaning your sharp dagger, you feel your tears falling onto your hands. Soft sobs rang inside your room as you broke down behind closed doors, missing your twin's presence more than ever.

[altercrafting]

welcome, players, to altercrafting ! A radqueer and para friendly alter pack request blog for strictly mcyt sources. This blog is run by three mods, Mod Scott 🫀📿 , Mod Packet 🐛💌 , and Mod Clownpierce🎪🃏. The three of them serve different sources, which will be listed below in their intros!

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sources ill do rqs for : dsmp, ausmp¹, hermitcraft (especially s9 - 10), empires smp (especially s2), life series, witchcraft smp, team crafted, main channel yogscast + some yogscast duncan.

bold sources I'm most familiar with! sometimes, my memory is rusty, and I may get things wrong sometimes. :(

¹ I'm most familiar with my source when it comes to AUSMP.

i can also add on pk content if asked. Packs will take longer. But I am willing to do stuff such as: pk banners, pk colors, (simple) pk descs, (simple) pk display names, and proxies.

I'll also do (limted to blorbos) ; moodboards / outfit boards, pfp mask edits (taking a faceclaim and putting it on an overlay), simple rentry frame edit.

Extra stuff may or may not be completed. It's dependent on spoons. :]

blorbo list: philza, wilbur soot, technoblade, tubbo, schlatt, quackity, tommyinnit, scott smajor, tangotek, jimmy solidarity, skydoesminecraft, deadlox, xephos, lalnable, setosorcerer

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HI!!! I'm mod packet :3 you may know me from @alterpack-drivethru !!! I work there too!!! We use it/its collectively, but most neos work too! I'm a busy busy bee, but I love making alter packs! I am most knowledgeable in:

DSMP

QSMP

Hermitcraft (+ life series)

YHS (I have a. Personal rewrite happening in our head)

30daySMP

Scu/slimecicle cenimatic universe

OSMP

Witchcraft smp

New Life SMP

Empires s1 & s2

SDMP

HIGHCRAFT (I LOGVE HIGHCRAFT)

Tangos Create Series

TEAM CRAFTED !!!

EPIC SMP

I generally do similar extra add-ons as Scott does, but i dont take request for them. I may do some with request, but generally its whenever we want to. There's no guarantee that it'll get done or won't take a large amount of time. No blorbo list, i am too eepy to think of them. Thank u for reading!

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Hello, I’m mod Clownpierce. You may know me from @clownp1ercer or our other alter blogs! We use He/Jester collectively, or they/them works too. We love making alterpacks, but currently our main focus is lifesteal alterpacks! Our knowledge is in (♥️ favs, 🗡️ knowledge in but less likely to make packs from) :

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🗡️ DSMP, QSMP, Life Series, Hermitcraft, EVO SMP, OSMP

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[writingquestionsanswered]

So Im currently trying to write my first big story - big as in I'm trying to make it a book - But im overwhelmed with what to do:

I want to write, but first I have to work out the acts and plot. But to do that I have to do some research as it's historical fiction. And that's where I'm failing, because I'm making very slow progress and it's frustrating. It also takes away the last of my motivation.

Do you have any tips on how I should proceed now or what might help?

(I might want to add that I'm working full-time outside and often can only work on weekends on it)

De-Motivated by Story Research Prior to Plotting

Research prior to plotting can be overwhelming and frustrating, so here are some tips that might help:

1 - Start with a General Summary - Before you worry about plotting out scenes and figuring out the different acts, try writing a beginning to end summary of what you want the story to be. Don't worry so much about specific details like dates, places, proper terminology or events, etc. Use general terms to fill those in. It might look something like this:

[[ SPOILERS for the novel Outlander by Diana Gabaldon ]]

A former English military nurse in the 1940s travels to Scotland and inadvertently travels back in time, to the 1700s, via standing stones near the inn where she's staying. There she encounters a band of smugglers and is taken captive and brought to the local laird's castle. Despite the suspicions of the laird and his war chief, they see her value as a healer and she settles in as the castle's healer-in-residence. During this time, she tries to figure out a way back to her own time, but also forges a friendship with one of the smugglers she patched up when she was first captured. Eventually, she is summoned for questioning by a British captain (who happens to be an ancestor of the husband she left in the 1940s) who suspects her of being an English spy, and the highlanders try to protect her by having her marry the highlander she patched up. Despite her attachment to her new husband, she runs away to the standing stones but is caught and imprisoned by the British captain. Once she is rescued by her new husband, they return to the castle where she gets wrapped up in a witchcraft accusation and narrowly avoids being burned at the stake. Finally, she and her new husband travel to his family castle, but since her husband is a fugitive, he is captured by British forces and taken to prison. The nurse is able to rescue him with the help of some of his clan, and they eventually escape to France.

[[ END SPOILERS ]]

While this is a fairly complete beginning to end summary of the first book in the Outlander series, it leaves out a lot of specific details related to time, setting, world, character development, etc.

However, going through this summary, it would be easy to see places where research needs to be done. Just looking at the first part of the summary, we can already see a lot of questions we could ask about specifics:

A former English military nurse in the 1940s travels to Scotland and inadvertently travels back in time, to the 1700s, via standing stones near the inn where she's staying.

-- Who is this woman? (Where is she from, where did she serve? Why does she go to Scotland?)

-- Where are the standing stones? What do they look like? How do they transport her back through time?

-- Specifically what year in the 1700s does she travel to? What is happening during that time?

This would give you some ideas about what, specifically, you need to research. Breaking it up in this way not only makes it less daunting, but gives you specific things to research instead of trying to learn a bunch of unnecessary data.

2 - Learn How to Research Historical Details - My Guide to Internet Research offers some general research pointers (though I probably need to update it, tbh). Also, I have a post specific to Researching an Historical Topic. Furthermore, there are some good books that guide you through researching historical fiction, as well as helpful books about specific time periods that are geared toward writers.

3 - Make Use of YouTube - I can't express enough how helpful YouTube can be when researching historical details. For example, if Diana Gabaldon were preparing to research and write the first Outlander book today, she could find videos about British nurses in World War II, specific places in Scotland where the book is set, videos about the history of the Scottish highlands, video about Scottish highlander culture, videos about clothing and fashion in 18th century Scotland, videos about the history of witchcraft in Scotland, videos about the British occupation of Scotland, videos about 18th century healing and medicine, videos about healing herbs of the Scottish highlands... you name it.

4 - Know Your Time and Dedicate Accordingly - One of the hardest things to remember when researching, plotting, and writing long fiction is that there is a certain amount of time it's going to take you, no matter what, and if you overestimate how much time you actually have to dedicate to your WIP in a given day, week, month, or year, it's very frustrating and de-motivating. One thing you might try is taking an honest look at your calendar for a particular week or month. For each day, subtract the number of hours you'll spend sleeping. Then, subtract the number of hours you'll spend working, commuting to work, traveling for work, etc.. Finally, subtract the number of hours you know will be dedicated to other necessities, like taking care of family, doctor appointments, workouts, etc. This may only leave you with barely an hour a day, but knowing you have that hour to dedicate to writing is important. Not only can you block off and fiercely guard that hour, but you can be more realistic about what you'll get done with the hours you have available in a given week.

5 - Don't Feel Like You Have to Rush It or Figure It All Out Now - We have a tendency to imagine a ticking clock where one doesn't exist. If this is your first long fiction story, especially, there is no reason to feel like you need to get this done post haste. Give yourself grace to take the time you need to get it done. Putting unnecessary pressure on yourself only demotivates you. Instead, try to look forward to that hour a night where you can dive into learning about the time, place, and world of your story. Also, don't feel like you have to know every specific detail before you start plotting or even writing. It's okay to research as you write--as you come to things you need more information on--or even to use placeholders in your first draft, allowing you to go back and fill in the research later.

Happy researching and writing. You've got this! ♥

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[immersilly]

||𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐃𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬|| {Morticia Dame Backstory} [Twisted Wonderland OC]

this is a wip, I will only edit the original Google Doc copy:

I didn't know how to format it the same, so the tumblr copy is ugly and unorganized 😭

This is rlly rough because ei got bored. There are things missing.

Im working on the character analysis rn. I will link her basic info to the bottom of the post aswell :)!

Left- concept for "The First Witch" (current)

Right- concept of Morticia Dame when she was raised by the first witch

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Prologue(morticia’s blood mother intro “First Witch”):

First Witch: Originally a human girl who lived in a village with her sister, both orphans who had been abandoned by their parents. They were taken care of by an old woman who found them when they were babies. (turns out the old lady was a witch from birth, the true first witch) the villagers would bully who make stories about the old woman for her ugly appearance, rumoring she ate children and whatnot. She ignored these rumors and peacefully went on and took care of the two girls.

 She did her best, but she was not able to shield her children from the reality and cruelness of the world, things like corruption and greed were prominent when they went out shopping or in general in public towns. The younger of the two fell in love with some guy and he treats her poorly, no matter how many times her older sister would tell her he was no good for her, she would ignore her. (older sister discovers witchcraft scrolls and books and begins studying them out of curiosity unknown to old woman and younger sister) He would eventually start flirting with the older sister trying to gain her attention, taking his attention away from the younger.

 The two sisters got into an argument, the younger upset the guy liked her elder sister, and the older upset that the younger cared about him. They drift apart. Older sister confronts the guy and he admits he treats her sister poorly. Elder sister with this information goes and tells younger sister who doesn’t care and gets mad at her sister for even saying these things. With this the two are estranged, the elder deciding she will no longer trouble herself with her sister’s worries since she didn’t want the help. 

Younger sister and the guy’s relationship would worsen and older sister would turn a blind eye, focusing even more on witchcraft. She would eventually get sloppy and the guy would find the witchcraft books (elder sister is away in a further town for money/ materials). He sticks the blame on the younger sister and the old woman and both are burned  at the stake when the elder sister returns. (she finds out the guy is the one who started this) in anger and regret watching everyone cheer she takes all her things and burns down the whole village. 

Visiting the old woman’s corpse she receives a blessing and basically inherits the magic and memory of the “first witch”. With this new found power she runs away and makes a sanctuary. She spreads news of the passing of the ‘first witch’ and the sanctuary she created. [Aelysm, Sanctuary of the blessed; specifically only witches]

Among the eldest sister’s remaining belongings she finds a bottled tear belonging to the first witch.

She herself does not have any healing abilities, something the first witch did, but she seemingly wasn’t able to obtain\

Hates the idea of aging/ growing old and losing beauty. 

Leaning that the first witch gave up her beauty etc for a human man and watching her sister suffer from one she never wants to lose those things (learn from mistakes, except poorly) 

Claims the former status the original first witch had 

Her sanctuary becomes popular among witches and faye, she is highly respected for her graciousness and her strength. 

Basically in the position of queen

Note: despite her more regal and elegant nature and her cold, calculated, and calm demeanor she constantly feels horribly self loathing and regret for what happened all those centuries ago.

Morticia backstory:

Parents-

Living in a poverty-struck village in the outskirts of the Shaftlands. Ianthe (morticia’s mother) is pregnant, but ill, being cursed after deciding to steal from a merchant who had wronged her. Anastasius, her husband, when unable to reach a church or anyone who would help due to money or distance, instead turned to attempting to formulate a cure himself.

 He finds insight on a forest that has ingredients that could cure his wife. He stumbles upon a witch who he begs for help. She ends up leading him to the sanctuary, but she tells him she wants nothing to do with him or his plan. (if he gets in trouble or caught she wants no part). He picks herbs he finds he deems useful without asking and the “first witch” catches him.

 She threatens to kill him and he begs her to help his sick pregnant wife. Hearing this she gives him an offer she expects him to refuse so she has an excuse to get rid of him. She asks for him to never come near this place again and to offer their first born to her. He quickly agrees to her surprise. She wants their child assuming they would become grief-stricken, lsoign their child (just wants to hurt them mentally). With that she lets him go (she curses him so he is unable to tell the location of the sanctuary.) 

Years pass and Ianthe is cured and happy. Anastasius is too scared to tell his wife about how he cured her. 

Ianthe has a huge vendetta against witches, (Anastasius aswell, but only because they are witches) Ianthe hates witches because aside from being cursed during her pregnancy, when she was young a witch bewitched her father to fall in love with her and leave her mother. (furthermore into this the mother attempted to get revenge on the witch, only to be cursed by the witch’s friend who was defending her. —-> led to early death of her mother). When she finds out she becomes enraged. She tries to formulate a way to cheat the deal, and Anastasius, hesitant at first, also agrees. 

When the first witch comes to visit them for her end of the deal (the child has been born and alive for like. 3-5 years(?). Both parents assumed the witch had forgotten or was lying because of how long she took, but seeing the witch shocked them. Ianthe attempts to deny the witch but fails. In the end Ianthe and Anastasius decide to kill their child, deciding its better that the child is dead than in the hands of a witch. (Ianthe refuses to let her child follow the fate of people she deems horrible). 

The first witch ends up just taking the child’s corpse and leaves. (pain of knowing for the rest of your life you killed your own child seemed like something that would be worse than a painful death). The first witch sees something ofher sister  in the child, she ends up gifting the child with the old woman (true first witch)’s tear. She revives the child as a witch. She quickly regrets it, realizing she offered a prized item to some human. She looks into the child’s future for some answer if she made a terrible mistake. Discovers the child gains a unique magic similar to the tears healing, able to heal injury and illness + curse reversal to some extent. While originally named Despia, the first witch renames her Morticia.  

First witch treats this as a moment of weakness (emotion) and despises it and the child

Morticia:

Morticia gains her unique magic at a young age under the training of the first witch who plans to use her to profit and create allies with other witches, faye etc. (basically has ultimate first aid kit) 

Morticia has it screwed into her head that humans, especially men, are horrible evil people. She is constantly reminded that her human parents had killed her when she was a child  and that Morticia herself was once human. (‘first witch’ pushing her self loathing onto Morticia who ends up feeling the same)

The first witch decided basically that she would make use of Morticia for all she is worth. She doesn't want to get attached at all. She is quick to tell Morticia that she is a tool that she will eventually kill when she is old enough adn take her ability for herself (first witch sees this more as a blessing than a threat; She basically gets Morticia to believe that this is right and a fate she can never escape.

Morticia does get used to this quickly, she listens and does as she is told. Preparing herself, she often had nightmares where she died at the hands of the first witch or other means. She delusioned herself to believe that she was completely okay with dying that way. 

When meeting with those she would heal, she was often silent and didn’t speak with them, not even eye contact. She often was visited by powerful witches or faye who needed the first witch’s help. 

She was isolated from everyone except two older girls who she would call her sisters, but they were restricted from taking Morticia out of the sanctuary, letting her play or anything childish by the first witch. Eventually they were only allowed brief visits. Even so they would tell her about all the fun things outside, hoping it would give her hope that she could one day go out.

While Morticia is confined to Aelysm, she wasn’t expected to sit around all day. She was of course allowed access to the library and garden where she went the most. Though she spent a lot of time physically training by the first witch’s order. “I’m not foolish enough to allow my prized possession to be defenseless. If she cannot fend for herself it's like handing disgusting individuals an invitation to steal her.” 

One day Morticia asks the first witch if she would be allowed to go to school. While she was taught in the sanctuary she wanted to know about the real school experience her sisters spoke about. The first witch gets agitated but solves this by sending an application with night raven college. 

She communicates with Crowely and gets her admission to the school. She planned to put Morticia in an environment that would make her never want to leave the sanctuary again (taking her fear of humans and guys specifically and using it to stress her out.).

I didn't know where to put this but the first witch did know Maleanor and respected her.

When Lilia is raising Silver something happens for him to become injured so they go to the sanctuary for help after hearing of a new skill healer she has or somth.

This leads to Silver being the first human Morticia meets and she's terrified.

(Silver has no recollection of this!)

Morticia basic info-

[lvrsturniolo]

chapter 00.

Backstory of Slytherin!Chris x Sweet,Slytherin!OC and how they met on the way to hogwarts!!

a/n: hey guys I just wanted to say this quickly before there was any confusion, I know that Harry Potter was based in 1991! I just wanted to change it up because I know much more now about how people talk more so then at that time, and it’ll just feel easier for me aswell as helping me be able to write better and more knowledgeable, thank you!!!

(young aurora)

September 1st, 2018 (auroras story)

Fall. Scarves, sweaters, crisp morning air, pretty leaves, and so much more. This is auroras absolute favorite time of the year. And this year, fall is a little more important to her. Last month in the mail, Aurora and her brother, Lorenzo, finally got their letters to attend Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Aurora has been dreaming of this moment since she was just a young girl, and she is so happy that he’s getting to live through this with her best friend, who’s also her older brother. People often get the two confused as twins; they were born 10 months apart so, technically they are. The term Irish twins is used when two or more siblings were born within 12 months of each other or less. Lorenzo was born December 12th, 2005, and Aurora was born in October of the next year; the 8th, to be exact. Making Lorenzo currently 13, and Aurora almost 13.

Auroras POV:

Our father just bid us goodbye and good luck at Platform 9 and 3/4. At first I was confused because I didn’t know where to go, but then I saw this little readhead boy run through a brick wall, so I followed him, along with Lorenzo. Once on the bus I felt a bit awkward, there were a ton of kids I didn’t know just kind of staring as I walked by. Soon enough Enzo and I stumble upon an empty seat, and take it immediately.

Around 5 minutes later, someone sits next to us, or more like two people. it was a small boy with curly hair and the cutest smile ever, and a slightly taller boy with an almost grim expression on his face, he was much paler than the small one, but they had similar features, so I could tell they were somehow related.

“Hi! Mind if me and my brother sit with you guys? It’s pretty crowded out there and the last two people we asked said no” the small boy said with a sweet grin on his face

“Of course! I’m Aurora, and I like your hair!” I say back to him with just as wide of a smile.

“Thanks! My names Mattheo, this is my brother Tom, he doesn’t speak a lot, he doesn’t really like people” he says, getting comfortable in his seat next to me.

“I’m Lorenzo, you can call me Enzo tho. I’m her brother” enzo speaks, a bit loud, same as Mattheo.

“Nice to meet you” Mattheo replies excitedly.

“You have a pretty name.” Tom states plainly, “the both of you have very interesting ones” he has a bit of a solemn expression on his face, cold and dark.

“Thank you. I’m named after my mother”

I miss my mother. She passed when I was small, the ministry used a forbidden spell on her for being a death eater.

A few minutes pass, Enzo and I are still chatting away with mattheo and sometimes Tom will butt in aswell.

“I seriously can’t believe it’s finally time for Hogwarts! I mean im so exc-” bang A loud clatter focuses our attention to the isle of the train. Candy and snacks strewn all around the floor and a boy around my age is apologizing over and over for bumping into the man with the trolly of candy he just knocked over. The boy was very cute, that caught my eye first. He was about an inch shorter than me with brown hair and bright blue eyes. I guess I was staring too long becuase he caught eyes with me.

I immediately turn my head away, embarrassed of getting caught.

dividers by @bernardsbendystraws!!

(young chris)

September 1st 2018 (chris’s story)

Months, Christopher had been waiting months and his letter to hogwarts finally came! He’d been caught up in the magic world since he was young. His father was murdered infront of him by the ministry of magic, he was only 7. He use to hate magic, it murdered his own father in cold blood, there was nothing to love about it. But his mother made sure he learned that there was good to magic aswell. After a while, he grew to enjoy it a little more, and then he learned about Hogwarts, and since then, he’s been very excited to leave for it. And today was the day he’d leave for Hogwarts. He hugged his mother goodbye, and ran through the wall to get on the hogwarts express. He actually ran into the wrong wall first, leaving him with a bit of a busted lip, but he’s fine now.

Chris’s POV:

“Shit- I mean shoot” I yell, grabbing my lower face as my lip splits open. I ran into the stupid wrong wall. I kick the wall, bad idea. Before I could hurt myself some more I turned the other way and ran into the correct wall, easing through to another station; platform 9 n 3/4. I quickly hop in the train and try to find a seat but every single one seems to be taken. I was looking in the rooms, not the isle like I should’ve been. This caused me to run right into a short chubby man pushing a trolly, snacks and sweets fell out all into the isle.

“Oh my goodness I’m so sorry I promise I didn’t mean to do that. H-here let me help you”

I continued repeating apologies, but I kept feeling eyes on me. So I look around until my eyes land into one of the rooms. I see a girl staring at me, the prettiest girl I’d ever seen. She had the most beautiful blonde hair, and a pretty little polka dotted pink and white dress, with a little white scarf. She looked away from me before I could even blink.

After helping the man pick up everything I’d knocked over, I walked into the room with the girl and three other boys.

“Mind if I sit with you guys? Every other seat is taken”

I notice the girl scoot over a little and pat the seat beside her, I gratefully accept and sit next to her

“Thank you. I’m Chris, you guys are?”

“I’m Aurora” the girl quietly says, her voice soft and very sweet.

“This is my brother, Lorenzo. And this is Tom and Mattheo! We’ve just met them aswell.”

“Nice to meet you all. Oh dude I love your wand, it’s sick!” I say to the boy sitting infront of me, he’s either mattheo or Tom.

“Thanks! I’m mattheo, this is my brother Tom. He’ll just absolutely talk your head off” he says the last part a bit sarcastically, causing a giggle from the girl beside me.

mel speaks~ HI GUYS!! I HOPE YOU ENJOY THISSS. I’m going to make hcs for Chris next, then I think I’m gonna start writing a full fic with some blurbs and small things like that aswell!!!! If anyone has ideas or suggestions for any of that then let me know and I’ll try to get on it!

[windvexer]

As a person who has grown up with folk magic and been very interested in witchcraft since as long as I can remember, I’ve always struggled with the aspect of “feeling” magical or feeling energies. I’ve had no problem absorbing the knowledge of witchcraft, what plants and crystal properties are, what to use when and why, but when it actually comes down to performing a ritual or spell, even though I know what ingredients I am reaching for, I don’t feel the “energies” of what I am working with. It mostly feels like arts and crafts that affect the things outside of myself. Im not particularly in tune with the vibes of the rosemary plant on my windowsill or the vibrational tendencies of the quartz crystal next to my bed. And because of this, I feel very alienated from a lot of discourse of witchcraft where a lot of people talk about feeling the lay-lines or magical currents running through the world.

I feel like a dungeons and dragons wizard class who’s jealous of the sorcerer class, cause they were just “born” with it. (If the reference holds any weight)

Hi, Anon. Thanks for sharing.

You didn't ask for advice or anything but maybe some commiseration will do?

I don't feel lay lines or magical currents in the world, either. I am also wizard class (well wait, maybe warlock?) and while I can now "feel the vibes," it didn't come naturally to me. It was a skill I had to learn over years, which involved huge amounts of practice. I worked so hard at it that in the present day I really can't imagine going back to something so intensive.

Even in the present day, "feeling the vibes" is not an automatic, always-on experience. I have to intentionally tune in, and depending on the kind of day I'm having, I still might only get faint whispers. Or, nothing. I recently had a Working experience where I couldn't connect to anything even after I applied concerted effort.

And now that I'm not doing the equivalent of psychism bodybuilding, if I want to strongly tune in for any appreciable length of time, I have to engage in witchcraft that assists with "parting the veil." If I go any significant amount of time without practice it takes a lot of work to get this "muscle" back to a serviceable state.

So maybe there are cool people who are in tune with the vibes 24/7 or who were born with that ability but it's definitely not all of us out here. I don't even know how I could function like that, tbh. I've heard stories from people who are "always on" and from what I've heard, it's not a way you'd choose to be.

On the other hand you're also a success story for people who haven't figured out spellwork yet and are worried they'll never be able to do anything because they can't feel anything. So I appreciate you sharing!

And best of luck for everything that comes next.

[moonlit-escape]

⋆⛧°. ⋆ Sasha Mystreet headcanons !!

i have a tummy ache rn from eating too much. anyway here's sasha i lobe her

half russian, half korean

demisexual (this is me projecting not just bc of her color palette i promise dont LOOK at me like that)

taurus ♉️

still pretty closed off, cold, and stoic. but, once in a blue moon, gene and zenix get her to genuinely laugh or mouth off and get angry and they absolutely relish in it

they're best friends :(

the only one of the three who can currently legally drive.

breakcore / hyperpop-punk Queen !! (crystal castles, quinn, swrslvt/cynthoni, laura les, snafu, charli xcx, xn88ax. yknow, shit i added to her playlist)

PIERCINGS!! honestly w all these headcanons, if they are/were a punk, they have piercings. she has double eyebrow piercings, a bellybutton piercing, and a tongue piercing

got deeper into and still practices witchcraft, just not potions or spells. she prefers her palm-reading, tarot, herbal mixtures and remedies, and crystal charges

im planning on making her patron saint someone from MCD that didn't get to mystreet, but first i have to actually Watch MCD.

loves scented candles and incense. she has pretty incense holders all around the house

favourite video game is luigi's mansion

always plays luigi during mario party and always loses. but it's fine bc she always wins mario kart (zenix is always princess peach and gene always plays one of the fuckin monster goons: dry bones, shy guy, goomba, one of the koopa kids)

had a crush on gene at one point, and they even tried out a relationship in uni, but then realized they were just doing the same exact things they did as friends and weren't really going anywhere, so they stayed besties

uses potion bottles as water bottles because they're just more practical

runs a vampire fanfic tumblr blog. she makes really fuckin good vampire au fanfics of really popular fandoms

has a butterfly knife and switchblade collection. they're all really pretty

zenix made her match phone charms with him, but he tells everyone she forced him (nobody believes him)

her and gene used to be skater buddies (zenix couldnt figure out how to skate for the life of him), but she's the only one who still skates around sometimes

i don't know how to explain this to anyone and it is honestly just my own delusion but oh my God did sasha have a mini crush on katelyn in high school

like it wasn't anything super. but she cannot lie to herself and say she didn't have fun during gym getting to see katelyn

typical "goth gf" reads classic literature and edgar allen poe poems and short stories. but also she has to work, so she listens to audiobooks

it's not that she doesn't feel her emotions or anything, but more-so she's just not used to expressing them, and doesn't know how to properly. and now, she feels like it's too late and would be too awkward to learn how

so, she expresses herself in other ways. like through her loud music, or her witchcraft, or through pen sketches and painting

she likes to go on walks every once in a while in completely random or strange places. yknow, ones where it feels like you shouldn't really be going. and sometimes she sketches whatever she finds there and thinks about

whenever she has a particularly.. excruciatingly stressful day, she likes to lay on the floor with her astral projector light, listen to music, and take an edible. it helps her calm down, and feel like she's in a different world for a while

it has backfired before though, because her mind went to the wrong place, and she ended up having a panic attack. so, she makes sure she only does it when both of the guys are home to check on her and ground her if she does start spiraling

Don't do drugs, kids. And if you REALLY have to try it because you're stupid, don't do it Stupidly. have a babysitter. a Trusted babysitter. and don't start with edibles. Be safe, or fuck up and die

[youremyheaven]

I'm currently in my Venus md and although it is supposed to be a good dasha, it's been kicking my ass since the beginning 😭 Ketu dasha was a strange experience, a lot of turmoil in friendships (and BRUTAL breakups) but mentally I felt kind of stable like almost stoic. But girl Venus dasha is something else, idk what's going on in the stars but it's like the guardian angel had enough and decided to troll 💀 I have Venus in taurus krittika (praying for a sun/venus man 🙌) conjuct Rahu and aspected by Mars, what do you think about this ? Do you know how to balance Venus influence ?

Btw I love your posts 💜 your insights are so interesting and unique! Can't wait for you to expand more on spirituality 💫

2022 was a Venus year and it was easily my most unhinged, chaotic and delulu year lmao,,, i was def experiencing all the typical Venusian themes of love, indulgence, feeling gorg, but also feeling sad, excluded, unable to connect to others etc,, it was very imbalanced and out of proportion. i attracted a lot of attention but that included a lot of negative attention as well

i think your experiences reflect your placements. you must have a good Ketu placement if you felt stoic during it omg😩

i think the Venus conjunct Rahu is what is causing the imbalance. Rahu blows things out of proportion and exaggerates the effects of Venus,,, on top of it all, its also aspecting Mars?? 😩girl which house is your Venus?? Mars has a tendency to be destructive 😬so the overblown Rahuvian Venus keeps running into accidents 😔

the thing that has helped me a lot is decentering my fixation with Venusian things (beauty, love, relationships etc) and channelling it thru other more "stable" venues like making art, writing, finding new hobbies. the more you feed Venus, the more it grows. im not saying you should starve Venus but you need to cut its air supply a little bit, if you catch my drift. i lose myself in relationships very easily and im VERY aware of that, so detaching from it to consciously focus on myself helps me "balance" my Venusian influence, its also easyyy to hyperfixate over beauty, romance etc and honestly i find it very freeing to not look in the mirror picking myself apart and tbh i feel like ive become prettier since 🤪 they key is to distance yourself from Venusian indulgence and focus instead on Venusian creativity. you can appreciate beauty through music, film, art etc instead of making it a self centered activity (i dont even know if these are things u struggle with bc of your Venus dasha but im just sayin')

affirmations have helped me a lot and doing spiritual tingzzz and dabbling in glamour magic and witchcraft has helped me feel beautiful from within. feed your spirituality and watch your peace and vibrancy grow. i started praying to my ishta devata during my Venus year as well <333

tysm<333 id love to post more about spirituality tbh,, lmk if there's anything specific youd like for me to talk about

[princethe-dog]

Running with the wolves

About me

I go by Moose, or Entity. I use various names but these are the ones I'm most comfortable sharing. Also, if we're talking in dms please ask before nicknaming me!

I use they/it pronouns and various angel, and vampire neopronouns. I also identify as boyflux (agender->demiboy->transmasc)

Im bodily a minor and I'm in high school

Im a proud black therian

I like reading, writing, some forms of horror, naps, and making my own gear. I dislike most forms of horror and bugs, I'm also very easily overwhelmed

I have diagnosed mood disorder (bipolar), adhd, and anxiety. I suspect I have DID and bpd.

Currently exploring witchcraft and voodoo

About my alterhumanity

I awoken as a therian in 2023 and now proudly use the labels physical therian and otherkin.

I strongly identify as an angel, vampire, a god, and a werewolf. My therian identities aren't extremely strong but I'm still confident in them.

I have over 18 theriotypes and just four kintypes.

About the blog

I will use this blog as virtual diary. I will go into depth about my kintypes and theriotypes, explaining how my life is different because of these experiences. But I also will talk about my mental health, and interests!

Boundaries

Okay/please do:

Interact (14+)

Ask respectful questions

Ask about interests

Slight worshipping

Swearing

Dm me, anyone can do so!

Thin ice:

Accidentally crossing boundaries

mentions of gore

Show me horror

Talk about triggering topics/repeatedly talk about them

Use of slurs (reclaimable)

Dont do:

Be gross

Purposely ignore boundaries

Use slurs (not for you to reclaim)

Instant block:

Sending shock links

DNI:

Horror mlp fans

Gorey horror fans

Melanie supporters

Anti-therians/otherkin

[nicegaai]

im drawing lesbian nordic 5s again ahhgjghnfjfjdjdndjdjfjfn... nothing good enough to share yet but the lesbian womyns land au is startibg to be less of a joke (started as a plot device to have a bunch of adult wlw from all walks of life hanging out w no men around)... heres some of the things on my mind

sweden is a long flowy skirts+dresses farmers market type. half her head is shaved and she has a sleeve of tattoos. used to be a serious businesswoman in stockholm (or portland but dont think about the setting too hard) but now she just wants to live in the woods (she fell for the cottagecore pintrest aesthetic and blew up her life to have it). shes the pov main character in my imagination bc shes relatively new to the land

finland is a SHORT FAT BUTCH !!!!!!!!!!!! she is ADORABLE and SOOOO NICE and HELPFUL TO EVERYONE!!!!! shes got practical skills for running life off the grid and is an excellent handywoman and ms sweden is head over heels for her on sight. finland might b a permanent resident / own the land. running this low tech summer camp for wayward lesbians is her lifelong dream and SHES LIVIN IT BABY

Denmark is obv a basketball shorts + growing out a buzzcut messy type. loud, rubs people the wrong way easily but is well intentioned. brings practical skills to the land too (shes a tradeswoman). literally just canon denmark but with more lesbian swag. shes here bc she loves women but started coming to support her ex-wife/current gf eternal situationship ->

norway is a dianic mother goddess earth worshipper type and the land's high priestess. (everyone else buys into the lesbian religion stuff at different levels ex. fin thinks its important, den doesnt quite get it). other than that shes a millennial skinny jeans sidepart collects way too many plushies type. still says heccin doggo and such. super skinny very pretty not very expressive (she is possibly tripping at any given time. its a religious practice ok she Needs more weed shrooms lsd Right Now). her brain is a little fried but maybe she was always like this. outside this she struggles to keep employment or not maybe shes doing something or has a witchcraft etsy shop i dont know tbh. she can do whatever she wants bc shes a trust fund baby.

iceland is 16 and the result of norways teen pregnancy. shes been coming to the land as long as she can remember, may or may not even be gay, and is going through a Euphoric Atheist phase both genuinely and because it pisses mom off (ice is one of the few who can even tell when nor is pissed off). shes in online high school and her only friends her age are also online. den is her stepmom kind of and the only one who Gets Her... ugh... flips hair

other notes: everyone looks way more like normal hetalia chrs than they do the nyo counterparts. and the other priestesses are england and romania

[mountain-lion-gremlin]

So yes, im coming up on the end of my detox. During this time, ive actually learned a LOT because simply, im not glued to my phone 24/7.

Society pushes this idea that we NEED phones. That without your portable dopamine box you arent cool, or normal, or whatever the hell they choose to say.

Ive found clarity in my life. Ive focused more on my witchcraft and learning the craft itself. Ive danced in the rain and felt the rhythm of the earth, its heart beating beneath my feet. Ive started to learn Finnish even better than before, and my studies on homework have become so much easier because im not as distracted.

If it was up to me, i would never go back to being glued to my dopamine box. But...

If anyone who is following me and knows of my Amino, Ive been gone from it for awhile now. I worry that certain rules arent being enforced, or its becoming a hateful place. I left it in the hands of my staff, of course, but i still worry...

But regardless, Ill see if I can get an app that allows me to run mobile apps on my computer. I dont want to go back to using my phone unless i have to.

(Keep reading if you wanna see what I have to say about shapeshifting and stuff. I dont want this post to be eons of scrolling to those who dont want to read about it.)

Now, onto the important stuff that people might be asking me.

"Rio, did you fully m-shift and achieve your goals of shifting???" Well... no. Sadly.

Life has been really hectic, so Ive been focusing on the important, human stuff in my life, and have been struggling with balancing the important, animal stuff in my life. Im not going to lie, its easier to do now than it was before, but I still have to put effort into it.

With p-shifting, well... recently Ive been reading a lot of hate on p-shifting in general, how its wrong, how much actual stigma surrounds it, and im in a ditch when it comes to believing it will actually happen. Ive watered down my beliefs so many times for others online recently, that im questioning that they are true.

I know that they arent true. But, I know for a fact that even if I never p-shift, I will still be happy being who I am. Its a constant itch, and constant scratch to be who I really am, but I honestly believe that even if I never do p-shift, I will never stop being here, being a shifter and being happy.

In the end thats all its really about, seriously. Arent we just trying to be happy with ourselves, our identity, our lives? It hurts to even go a step outside of the shifting community, and see hours and hours of people talking about how horrible it is, how manipulative, how impossible it is. It makes me want to hide again in my little bubble and forget I ever saw it.

But it brings a sort of... clarity I guess? Many people who have never been apart of the community or have even ventured in will say "its impossible to do".

People who have been hurt, or have seen the hurt caused by misinformation and misguidance of shapeshifting will almost always say "p-shifting is manipulative, horrible, the people within it are blah blah blah blah blah...."

People who are apart of it but havent p-shifted will say "Ive seen so many success stories, Ive even seen my own progress with it and im really happy" And people who have shifted... well they either disappear quite quickly, or their stories are lost to deaf ears.

And after years and years of feeling like I have to fight against these people, show how I am, show the truth and understand it all... I feel domesticated by the reality that is always, constantly shoved in my face.

Nobody cares. Im trapped within society and I cant escape. I will never be free. I will never, ever be my animal. I am delusional for even believing it.

vitut.

I know that currently in my life, I am where I am. I cannot change it, because I am not old enough to. I know that I have and must make do with what I have, instead of wishing for things I do not have. Cougars are adaptable, we are survivors and change with our enviornment.

There will ALWAYS be time to be who I am. There will always be chance after chance after chance for me, I just have to grab it.

And ive noticed that I no longer have to force every single m-shift. It feels like just thinking about it, about mountain lions causes a shift. Ive gotten so comfortable in my living situation ive been vocalizing as my animal, jumping around on all fours and feeling like my animal.

Sometimes I worry that Ive become so obsessed with trying to m-shift that Ive forgotten that theres still more beyond it. While writing this post, I feel... excited for my future. I feel like p-shifting can happen to me. I feel like I am almost close to permanently m-shifting.

And let me tell you a little secret about m-shifting.

(There is no trigger for when you permanently m-shift. There is no way to actually know by just reading what others say it feels like. There is no actual way to do it.)

Permanently m-shifting to me, simply feels like a comfortableness with my animal. It feels safe, and okay to be who I am. And personally for me, after years of m-shifting, trust is what has brought me to where I am. (This might not be the case for everyone lol, figure out whats going on with yourself instead of using what I say to be the end all for you and your problems!) I was honestly afraid of my other side. That it was dangerous, wild, would hurt someone. I was also afraid that I would never actually get here and do this, because my mental shifts arent as strong or frequent as others. I was also afraid that it wouldnt work. So, so afraid that I would mess up and fail.

But I've learnt that... I am in control of myself. And being an animal IS myself. I have the control to be safe, and not harm others. We all do. Its an idea that has been presented to us through media, stigma, ableism and society itself. We always talk of people "losing control" or "flying off the handle". Werewolves are seen as beings who will rip your face off if they get mad.

We arent like that, you know that, right? I had to trust that I would be in control of my m-shifts. And even if my control has slipped, (such as when I had an m-flare in the middle of gym class) I was able to quickly recover because it wasnt appropriate at school to start running on all fours and hiding beneath the bleachers.

Ive also learnt that no, you cannot fail while m-shifting. There is no right or wrong way to m-shift. There is no way to fail an m-shift. M-shifting is just allowing yourself to be more animal-like, allowing your animal to be safe and comfortable with itself. Its complicated to explain the connection between our animal selves, and our human selves, but the most basic (not too accurate) way to explain it is that we are each other. You are your animal, and your animal is you. As you m-shift more this makes more sense, and you find your own meaning to what your connection, and your animal's connection is.

Regardless, even if I took breaks. Even if I wasnt dedicated, or spent all of my time m-shifting. I still am getting closer. What matters is the fact that you still care about it, and will do it when you can. Its unrealistic to believe someone could constantly be m-shifting actively, most circumstances make it very hard to do so. (Especially mine. I have divorced houses, 2 AP classes im taking, problematic siblings, responsibilities...)

It feels like learning a new language in a sense. Like, to m-shift is to constantly m-shift. To learn a new language is to constantly immerse yourself in it. Well... we cant really do that, so instead we go with short bursts of doing this, with interspersed passive learning, or attempting to m-shift when we can.

And nobody is barred from m-shifting. Let me let you know. NOBODY IS BARRED FROM M-SHIFTING!! Some people I know feel stuck, like they cannot m-shift. That its only involuntary. Listen. Listen listen listen.

There are many different ways to m-shift. So many!! Lots of people say "I cant meditate, and so ill never m-shift." Thats NOT true. Thats not true. I literally cant meditate lol.

And its not really attempting to voluntarily force a shift using triggers and stuff. I just think about it and try to feel more immersed in my senses, allow my perspective of life to shift more animal-like. AND, m-shifts do NOT have to be large, explosive things that change your whole reality and how you think and you want to crawl on all fours and you feel yourself p-shifting and fur-

Nah nah nah. Most shifts people will experience, at least how i know it, will be small, tiny shifts that you most likely wont notice unless you pay attention to it. Even if you arent trying to m-shift in the moment, even thinking about it may cause you to fall into a light shift. You do not need to have very impactful m-shifts to m-shift.

And I wont lie, my friend @dakotathewolf has helped me a lot, even with the endless ramblings on both ends (lol) I feel like we have both grown as people and understand more because of what we have taught each other.

I hope this helps you, dakota, along with anyone else who needs it.

[lilsevilramblings]

Athanasia

(^click to read on AO3)

ˌæθəˈneiʒə) noun. deathlessness; immortality.

Growing pains. It was ironic really, being around for so long and seeing so much only to suffer the consequences of immortality. Some would say we’re lucky, whilst others might feel pity. If you were to look me dead in the eyes and ask me, “How is eternal immortality?” I would laugh and tell you it’s not as great as it seems.

Humans would never understand the true pain of being alive for so long and seeing so many horrors and the self-inflicted destruction of mankind through your own eyes. They would never understand dying in the middle of nowhere in the middle of a foreign field over, and over again. They would never have to endure the pain and suffering of watching all the people you care about walk away from you. Friendships that have lasted centuries are gone in a flash. None of us speak about it. It’s something too confusing, too difficult to talk about even if they have experienced it as well.

Nations are complicated. And I don't mean complicated as in how and why we exist in the first place. I mean personally. They're stubborn and bitter. They like to think they're not, they like to pretend. However, I can't say im I’m the same. I'm not delusional and I think literally.

Hence why I’m currently sitting at home, alone. It’s not a recent trait I’ve gained, in fact, my whole life I’ve isolated myself from others. Nations and people. It’s not like they care anyway no one ever has. Not even as a little babe, no one was there no one even batted an eye at me.

To cope, I’d search for sympathetic couples. They would take one look at me and wouldn’t hesitate to take me in their arms and call me their own. It filled the gaping hole in me and soothed my needs. It didn’t last long, of course, I wasn’t human after all. Once they noticed I wasn’t getting any older like the other children they began to worry. Some would throw me away, scared because they didn’t know what I was. Humans are like that, running away from things they don’t understand. Some blamed witchcraft, I won’t go into that because you can already guess what would have happened.

Naturally being devoid of socialising, I keep myself locked up in my house. It’s not a bad thing, it’s quiet, and I can speak my mind. Other nations seem to disagree, however, claiming I’m bitter and alone. I will admit, it’s half true but I’m certainly not alone. I have me, myself and I. My home stays need and tidy, no one comes around to wreck it anyway. My brothers don’t bother to visit anymore, it must have been the 80s when they last visited for Christmas.

I’m not completely void of social contact. I attend my meetings, and I’ve never missed one. I arrive on time and I never say longer than I should have. In most meetings, I end up bickering with others yet most of the time I keep quiet. I will admit I'm not as talkative as I once was. I’d blame it on the age but I just can’t be bothered anymore. Funnily enough, lying in bed and tending to my garden tired me out. My garden certainly keeps me on my toes, it’s one of my favourite pastimes to do and I could never abandon it.

I’m sitting in my Sherlock chair in front of the fire embroidering my newest piece. A mix of colours is stitched into the fabric as I poke and tie it together. My needle weaved through the fabric in and out, in and out.

Sleep clouds my vision pulling me away from the repeated pattern of the embroidery. It appeared it was time to sleep. I carefully placed the rolls of string back into the box I keep them in, and then I untied the string from the needle and placed that back too. I locked the case closed and placed it back in its designated place. I crept slowly up the old wooden stairs of my home and made it to my room. Everything lay where it was supposed to be. Sighing, I pull back the thick winter duvet and bury myself deep in the fabric. Sleep clawed at my eyelids drawing them down as I drifted into a dreamless sleep.

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(AND WE’RE DONE??? Please lmk if I need to improve anyway it would be a great help <33)

[ciel-the-resident-weirdo]

Idk intro or something

Hi! I’m Ciel/Alec :) uhh

I’m autistic

Im a minor (So PLEASE don’t send me anything 18+)

Current Hyperfixations include: The Magnus Archives, Rin Penrose, Cookie Run Kingdom, Danganronpa

Animated shows/indie animation I like: Gravity Falls, The Owl House, Ramshackle, Helluvaboss/Hazbin, Arcane, Tangled the Series, Murder Drones, Digital Circus, The Dragon Prince

Video Games I like: Genshin Impact, Deltarune, Honkai Star Rail, Undertale, Pikmin 4, Sky Children of the Light, Project Sekai, Cookie Run Kingdom, Danganronpa

Musicals I like: Hatchetfield, Ride the Cyclone, Six, Heathers, Hadestown, EPIC, Wicked, Beetlejuice, Evil Dead

Uh I also really like things that are made for younger audiences! (Monster High, Ever After High, Disney’s Zombies, Descendants, etc)

I also like Vtubers (specifically Rin Penrose) and MCYT (Empires SMP, Afterlife SMP, Life Series, Witchcraft SMP, that kind of thing)

Uh DNI If: Neopronoun hate, homophobic, transphobic, therian hate, otherkin hate, racist, sexist, furry hate

Certified Yapper™️

I think that’s it!

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Hello, im crumbs, but you can call me crix! i draw lots of fanart and post memes, and i like to daydream, my pronouns are she/her, and I'm a Filipino!

Fandoms I'm in (Or content I enjoy or watch):

Hermitcraft

Empires SMP

New Life SMP

Pirates SMP

Life Series (3rd Life, Last Life, Double Life, Limited Life, Secret Life)

Witchcraft SMP

Pressure (Roblox Game)

PHIGHTING (Roblox Game)

Block Tales (Roblox Game)

Cookie Run Kingdom

Only consume, but content I enjoy or watch:

Lego Monkie Kid

The Magnus Archives

The Stanley Parable

The Dragon Prince

Regretevator (Roblox)

The Magnus Protocol

ASKS ARE CURRENTLY CLOSED FOR DECEMBER

Boundaries:

You can use my art as a pfp or a banner, as long as you credit me, and any ccs can show my art if they would like to! i would be delighted!

I just love to see my favorite ships, just draw memes and enjoy my favorite content

I don't do commissions, but they might come up in the future once I find out how to get a way to get payment

Notes: Default Beginner pfp users will be blocked! and The bad bots running around the site too, so make sure to have a proper pfp!

Art Reblog place: crumbysartreblogplace

CELESTIAL METEOR AU GUIDELIST

Ultimate guide list for where you need to go for content of the au, asks, lore, etc. (Will be added on as the au develops)

CELESTIAL METEOR AU OFFICIAL INTRODUCTION POST

Celestial Meteor AU - story

Celestial Meteor AU Art - extra artwork

Celestial Meteor AU Asks - questions about the lore or the au

Celestial Meteor AU Reblogs - for reblogging posts

Celestial Meteor AU References - references for characters

Celestial Meteor AU All Content - All content about the au

Celestial Meteor AU Memes - random memes

[thesugarhole]

a positive of me ignoring other stuff in favorite of sitting/lying down as much as possible, bar funeral exception: unlocked 3 dd2 achievements. would have started on a fourth, memory related one, but youll never guess what i forgot to do (apply memories)

achievos were defeat a shambler with shamblers spawn: at long last, i finally got an academics study with the beast. my team didnt make it out alive 3/4, but the shambler was defeated with only one casualty so yay

defeat 3 lair bosses in one run: i went leviathan, general and librarian. it was tricky with the librarian bc of my team but rearranging them and stalling a bit worked

enter the mountain with all positive relationships: more of a coincidence than anything, but since i was already there i gave it a go.

the last two were on the same run on obssession, and i also fought it, beat it, no one died. the current nerf to it made it very easy me thinks, like if you get distracted during it you will likely still get bodied. so i guess my hardest boss is ambition now? also some shrine stuff, finished grave robber and started runaway. after her is plague doc and its done with

update on my ankle: i think the painkillers and compression combo helped swelling go down by a lot today, even with me having to walk short distances (borrowing my late grandma's crutches). i thought at first one of my aunts suggested she would make me a splinter but i gravely misunderstood and it was catholic witchcraft. like sorry but i got no better way to describe it (she didnt like me pointing out that it WAS witchcraft adjacent just cosigned by jesus) it was a hands off ritual involving prayer and objects and i entertained them but i dont think it will help physically aoaodjdeikwak

well anyways im doing better 👍 thank you to those who cared. i have hopes of walking normally by monday so i dont have to take the crutch with me. in the short amount of time i had it out i already got a hand blister <3 tis the life of cursed by god