#**obvi its not done in that third tag. omg im so livid i cant type properly
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cheshitora · 3 days ago
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rant bucket 🪣: ive never so badly wanted to slap someone thru the phone
#rant bucket 🪣#i sent a draft of what i have for my lifeguard baji fic to my bestie for her to look over#its not obvi but i just wanted her to go over what i have and like critique me#im far from the best writer and obvi im gonna make mistakes and have things that can be changed or taken out#but tell me why she calls me and goes “maybe you should stop writing”#EXCUSE ME??? genuinely broke my heart bcuz when i asked why she didnt give me a straight answer#she was just like “maybe leave the writing to the real writers. its just not that good”#like maam ik my writing isnt perfect but tell me whats wrong so i can fix it#and she would just not tell me what was wrong with it#she knows tokrev so she knows the characters so i would have thought she'd be able to give me some kind of constructive criticism#and in the end she basically insults my writing#so i sent it to my coworker (she knows nothing abt tokrev)#i didnt tell her the situation between my bestie and i so i could get an honest reaction out of her#and other than a few minor parts that i could take out she had no problem with it#sent the same thing to my sister (who's a certified playright and has written books and countless short stories)#and she also had just a few minor problems with it but said it was good#so like wtf is my bestie just being a bitch or what#idk but it genuinely hurt my feelings and deadass made me question my writing skills#im already insecure abt my writing as is so this just made me that much more insecure abt it#sorry for the long rant but now idk what to do with this fic but i just wanna rewrite the whole thing#**obvi its not done in that third tag. omg im so livid i cant type properly
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