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Friendship is the most special thing in the world because no award could be give me bigger happiness than jumping around in my room and smiling because my pookie asked me if I wanted to match pfps
#SHES AMAZING I LOVE HER AHHHHH#I hope we manage to find a cute bsd pfp it would be literally my dream#little vent tw!!#it's been so long since I matched pfps last time was with my ex who started being wayyyyy too weird..#and the other time was with a friend who started ghosting me some months later just because I didnt give her enough adopt me pets or smth 💔#and like. her stopping talking to be literally broke me as a person. it was devastanting for like 13yo me#woahhh thank you k. now I have social anxiety and keep dobting whether people really want me there or not#I still have a sort of love hate relationship w her but like its been over 2 years maybe 3 why do I still care abt it sm :<#especially since our other bestie is wayy more affectionate w k than w me it just makes me feel so weird like im sort of a 3rd wheel#but at least the friend im gonna match with is the sweetest person ever and we can be silly together :333#unfortunately we only know eachother from a course so we always have to wait 2 weeks to see eachother#and even tho i still see k almost every day shes pretty different now#but ive been feeling so so happy the last few days since school started and im afraid I might go back to being how I was when she returns#because. I bet my two friends will keep being silly together and ill have to sit w my ex again cuz hes still part of our friend group#I mean hes a nice and funny guy but I figured that a relationship wont work with us. I tried it and I just wanna be friends#I have a lot of fun w him but like in a platonic way#and im afraid he still thinks we should be together#meanwhile my besties keep flirting w eachother like??#I mean its pretty funny as a joke but I cant help but feeling kinda jealous especially because I used to have a huge crush in one of them#talked a bit too much ooopssss#Im just trying to move on but I hope k coming back doesnt start everything over again#anyways!! I love my bestie from the course smmmmmm Im still so so happy :D wish we could see eachother more#random stuff#chaos#friendship#violet rambles
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made Luffy and Law in tomodachi life like a week ago and im testing their compatibility with the girls (cant be gay in this game 😔) and while luffy best love compatibility is with a gnc lass named Jade Azhure aka Captain aka the fucking sea as person. he has little to no love compatibility with the rest of the girls which is so funny! He also has a 100% friendship compatibility with a guy called hamster (full name Pikimin Popuko).
Law on the other hands as a +90% love compatibility with four ppl including my fucking wife. (my wife and i love compatibility is 40%…..) why is he so popular??? is he going to steal my wife??
Law and Luffy friendship compatibility is fine, they haven’t met each other yet tho, living next to each other.
also bonus:
#undescribed#idk how divorce works in the game but I feel like after having 8 children with me my wife can’t go leave me for law. even though she would#have my full support. also anyone wants to know my family drama in tomodachi? my daughter is married to mod and her bestie is teru.#mob is head over heels for her but my girl has been considering divorce for year. I won’t let her tho cause its mob himself like cmon.#im waiting on grandchildren but i don’t feel like that will happen fjdjdj#mob and tsubomi dated a while back but they broke up and now he’s family. mogami and reigen are best friends.#sans is dating my oc gen which is just amazing as a concept. marshall lee is dating an old lady called granny justice. full name:#June Victoria. annnnd yeah. voilà.#i love this game
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rant bucket 🪣: ive never so badly wanted to slap someone thru the phone
#rant bucket 🪣#i sent a draft of what i have for my lifeguard baji fic to my bestie for her to look over#its not obvi but i just wanted her to go over what i have and like critique me#im far from the best writer and obvi im gonna make mistakes and have things that can be changed or taken out#but tell me why she calls me and goes “maybe you should stop writing”#EXCUSE ME??? genuinely broke my heart bcuz when i asked why she didnt give me a straight answer#she was just like “maybe leave the writing to the real writers. its just not that good”#like maam ik my writing isnt perfect but tell me whats wrong so i can fix it#and she would just not tell me what was wrong with it#she knows tokrev so she knows the characters so i would have thought she'd be able to give me some kind of constructive criticism#and in the end she basically insults my writing#so i sent it to my coworker (she knows nothing abt tokrev)#i didnt tell her the situation between my bestie and i so i could get an honest reaction out of her#and other than a few minor parts that i could take out she had no problem with it#sent the same thing to my sister (who's a certified playright and has written books and countless short stories)#and she also had just a few minor problems with it but said it was good#so like wtf is my bestie just being a bitch or what#idk but it genuinely hurt my feelings and deadass made me question my writing skills#im already insecure abt my writing as is so this just made me that much more insecure abt it#sorry for the long rant but now idk what to do with this fic but i just wanna rewrite the whole thing#**obvi its not done in that third tag. omg im so livid i cant type properly
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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ohgod hh. Hi. The scene with Jarod. The one in the motel. The. I need to be encased in concrete and bite my way out. Th. I'm normal. Hello
#no wonder my bestie hyped this event up so much#it took me two entire playthroughs to finally see it#oh gomd#i am going. quite insane#i survived it btw#the cop and the motel guy didnt tho! well#im. ijbdshhshs#i was broke so i slept on the cardboard oitside the motel. the man dragged me to his room#cause he cant have a kid sleeping like that!!!! hes so sweet#i am so normal about him#now i have every scene with jarod!! in love w this freak#road 96#jarod road 96#bee buzz
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yeah im aro. yeah i was once almost dating 3 people at the same time.
#rai.txt#it ended uo being a &b. and them i broke up w a and then it was b& c#and now its just c. but im still besties w a. and b is a piece of shit.
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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wow when i think about it maybe this year wasn't that bad
#i mean yes it was one of the worst definitely i kept falling down and down and down and i def hit rock bottom#highest weight of my life 'pcod' 'pre diabetes' ugh that was the worst#and the generally not studying#but but but. im going to list all the good things because it made me feel so weirdly happy that wow this happened to me#let's go chronologically#1. pretty awesome birthday got a gift from my then bestf which made me feel so seen and so understood#for the first time in life to the extent that i couldn't believe that paying attention to me and loving me so much was even possible#2. discovered i def like guys too and him writing on a tissue to me hbd and me giving him that letter which was almost like a love letter#that was so brave and vulnerable of me i can't believe i did that im proud of myself#3. learning thru an admittedly bad experience that there is no timeline for life and experiences and i definitely do not need#to have like sex and stuff to be cool and fit in its okay to wait for the right person it doesn't make me a loser#because at the end of the day i have to live with it i can sleep with someone just because i hate the feeling of being 21 and feeling#like im behind everyone but then that would be disrespectful to myself and i deserve better#4. that brief period of 15 days when i was almost friends with this girl from office and even tho she left i still remember resting my head#on her shoulders and feeling safe after so long#5. getting drunk with my bestie that was pretty awesome i shouldn't say this but it was such a good year for us cause she broke up with her#bf so whenever we met we would just play music and dance to sabrina#6. getting drunk with my SISTER and clubbing with her fuck that was pretty awesome i love her and i love her guy friend and i really hope#he succeeds in pata ing her and he becomes my future jiju#7. passinv this exam. i honestly didn't think i had it in me to get this degree and it's still hard to believe but i do feel motivated to#try now. i worked hard i sincerely studied which i hadn't done in like 2 years and it really feels like god#said yeah beta you take this win and keep getting better okay?#so much bad happened too ive now lost everyone except my family and my one irl bestf but i still feel hopeful. i hope it will be ok 2025
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i say "im doing data entry, it's boring" you say "it could be worse. you could be entering me" roll for initiative
#seriously what the fuck am i supposed to say to that#bestie i hate to tell yall this but i aint fucking anybody. its just not happening#ive never been a top ive never claimed to be a top#but these goddamn feminine men be coming into my inbox like ;-;#IM A MAN. THAT DOES NOT MEAN I TOP#And secondly man i already said in my bio that i aint interested in this shit dude#i couldnt care less about your hole. truly.#like much care and love to you on your journey but like#what about me says im gonna ravage your hole#when my entire bio says hey i dont care about sex. i dont want sex. please dont talk to me about sex.#I CANT MAKE IT MUCH CLEARER#im lazy too so if you think in the shape that im in now... that im gonna thrust ur ass for twenty minutes#you got another thing coming!!!#literally i am that post where someone sends an ask saying fuck me please#and the guy responds bitch im trying to survive a category 5 hurriciane#like fucckkkkk i damn near broke a rib dude i do not want to fuck you right now#or ever. but especially not right now#god feeling your ribs shift in the middle of a scene#makes me want to gag
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My fucking therapist just sent me a text that basically reads "ure sad bc u made horrible life choices and are a horrible person :)"
I'm so breaking up with her lol I'm fucking done
#First strike was the fucking confrontation she did with me basically treating me like a stupid toddler#Second strike was her inability to actually show up for sections#Third strike was threatening to call my parents like I'm a fifteen year old child#And now she says this shit?#Yeah girl the chronic disease is totally my fault#The pandemic that forced me to move away and made me lose contact with most of my friends was also my fault!#The 25 years with undiagnosed autism was also my fault#The unemployment? My fault too. I'm stupid and lazy#What a joke.#The only thing that is my fault is that I'm actually paying you#I don't even know if I will keep doing therapy after this shit show.#This is the second therapist that tries to throw all the blame on me being lazy#One therapist broke up with me for 'health reasons' yeah sure girl.#I'm done with this crap.#Therapy doesn't work#Medication doesn't work#Exercise doesn't work#Looking at the sun and butterflies doesn't work#Getting a job doesn't work#Im finishing my post graduation studies#Moving back in with my parents#Working at the farm until I'm thirty#And then I'm offing myself#Since everything is my fault the world will be a better place without me in it that's for sure :)#Love me an expiration date of uuuhh#[checks calendar]#Four years!#Hell yeah only four more years to go I'm sooooooo done besties#How should I do it? Jump in front of a truck? Overdosing? Jk I'm going for hanging
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I'm so glad that they fixed whatever was preventing Wyll's scenes from triggering for me bc it turns out that he's a sweetheart and I love himb 💕
#last attempted run he just#never talked!#he never had any response to anything that happened#so i stopped taking him w/ me and basically forgot about the poor guy#im glad my first run broke now bc i get to hang out w/ my bestie 💖
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people's s/o tell their partners oh yeah you should meet my friends
meanwhile, 100% of my usual friend group... are his friends too.
#// rambles#hes told me that i should make friends who are not his friends#but everyone ends up being his friend too#i literally talk to this guy all day. then the two idiots. and thats it#plus hannah#but like hannah and daniel and i are like the math buddies#and hes like since when do you talk to aliyah#like yes i talk to aliyah now. but still like most of my irl friends are also. his friends. strangely#i didnt even know he and joan and noah knew each other but turns out they're in the same art class#AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE KNEW JUSTIN TOO#SO REALLY WE JUST KNOW ALL THE SAME FOLKS#except he knows more folks than me#...#i think jiyoon didnt want to be his friend freshman year#so like. does she count#the thing is. making friends is hard#i literally broke down once because he and our friends were going to watch ghibli movies together and i was not invited#not that they exclude me im just not in their art class and it was their art class group#and i dont talk to anyone much besides my bf and noa and rats 003 and 013#ugghghgh i feel like sumin and i could be good friends tho#we met in japanese club but she's so funnnn to be around in person the few times we talk#except i have no way to contact her#in college i need to find my cs girl besties#our college friends wont be the same so yah#i cant belive im probably going to the same place as rts 003 and 013... and then my bf will be going to the city#thats what probably will happen#in any case like i cant believe im going w those mf
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Update: things got better
#back to the usual confusion over if it's gay to kiss the besties#i mean I'm still having a funky time as of late#but big thing got talked about and I feel much better#im just normal eeby and neeby to sleeby now#also I got to do a performance with my band and it was very fun#mics broke so we had to share one#(we have to vocalists including me)#but it worked out#our band name is boderus#I think we have an insta account somewhere#i dunno our drummer manages that kinda thing#but check it out if you wanna#:3
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hello everyone, I've returned! I still feel terrible but I've somewhat recovered and hoping on pumping out more art for ya'll :]] thank you for waiting! {you might've noticed a name change!! I just thought plushies were cute!!! hehe!!!}
#im back!#I wont talk about why I was gone so dont ask#so many things happened while I was gone tho!#for example my PC broke so my dad had to fix it but its ok he got it fixed in under 5 minutes!#I got given 1K robux by bestie Stacy!!! she's so amazing#and now I feel more motivation to draw!!#I dont know when my next post will be though but whatever hehe!#I've also gotten a ukulele the strings broke but no fear I got new strings and re stringed it!!#I hope you are all doing well though!#Wilted au will be coming back very soon! still writing the story in my notes so I know what to draw :]]#I love you all...!
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wish my boyfriend would understand that this person is more trouble than they are worth
#they literally broke up my last relationship and my bf thinks i am crazy for not wanting them around him. lol#and they've pulled so much disrespectful shit with my now bf too#it's so hurtful#i dont want to be the controlling gf who makes him stop talking to a close friend but idk how much longer i can fucking take it#and of course i would be demonized if i did try to set that boundary but it's all bc of THEIR actions!!!!!#i had zero problem with them being besties with my ex. im not unreasonably jealous. it's only after what they did that i have a problem#what makes it harder is he lost his bestie a few months ago (sa accusations came out against the bestie so we stopped talking to him)#so i feel so bad making him to lose another close friend but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH#(losing my mind losing my mind losing my mind)
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well this isnt right
#ive been a little sickie for like a week now i have a migraine rn#and oh yeah the hearing has been partially gone in one of my ears for like two days now??#brain broken brain machine broke its being held together by scotch tape and the threat of medical debt#and gochujang#but idk i think im dying a little bit ngl#but like just a lil not too much#i finished all my work at like 1 pm today and had NOTHING TO DO AND FELT LIKE SHIT#and my boss had a meeting at like 4 that he had to leave for at 3#and i wouldve taken my lunch 1-2 anyway#so we wouldve had like 1 more hour together at work today anyway#but i was like hey i feel awful and i finished all the work i have so unless there smth super pertinent (which... there wasnt)#id like to go#and he lowkey gave me a hard time abt it?? he was like well i was GOING to give you work to do while i was gone#yeah the 1-2 hours that youre gone???#and he was like so as long as youre gonna be here tomorrow and do it first thing............#and i was like sure bestie as long as im not literally deceased tomorrow u got it#like bro u r too old to be demanding that i come to work sick like if u get a cold ur gonna be 6 FT UNDER#talk#text#mine#ignore.mel#not nct#but the hearing thing is......worrying#i think its impacted earwax? from wearing my earbuds too much and/or this cold i have but like lol
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