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very-gay-poet · 2 months ago

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@moonandstarshangoutinbars hey bae so can you (no pressure ofc lol) put my frustration into words because...omfg. "fanfictions. aren't. literature.???" call me Kyle the way I'm punching the fucking wall dude-

" Fanfictions aren't literatu—" PULLS THE TRIGGER.

#im crying rn PEOPLE THINK THIS????#ngl I've cried harder at fanfiction then most books #crimson rivers #<- I'm taking a break from reading it rn bc I CAN'T HANDLE THE ANGST.#I CANNOT GET THROUGH A SINGLE CHAPTER WITHOUT WANTING TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF.#the themes...#the symbolism #you don't get this type of care and time just to basically spit in fic writers faces and b like #“HAHA so ACTUALLY me thinks that your art and how you convay ur ideas ain;t worth shit LMAOOO 💀hashtag triggered hashtag hot take 🤪”#I'm not rewriting most of the shitty world building just for someone to say it doesn't count as “real writing”#I'm not writing almost three years (and ongoing) worth of planning and research just for some random bitch to say #that its not worth anything just because its not “original”#trust me its made with more love and care than jkr ever had for it and the fans lmao #fuck SORRY FOR YAPPING #I have a doctors note I'm diagnosed with “I can't stfu” <3 #fuck jkr #harry potter

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apathyfairy · 1 year ago

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last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3

#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3 #im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back #when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle #to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one #and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl.#but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers #like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were #over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though #i dont think they work anymore lol #also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf #ty <3

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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It actually does crack me up how much of a TANK Magneto is vs literally anyone else. Like next to Charles it just looks unfair cause Charles is like, a Regular Guy with good genes who hits the gym, but then you check out Erik and it's like...where did they build you, dude. German excellence in German engineering I guess. I know he's built like a brick shithouse for the sole purpose of being able to physically back up all the shit he says. I remember the Vengeance comics where his powers were temporarily removed and he panicked for all of a second before he started throwing hands and was like 'I DON'T NEED POWERS TO BEAT YOU'. See also Axis, when he killed Red Skull. Prelude to Age of Apocalypse, the bar fight. Like he genuinely just enjoys punching people sometimes. World's most yoked 60+ year old. Subject of all those 'please stop praying for my grandpa he's gotten too strong' memes.

thinkin bout big-fuck-off-unit magneto the only thing keepin me goin rn i love it whenever he's drawn wide as hell. like is it cause you stick magnets on fridges you gotta be built like one im CRYING

#snap chats #guys im so smad rn my stupid presentation file wouldnt render quick enough and i couldnt upload my assignment on time #trying so hard not to crumble and throw up and cry and im sure if i think of built-like-a-shithouse magneto hard enough ill be ok #magneto dont get to do it much but when he gets to punch people with his fists i do a lil cheer i cannot lie #like you may as well been hit with a truck idc id get folded like an omelette

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mantis-yippee · 5 months ago

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2 DAYS TILL THE TRAILER!

Today is a request

Baldjungasaurus

Binoceratops

Y'know the more I look at major, the more I realize how BIG he is

Baldrius makes a cameo

#jurassic world chaos theory #jwct #chaos theory #jwcc #camp cretaceous #MONDAY #darius bowman #This is beautiful i know #what else do i put here uh #i see the moon in the violet sky and it looks so pretty i just might cry i sit alone in a candle light because i didnt get the job for #which i tried and tried you know its so so scary when you see me for who i really am and its so so scary when you look right at me in my #eyes and i say dont say that dont be sad i didnt think people can get this bad i mean it dont say that dont be sad i didnt think people can #be this sad #yeah im that bored #yippee ricky Montgomery #i went to his concert this past Tuesday he's all im listening to rn 😭

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leah2eroes · 29 days ago

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yeah make the disabled girl do unpaid manual labour for you outside in the cold when shes been awake for 20 hours whats the worst that could happen haha

#i dont talk about my living situation much because why would i #but out of guilt for existing in a place without paying money im forced to accept whatever is asked of me #for someone whos supposed to love me unconditionally that fucker sure does force me to act against my best interests #just at a fucking whim because “the garden doesnt look nice like this”#bitch knows i had to quit my job due to physical burnout and the fact that i havent recovered in the last 8 months is very concerning #AND YET that doesnt stop anything. im still assumed to be physically capable of fucking digging dirt to fill a hole #at ten in the fucking morning #3 degrees (about 38 fahrenheit) outside the ground was fkn solid #like i bought a fucking cane because i struggle with mobility #and you already know ive probably done myself in pretty bad because i feel too fucking guilty living here 'without paying rent'#i cover my own food bills and always end up giving money im trying to save because bills need paying #my self worth is through the fucking floor as it is #im just so so scared of being a burden to those around me that i actively harm myself bending over backwards for people who wont love me #god some of you followed me for my hornyposting im so sorry u have to read this shit #for those of u that care about me im literally crying rn even just thinking abt the knowledge that there r people out there who care #especially yall who care enough to support me #i promise your money isnt being handed out needlessly to my pseudo-abusive parent. i am trying my best to save the money im given #at least that which isnt spent on feeding myself #thank you all for supporting me #and sorry for being such a fucking trainwreck im just so overwhelmed and hurting and ugh #:(

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional #its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free #times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw #something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak #i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else #i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back #after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces #wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue #theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right #like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself #but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me #tf out #but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even #and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately #pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit #like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly #i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty

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tetsuskei · 24 days ago

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how it feels to open the inbox nowadays

#stole this from femi bc it’s so fucking funny #i’m crying rn #i think im in the clear #just gotta manage the rest of these current asks #and attack more people heh

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yappacadaver · 26 days ago

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i just need to survive until i get my period but the alignment of hormonal cycle madness, rent being due without me being sure i can afford it, the inauguration/current political environment, and social media imploding just as i was starting to get a foothold is really sending me like. idk if im going to make it and that is 100% genuine

#crying at dinner tonight (involuntary) (not normal) (does not want to be seen feeling bad in front of my family)#also i have like. one close friend and i haven't heard from her in a bit so im lonely :( i need to make more friends but like.#i dont trust ppl. im incompatible with most people. i have no energy rn for small talk needed to build a friendship #and also i kinda just want to die like i am not feeling like another decade of 'oh lets just ride it out and see what happens' like fuckkk #fuck me i should've pulled the trigger when i had the chance i think more than even my transition i regret not pulling that gd trigger #my best chance out and i blew it. like everything. rats.#like it is literally all i can do to distract myself

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littleplantfreak · 5 months ago

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how to let my friends know i love them and am always thinking about them without seeming crazy clingy 🧎‍♀️

#i want my friends hearts and minds SOOTHED i must let them know how much i love them #Wym i cant fix everything in the world for them? i could give my blood for it #mari says #i think im just hormonal tn but like #im sooo unsure of how other people perceive my affection or just how they feel about me in general #mari rants #in case no one wants to listen to me cry #im overthinking rn mari chillllll

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masterfuldoodler · 5 months ago

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girlbossed too hard.... unless...

#like a lot of stuff about kh. one thing being its sprawling plot. love it all fitting together like that #anyway wanted to write a story like that. here i am with my ocs. and now im worried ive made it too confusing #1. maybe it's just because I haven't finished fixing plot holes? 2. maybe it's bc im not telling it in the right order? (random comics)#3. maybe it's because I assume ppl know more than they probably remember? 4. maybe im bad at explaining it?#anyway I talk to ppl about it and they're like ???? about things so now im like hm. i done messed up #problem is. it all makes perfect sense in my head #nomura is this how you felt? is this just the consequences of my actions??#anyway rip me. doomed to pain and suffering since the days of my youth #wanna get better at talking and expressing things but ACK. so hard!!!!#august rambles #text #you may be thinking huh?? you're expressing something rn. and yes. you see. my disease is so annoying. it is not consistent #sometimes I think about it enough i think about ways to talk about it. sometimes I think about it enough and it soaks into my life so...#someone else goes 'hey whats that?' and i go 'oh tiny info about it' as if secretly the person knew everything else because uh #i thought about it so hard. it must be common knowledge??? i don't know things other people don't??#anyway screaming crying i feel like I'm not expressing this right. doomed.

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 months ago

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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position

#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but #it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters #and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES #'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm #GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN #i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara #where is it please #im begginbg the universe generally #i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this #gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone #when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh #not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this #is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally #and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK #nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this #a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind #i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh #exploding into a million pieces #im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done #is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way #ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: 😱#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women #and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately #maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches #(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim #and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me #killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred

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verved · 3 months ago

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Wow I really don't want to go back.

#like im sick as ever but mentally im doing so much better living here than w my dad and step mom #like thinking about being in that cold house w people who tolerate me rather than truly like spending time w me #is making me feel sick w anxiety #but i need to see a doctor. i need to get help.#if i stay here its a whole move. again.#its setting up insurance. again.#and idk if its worth it or if i just tough out a shitty living situation until my first appointment #idk my life is just so ass rn #its barely a life at all #lineko.txt #i cant sleep i feel like crying #at least i get to see my kitty

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punk-o-ween · 3 months ago

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i wanna cry i rlly hate being new to things

#literally tearing up and crying i hate this #i didnt rlly care much at first until i realised a lot of ppl DONT like new fans #im so sad rn i absolutely hate being new to things or to people and feeling so left out #i feel like ill just never get it or compare to fans that have been fans for fucking years #like ppl r thinking of gatekeeping and just not helping new fans i saw and im just sick and even scared idk why #maybe in thinking too much into this. im sorry.#sorry for this kind of vent omg i just idk i feel sick #yes this is about motor city machine guns #i wish i have gotten into them sooner. thanks a lot to my tribalist of a dad who thought tna sucked bc it wasnt wwe.#punkoween yaps #vent

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cxlrose · 9 days ago

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Yes, you may retire, but I will not reveal my identity just yet.

It’s hard to comprehend just how long I’ve known you. Five is such a small number. Your hand could count to it so easily, but years stretch out the quantity of such a digit. And in every one of those days ever since I met you, I don’t regret the passing that led us to this relationship.

I enjoy the moments when you return to tumblr for a checkup or a hello, but you have a life to live in the real world. You are someone I look back to within the five years with a smile, knowing I that I had the chance to befriend such a lovely person.

I’m sure all the many friends you’ve made on this site agree.

I, as dottore mod and your mutual, wish you greatness in the future when the distance of the internet separate us. May the joy and happiness you provided me be reciprocated to you in the future by a tenfold.

I’ll give you many hugs in return. Thank you for being who you are and giving me laughter when the air around me filled and emptied my lungs in dull cycles—they, too, thank you for that change of laughter once in a while.

Ah, I seemed to have gone on a slight tangent. Perhaps, sappy cal brings out the sappy mod in me. All I wanted to say is to live your life to the fullest because it is what you deserve for all the positive moments you’ve brought to people. <3

~ dottore mod.

no wait there r actually tears in my eyes oh my gkfofnfjjf

#🥹🥹…… MODDDD!!!!#WAIT #….AUGHHFJDDJB ;; im #im cryingnjgngjfj #augh this is so sweet mod i was NOT EXPECTINGBFJF #you have a way with words. makes me cry :’)#i wish i cld express myself better w my words!! ive changed a lot these past few months #but expressing myself continues to be a struggle i guess hehe #but but but i hope its clear that i cherish you very much mod #you and lock r pretty much the highlights of my entire tumblr experience 🥹#been through many phases on tumblr and met so mamy diff kind of people but like #u and lock r those kind of people that i just Know i cld always come back to and feel like im at Home #WAIT IK ACTUALU CRYING I CAN FEEL THE SINGULAR TEAR DRIPPING HAHAJSJX #BUT y yeah🥺 im so honored to be perceived in such a joyous way by u <3 #my biggest fear is to be forgotten . and i think that since i have u and lock . that fear wont easily come true 🤍#yk one of my friends said to me that im a person who smiles a lot FHDJDJD and that i shld protect it no matter what happens #i still have doubts worries anxieties but i crave nothing more than to be remembered as the person who infects others w her joy #makes life so much more brighter and worth living for 🫶#AHHHH I YAPPED SM FJFJFJFK IM JUST IN MY FEELS RN #CRYING TEARS OF JOYY ToT #i js appreciate the people who stayed for this long sm ;; <3 #hfjdbdjfdjdj #i wldnt be this happy go lucky person if it wasnt for u guys !!#i beat around the bush a lot and often get through everythung with jokes and humor #but in this case i want to say that u guys r so so loved and cherished by me hfjdhdj 👉👈🤍

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 21 days ago

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im crying so so much rn i feel fucking Awful

#camera talks #literally the only thoughts in my mind are like fucking awful ones that I don’t like thinking and I want to be thinking #I don’t Want to be thinking I should die but I fucking feel like it !!!#I want to die so bad right now and I know that’s not how I truly feel #but rn that’s it and I might die and this is awful and painful and horrible #im just gonna kill myself at this point this is so fuckingggg stupid #im going to die #fucking hell fucking hell #I hate everything ever #this is so bad #my head hurts so so bad #oh my god I just keep tearing up ever other second and I’m just going to keep crying and crying and fuckk #this is awful I feel so horrible #and some people tried to console me but it did nothing and Nothing and I feel worse for inconveniencing Them #and I think I was just annoying to the people that were around me and didn’t bother to engage with me #and I’m making life for everyone miserable #I hate this I hate feeling like this and I hate me #vent #delete later #uhm ignore I’m probably being tragic and it’s probably nothing but fuck could I use with a good hug and kiss and blanket #tw suicidal ideation #suicidal ideation #might need that.

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pleckthaniel · 4 months ago

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I love receiving a passive-aggressive text message every time I use the only kitchen on this earth I have physical access to. I love having the options of 'put herculean effort into appearing not to exist' or 'be scolded daily for eating'

#its not even your hooooouuuuussssee #oh yeah totally leave your half smoked joints all over the counter and change your cats' litter box 1x a week #even though it's in a common room but no Im the gross one for like putting a dish on a different counter than usual #im just overreacting bc im off my meds rn but christ i need a job so bad ive been crying every day ab staying here #and remy is driving me insane bc hes stir crazy bc hes still only allowed in 2 rooms bc certain people seem to think letting him meet their #cats will encourage us to stay here longer or something - as if id want to spend 1 extra millisecond with that garbage attitude #ugh #posts a vent and leaves for months again. im sorry everyone i also wish i had my shit together

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