#im calm on the outside

[simplerainbow]

I'm all caught up

[simplydnp]

the energy the joy the vibes... i think i'm feeling loved

[jeonjcngkook]

the colourised versions has me on my knees

[lunarbun-ships]

once again in that era where im emotionally tired and cant seem to draw things for myself unless its an edit grgrr so fake screenshot edit of two old nerds be upon you i love him a lot

[possamble]

I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way

[catzgam3rz]

God I love thunder SO MUCH

[jascurka]

professor answer me mail...

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Let her grieve

[jrueships]

as cute as apple pie!!!!

[hauntingblue]

ARCANE DAY

Episode 4 and 5 in the tags and:

SALO BEING A VIKTOS FOLLOWER??? CRAZY. ALSO BOTH VIKTOR MISSING JAYCE AJDHSKSJ also cait has kinda calmed down... and I am sure she misses vi so I KNOW this is going to happen to her soon.... we aren't getting much of her feelings yet... she's still too onto Jinx to catch up on where ambessa is going...

DID JAYCE JUST KILL SALO??? WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE

Also vander not recognizing vi at first until she gives up fighting.... incredible ALSO vander and silco being miners and vi wearing her gauntlets that were initially thought out for miners.... damn

This is my favourite episode so far....

Episode 6 here:

Sky really being there..... of course she is....

Ambessa training caitlyn.... of course thats her new daughter akdjskms Tunnels in your eyes.... GIRL!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW also the guy outside is a mage... ambessa is such a hypocrite

Vi and Jinx vs ambessa and cait.... this was always about class war don't get it twisted SINGED!!! TRAITOR!!!!

ARE THEY GOING TO SEE VIKTOR???? I looove how viktors touch on their faces leave "scars" so recognizable

Did isha just take the gem from vi's gauntlets??? Omg I wasn't expecting viktor to build a hippie commune to be honest omg he looks so good.... with the blonde underhairs.... and I do believe that's the same blanket....

And of course viktor knows who vander is.... nvm he diesnt know omg viktor asking for Powder.....

We are getting viktor horsegirl montage.... omg the vander momtage I can't..... omg they wanna stay.... singed is gonna fuck all this up NOOOOO 😭😭😭 they are already there I am going to kms

CAITLYN STOP THIS MADESSS!!! ✋️ CAITLYN!!!!! VI KILL THIS MAN!!! OMG CAITLYN...... mongoose... yeah.... and fuck you too.... CUPCAKE!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! CAITLYN I SAID STOP THIS MADNESS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!! And jayce too 😭😭😭 we're never making it out of the fissures

It's such a shame the spit on here won't work like on challengers.... one can only pray I guess

Jinx experiencing the "there's nothing more undoing as a daughter" moment.... incredible

"Your absence provided a vacuum I was able to fill" TO VI???? I KNEW THAT HAND HOLDING IN THE COMMANDER SCENE WAS SUS AKDHKASJ maddie exists and ambessa knows that and still.... it was not filling her mother's void...

YES CAITLYN!!! YES!!!!! VI is so hot I am distracted... ambessa was right.... now what the fuck will jayce fuck up??? Thats the question... NOT ANOTHER CHILD!!! jayce is a menace... the guys smiling at jayce are viktor... maybe the child even....

JINX KILL THAT MAN!!! NVM VANDER KILL THAT MAN!!! JAYCE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!! JAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHEN I GET YOU JAAAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Isha what are you going to do omg 😭😭 did she kill vander... another powder... my god another week...

That was such a good fucking episode too.... and caitlyn didn't go insane when finding Jinx that is a step forwards but viktor can't be dead... no fucking way... he was giving himself away for the people and he was going to finally die by saving vander and look at what we got... no wonder viktor hates his guts. Jayce you were so good in act one.... what happened..... alright. Christ.... another week....

[blossoms-phan]

we JUST got an upload yesterday why do I miss them sm today……..

[kuruk]

halo does not like being snarled at even just a little lip curl she started barking but with her shrill throwing a fit upset bark not her aggressive scared one. jm more worried about her starting a fight than the shelter dog who's been pretty gentle and not concerned with babou and only warns halo if she gets too close suddenly and then immediately is happy again and not too focused on her. halo is just poorly behaved and is jumpy and easily annoys other dogs by how she runs around in circles whining and she paws at faces when she's playing or anxious -_- which she hasn't done to dogs outside her family but still her personality makes me so scared help I take her out on a leash only which is easy because she already is used to staying in my room on days my mom's boyfriend is home because she hates him to death

[stinkrascal]

ok really though i wish my gut health wasnt almost perfectly aligned w my emotions like i dont think it is fair that when i feel an intense emotion my stomach is immediately like ok time to be sickly now ❤️ but oh well. someones gotta experience this feeling, i guess it has to be me

[renlyslittlerose]

Any time I think Hawke is starting to adjust to the new scenario and is maybe feeling better, he starts to get sick again - vomiting, diarrhea, and occasional picky eating where I have to bribe him with foods that are probably upsetting his stomach even further.

The vet and I came to the conclusion a few years ago that Hawke has stress and anxiety issues that manifest in stomach issues, so I'm not like, super worried (still worried tho).

I just wish he'd stabilize and feel better :(

[arkhamshadows]

Does anyone want to talk about the theme of repression in regards to vampires and how that relates to Morbius's character??!?!?!????

It's not exactly that he thought of himself as a monster when he was human but I think being othered for something as personal as how he looked, in combination with his own morose introspection and self awareness, would create a person constantly aware of the ideal of what a "normal person" (e.g. a masculine man) was, yet afraid of moving too close or too far from it. Too far pushes the line from tolerable to disgusting. Trying to get too close would force him to confront the fact that he will never fully fit that standard. In his middle age he has accepted that many things are too trivial to worry about -- and it's not like he's an insecure teenager; he's an accomplished scientist, something he took pride in and was greatly admired for. But that self awareness still clings to him. He talks about his perceived "ugliness" like it's a small simple thing and not something that massively affects his self esteem (to the point that he just brings it up unprompted in conversations). As if societal standards didn't equate his ugliness with unattractiveness, making him accordingly adjust his expectations for life, friendship, romance, and sex.

He was repressed, man. The void society opened in him where his pride for his looks & his experience with love and sex was supposed to be was instead filled with his pride for his accomplishments in science. He only ventured into love (into sex and marriage, ~like all men should~) when he was past his "prime" (very unlike ~the man he should be~). Even with Martine there were things he hid from her like his terminal illness. (I think Martine helped him with becoming less repressed, but she couldn't erase how he developed as a person.) And his repression becomes a tangible condition when he becomes a literal "monster", so outside of society's standards that he's not even human. Now his entire being revolves around repressing biological urges that feel so good, that he would die without... but also fills him with shame, fear, and self-hatred when he indulges or thinks about indulging in the future.

Hello it's so dark in here. Hello

[nabaath-areng]

It's been so long since the last time I hallucinated that I forget how jumpy and skittish I get afterwards guhhhh