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simplerainbow · 8 months
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I'm all caught up
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jeonjcngkook · 1 year
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the colourised versions has me on my knees
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possamble · 3 months
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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catzgam3rz · 1 month
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God I love thunder SO MUCH
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jascurka · 3 months
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professor answer me mail...
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Let her grieve
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jrueships · 4 months
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as cute as apple pie!!!!
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jinlintai · 2 months
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Does anyone want to talk about the theme of repression in regards to vampires and how that relates to Morbius's character??!?!?!????
It's not exactly that he thought of himself as a monster when he was human but I think being othered for something as personal as how he looked, in combination with his own morose introspection and self awareness, would create a person constantly aware of the ideal of what a "normal person" (e.g. a masculine man) was, yet afraid of moving too close or too far from it. Too far pushes the line from tolerable to disgusting. Trying to get too close would force him to confront the fact that he will never fully fit that standard. In his middle age he has accepted that many things are too trivial to worry about -- and it's not like he's an insecure teenager; he's an accomplished scientist, something he took pride in and was greatly admired for. But that self awareness still clings to him. He talks about his perceived "ugliness" like it's a small simple thing and not something that massively affects his self esteem (to the point that he just brings it up unprompted in conversations). As if societal standards didn't equate his ugliness with unattractiveness, making him accordingly adjust his expectations for life, friendship, romance, and sex.
He was repressed, man. The void society opened in him where his pride for his looks & his experience with love and sex was supposed to be was instead filled with his pride for his accomplishments in science. He only ventured into love (into sex and marriage, ~like all men should~) when he was past his "prime" (very unlike ~the man he should be~). Even with Martine there were things he hid from her like his terminal illness. (I think Martine helped him with becoming less repressed, but she couldn't erase how he developed as a person.) And his repression becomes a tangible condition when he becomes a literal "monster", so outside of society's standards that he's not even human. Now his entire being revolves around repressing biological urges that feel so good, that he would die without... but also fills him with shame, fear, and self-hatred when he indulges or thinks about indulging in the future.
Hello it's so dark in here. Hello
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nabaath-areng · 2 months
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It's been so long since the last time I hallucinated that I forget how jumpy and skittish I get afterwards guhhhh
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comradesnufkin · 1 month
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dangans-ur-ronpas · 5 months
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i think i might actually start mauling people. i think i should be allowed to hunt toshiro haters for sport.
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bunnihearted · 3 months
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#why have parents started treating the library as a playing ground....#like every single time i go to the library#there are tons of parents with their kids and they just allow their children to run around and play and scream#..... umm why cant u just go to a playground first and then go to the library so your kids are quiet????#and the parents never do anything... just bc they've pushed out smth and contributed to the overpopulation..#they think they're the fkn shit and that they get to do whatever they want....#parents are such disrespectful and inconsiderate people#other ppl exist????#and especially at a library... it is supposed to be quiet and calm in here#if u can respect that then dont fkn come here#if u cant** im so mad i cant even type broooo like what the fuck!!! theyre so disrespectful#like for real children run around and scream everyyyyyywhere#take your kids outside to scream#at least let libraries be quiet#it is so cruel that parents have decided to even ruin the ONLY place that have always been quiet#genuinely cant even think bc this dumb broad with like 4 kids are screaming constantly#it's like parents WANT to annoy everyone around them just to show how much power they have#bc if i go over there and politely ask them to keep it down#she will start whailing abt how awful i am and how children are naturally lou#loud****#gosh it makes me so angry bc the library is NEVER calm#bc there is always so many fucking kids running around screaming#GO TO A PLAYGROUND !!!! why are parents parents like they're such fkn worthless humanbeings istg
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dreamersdwell · 3 months
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Hiiii I was going to finish my next comic but I accidentally deleted all the base panels and need to restart, sorry I'll try to post it soon ^^u
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buckboi · 19 days
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#okay so i am going to say this once and we’re all going to be on the same page#i find tommy boring#okay? i find him uncompelling as a character outside of the fact he helped buck realise that he was bi#other people love him for some reason - this is fine and i cannot relate#whatever#BUT my problem is that there seems to be no way to express my -tommy is dull - beliefs around those who love him#without being labelled homophobic#(this does include not caring if he dies - because i dont care what he does truly he’s Such a nothing guy to me. whatever)#and I am not homophobic#and well see it just so happens that there’s a loophole through which tommy hate is. well. not ‘allowed’ but morally justified#This exists because tommy used to be racist#is he still racists now? idk. who cares.it’s a tv show.#but if im not allowed to dislike tommy for being boring - surely im allowed to hate him for being racist right?#Anyways literally i couldnt care less if he is or isnt racist still or about anything he does#I think there are wider implications involved with how this guy who is like if a cardboard brick couldnt act is suddenly compelling people#to go to war for him#I also think anyone who believes his actor’s twitter was hacked is actually stupid but that’s unrelated#U m yeah well i think everyone needs to calm down#yes everyone yes me yes you reading this#And yeah idk. it doesnt matter if tommy is or isnt racist#(well…)#rather it matters that the ‘first stone’ was -you’re homophobic if you dont like tommy’#so the retaliation became ‘actually you’re racist if you do’#and because everyone wants to ascribe a moral value to liking/not liking a stale weetabix of a man#now we’re here#do you understand? do you get what im saying#can anyone hear me?#oh wow#did you guys know there’s a tag limit?#it’s 30
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mxdotpng · 1 year
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i genuinely dont know how tales of the abyss did what it did because ive never had a game hurt me so much with like sixteen separate character relationships. all at once.
#.text#tales of the abyss#besides the fact ive (obviously) been thinking abt jade and luke#ive also been thinking about tear and asch. and how im disappointed they only speak like once to each other#because they. are like. so insanely similar it is. surprising to me they dont meet.#but tear in general is so underused. like.#tear. she doesnt want to kill her brother but she must. he is everything to her. but she knows her duty.#she is calm and collected on the outside even as she breaks on the inside. she is a soldier. she doesnt let her emotions#dictate her actions or her words. and she is kind.#and then. like. asch. he wants to kill his replica but he knows that he cant. his emotions get the better of him to the point that#he disregards everything about luke and paints him as the enemy. for as responsible and mature he is all of that#disappears the second luke is involved-- because his emotions control him. he wants to be kind but i dont think he knows how anymore.#i dont think they would get along but there would be an understanding between them.#with tear. understanding means kindness. if she sees herself in others or understands them completely. she becomes. so kind.#its almost shocking to see that side of her one moment and the stone cold soldier the next.#its a matter of what she allows herself to be#but i think with asch she'd become the opposite. because she sees too much of herself in him - unlike luke it is not#the good things. nor is it the things they could bond about. it is the fact that asch wants to kill the only person in the world#who is not responsible for what happened to them. and probably the only person in the world who could truly understand asch.#like i know tear says she believes some things must be done. including killing family. but i dont think she truly. truly believes that.#she is in anguish over having to kill her brother. so i think her seeing asch completely disregard and even attack luke at times#when it ISNT necessary. like it is with van. she would not be kind to him.#which is like. asch is really only Neutral at times - even with luke he sometimes cant keep telling himself everything is lukes fault.#besides being defensive. i think thats really the only thing he could be around that type of tear.#like a. 'you dont know anything.' type of deal. a quiet anger. not the loud stuff he shoves at luke or van#they are fascinating to me.#how would they act in my twinswap au.................#i wonder...
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hellhoundlair · 1 year
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saw a callout post today where at the top of the list of their many crimes was "liked an nsfw photo of a minor on twitter" which made them sound like a closeted sex offender and not like someone who liked one suggestive DRAWING of a teenage cartoon character. Come on man.
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